#i am suddenly very sick

[nuppu-nuppu]

My baby

#bnha #boku no hero academia #mha #my hero academia #bnha fanart #bakugou katsuki #mha fanart #kacchan #nuppu nuppu #i am suddenly very sick #so no art for a while again #i started playing resident evil 4 remake #very fun #and scary #my stomach hurts #and I’m not being brave about it

[cinnamonest]

>getting very close to end of P5R

>Maruki goes around giving people their ideal reality

>Game makes it a point to emphasize that he revives dead people

>"huh I wonder why he granted everyone else's wishes but didn't give the mc one"

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i actually put the controller down and am now taking deep breaths #i have never had a video game make me feel this genuinely sick to my stomach with pure dread #i know its coming i know its coming I KNOW #it just hit me very suddenly #i have to take a break to collect myself Lord help me #i want so badly to be wrong #But i know im not because Atlus writers are GODLESS SADISTS that revel in their players PAIN and SUFFERING #im going to breakdown #'he's not real' i know. I KNOW let me be deranged #.liveposting #spoilers #i guess #i will be sobbing shortly i know

[myenterpriseisparked]

Okay I understand where people are coming from with the "emotional suppression in Vulcans is learned not genetic" talk re: "Charades" but, consider......... the emotional suppression is muscle memory, and the aliens took away the mental muscles that remembered how to do it. It's a crude metaphor on my part, but that was the way I saw it.

Also consider: it's a sci fi show using extremely high-concept bullcrap science on a weekly basis and maybe nitpicking it is a fruitless endeavor because none of it is going to make sense otherwise and enjoying the ride for what it is is a much more enjoyable way to engage with this franchise. Sometimes you need to shrug and let dumb things happen and laugh.

#i am so sick of whatching people find itty bitty things to pick SNW apart over #I'm trying really hard not to get internet preachy about it because everyone it entitled to their own opinions #but some people really beed to calm down and stop taking everything so seriously #Star Trek has NEVER had completely accurate science #or consistent rules within it's own universe #I mean look at Threshold #that is 1000% Not How Evolution Works #like at all #but we all laugh it off and throw a party about it every year #or how about the fact that Miles O Brien was a Leiutenant #and then he was suddenly an enlisted man #I could go on #but the point is that if you get caught up in the trees you'll miss the forest #and also a bundle of laughs because that was a very funny episode #was it perfect? of course not #but I am not gonna let the flaws ruin the whole thing for me #I had fun and laughed and smiled and that's all that really matters in my book #Strange New Worlds #snw spoilers #I'm really hesitant to tag this because I don't want people coming for my head lol #but alas I need to make sure people who haven't watched the episode can block spoilers

[ask-thearchivists]

Have you tried eating any of the Earth candy yet? I think you’d get a kick out of pop rocks and candy stars ⭐️

The Collector: Yeah, Luz let me have some candy. She got really got scared because food I eat gets incinerated, so when I ate it I burped up some smoke.

#ask blog #ask the archivists #asks are open #the owl house #toh #id in alt text #toh the collector #the collector #return of baby #I would answer more but I am suddenly feeling very sick so I think I need to lie face down on the floor

[craycraybluejay]

i ate what feels like so many calories tonight my tummy be sloshing. r u guys proud of meeee

#u can fetishize this its fine i dont feel that sick from the fullness #but also this isnt a kink thing for me im just chronically very underweight and keep trying and failing to gain #so uh 🥺 praise me for big meal and caloric drink #well big for me at least #maybe its like normal or sorta or still small for others #but for me its a lot!! and i managed to push through and eat basically all of it #on top of my snacks throughout the day like pretzels and candy and whatever else within reach #i worry if i gain new weight itll distribute wrong #but w how stressed i am and havent seen a doctor in years to deal with anything #ill probably never gain weight anyway #even if i do ill just be glad if i can gain back like 10-15 lbs i lost randomly and suddenly #rly happy this food didnt trigger any pain tho its like normal fullness its handleable #i feel warmmmm

