#i think i will forever be obsessed with this book

[in-another-april]

spence with a partner that’s obsessed with him? not in a creepy unhealthy way but more like just really in love and attracted to him, always clingy and affectionate

this is so real!! i have an old oneshot that's similar to this here, but its from forever ago soo im writing another one bc i love this prompt

There is so much to love about Spencer. You really can't help that you're completely infatuated with him. I mean. Just look at him!!

When you're laying with him, and he's all adorable and sleepy, you reach out to trace along his features. Brushing your fingers up and down his face, committing every part of it to memory (as if you could ever forget something you love so much.) He always leans into it, humming happily and pushing further into your touch, like a cat.

It's easy to get lost in him, murmuring absentmindedly about how pretty he is, how much you love him (and his face!) Sometimes, he gets too blushly and giggly that he just buries his face in your chest, avoiding your affectionate stare (he can't even lie, he loves it so much.)

You like to just. watch him sometimes. You insist that you're not staring, you're admiring (...he doesn't seem to buy it.) He really can't complain too much, though, not when he does the exact same thing to you (that's different!! he insists. it is not.)

He likes to think he's used to it, for the most part, but it still manages to fluster him at times. Sometimes, he just says something so smart and you're just so proud to call him yours. Your eyes lock onto him as your mind just blanks on every thought that isn't him!!

And that's when it hits him, muttering a "I can't focus when you look at me like that" that comes out as way more of a whine than he wanted it to. Sighh, what did you do to him?

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[starrynightsxo]

MY MAN CARDAN REALLY DID THAT IM DYING

#the cruel prince reread #i think i will forever be obsessed with this book #help #books #bookish #booklr #the cruel prince #cardan greenbriar #jude duarte #tfota #cardan #jude #jurdan #judecardan #cardan x jude #jude x cardan #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #locke hate club #taryn hate club #taryn duarte #the folk of the air #the folk of air #enemies to lovers #slay #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #tfota quotes #quotes #book quotes #booktok

[gayfandomblog]

anyone else obsessed with the fact that korrasami went canon before gay marriage was federally legalized in the US and was the first gay couple in any western cartoon

#bryan konietzko in 2014: this was not a slam-dunk victory #me: ok but it was. In My Heart. #chris chats #forever thinking about korrasami. sorry. korra and asami are in love. #also obsessed with how I (semi-ironically) made my blog title 'korra and asami are in love' and then a few months later that legitimately #happened. and bryan konietzko said the exact words 'korra and asami fell in love' #I was shitposting I was doing it for the meme. book 3 hadn't even aired yet. but I was right

[agirlwiththoughtsandnegativity]

so..yeah…I’m back in my tfota hyper fixation era again

*fake shock*

#I’m not suprised #I don’t think I ever left actually #I think I’ll just be obsessed with it forever honestly #books #writing #tfota #jude x cardan #jude duarte #cardan greenbriar #jurdan

[kafkaguy]

character wrapped 2023 💥

tagged by @davidtennantpussytulpa ^-^ i didn't know how many to do so i copied tara and did top 10. i know the severance guys are Four Of Them but i can't separate them theyre all equally important to me

will graham (hannibal), em haywood (nope), aziraphale (good omens), mark & dylan & helly & irving (severance), hawkeye pierce (mash), martha jones (doctor who), ivan karamazov (the brothers karamazov), kim kitsuragi (disco elysium), stewy hosseini (succession), ruescott melshi (andor/rogue one)

i will tag... @fagician @britomart @libraryfag @roadwhores @majorbaby @globuspolski @hadleyfraserfaggot @tenderscience if u want to ^-^

