#i just find them on accident again

[just-french-me-up]

me lying to myself, clicking on the mark for later button on AO3 : i will be back for you baby, i will be back for you I promise

#ao3 #fanfiction #spoiler alert i did not in fact go back #i just find them on accident again #and mark them for later #only to find out i already did #mine

[paigemathews]

abi’s three hundred one hundred follower celebration: choose your three favorite charmed ships | chris halliwell & bianca atwood

the absolutely chokehold these two have on me. enemies to lovers. changing sides and becoming a better person. finding love when you didn’t think yourself worthy of it. finding this one piece of happiness is a world destroyed and having to sacrifice it to the save the world that never did anything for you. risking your love on the hope that you’ll meet again in a new world.

#charmed #chris halliwell #bianca #chris x bianca #abis100fc #aesthetics #charmed edits #ogwork #usermargaret #hi! sorry i know i didn't ask before tagging you but i saw you going feral (affectionate) over chris and bianca #and you're the one who initially requested my three favorite ships like. two years (oops) ago so uhhh yeah #hopefully that's okay! okay cool yeah #fun fact here is my initial tags from like. two years ago when i fucking finished this bitch (current thots in pararentheses) #i spent eight hours on this on accident without moving #it's now 1:30 (i am queueing this for context) #the middle shippy bit isn't my favorite but i spent about four hours legitimately just trying to find aesthetics for them #and like i got a fair amount of quotes and stuff but actual aesthetic pictures? nope #which is why i ended up with the two edited screenshots in there #so if the middle bit looks bad: pretend it doesnt #the other two will. not be this detailed bc again EIGHT HOURS #(current me note: ha ha ha ha YOU DUMB BITCH) #i need to eat. and pee. and go to bed i have ignored literally every part of being a person for the last eight hours on accident.

[r0semultiverse]

Cursing & other wild things said/done in the Kingdom Hearts 1 manga that weren't in the game.

#it's just wild to me that these characters said some of this stuff #I'm over here reading everything in the character voices & then they start swearing 😂 #I said in my other post I'd make a cursing compilation so here it is lol #kingdom hearts characters are so much fun in the manga #I know 'hell' isn't technically a curse word but in the west it's often considered one & there's no way they'd let them say that in kh1 #back in like 2007 or whatever lmao #please go read the final mix manga; it's such a gem! #donald leaving a lasting impression on sora & teaching him curse words on accident lmao love that #again this could all be a translator error but i find it absolutely hilarious if they curse in manga canon #I feel like Riku will drop an f bomb before Sora does; place your bets! lol I'll be making cursing compilations for the other kh manga too #kingdom hearts #mine #op

[i3utterflyeffect]

anyway here's an image of me and my new son

#pitch posts #banana boy and sc... #i AM also thinking abt the slug cg's tendencies since i've been playing again #if red eats meat they'll just fall over saint-style #idk if i've mentioned that yellow crafts before but they do and i feel like they've made a nuke by accident. much to beckon's dismay #i still haven't figured out green sadly....... i still need to find something for them...... #blue is the first one to find out lizards are edible because they WILL try to eat anything #i do think green does try to talk to and/or mimic beckons. but all he can hear is 'wawa' #stick world au #tommy's stickmen tag

[captainsparklefingers]

Also, I know the in text explanation for the Czarina Catherine arriving in Galatz is Dracula trying to give The Squad the slip by likely feeding Mina false information to give himself time to change arrival locations and throw them all off...

I still sort of like the idea that, once again, Dracula couldn't help himself, ate the crew of a boat and had to navigate it himself, ended up in the wrong port by accident, and is now passing this off as a totally intentional act and all part of his grand plan.

#dracula daily #dracula #dracula daily spoilers #drac is over here laughing nervously #like 'hahaha yes this was my plan all along I absolutely intended to end up here' #like yes it did throw The Squad off #and yes it works to his advantage #but it's just funnier to think of the whole situation as a very lucky accident #all because Drac got hungry and had to handle a boat by himself again #...look let me have the bits of comedy where I can find them okay #cuz I know things are gonna get worse before they get better

[purinsesukinny]

OOOOOH THE JUXTAPOSITION BETWEEN KITENNY AND KYSTERION..... IMAGINE THEM MEETING......

