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thatprocrastinatingpotato · 2 years

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Kaimelia +angst over a party/ event for the research presentation?

A/N: I am guessing this is not what you asked for. But, this is what popped in my head recently. I hope you enjoy it.

(Also, this has been written in 10 minutes or less. So, I own all the mistakes and it's definitely my fault because I didn't go back and read it again. So, you know, that's that.)

Third thing, I posted twice today. That should be a new record. Even though for me it just means I am feeling lonely and useless, better than crying over it, I suppose. So, enjoy!

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It had been three weeks, five days, and 14 hours since Kai and Amelia last talked. It had been just as long since Kai had left Amelia on that swing set, that night.

They sent her texts from time to time. Most of them were on the line about how they missed her. She didn't understand why. They had pretty much ended their relationship that day and it was fucking painful. Even after almost a month Amelia still cried at every mention of them.

But today was the day. Today they were going to face each other. David Hamilton had summoned her and Meredith to Minnesota for a party. It was both to celebrate their new research and get funding.

As soon as she stepped into the venue, the first person she encountered was the one person she had decided to ignore for the entire evening.

“Dr. Shepherd.”

They curtly smiled and it was extremely unfair that they looked so amazing in that tux. She gave them a once over and smiled back.

“Dr. Bartley.”

None of their smiles quite reached their eyes. For Amelia, it was painful to look at them. She cleared her throat and decided to mingle with other people before she started crying again.

They nodded along and she could feel their eyes on her. She knew they were looking at her for a while so she turned around. She regretted it as soon as she did because their eyes immediately locked onto hers.

She knew them. Not entirely. But she could see the pain in their eyes as their lips curved in another smile. It was as if everything was pulling them towards each other, yet some differences kept them apart.

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Throughout the event, they kept locking eyes, and every time the expression in Kai's eyes showed more and more pain. It was extremely disheartening for her and she finally decided to take a little break.

She excused herself and stepped out on the balcony and leaned against it. The night breeze gently played with her hair and she remembers that time Kai had tucked her hair behind her ear to pull her in for a kiss.

It was their first kiss. The taller neuroscientist was extremely distressed, but she calmed them down and in the process, she didn't know how they gravitated toward each other.

She did know though. It was that familiar pull. She had felt it since the first time she met them. Around the fourth day after they left her on that swing set did she realize that she was in love with them.

“The view of the skyline is beautiful.”

Even though the sudden intrusion made her slightly flinch, it was an all too familiar voice. She felt their warmth as soon as they joined her on that balcony.

“It is.”

Her voice was heavy with a burden of punished tears. If Kai noticed, they didn't mention it.

“You look mesmerizing today, Dr. Shepherd.”

Amelia wanted to scream. She wanted to get mad at them for not wanting what she had. She wanted to storm off and never look at them again, but all she could conjure was a dry chuckle.

“Thank you.”

She replied, still focusing on the view in front of her.

“I can't sleep.”

She had never heard such a burden in their voice. She looked at them and she could see a shiny tear on the edge of their eye. All she wanted to do was reach and wipe it. But, she stopped herself.

“I can't sleep. I… I cannot breathe, Amelia. It feels like a weight has been put on my chest that I cannot let go of. It… it hurts.”

Their voice broke at the end. She was looking at them intently and her own eyes filled with tears.

“You left me. You told me you couldn't be a parent and you left me. You didn't even let me say my piece. You left me there on that swing set in the dark and you… you left.”

Kai dropped their head in their palm. Now that the moonlight was illuminating their features, Amelia could see the exhaustion that etched their features.

“I know. I know it was my fault. I know.”

She could see more and more tears escaping against their will now and she knew that Kai was not the one to display their emotions in such a raw sense. She pulled them in for a hug and they hid their face in the crook of her neck.

“I… we should go and sleep. We can talk in the morning.”

They nodded, still holding onto her tightly as if they were scared that she'd leave if they loosened their hold.

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The car ride to Kai's home was silent. The emotions between the couple sat heavily. Even if they spent the night together out of pure exhaustion, they still had to have a big conversation in the morning.

It became too much for the neurosurgeon and she broke the silence.

“Stop the car.”