#and now i will explain them all in detail #cos i started watching hannibal back in like. january or february and will immediately set up camp in my head and started to settle there #*I* pay rent to *HIM*. he lives there permanently. sweating and monologuing constantly #em was not only the character of 2022 but also of 2023 and of 2024 and the rest of the decade and all decades to come #she had such an impact on me keke palmer's performance will live with me forever and i love nope so fucking much #i almost didnt include her because nope was more of a last year obsession. but she lives on #aziraphale.........no comment #severance.......i love them all so much and at first i wanted just irving and then just helly and then i realise i cried over mark this week #and then i realised i couldnt possibly leave out dylan when hes probably my favourite character. so then i settled for all of them #hawkeye is my fucking wife. enough said #martha... well i knew i had to have a doctor who character. i thought maybe the doctor but then i thought their companions mean more to me #sometimes at least. i did have a fourteen icon for a while but then i was like but Donna..... and then i thought. well #these past few months at least martha jones has been eating away at my heart. i go batshit insane when i think about her #her impact. her grace. her power. so she had to go on the list.it was a toss up between her and donna for sure though #then i figured i had to include a karamazov since reading that book took up half of my year. and ivan was my favourite of the 3. so <3 #kim goes without saying. literally nothing to be said hes the character Of All Time. to me #stewy also goes without saying ive had so many Stewy Save Me moments since the beginning of season 4 all the way to the end of the year #i miss him every day. he is the moment. i wish there was more of him all the time #and the last one is a bit of a wildcard cos all my insanity abt melshi has been on my andor sideblog. #but rest assured ive been thoroughly Not Normal about him. he literally side appears in 4 episodes and has 11 total minutes onscreen #but i love him. so much. and hes occupied most of my thoughts since september. once again his impact his power his grace. his homosexuality #enough said. that's all. thanks for reading. this was a great year for autism and madness #tag game #🍪

[the-knife-consumer]

I feel lame for not having many ocs tbh. Whatever i do what i want forever

#idk i feel like my entire art is only ever used on drawing pre existing characters #usually from popular ips i feel so shallow. #any ocs i make i never get attached to. and if i do im too nervous to post them #or like with my fandom intrests i love them so intensely and then a month or so later #i dont give a shit anymore. i wish i wasnt so reliant on pre existing characters with pre existing personalities to draw #my attention. and draw in general. #bc when im not in an intense intrest phase i cant draw for shit. thatd be a perfect time to draw my ocs right? #but i need to be intensely intrested to draw in the first place. and they aren't fleshed out they dont have content #yhere is no book or movie or show or game. ive gotta do all of that. but that passion isn't there #i get no big ideas for stories of my own. no characters with compelling backgrounds everytging i do #just feels like a rehash or repackaging of something else. #and insult to injury. usually i can pinpoint exactly which pre exosting character im ripping from #which nothing wrong witg inspiration. if it was anyone else i'd be like fuck yeag dude thats awesome #but because its me it feels like stealing stealing stealing i cant think of anything on my own so i must steal #idk. whatever. #i mean i do have ocs but i havent drawn them in fucking forever it feels like. and i love them ig #for once i cant really pinpoint where i pulled them from. but too nervous to post them on #this blog and also again. drawing them feels like a chore because the obsession isnt there #vent #whateverrrrr my interps are baller my lines are swagular. im gonna make it whatever #and also i feel like a flake with my intrests and its not deliberate but sometimes i feel like im #pullibg people in from fandoms then pulling a switcheroo gotcha on them by being invested #in something else #which obviously im fucking not thats stupid im not doing this on purpose #but it still feels so yuuuuucky like im sorry ik this isnt what you folloed me for. sorry #SJATEVER i win at art wbatever whatever

[typingwithmyhandstied]

If someone had told me months ago when I started Foul Lady Fortune that I would still be obsessing over it now and thinking too much about characters that aren't even the main characters in the strictest sense (the most at least)... I would not have been surprised. I have a history.

#i have a long history of obsessing over side characters and them haunting me especially other books where they don't get resolved endings #the beauty of side characters #unrelated: but i have blindly shipped two side characters together so many times and never been wrong (my cr is going to be the first time) #foul lady fortune #chloe gong #foul heart huntsman #secret shanghai #silas wu #phoebe hong #celia lang #oliver hong #alisa montagova #rosalind lang #orion hong #this is pretty much just directed at the fact that i walked myself into this book knowing the next book wouldn't be out forever #and that chloe gong had a history of... interesting book endings #also all i can think about is phoebe being priest and how that snuck up on me and what that means and silas in all that #oh and the fact that alisa is totally going to see roma and juliette at the end of the book #also i want answers about oliver's sketchiness. #sorry for the rambling tags

[roseworth]

thinking about them again

#'i hate to be girly about this' grace ilysm..... im obsessed with them i think they should be in every book forever #anissagrace #<- is that my tag for them i cant remember #dc

