#i really missed yall so much

[atrial-ofhorror-if]

BAEEE IVE MISSED UUU 😭🥺❤️❤️ how r u doing? I hope ur doing amazing 🫶🏻🫶🏻 dont forget ti take care of urself much lovee

- Side

Side!! My love, I missed you too 🤎😩😩

I hope you've been doing well and that life has been treating you well~

I'm feeling much better now, at least better enough to interact with the IF community again 😗😗 I promise not to go ghost for that long ago. Honestly I thought I wasn't gonna come back for a while.

#side my love #i really missed yall so much #yall have no idea

[demobatman]

pulp art cover stobin 😎

(no background vers. below the fold)

;P

#this is based off a pulp art cover. which i eluded to but #yeah im really into pulp art rn check it out #anywhoo #finally finished her #love this piece hope yall do too i actually put effort into it #that whiteboard gave me so much trouble #take her for what she is.... #i missed tumblr :/ #im working on a new years drawing rn but i wanted to go ahead and post this #my art #stobin #platonic stobin #do people actually use stobin as romantic? im forever going to assume no #robin buckley #steve harrington #scoops ahoy #scoops troop #stranger things #stranger things 3 #stranger things fanart #robin buckley fanart #steve harrington fanart #stobin fanart #breh #if you read this hi :)

[alpacacare-archive]

let sans rest day, featuring the entire skelefam! cus brain rot 

#i wanted to draw more but my wrist rlly hurts and im tired lmfao #i had to do this today cus i missed both of the let papyrus say fuck days #one day i will tag a post with that tag #one day #but for now #letsansrest #he deserves it #can we get some appreciation for this wonderful wonderful guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i love him so much #i could talk about him for hours #this entire family has me in a choke hold #pap doesnt know how to relax tm #gaster is liquid tm #also listened to. sm. ytpmvs while drawing this. sans would absolutely love ytpmvs wont he #assuming he isnt making them #i also need to draw/at least sketch a dtiys that i really wanna do #its them also #shocking i know #so im not going to bed <3 #gn yall i love you so so much <333!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #sans #papyrus #gaster #skelefam #dadster

[chiquilines]

Hi guysssssss its been a minute

I havent posted in a hot while due toooo many things one of which being im not that much into mha anymore... i still really really love all my girls, tgchk mmjr midjoke miryumi etc still hold a dear place in my heart, and I'm gonna keep drawing them, just less. I might start posting more art from different media, but regardless im not gonna be able to post much in the coming months cause I am about to have a very very busy time academically, so Im gonna have less time for drawing :( anyways, thanks to everyone whos been liking my my hero art, it means a lot to me and i appreciate everyone who takes the time to look at my silly self endulging wlw!! This isnt a goodbye btw, im just taking the opportunity to be sappy :) see yall in the next post!!

#I MISSED THEMMMMMM😭😭 #ive been wanting to draw them again for ages i love them very much #there are some ramblings under the cut i wont bother to repeat here #its just a lil psa about the coming months #but back to tgchk <333 #im obsessed with the idea that ochako grabs toga by the hands floats her and spins her around #if i could animate yall would eat it up #its so sappy #ochakos outfit btw is an old redraw of her hero costume that I still really like #its based on older NASA astronaut suits #i have a sort of ingrained conviction that ochako would be an astronaut irl #regardless of her more EMT style line of work #you cant take this from me #the kind of context for this drawing is that toga wanted alone time and got ochako to come meet her by sending a lil note #ochakos holding it if u look at her hand :) #this is in my fairly common au that theyre secret gfs and toga is still a criminal #in this world ochako is in fact not opposed to togas blood thing #it is my conviction of their characters that they understand each other wholly and completely #toga understands ochako needs to save people and ochako understands toga needs to kill #theyre each others moral exceptions <3 #togachako #ochako uraraka #toga himiko #toga x uraraka #mha #bnha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #wlw #chiquilines draws

[fleouriarts]

feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole

#hivemind tv #riley savage #graydon weaver #hmfcu #quadeca #jane remover #eden burke #my art #2023 #fanart #doodles #its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online #doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself #and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling #and come back and then the cycle repeats #its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard #so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)' #NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here #and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out #and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave #i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style #idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment #i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one” #or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it” #sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse #whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m #friends for a while i think #woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography

[yourebeingsilly]

aziraphale saying, “i would always know the stain was there… underneath, i mean,” after being shot by a paintball was really just about making crowley miracle the stain away so that aziraphale will still know the stain was there but now he can also lovingly run his fingers over where the stain was while giggling and twirling his hair

#this scene lives in my head rent free #do yall think he’ll do this in heaven if they let him keep his clothes? #run his fingers over his coat whispering crowley’s name? #‘cause i can really see it happening #i miss them so much #it causes physical pain #good omens #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #azicrow #aziracrow

[vanveronicango]

i miss being here and posting incessantly about my obsessions.... the old guard.... robert sheehan and his little niche roles..... umbrella academy..... barry........ my special interests are all over the place these days i wanna talk stupid shit w yall again