Amelia said out of the blue.

“What?”

“Stop the car, please.”

They stopped their car and Amelia stepped out. She took in a few deep breaths to calm herself and Kai stepped out right beside her.

“Hey, are you okay? Do you want anything? Should I call someone? I should… I will call an ambulance.”

Amelia held up her hand to stop them from spiraling anymore. She looked down and took in a few more deep breaths before looking up.

“I am fine. Just… what are we doing?”

“I thought we were just going to sleep.”

“No! What the hell are we doing? We have this thing between us that just attracts us to each other. But, you are missing a very important detail here. You still don't want kids. You still don't want the kid that I have.

Scout will always be a priority to me and I cannot choose anyone before him. No one. Even though whenever you go away it feels like someone has cut out a piece of my heart and stepped all over it, I cannot. He is my everything.”

Kai nodded their head and looked at Amelia.

“I love you.”

It was a simple admission, but Amelia knew it wasn't that simple for the neuroscientist. They were not the one to wear their heart on their sleeve.

“No! You cannot… you don't…. No!”

“Very articulate, Shepherd.”

She scoffed and faced the other direction.

“I love you.”

They repeated. She knew it was genuine. She knew they would never play such a cruel game with her. But, her heart had a wall around itself to protect her from disappointments and it just strengthened itself tenfold as soon as she heard those words.

“I knew I had made the biggest mistake of my life leaving you as soon as I stepped out of your home. I… Scout became very real for me that day, Amelia.

He is this beautiful person, who is going to have so many people around him, who are going to love him and it just… it scared me. What if… what if I do something that hurts him? What if I am the person to blame for everything bad that happened in his life?”

She stepped closer to them and held their face in her hands. But they avoided making eye contact with her.

“Kai, look at me. Please, look at me. Scott already has two loving parents and an entire village to take care of him. Will you be a part of his life? Of course. Because you will be a part of mine. But I don't expect you to become his parent in any capacity, nor do I plan to have any more children.

Scout is a part of me. He is the best of who I am. He is the part of me that I embrace entirely and love with the entirety of my being. He is the best of me. You once told me that you want to get to know all parts of me and even though I am dark and twisted and my life is not the greatest, he is the greatest part of my life.

So, getting to know me does entail getting to know Scout. Although, it doesn't make you a co-parent, nor do I expect it from you.”

Kai was looking into Amelia's eyes now. Maybe searching for any dishonesty in that entire statement.

“Are you sure?”

“I am sure. You can just be his Mom's person. That's it. You do not need to have any other role in his life.”

Amelia saw something in their eyes that felt like… hope. Their hands were still tightly bunched up in a fist on their sides, maybe to stop themself from pulling her in.

She gently leaned forward to capture their lips in hers and she could feel the surprise in their eyes when she did. But they closed their eyes soon and reciprocated with just as much passion while pulling her closer by her waist.

Both of them pulled away after a few minutes for some air.

“I missed that. I missed you.”

That confession was so raw and truthful that she pulled them in for another kiss right away.

“Should we continue this at home, Dr. Shepherd? I am genuinely tired.”

They asked pulling away after a few seconds.

“We shall, Dr. Bartley.”

#kai bartley #kaimelia #amelia shepherd #lgbt #grey's anatomy #fanfic #greys anatomy #why did i do that to myself #i don't know why i am posting this #But i am #I am just weird af #Not new information #Just trying to convey it in a literal sense

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butchfalin · 5 months

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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petricorah · 10 months

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....right??? [id in alt]

#zukka #zukka fanart #zuko #sokka #myart #avatar the last airbender fanart #i am going to fight colors. im done with how they look completely different when i post them. hgrnrgnngngngnng #i imagine all of the court and attendants all have bets on when zuko and sokka go public. they're not super good at hiding it #and then sokka leaves. and zuko is moody for Totally No Reason and they have to all pretend like they uh. totally don't know why

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originalartblog · 3 months

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Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.

If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.