#bc kysterion they are like Partners In Crime #kyle is Endlessly Frustrated with having to stand on the sidelines #left to patch up mysterion's wounds #“why doesn't he let me help more?” and whatnot #“why doesn't he trust me?” #mysterion keeps him at an arm's length #realizing that he's in love with kyle and doing everything in his power to stay away from him #the thought of losing him too hurts #and then you have kitenny where it's like #kite is just hovering over this accident-prone boy #“what the fuck what the fuck why is everything trying to kill this poor-ass kid????” #and kenny's just like “wow.... someone actually tried to save me....... *heart eyes*” #kenny actively throwing himself into danger to try and see kite again #only to feel really guilty when he sees how haggard kite really is about all this #(but also it warms his heart too a little. kite cares about him!!!) #like i don't really think kenny's as affection-starved as some ppl like to write him #but c'mon when you're an immortal and there's this superhero relentlessly trying to save you #no matter how many times you tell him it doesn't matter #aren't you just going to find that a little bit charming??? #THEM MEETING WOULD BE FUNNY TOO it's all of them being super serious and dark and then there's kenny who's just happy to be there jakld;sj

[thischerik]

Erik Lehnsherr is just the most resilient son of a bitch (a lovely woman actually) and that is the just the truth.

#sorry I’m just thinking about him again #like he’s been through. so much. um too much #and ok hes homocidal but he’s also so ? calm? #like in a scary way ig but this mans is written so well #with so much finesse #if you catch me crying there’s a 89% possibility it’s bc I’m thinking about the stuff he’s been through #first with his parents and the n*zis #being taken by some stir crazy doctor who kills your mother #raging and lashing out leading to killing for the first time at 14 #losing everything you’ve ever known #[insert blurry backstory] #hunting the man who killed your mother all over the planet #finally finding him but almost drowning when your attempts for vengeance are unsuccessful #like not to mention finding out for the first time that that crazy doctor was a mutant too #um I was adding more but tumble said tag limit #but then finding a home :(( and people :(( feeling like you’re not alone for the first time #and then losing them all and it all :(( #like first of all the first person to. accept him. wholly. got shot. by what he thinks to be himself but was an absolute accident #and having to leave him behind. because of fear. which caused him to lose every member of his new ‘found family’ #and oof everything that happened there AND STILL #STILL MANAGING TO PERSEVERE AND BUILD A FAMILY AGAIN IN A NEW NAME AND LIFE #AND HAVING A LOVING WIFE AND THE CUTEST DAUGHTER #AND THEM BEING KILLED TOO ALL BECAUSE HE DIDNT LET SOME GUY DIE AT THE FACTORY HE WORKS AT #hashtag ann has way too many damn thoughts™️ #but y’all better have given him the life he truly deserves and won’t lose when he proposed to Charles in Paris or istg #thischerik #erik lehnsherr #magneto #michael fassbender #x-men

[southislandwren]

ARRRGGGHHHHHHHHH the freshman wants to TRADE CARS for the weekend.... how do i politely say i would literally kill myself and everyone in a 10 mile radius if i had to let someone other than my mom, dad, and brother drive my car

