#idk what else to tag this as. let me know if I should tag it with anything specific

[todayisafridaynight]

journalists underestimate the magnitude of my addiction and how far i'll go for the bit

#snap chats #im lying i physically could not marathon this i got school LMAO BUT IMAGINE #my god speaking of school i signed up for a japanese history class. because of course i did #i also needed an extra class and i didnt know what else to put LMAO but i might swap it or somn #thinkin i should get back into theater..... i got like two months to decide anyway #i was thinking about how im gonna play IW during streams... if the lord will let me i might stream for 2~3 hours or so #im putting such a small time limit due to Aforementioned School but also idk if my computer can record any longer than that #when i tried saving the video to my flashdrive it only lasted about two some hours right ? maybe 3 if i remember right #i decided to record to my computer's hard drive instead of the usb since it has more space so maybe i can record longer #ill prob do a test run later today and record a nonsense video. i WILL delete it i just wanna see what the limit is #cause my plan is to just Record One -> Upload It -> Delete OG yk. Lazy Susan type of plan #didnt mean to type out my whole gameplan in the tags LOL BUT HEY I WANTED TO TALK BOUT IT AT SOME POINT #my final message is that ive Hopefully preordered the ichi statue. i say Hopefully cause i am once again doing it through jp rabbit #and i didnt get the confirmation it was successful yet so I Will Simply Wait. #point is it was a lot cheapter than i thought it was going to be <3 yay <3 #ok im running out of tags tl;dr im gonna marathon IW until my eyes bleed BYYYE

[micamicster]

Folks, now that you have heard my story (Say, boy, hand me over another shot of that booze) If anyone should ask you Tell 'em I've got those St. James Infirmary blues

St. James Infirmary Blues, performed by Louis Armstrong, Cab Calloway, and various others

#the knick #perioddramaedit #tw gore #tw suicide #tw death #theknickedit #filmtvedit #filmtv #smallscreensource #honestly idk what else i should trigger tag if someone needs something tagged let me know! #as promised! in honor of my functional photoshop! #welcome to my beaaaauutiful gifset that i love so much and which nobody wants to see <3 #im sorry but i love the knick! a show nobody has watched! yay! #as long as i enjoy my content lol #in terms of the song... there's like 200 different recordings of it #louis armstrong and cab calloway are probably the most famous? #and i'm using an amalgamation of their lyrics for this set... louis version for the gifs and cab has an extra verse i put in the caption #GREAT fucking song. love that song <3 #anyway enjoy im going to BED <3

[totaled-drama]

Hi :) I know most, if not all, of you follow me for my art but I wrote a fanfic for the first time in ages.

It’s a rajbow and juliayne fic :) hope you like it if you decide to read it.

#total drama #rajbow #juliayne #td talks #I am admittedly Very Nervous about sharing my writing on here #may or may not delete it later. we’ll see #total drama fanfic #idk what else to tag this as. let me know if I should tag it with anything specific #marsh’s fics

[cashmere-caveman]

Hanif Abdurraqib, it’s not like nikola tesla knew all of those people were going to die | Anne Carson, H of H Playbook | Richard Siken, Snow and Dirty Rain | Franz Wright, Heaven | Toby Whithouse, shooting script for Being Human S1E1 | Franz Wright, Heaven | Erin Slaughter, I Hope My Salt Lamp is a Weeping Deity | Richard Siken, Straw House, Straw Dog & My Country: The New Age, Episode 16