#learn basic internet etiquette i am begging but also holding a knife. yes i'm mad. more about others than myself.#do you know how many artists i have seen leave social media because their art started being reposted all over?#tip: way too fucking many #i've had many people tell me about people reposting my art on tiktok #no one ever asked to repost my art on tiktok. ever. they just save super fried bad crunchy jpegs of my art and repost them #they get 20k likes and don't even bother naming me #also a reason i started signing my name more legibly and why my blog web address is always there but apparently no one can even read that #a few people got an ok for translations on other platforms though #i'm going to be annoying with this post and reblog it a few times to try to catch the people who apparently need to be told #tiny skk adventures #nawy's comics #nawy's doodles #apparently those are reposters' favourites so here look at this

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amandahontas · 1 year

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#i don't know why i am posting this

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moongothic · 4 months

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Crocodad AU where immidiately after having left Dragon and his baby boy Crocodile finds an 11 year old Robin. And while he's 100% only recruiting her so they can make a beeline for the Poneglyph and Pluton in Alabasta by the two of them... Crocodile accidentally sorta kinda adopts Robin.

At this point Robin's been running for her life from the Government for three years so her deep trust issues and fear of betrayal are starting to take root in her little heart. Like perhaps they haven't taken fully over yet, and being still a child I'm sure Robin might've still had that genuine hope that she could find a safe place to stay in. But I'm sure the though of "what'll he'll do with me once he gets what he wants?" would be nagging at her at the back of her mind. Meanwhile Crocodile's struggling between the pain and hurt he's already gone through and given him his trademark trust issues, as well as the aftermath of The Dragodile Divorce. But he also has his Fresh Paternal Instincts and probably misses his baby. So when given a small, scared child who is running for her life, being chased by the very same Government that'll want his son dead if they ever find out about him... Yeah that might fuck with your brain a little

You know this post was supposed to be just that first paragraph and just a few footnotes from the following two paragraphs. And then I kept on Having Thoughts. And I kept on writing them down. And oh no what happened when did this post get so long (Look I was going to either kept on writing my Additional Thoughts in the tags or I just put them in the actual fucking post)

Like considder this: based on this one SBS, we can kinda tell that if Crocodile was given a chance to raise a child, that child would be a spoiled little shit, right

So in this scenario, where Crocodile's looking after lil Robin, would he be kind of torn? Unsure how to feel about her?

Because on one hand, this strange child would have the potential to not only ruin his plans, strip him of his Shichibukai Privileges by outing him and his plans to the World Government, but also put his son in grave danger by extension (if she found out about him having been involved with the Revolutionaries and/or having a child). But on the other hand, his paternal instincts could make him want to spoil this poor little girl rotten. But only because he needs to (perhaps literally) buy her trust so she'll behave. No other reason, he doesn't feel sorry for her one bit, no sirree. (But maybe he did feel sorry for her, since his son could very well end up exactly like her. Poor little thing) (Which is why he needs to nuke Marijoa out of orbit as soon as possible, no matter the cost, and this child can't get in the way of Crocodile protecting his son) (But also this is a child. Like how bad could she be. Besides all he really needs to do to win her trust is be nice and make her feel safe, right?)

Of course, while I'm suggesting Crocodile could have some parental instincts, realistically, he hasn't actually spent any time being, you know, a father to a child (looking after his newborn for an unknown though short amount of time aside), so it's possible he wouldn't even know how to parent Robin even if he wanted to, would he? (Like taking care of a newborn and an 11 year old kid aren't the same either) So if he was kind of just emotionally flipflopping between No Trusting Ever and It's Just A Kid for God's Sake, Crocodile trying to be nice to Robin to make her feel safe and then telling himself to stop being so soft and vunerable... Yeah that would make for an absolute mess of a relationship. (Not to mention, let's be real, dude's a scary motherfucker too, and a bloody giant compared to itty bitty baby Robin. He could keep on accidentally scaring the shit out of Robin (who would be On Fucking Edge To Begin With) by just Being Himself. Like for example, can you fucking imagine if he caught Robin trying to cheer herself up with a little "dereshishishi" only to tell her to stop because "it was stupid"? 'Cause I can imagine him doing that, and boy howdy would that make Robin feel bad)

