#i have plans for a scratch one

[starcunin]

ORDER STICKERS HERE: https://nixzee.etsy.com

#ooc. #I FINISHED ALL THE PLAYABLE CHARACTERS <3 #i have plans for a scratch one #AND an orin one (because the design i have in mind looks dope in my head) #maybe an alfira one?? #idk i wanna make more lol #i hope to have actual stickers of these made by tomorrow night #if setting up my new cricut doesn’t give me too much trouble lol

[stil-lindigo]

craters.

a comic about a love story between two girls who only have each other, and take a chance on it.

Buy “Soliloquy Down To Three”, an anthology of blood stained sapphic comics (including this one) here.

#cw: implications of suicide #comic #lesbian #sapphic #lgbt #original art #this is the last sapphic comic i have in my tank #for this anthology i mean #lord knows ill draw comics of women being in love until the day i die #but this closes out the set i planned for soliloquy down to three #and i couldnt be prouder #this came out exactly the way i wanted it to and im very happy about it #i dearly hope at least one of you felt a pang of emotion reading that last line #it was definitely a personal goal to make at least one tearjerker out of all of these #i love these two girls #their names are painter and muse #personally i think they jump and escape without a scratch #and then they live out the rest of their lives together peacefully #but thats just me #once again thank you for your support #and of course #thank you for reading #stillindigo art

[jessiesjaded]

I really, really wish people who don't have the capacity to properly take care of animals would simply accept and acknowledge that about themselves. This isn't even a post of me trying to be mean or judge anyone, I'm sure most people go into getting an animal with good intentions, but intentions and actions are different. If you don't have the time and the space and the care an animal needs, the animal will suffer. The fleeting joy of having a kitten or puppy or anything else doesn't last forever and they aren't toys to be put down and forgotten once you've moved past the inital excitement. If you don't have the ability to properly care for an animal, just accept that and simply admire them from a distance.

#the amount of people i know who flippantly just. buy a random pet with no prior planning or thought #and like its not always outright neglect #you can technically feed and groom a pet get them flee treatments etc but if you lock it outside 24/7 and spend no actual time #like why do you have that animal? #you should not have that aninal #if you have too much in your life to adequately care for one its vetter for YOU and for the animal to not have one #like this little cat is so sweet #actually the sweetest cat ive ever known and my cat tigs has always been a massive sweety already #so its saying something that shes been even sweeter #i mean i brushed her teeth and got matted fur off her and cleaned her eyes and she NEVER bit or scratched me once #shes so quiet and sweet #but the people across the road clearly just left her outside to her own devices her whole life #seemingly no vet checks. didnt feed her properly and i sometimes wonder if at all bc their next door neighbour was feeding her apparently #and he has no pets!! even he knew that shit was wrong #and now shes so sickly and small and malnourished and her teeth are rotting out of her head #and its just like ???? #why have her #you could have realized you werent really the type for pets and given her to a shelter #and she would have been adopted 100% #but they kept her all this time but also not really bc its not like she was kept properly at all #its sad she didnt come over here sooner #i wish id had since she was a baby or even a year ago #bc then maybe i could have helped her more #its just so unnecessary. Animals are a privilege not a right. #and again like. go visit your cousin or uncle or sister or friends pet in that case #you might not have the time or ability but you could still enjoy animals wothout directly having one

[ritzs-artbin]

#monkey wrench #monkey wrench fanart #man I mean I hope this counts #it's not perfect but it's *finished* #embroidery floss does not come in every color #embroidery #scritch #monkey wrench scritch #now to uh #figure out how to get it offa there #planning on making more of these - next up is scratch and then tyneen because thems the ones I have the colors for #ritz stuff

[lit-in-thy-heart]

[ID: the train hitting a school bus meme. In the first panel, an empty school bus edges over train tracks and is labelled 'writing planned angst' with a train approaching. In the second panel, the train crashes into the bus and knocks it off the tracks. The train is labelled 'different angst suddenly writing itself'. End ID.]