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#my country: the new age #nam seon-ho #seo hwi #listen guys (gn). the worms have been festering the dots have been connected the illness contracted etc!! this is an exorcism attempt #bro what if we had both been suicidal for years bc we just wanted everything to be over but we repeatedly saved each others lives #even when we were enemies bc even when we were fighting for different visions of this country we were still *each others* countries #and what if in the end we realized we were never meant to be apart in the first place and gave each other permission to finally let go #but gave our deaths meaning by sacrificing our lives so that everyone else could live in a country of peace !!!! #basically what if we went from best friends to enemies to allies to enemies to soulmates and died in each others arms and we were both boys #their dynamic is so. i wanna eat so much dirt i tunnel right through the earth and end up in argentina. #god. GOD. im like 5 years late but is anyone out there still insane like me in pain like me etc hmu #wait maybe i should put some warnings on this bitch uhhh hold on #blood cw #death tw #suicidal ideation cw #<- just in case bc idk how else to tag for the uhhh extremely normal mindset of both of them #i hope thats it? if i missed sth let me know! also if u read this far u'll get to see the business tags i forgot at the top lol #cavetext #mctna #nam seon ho #poetry #seonhwi #caveweb #also u would not Believe the fucking sleuthing i went through to find the source poem for that erin slaughter quote jfc #thats what i get for keeping incomplete notes ig :/ #also ive found the franz wright poem as both 'heaven' and 'the heaven' so ?? who knows

[longhands]

#longhands art #Creepypasta #jeff the killer #ben drowned #smile.jpeg #the rake #gore tw #blood tw #I fully ripped that barcode from mgs2 so if someone scans that shit and it shows up as something else idk what to tell you lol #if there are other tw tags I should put on this let me know

[lighthouseas]

so uh

#don't. really feel too great abt stranger things right now for obvious reasons #it's....idk my feelings are complicated because i do know characters ≠ actors but also the shit that brett has been saying is absolutely #-batshit and then the stuff noah liked today....idk. seeing actors i once used to admire do this really fucking hurt. and made me angry. #-and sad. #it's not that i don't still like st it's just...complicated right now #and looking at the stuff they said makes me physically ill so #and anyway. sorry i know i never post about stuff like this on main but i just thought i should put it out there bc im . upset #and i also really don't want to cause myself to spiral anymore so #zionism #zionist #idk what tags my mutuals have filtered so if i need to tag anything else please let me know - i just don't want to clog the i/p tags w this #bee.txt

[thecherrygod]

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#my posts #you know how this usually goes #i make an amount of tags so that if you read this its bc you've clicked and its not bc i am just posting it like whatever lmao #... unsure if i should even post it tho but what else do i do just leave it in my brain? idk maybe its the same maybe its better #maybe its worse? .... why have i been feeling kind of like this and at this kind of intensity for like about 2 weeks or more #2 weeks is how long ive been properly aware so i think its more but like. man. #like maybe its been like a month and i just havent been keeping track of time bc january is way too long to even try lmao #. but. idk. i just wish i could be kinda.. stable. like i cant feel good lmao #like it truly doesn't matter nothing is good enough in general #what i do isnt good enough #what goes on around me doesnt help trying to ignore the constant.. dread? #and like all things considered i should be doing good currently #or at least not this bad #but here i am constantly trying to not let myself feel too bad until im alone bc man. #so... yeah it just doesnt feel like anything is truly worth it not me as a person nor the things i do nor the things i experience lmao #also lately ive been just feeling more..... disconnected to others... like i dont understand them and they dont understand me #but like.. more than usual #and i guess its me? that it's kind of a me problem #idk I'm just tired. i need to sleep. i want to let face down on some sort of big water body or do something that will make my life worse #or they i will regret lmao #i. wont do any of those #also when i mean face down in some sort of bldy of water or whatever i dont necessarily mean like die #not against it but its not the only option #just lay there and float..... also not against it #i just want something that i cant have i guess bc im not sure what it is #like i just know what i want is to not constantly feel like this but idk how lmao #... u would sleep if i can bc man also I'm so tired #.... adding tags its a bit worse than I assumed lmao im also thinking about wether i deserve stuff or not lmao #like it got windy and cooler and i was like 'a blanket by my legs would be nice' only to be like 'no you don't deserve that ' like ah yeah #its kinda worse than i thought lmao

[ch3shire-rabbit]

Something I wrote based off of something that’s not canon in my Kirby interp’s timeline anymore

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It has been years— no, millennia since the last of his family and friends had succumbed to old age and faded away. His once strong wings are now patchy and bony. His horns were chipped and worn—practically crumbling away—and was missing its golden glow. The bright fuchsia hue of his body had faded into a sickly pink, his bones the weakest they’ve ever been. Galacta Knight had lived far longer than he should have. Impossibly longer. He knows. 

The butterfly reaper watches him approach as he limps towards it. Its ghostly white eyes offer nothing but an unreadable stare. For not the first time, Galacta pleads to it.

“Please let me die,” he rasps, “I am very tired. The ones I loved and befriended are long gone. With too much time, I’ve lost my sense of purpose. I’ve lost everything.”

A hint of betrayal flashed in his company’s eyes, but dissolved as quickly as it came.

“Then wend and maketh yourself new friends,” Morpho Knight stated, it’s tone of voice eerily calm. Anger bubbled at the back of Galacta’s throat.

“There’s nothing left!” he groans. Long ago had he lost his ability to yell.

He grabs Morpho’s gloved paw with urgency. It’s wings twitch, and mirror the drooped posture of Galacta’s.

“Por favor,” Galacta pleads. “Déjame morir.”

Morpho’s glow dims ever so slightly. Something flickers behind it’s eyes. Frustration? Exasperation? … Sadness?

“It is not thy timeth yet,” Morpho only says.

It recoils from Galacta’s hands as if it were burned. Ignoring the whimper from said knight, it morphs into a butterfly and flutters away. It’s glow disappears into the darkness.

#I feel like this should be tagged but idk what help #Tw Suicide ideation #There. I think that’s it??? Anyone lemme know if I should add anything else #I took this out from my interp’s timeline because honestly I felt really bad for Galacta </3 #After years of being trapped in a crystal thanks to a betrayal from who he considered his friends he gets a happy ending #SIKE he’s going to outlive everyone he ever loved #Idk. Feels mean. So yeah it isn’t canon in my interp. anymore but I still think about it sometimes cause I mean. It’s in character for #how I characterize Morpho. Augghhhhhh #kirby #galacta knight #morpho knight #morphogala #??? Technically???? It’s one-sided though. Morpho has an interest in Gala and refuses to let him go. That’s basically what this arc was #Why is is always Kirby that gets me to write things #crisp writes #I’m sorry I think in advance #Oh wait wait uhh y’know how Galacta gets consumed by Morpho in Kirby Star Allies?? It basically spat him out elsewhere so Galacta lived #That part is still canon in my interp. but both of these events happened for the same reason #Does that make sense???? #Oh yeah I think Morpho Knight speaks in weird Shakespearean English

[me-a-mess-morelikelythanyouthink]

sometimes I’m scared that other people only think my outfits eat when they emphasize my waistline and make me look skinny and not when it’s an outfit that I put a lot of care into because it’s another form of expression for me

#silv's back on her bs #like I know I probably sound like ‘boohoo it must be so hard for other people to think you’re skinny’ but I just mean that like. #I’m really proud of the outfits I put together #I like my style and I like how I’ve spent the last couple years exploring with it and letting it be another extension of myself #and I’ve created a (very small) rep around having cool outfits #but the other day someone complimented my outfit and don’t get me wrong I felt nice that day #but it was literally just low rise sweatpants and a cropped tee (ie heavens forbid I had skin showing and my stomach was out) #like was it cute? sure but it definitely wasn’t an Outfit #and I got a lot more compliments because on it then I do on a normal basis #and idk. I wasn’t the biggest fan of that #and I’m scared that I’m also starting to use it as a crutch when I’m putting clothes on before I leave #like the other day I was putting an outfit together and instead of reaching for something that I think is really cool and being creative #I was genuinely met with a wave of like ‘okay but how attractive am I gonna be if I wear this’ or ‘would other ppl think I look good’ #which is FUCKED #because I LOVE clothes!!!! I LOVE dressing up!!!! and I KNOW that I don’t need to look good for others that beauty and style doesn’t #have to be conventional that there’s so many cool things that lie outside that framework. And I used to be outside of that framework too #but UGH I hate that everyone else’s opinions on MY body are starting to get to me #anyways i feel like this should have a cw but idk what to add #ask to tag #ig(?)