#girl you are NOT getting access to my 98k mile 2017 grey subaru outback with smart cruise and lane detection and heated seats #and my stickers on the hatchback and the bluetooth audio and automaticly-changing night mode rearview mirror #and the comfy driver's seat in EXACTLY the position i want it in and the shifter knob that perfectly fits in my hand #like when my aunt drove my car last summer it basically solidified that i will never let anyone touch my car ever again #(she put a fucking TACO on TOP OF THE DASHBOARD and moved my fucking steering wheel!!!!!!!!) #my car was literally the only place i felt safe all of 2021 and 2022 im not letting some random fucking person TAKE her from me #i did not have a PANIC ATTACK leaving her at the mechanic for 2 DAYS for some fucking freshman to USE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!! #like i know i can be territorial but boy my car is all the territory i ever need. i could live out of my car if needed. #what if she fucking crashes it. shes been in soooo many accidents (i have heard all about them.) #dude if this were in person i wouldve fucking hissed and ran away i dont let people touch my fucking car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I drove 4 hours back to school at 11pm so that i wouldnt have to have my friend drive my fucking car!!!! #like genuinely i need to find a way to say no i cannot and will not let you use my car now or ever. #i dont care what her reasons are. her boyfriend could be fucking dying and i still wouldnt. #she wants to take my car to minnesota for a WEEKEND and i would not be there ???? NOOOOOO #sorry oh my god i just have to scream and cry a little so i can try to be normal in my response #gonna ask the parents for help i think bc they know im neurotic about my car #like very genuinely im very upset right now. i reread the text and her car is having issues so she wants to TRADE CARS #without even asking if im doing anything that would need a car this weekend (ummmm i fucking work on saturday and sunday is grocery day) #like sorry thats too big of a favor especially after the fucking snail debacle.... how do i know she wont CRASH MY FUCKING CAR ? #or even just like mess with the settings. like im fucking anxious at the IDEA of her being in MY drivers seat DRIVING MY CAR !!!!! #also it smells like cow shit real bad in there. does she REALLY want to drive to fucking minnesota in a cow shit car? #i need to chill i have work soon but like holy shit this has me acting up #i guess since i dont have any real stressors any more my body is like we need LEVEL 10 EMERGENCY STRESS RIGHT NOW #if this were the school year i'd have 3 benadryl inside me right now #like genuinely if this had been in person i probably wouldve been nasty like that is MY car i did not spend thousands of dollars on her #to let someone NOT on the insurance policy drive her!!!! #god okay back to totk until my parents text me back #diary post

[tortademaracuya]

... :)

#about to rant so ignore me #but like #okay. i have gotten over my assigned professor being changed. its okay. if she says this is better i trust her decision #and the forgetting to tell me and my new professor not having understood he had to read my stuff now is just an unfortunate accident #it happens. im unlucky like that i should be used to it #but now i still havent gotten even a single 'read' or whatever like they do with all my other classmates #if i go to class tomorrow just to find out no one still hasnt read what i have been working on for the last 5 weeks im #im going to explode #i already feel like shit for not meeting my self imposed goals #and its not like they could forget i have had no revisions BECAUSE I REMINDED THEM AGAIN TO PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT ON THE EMAIL I SENT #im just. so desmotivated #im already having the shittiest fucking weeks. maybe months. trying to get myself to work and do stuff #and this makes me feel like im that forgettable or that im gonna get hit with a 'change EVERYTHING' in the worst last possible moment #im so tired my intentions are good please someone for the love of god remember IM HEREEEEEEE #nothing is enjoyable i have no energy i just want to sleep everyday!!!!!!! i feel like im a burden and a bore to anyone!!!!!!! #im not wanted anywhere!!!!!! im fucking painted in here!!!!! #i have begun to talk about stuff unrelated to what i was originally saying 🙃 but oh well #its too much too many things all at the same time #i just want one fucking time where im not forgotten by literally everyone and made feel like a last fucking choice i want good things!!!!! #and im so tired of coming to terms with me never being anything to anyone just for someone to come and make me think maybe im wrong #just for everything to go to shit again!!!!!!! #i want to scream and take space and say how mad i am no more fucking 'dont worry its okay' 'sorry' no fuck off!!!!!!! SCREAM!!!!! #haunted.txt

[1980ssunflower]

ngl if more people dont start being inlove w elo im gonna start killing

#im so fucking normal abt elo i am so normal and sane abt this (is lying) #my love and passion for elo is quite literally an obsession i think ghdfsjk #i have so much.... i already own every studio released album of theirs #and i own every missing track from the time album from their b-sides of singles (finding the bouncer was SO hard holy shit) #i just aouh #there is no band in the world that compares #and there will never be anything like elo ever again :-c #they were one of a kind and i treasure them sm #god i need to meet jeff lynne so bad i need him to sign my new world record album the first one i ever owned #hes been in my dreams lately hfsdj #ik he was in my dream last night but i dont remember hfjkds #before that i dreamt we were trying to make a song together and i accidently said something SO rude to him and i was practically crying lik #on the floor on my hands and knees begging him to forgive me ghdfjskl #tape entry circa 1980

[joskippy]

I am being haunted by carlos in the hit nightvale book It Devours!