#and you'll never guess who it's about!!! #(lancelot. it's lancelot again) #like #gwaine i set out to break #lancelot just leaks angst without me having to think too hard about it #like the main angst that was planned for this fic is a kind of fucked up dynamic but i'm 1.5k in and have not even scratched the surface #instead it's all been the implied trauma of the s3 finale #i think it's going to be another long fic lads #but i am getting quite excited to write this now #already have a substantial playlist a list of plot points to include and tags to put on ao3 #and i feel like one has quite succinctly summarised what i'm aiming for: #'what if you get into a relationship for the wrong reasons but you genuinely love the people you're with huh what then' #i don't often write actively doomed relationships mostly bc canon does it for me #mainly it's they're hoping they've got time and think that they do but it's canon compliant so the readers know they don't #but with this one they're actively making poor choices and things are just getting more fucked up #it's going to be SO much fun #lit talks #lit writes

[sergle]

also for folks who ask if I could try medical tourism instead: Technically I Could, Yes... that’s on the list of possibilities. only problem: adding even MORE steps to the process of getting my surgery kind of makes me want to cry.

#i already mentioned that i was upset about potentially starting at 0 #(not being able to afford it / maybe needing to start from SCRATCH for a surgeon-search all over again) #(spending ages and ages googling surgeons in this area and that area and looking at miles and miles worth of photos) #but if I did medical tourism I don't. even know. where I'd start. #there is an entire planet. I wouldn't know where to go #or if the prices would even all work out to be cheaper. travel costs so much... #I mean I have an idea of somewhere I could go but idk now #I also don't have a passport. i am actually almost done with the process of getting one #literally just like One Step left. but right now i don't have one. #and then that ENTIRE COUNTRY is fair game for finding a surgeon. good fucking luck to me rounding it down? #surgeon searching is so so so stressful #it's the worst part #even more planning. EVEN MORE PLANNING. #also it feels like if i went out of the country it's like i should make the most of it. while i'm here. #and if i'm doing medical tourism maybe i should get some fuckin braces put in too. idk #sergle.txt

[starheirxero]

NO BUT GENUINELY IT'S INSANELY IMPRESSIVE THEY DID AN ENTIRE LORE RECAP IN 20 MINUTES.

THE LAST TIME I INFODUMPED A FRIEND ABOUT THE ENTIRE TSAMS LORE WAS WHEN ECLIPSE WAS JUST ABOUT TO GO FIND LUNAR AGAIN AND THAT ENTIRE RAMBLE TOOK ME LIKE 3 HOURS LMAOOOOO

#xero says things #I STILL LOWKEY PLAN TO BE INSANE ONE OF THESE DAYS THO AND LIKE #PRINT OUT A BUNCH OF TSAMS CHARACTERS #GET SOME THUMBTACS AND STRING #AND MAKE A VIDEO WHERE I LORE-DUMP TSAMS LIKE THAT INSTEAD AGAJAHSJFND #I HAVE AN ALWAYS INSAITIABLE URGE TO INFODUMP THE ENTIRE LORE AT ANY GIVEN TIME. I NEED TO ITCH THAT SCRATCH SOMEHOW LMAO 😭 #sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams

[pineapple-lover-boy]

Listen I know it was forever ago but what if after lesson 16, whenever the brothers mention how much MC reminds them of Lilith Mc is like, “Who?”

They’re grateful for what she did and honestly I love the thought of them being the only one to see her ghost and they’re besties but like

This is to piss the brothers off and stop them from comparing. They can talk about her. But not compare. Lilith supports this and does not want her greatx70 grandchild to be a walking memory.

#also in this universe it takes a little while for things to go back to normal #this is coming from someone who’s favorite is Belphie #give me the angst give me the trauma that definitely isn’t a mask for my own #give me the extreme guilt that Belphie feels and that slowly turning into an obsessive love for MC #give me all that toxic shit #I’ve been wanting this for idk how many years now #nothing has truly scratched this itch #and I unfortunately don’t have the motivation to start another series #I am planning on adding another chapter for my current one though it’s been to long #but yeah I’m still not over it #and that’s ok #maybe #kinda #no not really #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me belphegor

[mattodore]

bunny moment

#river dipping #ts4 #theodore doe #echthroi #upped the opacity on the sclera overlay i use for him specifically so i could catch him doing this in game #he's soooo cute #i need to start posting more random screenshots of him bc i plan on going back and making a loooooooot of old posts private #especially the ones of like. theo before i fixed his damn hairline #i CAN'TTTTTTT believe i just let him go around looking like that............... sorry theo </3 #but i don't want his tag to be completely empty yk #really i wanna private most of my old posts… or just start my blog over from scratch minus all the core tagged posts and and stuff #hm. much to think about #ANYWAY................. i'm making this post just to say that i guess now that i've finished editing those pics for mattodore's little date #i no longer have an excuse not to go back to trying to retake these screenshots for those mattodore poses i made....... #WAIT. actually yes i do i have to catch up on kmik first #but when i'm done............. then it's back to the sims #which i've left open this whole time... thank you older brothers in stem for your contributions to your youngers siblings who want #your hand me down computer parts 🙏 my computer would be crying and begging me to put it out of its misery w/o you fr