Or who knows, maybe Crocodile was just Born To Be A Dad, maybe he just Fucking Gets It. Like Crocodile is canonically pretty good at manipulating people to do what he wants them to do (see: how he played Vivi like a fiddle), so knowing Robin's position and understanding how she feels, maybe he COULD completely nail how she needed to be treated. Not being too familiar but still making her feel safe and happy, knowing exactly when to be stern and when to spoil her, etc. Dude just goes off and wins the Dad of the Year Award while being a deadbeat dad himself. The only thing Crocodile would have to worry about then would be making sure HE doesn't get too fond of her. And certainly that could never happen, he's so in-touch with his own feelings and so grounded, he's not a softie, get outta here. Or maybe he does but never realizes until it's too late and good luck backpedalling on those emotions now dumbass

Alright so, the reason I went on that whole rmble is just that like. I'm so interested in the relationship Robin and Crocodile already have in canon. I'm so facinated and curious about how the two feel about each other, considdering they did spend 4 whole years of their lives together as criminal business partners, though neither ever trusted the other. A partnership that was only ended because Robin betrayed Crocodile, out of her own trauma. (God, I want to see these two "reunite" so bad, I want to know how they feel about each other now after the timeskip and Robin joining the idiot in flipflops who foiled Croc's plans)

My question here is just that... if they had met 13 years earlier, would things have been different? Especially if Crocodad Real? Because as I mentioned in the begining, Robin would've been on the run for only 3 years by this point, as opposed to 16 years before running into Crocodile. Simultaneously, this would be before Crocodile went onto spend an entire decade all alone, slowly losing his marbles in his emotional solitude. They'd both be emotionally traumatized, yes, but would it have been as bad in this scenario? Like I did start this post kind of joking about Crocodile adopting Robin, and for clarity's sake I don't think they'd have like a father-daughter relationship nececarily. But it would be a strange relationship still, because we'd have two broken people, both struggling to trust anyone. One who had lost her mother and her only friends, leaving her all alone and afraid while running for her life. The other a father who had just given up his son whom he probably missed dearly. Both having these holes in their hearts from loss of family, holes that could not be filled with replacements. But could they find comfort in each other anyway, because they still as people occupy similar roles to their respective loved ones? If they both could just get over those trust issues?

Okay I've been going off on the Emotional Side Of Things for this AU Concept, THERE'S PLOT TOO

So if Crocodile did pick Robin up like 19 years ago, that should be before he set up base in Alabasta, long before he had built is homebase and financial empire etc.

Now the thing is, while we don't know when, where and how Crocodile learned about the Ancient Weapons, Pluton specifically and how the lead on it would be in Alabasta... Considdering Crocodile did once upon a time aim to become Pirate King, it would make perfect sense if he had learned about Poneglyphs during his past adventures, as he would have needed to get the Road Poneglyphs to find One Piece. And while the World Government did bury the truth about why Ohara had been burned down and why Robin had been given her bounty (remember, the WG claimed it was because she had sunken a fleet of battleships, which she had not, it was because she could read the Poneglyphs), considdering this is a Crocodad AU specifically, you could totally make an argument Crocodile could've learned about what actually happened to Ohara from Dragon and co. So, just to make this AU work, you could just assume Crocodile learned about the concept of the Ancient Weapons from Dragon. And who knows, maybe he overheard the truth about why Robin had been given her bounty from Dragon too (maybe Dragon was able to get intel from Garp in secret) or while going to Marijoa himself to attend a Shichibukai meeting or something IDK.

Maybe he learned about Pluton being in Alabasta before finding Robin by accident, and maybe they made a beeline for Alabasta the second Croc recruited Robin. Travelling takes time and the guy would've most likely had to find an Eternal Pose to Alabasta just to get there (also canonically Robin didn't enter the Grand Line until her 20s so they should've met in West Blue probably, since that's where Ohara was) Or maybe Crocodile had to haul Robin around for a few months while looking for That Missing Piece of Information that would lead him to Alabasta. (Imagine the two travelling from like island to island, library to library, Crocodile trying to find that leads while Robin's just so excited about ALL THESE BOOKS (she's helping too with the research) (but to her, research is playtime, so she's just having the time of her life) (Also, notice how Crocodile's Theoretical Child is a fucking loser ass nerd? Yeah Crocodile would encourage Robin reading and studying, surely. And that would be fucking cute))

But like, once they set sail to Alabasta...

