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#i might try plugging the wire into my computer and dragging the images out that way but thats annoying also idk how to
muirneach · 2 years
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okay my tablet that i use for art is. broken?? or something. um it refuses to connect to wifi which means i can’t send any work to my phone (i normally use discord for this but this also knocks out any other form of sharing images). and the charging port is definitely sort of not working but it’s still kinda working so that’s a problem for a later time. um but also for some reason its not saving my art from my program (autodesk sketchbook) to my gallery?? which may be related to the wifi problem like i don’t think it needed wifi to save but who knows maybe it does and i don’t know it. uh so overall not good. so um????? help lol
#if my tablet was an ipad i would be able to airdrop to my phone and it would all be fine but its a samsung#also its not An Drawing Tablet its a tablet that i use for drawing#google is no help its like oh your wifi wont work have you tried having the right password or restarting your router#which like girl my phone and computer can both connect and this happened at both my moms and dads houses#so its obviously not my router!!!#i have had this tablet since. uhhh since like grade 5??#so okay. its been a good long time#and it was never a particularly high end thing to start with#but godddd i dont want to buy a new tablet#i could ask for one for my bday but thats in septemberrr :( also i hate asking for things lol#i might try plugging the wire into my computer and dragging the images out that way but thats annoying also idk how to#i can figure it out tho#um sorry im just. aghh girl i want to drawwww#might have to get autodesk on my phone ewww i hate drawing on my phone i dont want to do that#but i gotta get SOME work done#o good god if i ask my family for help they would. see my art. uh oh#man im so mad about this#man my headphones broke my computer has never worked right my tablet is dying at least my phone is hanging on just fine#i CAN still like. physically draw on it like the program still works#it just wont save to my tablet#so it feels very. not stable like if autodesk dies for whatever reason i wont have my work saved#so thats not good yknow#and like yeah i dont HAVE to post my art anywhere but i like sharing my art i do!!#sighhh now i have to go back to traditional only. sad! i like traditional but i ALSO like digital! why not both!
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libermachinae · 3 years
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Fault Lines Under the Living Room
Part II: Breathe - Chapter 6: Just Another One
Also available on AO3! Chapter Summary: Ratchet and Rodimus embark. Word Count: 5096
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They could have left the last stage of planetbreak to autopilot, but Ratchet kept his hands wrapped around the yoke. If there was damage the shuttle’s sensors had missed, he said, better to have someone sentient piloting. Rodimus nodded along with his logic, like he hadn’t been aware the moment Ratchet decided he would do everything in his power to distract himself from… all this.
Rodimus had little room to feel offended. He was trying to dd the same, exploring the shuttle’s interface while background threads worked through anything he might have forgotten in their haste to leave. He hadn’t gotten around to telling the engineers about the ominous blinking panel in engine room 3, and he’d neglected to pick a replacement judge for the upcoming karaoke contest. His consciousness slipped between these background thoughts and exploration and Ratchet’s piloting, both of them trying so hard not to acknowledge the other than they jumped when the alarm went off.
“Frag.”
Rodimus grabbed for controls that failed to materialize in front of him.
“What?” he demanded, looking to the monitors for an incoming projectile despite the answer pooling in his mind.
“Haven’t reached exit velocity,” Ratchet said, punching commands into the console with one hand firm on the yoke. “Forgot how much power it takes to get these old war rigs moving. I’m adjusting the flightpath to buy us time to build momentum.” The alarm stopped. “There.”
Ratchet’s words were echoes of his thoughts, old knowledge by the time they reached Rodimus’ audials. Ratchet didn’t know how to fix that problem. Rodimus hadn’t realized it was a problem. Conversations between them were already a challenge, to add this new dimension was—
They were thinking about each other’s thoughts again. Rodimus rapidly shifted between menu options until the flashing light dragged him back out of his head.
“This sucks,” he said.
Ratchet grunted. He couldn’t keep up with all of Rodimus’ thoughts at once, and even hanging onto one was a strain, so he was trying to create hard divides between them. Right now, he was generating a list of all the medical supplies one could expect to find on a ship this size, basing it on a combination of Autobot guidelines and the kinds of repairs he had seen on POWs. Rodimus’ processor tried to latch on, but the thick jargon kept him slipping off, back to exploring the workings of their new home.
No, was home not the right word? The place they were living? Where they were captive? Their cosmic questing raft? The Decepticraft? The Drifter?
Ratchet withdrew the tracker from his subspace, ignoring the way plinking ideas sunk into his thoughts like lead nuggets into molten cadmium. Autobot and Decepticon tech was not designed to be compatible, but he had performed enough surgeries with parts scavenged from the battlefield to know how to jury rig the connection. As he pulled out a small utility knife, he thought sadly of the universal adapter he had stashed with the rest of his medical supplies, all of it now sailing away to parts unknown. Though he would knock a dent into Arcee if they ever caught up to her, he did hope his kit was getting put to use.