[everysongineverykey]

how does the stupendium live knowing in 2018 they dropped the ddlc song to end all ddlc songs. sometimes i'm bored and then i literally just sing why did i say oki doki in my head and boom. hours of fun

#I WALK TO SCHOOL WITH MY BEST FRIEND SURPRISE SURPRISE SHE'S LATE AGAIN SHE'S GOT A CLUB SHE WANTS ME IN #DON'T THINK I'VE EVER RAISED A PEN #i'll CONSIDER IT sure #no fan of LITER-A-TURE #books with less PICTURES THAN WORDS #leave me a LITTLE BIT BORED.... #breakdances SAYORI'S ALOOF AND KOOKY NATSUKI'S SWEET AND CUTESY YURI IS DEEP AND BROODING MONIKA'S BRAINS AND BEAUTY #IT'S ALMOST FESTIVAL TIME COULD SAY WE'RE CUTTING IT FINE #the task may seem laborious!(...i wonder where sayori is...) i guess it's just the four of uuuuuusssss! #JUST THE FOUR OF US WE CAN MAKE IT IF WE TRY BUT EACH DAY THAT PASSES BY IS TEARING PAGES FROM MY MIND #JUST THE FOUR OF US NO ESCAPING IF I TRIED THOUGH THESE MAIDENS MAY SEEM KIND THERE'S SOMETHING GOING ON BEHIND... #THEY LOOKED SO SAD AND LONELY #i sold my soul for poetry... #THIS HELL IS MEMBERS ONLY; WHY DID I SAY OKI DOKI??? #i'm not an ugly guy but i can't understand why #she'd be so utterly in love she'd leave her clubmates to die... #monika's obsession is ominous to be honest... omnipotent goddess concocting demonic sonnets... #i could delete her but i never could harm monika... #so i'm trapped here forever where's my harmonicaaaa? (epic harmonica solo)

[sketchyandsketches]

random OC ask: what is something about your OC that people wouldn't expect from looking at them?

what are the preconceived notions people might form or have formed about them? how does your OC respond to those notions?

Thanks for the ask! Let's do this for Meissa >:) So there are multiple versions of Meissa - like the villain in the book I'm writing, the god and his reincarnations in Luke's universe, or the opera singer and adoptive father of one of my BG3 tavs (Alamo). However, in all of them, he's a calm but snobbish man who hates most of the world and the people in it. He takes joy in others' failures unless their failures affect Meissa negatively. He likes talking shit. He lives in hate and it's hard to form bonds with him, and when it succeeds, it doesn't mean it's automatically healthy. His distance and hatred for others come from pressure and how he's been raised, never having formed bonds with the ones raising him and no trust in his environment afterwards. He moves and talks in ways that tell how he's putting himself above everyone else, his aura is usually oppressive and often people unconsciously try to please him - only that nothing ever really does and when it does, he rarely shows it. Despite his weakness to form bonds, one thing people definitely do not expect is that he does care. He rarely does and he certainly hates it, but it happens. Many of his versions raise adopted children and he certainly isn't a happy, fun father, but he doesn't know better. He is strict and doesn't leave much room for fun, fails to teach about emotions and is simply quite chaotic with his own behaviour and emotions. But no matter how much he fails as a parent - and this is not to be his apologist, I just like flawed characters - he loves the child he's raising, and he cares, and he sees it as his own, and he wants it to succeed. Additionally, he offers romantic love only to one person and for every version of him it's a woman called Obba. She rejects him each time, but he never feels this love for anyone else and yearns for her in every version, too. He's fine with casual sex - or rather people sexually pleasing him - but if it weren't for Obba, he'd very much consider himself aromantic.

