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old-tsuchinoko · 2 years
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Hm.. yes.. very normal about this guy
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discopaddock · 3 months
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I DON'T WANNA TALK - CHARLES LECLERC
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SUMMARY: charles is mad after the bad race, what can go wrong after screaming at his girlfriend?
PAIRING: charles leclerc x fem!reader
GENRE: angst with happy (???) ending
WORD COUNT: 0.9k
WARNINGS: screaming, crying, charles is mad, traumatizing childhood and parent, ENGLISH ISN'T NY FIRST LANGUAGE
AUTHOR'S NOTE: hiya, was inactive for a (longer) moment, school still sucks, inspiration is taking offence at me and history at school does kill me right now fr (we started the great war recently and watched im westen nichts neues - i hate this kind of films). anyway this was based in this request.
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Charles was angry. No, he was furious.
Race didn't go well. He had to retire after Perez touched him and he ended up in the wall.
Race was good, for two laps he was even leading but then the Mexican showed up and Charles’ good race said “bye bye”.
“Charles,” his girlfriend said after they were finally in their hotel room.
He wasn't in the mood for talking. He didn't want her pity. He wanted to take a shower (another one) and scream in his pillow.
The girl was looking at him, worried. This wasn't the state she has seen him for many times. It was the first time actually.
“I don't wanna talk” he answered only and grabbed some clothes of his and entered the bathroom.
“If you’d like to-” she started but he turned around to face her with anger written on his face, panting.
“Shut up!” Charles yelled at her and entered the bathroom. She was left speechless. There were tears forming in her eyes that started falling down when she heard the slam of the door.
Oh, she really didn't want it to come back.
Life was good, great even, then those memories came to her mind, causing another session of crying.
The girl had no idea what to do.
Her eyesight wasn't so clear as she was looking for the tissues, convinced that her make up was smeared as hell.
When she finally found some in her bag, she next jumped on the bed and covered herself with the blanket.
Her heart was hurt, it didn't crack in shatters but still it hurt as hell.
She felt like that seven year old girl, who was standing in front of her father, crying because he yelled at her.
She was screamed at because of trying to make her dad come to terms with her beloved mother.
It was too much for little Y/N. It hunted her for years.
Especially now, when her and Charles were trying everything to have a baby. She was frightened she became the same as her father and her child would have to experience the same case as she had.
And now it was too much for adult Y/N.
She knew she should meet her therapist as soon as she could but she couldn't since she was travelling with her boyfriend around Asia for the next two weeks and her therapist wasn't doing online appointments.
And there she was, still lying on her side of the king-size bed covered with a blanket and still crying.
Charles wasn't aware of his girlfriend's reaction to his behaviour until he left the bathroom, all showered and with a clear mind, and heard sobs in the room.
He sighed only and went to the bed and took a seat beside the girl. He carefully took off the blanket of her face and saw her with smeared make up, red eyes and runny nose.
She didn't want to talk with him and put her head in the pillow, so he couldn't look at her.
“I'm sorry-” he started but her hushed by the pillow voice interrupted him with:
“I don't wanna talk.”
So Charles didn't talk more but kissed her head quickly and left to the living room, to give her space he knew she needed.
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The next hour went, well, silent.
Y/N wasn't sobbing anymore, just blowing off her nose and coughing from time to time. Charles at the other hand was thinking about his new song and was trying to write any notes but he lacked at stave paper and at any keyboard or piano.
The girl finally got out of the bed and entered the bathroom. She grabbed some cotton pads and put micellar water on it and began to remove her make up.
It was a heavenly feeling for her, since her eyelids were sticking to each other because of the mascara.
Next she grabbed some cleaning foam and removed the rest of the cosmetics and put on the cream.
The girl left the bathroom and went to Charles who was sitting on the couch with some folded paper around.
He heard her steps and turned around to see her face.
“Ready to talk?” he asked only and she nodded, then sat beside him. “I'm sorry, truly” he said, looking into her eyes, that he loved so much. Now they were puffed and red from the crying.
“I know” she answered and hugged him like a koala. Charles wrapped his arms around her body, without saying any words.
“What happened?” the man asked, rubbing her back with his palm. “Tell me, I'm not leaving this without any explanation,” he added in a calm tone.
The girl was silent for a few moments. But then she told him only:
“Father was screaming at me for trying to help.”
Charles was speechless. He knew his girlfriend’s relationship with her father wasn't good, but he didn't know it was that bad. He never asked since her mother told him not to for the girl's mental state.
“I'm sorry, dove. I'm so sorry” he whispered to her ear, trying to comfort her the best he could.
“I don't want to be like him” she mumbled in the crock of his neck and he sighed.
“You are not like him,” he assured her. “You will never be like him,” he added and kissed her temple. “You are a better person than him, dove.”
“I love you” she mumbled.
“I love you too” she whispered back and they remained silent for the rest of the night, cuddled in each other’s arms.
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gatitties · 1 year
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omg AKAKEKAKAAL 😔
Oki!!
You can make scenario / headcanon for Sugar Daddy Shanks and Sugar Daddy Mihawk ( separately ) x reader? Very fluff and a little comedy ( for Shanks)
Like since the question that Shanks asks YN to be his Sugar Baby, and he every day goes to the cafeteria where YN works and the university where she studies to deliver gifts and snacks, and also when they ask if YN wants to live with them because they wanted YN around and finally has a serious relationship because they are seriously in love and he explains that he was insecure about having a serious relationship because every time it didn't work out, either because of just financial interest or some other reason, but it never worked out, so they made Sugar's proposal to just approach NY to know better and have a relationship aaawn my gah! 😖
YN's life was very lonely and alone with a slightly difficult financial life, and even though she is Sugar Baby, she still decides to continue working (because she likes to work at that job) so the moments that Shanks has with YN are just pure romance and nights of much love but genuine!-im- done, sorry 😖😔♥️
Shanks is a famous billionaire/rich man, as is Mihawk)))
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─Shanks & Mihawk (separately) x reader
─Summary: what you thought was a financial relationship ended up being something more than that
─Warnings: modern au
I live for shanks being roasted 😈
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Your head almost hit your desk, you opened your eyes trying to focus on the notes you had been concentrating on before, but sleep was winning this battle, lately you had the night shift of the cafeteria where you worked and it was breaking your college schedules.
But you liked work and money always came in handy, you cut yourself off from your family when you went to study outside your hometown, your relationship with them was never very close so you had to look for work because you weren't someone rich.
At least, not at the beginning of your first years of studies, you met Shanks after you spent two years living alone, he offered you small jobs, such as being his companion at galas, meetings or other kind of favors for a large amount of money, that's how you became his sugar baby, even though you started to have more money you still liked your job so you continued there.
You decided to close your laptop to stop studying, it wasn't even that late at night but your energy was completely depleted, just before you lay down on the bed, you checked your messages seeing that Shanks himself had sent you a message.
You frowned slightly, he was asking you to accompany him to a gala tonight, lately you had an internal conflict about your relationship with him, even if your relationship is purely for financial interest at a certain point you noticed that he liked to indulge you much more than normal, you never had the courage to ask if he wanted a serious relationship because being a multi-millionaire man with several companies, he had a couple of other women by his side as companions on other occasions, you interpreted it as being nice to you for being in your situation.
