#i love my men so much you dont understand

[kooki914]

Compilation of all the Spadesgore gifs I've made as of late. I'll make more once I get more ideas for em lmao but for now these are my magnum opuses (magnum opi?)

#deltarune #spade #asgore #king of spades #spade king #sprites #king spade #asgore dreemurr #spadesgore #drawings #undertale #sprite edit #i love my men so much you dont understand

[lotus-pear]

bsd rewatch w my friend means obligatory art of my fav found family ever

#WAAAAAAAAAUUUUGHHHHHHHH I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH YOU GUYS GENUINELY DON'T UNDERSTAND.............................................. #LIKE. NOT A DAY GOES BY WHERE I DONT THINK ABT THEM UEUUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #bro i didn't mean to make atsushi that short LMFAO it's ok tho bc he's their little boy. their son #literally was in the trenches drawing kunikida bc i've been drawing twinks for so long i forgot how to draw actual MEN😭😭 #when will my family return from the war..................................................................... #rewatching bsd made me realize its just a rly shitty slice of life romcom featuring ml dazai and his tired work partner/husband #and the story of how they got their first kid. sopping wet pathetic kitten of a boy they picked up off the riverbank #anyway theyre all so dear to me you don't understandddddd i love these dumbass partners and their little tiger boy :(((((((((((((( #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #atsushi nakajima #nakajima atsushi #doppo kunikida #kunikida doppo #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws

[wis-art]

Women, so pretty, so shaped, i am so lesbian,,,

#im also incredibly dysphoric tonight #but i was told by my coworker im incredibly feminine by her earlier #and i mean yeah #..... #i am a tall weird internet woman who likes to draw #so funny how i thought i was bi #I'm just really into women... #my ex is a trans guy and he told me he thinks im lesbian and i had a “holy fuck this explains so much moment” #we broke up but we still have a weird queer relationship outside of social heteronormative norms that is hard to explain and only we #can really understand #im not into men because you know #im a lesbian #had a weird period in my life when i was dating a guy and said im a lesbian and i felt sooooo scared #turns out when youre on meds and your brain is working right you just stop caring about such things #i went on a parade wearing big lesbian flag and girls loved it :) #i dont really know if i ever want to date anyone again #but i think if you look at my art you can really tell my sexuality quite easily lolol #funny how love can be so complicated sometimes #i mean it was kind of inevitable we break up cause we're kind of incompatible but tbh #it was better for us #hehe

[automatonknight]

id: a digital drawing of sol badguy, based on the x plus challange illustration for guilty gear x. he has his back facing the viewer, but he’s looking back over his shoulder with his sword leaning on his arm. his other arm is next to his side. he’s grinning and sticking his tongue out. the sword is producing a cloud of smoke, which is flowing to the left and off-frame. the background is turquoise.

#art #fanart #guilty gear #sol badguy #i had sooo much fun with this and i think it turned out soooo good #it was gonna be just a doodle i'm gonna be honest but erm ^__^ #you know how it is with me and 'just doodling' men. right #i'm very proud i used so many colors in this one and did it a little differently i think it paid off #i fucking love drawing his hair so much. do you understand #sol is generally probably one of my favorite characters to draw. i dont even care about him that much but ooh boy

[mobbertx]

Re-do of tumblrina and da blorbos but 3 years later

Ah yes my blorbos, weird girl number one, weird girl number two and whatever the fuck that blond bitch from one piece has going on

#op #gakuen babysitters #i suppose theres a tmnt mention but dont think abt it too much i still have casey on the brain #almost 4 years of casey brainrot and idk if she'll ever leave #black leg sanji #maria inomata #i love weird women and pathetic men <3 #now pathetic weird girls are everything to me so you can tell im insane over casey and inomata #inomata's autistic swag and complete lack of understanding for current day social norms is so dear to me #and then we have casey and her adhd swag that has completelh bewitched me since i watched rottmnt #now you may ask what the hell did i see in sanji? i saw a pretty boy who loves cooking and was sold #then i found out he has So Many Issues and i fell in love #one piece #tmnt #my art

[vaniliens]

I keep forgetting about how people actually use pronouns for me instead of just referring to me by name. Like sometimes id get she/her'd or they/them'd and it always feels so trippy because i have never been called that in my head!!!! Its always just been 'Dude' 'You' 'Man' 'Me' 'Girl' and 'He' but idk. I feel like id get tripped out if i start going by he/him too.