[fertbutt]

forever sick and tired of the way tiktok teens and society in general treat homeless people. yes, I'm sorry the man thats been violently rejected from society and denied his human dignity was rude to you that one time, but jesus christ please just have an ounce of empathy. homeless folks are, surprise, actual people, with personalities and preferences and dietary restrictions. homless people are allowed to not like certain foods. their control over their lives has literally been stripped away from them, atleast give them the choice of what they eat. all of the comments on this post are people fantasizing about harassing a disenfranchised person because he was mean. just because a homeless person wont play into your weird savior fantasy doesnt mean theyre undeserving of food or money or even just basic decency. always remember that we are all just a couple bad days away from being just like them, on the streets with literally nowhere safe to stay, being judged by well-off white women masquerading as progressive activists and expecting you to act like theyre mother theresa.

#this is rambly its late and this upsets me so much #zoomers are NOT inherently any better than previous generations #idk what to tag this #im not gonna tag it whatever #im not homeless. obviously #you can tell from the post #i dont have any skin in the game #or at least not any more than anyone else has #(since again any of us could become homeless suddenly any day) #so forgive me if anything i said is weird or innacurate or anything #but this specific topic frustrates me a lot so many people are so stupid and heartless #also in this specific situation you are again denying this man a choice in what hes eating #like you dont know this man. you dont even know what he can or cant eat let alone what hed like to eat #you couldve maybe ASKED HIM like a normal fucking person #but instead you decided to make the choice for him? despite being a complete fucking stranger? #yeah if that might be the only thing he eats that day maybe he should get an input dumbass...

[goldkrone-struggle-tweets]

I am an adult, I have responsibilities, I can log off at any time, it is beneath me to get involved in or vaguepost about petty fandom disagreements- sees a post ah.

#this is about the duck should get human rights thing btw if you care #duck #ahiru #meta #fandom wank #I Disagree With People On The Internet. shocking I know but that's how it is #she is happy on the lake as a duck? idk. skeptical. are you sure #she can't relate to other birds and sees them as simple creatures as a human with more complex desires #she just has fakir and that's not enough she can't live like that she deserves more than that #and who are you to accuse me of “not knowing the show is about self acceptance” #I have made multiple separate tag rants on the topic. I know about it I just disagree. we exist #I know what the show is about. I just don't think that it was written in a convincing or satisfying enough way #for me to fully agree with it #like from here it just looks like a character who is placed in an unstable and miserable situation #purely because it's what she naturally is. even though she displays few behaviors typical to that. and thinks “it sucks” #and she has to accept that because? it's not convincing and is frankly circular #if you want a narrative like that then DON'T FUCKING LAST UNICORN IT. #don't place an ant on a circuit board give it for a brief moment the capacity to comprehend the circuit board #and then tear that knowledge away and leave it an ant again and expect it to be fine with that and keep on trucking like normal because #“oh well this wasn't meant for my eyes let me just forget about it” #no!!! #pick Anything else to use as your metaphor. I'm begging you. #when your self acceptance metaphor is a textbook fucking cosmic horror story you are *doing something wrong* #and I'm saying this because I love this show #unrelated but the cosmic horror angle here is kinda interesting actually. hmm. #mysterious and transmutable

[theboy-thebitch-thelegend]

untitled.

you sit beside me under the tree  I offer you my heart in the midst of casual conversation, like a piece of fruit, and you say you are not hungry- so I retreat my extended hand and take my pocketknife and carve my heart into slices like a peach. 

I sit beside you under the tree eating my own heart in front of you, the blood running, sticky, sweet, down my hands and forearms and chin- I wonder if my love for you has become,  more than anything else, an exercise in devouring myself.