You answered in the negative, your brain was off enough not to feel like being a person full of life and smiling, not today, you needed a break from all this exhaustion of exams and clients. You sent another apology message for not being available and once and for all your body sank into your bed hoping to rest.
An hour after you fell asleep, some anxious knocking on your door made you wake up from your sleep, completely annoyed by whoever decided to interrupt your well-deserved rest, you were ready to yell at what you thought was a neighbor who decided to ask you for a favor, however the words died on the tip of your tongue at the sight of the redhead standing in the hallway of your building block.
"Shanks… what?"
You rubbed your eyes to check that sleep wasn't playing a trick on you, but he smiled down at you as if he was embarrassed for having surprised you, you let him in hoping he would clarify why he was here if he supposedly had an important gala.
"It was a lie… the gala, I just wanted to see you but I didn't know what excuse to make."
"Oh…" you sat next to him putting your hand on his shoulder, you noticed how he seemed to tense up, he didn't look at you which was strange because he always likes to make eye contact with you, you noticed how he moved his hands nervously as if he wanted to say something else "Hey Shanks, are you alright? you seem-"
"I- this whole sugar baby thing started because I didn't know how to ask you to have a relationship, I wasn't sure if someone as young as you would want to- you know- I thought it was a good way to get closer to you, but it bothers me a little that you take it as another job, I just want-"
You cut the string of him off with a little kiss, all this nervousness over a confession, if you were a teenager you'd be winding your hair around your finger with a goofy grin on your face, even though you did have the goofy grin.
"Shanks you are a complete idiot you know that?"
"Is that a yes?"
"No."
You changed your smile to a flat expression, though the joke didn't last long when you saw the man's kicked puppy face, making you roll your eyes and kiss him again, he grabbed your hands rubbing his thumb against your knuckles.
"So… there was something else I'd like to ask you" you raised an eyebrow at his words, nodding for him to continue "would you like to come live with me? Since you are my official partner, I would like to pamper you much more."
"I…"
Your mind entered the conflict of the moving, Shanks does not live near the city which would imply that you needed a method of daily transportation, in addition to the fact that you didn't want to leave your job even with this offer in hand.
"Don't worry about anything! I would do anything to balance our schedules and be able to take you everywhere, I'm not asking you to quit your job if you like it, I just want us to spend more time together without needing excuses."
"Okay Shanks, I would like that too, but the next time you want to propose something to me, don't do it on a Sunday at two in the morning or I'll cut any kind of contact."
"But-!"
"No 'but', now let's go to bed" he raised his eyebrows up and down hinting while squeezing your thigh, you sighed rubbing your temple "or I go to bed and you go to the sofa, if that's what you want."
"I was kidding!"
"Mmmh yeah, the sofa will like your jokes."
"Oh, come on, babe!"
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You readjusted your shirt, looking at yourself for the last time in the mirror that was in the room where the employees were allowed to change into the cafeteria uniform, luckily today it was afternoon shift for you and not many people used to pass by, at least not as much as in the morning shift.
You were able to study as there were only a couple of clients, you had to keep up with your studies since you decided to move on your own and live on your own without the extra help of your parents, it was quite hard to maintain an accommodation and pay for your studies at first, but when you found a job you also found an offer you couldn't refuse.
Apparently this was the favorite coffee shop of Dracule Mihawk, one of the city's billionaires, quite ironic that someone rich would like a completely ordinary coffee shop, but you weren't one to judge, not when he took an interest in you after you served him at your first day of work. From that day on, he always began to come to ask about you and eventually he became interested in you helping him with some things for a certain amount of money.
Of course, with your financial situation you couldn't refuse, plus most of the time you only had to accompany him to boring meetings with other businessmen, everyone knew Mihawk as someone lonely and sometimes he needed to surprise with a companion, according to him, you made a good impression and matched perfectly with him.
Your relationship was merely something professional, you did your job and he paid you for your services, you had a certain affection for Mihawk due to the fact that more than once he consented to some details despite not having done anything special, he behaved like a gentleman to you even though you were doing him no favors. You also noticed how he seemed to want to break that unwritten contract about being his sugar baby only for a few occasions, although his body language was hard to decipher so you didn't want to assume things and you left it in your mind.
The sound of the bell made you take your eyes off your books, smiling goofily when you saw Mihawk walk through the door, a little surprised by the bouquet of flowers he brought, You put your notes aside and smiled as the customer service policy dictates.
"Good afternoon Mr. Mihawk, the same as always?"
"Yes, thank you, but I would like to ask for something else."
"What else can I offer you, sir?"
"You."
You blinked a few times, tucking a lock of your hair behind your ear, incredulous at his audacity, you looked into his eyes, instantly regretting seeing his intense gaze, apparently it wasn't some kind of bad joke, although you thought that maybe he needed you for one of the meetings.
"Do you need a companion again? I'll be free in a couple of hours."
"No, it's not that, I'm completely serious, I want to formalize our relationship to something more than a relationship for mere benefit, I've tried to tell you before but it never seemed to be the occasion."
"I- oh, that caught me off guard."
"It's okay if you don't accept, I won't stop requesting you sometimes if you still need the money, but I don't want to pressure you, after all, not all beautiful young people like you would agree to date someone my age."
"No! no, I mean yes, I would like to officially date you, you caught me off guard and…"
You secretly pointed to a couple of customers who seemed attentive to the whole scene making you feel nervous, Mihawk made sure they stopped gossiping with a simple look, offered you the bouquet of roses, holding one of your hands while looking at you.
"I would also like to offer you to live with me, it doesn't have to be something immediate, I know that the changes can be overwhelming, but I would like you to think about it, I would like to consent to you of my own free will and not for services."
"I'll think about it Mihawk, but I like this place…"
He nodded, he understood that you liked the job even though you weren't going to have those problems with money anymore, he wasn't going to deprive you of that, plus he can always come see his favorite person in his favorite place, he couldn't ask for more.
"So, you said your shift ended in a couple of hours?"
"I thought you didn't need me, did you have a meeting?"
"No, I want to take you to our first official date."
He brought your hand to his lips, leaving a soft kiss on it, your face heating up at his actions, you accepted the proposal and began to make his usual order, waiting impatiently for your shift change. You completely forgot what you were studying before, thinking about what to wear to your date, the remaining hours passed quickly without many more customers so you could sit and chat with Mihawk for a while.
"Ready to go, mi amor¹?"
You took his hand with a smile once you left in your normal clothes, saying goodbye to your coworker while Mihawk walked you home so you could change clothes and then took you on the first date of many after this day.
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¹ my love
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alaskashigh · 4 months
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may I humbly ask thee for fluffy and angsty CaliYork hc’s? :)
*stares at you with my autistic eyes 👁️👁️*
*not forcing*
*gasp* me? you’re asking me? the caliyork god? /j
of course you can have angsty and fluffy Caliyork hc’s!! (all of them, if i had the time 😔😔). also a lot (majority) of these headcanons are inspired by/from my friend @ghost-jamie’s headcanons bc they are so great and amazing and caliyork is literally the number one thing we talk about-
sorry if some of these suck. my main focus has been on ny/nj/ca for the past few months so, yknow
also ima open up my asks bc im bored and want to get my tumblr account alive again! send me headcanons/wttt related stuff please!