[willowfey]

starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal

#the first thing i do when i become conscious is check my phone to make sure nothing terrible happened to anyone i love while i slept #i never ever ever have plans and if anyone Else has plans i feel sick with anxiety until they’re back from them #if i have smth planned that week i feel completely tense and on edge until it happens #i didn’t used to be like this i hate hate hate it #i used to feel safe in my little house in the forest where i knew everyone in town and knew my way around with my eyes shut #it’s still the only place in the world i feel safe. that’s so unfair #my separation anxiety is ridiculous. if my mom goes to the store and doesn’t answer a text right away i start panicking #if my sister goes to a class or smth idk what to do with myself until she gets back #if i’m in the shower or have the fan on or headphones in suddenly i’ll think i hear someone shouting and i’ll have to quickly turn it off #ever since i moved here it’s been getting worse. i don’t feel safe here to begin with i feel so out of place it’s unreal #but then covid and trauma with my mother’s health and my uncle dying and multiple relatives getting sick and things happening to my friends #i know i have ptsd from very specific things that happened and i live on a hospital path so every day i hear sirens #and every time i do it fully triggers an anxiety attack in me for at least an hour. and my mom too #since being here my hometown burned and friends i thought would never grow apart did and my brother moved out #i know a lot of that is just Being In Your Low Twenties but also some of my worst trauma has happened in the last handful of years and now #now i’m just always scared. always uneasy. always worried. never fully relaxed. never feel fully safe. & idk how to be myself through that #i’m always paranoid and i never trust people irl anymore. ppl my mom or sister meet. i am so suspicious of them constantly. #if anything small changes at all i can’t handle it. my ability to deal with change has gone so downhill #in the last 5 years of being here i realised i was autistic which led to me unmasking a bit and that. comes with pros & cons doesn’t it #my own health has declined. my body changed a lot in ways i wasn’t prepared for and i had to get rid of most of my comfort clothes #sometimes i just wanna sit on the ground and cry about it and not have to also be the one that picks myself back up. y’know??? #but at the very least i’d love to just wake up One Day w/o feeling sick with anxiety already. just one day i want to wake up feeling rested #i want to be myself again but can i start with not being scared? not being tired? i don’t know what to do anymore #i just watch my comfort videos and read my comfort fics and stay in my daydream world

[willowser]

Wait, you deactivated?!! I thought u got suspended?☠️☠️💀 , I was really like damnnnnnnnnn😭😭😭😭😭😭. WELCOME back tho💖💖💖💖💖💖💯💯💫💫💫💫💥💥

yeah, i actually privated ! and — i don't know how to explain why to yall without 1) oversharing, 2) being super long-winded, and 3) sounding like a crybaby LOL but the long-short of it is: i was getting a decent amount of negative feedback the last few weeks and a final comment kind of launched me into this weird episode where i was sort of forced to face this hurt that i had been avoiding for a few years, and then i felt really uncomfortable and embarrassed and nakey, so i didn't want anyone to look at me LOL but i'm on the mend now, so thank you ! 🩷✨️

#you know how you go through a traumatic event and have to just keep going #and it's not until a while later when you're suddenly reminded of it and you realize JUST how painful it was ?? #that's what happened LOL #and it sounds like i'm saying: i got some harsh feedback and got my feelings hurt #which — sure who wouldn't that happen to — but it actually just triggered memories of a really low point in my life and i had to — #— deal with that very suddenly #and was of course very uncomfortable during that time #i couldn’t figure out exactly what was triggering at first and i was just sick and panicked and couldnt sleep LOL #but in talking it out and realizing the source of the issue — i'm feeling a bit better ! #not 100% bc jesus christ that was so stressful but. we're getting there. #here i am oversharing anyway whoops #anyway if it were not for my friends i would be in the pit of despair :) #✿ ask willow

[sgippy]

“If you are lucky enough, when you know that you’re dying, to be in the arms of someone that you love and loves you...” STOP EVERYTHING

#fellow travelers #fellow travelers spoilers #i knew it was coming and yet #im just not ready i literally am not #suddenly it’s very real and i feel sick to my stomach #SPOILER #kind of #i dont fucking know #drew barrymore just shot and killed me

[beegswaz]

I MISSED BUG. BEING CORRECT ABOUT WHEATLEY..???? WHY IS THE WORLD SO CRUEL.

