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turtleblogatlast · 2 days

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[ cw: violence mention / death mention / ]

Will never stop thinking about how Leo, all alone in an endless void and being beaten again and again and again by the only other living thing around, still finds comfort in that space. The situation he was in was completely hopeless, and in any other circumstances he would not have escaped, at least not fast enough to save him from permanent (or even fatal) damage, be it physical or mental.

And yet, despite the bleakness of his situation, despite the agony and helplessness, all he needs is one glance at a crumbled photograph, one glance to remember his family, and that’s enough of a reason for him to smile.

Maybe that’s why his powers center around manipulating space - because no matter how much space is between them, no matter how dire his own situation may be, just the thought of his family, alive and okay, is enough to give Leo hope.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #the prison dimension is horrifying on its own #add in a monstrous being that towers over you and has vowed to ensure your suffering?#god I can’t imagine how scary that is #Mikey opening the portal was a miracle because if he hadn’t managed it there #it’s really up in the air what could have become of Leo #personally I subscribe by the theory that you straight up can’t die in the prison dimension #so it’s a prison in all ways #but the thought of a Leo who manages anyway who adapts and continues to have hope despite it all…#Leo saying he’s nothing without his family is a double edged sword really #because the thought of his family alone is all he needs to live. to hope.#to smile #nothing without them…but they’re EVERYTHING to him #and maybe he doesn’t realize it but…the feeling is mutual #one thing too is that hope that comforts Leo so much is not just that #should he think his family needs help - that hope can turn into determination #I’m unwell about this family #actually on my point of their powers - I truly do think the abilities tie in not only to their personalities #but to their relationship to family and love in general #kinda like love languages in a way #Mikey with his chains and time abilities values being around his family the most - he wants them to experience living in the moment togethe #Donnie is someone who is 100% a gift giver to show his love - his constructs are exactly that aren’t they? gifts of his mind #Raph is someone who willingly bears the weight of the shield - he protects his family like the best big brother possible #and Leo - he goes off on his own a lot but his mind is constantly on his family anyway #like a sailor at sea no matter how far he travels the compass always point in one direction - and for him that compass points home #even if he can’t make it back - it’s still there #and that’s enough

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blaithnne · 1 month

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The first Heron design I showed off was from before Confidential Casefiles, so I thought I’d show you guys her look after she gets her new arm. Plus a few changes I made to her character for this AU! Just realised the way I placed my signature makes it look like I’M her worst enemy, whoops.

Meet the Cast!

╰┈➤ Canon ☄. *. ⋆

→ Scrooge McDuff → Matilda McDuff → Hortense McDuff → Goldie O'Gilt → Jack Duckworth → Bentina Beakley → LÙ Huifen (pre-caseflies)

╰┈➤ OCs ☄. *. ⋆

→ Lucrais NicRiada

#fuck you *turns your turtleneck into a cheongsam*#hope im spelling that right lol #this look is still from the 60s era btw!!#I’d make some slight changes for her modern day look UNLIKE CANON #don’t know what I’d change tho cause I really like this design #also may and june don’t exist in this au sorry lol #gonna replace their storyline with some original stuff if I ever do present day art for this au!#I might repurpose them for something else #maybe they can be daisies nieces #but yeah canon heron is a fucking child abuser and I think that’s where beakley would draw the line and I’m a beakheron shipper till death #sooooooo that’s not happening a #lso. I hate s3 BUT IM NOT GONNA START RANTING ABT THAT NOW I SWEAR ANYWAYS HUIFEN SUPREMACY OK BYE #art #my art #digital art #fanart #doodle #drawing #ducktales #ducktales human au #<- I need a better/more unique name for this au hmm #black heron #LÙ Huifen #hope I got the stràc the right way round #I forget the English word #humanisation #gjinka #also if this were a cartoon set in the present day. I think Huifen would be introduced as Beakleys worst enemy with a vendetta against her #and beakley is convinced it’s bc she fucking blew up her arm bc duh #until it’s revealed heron is just mad that beakley retired bc I THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL. I THOUGHT WE WERE ARCH RIVALS

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twinkodium · 8 months

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Lovely f1 fans are already tearing Oscar to shreds, calling him a danger to himself and other drivers around him. While it was literally the first serious mistake from his side since Canada.

He’s a rookie, he’s learning and he has very limited running on this track AGES AGO.

Very unfortunate for both him and Daniel, and I’m praying for Danny to be alright and injury-free. But sadly, he seemed to be in pain 😭

#f1 #Oscar piastri #daniel ricciardo #dutch gp 2023 #fuck I’m so angry but more anxious…#exactly what I was afraid of when people started to hype him up after spa #that he’ll make a mistake and they’ll attack him and turn in on him….#they forget that he’s still a rookie even if it didn’t seem like it in the last few races #but he’s still learning and try to drive mistake-free but it’s inevitable especially on this track…#very technical and different from other track #whatever praying for Daniel and waiting for updates!#and hope that oscars car doesn’t need massive repair and changes to the car that would put him on a backfoot #cuz it looks extremely quick under Lando’s hand and I hope Oscar can get to the front too

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m-pennanti · 4 months

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Some Red Secret Life Scar Art and a few thoughts from someone who doesn’t theorize about lore often

Now I’m not the type of person to get deep into symbolism or lore but I will point out something I noticed:

No, Scar was not all chummy and friendly. But he also wasn’t completely malicious, either. He had friends, he just didn’t have allies. There’s a big difference there. It’s not inherently relevant to my point; just a distinction I thought should be made. People claiming he was full one or the other by the end aren’t wrong.., but they aren’t right, either.

Now, to my main point: If people wanted to claim that Scar won due to him being alone, they’d be wrong (in my opinion) because Scar was also alone the vast majority of Last Life. He didn’t win then. He didn’t come close, if I remember rightly.

Similar contradictions can be drawn with Limited Life and Double Life. In Limited Life, all he had was his friends (his family) and not much in terms of allyship to turn to. In Double Life, he and Grian had next to nothing in terms of allies. Grian was stuck with him and even he didn’t want to be around.

Scar being with and without friends/allies isn’t new to this series. That’s very important here. That’s not the “point” I don’t think, if points even exist.

But what Scar was lacking in every previous series was the assessment of his aptitude. His recognition of his ability to be deadly, more accurately.

In previous seasons, Scar relied on others almost entirely. He relied on Grian the majority of 3rd and Double Life, he relied on his tenuous alliances through business transactions in Last Life, and he relied on the strength of not himself- but of his family- in Limited Life.

I don’t personally think The Watchers (assuming they exist at all) gave him the villain role to force him to be alone. I don’t think they want him alone. He’s been alone before.

I think they wanted him to gain confidence in himself. I think they were sick of him constantly doubting his abilities in combat that they forced him into combatant situations to prove to him that he could hold his own in more ways than just words.

I don’t think this story is sad at all. I don’t think it’s about him finding strength in pushing people away. I think it’s him discovering more inner strength than he realized he previously had… which is always a good thing!

Or maybe he knew he had it all along and was just too afraid to let it out. Who knows?

But from what I can see in the Secret Life Series, and all the others leading up to it, this is more of Scar’s journey of self-discovery as opposed to his villain arc.

He’s grown. He’s capable. He’s able. He knows that now.

And now he can use that to protect the ones he loves. Properly this time :)

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karlyboyyy · 1 year

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Celebrating the birthday boy 💝

Kurusu Kazuki | May 16

#y’all I’m like really really happy with how this turned out #I wanted to draw them being intimate and playful #like just genuinely happy to be holding each other #I hope it comes across that way 🥹#fun fact: kazuki’s undies are pink because the first time Rei tried to do the laundry himself… well you can guess what happened #Rei was mildly depressed that he’d screwed up so Kazuki felt like he couldn’t get too mad #anyway he didn’t have the heart to throw out the pink undies… and secretly they’re now his favorite pair #kazurei #kazurei fanart #buddy daddies #buddy daddies fanart #kurusu kazuki #suwa rei #still hate drawing kazuki’s hair btw #karlyboy art #< new art tag!

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tangledstarlight · 4 months

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yeah maybe jacks is the worst but he’s so funny for this and i love him

#i’m reading the ballad of never after and still have no real clue wtf is going on but i’m once again having a fun time so !!!!#like. i’m fairly sure she’s gonna end up with jacks right? like i really hope so but i mean as long as he doesn’t turn out to be the big bad #villain or die i’ll be okay with the ending #also i just gotta know where tf he keeps getting all these random coloured apples !?!?

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8rujaa · 7 months

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to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?

#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened #i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close #and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way #i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao #now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest #and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell #i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop #but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again #i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier #it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men #and i find myself unable to connect with anyone…#i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed #i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it #i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly.#i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad #i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so #i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized…#when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was #like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u #i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function.#plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized #how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone…#i went thru all that for nothing…#and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why #brain vomit

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novelconcepts · 5 months

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Shoutout to all lesbians who in any way dated/hooked up with a dude and in so doing solidified how gay they are. Thinking specifically of my single high school boyfriend, who I high-fived and ducked into classrooms to avoid even having to hug, and who was the first person I ever actually came out to. That dude was a trooper.