Caliyork fluff
They have the best cuddles. Since New York is always cold and California is always hot their cuddles are great. New York likes to press his chest against California’s back (the hottest area for Cal is his back) when he’s the big spoon and vice versa for Cal.
California loves to make cool things he finds for New York. New York has an entire collection of origami and other artistic things Cal’s made for him.
Their favorite things to do is to curl up with each other and do their own little things. Whether that be Cal reading a book and New York listening to music, it doesn’t matter. They just love being near one another.
California can be a really good cook when he’s in the mood. Before he and New York got together he was in a big slump, always pushing himself too hard and stressed, so he relied heavily on microwavable meals and junk food. New York coming into his life really helped get him back onto his feet. New York loves his food whenever he cooks and will cook with him sometimes.
The power couple in meetings. Don’t fuck with one of them if you don’t want the other to jump you. Neither of them are scared to fight.
Can be heard laughing in each others rooms late at night or during the day. Those two are always doing something together and relaxing in one of their rooms.
New York likes to bring Cal to his rats/pigeons just to see his happy and excited face. He finds it adorable at how happy he gets playing with the animals.
angst bit is cut off just incase. tw for drinking, arguing, and fighting mentions. if i need to add anymore tw’s let me know!!
Caliyork angst
California has bad attachment issues and a fear of abandonment. He’s always scared that New York is gonna leave him once he realizes that he isn’t worth it or that he’s with him out of pity. New York makes sure to assure him that no, he isn’t gonna leave him and that he does love him very much.
New York has come home on multiple occasions drunk as hell and bloodied after a fight. It scares the hell out of California each time. They’ve gotten into a few arguments over it and NY’s promised to step away from drinking. He’s healing slowly.
New York worries that California’s gonna leave him as soon as he realizes that New York is a shitty partner. California lets him know that he’s the best boyfriend Cal could ever ask for and that no matter what he isn’t leaving.
They’ve said some hurtful things to each other during rare fights multiple times and have almost broken up over it. It usually ended up with the two taking breaks for a bit before starting up couples therapy to the others relief. Things are getting better and they are learning how to communicate better.
New York has a bit of a jealousy problem. He’ll latch onto California and attack your ass if he deems you as overstepping boundaries. California’s the same way but he’s a bit more relaxed about it since he knows New York well and trusts him. It’s caused a bit of a problem on multiple occasions so they are working on fixing it.
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wonryllis · 4 months
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MOOT GAME : " put your moots and their biases in a prompt generator and rate them!! "
only if u want to ^^
、ㅤ🍓 ⋆ ࣪ 午 MOOTS IN PROMPT GENERATOR ᵎᵎ
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that's such a creative game! loved doing this!! since this is an enblr account i've only done enha bias,, included everyone except those who have left or are inactive or whose bias i don't know. (p.s. @okwonyo this is the one i suspected was you :) ( MUTUALS )
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@jaesvelvet ( cha )
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jay. cuteee 8/10 and then taking pictures and getting sad when the cast comes off but really like drawing on cast is therapeutic.
sunghoon. that's straight up soft romance like ahhh 10/10 sucks for that friend to see y'all lovey dovey even in sleep but that's literally the purest thing everrrr
heeseung. now this is my thing, we're getting on to the real deal everything/10 can read this trope thousand times and still love love love it though cha it'll be pretty sad for you bae.
@hoes4hoseok ( piper ) & @heelvsted ( rin ) & @boyfhee ( caelin )
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jay. this is crack, full of crack but this trope is saurrr good one of the best of all times and piper would probably elevate it even further obvious x obvious 11/10 we all love that don't we.
heeseung. oh my god rin you living in a f2l fanfic this is so good and cute and fluffy like 17/10 imagine lee heeseung cheering you up with his silly jokes and rizzless(full) attempts at flirting. if you ain't falling for him there's and then, then you are god's strongest soldier.
heeseung. this is 1000000/10 this is so unique, don't know if it's cael's cup of tea but it's definitely mine! crack and romance,,, next level of crack like imagine cael getting her enemies to lovers arc after becoming a ghost and scaring the daylights out of people, fun right?
@jangwonie ( fae ) & @atrirose ( seiu ) & @jungqkook ( aurora/haru )
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jungwon. this is totally my type again, the sick in love would do anything to see you happy tolerate all your shit, find it adorable ... 99/10 those lovesick eyes that watch you tell the most unhinged thing and think of how much they love you and how cute you are and how much you mean to them. like okayyyyy that's love.
riki. so cute so cute so cute so cute,,, love/10 literally so good sei is living in her own yn world and we are all just side characters. and not to mention this is so riki too he'd definitely fight and then somehow be discovered by the one he has feelings for and they boom the awkward confession and kiss ahhhhh i'm in love with this prompt,, kinda manga vibes which i loveeee
heeseung. noooo this is the cutest yet saddest prompt everrrr,,, haruu babe im so sorry this had to be it buttt let's look at the cute and crack part only especially if you get scared and startled easily imagine him trying to talk to you not having shown himself yet and you just get scared and scream lmao 9/10 becuz i don't wanna see haru sad.
@enhalov ( muse ) & @okwonyo ( jiah/bambi )
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jay. the perfect little yn moment straight out of "how to get your crush to notice you" 100000000/10 love love love thisss, museee you got such a banger prompt, so so so fanfic coded i can't stress enough on how perfect it is and how much you suit this!!!
sunoo. this is a kdrama moment! 7/10 because pda (i feel shy even witnessing it) but good for muse you're showing it off to everyone and that too on ny eve like imagine the fireworks finishing off and then sunoo goes for a kiss becuz now everyone's attention is off from fireworks.
jake. okay no why is this so jiah coded? bambi would definitely do this for jake like a million times yk reminding him how much he means to her and how much girlie loves him. "she needs to make sure jake is always aware of his importance in her life!" infinity/10 one of my favs.
@joomiu ( nat )
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sunoo. cuteeee strangers to lovers starting on the train 7/10 falling asleep on someone's shoulder is such pure fluff. nat better seize the opportunity to bag sunoo up, you don't getting him laying his head on you everyday.
sunghoon. this is so classic but still so heart fluttering man 111/10 absolute cuteness. full of domestic vibes! i know for a fact nat would do this and then giggle over this for weekss,, i mean who wouldn't.
jungwon. this is thousand kisses nat vibes totally fits her vibes and can literally imagine this actually happening, nat fussing over the fogged up glasses and lovesick won staring at her with heart eyes omgggg gem/10
@heecyon ( bee/ally)
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sunghoon. this is like a lifetime kinda love you gotta grab it while you have it 9/10 absolute domestic vibes yk a supporting partner who goes to all ends.
jake. this is cute, super cute, next they kisss. 6/10 because we hate getting sick
jay. another angsty one we here 1000/10 for my sad loving ass. the star-crossed illfated turned forever lovers we go. this gives the love, rosie vibes i cried my eyes out to that but that was some good emotional shit.