#HES NOT SHY!!!!! AWKWARDNESS DOES NOT EQUAL SHYNESS!!!!!!!! #BITCH NEVER SHUTS UP HE JUST DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO CARRY HIMSELF IN CONVERSATIONS AND JUST OVER EXPLAINS SHIT #I AM SO SICK OF SHY LITTLE GUY WHEATLEY HES A MILDLY NERVOUS SHITHEAD WHO GETS CAUGHT ON THESE STUPID ASS LITTLE DETAILS #AND WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THEM UNTIL HES DOES TALKING OR SOMEONE TELLS HIM TO SHUT UP! #can i Also just say i Hate like. stupidly Tall skin And bones blonde White guy Wheatley #just For a moment. #its A shit design i dont. Why does it. ugh #also Proud wheatley isnt The intelligence dampening Sphere fan #ok. ok ill Be normal now. #but Yeah not only has he Shown the capacity to Come up with Actually decent ideas but Also glados is The smartest thing in Aperture. #and she is So disconnected from the Attributes that can make Someone human (empathy Curiosity Morality etc etc) because Of not only the #events of Portal 1 but Also because of The chassis chamber (glados vs PotatOS. shes Still snarky but is Actually more willing to Be #reasonable blah Blah blah) that when Faced with an Entity that DOES have those Traits #she immediately Deems them as less Intelligent regardless of How smart they Actually are #now this is NOT to Say she cannot feel those emotions #but After losing the Cores attached to Her shes become very Disconnected from Those emotions and Appears uncaring And cold because of it #she Appears more like A machine than A person #and Theres a lot of Character quirks in Wheatley that make him Much more human-like Than machine (even in Chassis!!) #i Could also go On a rant about Why chassiswheatley Becoming suddenly Evil actually Makes sense according to A scientific study but #i Dont think you guys wanna hear That #nor Do you wanna hear my Machiavellian Bach analysis and How its so thematically Correct with the Story while still being true To wheatley #SORRY ILL BE.SANE NOW.

[allylikethecat]

Quick question! Love all the January prompts so far and I was wondering if you had any oneshot situations in the works?

Ah! Thank you so much! I'm so happy to hear that you're enjoying the January Prompts! They have been both extremely fun and extremely challenging to work on and I am so proud of myself for sticking with them. There have been many a night where I have nearly forgotten about it, and wanted to skip it, and I'm always so pleased that I've actually manage to power through!

In terms of one shots - I don't have an official timeline of when things are going to be finished / posted because I have been focusing on my chaptered fics at the moment (once I get the Christmas one done I feel like a giant weight will have been lifted omg) BUT according to my 2024 Fic Planning Document I will hopefully be working on the following one shots:

A migraine sick fic

The long await IV situation at the end of the North American leg of SATVB sick fic

Baby!Fictional!Matty and Baby!Fictional!George and how they got together the first time in the Infection Verse

Infection Verse fic about fictional!Matty's hospitalization between chapters 8 and 9 of the A&E fic following his suicide attempt

There will also inevitably be some other one shots that I come up with between now and then, but that is what I currently have in terms of ideas that I am excited to start flushing out! I also have a LOT of really lovely prompts that people have sent me on Tumblr, and I hope that I'll be able to dedicate some time to finish some of those sooner rather than later!

Thank you so much for reading, your support and sending in this lovely ask! I hope you have a great rest of your week!