#jontalks #im too fucking nervous to make a long post abt it but mmy god #accurate protrayls of autism and trauma in media can be something so powerful #the. breakdown carlos has at the end of the book where hes like I will be safe from that place my family will be safe from the otherworld #and like. knowing how fucking traumatized he is from it. seeing him break down into tears and get so overwhelmed at the thought of not #being able to keep people safe from the thing that caused him so much fucking pain and not feeling safe knowing its still out there #hurting people and there is nothing he can do about it #and when he finds out hes been sending people there with his experiments on accident and his first instinct after he finally realizes what #hes done is to? try everything to look for everyone and find everyone #and when he cant find everyone hes sent to dow he wants to go again and again #as a form of punishment that he doesnt deserve #it is. so crazy as someone who struggles to cope with trauma seeing a character like carlos #who so obviously has? ptsd and is fucking struggling to cope with it and him lashing out and acting irrational isnt? villianized? #it devours showing how trauma can effect someone in ways that can be confusing to someone from an outside perspective and how trauma can #eat at you if you let it and just like #seeing that. concept not be done in a way to make someone look. bad and evil is so #much its so much as someone with ptsd #ive heard alot of people mention the autistic coding of carlos in this book too and its like !!! ya!!! ya #but i wanted to talk about this bc its really sticking with me after i finished it #trauma is confusing! for both the person struggling to cope with it and the people around them #and i love to see more shit! dig into it yknow! #anyway send me asks if you wanna hear me ramble about wtnv more lol #wtnv

[hua-fei-hua]

thank you for all the sweet tags fei fei 🥺 (may i call you that?) it literally made my day haha you're too kind <33

ah, i typically go by "hua" online actually! :D

but yes ofc you're welcome to the compliments!!!! your art is so cute i wish to hold it gently, like hamburger <3 and then eat it LOL

#lotus-pear #asks #i think i have more of your posts in my drafts to be tagged up and queued bc i am a post hoarder but also wander off easily #your colors are always so lovely and vibrant and i am truly nothing if not a magpie immediately enchanted by pretty colors #i saw this ask when i came back from doing the dishes a while back and then was like 'oh! how cute! will answer Soon' #and then immediately went to taking care of my genshin chores n i had Thoughts(tm) abt what i wanted to say #and then they vanished like a wisp on the wind <3 smth smth if you wanted to play together or w/e then like #hehe *hides my face w/a fan but in like a mafia boss kind of way as i hand you a business card* here's my uid-- 628363596 #a while ago this rando at-the-time ar40 person in china added me bc my genshin name is 小白雪花 so i get strangers in china sometimes #and i habitually let strangers in anyway n it's always very sudden and embarrassing opportunities to practice my chinese (:monaanguish:) #but this was the first time a lower lv rando added me and so i talked abt it w/my bff nat n she was like 'they're probs looking for help' #n i was like 'mm you're right. i'll let them in and give them 24 hours' and then five minutes later they were like 'hi' #n i was like 'hi~ do you want me to help?' (all in chinese) n they were like 'yes with fighting artifact domains' #i could tell they were popping fragiles bc finally a carry! but i didn't know how to tell them to wait for ar45 for that </3 #i don't know if they think i'm quiet or just illiterate but they hit ar45 the other day and asked for help again #n so i went in again and was very impressed to find that i could carry them with just mona+yanfei #like yanfei i am not surprised my quest to min-max her never ends but at one point she died n i had to finish it w/just mona #and so widsith passive was out bc it triggers upon switching in n i Truly Did Not Believe i would make it but i did somehow! #i was pretty devastated when i first got her by accident my first week of gnshn but now i have the most highly-invested mona of my friends #gnshn meta is so fun to think abt it makes me feel like a highly enriched squirrel... hehe went chatterbox in the tags here

[b0mblover]

Hate, in Every Sense of the Word.