#sry this was long but I did you the favour of making the main statements bold #meissa is a mess and i love him #a friend of mine actually composed a score for his book version and i will forever be obsessed with him #also i didn't reply to the second part bc for one meissa doesn't care what others think #and also the answer was already long enough I dare say hehee #oc: meissa #asks

[myname-isnia]

Personally, I think if critically acclaimed classical author Alexander Dumas could look at his most well-known creation, The Three Musketeers, and go “Okay but what if the hot evil lady had a secret child who then grows up and interacts with people responsible for his mother’s death”, then 12 year old me was in her full right to turn around and do the same thing

#my sister called me cringe today and this is how I’m coping #she enjoyed expanding on my ocs with me when we were 12 and 10 but now she’s 15 and thinks it’s ridiculous that I’m still going #but I don’t care. cringe is dead anyway #I’m cringe but I’m free #also I spent like 40 minutes making a three musketeers edit this evening so they’re on my mind #and no I was not aware that milady winter had a kid until like. a few months ago #despite being into the three musketeers for a while now #it’s bc the sequel movies with boyarsky are mediocre at best but I haven’t finished reading the og book so I don’t wanna read the sequel yet #endless loop what can I say #and her having a kid wasn’t the reason I became obsessed with her. I just dug deeper into her backstory and got sad and attached #also margarita Terekhova is like really pretty but that’s just a bonus #okay I’m gonna be ranting here forever if I don’t get a grip so I’m stopping

[annabethvicit]

idc one part about the dreamer books that still bothers me is that gansey is not more present. this boy MICROMANAGED ronan for years and he cares so deeply for him, i just know that he would be harassing him, chained to a tree or not. even pre-fugitive era. that being said, ur telling me that gansey hears from mr. gray or one of his other mystical contacts that ronan is being hunted and is not on the first plane back east?? hell, ur telling me that BLUE SARGENT is not speeding her dream camaro to find him?? idk like even declan not being vaguely harassed for ronan info at any point in the series is absurd to me no matter how off the grid they are. gansey is TOO involved in ronan's business to be taking a backseat the way he has in this series. the boy was OBSESSED for YEARS. he's the definition of co-dependent!!! it's insane that he's not mentioned, texts, calls, messenger pigeons, or anything!!! doesn't make sense to me, those mfs are brothers and obsessed with each other one would think gansey would have a slightly stronger background presence. also, their friendship is on par with ronan's love for his brothers + Adam so it's also odd that it doesn't seem to be framed that way in this book. like unreliable narrators or not it just seems so unrealistic, especially after rereading trc. idk i'm in the middle of mister impossible right now, but after the declan/adam harvard reunion i've just been thinking about this quite a bit.

#im just reading the dreamer trilogy now #but like it just doesn't make sense to me #regardless of gansey being attached to a tree or not #like he's OBSESSED. they both are #also gansey and blue aren't mentioned in ronan's pov ? #like i get that it's a new book etc etc but ronan thinks about his friends constantly #im just surprised that if adam and his brothers are viewed as tethers to the 'real world' that gansey wouldn't be considered that as well #after all they're basically brothers #and lived together forever #and it's been well-established that gansey is one of the most important people in ronan's life #and someone he considers a brother #and vice versa #like his friendship with gansey is fully on par with his relationship with adam and kinship with his brothers #and it's very odd to me that it's not seen on that level in these books #tdt #dreamer trilogy #trc #mister impossible #gansey' #ronan #ronan lynch #richard campbell gansey the third

[daisywords]

started rereading a book that I had mixed feelings about but have also thought about a lot since (and I do like to revisit works that had a particular resonance with me to try and figure out what that captivating something was) and anyway I did read this book the first time when I was probably too young for it (I think my mom was reading it for a book club and I saw it on her nightstand and read the blurb and she told me I probably should wait until I was older to read it) and I remember that sneaking into her room to read it in little snatches. Sitting on the floor of her bathroom in secret with that book. But ANYWAY what I'm trying to say is I remembered being vaguely annoyed with the narrator and I was wondering if that would still be the case reading it as an adult. And the answer is yes. I am finding her insufferable, in fact.

#it's The Thirteenth Tale in case you were wondering #and this gal is annoying for multiple reasons #but to get specific. She was born with a conjoined twin but her twin died and she didn't find out about this until she was ten #and weirdly defines like her whole identity on that #haven't got far enough yet but I remember later in the book they like wax poetic about this inherent sense of ''twin-ness'' #and like her always feeling the shadow of her dead twin and stuff #which. ok. vibes I guess. #but hear me out. I was also actually a twin (we think) bc my mom literally had a miscarriage but then was still pregnant with me #which. (1) was not a defining moment to find out about bc I do not even remember her first telling me that #(2) maybe has caused me to wonder more about what it would have been like to grow up as a twin than your average person #but I also think that's probably normal to wonder about a little #and (3) is definitely not something I would base my identity around at all?? #granted. being born connected is more dramatic and also this is literally gothic fiction #but still idk she's all like ''oh woe is me I'm half of a whole and I've been lonely forever bc I'm missing my other half'' #like. girl me too? but idk I'm normal about it #also the whole ''I only read books all day and I don't talk to anyone and I just work at my dad's bookstore #where I don't actually have to do that much work I just get to read whatever I want and also write when I feel like it'' #I HATE YOU #she's just like me if my main character syndrome was indulged and if I was ANNOYING and self-obsessed #what growing up an only child will do to you ig lol #if you've reached the end of my very petty and specific rant. hello.