Rodimus wondered how long Ratchet had been preparing for his trip, when the planning had started (at the vote? Overlord?), how he could have missed it. Ratchet recoiled from the blunt curiosity and his list fell apart, dumped out of short term memory as his processor scrambled to pull up the answers to Rodimus’ questions.
Mistake, mistake, mistake.
“Just—stop,” Ratchet said, waving at Rodimus like he could dispel the corrosive thoughts with a gesture.
How do I stop? Does it hurt? You’re so quiet? Are you okay? Does it hurt? What do I do? Rodimus had never had reason to stop his processor before, and the effort of trying to now was making it worse.
Ratchet, though, had a lifetime’s experience forcing himself to focus in stressful situations. He stopped responding to Rodimus’ questions, and the thoughts that did come through were focused entirely on his hands as he stripped down the tracker’s cable. Once a physical connection had been established, he would need to register the tracker as a pilot in the navicomp, then reroute the transceivers in the shuttle’s communications array to increase their range.
His calm confidence guided Rodimus’ focus. The stream of questions would not abate, but they were no longer provoked from panic, nor did they interrupt Ratchet’s process.
Will it accept an Autobot ident?
Some even turned out to be helpful.
“Probably not,” Ratchet said, their connection helping Rodimus pinpoint which of his thoughts Ratchet was responding to. “Not a problem, I can just program a new one… dammit.”
The computer flashed red: outdated codes.
“Who was stationed on this ship they would bother updating their security?” Ratchet wondered aloud, his processor trying to piece together a workaround simpler than taking apart the entire navigation system.
Rodimus hesitated, but Ratchet caught it, so there was no point to staying quiet.
“Prowl passed me some intel before we left,” he said.
“Hm.” Ratchet’s thoughts turned sharp, a phantom pain that caused Rodimus to wince.
“Codes,” he said. “Just in case.”
He hadn’t asked where Prowl had gotten them, though Ratchet’s imagination filled in the gaps. Instead, Rodimus had been doing his best to appear professional and capable before Optimus’ infamous adviser. Prowl’s optics could not bother to emote for how unimpressed he was. That Rodimus had assumed this meeting concerning “galactic relations” would be about culture clash with their closest neighbors had not helped his image.
He had nearly run out of the office when Ultra Magnus commed to say he was actually late for another meeting, stopped only by the datapad forced his way.
“A few precautions,” Prowl had called it. Rodimus downloaded the files and stored them among the events on Kimia, tech specs for the waste disposal system, and other things he could willingly not think about.
Ratchet’s hand, poised over the keyboard, clenched and shook itself out.
“I hope you ran a virus scan on that thing before you plugged it into yourself,” he said, doing a commendable job not bringing up everything this subject of conversation was making him think about.
“No, but I passed it through my antivirals.” And it didn’t feel like Prowl was remote controlling him from the opposite side of the galaxy. He doubted Prowl had the processing capacity to pilot him through multiple rounds of volcanic derby racing, for one.
“Here.” Ratchet retrieved his portable med kit from his subspace and set it on his lap. The lists were moving back in: everything he’d lost versus what he had to work with now. Rodimus found himself sobered and accepted the antiviral chip when it was passed to him. “Load this and run another scan. You might experience a few seconds lag or disorientation; just ride it out and let the chip do its job.” A few very rare cases experienced sensory inversion, but longterm effects were uncommon enough Ratchet wouldn’t bother to mention them.
Rodimus cracked a grin as he popped open a port cover and inserted the chip. He grimaced as he installed the program—invasive medical programs were rarely comfortable to integrate—then ran Prowl’s files through it.
So, there had been a tracking signal that Rodimus’ programs had failed to uncover, but once that had been snipped out the rest were deemed safe. Rodimus tightbeamed the data to Ratchet who used it to finish building their fake Decepticon and finally got through. ‘Galeforce’ finished integrating the tracker and set the system to start searching for Drift’s signal.
“Thanks,” Ratchet said, a longer pause than normal between thinking the word and saying it out loud. Internal distractions compounded and inevitably led them to crashing into each other, so maybe talking would redirect enough of their attention to stop the spiraling before it could start.
Rodimus chanced a glance at him but could not catch his optic; he was still focused on the controls.
“No problem,” he said. Drift had once wasted a full off-shift failing to teach him how to meditate. The problem had not been Drift’s teaching: it was all Rodimus and his inability to let a thought go once it manifested. It was like they stuck him, coils of barbed wire wrapped round and around, each pinprick demanding his attention and—”How far is it to the outer rim?”
