#i need to fix it

[handsomegentlebutch]

Have I ever showed u dykes my (very much a WIP) jacket?? I can't sew to save my life and it shows 😭

#butch speaks #i fucked the back patches up so bad lmao #i need to fix it #but first i need to not sew like shit #just ordered a patch thats says 'fags & dykes for trans rights' :e #:3

[i-am-cesear]

I was planning to write and finish my genshin fic but my dearest friend asked me to write an Ivantill fic and I can never say no to her so, yeah. I am going to write an Ivantill fic now because Cure hurt me so badly

#ao3 fanfic #fanfiction #ao3fic #alien stage #ivantill #i need to fix it #ivan cant die

[sapphroditewrites]

what if i fucked around and wrote rejanis smut

#the way i have 2 fics that are literally short story to novella length and im like #the rejanis smut game is WEAK #where IS it #WHERE. #like dont get me wrong theres some good fics i love me some rejanis fics #but where the FUCK. #there's not enough #there simply isnt enough #i have to fix this #i need to fix it

[atell-talepoet04]

I need technology to advance to the point where I can just transfer the story in my head into a complete word doc. I don't have it in me to finish any of my wips.😭😭😭😭

#writer problems #writing #writing problems #ao3 #fanfic #writers of tumblr #writerscommunity #im suffering #send help #technology #wip #i have a problem #i need to fix it #how do i fix this

[mebiselfandi]

Spend the next 2 hours proof reading 20k unfinished fic instead of sleeping…

#no of course not…well #I’ve become too desensitized to the fic now it looks shit I’m gonna cry #i need to fix it

[shadowsofthegun-if]

me looking at tutorials on how to make my game look pretty (im a fucking idiot and have no idea what to do)

#the prolouge is done and ready to go #but this shit is so ugly #i need to fix it #but idk how<3 #emma thoughts🤠

[skwigelfskwisgaar]

...

#ooc: #my rickenbacker fell out of the wall mount #i need to fix it #i NEED to fix it right now

[abeautifulrayofsunshine]

#that's right rivers give me a kiss 😘 #he's cute #his hair is kinda long and very soft #and a little messy #i need to fix it #also love his black nail polish 🖤 #rivers cuomo #jay speaks

[malienessan]

I felt done with writing, no more stories in my brain. But then I consumed a ridiculous amount of hannigram fanfic, and watched an even more ridiculous amount of hannigram tiktok (some of it thanks to @kaluwa-del-conte 💕), and now… Well, there’s a story banging around in my head, demanding to be let out 😳

#malienessan fic #it’s that stupid jump off the cliff #I need to fix it #and I think I might make Will sing for Hannibal #if you haven’t heard Hugh Dancy sing go check it out #it’s lovely #it’s not even a lowkey obsession at this point #just full blown obsession #hannigram #hannibal lecter #will graham

[catsarecoolandallthatstuff]

Me: * tries to escape from reality*

My phone:

My mum to me :

#the greatest estate developer #manhwa #i have a serious escapism problem #i need to fix it #but ... phone #help save me

[cantsaythetword]

Somehow everything that's gone pear shaped ATM is linked back to it being my fault and I'm realising holy shit I really need to be better

#he speaks #kinda a vent post #i feel like im fucking up all my relationships cause im a pushover and i have to make things easier for strangers/acquaintances #rather than people i genuinely love #i think my view of people and friendships is fucked #i cannot tell who actually likes me #and after one shakey moment im like OK FUCK YOU NOW HATE ME FOREVER #which i know makes me sound like a whiney lil bitch #and its hard to communicate that to people cause i know if i dont choose my words VERY carefully it can come off as manipulative #so i just... dont tell people? #i act like everybody's friend cause that's what i want my role to be #but i actually dont think i can tell who actually loves me #unless its REAL obvious and then its only temporary until even the slightest thing happens #idk why it is that way #or how to fix it #but i need to #i need to fix it #my gf is mad atm and im like 90% sure it's at a few people and an overall situation #but im terrified that shes mad at me #not cause she'll do anything #just cause in my head people dont get mad at their friends #(WHICH I KNOW ISNT TRUE) #idfk guys my brain is just fucked #i need to sleep or something

[sporkandpringles]

What's the elevator pitch for your current WIP?

*Cries in 200 WIPs*

Um, if I had to narrow it down to one, my magnum opus, I’m working on an AOS Saving Vulcan fic with time travel and stuff. Spirk and Gaihura may also make an appearance. I’m aiming for 100K.

#star trek #asked and answered #i’m still not over it #I need to fix it #star trek aos #fun fact I watched all 600 hrs of Star Trek with the express purpose of making sure I could write Spock kicking Nero’s ass #no really #I needed to make sure I had all the research done

[mikes81vw]

Why is it hard to find simple repair tools for cameras? I just need to take off one thing lol there's no other way other than use pressure and turn, but that isn't working. This is bs.

Its just that round cover nut on the winder arm that's impossible. No markings to grip or to put a screwdriver to. I don't get it. Lol whatever. I'll keep attempting to..

#mine #my photography #ASA knob is being weird #i need to fix it

[kash-makash]

Sleeping fixes everything but the question is how to fix sleep itself...??

#my sleeping schedule is so messed up #i need to fix it #but how i do that #its 3am #kashmakash #rants #student

[imperatoralicia]

I get a lot of entertainment thinking about how containers are used in video games sometimes.

#video games #elder scrolls #morrowind #baldur's gate 3 #skyrim #i think having to visually see how meager those 5 coins are #sitting loosely in that big old wooden chest #makes me rethink whether i really need to steal them haha #update: i fixed the egg

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics