#i wish you were still here

[original-punks]

❣1992-2015❣

#mightve taken me 8 years to be comfortable enough to look at you face again #but i did it #words will never express the fucking void in my heart #you literally are so beautiful it's not fair #i knew i could never compete #i wish you were still here #la dispute will never be the same without you #RIP #wouldve been the best elder emo fr #im happy to finally be as free as she was #you literally missed out on Pokemon Go and Destiny 2 ffs #ill see you soon #original-punks

[smol-demon]

I wonder if he remembers that time I accidentally sent "yeep", he made fun of me and I sent " 🔫" we were having so much fun... But I had to leave... I thought he would be fine... I was only gone for 21 minutes... Fuck... It only took him 21 minutes to kill himself... Sometimes I wonder if I didn't have to leave would he be here... He said he would never do it cuz he didn't want to hurt me... But he did... And I'm stuck wondering if I had stay would he still be here... I still dm his account everyday saying "I love you so much" and "I'm so sorry" cuz I blame myself... Could I have saved him... I wish I had stayed... I fucking wish I stayed... Alexander my best friend and the person I love the most... I'm not a believer but I still look to the sky and say I love you

#smol_demon #i'm not okay #i'm so sorry #i miss him #why the fuck #i wish you were still here #i wanna die #tw self destruction #tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #tw depressive #tw sui ideation #i need him #please come back #i need you #sorry for being depressing #this is depressing #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #please save me #i loved him #i loved you #i miss you

[narcan-necromancer]

#I'm sorry I'm trying #nothing nowhere #music #Michael #i really did love you #with everything in me #and the person that i was belongs to you #i remember listening to this while i was falling in love with you #my heart was so soft and full #you were like a fucking lighthouse in my life back then #because i was so fucking lost and i just followed your light #how did shit get so fucked up #i keep thinking that if i was better #you would still be alive #if i could have just been what you wanted and needed me to be #you'd be here #if i had just found a way to save you #you could be happy right now and have everything that you ever wanted #even if you left me #i wish you were still here #i wish that you could have found happiness even if it wasn't with me #Spotify

[goodiecornbread]

I feel guilty for not feeling more sad.

It doesn't feel like healing, it feels like I don't care.

But I promise I do.

#personal tag #i miss you #i love you #i wish you were still here

[dea-ries]

wednesday, 20.12.2023

today mama told me she talked to angie about what has happened over the weekend. usually in december, our family would meet up and go to the christmas market together. this year we didn’t. normally the others would be way too late and we would laugh about it. this year we didn’t laugh. on the 2nd christmas holiday, our family would meet up and get together. last year we went to a totally new restaurant, that was weird. this year, we won’t go together at all. angie told us they planned christmas without me and mama. family is now everybody minus the two of us. this hurts. but i guess, me and mama are the villains of their story again, so we are used to this by now. i just hope they stay wherever they are and don’t come back.

and to think this all happens only 4 years after you passed. so this is what it feels like to loose your family, again.

#💌.papa #tw.grief #tw.loss #jan told me he’d share his family w me #i don’t want a new family #i wish i had my family #i wish you were still here #things would’ve never turned out like this without you #no pressure or anything but this family sucks ass without you #letters #family #loss #grief

[hedgehog-moss]

Sightseeing at 1800m

#crawling along #pandolf wasn't with me and i wanted to send him these pics like ''so much snow! wish you were here'' #i can't believe it's 2023 and we still can't text our dogs

[syrena-del-mar]

"Thank you."

Barcode Tinnasit as Non Prathipsit and Mio Athens as Tan Phatthananon in Dead Friend Forever (2023). x

#dead friend forever #dff gifs #dff gifset #dff edit #dead friend forever gifs #dff non #dff new #dff tan #dff the series #barcode tinnasit #mio athens #dff spoilers #non dff #thai bl #thai bl edits #thai bl gifset #dead friend forever the series #be on cloud #syrena-del-mar gifs #deadfriendforeveredit #dramasource #dailyasiandramas #florence and the machine's wish that you were here lyrics #dff ep 12 #help im still at the restaurant #im never overcoming these siblings i fear #new losing everyone and being killed by his little brother's love #a twisted fate when he just wanted his brother to be free and happy #my gifs #dead friend forever spoilers

[brother-emperors]

you're SO right, how is it that the best portrayal of many italian renaissance figures comes from a bad videogame from the 2010s

wheezing I’m torn between going truly this is the best portrayal of Leonardo da Vinci we may ever get, and defending AC2 even though I’m a full time Ezio Saga Hater

#I’m a Desmond Era + Origins fan in a ride or die kind of way but the Ezio games suck ass compared to 1 and 3 #however AC2 is miles above the European Era games and Odyssey butchers the use of Ezio’s theme so bad I will never forgive them #also Odyssey is legitimately bad. AC2’s biggest problem is that the story is narratively weak and holds it’s punches #I mostly hate the Ezio saga because the fandom was really fucking racist (still is!) and it could’ve been good!!! #but I have a deep seated fondness for the parts of it that were good. the game after all is still asking you to live even when it’s hard #the opening and the music are unparalleled and legendary. I just wish it kept that up throughout the story instead of #trying for a wider appeal but the story fucks up it’s own themes and bc the simplicity of it’s assassin/templar line up is baffling #there is also an AC2 that exists in my head that takes place in Venice lmao but that’s much more spy thriller #also did anyone here read the novelizations. Ezio and Machiavelli are so fucking married. 10/10 no notes #Ascanio is also mentioned in the brotherhood novelization iirc so. we stay winning!!

