#i've been trying

[nihilismtrcit]

the simb i've been playing as of late

#simblr #meh #i've been trying #taking some time to not post has been helping my creative frustration #spending more time actually playing and enoying gameplay n less worrying about aesthetics & screenshots #which is nice #miss u all my friends <3 much love

[dudefrommywesterns]

i gotta treat myself better. someone has to. at the very least, it'll improve my life a little. any small improvement should be made.

#typewriter dings #i've been trying #i had good pasta today #i made macadamia nut syrup (my favorite nut!) #and made a latte version of my favorite cookie: white chocolate macadamia nut #and i had really good ramen #and i biked 7.5 km at the gym

[peninsularian]

Super sweet 1978 lick-over of the Curtis Mayfield / Jerry Butler classic

#pat kelly #i've been trying #reggae #lovers rock #soul #curtis mayfield

[appletvsource]

The real problem, is that Dylan cries at the end of the play, and I can’t cry on cue.

Loot 1x09 - Nicholas

#loot apple tv #loot #lootedit #joel kim booster #i've been trying #tvedit #userbbelcher #chewieblog #dailytvfilmgifs #cinematv #filmtvcentral #appletvsource #loot s1 #loot 1x09 #nicholas #ours #by jess #i'm glad he has howard as a friend #best friend in fact #bc molly will always ultimately put herself first

[calliemori234]

do you love the color of the sky

Whenever I go out to see it lol

#admin #asks #i know i know #i should go outside more #i've been trying

[cpericardium]

Send me your best AI art of Number Man

#wormblr #wormwebserial #parahumans #wildbow #cauldron #number man #pericardium should be allowed to objectify number man #I've been trying #they just cannot get it right #saint was right #robots ARE evil and useless

[clockswatches]

I just remembered that one inuyasha game "secret of the cursed mask" and now I miss it

#trying to get any emulator to work only enrages me #I've been trying #oh well

[ms--galactic]

I think I made a post about this long ago...but does anyone know what the name of this cartoon/ character is called???????

#does anyone else remember #does anyone know #random nonsense :) #my post #random post #cartoons #characters #ppg fanart #not my art #not mine #help 😭 #i've been trying #*sobbing intensifies* #thank you everybody <3 #forgotten fandoms

[kikizoshi]

I wish I could figure out how to bear the agony that is forging on through continuing an old, beloved and half-written scene that I'm utterly incapable of doing justice...

#Dec. 2022 #it's a particular type of suffering #I've been trying #but I can't figure out what conversations I need #I need two #but I don't know what they are #I don't know what Fyodor needs to say #I just don't know... #writing #thoughts

[dudefrommywesterns]

i just feel so bad. i've felt so bad for so long and it's not improving.

#typewriter dings #i genuinely think i need to see a psychiatrist and get meds #either that or i need to switch who i see again #tbh i might tell the counselor to cancel all my appointments when i see her because she doesn't help me #i don't know who to see because i'm tired of being told to journal or set boundaries with my parents. i've tried. they don't respect me #and until i can move out there's nothing i can do #i've yet to get any real help #i want help #i've been trying

[sleepygamerotaku]

i have a question. not a directed question to any specific person, just in general.

am i (by any means) a disappointment? i'm just wondering if i haven't done enough. like I fee as though people have high expectations of me and want me to deliver results more quickly than i do. i'm trying to break it down into a way that doesn't make me sound upset or like a pushover in some ways

#♡mod chiaki rambles♡ #i know that i already vent too much and i know that's not why people follow me #i'm trying to get things done and post more content #but as of lately i've been too tired and unmotivated to do anything #i've been trying #I really really have been trying #but whenever i try to write my mind draws a blank #whenever i try to draw i get bored of it #I feel like i'm loosing interest in the things i used to love so much #i've been unable to sleep for straight days #i can barely muster the strength to eat #and i feel like every little thing that goes wrong is throwing me off #sorry for venting #i can shut up now

[spitscasually]

someone needs to bully me into making some art

#seriously #help #I'm stuck #I need to draw something but for some reason I can't do it #I've been trying #help me #please

[canisalbus]

Today's tumblr experience.

#own art #own characters #CanisAlbus #boop #the boopening #art #artists on tumblr #Machete #Vasco #I've been trying to return as many boops as I can but if I don't get to you I'm sorry it's a little overwhelming and it's getting late #I just thought it was funny how the cat paw colors almost match theirs (+ my umbreon sona's)

[laughingcatwrites]

As a reminder that good exists out there, a coworker recently confessed to me that he found out his child is questioning their identity (kid's gender redacted for this post). The kid is keeping it from him, so he can't say anything to them or show that he knows, but he's doing his best to get mentally prepared and educated so that he'll be ready whenever his kid does feel comfortable enough come to him.

For context, this guy is a big, bulky middle aged dude who loves sports and typical outdoor "manly" activities. As his coworker and friend, I know he's a kind and sweet teddy bear of a person, but his kid probably views him as a stern, authoritarian figure, the way most teenagers view their parents. His family lives in a conservative area, so I'm sure between that, their dad's looks and interests, and the fact that their dad is a Figure of Authority, the kid is worried that they won't be accepted.

But you know what? When he found out about his kid, the first thing he did was reach out to his closest queer friend and ask for resources for parents of questioning children. His biggest fears are that his kid will be bullied or discriminated against and won't feel comfortable enough to be themself. His second action was to find himself a mentor in another parent who went the same situation (kid coming out in a conservative town). The other person is preparing him for some of the struggles his kid may face and the fights he may need to take on as a parent to make sure his kid is safe and treated well.

Something I want to emphasize for people focused on language as the primary method of allyship is that when we spoke, he used some outdated terms and thoughts about gender and sexuality. That does not make him bad. These were the terms and thinking used about questioning teenagers when he was growing up and he never needed to learn more current ones. But now that he does have that need, he's throwing himself in head first because that's his kid and he's darn well going to make sure that his kid feels welcomed and has a safe place to be themselves even if they never come out to him.

#I'm so proud and happy for my coworker and I've been trying to figure out how to let him know how amazing I think he is #what gets me the most is that he's keeping this super down low to avoid giving any hints to his kid #he has a lot of queer friends so he already is known as an ally but there's always a chance it will be different if it's family #and he took that chance and crumpled it up into a ball and slam dunked it into the garbage for three points #and decided that even if his kid wants to hide it from him for the rest of his life he will still do what he can to make their life better #pflag #parents doing their best #parenting win #good news #allyship

[trebledeath]

dude, i just want to quit so bad. just like. everything.

idk what i want to do, but i want to stop trying

#like everything #i want to quit work i want to quit therapy i want to quit meds i want to block everyone #like #somethings up but i really feel like it's all useless #fruitless #i've been trying #and for what #vent

[hansoeii]

crowley

#fem presenting crowley you're everything to me #as you might know I've been recovering from an injury these past few weeks which is why I couldn't draw as much as usual #been doing a bit better so I wanted to give drawing a try again #while my arm isn't back to normal yet it feels a LOT better than 2 weeks ago #which is a good sign #still gonan take things easy of course #good omens #good omens fanart #crowley #fem crowley #why was one of teh suggestions for that tag fem crocodile #I'll have to look that up #david tennant #crowley fanart #aziracrow #aziracrow fanart #my art #fanart #my good omens art #good omens 2