“Depends where we’re going, and if Drift’s on the move,” Ratchet said. The screen of the navicomp blinked, a pinwheel replacing the previous screen. “Might find somewhere to get comfortable. This part’s been known to go for a few hours.”
“Hours?” Rodimus repeated. Anything that could have once been considered comfortable was covered in junk. The captain’s chair had belonged to Ratchet before they had taken off, and the flight deck chairs were too abandoned to feel secure.
“The transceiver on Drift’s speeder isn’t strong enough to send a direct signal,” Ratchet said. “It’s going to have to bounce between Galactic Council transmission planets a bit before it makes it back here.” Assuming Drift had strayed close enough for one to grab his signal. From what Ratchet understood, though, they were almost impossible to avoid these days. “Whatever we get’s going to be a few days old, but it’s a start.”
Rodimus’ processor drew up a cartoonish map, a dotted line zigzagging between planets to show the path Drift’s signal would take. He recoiled from under Ratchet’s scrutiny, but all his haste could add was a backdrop of randomized stars.
“While we’re waiting, I’ve got us on course to slingshot around Scarvix’s star,” Ratchet went on. A note of surprise: Rodimus’ stress had caused his own cables to tense. “By the time the tracker gets us some coordinates, we should be ready to… This isn’t helping.”
Rodimus was distressed and Ratchet was spiraling. How were they going to make it all the way to the outer rim? What would they do if Drift had nothing for them? Refused to help? Rodimus couldn’t keep tying himself in knots, nor could he endure the sting every time Ratchet anguished over a possible future trapped together.
“I distract myself.” Rodimus forced his voice through the fog.
“How?” Ratchet was gripping the edge of the captain’s seat, squeezing until the hard edge reminded him which body was his.
“A lot of things work: racing, fight,” Rodimus said. “Anything that could get me out of my head for a few minutes.”
Meteor surfing, free all skydiving, asteroid spelunking. Any activity that teased the edge of mortality (crafting a spectacle was a bonus) was fair game. The rush of knowing he was solely responsible for the continued light of his spark never failed to wipe his mind of the stress of everything else.
Ratchet could not relate. Nor could he imagine how they were going to fit a racetrack into a ship just a bit larger than Swerve’s. Sparring might have been an option, were it not for the fact that every step risked tripping and landing face first on something volatile.
The idea hit Rodimus and he groaned.
“What about—cleaning?” Ratchet gestured around them. “I don’t want to put up with this chaos for longer than I have to.”
And there was something nostalgic about it. After the destruction of his Rodion clinic, Ratchet started practicing performative minimalism; anything of purely sentimental value had to be kept on his person, out of harm’s way. Prior to that, his offices had been littered with evidence of a life lived mostly within their walls: chickenscratch notes immediately forgotten, used energon cubes, and fond mementos from old friends he would get around to calling one of these days, for sure. Over days and weeks it would pile up, until he was using his lap as a desk and had no choice but to sweep it all back into a configuration resembling tidiness.
Rodimus balked at Ratchet’s fondness of those memories. Cleaning for him was performed on hands and knees, tips of steel wool sticking into his finish as he worked rust out of wash rack corners. Back and forth over the same spot, over and over and over, until boredom pressed down like it intended him to become one with the floor.
“Punishment detail,” he said, though Ratchet had already guessed.
During the war he had bounced between barracks and military vessels, plugging into recharge docks still warm from their last occupant. How could he ever take pride over a cleaned room when neither the space nor the mess belonged to him? He had tried to improve his habits upon moving into the Lost Light, but there were reasons Ultra Magnus refused to meet him at his hab suite.
“It’s not just about the space,” Ratchet said. “It’s an emotional reset. When you have time to clean, it means the fighting’s over for now.” Ratchet’s memories had lost hold of entire days stationed in field hospitals, brought back only as he had wiped down his instruments and organized his remaining supplies. Rubbing cleanser deep into his joints to free them of the day’s residue was one small kindness he could afford himself.
Rodimus shrugged and twisted in the seat so he could rest his chin on the back of it. He scanned the room. It certainly looked like a fight had gone through.
“Right.” Ratchet did one better than him and stood up. “You’ve got decent knees, so you can start by hauling those shelves back into place.”
“Decent knees?” Rodimus repeated, allowing himself to crack a grin. He shoved himself from the chair and wandered out into the swamp, tripping once as he felt something snap under his heel. “Old joint all worn out, doc?”
“Just got them replaced,” Ratchet corrected, “and I’d rather not break them in on a mess that wasn’t even my fault.” First Aid would let him have it, and he was already due for a tongue lashing whenever they got back to the Lost Light. “This can be your penance.”