#he was truly so sweet #I spent like a month going invisible on AIM to hide from him and still be able to talk to the redhead girl I was actually into #and when I finally broke up with him via ‘I’m super gay sorry’ he was like ‘that’s cool. can we actually be friends now?’#bless. anyway. having an experience of any variety with a dude doesn’t negate your lesbianism #and dudes whose girlfriends turn out to be gay as fuck and are pleasant about it are neat #I hope he went on to find someone who actually could dig him romantically

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quirkeduptransguy · 1 month

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DUDE i Just started getting into the callous daoboys and im so sad i ignored them for so long there so damn good ... i love them so much already

(also is sysc from seattle ? i thought they were from cali but if theyre from near me thats epicness too:3

unless u were talking abt smth else . in which case i have embarrassed myself and i will now leave)

yesss same!!!! I’m going to a show of theirs in april funnily enough :3 also I was talking about the blood brothers being from seattle sorry <///3

#my dad’s way way way more into the callous daoboys a #ignore the a. than I am #but I think they’re very good #the switch ups and their mathcore stuff have grown on me like crazy recently #originally the frequent switch ups were what turned me off but ive grown past that #vv excited for the show. however considering the broken bones I’m just hoping it heals up in time for that #and I also hope I can go to this gatsbys a #merican dream show in April but alas. New York I can’t exactly travel up there cause of some car stuff #but they’re soooooo good. often I recommend them to people as ‘early patd if they were better’#but they’re way more than that. i love them so bad #oh fun slightly adjacent to patd fact now that I mention it #iirc Johnny Whitney’s one clothing company designed shirts for them before??#at least I read it on wikipedia but idk. I need to see what they looked like #Thursday too……#which makes sense they’ve done shows together and I read about Thursday considering reaching out to tbb for an album #which would’ve vv likely sucked in all honestly but I would’ve still listened to it #I’m about to go down a fun fact rabbit hole omfg #okay I’m done here I’m being a nerd #evil neighing compilation

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kagoutiss · 1 year

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what's the comic your making going to be about specifically if you're comfortable not keeping that a secret. also thank you so much for making it in the first place i really like your AU!

thank you!!!!!!!!! 💕😭 i don’t mind explaining the premise actually! so the comic itself is basically just one long conversation between sheik & ganondorf, based on some random dialogue i wrote a while back that ended up informing a lot of the main themes of the AU now. specifically it’s about the sheikah concept of Truth. sheik understands that a true sheikah— especially one who is also the chosen bearer of wisdom— must be able to perceive a ‘true’ reality in order to make informed decisions. but sheik really only knows two people who are trained to see Truth (without the aid of a tool)— impa, and of all people, ganondorf.

impa becomes sort of dismissive whenever sheik asks to be taught the same skill, despite the fact that it seems so essential to becoming a sheikah. impa is also completely immovable about stuff like this. so that leaves sheik with only one other option. and that is what the comic is about :-)

#ask #undercover sheik au #i’m hoping to have it done in the next 2-3 weeks maybe! we will see #but i’m excited aaaehfheudh #even tho it’s like 9 pages or whatever. idc i like how it’s turning out #i still think it’s interesting that in OoT you have to be able to see Truth to cross the haunted wasteland #evidently that means ganondorf can see it too. and so i became possessed and made a comic about it #i’m making it for myself ultimately but i hope it ends up being interesting to other people too

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hobisexually · 4 months

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#it’s so fucking weird to know that.#idk.#I just turned 32 and yes! that is still young!#but all my friends my age are somewhere I’m not #and I think. until recently. I was still holding out #hope? maybe? that i would suddenly do a sprint and catch up with them #and be normal #have the life I always thought I would eventually lead #but the older I get and the more friends have babies and buy houses with their partner #I still……. don’t have that deep burning wish? and it scares me so much #but it also scares me to be so behind #and I always take soooooooo long with everything #even when I was 19 I behaved more like a 14 year old at times #and I’ve HAD this conversation with my mum I know it’s the ~trauma and a result of the emotional abuse #but I still hate it and it makes me feel so small #and when someone you’ve been in love with for longer than you care to admit #suddenly jokingly asks you what the status is re: wanting children #and you’re afraid to answer honestly because 1) the only future you’ve ever seen with anyone was with them everyone else scared you #(even though they also scare you. but differently)#and 2) what if it doesn’t align with the way they envision their life #what if that’s the final straw for them to be like . it’s not gonna be you .#because if I’m really honest a part of me still thinks we’re going to happen one day and I need to get OVER that but . yk?#like just last week I had a dream I was pregnant and I woke up genuinely terrified because I just don’t WANT it #it felt final? for the first time? I always had my options open and I love kids but I just. think I have decided I don’t want to birth any #and that is also terrifying.#idk I’m grieving being normal #and normal is relative #and 32 is young yes anything could happen #but holy fuck do I hate it #and I hate that my options are closing in on me and I hate the clock always ticking in the back of my mind but being unable to keep up

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tariah23 · 8 months

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ur tags on that kenjaku post… oh my god you saw that too? i was truly horrified

YEAH… I saw that shit, I hate stsg so much lmfaooo. It’s so obvious that they want Getou to be the “girl,” so badly. He’s getting the treatment of every dark haired best friend in a popular shounen 🚶🏾‍♀️. He’s too good of a character for this!