By: J

major tws for; suicide mention, domestic abuse, abuse, sexual assult mention, murder mention, (really just alot of violence tbh) self harm mention

uh, sorry? that theres so many tws, ig also minor tw for mention of sex too.

uh haha i uh, can you tell what happened tonight? it wasnt even the worst one, just, im tired of it.

talk abt living out of spite bc mannnn, thats all i been going off of for a good while now!

i uh, i really wanna make a certain food bc um. (LOOK I WANNA MAKW A LESS OILY FUCKER OKAY) but my father is awake meaning my mother will be too soon but im scared to even go out of my room bc theyre prob gonna fighttt.

hhhrbd okok ill shut up for now, go ahead and read the angry jirou bullshit ig 😭

(oh yea, if it wasn’t obvious. im talking about my mother in this.)

——————————

yknow,

you havent been a great person

or a good one even.

yet you still question as to why i dont love you

or like you,

maybe you have an idea of how much i hate you.

maybe not

i dont really care about your feelings.

at all.

not now.

i put up with this for fucking 14 years.

my entire fucking life.

ive put up with your shit.

but now?

now im done.

you have no idea how badly you fucked up.

when he said that “im sorry im a fuck up” 

yknow.

he mightve not been right for what he did.

but,

it was just a mistake.

it was a goddamn mistake.

you have any idea how many times ive uttered those words too?

how many times ive repeated them?

how many times i fucking meant it?

just because you “had it bad” doesnt mean shit to me.

you have no goddamn right to treat others the same way.

dont give me that “i dont know how else to act!”

bullshit.

bullshit you dont.

you treated your damn boyfriend just fine!

you had a goddamn kid

you had two goddamn children.

with this man that you fucking DESPISE.

you knew it back then too.

you told me you did.

you fucking told me.

almost nothing can compare to the anger i feel to you right now.

nothing.

you have no right to act like that.

no.

you have no goddamn right to hit another fucking living being.

for such a simple mistake.

i dont care if he talked about it since friday.

i dont give a fuck if he talked about it for months.

you.

you as a goddamn human.

have no right.

none.

in the slighest.

to hit another living being.

for talking about something in your eyes “too much”

or making a mistake.

youre a hypocrite.

need i remind you?

you said that after you broke up with the man you were having an affair with.

that youd be a better person.

stop the fights.

stop the beatings.

stop all of it.

and everything would be okay!

.

i didn’t believe you for a goddamn millisecond.

youre a liar.

just how you said i was.

you didnt quit.

you didnt stop.

hell two months after you hit him again!

you threatened to kill him and yourself!

cmon.

dont you get it yet?

i fucking despise you.

maybe to a degree i feel shocked.

but.

i really dont think thats it.

youre the root of my problems.

every single last fucking one.

——————

need i remind you as how i had to learn to cook, because you were too busy with your damn boyfriend to help me?

.

need i remind you how when i tried to show you that i was fucking cutting myself when i was 9 you only talked about how it looked ugly?

.

need i remind you about how many times you said that you didnt care if i hurt myself as long as no one can see it?

.

need i remind you about how you ignored the rope burn on my neck god knows how many times?

.

need i remind you how you denied fucking multiple peoples sexual assault because “it couldntve been like that”?

.

need i remind you of how many times i almost had to be hospitalized because of your neglect?

.

need i remind you of how many nights i spent alone, in the cold, in the dead of winter, just because you wanted to fuck your boyfriend?

.

need i remind you of what you yelled at me so many times?

.

need i remind you of what i seen?

.

need i remind you of how many times you blamed your abusive behaviors on medication?

.

need i fucking remind you of my entire purpose?

.

i dont care about your feelings anymore.

i gave up years ago.

but now.

i dont feel just numb for you.

i hate you.

in every sense of the word.

.

i dont care of what you or anyone else thinks of me.

.

i dont care about what you think of my appearance.

.

i dont care if you think im too thin or fat or whatever word youll use next.

.

i dont care about what you think because you’ll hate me no matter what.