@heesbaby ( cinna ) & @ctrlemis ( art )
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jay. classic and then they realise their feelings and fall in love. 15/10 cinna and her dream jay date?
sunoo. now this seems very unlikely,, it would be more like both of them screaming their lungs out but this is nevertheless super cute so 9/10
sunoo. this so gives art vibes. can really picture it all happening, sunoo all excited to match? and then there's art secretly loves it but no way is gonna show it on the outside and happily wear it to make sunoo and sunoo's mom happy. 9/10
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leportraitducadavre · 2 months
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Wiat stop omggg i’ve been reading these posts about the anti-Hinata Hyuga stuff and how she is infact privileged and ngl it lowkey hurt but also omfg???? I never realized how bad the Hyuga situation was or how Hinata is unable to pick a side, I just assumed she’d obviously dissolve the slavery practices because I see her as a good person(and i read too much fanfiction)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA now i definitely need Hiashi to die in the war and for Neji to become leader(yeah no Hinata can’t lead to save her life) because it would be such a good step to take down the old system by replacing it with a Neji as a symbol of change. Media is making me go crazy again but that’s probably my room mold 😭😭😭😭
Also the Naruhina fan in me kinda wishes that Naruto learned sealing from Pervy sage because like imagine if they worked together to make a new Hyuga seal to actually protect the byakugan and then it gets worn as a clan marking, like the red fangs from the inuzuka and oh my god im so sorreybfor rambling all over this asks i just really really want more Hyuga content and for ny faves to be happy, also you are really well omg id love to have ur attention span for politics because i can barely understand my highschool civics like ibshoudl probably stop now-have a nice day!!!!!✨
Hello there,
It's okay to like a problematic character and it's okay to like a ship, the problem starts when people justify such problematic characteristics to make them "acceptable", like justifying Neji's treatment at the hands of the Main Family because he was "mean" to Hinata, despite him warning her about fighting him and asking her to forfeit multiple times.
I never realized how bad the Hyuga situation was or how Hinata is unable to pick a side
I'm sorry to be the one to tell you, but Hinata chose a side. Ignoring the matter or not giving it the relevance that it has even after her cousin's speech during their match or his match vs. Naruto, is to actively support the system in place; she might truly believe that is for the "greater good," as so his Konoha's mantra, but it doesn't change the fact that she agrees with the practice.
I just assumed she’d obviously dissolve the slavery practices because I see her as a good person(and i read too much fanfiction)
I don't see her as a good person for the reasons mentioned above, no good person sees her uncle being tortured and her cousin being enslaved and believes to be the bigger victim in their dynamic. Furthermore, she did pretty much nothing for anyone who wasn't Naruto; being shy and quiet is not the same as being a good person; she never mentioned being kind-spirited and thus, unable to be a shinobi (like Chöji, which was a full small arc of his character when fighting the Sound Four), but rather, weak.
now i definitely need Hiashi to die in the war and for Neji to become leader
I understand your wish for Hiashi to die, but Neji succumbing to his fate put an end to the "Hyuga's conundrum" as that's an issue that involves Konoha in itself and not addressing it in Boruto would've been a major problem; furthermore, the problem wasn't just about stopping the Main Family from creating slaves but also them giving reparations to those they enslaved, like Neji. His death was also used to give Hinata a "moment" with Naruto.
(yeah no Hinata can’t lead to save her life)
She can't, not just because she's weak (Shikamaru doesn't shine because he's particularly strong, he isn't), but also because she often puts her wishes above the safety of those under her command (Koü Hyüga) and can't come up with a basic strategy to fight her opponents. She perhaps modeled her attack pattern following Naruto's (who mostly attacks before coming up with a strategy, as he often relies on overwhelming his enemies), as she often states to look up to him and has spied on him multiple times, but he's far more strong and has much more chakra (plus healing chakra) than her.
Also the Naruhina fan in me kinda wishes that Naruto learned sealing from Pervy sage
I'm not sure Jiraiya knew much about sealing techniques (we only see him erasing Orochimaru's seal), Minato learned from Kushina and not him. Tsunade is likely far more versed on the matter and she never even attempted to take Neji's seal off, so that's where the village stands on the matter.
have a nice day!!!!!✨
Thank you. You too.
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15-lizards · 1 year
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hi :)
i'm so sorry, i'm new to tumblr so i haven't gotten the whole asks thing down yet. could you do 1, 3, 6, 8, 9, and 10 for the reed gang and also stannis baratheon? thank you!!! :)
Omg of course my love!!
1. What would their social media page/activity be like?
-I think Meera has a twitter and spam instagram where she complains ab her problems and wonders if she’s a lesbian in the captions of cute animal memes (im projecting) and Jojen solely uses his instagram to identify bugs and plants and sometimes rocks. Stannis has like a very professional Facebook page for his business/election campaign or whatever and he has like five followers and sometimes Robert comments under his posts while he’s drunk
3. My thoughts on their design/aesthetic alone
-god I have so many thoughts. Meera is just such a kind looking girl (and Ellie Kendrick made me gay) who dresses like a bog person and throws nets and spears 10/10 no notes I love you swamp wife. Jojen is similar but he’s a sickly swamp boy which makes me sad but it’s an interesting character design I care him. Stannis is soooo fucking good like having his brothers height and strength but none of their charisma and also he’s balding is actually hilarious. Absolute unit of a depressed man
6. Psychological headcanons (tastes, fears, talents, regrets, how they deal with anger, just anything that comes to mind on the topic)
-Jojen Reed Autism Swag thank you for listening. Like I said that child can identify the hell out of some rocks and bugs. Meera eldest daughter syndrome!!! She’s so scared of losing Bran now that she knows she’s gonna lose Jojen she wants to protect everyone and make sure no one’s sacrifice goes to waste it’s such a burden to carry :( plus she has to protect everyone to my babygirl is getting grey hairs. Stannis also eldest daughter syndrome! He is repressed he is dutiful he is angry he only ever did what was expected of him and got jack shit in return but he keeps on trudging on cause that’s what he has to do I want to bite something
8. Made-up connections with other characters that weren’t in the canon (friends, enemies, whatever)
-Meera and Dany are girlfriends and love each other this is canon to me actually. Meera and Robb would be friends I think and Sansa too :,) Jojen is such a little old man nerd I think he’d like hanging around Davos bc he respects little old man nerds (like Shireen, they would be friends too). And Stannis has never had a real friend in his life besides Maester Cressen and Davos but I think he has a grudging respect for Kevan Lannister. Dutiful second sons the both of them. Davos tries to get them to become actual friends bc he’s tired of being the only homoerotic codependent relationship Stannis has
9. Headcanons about their past
-I think Meera, not Jojen, has been raised to take over House Reed. She’s a natural leader and I’m sure Howland knows his son is gonna he paste anyway. Jojen probably used to want to become a Maester and study the higher mysteries before he got his death dreams :( Stannis was probably considered being sent to the citadel too, but I think Steffon decided he needed to stay by Roberts side to be his voice of reason which obviously turned out really well
10. Content about them I’d like to see more of
-I need more Meera fanart pretty please I miss ny baby girl. I also want fics of either her and Dany or her and Jojen and the starklings getting into shenanigans. I would love to see more Jojen dream analyses too, and posts connecting him to Cassandra and other literary references I live for that shit. I am honestly stuffed to the brim for Stannis content bc my entire tl is just Baratheon blogging but I will never say no to more fanart of him, sad old man stavos fics, or analyses on his character!!!
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k1llang3lz · 2 years
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could we get a pt2 for "I never meant to"? 👀👀👀 it could be angst to fluff or just straight up angst, however u wanna do it :3
omfg i just woke up and my eyes are so swollen.
this is probably gonna be bad bc i have major art block while writing but maybe im the problem
i love people that ask me to write things idek cuz y'all actually want something
i rant to much time to writee
non despair
this is like angst to fluff but I'm not good writing angst i hope u like tho ily
Options. ( Nagito Komaeda )
you guys just stopped talking
you got distant
you couldn't take it anymore
in reality you were kinda free
you felt better without nagito
but you're alone
always alone
it hurts alone because you always think he's waiting for you
whenever you go out , you think nagitos at your door
when you're eating you think of funny moments with nagito in the kitchen
even when you're getting to bed , thinking about how he had you wrapped up in his arms
right now he's always wrapped up in your mind
you always are with chiaki talking about him though
" you can't possibly miss him , you're ghosting him for a reason y/n "
" yeah well it's been lonely, i think we've just needed a mental health break..both of us "
" do you think that break is not needed anymore? if it is you should ask nagito to come to ur house so y'all get back i hate hearing your whines , distracting me from my game. " she means this in the nicest way possible
you ofc take chiakis words into consideration and set up your house for nagito
once he arrives he sees the fairy lights above , candle lit table with tulips not roses cliché
" y/n , what's this all for? "
" it's my sorry for taking a break, i think we both needed one. it was only for health , mental health. but i realized i missed you the whole time. i can't live without you komaeda "
" ah , makes sense.. so you made this so we can get back together my hope? "
it makes your life easier now that he said that
you guys are happily together yay
" now that we are together , this can be considered a date "
you guys take those cute couple dinner photos aww
you're really glad you listened to chiakis options<3
a/n : this was probably terrible but it is 10 am in NY so it's too early for this
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hixfaith16 · 8 months
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Mafia Boss Turned Mafia Husband
Chapter 4: Things Get Kinda Steamy
Kenzie’s POV
I’M GOING TO MEXICO. I’M GOING TO MEXICO. What is my life. Nothing and I mean nothing could have prepared me for this. I have always wanted to go to Mexico. Fuck I need to pack. 
In order to pack I gotta get new clothes cause there is no way in hell I am going Mexico without new clothes. Just as I’m scrolling online for new clothes, there’s a knock at my door. “Kenzie. Can I come in please?” The voice says. “Yea sure.” Low and behold it’s Jungkook. “This has to be quick because I have a meeting, but i’m taking you shopping for Mexico today. So get ready. We leave in an hour sweetheart.” Jk says with a smile.  
Honestly it’s like this man knows what I need. “Okay thats for letting me know.” I say with a smile as he leaves my room. “Well it’s a good thing I was about to shower anyways.” I say to myself. 
Time Skip to after shower(cause im lazy) 
It’s honestly still kinda warm outside so I think I’m gonna wear the cute blue sundress Jimin got me for my birthday. As I finished getting dressed I realized I was hungry. I wanted to see if Jk was hungry but he said he was in a meeting.  
While I’m making my breakfast Jimin walks downstairs. “Good Morning Kenzie” he says with a kind smile. “Good Morning Jimin” I say back. “Whatcha making” “Umm just eggs and bacon right now” “Ahh sounds good but currently I am slightly hungover so just water and sleep for me. I’ll see u later.” He says grabbing a cup and going back upstairs. As Jimin goes upstairs Jk comes downstairs. “Has it been an hour already.” I say washing ny dishes. “It has sweetheart. Are u ready to go.” Jk say.  I nod going to grab my purse but Jk stops me. “You’re not paying. It’s on me. Let’s go.” He says walking the door. 
Another time skip to the end of shopping.
As the shopping trip comes to an end. We walk past a lingerie store. I needed some new ones. “Jk can we go in there please.” I say with a smile. He says nothing but nods. I giggle as I walk into the store. I picked out so cute lingerie but me being me I wanted to tease so I slipped on a baby blue set to show Jk. “What do you think Jk” I say stepping out of the dressing. The minute I see him look up, his eyes darkened. “You look beautiful sweet girl.” He say walking up to me and places his hands on my hips. “Go change so I can show how beautiful you look.” He whispers. I’ve never changed so fast. 
As he pulls up in the driveway of the house we barely make it too my room before his lips are on mine. “I’ve wanted you from the moment we met sweetheart.” He says kissing down my neck. I had now words just mumbled moans and whimpers. As things start to get steamy, his phone rings. He groans and answers it. “What” He answers angrily. “I already talked to them about the shipment Jin. Okay i’ll go join it now.” He says as he hangs up. “I’m sorry princess but we will have to finish this another time.” He says as he kisses me goodbye. “Okay i’ll see u tmr for the flight.” I say flustered. As he leaves my room, I can’t help but giggle. I almost had sex with my boss. 
Well looks like this Mexico trip is gonna be fun. Time to pack and head to bed. 
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sillyfairygarden · 8 months
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Sorry im just thinkinv so much on your bigb art hes so aughehcjsbdjehxjebxhvexhshbfhe not onky is it bigb, my beloved, ny goofy cringefail boyfailure, but also the most gorgeous guy ever the kissable guy the guy the goof.. i love him so much pufhhhdhdhehdhejeneb your art is socnsjhchejch ans tbe bigb isnfjejjcjebfbd i need to chew on him ans shake him around waaghh his character means so much to me especially with his story telling and his duos like SWAMPROT…SWAMPROT,,,, (swamprot is a duo name i made for cleo and bigb) THEY ARE SO AUGHDHEHHDHSHFECDFRTEDJJFJRJFJRJ both your cleo and bigb designs make me more gay by the day /j(joking) /silly
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swamprot is sooo good <has not actually watched last life yet
but yes yes he’s very !!!!!!!
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melis-writes · 1 year
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I totally understand your point of view on Michael and I agree, that's his character but I think that when it comes to Michael and the way that you portray Vic when they're fighting just doesn't really match the way she is described in the rest of the story yk? She just sounds and acts really childish. And in my opinion crying and having verbal fights with him isn't really standing up for herself because she just never actually leaves and always does whatever Michael wants her to do and he knows that. She just sounds like a toddler throwing a fit, crying and never does anything else really. Michael does whatever he wants because he knows that he can play her however he desires and the only thing she will do is cry and than be silenced by him and that's it. Even when she left to ny, she always did whatever Michael wanted her to do, he said it himself "if I want you to stay, i know you will", to me she seems more like a ragdoll in his hands rather than someone that he supposedly loves and calls the love of his life. I understand that he has a character but in this story, his marriage to Vic is already something that is already off character to him, so in my mind it only makes sense that he wouldn't do to her some things that he does because it just doesn't make sense in that way. And I think that Vic's character is forgotten when it comes to fighting Michael, he has a character and he acts according to that but Vic doesn't act according to her character in those fight scenes. I don't know if I'm explaining myself clearly, it's a little difficult for me, english is not my first language so i'm sorry if my thoughts aren't well organised/explained and for any mistakes that I may be commiting. Like I said, i really love your writing, it's some of the best work in the world of fanfiction in my opinion but I really wish that Victoria was more respected by him and that she respected herself enought to actually not do whatever he wants her to do and to just accept to be treated the way she is in some situations. And that he would start to show his love and respect for her by not doing what he does like calling her useless and just humilliating her at every oportunity, that really is not love and really doesnt fit the love that he has for her in this story, thats what im trying to say. He just never suffers the consequences because she never put a stop to it simply. At the end of the day, its your story and your work and you write it the way that you want it, I totally understand and respect it but if you do part 2 (and i reaaally hope you do) would it be possible for Vic to truly make Michael suffer for once? I would really enjoy seeing that, at least once. Just a little side story where maybe we are able to see something different from the main story, if possible. Also, do you think that is something that you would be able to publish before new year? Again, I dont mean to sound rude or just wanting to demand things, its just that i'm currently obsessing over your work!!! Is rare to find fics of The Godfather, especially good ones so sorry if im being overbearing, it is not my intention!!