Sure, Crocodile could try to do it The Slow Way that we know he tried in canon, building trust and creating his little empire etc. But also, in canon, Crocodile couldn't have jumped into action head first because without Robin, even if he had found the Poneglyph he couldn't have read it and found the location of Pluton. Crocodile choosing to do it the slow way may have been partially because he didn't have much of a choise and it could've felt like the smarter move long-term.

But in this scenario, he already has Robin. Yes, he could do it the slow, secure way.

But what'd be there stopping him from infiltrating Cobra's palace and kidnapping him (in the night, when nobody suspects a thing), demanding Cobra to spill the beans lest Crocodile kills him and/or his pregnant wife* (*Vivi was born 10 months after Luffy so depending on how long it's been between Crocodad leaving Luffy behind and this scenario... Yeah either the wife is there, still pregnant, or there's a newborn Baby Vivi)

Like it'd be a risky move but depending on how ballsy Croc's feeling and how confident he feels in being able to kidnap the king without being noticed... Yeah he could probably do it. And I'm sure he'd have no problem killing Cobra either, if anything it'd be required if he didn't want the Government to find out he was out to find Pluton, and god knows Cobra would tell on Crocodile if left alive. I could see Crocodad being maybe a little iffy about killing Baby Vivi though (it's not like the newborn baby could report him to the WG anyways), but if nothing else, he just needs to be able to pull off the bluff of his life to convince Cobra to do as he's told. And we all know Crocodile's good at convincing people.

The only question is, how would Robin take that?

Watching Crocodile go into Full Murder Mode, hearing him say he'd kill a pregnant woman/a newborn baby if he didn't get what he wanted? Like yeah, I'm sure 11 year old Robin would be fine with that, that wouldn't make any alarm bells go off in her head at all, it'd be fiiiine. IT WOULD NOT BE FINE, SHE'D BE SCARED SHITLESS. That fear of "what will he do with me when he gets what he wants"? Well, Robin may not have found the answer to that question in particular, but she certainly found the answer to the opposite question, and it's not good

So say Cobra, kidnapped (perhaps with Baby Vivi) by Crocodile in the night, guides the two to the Poneglyph under the tombs. Crocodile puts Cobra out of his misery because he's not needed anymore. And he asks Robin to read the Poneglyph for him.

Robin, who has spent the last little while, be it weeks or months with Crocodile, him having become her "guardian", the thing keeping her safe. Crocodile, who has now shown how cold blooded and cruel he can be. Robin, who might be scared out of her mind. Of him.

And the Poneglyph says Pluton, the thing Crocodile wants, isn't there. It's in Wano.

What's she going to do?

EDIT: I wrote a sequel post, enjoy

#Moon posting #OP Meta #Sir Crocodile #Crocodad #Nico Robin #THIS POST WAS AN ACCIDENT. I DON'T KNOW HOW THIS HAPPENED. WHY DID I WRITE THIS. WHAT DEMON POSSESSED ME #I'm sure someone's written this already right #Right #Surely this fanfic already exists #Please tell me it exists #I dunno what to tell you I am not immune to a Juicy AU #Anyway on a more wholesome side of things: Robin accidentally calling Crocodile ''dad'' and he just inhales and swallows his whole cigar #Nearly chockes to death. Gets burns on his throat.#Robin feeling less alienated because of her DF ability because Croc has seen weirder AND is made of sand himself #If anything if they're literally by themselves then Robin being able to literally lend a hand to Croc at any time could be extremely useful #Like. In regular life situations. 'Cause Croc only has one hand. And Robin as many as she wants. Perfect duo.#(Also if they were travelling on like a small ship then it'd probably be built for a Tall Motherfucker like Croc right)#(Robin's ability would just make the ship more accessible to her and Croc would find that independence good)#Robin still gets a codename because Croc can't have anyone realize who she is. Maybe she even wears like a mask or summin' in public #If Crocodile's openly trans and the news of him transitioning recently broke out. Like. No avoiding that convo eh #Baby Robin's like ''...I read in a book once that some reptiles can change sex but I didn't know crocodiles could do it too''#''💦.../Humans/ can't do that normally either''#''Hmmmm. Weird. I don't think being a girl would suit you though'' // ''...I'll take that as a compliment''#I just. I think they could have really cute interactions if they warmed up to each other after a little while #And I'm Extremely Normal about that

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nyxofdemons · 6 months

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THE WAY THAT THEY INVENTED ROMANCE WITH THIS SONG???? HELLO?????