.

you thought id stop being xxxx when you broke up with him.

you yelled at me.

no.

you fucking screamed at me for weeks.

im tired of even putting in the slighest effort of acting as if i fucking care.

i dont give a fuck about you.

and yknow?

if.

no.

if it would work.

if it was possible.

id fucking kill you.

id stab you.

right here.

right now.

to end my suffering.

to end his suffering.

all of it.

id end it all.

i dont care if its wrong.

because i know no one else knows about whats going on.

yknow.

only one person around here knows what youve done to him and me.

and i havent even met her in person.

yknow.

the people i used to be close with from school.

only just learned you had an affair.

i know that.

the police are do-less.

since you know them.

and hes a man.

not a woman.

it wouldnt be taken seriously.

that he should just fight back.

yknow.

youve ruined what life he has left.

his parents beat him.

his ex wife beat him, and cheated on him.

and here.

youve done the exact same thing.

yknow.

he’ll never get to see how love truely is.

because of you.

because of what youve done.

i cant say i really like him either.

but.

that doesnt give you the right to ruin his life.

.

yknow whats worse?

how i know the only reason that so far youve never dared to lay a finger on me.

is because ive proved that i won’t hesitate to beat the fuck out of you right back.

i know i joke about that night.

but.

really.

hitting you for doing that was the best decision i couldve made.

its kept me safer than i wouldve been for years. 

and even now.

if you were to as so much to touch me.

while in a fight.

id do it all over again.

you maybe 100 pounds heavier than me.

but you dont know how to fight against someone who wont just sit there and take it.

i wont forgive you for what youve done.

even if he will.

.

i want nothing to do with you.

get out of my life for good.

#j writes badly #woohoo i just love living in a very fucked up house its soo great /sarcasm #ughnf whats worse is that if it werent for my parents rn my life would be quiet literally perfect. #holy shit the being pissed at my mother instead of destroying my arm thing is actually working irl holy shit #(actually shoked abt that tbh) #unironically i wanna make a less oily fuck rn. like so badly. bc my parents went to the store and got eggs so i can #oh yea for the new gen folk that dont know all of the j lore (this has been bothering me bc its coming up on the anniversary) #i know how to break someones fingers and make it look like an accident! #turns out theres a specific way thats more common in abuse versus accidents! #dont ask why i know this 🙂 (or do- it reallt doesnt bother me) (also not that i would- /gen) #this is basically me catching everyone up through j lore im not even kidding tbh #and yes. i have hit my mother before bc she wouldnt stop “playing” as i had hot ramen in my hands! #(look. it wasnt the best move at the time but uh. really saved me in the long run unironically!) #THERES FUCKING GEESE FLYING OVER MY HOUSE RN HOLY SHIT #sorry. uh. i cant help it tho. i heard them and it was cute #oh yea even MORE j lore; i have a mildly unhealthy obsession with “being stronger” because im consitently (and rightfully) #paranoid that my mother is gonna try and hit me! #when the whole 2020 chrismas thing (when i hit her) happened i had just got done wih archery so i was still pretty strong #but then eating disorder happened and i quit archery. muscle atrophy etc etc #so like. its a big ass thing i think abt every day now! #yea theres a real reason why i consider my friends as “safe” 💀 #heheheheeeeee when no where else is safe thats just life ig! #oh god i need to brush my teeth fuck. #hhvtbd but my mother is awake :( #HHGBHGBSNS i need to start doing that at an ealier time bc it keeps getting in the way of things #again. how the fuck does smth so simple as brushing my teeth make so much feel better 😭😭 its weird #sighh well! time to go back to trying to find drawing inspo! #(i unironically cannot use my own trauma as a drawing point bc it makes me actually suicidal. thats why i write it! /srs) #CHOKEKSSSJ ok ill hush now!

[sideeve]

⠀⠀⠀“WHAT?! SEX BAN?!”

﹅ contains ;; gojo satoru , kento nanami , choso kamo , toji fushiguro , ryomen sukuna , geto suguru

﹅ alt title ;; how long the jjk men can withstand the sex ban

﹅ warnings ;; sorta sub!choso , whiny!choso , toji's part is more explicit than the others , this is my first time writing for some of the character so i'm sorry if i didn't describe them well

GOJO SATORU (3 days)

“are you serious?” gojo groans, slumping forwards. gojo watched in disappointment as you crossed your arms, looking away from him. "you did it so you have to pay." for weeks, you've been trying to tell gojo to separate the colors from the whites while doing laundry. him just wanting to get it over with, he dumped them all in the same load, ruining some of your favorite pieces of clothing.