[walkinaroundtheuniverse]

more Cat than a Man, that CatMan

so i love blondjow as any other cultured person, but, hear me out

he's actually a cat. always was, and now unfortunately isn't

and that's why he's so destructive, and mad at aizen

imagine, the tragedy of being turned from graceful and strong killing machine, literally natures favourite

into a hairless monkey

with a part of you made into a steel stick

(also! the predator! made into prey! the disgrace of this all! (imagine that as if an offended cat said it) )

So now, not only i look at Aizen and see a dude that mastered pokerface when all he did was "random bullshit go! (if something sticks, i'm saying it was planned (ekhm, White))"

But also the CatMan, actually a Cat, unfortunately, now a Man

(and playing loose with canon, i like to imagine, that from Adjuchas, his vasto lorde form would still be a cat. No "going to be more humanoid" shit. No, this is a cat. If every hollow is striving to be a vasto lorde, coz then you have more humanoid shape and feel a bit as in past, then, he being a cat, would mean he is gonna go back to being a cat)

And also the way his resurrection is him goin' partially back into cat form plssssssss COME ON, LET HIM BE A FURBALL

also it would be interesting. I don't think (don't know) if it was mentioned - any other, than human, soul turning hollow. So he would be speshial <3

that was me playing with canon, having watched it a long time ago and still not finishing the manga, don't take this seriously

#bleach #grimmjow #I RAISE YOU CATJOW #im so out of touch i don't even know if somebody made that argument before #scratch that. somebode FOR SURE MADE IT #but how many. how long ago #i might have gotte a lot wrong #i only caught up to tybw and am planning to rewatch the base anime #im collecting the manga in my native language to read it all in one go #and also gloat when i look at my bookshelf #grimmjow jeagerjaques #bleach grimmjow #cat grimmjow #I ALMOST WROTE GRIMJOE AND NOW CAN'T STOP LAUGHING LMAO #mention of aizen #i can't take that dude seriously #hes so absurd to me

[sysig]

Finally made it through (Patreon)

#Doodles #Here it is! Finally transitioning into 2024 doodles! Heck!! #A small handful to bid the year goodbye #Starting with trying to doodled something and it not going to plan so nevermind lol #Sucks too 'cause it was one of those shower thoughts that I got Really excited about and then every step ended up getting frustrated #Wanted to make a cover of a song and then the song had no instrumental-only version :/ #Okay well the concept was meant to be a fem cover of non-human characters - I'll draw up what I think they'd look like! No #Designs were underwhelming and looked weird :// So I gave up lol #Maybe another day! But not this day not when I keep being stopped lol #Only Christmas! Yes I wore the ribbons it's an important tradition and also I like cute in them #Ma got me some fine-tip markers so I had to test them haha - they scan a bit dark so I don't think I'd use them for scanned doodles #That purple is pretty tho I do like it #Was really excited about the gold but nahh oh well I still appreciate them haha #Oh and the tests were on my latest Blank Slate scratch page haha #I've set it down again for the moment but Ch. 4 is probably about 70% done! :) #Had a lot of fun moving pieces around hehe ♪ To no one's surprise Scriabin has painted himself into a corner #Might have a mini project/side project planned around Blank Slate at some point hmmm #Other than the fic itself haha #And finally seeing out the year - it's been over for a while now! #Always feels funny to approach it's end and ring in the new

[toomanyhyperfixations]

Tbh we were robbed by not having a Molly’s birthday episode of TGAMM

#it would have gone so hard #scratch freaks out because he didn’t know it was her birthday #and then he rushes around trying to make everything perfect #and trying to plan a surprise party #but molly can’t be surprised #I can’t add any more fanfics to write to my list #but maybe one more wouldn’t hurt #the ghost and molly mcgee #tgamm #molly mcgee #tgamm scratch #tgamm molly #tgamm fandom #tgamm s2 #tgamm season 2

[illegiblehandwriting1]

it's october and i haven't posted s&a in months. i'm so sorry guys

I SWEAR ONCE I HAVE TIME AND BRAINPOWER IT WILL HAPPEN

#chicken scratch #smoke & ashes #have been having A Time of it #have a concert today and SO much homework #plus this is the bit in the middle of the story that i have absolutely nothing planned out for #i know what to do for the next chapter and for this one #it's just not FUCKING WRITING #RRRRRRRGH #and ch17 has already changed so much from the original that at this point i'm just going to fucking scream #i'm so sorry guys but i promise i'm still into it #I SWEAR IT WILL HAPPEN

[ejunkiet]

voicemails (redux) - sam/darlin

there’s gonna be another voicemail okay. also, sam ‘not a poet’ my arse.

redacted asmr: sam/darlin’, rated teen, short and sweet.