#If you're wondering what pronouns to use for me; Um. I unno. Do whatever. #this isn't a huge deal or anything im just not used to being noticed #Unless its by maprron hi maprron <333 Sorry i havent been active much 😭 #nillas #i feel like id be DOUBLY confused if i get he/himd because ive only seen someone do it once but that was years ago 💔 #Like with She/Her id understand because i am a girl. thing . and my profile picture and stuff are usually girls (See: My Blog.) #and with they/them id also get it because youre probably just not sure about my pronouns or smth #he/him... yeah.... but id be flattered depending on the mood and if i remember I have pronouns that day #Idk!!! Why is this so confusing !!! I NEED IRON IN MY BLOOD!!! #ok wait honestly. I get weirded out about my name too. But again i think its just because im not used to attention. #i used to let people call me my real name online but the Nia and Vanillas was more popular also it feels weird now #you dont know me irl!!! #thats a name exclusively used for irl contexts!!!! Not online!!!!! #also someone called me 'Menzu' once back when i was still masquerading as Menzu_kosui on Insta shsvhsvjs #IT CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD LIKE I KNOWWW I DIDN'T HAVE ANY OTHER NAMES THERE BUT ITS JUST A FANCIER WAY #OF SAYING ''MENS'' AND I GOT SO CONFUSED!! I love that person though I get it 😭 ty for that it stunned me but i Laugh #about it everytime it crosses my mind

[dreamersb4ll]

oh my god i love nathan explosion so much im gonna cook him in a microwave

#thank brendon small for making nathan explosion #its actually insane how much i love him he's been spinning in my mind since june #nathan explosion #mtl #metalocalypse #most sane sandwich post #you guys dont understand i need him so bad #im gonna forget i posted this in the morning #i love emotionally constipated men #im going insane #shitpost

[koishua]

shining solo ep 8. my reaction rn 😐😐 took it a bit hard lmao

#tp #very mixed feelings. as someone who associates herself with jeongwoo and having very similar personalities... this ep hurt a lot #idk idk #i mean i get it but i also absolutely do not get it #so many thoughts im taking this very personally what the heck #i cant really warm up to half of this part's girlies im sorry #i loved everyone on part one #as someone who also struggles with managing my social energy lvls... this was a slap in the face #bc my boy jeongwoo truly gave it his ALL the whole day and even managed to perform a couple songs for the girls #despite already having spent the whole day together #and his energy must have been SPENT already and then they pick him as MVP of the day and he has that 1:5 date with all of the girls #by himself!! which is so terrifying imagine being the one person who everyone's attention is on and you have to interact with these ppl #that you arent very comfortable with but you still try your best to give them a good time #AND THEN!! they give you NOTHING in return?? not even a recorder?? no jewel no recording nothing. just ignored like that by everyone #and i get that the girls dont know who's voting for who so they might have believed someone else was gonna give him a jewel or sth #but no one gives him anything (positive OR negative) #and yeah. he was absolutely shocked at the empty safe. i would have been too. #and why did they not give him a jewel y'all might ask??? IT WAS BC HE FELL SILENT DURING THE LAST BIT: THE DINNER #my gosh that's the part that i take offense to personally bc it's really really really difficult to always engage in convos with ppl #after spending the whole day with them already?? and your social battery is down so you quietly enjoy a simple meal?? #and then all the girlies threw him away like that?? #i mean yeah you're surrounded by sweet men who spend the day appealing themselves to you but come on?? #i would have been so impressed by jeongwoo and thankful that he put that much effort in and would understand how difficult it is to #maintain it till the very end because not everyone has hyunsuk's boundless social energy #no offense hyunsuk i love you dearly #and also??? what's up with admitting that you lack some confidence upfront?? #the girl's reasoning for giving yoshi the voice recorder was that he said he holds himself to a high standard and lacks confidence sometimes #and i get it. being confident is more attractive than someone who's always insecure and puts themselves down #(and makes the other person uncomfortable) but they were having an honest and deep convo when the thing he said in that convo was used #against him in the end? i would feel kind of betrayed too bc being able to admit that you feel insecure sometimes is a v brave thing to do!!

[paging-possum]

Who up listening to good luck babe by chappell roan and having it resonate not in the way intended but resonating nonetheless. About to go ham in the tags about the overlap of being a lesbian and being aromantic...if u even care....