"baby, please. i won't do it again," he begs, kneeling in front of you. but to no avail, you stood your ground.

it only took him 3 days to convince you to wave your white flag, surrendering to his seduction. "you look good in my shirts." gojo's hands caress your hips as he presses his chest to your back. "i would be in my clothes if you would just listen to me." you huff, "i never said i was disappointed." gojo whispered, his hard-on pressing on your ass.

“please. just drop the ‘sex ban’. i said i was sorry.” his lips make a trail of kisses on your neck. you needed him too. whenever he wasn’t around, you would use your toys, trying to not let gojo know you were sexually needy. but they didn’t work.

RYOMEN SUKUNA (not happening!)

no. just no. it’s funny that you even thought about putting that in motion. sukuna was too desperate for sex but never wanted to admit it.

“no,” he stood above, crossing his arms, making himself seem bigger than you (as if he even needed to do that). “you can’t deprive me of sex, woman.” he grunts. “but i can, kuna. that’s what you fail to realize.” you tut, standing up to walk away.

one of his four arms wraps around your waist, throwing you back on the soft surface. "you're not going through with this." he growls in your ear, crawling go top of you.

how dare you even think such a thing? you were his woman, his twin flame. you were the only person he showed the littlest respect to and you decide to do some foolery like this.

he tugs your shirt over your head, your bra coming next. his rough hands slide over your chest. "such beauty..." he whispers. "i'll make sure you never think of this again.

KENTO NANAMI (it was on accident)

his job was taking him away from you. between being a jujutsu sorcerer and a businessman, he couldn't find time to be a partner for you.

due to the lack of attention you were receiving, you became sexually pent up, having the urge to pleasure yourself at the worst times. the feeling of neglect was creeping up on you. some days, you forgot nanami even lived with you.

"love, i'm home." nanami tugs off his tie, tossing it to the side. "i don't know how long i can take of this." he rubs his temples, deeply sighing as he led himself to your shared bedroom. before his hand touched the cold metal knob, he heard your muffled moans and the squelching of your cunt.

he slowly opens the door, peeking in the room before fully entering. "it seems i've neglected you." he watches as you quickly cover yourself as if he hasn't seen you naked many times. he unbuttons the top of his shirt as he saunters to the edge of the bed, removing the covers off you.

"seems like i have some things to make up for."

CHOSO KAMO (not even a day)

"please." he whines, his head resting on your lap as he looks up at you. ever since you shared your first time with choso, he's been going at it with you like rabid dogs. if he wasn't inside you, his head was squished in between his thighs.

"choso, i need a break." you sigh, trying to remove him from off you. his grip on your legs was tight as he put his face in between your thighs, shaking his head. he was acting like he couldn't survive without your cunt somehow being involved.

"i swear, i'll leave you alone after. just please," he whined. you couldn't resist him for much longer. you hated when he got all whiny like a baby. he was spoiled because of you.

"fine." you undo the tie of your sweatpants before his hands swatted yours away, tugging your pants and panties off. "i promised you." he kisses your inner thigh before his tongue began flicking away.

TOJI FUSHIGURO (mans was balls deep in you the second you said it)

"you really think so?" he darkly chuckles, rubbing himself on you. "toji, i'm sorry. please." you whine, wiggling your ass on his cock. "i don't think you are." he teases, stepping away from you.

you whine, following him. "it was a joke." you press your hand on his chest. "did i laugh?" he tilts his head, smirking at you. you sigh, "toji, i'm sorry." you press yourself against him, your chest touching his.

"fuck." you knew he couldn't resist the feeling of your chest on him. it was like heaven to him. "turn around." he grunts, gripping your hips to turn you around, bending you over.

he easily slid inside of you due to how wet you got over time. "don't say stuff you don't mean, baby." he laughs, thrusting into your backside. it was worth it.

GETO SUGURU (you gave in after implementing it)

you wanted to test geto's limits, giving him an extra nnn moment which made you realize something. it was always you initiating sex. "geto, please. i give up." you whine, following him around the house.

he chuckles, "everyone must deal with their consequences, my love." he turns to you. he plastered a sinister smile, taunting you. he saw how much you needed him but he wasn't caving in until he heard you say it.

"i'll do anything. my hand isn't even working anymore." you simper. it was starting to become frustrating seeing how calm he was about all of this as you were suffering.