[halfhappyhooligan]

what they dont warn u about aromanticism is the grief

#like. idk man. i keep thinking im done grieving who i was or more like who i thought i was #i had a vision set up for who i was to become that… granted it was set up #like by stupid heteronormative socio cultural shit #but also i as a kid learning what fear and love is. its just a Feeling of comfort knowing u could b loved forever #and maybe its all the romance movies and books i was obsessed with as a kid.. the way i consumed every stupid love story i could #sing along love songs on the radio.. reciting the lyrics to myself every chance i got.. there was something about it #something about BEING a hopeless romantic #but not.. actually #and its like. i dont know. i really wish i could be. #nights like these i wish i could be!!!!!!!!!!!!! #stupid nights!!!!!! #rant

[bloodhailmp3]

i love how like literally everyone in 2010 - 2014 had this annoying way of speaking online like even if u were quote unquote cool u would still type in this v sincere forced quirky way that means if ur reading a post from 2012 in the present day u can usually guess what year the post was made before u check the timestamp. and now the common like online uhhh tone?? style of communication?? (sorry idk what to call it idk much abt linguistics) has shifted to being a little more detached and ironic and if someone still types in that early '10s style it comes across as what would now be considered cringe or maybe to put it more nicely just a touch too earnest and emotionally involved and like wannabe quirky

#mp #i dont know if this makes sense to anyone else. i started rereading some books i was obsessed w when i was a young teenager that were #written around 2011 / 2012 i think?? and i remembered how i used to read that author's blogspot quite a bit back when proper blogging was #still like popular w Cool Creative People #so recently in this fit of reminiscing i went back n read the archive of their blog and was struck by just how Teenager In The Early 10s it #was in tone #but it was the same tone ive noticed when ive revisited friends old tweets or posts or when u click on a post to go to the ops blog and it #takes u to the posts up to the date that post was made #and the tone and style and language used always feel so specifically dated to those years #also sorta going off on a tangent here but its funny when i first read those books and blog posts i was like sighhhh the life i wish i was #having....... (bearing in mind those books were written abt 16/17 yr olds and i was reading as a 13/14 yr old) and now rereading them im #like aw this is pretty close to my life now :') #altho ofc a part of me does ache that i didnt get to experience that while i was actually school or sixth form. but maybe its for the best #anyway. point of this post was that i find it interesting that posts online can be dated just by the common typing style n i wonder how #the online like. lexicon?? is that the right word?? will continue to evolve. my message to da world...... goodbye forever

[fellhellion]

bobby’s a bit of a cunt (affectionate) but i’m just continually facinated by the ways the detective hits out at them and vice versa when their relationship is that of exes, romantic or otherwise. No strikes at you as well as someone who Knew you huh. 

#i actually really enjoy bobby as a character i hope they continue to do their shit forever and ever <3 #also middling take but bobby being able to bribe information out of the police is like fjdshfjkhdsk indicative of police corruption ms emma #NOT that he sucks at his job. bitch actually be doing a good if underhanded job at that shit #but yeah back to the post. that one option in book 3??? i think?? where the detective can snidely ask if they really like the person they #see in the mirror and that DOES shake bobby for a second #delicious drama #kinda obsessed w the emma + bobby arc in particular #because SHE is gradually moving away from needing validation from a relationship which lacked respect #and thus not kind of. continually hoping he'll apologise to her for the way things panned out in college. #and bobby obviously has no fucking clue what to even make of those small moments where they feel an inkling of guilt #or uncertainty #its just a very VERY fun thing to observe #tunes talks wayhaven #im replaying book 2 and idk i just have BRAINROT