#and i felt so connected to yall and we had so much fun!!! oh my god i MISS IT #if any old (or new) pals wanna reach out i'd love to talk :') #about literally anything ANYTHING even if it's about something i've never even heard of!!! #i logged into my second google account and found that old poll #the one where i asked yall your fave tua characters #and i made gifsets counting down to number one that i never finished #i should get back to that ... that was fun #between living in korea and full time school and two jobs and being tired all the time #i wind up just vegging out and i really wanna get back to things that make me happy #shut up andie

[reamed]

ya know what I’m deciding not to give a shit if my job doesn’t like me missing work bcuz I’m in agonizing pain

#txt #it is what it is #fuck it we ball #like idk what else to do #and it really erks me that my boss thinks she has the right to tell me I need to go to the doctor #because bitch I’ve been all my life I’ve been misdiagnosed with stomach viruses utis and it’s never that #I’m not risking being misdiagnosed again. I’m waiting for my gyno appointment bcuz it has fucking everything to do with my period/reproduct #REPRODUCTIVE ORGANS #like hire more people if it’s such a loss when I’m gone ?????? #don’t fucking text me telling me that “As a mom I’d tell my kid to go to the doctor😇 as if my parents aren’t fully aware of the pain I’m in #and have been fully aware since I was 10 years old #I know what’s going on bitch I don’t need to waste money at a walk in clinic for them to tell me I have a uti or my stomach is just hurting #u think jus fucking about with this shit. no I plan for this every month. usually it’s not terrible. this month has been hell #there’s nothing I can do to avoid it. I take meds and they barely do anything #i deserve to rest bcuz I’ve been busting my ass this year and last through this pain #i can afford to miss a few days off work. sorry yall can’t #I’m sorry for ranting this had jus been an issue my whole life. they used to grill me as a kid at school for missing #and it reminds me of that so much and it makes me feel like a child again #being told It’s JuSt period CrAmpS just TakE medicine #meanwhile I’m literally puking from pain #meanwhile my insides feel like they are blistering and on fire and my lower body is being yanked to the floor #ok sowwy I’m gonna go cry about it now

[slutdge]

this sucks, i should be drowning in the everglades rn

#still working out the arrangements to get my ashes back home when i die thank yall for the help so far #its just so fuckin hard to die and not have your family involved and thats why capitalism is evil etc etc #just make dying easier pls lmao #i miss home so much :') #it was hard to decide where is REALLY home but the everglades was the one that felt right

[missingn000]

the phantom guardian, chapter thirty-four: guilty as charged has now been posted!

link

playlist

happy reading!

#YOOOOO #THE GIRLS ARE FIGHTIIIIINGGG!!!! #oh my god. oh my GOD. this one goes so hard in so many ways #i missed writing fight scenes so much #THIS ONE IS THE LONGEST BUT THATS BECAUSE THERES SO MUCH DIALOGUE and #i needed to include post-fight scene stuff for both of them #i...i think you guys are really gonna like this one. just trust me on that. #i hope yall enjoy it!!! #tpg

[munamania]

i dont wanna be a dick and act like i have no responsibility in this but after a point dont u think if all you ever say to ur friend is Omg you never make it out why dont you ever come out with us you bail all the time youre such a flake etc. dont u think that person (me) is like. not gonna feel so inclined to. be there

#like. yeah i was bad last semester i get it. and probably i shouldve tried at least once or twice to push thru #but i was so exhausted. and every time they would bring up hanging out it was on my longest days #and when i casually brought this up they were just like Well we have long days too. Okay! #and i love and miss these friends and i know for the most part. or at least think. theyre just teasing #i hate being seen as the flake like any time i do have to be like Oh i cant make that or Shit im sorry i have to bail #i try to offer an alternative???? and they never compromise on that. how is that fair like im not just outright rejecting u all the time #not to mention most of the time last semester it was always gonna be somewhere super easy for them to get home and far from me #im not like constantly holding this against them btw but i feel like they're holding it against me and i dont have any more apologies in me #anyway. that said. if theyre somewhere really expensive and far from me tn and i get out of work early #i. probably will not make it. lol! if theyd be willing to come a little closer to my place to one of the dives or some shit thatd be great #and like im not doing much today until class and work so really like. i WILL try. but i think they could sometimes not go for the most #expensive and inconvenient option as well. and these r all things ill say if it becomes like a problem problem or smth #but rn im not gonna be a dickhead and shit on their plans #but also! ok whatever im not gonna keep going on i just feel shitty im not 100% better from being sick and im just frustrated #about having to fuckign grovel over and over and over. i meant it the first few times now im just like #u could try not to be an asshole to me for five seconds too. like. i am very clearly not someone trying to secretly stop being friends #w yall. things happen #abby talks #and maybe this is an esp sore spot bc like ive certainly had some of you bail on me or be flaky or whatever before. and i didnt throw #a fucking fit to your face about it. probably bc it actually did feel more mean spirited sometimes #OK im sorry im not trying to make my friends sound evil and its mostly just the one and like im working on forgiving her for it cause it #was years ago but also like christ!