"i need you! is that what you wanted to hear?" you shout, earning a grin from him. he walks closer to you, his finger tracing your jawline, "why didn't you say that sooner, love?" he chuckles.

#（ ✶ 𝐆𝐎𝐉𝐎 𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐔 .） #（ ✶ 𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐀 .） #（ ✶ 𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐈 .） #（ ✶ 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐎 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐎 .） #（ ✶ 𝐓𝐎𝐉𝐈 𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐎 .） #（ ✶ 𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐔𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐔 .) #gojo x reader #gojo satoru x reader #gojo smut #sukuna x reader #sukuna ryomen x reader #sukuna smut #nanami kento x reader #nanami smut #choso x reader #choso kamo x reader #choso smut #toji x reader #toji fushiguro x reader #toji smut #geto x reader #geto suguru x reader #geto smut #jjk x reader #jjk smut

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#have folded and am already rereading that fic i was raving about few months back #who can blame me!! its like the author knows exactly what buttons to hit for me specifically #its a case fic its quite dark its slow burn (as in. nothing even rly happens in the first part thats over 60k) #also some other perfect matches that i will not be sharing publicly at this time thank you very much #i wish i could find more of this shit but like #even this i found by accident its got tags id usually exclude and i dont even know the source material #hopefully fate will take me to another hidden gem like this soon... for now ill continue my reread #my post #update AAAGH im losing my mind all over again!!!!!! this author should like. publish a crime novel or something im rarely THIS captivated #the writing is so good the characters are all so like subtle #then again i dont exactly know which ones are from the original work and which ones are the authors own but still #all of them magnificent and layered and motivated and shit #im having so much fun again #edit number two ok i just googled it and one of the central characters and one of my favorites is in fact authors oc #bro!!!! you should be publishing this shit!!!!!!!!

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so many thoughts abt how schewpid the jedi council is in kotor but also not sure if i should write abt any of them before i finish the game because it's entirely possible that i'm still missing some critical information,

#el plays kotor #blease blacklist that tag if u dont wanna see kotor spoiler stuff from me as i play the game #feels silly to warn abt spoilers for such an old game but. i only found out abt [redacted] a couple yrs ago #completely by accident. it didnt ruin my desire to finish the game and see how the story goes #but still. it did change the whole experience. and what if there r others out there who dont know yet. so. KOTOR SPOILERS AHEAD !!!!! #so anyway i was thinking. why would the jedi council send revan to find the star maps. when they strongly suspect that #the search for the maps was what corrupted revan and malak in the first place??? #im assuming they want their new totally-not-revan padawan to succeed and stop malak???? #and yet?? they didnt think to consider the possibility of revan falling to the dark side Again during this quest???? #love how the jedi archivist/historian says the 'those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it' thing #and im just thinking. so true bestie. you should take your own advice maybe. lol. lmao even #like yes they've brainwashed revan but what makes them so confident that amnesiac revan won't go down the same path as before #wouldn't that be more likely even. because. revan does not remember their history. #and since they don't remember their history... they have nothing to learn from... and thus... could repeat their mistakes... #ok wait i just remembered that the historian gives amnesiac revan a lecture abt what revan and malak did #so yes they do get a history lesson to keep in mind and to learn something from. #but its still so...... the council has no way of being certain their master plan will succeed... they are taking a huge gamble here... #and sure capturing revan without wiping their mind was probably not an option to the council #bc revan would have simply refused to cooperate i guess. much easier to mold an empty mind :) #wow wow wow i hate the jedi order actually. yes the sith do these things too and also their color scheme is dark and thus they r Evil #but when the jedi with their light earthy tones do it its ok. because they are servants of the light. guardians of justice or whatev. sigh #also the council repeatedly warns revan abt the dangers of the dark side n how the force is so strong in revan n they need to be careful #and that they are 'willful and headstrong'. qualities that are potentially dangerous for a jedi to have. because Emotion Bad #and still the council just goes 'the warning signs are there but we have elected to ignore them :) surely it will be fine this time :)' ??? #i think i need to stop thinking abt this its giving me psychic damage #there Must be something later down the line that makes this decision make sense. they cant be this stupif