#'i don't know why you waste your time on me' 'baby; all i got is time!' OH MY *GOD*#WHY IS THAT THE MOST ROMANTIC THING THATS EVER HAPPENED #im screaming and crying knowing no one else will ever have what they do #like i am so serious ive never REALLY cried at this show before but this song got me so bad #theyre so fucking cute. im going to lay on the floor and be overwhelmed by yearning #mine #fave #<- yes im tagging my own posts w this #helluva boss #helluva boss spoilers #fizzarolli #asmodeus #fizzmodeus #helluva boss fizzarolli #fizzarolli helluva boss #asmodeus helluva boss #helluva boss asmodeus #e: mammon's magnificent musical mid-season special

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im-the-j-in-anthony-j-crowley · 2 months

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Good omens tag game

Name two things you have in common with Aziraphale and two things you have in common with Crowley

More reasons to love them!

Crowley

1.- Taste for black clothes and... I WANT TO BELIEVE that I look good too

2.- I love Aziraphale Dramatic

Aziraphale

1.- I love books

2.- Stubborn. Really stubborn

No pressure tags: @fearandhatred @bildads-shoes @harbinger-of-existential-dread @di-42 @sayeverythingwillbefineplease @littlekhaos626

And of course, open tags!

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egophiliac · 1 year

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so we know you love diasomnia endlessly, but who is your favorite character from each of the other dorms

this is SO hard to answer, because so many of the characters are, like, those pet adoption ads that say "MUST STAY TOGETHER, CANNOT BE SEPARATED". it's all about the relationship dynamics! and I think everybody in the main cast is pretty neat, honestly; there isn't anyone who doesn't have something I really like about them. but if I haaaaad to choose...

Hearts - Trey, partly because I do like me a good Mom Friend™ character, and partly because he pretends like he's all sane and normal, right up until he does something to prove he's just as much of a dipshit as everyone else. you're not immune, sir.

Savana - BUFF 👏 TSUNDERE 👏 WEREWOLF 👏

Octa - this one took a lot of soul-searching, because I do feel like the Octatrio is at their very best when it's all three of them, especially when they're in full Ed Edd n Eddy mode. but in the end, Jade ekes out a win, because sometimes you get this Jade:

and then when he gets back from his nice mushroom-foraging hike, you get this Jade:

Scara - Kalim, my sweet little moron. such a good heart, so few braincells.

Pome - 90% of the time when Rook shows up, you know it's going to a be fun time watching a silly little man dance around and break into song for no reason and wax poetic about the beauty of, like, a chair. always a delight!

except every once in a while, he'll bust out something that is absolutely insane even by Twst standards:

this isn't a complaint, it's just. why is he like this. I want to study him under a microscope, except I'm afraid of what I might find.

Igni - MUST STAY TOGETHER! CANNOT BE SEPARATED! ...but I would probably go with Ortho, just because right now I'm pretty invested in his Learning Emotions story arc and looking forward to seeing it progress. he's a good boy who will post your cringe fanfic publicly if you annoy him

...and at this point I'm calling technicality because the ask says "other dorms", and I genuinely do not think I could choose between the Dia boys at this point. let's see how episode 7 goes first!

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 6 spoilers #long post #obligatory disclaimer that this is my own personal opinion et cetera #what it comes down to is that i'm going to love EVERYBODY and you can't stop me!#it REALLY is all about the dynamics though #i don't talk about them as much but i really do love the riddle-trey-cater and riddle-trey-che'nya friendships especially #and i KNOW i've talked about idia and lilia being unintentional bffs before #and i'm going to stop here before i just start listing off every possible character interaction and why i like it #what up it's a day ending in y which means i got feelings about anime characters again #sorry this is somehow even less coherent than usual #i was like 'i'll do a couple of drawings for this' and then looked up and it was 4 am somehow #this keeps happening dagnabbit

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crabsnpersimmons · 24 days

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CRAB IS YOUR MOON OKAY WITH HUGS?