“Penance.” Rodimus laughed through the word, though he was already maneuvering around the shelves in question, trying to guess which end would be easiest to lift from given the state of the floor around them. “Right, because I’m the one who put you on this ship in the first place.” Neither would have been out here if Ratchet had just asked to go get Drift.
Nor if Rodimus had gone first—not sent him away—prevented Overlord—
“Here,” Ratchet said, clearing some of the space Rodimus had been tiptoeing around. “Let’s start with this.”
They started together, Ratchet picking through whatever was in Rodimus’ way as he heaved the shelves upright, but their tasks caused them to drift apart, Ratchet sorting through his findings while Rodimus shoved the room back into a semblance of order. He drifted into a rhythm of lifting and pushing, occasionally grunting with the effort of returning the room to its previous state. This plan was derailed almost immediately: he’d had other things on his mind when he first rushed onto the bridge, and the placement of the various shelves and crates had missed his attention entirely. Even Ratchet’s memory of the layout was imperfect.
So, he got creative with it, using the shelves to form a divider between the cockpit and what would have been the command zone. He used the crates to fill in the gaps and form uneven benches along the walls, and as he took to shoving the broken pieces and miscellaneous ends into piles, the bridge started to take the shape of a living space. Ratchet, glancing up from his work only to remind Rodimus not to lift with his back, had no complaints about the design choices.
He spoke up again when Rodimus paused before one of the larger crates, considering it carefully.
“It’s not a bad idea,” he said, “but I doubt you’re the first to have it. Why would the Cons waste space with chairs when they’re already tripping over storage cubes?”
“You can’t relax sitting on a block,” Rodimus said, although, he reflected, that was likely the point.
In the end, he settled for placing a couple smaller cubes on either side of the makeshift table, almost adding a third before he thought better of it and slotted it into a space on the wall, finally covering up the loosened panel from which red light continued to trickle. His cables relaxed and he became aware that he had been hearing a buzz (a melody?) in the back of his processor ever since the flare. The silence that swept in to fill the space was just as loud, but slightly less grating.
His optics swept the room; still chaotic, according to Ratchet, but Rodimus thought it was gaining a shape. Noticing that he had accidentally blocked the door at the back of the bridge, he went to clear it, and was surprised when it didn’t open automatically for him, nor did he see a control pad.
“Ident sensor,” Ratchet said. He had noticed it built into the upper frame of the door.
“What, more secret tech stashed back there?” Rodimus asked. Both their minds bloomed with possibilities, but Ratchet shut them down.
“Recharge docks, more likely,” he said. “We had similar systems on some of the larger warships. Kept bots to their assigned off-shifts.” On one occasion, a superior officer had tried to use the same tactic to lock Ratchet out of his medbay when he was supposed to be recharging. After the public fallout settled, no one else dared to try it. “I can rig up our transceivers with a couple more facsimiles, soon as I’m finished here.”
Rodimus grinned and waved up at the sensor. He thought he could feel a brush of radiation as it scanned him, but Ratchet rebuffed the notion; it wasn’t nearly that powerful.
If that was true, what was to stop the Decepticons from lacing their ships with invisible observation devices? What if it had already discovered the intruders and was sending alerts straight to the DJD who were—
Fifteen pounds titanium alloys, ten pounds compressed carbon, eighty pounds halogen…
Ratchet’s thoughts were calm, regular, and purposeful enough for Rodimus to latch on. He glanced around again. He could start clearing the stairs. Or sweeping up glass. He could create a designated pile of useful equipment, or check that all the navigation terminals were in working order, or perform a quick security sweep. So many options. So many ways to prove that he was taking this seriously and was ready to work to stay out of Ratchet’s way.
“Come here, Rodimus.”
Of course, thinking about his options accomplished none of them. Aware he would continue wasting time if left to his own devices, he complied, plopping down in front of Ratchet. He landed in a relaxed sprawl, his position calculated down to the bend of his fingers.
Ratchet glanced up to him, thoughts of energon stock briefly set aside.
“Maybe you should’ve paid more attention to those meditation lessons,” he said.
“Told you, it didn’t work.” Never mind that he hadn’t said that part out loud; it was the defining feature of that memory. Drift had tried so hard, patiently explaining each step and troubleshooting when Rodimus struggled. They had tried different techniques, positions, even locations, and at every one, Rodimus’ thoughts had caught up to him and refused to be ignored. And every time, Drift had nodded with gentle understanding and suggested something new to try.
Because that was who Drift was: patient, calm, nonjudgmental. A forged mentor.
Ratchet’s thoughts hit him like acid rain.
“Did you know your ‘best friend’ at all?”
