#i am chewing walls

[fawnforevergone]

the way hozier titles a song "i, carrion (icarian)" where he sings about the self-destructive idea of sacrificing himself by flying into sun to save his relationship, and compares himself to 'carrion', the decaying flesh of animals, often a word used for roadkill. to then go and write a song called "abstract (psychopomp)" about how holding an animal whilst it dies mirrors the mercy of ending a failing relationship, similar to a 'psychopomp' - a deliverer of death. and we watch as hozier turns from 'icarian' to 'psychopomp' when he realises that prolonging suffering is crueler than just letting love die. i'm both in awe and crying on my bedroom floor.

and the way a carrion crow is also a symbol of death ?? and how 'carrion' sounds like 'carry on' the way icarus kept going ?? and how he sounds envious of his lover's courage in "abstract" ?? how when the sun is gone - "streetlights in the dark blue" - he can no longer blind himself and is forced to look at the corpse of his relationship ?? how to love is to let go ?? how can he keep getting away with this i'm sobbing ??

#the icarian and abstract mirroring goes CRAZY #i could go for hours if you want me to i will i will never shut up #and we aren't even MENTIONING 'inferno' #how dante grows meaner the further he descends #the way 'inferno' gets darker with each circle and #how 'icarus' is about the light of day but 'abstract' is the darkness of night #ripping my hair out btw #hozier's inferno #hozier #unreal unearth #lyric analysis #i am chewing walls #wasteland baby

[rhiaarrow]

Okay Ghosties, now we analyse the tiny amount of pixels we saw of his skin from a distance for less than a minute!

First up - Glowing eyes! Those are new! Also they're both white again! Rip cool looking blue eye, you will be missed. But also, it means his soul is no longer leaking out of his face and that feels like something we should celebrate!

Secondly - The original hood colour is back, and in its natural shade too! Not a darker red like it has been for a while. No that shit is back to being a primary colour! Joyous day! (/j I miss the blue already)

Third and most important - The fuck is this?

THAT is not the sword that is supposed to be on the back of his usual skin. Is it a symbol with lore connotations? Is it wing slits? So far I have no idea because I'm yet to find a better angle of his back!

That's all I've got so far but it has been less than half an hour and all I have to work with are screenshots. Anything else anyone's found?

#qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp lore #badboyhalo #qsmp bbh #qsmp analysis #i am chewing walls #this man gave me so little to work with but my god am i gonna work with it o-o

[jennycalendar]

the doctor trying to get through to bracewell by pressing old wounds -- dead family, dead soldiers -- because he sees humanity as suffering and loss and grief, and proof of humanity as being able to feel that. amy successfully getting through to bracewell by pressing that "kind of a good hurt." fancying someone you shouldn't. humanity not as uncomplicated grief but as complicated grief. the distinction that the human can make but the alien can't. the single degree that separates the doctor from the humans he loves so much.

#celia watches dw #i am chewing walls

[marzipanandminutiae]

Elsie Lovelock's cover of Evermore is so Nell/Theo-core

[posts that make Shirley Jackson visit in a dragon-drawn chariot to personally bonk you with the Horny Jail stick]

#now I know she'll never leave me/even as she [runs away/fades from view] etc. #and as the long long nights begin I'll think of all that might have been #waiting here forevermore #the haunting of hill house #I am chewing walls

[fool-for-luv]

yeah your rituals may be intricate. But have u ever placed a real gun in the hands of your eternal and fated enemy, watched his hands shake as he points it at you, and trusted that he will not let the bullet touch you, all for a magic trick that was your idea in the first place? have u ever seen true fear in his eyes and still known that even without miracles, he will let no harm come to you, even if that harm is only a ridiculous amount of heavenly paperwork?

#good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #ineffable husbands #neil gaimen i am in your walls i am chewing on your power cords #what the hell was that scene about? how dare they?

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

he's in my home he's in my Heart

#translation: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #hello hello hello hellOOOOOOOOO #hes so cute!!!! and the material is So Soft!!! #the urge to fling him as hard as i can at a wall is There! #i wont though. i wouldnt dare #but ohhhh its him <3 the chew toy <3<3 in the. uh. fabric #i didnt expect him to be so firmly stuffed its a Delightful surprise #his little outfit his stupid fuckin cinnamon bun hair AGH i love him #thirty bucks well spent!!! #i cant wait to crochet him a little sweater <3 #and a little Home to keep him company <3 #oh man oh man Where am i gonna put him... #in the basket??? on my bed?? on a shelf - no! i dont have the room! #maybe he'll bounce around from spot to spot! #photos from the bog #welcome home #gotta say i really do love how it kinda looks like his ascot is strangling him #i looked to see if i could loosen it lmao is he breathing alright!!!! #cant wait to have extensive staring contests with him <3 #finally... someone who wont look away or find eye contact Uncomfortable... #i will admit im already obsessed with holding his tiny soft hand #AGH he's so <3<3<3 he's soooooo <3<3<3<3 #thank you makeship for the opportunity to have him physically in my life #thank you clown for creating him & letting makeship turn him into a marketable plushie he's Everything. 100000/10 absolutely phenomenal #MAN i cant believe he's here!!!! #it feels kinda unreal! like! Wally Darling! in my house! My House!! holy shit!!! #hearts on his soles and everything! #oh and as a bonus he arrived in a wonderful little canvas Bag #i do love me a bag... extra thank you to makeship for the bag. new bag <3 i'll put things in it <3

[magicinavalon]

MY LIFE WAS A STORM SINCE I WAS BORN

HOW COULD I FEAR ANY HURRICANE

#i am NOT okay andrew thanks for asking #find me clawing at the walls chewing glass rolling on the floor #hozier #francesca

[boilingcowboy]

absolutely going batshit insane over the parallels between Sarah and Ellie

It’s the same fucking look. It’s the same look in their eyes. the same fucking thing.

They both hold on to him the same way. the exact same way.

And he holds on to them the exact same way. the exact fucking way.

His daughters look at him and hold him the exact same way.

And he holds on to his daughters the exact same way. He even has the same look on his face.

fucking bawling over this. I am so going insane over this rn.

#I am so unwell about them #crawling up the walls #chewing on the bars of my enclosure #I am the feral animal outside of their cage rn #this my personal enrichment and I am going insane #joel and sarah #joel and ellie #joel miller #joel tlou #sarah miller #sarah tlou #ellie williams #ellie tlou #tlou #the last of us #tlou hbo #the last of us hbo #tlou ep 1 #tlou ep 8 #tlou stuff #the cowboy talks

[paper-lilypie]

@spaciebabie someone tell those two the daycare has WINDOWS

#SPACIE I AM IN YOUR WALLS #BANGING AND SCRATCHING AT YOUR PLASTER #CHEWING ON YOUR SLIPPERS #THAT COMIC MADE ME LOSE WHAT LITTLE SELF RESTRAINT I HAD #NOW I ONLY ROTATE THAT ONE PANEL IN MY HEAD LIKE A HOTDOG IN A MICROWAVE #THIS IS YOUR IMPACT QUEEN #NOW COME COLLECT THE RESULT OF MY BRAINWORMS #fnaf sun #fnaf #sun x reader #fanart #kiss

[scalpelsister]

dark justiciar shadowheart is genuinely so interesting to me as like... a facet to her character. like it really hammers home how desperate she is for shar's love and affection (+ the validation and love from other worshipers of shar). like in a lot of ways I get that it seems shocking to others / some fans because it really does contradict some of the morals we see her express BUT imo that just speaks to the level of desperation she feels. her comments on how shar "must" love her for her to survive the shadowcursed lands, or the bit where she talks about shar nurturing her and loving her and sounds... almost more like shes trying to convince herself more than shes trying to convince you. theres a bit about other sharrans not thinking she had earned her name, and of course the mother superior not thinking she was ready / worthy of being a dark justiciar. like shes just so completely desperate to feel unconditionally and securely loved, and to earn the approval of others that shes entirely willing to injure herself in the process (as well as.... the people who actually love her, of course).

not to mention that mechanically, afaik, she can only end up there if shes encouraged to by the player. ie... she needs to know someone else approves.

#CHEWING ON GLASS ABOUT HER BTW IF YOU EVEN CARE!!!! #shadowheart is the character EVER dude im so unwell about her #also this is not me judging her at all. shes just like me fr fr on this #baldur's gate #bg3 spoilers #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #shadowheart #my post #eta: at risk of projecting here she seems so like. disorganized attachment to me. like that NEED to be loved #and craving that approval and fearing ur not good enough to get it #BUT ALSO being so scared to trust people in the first place that its hard to ever get that love #and kind of. how prone she is to rapidly going from total love and trust and openess about her feelings to just #completely walling off the player character if they say something she deems mildly uncomfortable or unsavory #oughhhh #im unwell man i am. simply unwell. #also tbh these tags are a fun game in: disorganized attachment style or bpd? why not both! sjdbdbdg

[blood-mocha-latte]

ON THE PAST, LONGING, AND MATHEMATICS - web weaves from wips

richard feynman | masters of the air | unknown | margaret atwood | jean-baptiste carpeaux | martin lagares | of monsters and men | unknown | sketiana | sergio cupido

#rie posts #hot tip: everyone google richard feynmans letter to his dead wife and get back to me #anyways. i smacked into the wall with the demacon wip #so instead i made this and am tralalaing off to another project while i Chew on this one #mota #masters of the air #benny demarco #bernard demarco #richard macon #demacon #hbo war #?? i think it applies

[threestripeslider]

i love how Cass dropping the equivalent of a nuke on the Rise community even got me and CJ (MNMC) crawling out of our dens to witness it all

#blue's chit chat #yes we are losing our minds #frothing at the mouths #clawing at the walls #i am chewing concrete rn

[starstruckspocks]

jon?

Something is different, but he cannot be quite sure what, exactly.

Everything is… more linear than it was Before. He still Knows, quite in a way like he did Before, but it is finite, clear, manmade. It does not come from fear, but curiosity. A wide web of knowledge, rattling around in the dark of him, and what even is dark to a thing that cannot perceive it? A lack, perhaps, an unbeing, a noticable absence where there should be merely an ordinary kind of nothing.

He has a voice. And there is something he desperately, desperately needs to say, but there are no words that are his own, and every sentence he speaks he borrows, and they are each one of them painted with fear and confusion and loneliness and huntedness and a watchful eye.

He is also not alone, never alone. There are voices all around him, nice ones, chatting, making tea, fighting, changing, and only some voices stay the same, have been the same since… well, since when? Since when has he been… like this? It gets hard to think like this, sometimes – to assign a point in time to a moment and to file them away together. A collection of information, disorganised, lost, confused, perhaps deliberately so. It feels achingly familiar.

And sometimes, he hears something like himself speak in a different voice, even when he does not talk. And even though the words are borrowed too, taken from throats and fingers to be forgotten, they feel like coming home, simply because they were said in that soft, cruel tone. A familiar melody, slipping through wires and speakers and programmes like it was made for this, but it wasn’t, was it? It might’ve been.

And this brings him comfort, of course it does, except he must be trapped, right? Because why can he not say his own words, when he has so many of them? He is not lonely, but he is alone with the thoughts he cannot voice, the words that have no mouth, the things that cannot be said. It hasn't always been like that, has it?

Something is different Now from how it was Before, at least. He Knows everything, but he knows nothing of truth, and knows nothing at all, but the difference to What Was seems clear, in a clumsy, calculated way. Something is hiding, quite badly, behind a blurred vision that he does not have, behind lines of numbers and letters, running for its life through old wires. He knows it lingers, he knows it is there. He just cannot make it out quite yet.

#ive never posted writing on tumblr before please let me know if i did this right. like tell me if i need to move this to the ao3 or somethin #jon is chester because im not ready to let go of jon its as simple as that #tmagp #jon sims #this is about jon sims #what in all actuality is ever NOT about jon sims? #i am so not okay. he became a mystery. i am chewing up my keycaps #chester tmagp #writing #drabble #the magnus archives #tma #the magnus protocol #the magnus protocol spoilers #tmagp ep 7 #alexander j newall i am in your fucking walls #in a sad hyperbole way #not in an eldrich horror way #have we had the conversation about how “i have no mouth and i must scream”-coded the whole chester and norris thing is #if it really works the way im imagining it. if they're really trapped #tmagp spoilers #fanfiction #tmagp fanfic #also of course this is also about #jmart #jonmartin #because what isnt atp

[pheedraws]

in the woods, there's a man and he's waiting for a girl 🔪

finally got around to colouring the danny x jamie (oc) sketch from last summer because this clown and his dumb mask, regrettably, still live rent-free in my head

#calling this done because if i look at it any longer i may start chewing walls #but !! to say i have not done A Lot of art lately i am quite proud #danny johnson #ghostface #dead by daylight #dead by daylight oc #oc: jamie prescott #x: obsession #my art

[etapereine]

But what is the other one, white wolf?

The Sword of Destiny, Andrzej Sapkowski | 2021 Tour de France, Stage 17 | 2022 Tour de France, Stage 17 | 2023 Tour de France, Stage 15

All photos © Jered & Ashley Gruber

#i had a vision and i'm not sure it turned out the way i pictured it but oh well #something something incredible that we're seeing the two of them race at the same time #something something rivals who bring out the best in each other and MAKE each other better #something something tadej realizing over the course of three tours de france that he gets to keep this rival #they make me a little crazy actually like i'm climbing the walls chewing on furniture #i am once again thanking jered and ashley gruber for my life #cycling poetry #tadej pogacar #jonas vingegaard #tadejonas

[revvethasmythh]

“Okay. Well, hi. My name is Nott the Brave and I am a little goblin girl. But, once upon a time, I was Veth, a young halfling woman and before that, a halfling child who grew up being told that she was not pretty and not brave and not coordinated and not smart, and just…not” MONOLOGUE OPENER OF ALL TIME

#I am climbing the walls and chewing on shoes and I’ve SEEN THIS BEFORE #tbh cannot imagine how wild this whole thing must have been to watch live #yes another c2 rewatch #cr2e49