#my art #gore #organs #its 2am so not a lot of this is going to be very coherent but this song makes me feel a lot of things about it all #like. its the Expectations #the expectation that im going to date men and the expectation that im going to date at all have always felt equally stifling #theres that feeling of not trying hard enough or not realizing it at first or trying to lean into what you're told you should feel #and having it not pay off time and time again and wishing you could just make it work #because everyone else around you has it just fine and you dont get why you're struggling with it so much #THERE ARE MORE SIMILARITIES BETWEEN THE TWO IS WHAT IM SAYING #like obviously figuring out aromanticism is especially weird because its a lack of something BUT THEYRE PRETTY SIMILAR #realizing I dont want to date anyone mirrors realizing I didn't like boys but like. idk man its worse sometimes? #I wouldn't trade it for the world it means a lot to me but its almost like people go out of their way not to understand it sometimes #at the end of the day I am the you in that song #it was a very very long road to being okay with never falling in love because that was something I wanted for a very very long time #at the end of the day I will never have to be someones wife and I think its better that way #but its also hard not to get jealous sometimes #like I know its irrational I know I get physically ill at just the thought of being asked out but like #sometimes ill see my friends with their girlfriends and ill feel like clawing my own chest out with want #but also if anyone asks me out I will have to dig myself into a pit and never come out. I think. #I want to be with women but I dont want to Be With Women if that makes sense #its another layer of difficulty that I dont think I'll ever be able to get past #I feel like at this point I should just be trying to conditioning myself out of any form of desire because its just not an option for me #which definitely isn't true and like chappell roan says. you'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling. #but its also so tiring to have to sit here with the feeling and feel bad for having the feeling. #I dont know #I think if I felt a little more or a little less I’d be fine but I’m stuck in the middle #it feels very weird talking about this openly but also its very difficult to talk about with friends because most of them dont get it #anyways something something Josies monologue from bottoms #im going to bed

[lorillee]

oda's inherent need to draw more boobs plunging us into the deepest depths of yamato discourse once again. and he tried to balance it out by having yamato be the only one there wearing pants which is in a way hilarious

im pretty sure hakama can be worn by women (see: shrine maidens) so i dont think theyre necessarily indicative of oda's stance on the matter one way or another. anyways yeah no truly at this point i havent the fainest clue how oda wants the audience to read yamato's gender because every time it gets brought up in any capacity i just get more confused . maybe thats the point. are we all just being played by oda's bit or what

#ask #anon #op spoilers #''oden was a man right? so i become a man too!" + THE MEN'S BATHHOUSE SCENE LITERALLY JUXTAPOSED WITH KIKU #VS WHATEVER THIS IS + VIVRE CARDS + INTRO BOX . 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I DONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING ANYMORE #anyways im avoiding the reddit like the plague because The Bathhouse Chapter #gave me my fill of yamato gender discourse for a thousand years #and then some #but. well . thats neither here nor there #colorspread is cute though i actually audibly gasped when i saw carrot i was so excited . love you carrot always and forever #also somebody else pointed it out and like its so true oda loves nami so much #girlie is literally Front and Center always and she deserves it #oda is nami fan number one

[teja-has-puppet-autism]

I love men

I want to kiss their squishy tummies and run my fingers through their body hair

I want to touch them so softly and make them feel safe and cozy in my arms

I want to wrap them up in blankets and play viddy games with them and give them forehead kisses and give them all the love in the world they deserve

I love men they are my friends and lovers my hope for something better

I love men

#men #men why are you so fucking sexy and beautiful #why do you make me feel such faggy thoughts #I just want a man to let me treat him like I've always wanted to be treated and like everyone deserves to be treated #with as many gifts and kisses and time spent and complaints heard and understanding and love and as much compassion as it takes #to let you know that you are valuable just being you #and you deserve the world #dont mind my #gay #ass loving men lol #mlm #qlm

[rainbowgothdisaster]

an inverse love triangle where two best friends try to set the other up with one himbo of a man who never catches on

the movie climaxes with the two confessing that they like the man but thought he didnt like men/women so they were like "well if i cant have him then youre having him"

then its them trying to subtley ask him if hes gay or straight and each time getting more and more obvious but himbo never realizes what they're doing (or maybe is trying to tease them) (bonus points if he doesnt give any hints or gives conflicting hints and they just get more frustrated and flustered bcuz hes just so fucking charming and sweet and charismatic and theyre like "oh my god if i dont get to kiss this cinnamon roll im going to die!")