Of course he did, he wanted to say. All the important bits! Like that he was more regimented than Magnus when it came to his refueling schedule: one cube at the start of duty shift, and one at off-shift, every single cycle. That with his years brought experience untold, solutions and advice always at the ready. That Drift had been, and still was, extremely dangerous.
But when he dove inward to find these answers, he discovered something else: another Drift, sharp, with tattered, ill-defined edges that nonetheless drew and intimidating silhouette. This Drift was cloaked not in radiant light, but wrapped himself in darkness like a shawl, and when he tried to speak it was in many voices, none of which Rodimus recognized.
“Real friends don’t worship the ground you walk on,” Ratchet was saying. “I know your perception’s skewed since you think you have to live up to the very scratches in Optimus’ finish, but that behavior’s not healthy and it’s not normal. Drift is a real person, not some sort of—of fantasy fulfillment for you to drain until your hero complex is satisfied.”
Impatient, masking over constant stress, deeply critical of everyone but wrestling with his own failings: the other Drift’s hand appeared not with a sword, but a gun.
“I’m sorry.”
And vanished.
Ratchet released his death grip on an energon cube and set it aside.
“Not me you need to apologize to.”
“I know,” Rodimus said. “But you’re here, and it means something to you.”
“It doesn’t.” Ratchet’s lie was scratchy, like a frayed wire. “Drift’s made plenty of bad decisions in his life.” You’re just another one.
That’s not any of your business.
Habit kept them civil on the outside, but nothing, least of all self control, could stop them from thinking their truths. Drift had taken his post-war freedom and handed it straight to Rodimus, his dripping optimism like a fresh protoform faith. He had taken every dirty, demeaning job the Lost Light required of him, because he was good at them, because he wanted to help, because it was the only thing he knew how to do, because Rodimus had asked. Rodimus had taken advantage of, given an opportunity to, betrayed, saved, sacrificed—trying his best and couldn’t help that—
“Cleaning,” Ratchet said. “Cleaning.”
It took Rodimus a second just to find his body, then remember the piles of cubes stacked between them.
“What?” he asked. Even with a mental warning, he startled at the cleaning rag that landed on him.
“Some of the cubes were damaged in the crash, but it’s impossible to tell which when they’re piled together like this,” Ratchet said. He picked one from the pile and nested it in his own rag, diligently wiping away the loose energon before he unwrapped it and held it to the light. “Clean ‘em and check for damage. Get a leaker, pour it into the can with the rest. We can feed them to the ship’s reserve cells.”
The flight time bought by even a full crate’s worth of cubes would be negligible, but that wasn’t the point. Rodimus took a cube off the top of the nearest pile, feeling along the buckled edges. Were it just his own head to deal with, it might have been enough, but Ratchet’s still burning fury would not be so easily shut off.
“He volunteered,” Rodimus said.
Had he? Ratchet hadn’t known that. Rather than calm him, though, the new information made the fire in his spark burn hotter.
“I’m not having this conversation,” he said.
The cube hit the floor with an unsatisfying thud and Rodimus stood up.
“Whatever.” He had a taste of grim satisfaction watching Ratchet freeze.
“Don’t—” Ratchet started, but Rodimus cut him off.
“I get it,” he said. “You hate me. I’m used to it. I get people hating me for who I am way before they find out all the slagged choices I’ve made. But when you’re—you—”
Ratchet was treating Drift like a drone, unable to make any choice beyond its core programming, and Rodimus the cruel engineer who delighted in watching it shock itself. Rodimus could take lashing Ratchet delivered, but objectifying Drift and calling it righteous was a step too far.
“Except that’s not what I’m saying,” Ratchet said. His voice was steady and he stayed seated; he did not try to chase Rodimus. “Of course Drift is self-sufficient. I’ve never doubted that. And I believe you that he volunteered, because it’s the exact kind of glitched plan he would come up with. But the world is bigger than you, Rodimus.”
He knew—
Drift pledging life and spark to a leader whose words struck a thousand furnaces. Cast through self-revolutions of building and breaking himself, each new face patterned after what the last one lacked. Fighting his way up an eroding cliff face of rejection, reaching out…
“It’s more than you,” Ratchet said. “Drift might have volunteered. But I’ve got to check your conductors for rust if you think he wanted to go.”
“I know, but…” If Drift wanted salvation, who was Rodimus to deny him?
“His friend, allegedly.” Though Ratchet seethed with the word, there was a hidden gentleness behind it. Drift needed friends.
Rodimus had never considered that. He knew Drift was not well liked among some Autobots, a target of suspicion if not outright hostility, but Rodimus had always seen him rise above it. Strong and steadfast and as confident in himself as he was, isolation seemed no weight on his struts.