[im-still-a-robot]

M. It was impossible to make their name look good 😔

Notes:

- Main outfit based off the orginal skin for them (minus capelet). I might do a better design at a later point but I am out of outfit brain power atm

- They like nicer clothes (like sweaters and button ups) but are often annoyed by the lack of mobility

- Mask only comes off when alone or with people they trust. Their headscarf, on the other hand, is used to protect their hair, so they might take it off in public, but usually only briefly, to adjust it.

- The Moofia was important to them. Even after its effective dissolution, cows were very dear to them. Also cow axe :]

- Prone to annoyance and nervousness in equal measure. An asshole on bad days and tricky bastard on good ones.

Thats mostly it. I am going to be thinking about them for weeks to come <3

Diamond (the fox!) belongs to @twodragonsinatrenchcoat

I genuinely don't remember who the child was- feel free to tell me if you know :]

#crazy coconuts #my art #hbsmp #hbsmp!m #m #hb #unhappy with the composition but quite happy with how each drawing turned out #which is definitely the better of the two options #uhhhh. #yeah adding them to the list of characters that need a better outfit (calliope im sorry) #still. it fits them for now #also the delicate art of trying to make them compelling while also balancing hb (and not remembering half of it) #they are silly and animated. works good for the style and i like thinking of them as a bit of a trickster #i still want to draw them as a furry #uhh what else #idk honestly. in going through a bunch of recent stuff while making this i cannot believe how much of hb i missed #just in being so stuck in my head about everything. sorry guys. yall are all really cool #mostly ;) #but still. very happy to see a bit more love on hb. was always kinda sad to me that it got exploded immediately afterwards #i also really like how the main one came out. kinda want to post it by itself just because. again. hate the composition #idk idk. cheers. have fun. do whatever you want forever. i have tomatoes to go roast. o7

[qulizalfos]

im so DONE

#also im back . HI I MISSED YALL SOSOSOO MUCH MWAAHH #i have been really busy but hey we just Lost the soccer tournament weve been training for since november so!!!!!!<3<3 lol. lmao even. #my schedules freed up a little but ohhhhhhhhhh my god man #holy fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk i hate school . wow. #ok im actually done now fr this time :)

[muselexum]

<3

#sending you all so much love #it's crazy how a year has zipped by #every so often i'll come by and check up on the dash and i love seeing all the familiar names <33 #I'll prolly write a more official post in the new year at some point #but im so eager for this work contract to end at the end of this year #im grateful for the job in many ways but in others it was really burnt me out and drained me #ready to turn a new leaf in the new year #and hopefully get some of my creative motivation back when my mind clears #ive put even art/painting on the sidelines as well this year which is something im sad about #but on the positives I think ive had a lot of personal and emotional growth this year that im really proud of!! #(still dont have a driver's license though.. LOL OOP) #and ive really worked on my anxiety and depression. like even if this job is burning out and depressing me// I don't feel DEPRESSED ya kno. #ive just been experiencing a lot of personal growth and change #and the people around me in my life have told me that they've seen changes in me this year too so :') #BUTTTTTT #I so so miss my creative outlets and I feel like I've neglected that this year #I went from escapism to fully avoiding the outlets so now I think it's time to transition into the healthy middle #anywaaaay #hope yall have been doing amazing #love u all and ill probably pop in here for the holidays <33 #blows u all kisses #ooc #tbd

[unexpectedbrickattack]

.🎂

#chattin #i am. so tired 😭 #i didnt even DO anything i think the act of just travelling made me extremely tired #i havent made any updates or art and im itchin to do something. but comms. and money 😭 #my bday was last wednesday and i did NOTHING heehee #i had some food from a seafood restaurant ive missed alot and some dunkin donuts #bc for some reason down south dunkin is just NOT that good #and im with my sister! which is nice :) #i havent really done anything else #tmi -> but my menstrual came very early this morning and i think it explains alot of the lethargy ive been experiencing #and the headaches 😭. so even tho i had intentions to finish comms LAST WEEKEND #i am just now starting to ‘recover’. i want these comms DONE im tired of lookin at them !!!!!!! #i wanna draw so much shit #waugh #and i wanna p rank some more levels #and make my sister play the game heehee #anyway #love yall mwah 💖 i will get to asks eventually when im less busy. i have some im eager to respond to but i wanna be in a good mindset- #-to answer them #AND #i want to draw piepoe on god this pink marshmallow chumby has been on my mind so often #im even considering making the fake peppi i drew a peppiclone oc instead of the canon desigb #*DESIGN #bc i have so many thoughts about my little (big) mans

[toshidou]

i kinda miss the cod era, ngl 🥹

#☁︎⋅chats #i really do #like i had so much fun girly popping beefy men #what happened 🥹🥹 #anyway i miss yall too!! #i know i say this every 3-4 business days but it's true </3