❤️Ally

#allylikethecat #ask ally #anon ask #fanfiction #keep it kind #matty fic #gatty #one shot updates #ally's status update #I've also played around with the idea of the (Sometimes) Part II fic #but I make no promises about that one #we might also see the conclusion to the face down / in the dirt trilogy that nearly got me chased off tumblr #even though it was only one angry person that i felt really guilty for upsetting #but i make no promises on that one either #actually the only one i truly promise is the SATVB sick fic #i know that one is very long awaited #thank you so much for reading and being interested in my fics! #i will hopefully get it together and be able to post / update / write more soon #the words have not been wording the way i want them too #I am also suddenly remembering some of my top gun fics exist and want to go play in that sandbox again some #why do i have to be an adult with a job #cant i just right fanfic all day

[17yearcicada]

goodnight 💞

#throat kind of hurts. if i get sick i will cast myself into the sea #tomorrow i have profession of faith (horrifying) but i'm choosing not to think about that right now #ALSO not thinking about exams. they're coming up. i'm not thinking about them #goodnight i am suddenly very sleepy... sleep well #.txt

[arcadian-vampire]

Thank fuck this is my last appointment of the week, I CANNOT keep waking up early and watching the clock, I need to be resting

#pikaposts #medical anomaly blogging #'why do you need to be resti--' well see i found out an Important Thing I Need To Consume To Lessen My Chances Of Withering Away is #actually quite Not Safe For Me To Consume lol. i was lied to and didn't think to question it for five (5) years #despite the liar having lied about like everything else they said to me. #i would just go 'clearly i'm stupid/not good enough' every time the thing made me ridiculously sick #and i only found out it's Bad when a dietician was mildly horrified when told abt it. she was like wHAT. NO. that's not oKAY. #so now i am not consuming it. and fuck me i'm awful at barely maintaining my pitiful existence without it #i keep losing my balance. while standing still. just suddenly start to tip over #it's very fun and i feel Great ( < barely has the stamina to make coffee)

[suits-of-woe]

i need people on tumblr dot com to understand that art can be morally problematic without being poorly constructed

#this isn't a vague at anyone i'm just sick of the whole phenomenon where like #x creator is revealed to be problematic and suddenly Their Art Was Bad And Always Has Been #and like. sometimes there are very real elements there to critique #but it's almost always in the context of trying to justify why people are/were wrong for engaging with the art #and it couldn't ever have had value #like! sometimes art is morally gross and also kind of slaps!! that's just the truth unfortunately especially when it comes to older media #doesn't mean you have to engage with it but refusing to recognize that there could be any quality is just #can you please acquire some media literacy #might delete this i am just having a moment #mine #not shakespeare

[manneatcr]

#I’m not in the right headspace to make a decision about it but like #don’t be surprised if i suddenly go on a semi or full hiatus or really if I just start dropping a bunch of shit #I don’t know if it’s just because I’m sick rn but I’m very overwhelmed and stressed out about some life stuff #and I don’t want it to effect here ic or ooc too badly I’m just not sure what the best plan will be #where I don’t accidentally ruin my hobby for myself #idk I just #am feeling a lot rn #ooc *:･ﾟ✧ #mobile mun #tbd prolly #negativity cw #kinda idk

[ssaalexblake]

i don’t really care abt spock or chapel as characters but i’m being compelled by my status as a passive aggressive bisexual to ship them because other people are annoying and i approve of fighting fire with fire. 

#i do not dislike either of them it's just i... am not gripped #in any way #but i am so Very sick of fandom viewing bisexuality as good Only if #a character already in a m/f relationship they Like so they can ship them in a gay ship and call them bi #but if they like a character who is in a gay relationhip and they so much as Look at another gender suddenly #a war crime has been committed by the writers of the thing #i ship too many things for these reasons don't make me do it again #(for the record in this situation fanon is so entrenched that even tho he's Not in a gay relationship he may as well be)

[mwolf0epsilon]

Currently feeling a little defeated...

#Getting sick post-covid has been a constant agony because now I am prone to getting bronchitis where once I could shrug off a simple cold #waking up in a panic because my airways are suddenly clogged by hard phlegm is also making it very difficult to have a good night's sleep #add to that my dust and pollen allergies and I am misery incarnate