“He’s just a bot like any other,” Ratchet said. Well. Not any other. Neither knew anyone quite like Drift. “He gets slagged ideas, too, and as you’re friend, you’re supposed to tell him that.”
Ratchet had never hesitated to tell Optimus when he was being an idiot. Not much good it had done them all in the end, but memories of yelling at the Prime while elbow-deep in his wiring helped break the tension that had crystallized between them.
“I messed up,” Rodimus said quietly.
Ratchet gestured to the floor on the other side of the cube pile.
“You did,” he said, shaking his head at Rodimus’ ripe disappointment. “What do you want me to do? Say you tried your best and forgive you? You’re right, Rodimus. Whatever your reasons for not acting sooner, Drift’s the one who has to deal with your consequences.”
“I’m scared,” Rodimus admitted as he took a seat again. He picked up the cube he had been checking before and looked it over: no leaks. He put it in the intact pile and retrieved the next. “I liked what we had before, and I’m scared Drift’s going to hate me now that his big sacrifice turned out to be for nothing.”
“What you had before wasn’t sustainable,” Ratchet said. He had moved back into his own rhythm, optics on his hands while he spoke to Rodimus. “Want to talk about objectifying? You treated Drift like a personal worshiper.”
Rodimus ducked his helm. It sucked to feel Ratchet’s scrutiny even without those fierce optics on him, but he knew it was deserved. It had just been so nice to feel appreciated for once. To have someone tell him, without disclaimer or exception, that he was good at something and could help people. Everyone else was always searching for his flaw; Drift had been the first to explore Rodimus with the intention to find his virtues. It was the praise Rodimus missed most, second only to the camaraderie, and even while acknowledging it was for the best, it still stung to know he couldn’t have that back.
Ratchet set down a cube and did not immediately reach for another one.
“I can’t make any guarantees about what Drift will do, but I think you would actually find friendship without aftkissing to be more rewarding,” he said.
But I liked that, Rodimus thought, to his horror. Ratchet rolled his optics.
I’m sure you did.
“Of course,” he said out loud. “And you never doubted it? Never once thought, ‘Hey, this level of devotion from a bot I haven’t shared three words with is a little weird’?”
No. But a few moments slipped in from Rodimus’ memories. When Drift told him about his affiliation ceremony, there were embers of a once blazing inferno glowing behind his optics, a side of the ex-Decepticon that Rodimus told himself was but a lingering echo. Drift had given up that kind of passion on his road to atonement. At least, Rodimus had convinced himself as much.
“He told you exactly what you wanted to hear, knowing you would fill in the gaps,” Ratchet said. “He is a survivalist.” And to have survived so much, only to once more find himself without a home or support was a mockery of justice and everything Ratchet had believed the Autobots stood for.
That was why he needed to leave.
“And you’re getting your new chance because of it,” he said. “You didn’t earn it, but you’re getting one anyway. And if you really meant that apology, you’ll do something different this time.”
Rodimus knew that, could internalize the idea, but when so much of what he did felt like an externally sourced script running of its own volition, he struggled to make it a guarantee. He could intend, with every fiber of every cable, to do better the second time around. But so often the pressure of potential disappointment became its own self-fulfilling prophecy.
“Well, so long as we’re stuck together, you won’t be alone,” Ratchet said. “I’ll be there. I won’t let you do that to him.”
“Okay,” Rodimus said. He had heard promises like that before, from bot who promised to support him only to turn tailpipe once they learned what that meant.
But now he could feel Ratchet’s resolve. Not to Rodimus, to whom his emotions were turbulent and untrustworthy, but to Drift and giving him what life would otherwise conspire to keep away. He thought Drift a fool for the role he had assigned himself at Rodimus’ side, but he would not deny him his agency if that was something he wanted to regain.
The navicomp beeped. They stood simultaneously and Ratchet moved back to the captain’s chair to inspect the screen.
“We’ve got a hit,” he said. “Vitreous.” An organic planet, according to the report. Neither of their databanks could produce any further information.
“A week?” Rodimus’ voice was tight as Ratchet scanned the details.
“Give or take,” he said. “If we need to refuel, that will add a couple days.”
“Sure.” Rodimus was trying very hard not to think about what a week of this would be like.
Ratchet was doing it enough for both of them.
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davyruiz · 4 years
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Virtua Incubus - Pt.2
*con't from 'Virtua Incubus - Pt. 1', this is an adult horror story based off the Deadmeat 'Create A Killer' episode, The VR Incubus. i wrote this as a fan and hope you enjoy it like i enjoy the Deadmeat YT channel.*
When I arrived the Dan Lan Party was actually a mini detective ring. As Dan explained, some were playing Wigs and Warriors while most were trying to find out why places were being burned down. I told him my story about the library. He opened up about what they found.