READ ON AO3

[NEW MESSAGE, RECEIVED SUNDAY JULY 11TH AT 7:10PM]

DARLIN: TELL ME ABOUT THE DREAM

–

[CALLER: SAM COLLINS. MESSAGE LEFT ON SUNDAY JULY 11TH AT 9:33PM]

Hey, Darlin. It's been… a damn long time since I've done something like this. But you asked, and I want you to hear it.

I fell asleep thinkin' of you. The soft touch of you. The way we end up all close, limbs entwined, at the end of a long night…

You affect me, in ways I haven't paid attention to in many, many years. You linger, with me. On me. The scent of you, when we've been together. The taste of you on the back of my tongue.

I can't get enough of you, darlin'. I don’t think I ever will.

…and somehow, it's easier to say it like this. To a voicemail recording.

Just… know that I am picturing your face. That little pinch in your brow that you get when you're thinking too hard. The way your eyes pierce through me. You see everything. All of me. And I see all of you. There's trust here, and I cannot overstate how much that means to someone like me. Especially after everything we've both been through. You make it easy.

Still. That's not why I called.

I was dreamin' of you last night.

You're in my head, visiting my dreams. I'd figure you for a Walker, if I hadn't already seen your fur. If I hadn't felt those teeth against my skin, marking me as your own. Your mate.

Lord. Your mouth on me. Fire against my skin, weaving a burning path down my throat to my chest. Strong muscles, soft skin. Your kisses like velvet, enveloping me. I can't get enough.

…Christ Darlin', do you have any idea how much you affect me?

The last fifteen years have been- dark. I've been cold. Closed off. You're like a sunrise, illuminating the night. I see more clearly with you, darlin'. You remind me of what it's like to live life, actually live it, instead of just weathering the years. It's too easy, to slip into routine. To let the days slip you by. I live every day with you.

…needless to say, I've missed you, darlin'.

I'll be waiting to welcome you home.

[BEEP]

#redacted asmr #ej writes redacted #ej writes loveletters omg #look I love this format #many thoughts here too #need to figure out how to get sam actually leaving dirty voicemails #I have a plan (thank you domini and char >:3) so WATCH THIS SPACE #wolves and marking #sam and abstinence the last 12 years #writing #I have this in my chicken scratch handwriting also #but I can guarantee no one else will be able to read it heheh

[artificerstimetable]

I'm normal about him. Ong.

ft my room

By the way, I'm not done. I FUCKING HATELOVE this guy.... ORUGHJDKRHFJSHTBSNNDBRJSNRNSNDMNNBMBMBNCNXNX !!!!!! I wanna hurt him so bad. (MAIM. Kill. Bite. Hurt. KILL.)

#doc scratch #homestuck #sona #i planned on saving up some money to commision a plush of him #i have a few other drawings. however. they are innacurate. #his head is crunchy.. i shouldve remembered that... but i was too busy thinking of that SOFT PLUSH EXTERIOR and RIPPING him apart #had this saved in drafts posting now #also there's one drawing i made that i just #dont like #my partners witnessed the downward spiral of me witnessing this man in action #I'm not normal. jsyk.

[seekingthestars]

sometimes i get the General Melancholies and i hate it a lot

#personal #i stayed up until almost 2am last night reading fic (not melancholy-related) #so i am tired #and i was fully planning on going to bed at a reasonable hr tonight #but then i was minding my own business when the General Melancholy slunk in and now it's almost 1am #and i desperately need to go to sleep and i'm tired and i want to #but i also don't want to go to bed bc i don't want to wake up and be tired again and have to deal with the day #and i have long in-person meetings and my brother and sister-in-law are coming and the dog is gonna be here #and they're going on a 10 day vacation and we just get to babysit the dog the whole time #which is going to drive my cats insane #one of them will probably scratch herself to bleeding at some point bc she gets so stressed when doggo is here that long #that's not FAIR it's HER house it's supposed to be her SAFE SPACE #idk #a lot of things going on in my brain about relationships and shit #hate it #giving me the Melancholies #i know i'll snap out of it but rn it sucks a little