Very, very interesting insight and feedback on Victoria. 👀 I do love hearing what you guys think about the characters down to your favourite chapters. As Victoria’s creator, I see her in a very different perspective which is to be expected.
I think Victoria and Michael are both the same kind of flame in the sense that they are a match for each other and need to find common ground when they fight or are on bad terms. But if Victoria “actually left”, the fic would be over. 😅 But you’re absolutely right in the fact that Michael essentially does what he wants and he can manipulate pretty much anyone else around him emotionally too. He does after all prefer to be fully in control of everything surrounding him and in his life.
I disagree however with the mention that Victoria’s marriage to Michael is off character. I absolutely can see Michael marrying a woman from a mafiosi family, especially one educated and experienced like Victoria.
Canonically, Michael hasn’t personally insulted Victoria or called her useless. 😅 All such prompts are strictly non-canon, as I don’t see Michael even bothering to do such a thing. Yes, he can be cruel but he’s not a verbal abuse machine. As for this time around, Michael actually suffers the consequences for real… 👁️👁️ Oh yeah, I’m all up for that. And it actually fits into the next future chapters I have planned too. I unfortunately won’t be having it up for some time since it’s not coming in the next few chapters, but it’s something that will definitely be seen when the two return to Sicily. That’s a promise. 👀 Moth to Flame: Part II is a lot more deep and intense than the first part of the fic, and I’m really excited to reveal just how to you guys. 🤩
In the meanwhile though, if there’s any prompt requests for that, I can definitely write up something separate. So tonight I’ll be working on the second part of that prompt, and we’ll see what Miss Victoria does from then on ;)
Thank you so much for all your love and support!! ❤️❤️❤️ It means the absolute world to me. 😍🥰
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stargirlfics · 2 years
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Thank you Amalia ❤️. So the thing is: I come from a very catholic and close minded mexican family but my parents have always been supportive of ny studies and work, a few months ago the company I work for transferred me to Italy because they needed someone with experience/time in the job who could speak the language and I accepted happily, my parents bought an apartment here so I could live without worrying for the rent, then I met a man, this guy is a widower, his wife died a few years ago and they had a son who he has and is 8 years old now, he also has a daughter who is 3 years old but never married her mother they were a "we have known each other forever and we are horny so let's fuck without committing" kinda thing, he takes her of their daughter and she has his last name but doesn't love her mother. We started dating (without my parents knowing), after a while he took me to meet his children and they are both lovely, his son asked permission to call me mom and it warms my heart so much, his daughter calls me by my name but is lovely, I honestly hated myself and my life so much before coming here and meeting him, even tried to k*ll myself but then I met him snd everything changed, I feel good about myself, happy, loved, I like who I am when Im with him and how he makes me feel so I decided to tell my parents about us and they went absolutely mad, they told me I have to leave him or they won't speak to me again and I won't be allowed to live in the apartment anymore, his family loves the mother of his daughter (she's friends with the family since they were children) and support her and prefer her over me, constantly saying she should me the one my boyfriend wants to have a life with and not me, she insults me every time she sees me (of course they all do this when my man is not around because if he's there they pretend that they are the sweetest people in the world), his aunt (who raised him and his siblings because their parents died in a car crash when they were kids) constantly tells me we are not good together, that I'm too young for him (I'm 28 and he's 43) so I should just live him with the mom of his daughter and go back to my country, my boyfriend doesn't know anything about any of this... but since everyone is against our relationship I'm wondering if I should talk with him about it and find a solution or just do as they say and leave? My friends hate him for his age and because he has children so ... what's your opinion? Sorry this was very long 🥺
Damn that is quite the dilemma yeah, I also have a very Catholic, Mexican family and relationships are definitely a tricky subject because they can be close minded about that stuff like you said so I totally get it
Honestly I think you should bring all this up to him especially because he doesn’t know, you sound like you really love him and his kids and are happy with him and I don’t think you should listen to those who are trying to push you away from him or tell you that you shouldn’t be with him because of their own biases
Yes there is an age gap but you’re well into being an adult, you’re nearly 30 and I think that’s appropriate and you’ve already formed connections with him and his kids and especially if his kids approve of you, that’s really important and they do! I wouldn’t get up and leave without a bit of a fight, he deserves to know how it’s affecting you and everything and hopefully you’ll both be able to come up with a solution and he can talk to his family
Something I had to do in my own relationship was sit down with my family with my partner with me and say listen we’re going to do this, whatever it may be and that’s our decision, you may not approve or like it but I’m an adult and I’m doing what I think is best for me and what I want to do and that’s that. And that’s really hard but I think you’ll be better off for it, if you love him and want to be with him and he treats you well and you’re happy with him I think you should try and hang onto it and I hope that he would defend you and be on the same page too
Ultimately your families and how they disapprove may be a dealbreaker and it may not be something you and him can get past, they may not come around to accepting you and him are together that is a possibility but I think you should try and work it out despite that, then you can’t say you didn’t try or give it your all you know. I hope things work out for the better ❤️
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rirismommyspace · 2 years
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Miss Riri! Sowrry fer not talkin in a while :). I wuz in New York for a week fer my Granpa's funeral :((( Long Island is v diffrent than where i live
Ive been wtachin Double Life SMP n Empires 2!! They are both suuuuuper fun!!! :D :D I kinda wanna draw fanart fer dem :333
When we was in NY we went to a musuem and they had a Jim Hensen 'xibit dat had Seasem Street!!! I saw Miss Piggy, Kermit, Big Bird, Elmo, Cookie Monster!! It was like meetin celebritys i was like starstruck!!! n////n
We also saw the new Elvis movie!! It was soooooooo fun!! I love vintage fashion, so dat was real fun to see! (its PG-13 tho, so be careful!! Not fer babies!!) Dyou like Elvis?
I weally wanna wear more lolita fashion, but i dont have much! So my dad is lettin me buy 1 full lolita outfit!! Im tryin to find a not to 'xpensive one! yeyyyy \(n///n)/
Anywhoo!! Hows you??