PLEASE THIS GUYS NEED SOME AFFECTION

LET ME JUST-

GHHHHHH-/pos

#fnaf moon #Moon New Do Same You AU #fnaf dca #dca fandom #mutual shenanigans #other people's art #crab art #traditional art #Moon likes hugs #but he's very particular about them #he prefers hugs around his shoulders or his waist #he does not like being hugged from behind #he does not like being hugged by surprise #he's a bit skittish #like a cat #you have to learn his habits #and sometimes just wait for him to come to you #you know i am up to No GoodTM when i draw extreme close ups of Moon and his back #i also don't know what possessed me to do this in watercolours #but... i'm okay with the final look #i'm just very rusty #and i remembered why the last time i painted in watercolour i went into an artblock #it really do be a “trust the process” kinda deal #also for people who saw the wip #haHA you thought this was about moon ass but it was actually MOON ANGST #MOON ANGST FRIDAY #i always post my moon angst on friday it seems

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royalarchivist · 1 month

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[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]

Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?

[ Transcript continued ↓ ]*

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Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.

Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!

Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.

* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.

#Pactw #QSMP #Pac #March 18 2024 #As much as I love keeping people updated about Pac / the other Portuguese-speaking creators #I think I might not make as many transcribed posts for their clips anymore #I just don't think I'm qualified enough to be transcribing things for a language I don't know #like yeah we have the Qlobal Translator and Aypierre's translators to rely on #And I'm always upfront when I'm not 100% sure about a translation #but I've been thinking about it a lot and it kinda makes me feel a bit icky. Idk.#I might be overthinking this but I just I don't want to spread around translations I'm not super confident about #esp. since I know a lot of people cite my clips in analysis posts or link them to other people as resources #and 90% of the time I'm like ''Hell yeah I love seeing people getting a lot of use out of the archive''#but sometimes I get a bit anxious like ''Did I do a good enough job translating this''#''Am I ruining someone's entire perception of a conversation or character because I left one word out or mistranslated something?''#And like I said that's normally not a HUGE concern since if I'm not certain about a translation I just won't post a clip. but you know #idk it might just be the anxiety talking but I really really don't want to spread bad info #Happy to hear other folks' perspective #I'm really grateful for people like Bell and Pix and others who translate clips and I always try to reblog those #but we don't have a ton of people posting clips & translating things on Tumblr since we're so English-centric #which is part of the reason WHY I like sharing clips of the non-English-speaking CCs #but at the same time I want to do an accurate job representing what they're saying #Maybe I'll just start posting things and give a TLDR context of what they're talking about but not a transcript #that way native-speakers can hop in and add translations if that's something they're comfortable doing #and if not then well. at least I'm not sharing something that isn't super accurate #idk I'm just thinking out loud a bit in the tags #But I'm open to hearing other people's thoughts on the matter #Anyways giant rant aside. q!Pac is NOT doing ok rn

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thatprocrastinatingpotato · 2 years

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A/N: This is filth, smut, and fluff. The story behind this one is, that I was feeling a sudden surge of loving emotions (The ones defined in the later part of this fic. Not the ones that the fic started with. I guess you need to read it to know what I mean. Anyways, I'll stop rambling) and I do not have a healthy outlet for them (Because well, there is no way anyone would ever... Sorry, existential crisis)

That's it. I just hope you enjoy it. Let me know if you do and of course, be proud of who you are (Except if you are a serial killer, then just surrender)

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Maya woke up to a delightful sound beside her. She fluttered her eyes to look around and she saw Carina holding tightly onto the headboard while her other hand disappeared into the sheets.

It took her a mere fraction of a second to deduct what was happening. The expressions on her wife's face made her gulp and finally decided to make a move. She gently touched her face and tucked her hair behind her ear.

Carina gasped and looked at the firefighter. But her expressions turned into something different as soon as the recognition hit her.