Luckily or unfortunately, someone at the party had just had a monitor fixed at YourElecSpace. It all seemed to work fine until the night of the attack. The monitor flashed with a sort of virus before freezing up. A single image of a beautiful succubus stayed burned onto the screen.
The dudes knew the succubus as Elle Fira. She was a popular character from a line of adult video games going back to the late eighties. Brandon, the one with the monitor, knew the Elle Fira and the company Nomed Nomad were based in Seattle. Their newest VR game had just dropped seven days before the first fire.
I asked if Chet had worked on the monitor. He had. Feeling pulled in even deeper, I told them about Chet. Many faces turned from interest to fear. Those playing Wigs and Warriors were now focused on the current mess. I told them Chet may be behind everything. I don't know why I said it but I did.
Barry suddenly came down the stairs. We started to catch up when someone called my name. They started to expose some basic information on Chet but they said he didn't have much online. Mostly a blog ranting about celebrities and nude scandals. Others were suddenly on his page laughing at his various postings.
That was when the chaos erupted. One by one the screens flashed with the images of Elle Fira and porn. Not just any porn but photos of almost everyone in the room. Mixed in were regular images of homes and family members. Elle Fira could be heard laughing over static. The words 'I KNOW WHO YOU ARE' flashed on every screen before Dan pulled the plug.
Darkness. Only for a split second. Then the screens flickered back on. All the stereos and speakers were put on full blast. Sparks flew as wires once again came to life. Dan started smashing monitors but he was torn into pieces by all the collected cables.
Everyone near a computer was now being devoured or beaten by their own devices. Barry was trying to pull me up the stairs but cables began to wrap around my ankle. I looked up at Barry and he was suddenly gone. Ignoring the shocks from the cables, I tried my best to pull my leg free.
Brandon was having cables forced down his throat while another person was being hung by the rafters. Like a firework, Brandon came to life with a thousand volts and the place started on fire. I remember screaming when Barry was suddenly back. He had a meat cleaver in his hands.
With a swing and a spark, Barry cut the wire and I pulled myself up the stairs. I threw the cut cable on the floor like a poisonous snake. We ran outside before calling the cops. Neighbors were gathered outside. Lights had been flickering and people could hear the screaming from the street. The house was now engulfed in flames.
Something inside of me snapped. I wanted answers. Dan had just been ripped into pieces by his own equipment. Barry asked what I wanted to do and we agreed to leave the scene. Avoiding the police felt like the right thing to do. Would they believe a dead employee might have done all this?
I asked Barry if he knew where Chet lived. He did. They lived in the same apartment building. Meg would sometimes walk with him to work. We ran to the apartments. I don't know what was driving me but my instincts said to go to his place.
His place was easy to find, the only door with police tape all across it. I busted open the door and went in. The place still smelled of burned flesh and rott. Barry was hesitant to enter but I dragged him in. Together we looked over the bizarre scene.
There was a large burn spot in the middle of the living space. You could even see the layout of where the wires used to be. Bits of melted plastic were left and only a few things of equipment remained. I don't know what I expected to find. That is when we both heard it.
A loose floorboard. Barry was standing in a far corner by a fake plant. Under the floorboard was a memory stick. Just as we put the board back, there was a loud thump. It sounded like someone in the bedroom. We started to make our way to the door when it emerged.
A winged figure with scorched clothing and wires fused to decayed flesh began to stalk down the hall towards us. It wore a massive VR helmet and made a bizarre clicking noise. Barry pulled me out the door as it spread its wings made of electrical equipment. It charged forward as we left the apartment.
I remember hearing wood breaking and a haunting cry as we ran down the hall. The creature was coming for us and we needed to get out of the apartment complex. Nothing stopped the creature. I turned back as I saw a scared woman emerge from her home. The creature tore her head off as I made it outside.
We got to Barry's car when the creature took flight. It was chasing us even in the sun. Try as hard as we could, we could not shake the mangled mess. We missed stop lights and stop signs all while the beast destroyed anything in its path. Sparks even flew from street lamps and telephone wires above. Barry was in a panic and asked for directions.
I told him to head to the park. Something in my head was telling me to go there. To lure the creature away from town and destroy the memory stick. It was my only plan and I hoped it worked. The creature was a bit away from us when we got to the empty parking lot. There were no cars in the lot we picked but there were people enjoying the April day.
Just as we got out of the car and I stepped on the curb, the creature smashed down. Barry's car was crushed like a tin can and Barry was sent flying to the ground. I almost lost my footing but I watched as the bizarre demon turned to look at me. There was a buzzing in my ear and I remember feeling frozen.