[picspammer]

#i did this in july and i still like it so. here you go lil one #welcome to the black parade #my chemical romance #samuel bayer #mcr #might not be the best time to post this bc i know mcr fans are Losing It atm. hang in there #the black parade #gerard way #i know there were more tags i don't remember now so i'm off to sleep. ha ha sleep. #get it? bc of... ah nevermind. wish i could use emojis to translate the physical gestures #michael romance #never not laughing at that one #mcredit #my chem gerard #gerard way edit #text #favourite videos #favourite edits

[kindacts]

i've watched the get low scene a stupid amount of times but it's just too good. like... alex being an absolute dreamboat dancing on the other side of the floor while henry sneaks peeks at him and awkwardly tries to bop along?? and of course the way alex looks at him when everyone drops low and henry gets all shy and blushy? aforementioned genuinely sweet/serious moment happening as lil jon screams about shaking ass which is also the funniest thing ever? matthew lopez did suchhh a great job capturing the heady feeling of a crush damn

ETA apparently kyle hanagami the LEGEND choreographer was behind this so no wonder it was so damn smooth, thank you king

#rwrb #red white and royal blue #LITERALLY A WHOLE STAR RIGHT THERE THAT ONE LETTERBOXD REVIEW WASNT KIDDING. #the viewer could feel exactly what henry was feeling and that’s how you know it’s effective #like yes there were a lot of things in the movie i wished had been different but i loved this #the only thing that could have made it better is 'SHUT YOUR DUMB FACE THIS IS MY SHIT' #anyway i promise i will shut up about everything eventually but i'm still living here.

[smol-demon]

#story of my life #smol_demon #sorry for being depressing #i wish you were still here #i loved him #he broke me #questioning my life choices #Spotify

[potetkongen-blog]

my mouse button is ruined i guess....

#boop #can't touch this #i farted XD #veronica if you see this i regret what happened and i've grown more as a person and i wish you were still here to see my growth i love u

[inevitablestars]

there are some people who just shouldn't be allowed to speak. like you had your chance to say things that are acceptable and failed so now you don't get to talk at all

#this was sitting in my drafts and i forget why #but! it's still applicable #with all this shit of people critiquing fics? like shut up!!!!!! no one asked!!!!!! #these bitches need to be taken out back and slaughtered and silenced #if you don't like something then stop interacting with it or complain to a friend NOT publicly #i wish fandom was still soemthing that people were embarrassed about and was not at all mainstream or popularized #bc then the mean girls wouldn't be here causing problems just bc they want to be part of fandom like do you not get it #we are here for funsies and don't care if it's embarassing not everything is for consumption or popularity

[jasontoddenthusiastt]

The New Titans #55 (1989)

Batman (2010-) #641

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Red Hood and the Outlaws (2016-) #6

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Batman and Red Hood (2011-) #20

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Batman (2016-) #138

They sure do bAT&Tman. They sure as hell do.

Yet Jason never thought this way about you.

#Don’t you dare kill them with a simple headshot Jason! I have to keep them alive so I can torment them until they wished they were dead #they’ll never use their hands again. this is the superior way #and you should follow in my footsteps as any self-respecting non-criminal vigilante would in order to keep your conscience squeaky clean #also how dare you not be more understanding of the fact that I completely betrayed your trust #and threw your unhealable trauma in your face and shamelessly admitted to it #after I slit your throat in front of the murderer responsible for that same trauma while he laughed in your face a few years back #god you are a terrible son u are so selfish everything I ever said about you while u were dead was true ur being such a burden rn #also I just love how in batman 640 Bruce was going around interrogating Ollie and Clark (ppl who died + came back) #to find a *~rational~* explanation for how Jason was even here #instead of yk. just being glad your child is alive #and when Damian died he does all this shit to Jason to figure *how to* bring Dami back #after he burned his artwork the same way he emptied out Jason’s room #god you flaming turd of a father never change #the fact that lobdell boiled down Jason’s reasoning to ‘he’s the bad guy and you’re the good guy Jason’ #already shows we’re starting off on the wrong foot but #Jason coming back to Bruce in every new comic and saying the same ‘I tried it your way. or sucks’ thing is so silly because #it* #he already learned that decades ago #all the way back in batman 424 lol #you’re just. making him. look like an idiot. but yk what maybe that’s still better than the self-deprecating diversion bs #that’s actually convincing more people ‘yay Jason want redemption this is revolutionary & has definitely never been done a billion times b4 #and is a step in the *right* direction’ #my post

[druidonity2]

Sketch of Anduin's trauma.

#world of warcraft #anduin wrynn #varian wrynn #Do you ever see pictures of you from your past #when you were young and happier #and wonder where they went? #what happened to you #I need you back with me #I need you to help me #Wish you could reach out of the picture and tell me kind words that would fix everything #But you are me and I am here and sad and broken and I can't talk to you as you once existed because all that is left of you is me #Wondering how you would handle this pain but you arn't a different person and you handled it like i did which was bad #Its weird to look at pictures of me as a kid and I was sooo good at smiling into the camera and showing teeth and i just looked so confiden #And now i just. hate pictures taken of me. My smile doesnt include my teeth #and it is still my true smile #im told its not but it is #anyway #wanted to work on this more but i couldnt figure out how i wanted shalamayne to rest in mawduin's arms #Or if prince anduin's hand rested over mawduin's face or under it