“Bambina.”

It almost sounded like a plea.

“Don't let me stop you, babe. Keep going.”

Carina may have noticed the unusually dark shade of blue in Maya's eyes and she nodded as she kept moving her hand under the sheets.

The blonde finally leaned down and started softly nibbling on her neck and that was the last straw for Carina. She gasped and arched her back as she came with all the stimulation.

Maya gently held her down by her waist and looked into her eyes.

“That's it, baby, that's it. Let it all out.”

She softly whispered in her convulsing wife's ear and caressed her cheek. In a few minutes, Carina finally calmed down and opened her eyes to see her wife looking down at her.

“That was…”

But, it was answered with a fierce kiss from Maya and she couldn't help but respond just as passionately. She felt her wrist being pulled up from the sheets and she broke the kiss to look at her wife.

“That was beautiful, Dr. DeLuca.”

She finally pulled up Carina's hand and licked her fingers. Carina almost whimpered and looked at Maya with passion in her eyes.

Maya finally popped her finger and looked at her.

“All clean, Dr. DeLuca. Although, I must ask, what elicited such action so early in the morning?”

She looked at Maya and blushed furiously.

“Avevo un sogno.”

The Italian was still blushing and Maya knew it was not like her to be shy about anything related to sex.

“Sogno, does that mean dream?”

“Si.”

“So, you had a dream. Like, a sex dream?”

“Si.”

“Should I be jealous?”

Carina blushed even more furiously at that.

“It was about you.”

The sentence was a mere mumble under the breath. But Maya was listening to her so intently that she heard it and she chuckled and kissed her again.

“Well, dream I must have done something really, really hot to make you this wet.”

Carina was blushing furiously now and Maya was having the time of her life teasing her wife about it. Carina groaned and hid her face in her hands and Maya pulled her closer by her waist.

“Hey, look at me.”

She shook her head and curled up even more.

“Come on, look at me.”

Carina reluctantly opened her eyes and looked at Maya with a pout.

“Aww, I am just teasing you, baby. Do you know how stunning you looked?”

Carina's entire face was red now and Maya looked at her lovingly.

“Remember when you stitched up that little boy yesterday? He was so scared. But as soon as you went there he calmed down and let you do your thing.”

She did remember that. She nodded and slid closer to Maya.

“I told Andy that there is no way I could love you more than I do at that moment. But then, you proved me wrong and my love for you grew tenfold when you screamed at that misogynistic dude from the movie we were watching last night and then I fell, even more, when you woke me up with such a delicious moan today.”

Her wife's vision was blurry with a wall of tears now. She kissed her wife again and Maya pulled away quickly, wanting to complete her ramble.

“There is a meaning to this all. I just want you to know that you have nothing to be embarrassed about with me. You are the love of my life and all the little things you do, right from that cute little nose scrunch to imitating me in front of my crew, yeah, I know you do it, just makes me love you more.”

That was way too sweet. If Maya's crew heard her say all this, they would tease her, but this was just between her and her wife. This was something they shared that was beyond anyone else's understanding.

“I love you, Bambina.”

“I love you too.”

Carina scooted closer to her wife and cuddled up closer to her, placing her head on her wife's chest. She looked up and Maya was still smiling. The firefighter placed a soft kiss on her wife's forehead and started playing with her soft curls.

In a few minutes, Maya broke the silence again.

“So, what was the dream?”

“Maya!”

Carina whined and hid her face.

“Come on. Just tell me. Please.”

Carina finally looked up again and Maya was looking at her expectantly.

“Close your eyes.”

“What?”

But she kept looking till the firefighter finally gave in and closed her eyes.

“You were dominating me in my dream.”

A smirk appeared on Maya's face. Their sexual life had always been a perfect balance. She contained herself and looked at her wife.

“Okay.”

Maya was going to put this newly gained knowledge to good use when the time was right. But right now, Carina was already yawning as she moved closer and almost got entirely on top of her and she realized that there was no way she could ever not love this woman.

#maya and carina #carina x maya #Marina #i love them #i don't know why i am posting this #It sucks #but well #You gotta let out the emotions #station 19 #maya bishop #carina deluca

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