-🦷
˚₊✩‧₊ oh it's okay Baby!! No need to apologize <3 and oh my :(( I'm sorry lovely. I hope you're doing alright (and that your family is too <3) but oh? That sounds so cool too little one!! I'm glad you were able to have a good time and have some fun !! Also I don't really listen to Elvis! So I don't have an opinion on him! I do agree that vintage fashion is so cool though!! As well as lolita fashion too!! And I hope you're able to find a super cute outfit sweetheart!!!
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forgot to. blog yesterday. was way too tired but ohhh my god im still tweaking. I DID GOOD ON MY PRESENTATION ACTUALLY just aside from the fact i went over time and the. um. sigma. 🙂 but i digress. im still. GODDD. he makes me insane oh my god im being so serious yesterday was so perfect hes actually so. perfect. OHHH MY GOD no because the way he kissed me. TWICE. and thank god i didnt tweak the last time i was just sooo. GODDD. oh my god hes socute i cant take jt anymore IM STILL THINKING AHOUT WHAT I SAID LAST NIGHT I LITERALLY CANT. GET IT OUTOF MY HEAD IM A FREAAAK IM FREAKKYYYYY. AND WHAT HE SAID OHHH NY GOD. he makes me so insane i CAAANTT I SERIOUST CANT. hes so attractive im actually sick i cant believe he . ljkes me. too. GODDD IM SUCH A PUSSYYYY THE SHIT ICWANTED TO DO BUT I WAS TOO SCAREDD GODDD. if. nobody had came around. after that first time. i swear to god. on my life i wouldve kept holding him and god. the urge to just kiss his neck im a fucking FREAAAKKKK IM BEING FREAAAKKYYY SAVE ME. god hes just so. ssooo. he makes me insane watching him just act and go on stage and him in that suit and god everythintgg. WHEN HES TWEAAAKIJNGNHHH EHEN HE HELF MY HAND AND HES SO CLOSE TO MEE AND THE WAY HE LOOKS AT MEEE oh my fod im actually sp in love wirh him its makinf me ill. IMMM ILLLLLL. SAVVVV KEEPS COMPLAINING AB HOW WE SHOULD JUST DATE BUT IM SCAREDD TOOO ASKKK AND IIMMMM PATIENT. IF HES NOT. READY.? THEN ITS OKAY. god forbid however i just. oh my god. i cant take it anymore i jeed to tweak ab this to people i want to call u my boyfriend. sorry. JUST LIKE GODDD. I CAAANNTNTNTT i cant fucking do it i. iiii. GOD.
no i swear. today. i will try. to prevent evil overthinker sam from fronting. i will. i swear. ILL FUCKING DO IT PLEASE IM JUST SO SCARED AND LARANLID AND NETVOUS he wont lash me i need to calm down. im okay. hes jsut so cute its makjnng meee ILLLL THE PHOTOOSODSS. godd the video i took i just tweaked and listened to it last night before flaling asleep as much as i hate my voice ill ignore it sp i can hear you. i wish i couldve recorded you actually but audio will suffice. just. god. you are so. cute. so attractive. i am ill.
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solardick · 3 months
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So i walked past this girl today. Whike getting coffee and she gave me attitude as she walked oast ne cause i wasn’t oogling her. Yup. I hate life.
You werent that pretty girl. Youre too overdone. And im pretty sure ive been dosed with soemthign again. Becaus ei have no drive and all i can feel is my rectum. Its disturbing. Like i soend all night beign fucked while unconscious. Maybe its prostate cancer. And im about to become impotent.
Sorry, no life for you. You are now abject. From everything.
Thinkbill complete the imf course and then apply to the training course. And then boom.
How long does it take to die from prostate cancer.? …. Awh. Its not very good. High chance of survival. Naw, im peeing fine.
Awh, what happened to ted lasso? It’s all a chick drama. Fuck season two. The forst season was great. Skip to the end of season. Whats the outcome?
Clench clench clench clench. Muscle gonna get sore.
Guess im never gonna know what not feeling abused is like. In a world thats hypes peace and love. What a bunch of bullshit.
Maybe its the pine apple. Or the “dominance of venus aspects with transiting mars. They are stealing mars from me. The whole controling projectstions thing they do day in and day out.
So what to do with all this time off? Too much co trol and oppresion to be able to fucntion anyeay.
Of course. Ted lasso gors from supper positive, proactive and supportive and motivational to season two of a feminine drama to season three of homosexuality. Touch media. Keep uo the brain eashing.
I need a ciggarette. Keep my idealized depression going and gove me an upper to whatever brain chemical produces functional behavior. And more unatural weather varying 25+ degrees a week. Right god? Or ehatever they doing to the weather.
Oh and its a day for crows. Waiting to devour ny fucken soul.its like a giant turd. Spreading out its arms wanting to hug you.
In going to go hang out at work. 20+ years of solitude and debasemment have left me insane. To be alone. So we take to mars and we go to venus.
So the baseball manager is fired and,
So the girl is gone. Maybe it was the devil card that did it. I did everything right. Guess we had near exact aspects. Guess she couldn’t handle me reflecting back her own bs. It was so nicely done too. Cause i gave it to the guy that she used to flirt with to hurt me, to give to her.
Alright whos the next girl? Im starting to win these. And since ive already been raped thi k it may be safe now. For other pwoole to mind therir OWN FUVKING BUSINESS.
Oh look that girl just gave me a nod of approval.
Should have seen their faces when i showed up and said yeah, i’d rather be here then watching gay tv. All of their faces sunk and showed disposition. Bunch of queers. And well for ted lasso was pretty much the experience i was being guided through at the time of its release. From a new start full of motivation. To a drasic change of queer bs. And then they raped me. Well atleast the forst season is safe. Im gonna binge that until its memorized. And i can role play as him.
Civilization only looks like a simulation because is lot f eats it is. It is basses asround sn organized script witH its own mathematical laws emdeded into the vary fabric of society. Took generations to perfect. Its an artificial plan for an artificial life. Robotics.
Whatever. Ive been being treated sexually since i was 6 years old. Your fucken system stile everything from me even childhood. I dont want to be alive anymore. And then family stole my you g adulthood and now they are dtealing my maturity. Theres not a dtate in my life where i dont get fucked over.
Ok so Russians and war. Current dialogue says to refrain from russian influence. That they are an enemy to the current state of affairs and are being a real irritate to the peace and dove agenda of the wanting wor’d order. Its curious in comparison that the films releases here say, that plugging into artificial reality is discouraged. Attention needs to be paid to reality. Focus and attention on real world matters is suggested. This also in line to “covid” as does sword art alone. The japenesse series places thr timing of its event on 2022. Wile being released to the public on 2012. Shows a trap in virtual reality, while all reasoning is to escape the imprisonment. Eventual the protagonists do. But remain there afterwards. With the use of free will and choice. And the american film. 2012. Shows a world being swallowed by the ocean.
If one goes to, or went to duolingo and chose russian the first word they learn is stupid. With in this bubble of conditioning. Any attempt to move forwards in the strengthening the proactive use “masculinity” towards the power of logo. Is discouraged. Subject must needs divergence from natural script. Taken out and drowned in lies.
Trying at outmost to steal the only connection one had left. All good will. And the presence of god guiding me true. When the atmoshpere turns and is impregnated eith meaning. And if one fallows it. leads to the wondrous. Uplifting stabilizing kiss of an angel.