The burned electrical monstrosity slowly climbed from the car as I moved backwards. I don't know how but I knew that thing was Chet. Then it was like a flash. I was suddenly throwing the tiny device towards the pond and the beast was getting ready to ponce.
Just as the memory stick smashed against a tree, the creature froze mid air. I remember the memory stick breaking into pieces as I fell to the ground. It was like something otherworldly. The wired covered thing began to scream and flicker away before suddenly bursting into nothing.
I thought that was the end of it. Barry and I grew closer. My roommate returned and so did my sister Sarah. I forgot about the essay and failed my class but things were slowly recovering. That was for a little while. Then my roommate got a strange message on their laptop. It was an invitation to be the first to try a new VR game called Elle Fira and the Virtual Incubus. The incubus looked just like the monster Chet had become.
After finding my roommate dead, it was just the beginning. Another chain reaction that I wish I could stop. First my roommate, then my sister's boyfriend, and then half the town. Now Barry, Sarah, and me head to Seattle. I don't know where it will end but it starts with the demon in the VR game.
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Virtua Incubus - Pt.1
*this is an adult horror story based off the Deadmeat 'Create A Killer' episode, The VR Incubus. i wrote this as a fan and hope you enjoy it like i enjoy the Deadmeat YT channel.*
You ever had a problem that seems so small in the end? One that starts a chain of events you wish you could have avoided? A chain of events you wish you could have stopped? That was me and my stupid essay. It was just another essay for English but it became so much more.
It was just like any other April day. Bits of sunshine, bits of wind, and that tiny chance of rain at any moment. I had to run to one of my favorite haunts because my cat broke my laptop. Had I known my roommate would be out of town and my sister back home in Illinois, I would have been more careful.
I walked down to YourElecSpace and enjoyed the warmth of the sun. The sky looked like wallpaper or some animated set piece. Arriving at the store I was expecting to see Chet but instead I was greeted with a new face. She was young and peppy but not my normal crew. I looked for Edgar.
In the back by the video games, Edgar was playing some sort of horror title about pizza places. I told him about my laptop and he was quick to help me. It should have stopped there. A quick fix and back home to work. I had to ask.
Where was Chet? Chet worked everyday except Sundays. Edgar went pale. He wouldn't tell me. He said my laptop would need to be fixed overnight and he went into the back room. I decided to ask the new girl. She was eager to tell me everything.
Chet was fired. He was also dead. The girl explained that he had been fired for looking at and sharing private stuff from customers. She emphasized private. The cops got involved and they found him dead in his apartment. Attached to a VR machine. There was a pause.
She looked at the only other customer in the store and leaned in. Chet was killed while plugged into a self made sex machine. I understood why Edgar went quiet. I thanked her and she said anytime. She told me to follow her on SpacePlace.
I had trouble sleeping that night. Chet was just a friendly face I saw from time to time. The store had midnight releases for games and movies, Chet was always there. I remember they had a screening of some old slasher flick and a tournament for Kombat Monster Smash. Chet was the one that set those both up.
The next day the sun was out once again but it had rained. The scent still lingered in the air as I walked to the shop once again. That scent soon faded to something else. Smoke. And then I heard the noise of panic and terror. The electronic store was no more. Only wreckage and ash remained.
Cops kept the crowd at bay but it was clearly a disaster. I found my friend Barry and a girl on the curbside. Barry was sobbing and trying to get free from the girl's hold. He kept screaming his sister's name. The girl told me all she could but the rest of the gathered people filled in the full story.
Last night three employees and two customers were killed. They were all fried and left connected to melted devices. I could not believe it. Breaking away from the crowd and walking a bit, I decided to head to the library to clear my thoughts.
It was my favorite place until everything happened. I was just losing myself to the scent of old books and a random mystery novel when the hysterics started. The lights began to flicker and even spark. One of the librarians was trying to calm another down as all the computer screens flashed with pornography.
Not just any nude women or men but the workers and customers who were killed in the recent accident. A few of the librarians were also exposed. Soon a few people who had been using the computers were flashed on display.
Try as we might the computers and monitors stayed on. The images continued to flash and taunt everyone inside. Then the true terror began. All the electronic equipment we had unplugged started to plug back in. I started for the exit.
I remember screaming as the various equipment came to life and attacked everyone. Computers choked and shocked while wires dragged and pulled people apart. A shredder devoured a librarian as I saw a winged figure escape through a high window.
There were sirens and flashing lights as I ran home. I don't think I slept that night. The next day it was raining. I went to my friend Dan's hoping for answers or at least a way to escape things. He was having his usual Dan Lan Party and it all seemed to line up. His party normally starts at noon and ends the next morning.
*con't in 'Virtua Incubus - Pt.2'
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