#original poem #love poem #tw gore mention #(kinda) #tw blood mention #idk what else I should maybe tag for tw's let me know tho #poets of tumblr #🫀

[healersadjust]

So..... I know I missed thigh day.... But I think its ALWAYS time for Aki thighs

#ffxiv #ff14 #final fantasy xiv #thigh day #uhhhh idk how to tag this without tumblr eating it? but it still being blockable #ive seen people do #nsft #? #thirst trap #please let me know if i should tag this as anything else #i will always try to remember to tag things but i just have to know what needs tagged yk? #anyway #v time bb #aki tag #gpose

[idnek83]

Sometimes I read something where a character is in dramatic/dangerous situation and think “hmm that’s probably not how a real person would react…”

But then I remember the time I hit some ice on a highway and lost control of my car going like 60kph, and rather than screaming or panicking I simply said, calmly and out loud despite being the only person in the car, “I’m going to crash” before hitting a concrete divider… and I realize that people really do react to stuff in weird ways and whatever the character is doing is probably realistic for someone ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#sorry I’m not sober and in a rambley mood #and I remembered a fic I read where I got really judgey about the way a character was acting while thinking they were about to blow up #and then I remembered how I reacted when I thought I was going to get… idk badly injured or something #and went ‘y’know what? I was too hard on that fic’ #o don’t actually remember what fic it was or know if it’s still up #but I’m sorry random fic author for having mean thoughts about your fic #I was wrong #uuuhh #is this a thing I should put trigger warnings on?? #uuuuhh #car crash #car accident #??? #I can’t think of anything else let me know y’all #had to scroll up to remember why I was even talking about car crashes oops #I need to not post when high but also I am at the good spot between can’t think and can’t read #so can read but critical thinking not great #what am I even talking about any more #if you made it this far in the tags hiiiiiii I love you and hope you’re heaving a good night/day!!! #personal ramblings

[persianflaw]

dieting/food talk below the cut, including specific calorie mentions

jeeeesus it's hard to keep my count under 1000. i've been doing this for, shit, close to two weeks i guess? minus a couple days bc... i think we went somewhere with? food?? i'm trying to remember lol. i'm sure i've gone over a few times, altho i do try to supplement that with exercise to make up for it, but i've mostly been good i think. it's been helpful doing a kind of unintentional ~18hr fast, only eating between 12-6pm, because then i don't really start getting super hungry before i wake up my stomach for lunch. but the problem is that when i eat that first time, i get Hungry hungry. and having to think about food all the damn time is exhausting, especially if i'm going out anywhere. bluhh.

#personal #text post #food / #dieting / #calories / #idk what people have blocked so let me know if there's anything else i should tag

[malkaviian]

the unhinged mav drawing posts the day after tomorrow and i've debated a million times whether to let it post or create an account for these type of not-so-sfw drawings

#then again i put it under a read more + tagged it as much as i could + still put warnings before the read more. #so idk what else im supposed to do. imma be honest and say i created a kinky sideblog to reblog shit im too embarrassed to reblog here #but i have yet to use it lol. i could use it maybe?? but then having a following is kinda hard ooooof. #i still dont have that much on the general art blog. it took me a lot to get 9 fucking followers. its ok though #i appreciate the 9 people who saw my art and decided to follow; thats more than i think i deserve lol (and i have 55 on insta) #but thats also why i dont want anyone to unfollow i will die. #theres the chance i either attract kinky people who like to see a boy with a collar and a leash all bruised and with cuts #or 🐜s who will cancel me for having not so approved kinks; or just kinks in general #(i never talked about mav's paraph1l1a directly on there; although i have a drawing queued for tomorrow that very vaguely hints at it) #(but you literally need to know more about his character to even realize lmao and i have yet to write his toyhouse) #also; you know how 🐜s are. violence ok but sex no. i could draw someone all gory but if the context is kinky #then suddenly is irredeemable and how can i do that to the poor pixels who belong to me. #anyway this whole post was me wondering whether i should cancel the posting and post it in the kink blog i have #or let it post in the regular art blog and god knows what will happen. idk as i said getting even the slightness of disapproval #will send me into a spiral. a. #lilith whispers