It’s, fucken miraculous.
I hope a get to see her again. It feels my heart with intimacy. Hahah only from an angel.
It does feel like a turd. Well they are selling turd toys. Hot to catch them young.
Just got to live a life of being forced to be dissatisfied. Dont get want you want, dont get what you need, you dont get a say.
Hmm feel those muscles.
And no to becoming a desire driven invalid. That knows no bounds. Nope. I cut that thread it was nothing but evil and death. Haunted by the family and all these supporters. I was born in hell. Thats all there is. With their gross shit encrusted finger grappling on to me. Got to create a new emergence scene, one away from the evil feminine and the degenerate, delinquent masculine. Into the abscence of bs with the effeminate. Same script. Almost died. Didn’t matter.
Quit watching tv or gaming. Out effort in repairing myself, still under constant destabilizing pressures. But then i was lured and guided to walmart. And its pisces capital. All motivation being sent towards acquirement. Haha. Framing my disposition towards their goals. Making sure im a wreck. Set up experiences. As desperation grew ever more towards that peace of angel or just even a mutual back and forth. Nothign matters. Continue the show. Where do i go? What do i see? What do i feel?
Who am i here to please?
So we will fallow through on the opportunity to de-toxify. Think about shape. Work on healthier habits. And then. I lose everything and have to start over again.
When i stop feeling my ass. That be great. Im not sure if a need to take a shit or take a dick. Or if their both the same thing. I aint fucken ifentifying with that. Mars venus meecury mars venus mercury. So many positive relastionship aspects and here i am alone. Ass tingling. Fantastic. Guess their never going to stop. Think i might need some medication soon. Like an anti depressant. Theuy’d bever give me a gun though.
But at any rate. When it comes to designing a deck. Using a preset. Writing out a list of power words and attaching to them images one would like to see. And then setting them to script. Add in numerology. Namely the law of the scriptless. And attch that to the calendar. With trued attaention of the clock. A triple layer. The forth layer consist of “surface appearance” and the various association that can be implicated.
From this the mind can pick up various interconnected patterns. Swaying through layers to near 500 000 posibilities. 27 to the power of four.
That be fun.
There’d have to be a rule for the stance of each letter depending on its position in the power word. As if the E-fool was kept. All words starting with E. E is a complex number. It extends at length to an infinite object. Whether. Its a stop sign or a go. Remember there are no go signs. Ever. Is a power word. It includes all. Or excludes all. Never ever. Every- thing-one-body-time.. Extend. Extinguish. Endeavour. And one may see the difference the second letter fallowing E has in shaping to harmony. Though i dislike how endeavour starts with an end. Like end favour.
Which is…. Cool, considering the E card for the above is found inside the Emperor. Standing for letter F. One can fallow the predesvribe order. And focus on changing the image itself of the emperor to the scripts antagonist. Since you know Fuck, is an Ever word. And fail. Fall. Feel, fleet, fly, finger. Fish flow. Fact. Fun. So F isnt so Fun at the 4th level word. Or so dumb crap like that. Its late im tired. And my ass is still “sensible.” Im afraid to go near it.
Hm, guess the only thing i was ever ment to focus on in life was sex. 6 years old. Not allowed not to be. Its just keeps coming from without. Wtf, right? I dont know. Theyre jsut going to keep doing it. And i may be out of a job again. Because people wont leave me be. I dont want to get drunk and killmyself. Thats a shitty way to go. Id rather a gun.
Its time to send me a sexy Adreian. All chill and relax and sensous. Fill me up good. All inknownis sex drigs and violence. Indont knwo anythign else. Im not allowed to. Ive never felt loved before. Not from a person. Only my angel. Only from an animal.
My butt is gonna be so tight. He’s gonna love it. Im no stranger to the dick i was born and bred for this shit. Over 30 years training. You’ll never go back. Oh rats. I finished on pussy. God dammed it.
Thank you lord, god and father. For being there for all results. May your graceful light dance on the wind and kiss my cheek. Awh, i blush lord, god and father. Be you a presence of obtained bounty in mine air.
Amen.
I can prey better then you can mother fuckers.
Or like P for the hanged man, hanging there. Its head, aburst with light. Happy little guy. Poor poor hanging penis. Its tied there. Just a little snip.
Yeah’ my doctor snipped me. Wifey doesn’t like the downlow process of pairing plastic. And no more kids! Am I right?” O dont know my life is beign wasted away in an artifical program to turn me into a women for beign intentionally destabilized? Well hate to beat you to the punch but your thirty years too late. I fixed that shit. That shit was wrong. And i know its not my fault. And it still osnt now. Wow. Look at that. Its true what they say about reach arounds. Uh. I mean come arounds.
Truth in misery and all that.
Maybe if the world stoped killing my “prayers” id post soemthign other than bs.
Awh yeah. I think my gas broke. I got a shit baby to deliver.
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bearcuryama · 4 months
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... this is just sad
《The Royal Treatment 》
I- dude. Why do they keep doing this to my girl TT im sorry but watching this movie was like rolling down a hill thats not even high to begin with... from a 6/10 to a 3.5/10 ☠️
Who even was that movie for TT im guessing 14 year old girls who like reading cliche books ? The writing was awful, i just kept getting dissapointed over and over again TT it was so cliche and so bland urgh i felt like i just read an AU fic written by a tween.
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The only points im giving is cuse Laura could never do any wrong.
She's just effortlessly cute and adorable. The entire charm or the movie is on her. She's adorable, but the lines they gave her ARE SO CRINGE. WHY THE ITALIAN ACCENT. Plz TT plz give my girl the roles she deserves TT i haven't seen ONE movie use her skills appropriately. Dude, give her 3 dimensional characters TT why do you all keep casting her as a y/n bland cliche extroverted girl.
At least they gave her 2 songs and she did great as always. I just wish i could finally get a good romance movie staring her TT i know she produced that movie but idk what that means for her involvement in the plot. I just know the writing was awful and sad.
I'd recommend this to a tween, and only to a tween. It gives "disney princesse live action", and u know how i feel about those.
It was so cringe TT the prince is so cringe TT why and when did she even fall for him, he's so lost. He doesn't know who he is and has no quality apart from "he learns from his faults." He honestly feels like a bird following around and discovering life. Which is fine for a love interest, but... u need to give him time and space for him to actually grow. This happened way too fast. Does he have no individuality. I just have pitty for the guy, he's so "new born".
We love simps that admire the mc, but they still need to have individuality and their own life and pations away from her. He has no friends, no ambitions, no specific dream or goal. It's just "i wanna do the good thing for my people" WHAT IS THE GOOD THING. Now that u didn't have that arranged marriage, does that mean ur family is broke now ?? What are ur plans? Why does this just end with him coming to get her and them getting together. Now what ?? What is the fate of ur kingdom ?? Also, Laura's character just decided to finally take on the job she wanted in NY, so how is they relationship going to fit into this. See what i mean !! It's so farytale, no braincell, superficial and bland.
Also WHY DID U COME GET HER ON A HORSE. He's so cringe ur honor TT i can't TT im getting war flashbacks TT BLERG
Conclusions : im gonna write a movie just for Laura, and i deeply miss A&A's perfection (i literally just rewatched a month ago)
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