at the end its revealed the himbo is bi and also the other two are also painfully oblivious bcuz himbo has been hitting on them both the whole entire time and they only picked up him hitting on the other (also male best friend is also bi, bcuz as much as i love the "sharing one man" troupe, its a triangle not a corner)

*side note: himbo must never feel rejected or disappointed or sad, he must be at peak happiness all the time. instead of feeling like neither want him he needs to feel so much love. hes just so head over heels in love. this is a no negtive feelings zone.

hes not anguishing over choosing. in fact no choosing. ever. its not a possibility. he doesnt consider it. maybe hes under the impression that hes going on dates or something. no feeling bamboozled either. only love. only affection.

the best friends are like "ah this is friendly affection" and hes got his arms around them like all the time. i think itd be fun if everytime hes goes to ask what they are or say what he thinks they are he gets interrupted with more match making. which he has no problem with bcuz hes got one of the loves of his life in his arm. and the others by his side so of course hes gunna sweep them into his arms as well. hes got two ppl he loves more than the whole world in his arms.

he keeps inviting them on dates and theyre like "yeah were hanging out" and both convinced they're third wheeling while not feeling left out. theyre like "oh this is a friendly hand on my waist also im such a good match maker bcuz my best friend has a hand around their waist"

#sweet man that is absolutely obsessed bcuz of how much in love he is and how wholesome everything is #is my type #need me a goofy man with a goofy smile who throws me over his shoulders and carries me to a soft bed #to absolutely destroy me with the warmest cuddles and sweet nothings #movie idea #mlm #bi polyam #holy shit i love men #like i really love men #like im so fucking gay you dong understand #its a game of toss but youre tossing a bag of candy so you dont want to toss it but everytime you do some more candy comes out #so you get candy

[woahajimes]

i think im in big trouble

#i hate history so much #i think i once made a post about ''the reason i hate it is because i dont understand it but im getting there and economics is interesting #and politics is too i just hate it because i dont understand it'' bc i genuinely thought so. no i just hate it so fucking much #i have a presentation next week about a current event and i have to answer ''how does this affect canada'' and its gotta talk about either #economics or politics and i know NOTHING about that. literally 0. today this kid got humiliated because his current event was about a #school shooting recently and it was like social psychological soething and no econ/politics and i wanted to die #its gonna be me next week im actually going to cry i hate history guys like. i'd rather physics and thats saying SOMETHING. it also doesnt #help that my history teacher is like. bullshitting everything. he's so smart dont get me wrong. one of the most philosophical and smartest #men i've met but holy jesus fuck he can't teach. he can talk and talk and talk but he doesnt teach you how to get those conclusions and #actually apply them to like stuff. yeah i have to talk about the economy and shit but how do i do that. i can memorize thigns he says but #that's not understanding???? there's an alternate history teacher and im actually going to cry bc hes an actual teacher and he also likes #me very much. (he is literally paying for my physics tutoring...). anyyways that's that. #also at work i won an award for personnel with most customer 5/5 stars #like god i love my job #and today i might or might not have purposely flirted with a man so that he could do the survey that gives me 5/5 #lol #produce guy is actually a robot i fear. either that or he genuinely doesn't like me because

[cherrykamado]

Super excited for the Cherry Jojo era tbh

LISSEN NONNIE FASKJFNDJNGKD

never in my life i thought i'd be interested in jojo's actually bc !!! no reason apparently ! but then i started watching it. and. then an existential question dawned on me:

WHY WOULDNT I, A BIG HOT MEN WHO COULD CRUSH ME ENTHUSIAST, WATCH A SERIES WHERE ALL THE MEN ARE SO BIG AND HOT AND COULD CRUSH ME ???

and now we're here and i dont think ill be able to escape

#PLS also bc i dont understand now why it never caught my eye bc ??? #the aesthetic !!!!! gave me so much glam rock vibes LMAO i love glam rock w all my heart. charas w rock band names. #big hot men who could crush me. slutty old men. men with thick thighs. men who could fuck you w their stands simultaneously. #JUST WHY DID I WAIT SO LONG ????? #🍒— cherry's mail #anon<3