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#THERAPIST #THERAPY #SAVINGLIVES #VUNERABILITY #SELFHONESTY YOU EVER REALIZE THAT YOU DON'T ALWAYS TAKE THE TIME TO REALLY HAVE A TALK WITH ONE SELF BECAUSE YOU REALIZE THAT YOU SOMETIMES BLOCK WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN TELLING YOU? I HATE THAT I HAVE ADAPTED THIS MECHANISM BECAUSE I HAVE PUSHED PEOPLE AWAY AND HURT OTHERS BUT MORE SO MYSELF #IAMSORRY #IWILLDOBETTER https://www.instagram.com/p/CDRzVQwj8sEuHeojuuscpkZ3DxYDOcbbohQHuo0/?igshid=heahzar0yhy7
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Strengths & Weaknesses of my competition
Beyond Buckskin, Proud Thunder Bird, Bead & Bidders
Made sure the products were authentic designs & aboriginal platform for other designers
They had information about designers
The website wasn’t very appealing
No Reviews
Some had a lot of information about shipping and handling so it makes you think maybe many other customers had issues when ordering
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Groundbreaking
I’m a master of the lives of everyone else, but not of my own. Riveting, right? I mean, I’m hardly the first person to come to this self-realisation, but boy oh boy, it’s one hell of an epiphany. What you’re admitting when you discover this, is that you are a failure, and that shit can sit heavy in the pit of your stomach.
So what do you do with this new, groundbreaking information? What do you do when you open your eyes to the reality of yourself, and see a dickhead; a bum; a nobody; a nothing...
A failure.
Unfortunately I’m not sure of the right answer, as this realisation is relatively new to myself. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve felt as though I were those things before, but this time I know it. This sounds as though it should be hellish, but truth be told, it is quite liberating to have these thoughts confirmed, for once you know, your no longer wondering.
I think one of the problems that I’ve brought upon myself is an apparent lack of humility. Recently, one of my friends asked me for investment advice. In earnest I enthusiastically replied. Yes! I replied Yes, I can help you! blind to the irony that whilst I live in the shed at my parents house, my friend has his own home, and runs a seemingly successful company of his own.
What he’s done, you see, is play to his strengths. He’s found something that he enjoys, applied himself to it, and made a success for this. Groundbreaking revelation numbers 2 and 3 - play to your strengths and do something you enjoy for a living. Wow, I really am on fire.
So what does any of this even mean? Well, my take is that I have to give a shit. I have to put in some effort so that I may progress with what I enjoy. Not just half-arse its whilst claiming expertise in the field of others.
I have to admit that I know nothiing.
And then I have to try to learn.
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I was too busy today to do an actual piece of art but I didn't want to miss a day so here's the word "Build" #inktober2019day5build #inktober2019 #inktober #build #mixedink #okayart #iwilldobetter #blackngold #ink https://www.instagram.com/p/B3Q5-S9gMzK/?igshid=841435vwjawl
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Happy Birthday Mom. It's a Saturday this year. You would have loved going some where, other than here 😄. I miss you so lately. Needed a good smack on the back of my head for some things I've done this year already. I'll try to do better. #happybirthday #mom #imissyou #iwilldobetter (at Las Vegas, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/CcsbL-ALnuD/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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#victoriabuzz #victoriabc #healthandwellness #takeamoment with everything that we have gone through in the past 7 months I have to take a moment and step back and feel the grief. I have been in getting it done modw with my dual job. There is always something that needs to be done. I am thankful and blessed but know I have dropped the ball in some areas. #iwilldobetter (at Dallas Road) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFa9DgTDMwr/?igshid=r3tru6bif9ew
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3 years in Vegas ... 📚#ItsTimeToWriteANewStory #SteppingOutOnFaith #EyesWideOpen ... God sent me blessings that I never recognized were there until now. I was so caught up in the disappointment from those who I called my people, that I didn’t see those who #Believe #Respect and #Value #MyCharacter and #WorkEthics ... Soon the lack of support, harsh words and treatment will fade ... I will no long hear the words, “No one cares what you did as Lady Flava before you moved here, they only care about what you are doing now and you’re doing nothing.” I will no long have to be available 24/7 to... I will no longer have 1 sided conversations. #GodHasMe #ImStartingANewChapter in 2 Areas of My Life #MovingOn ... #IWillBeWiserWith #MyTime #MyEnergy and #MyMoney ... #IStuntedMyGrowth #ValuePeopleWhoValueMe #PeaceOut ... #IKnowBetter now #IWillDoBetter ♥️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CDO2Ir4nfH7/?igshid=89jed8fsim6v
#itstimetowriteanewstory#steppingoutonfaith#eyeswideopen#believe#respect#value#mycharacter#workethics#godhasme#imstartinganewchapter#movingon#iwillbewiserwith#mytime#myenergy#mymoney#istuntedmygrowth#valuepeoplewhovalueme#peaceout#iknowbetter#iwilldobetter
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#FirstPost #FirstPostOf2018 #Mood . . A lot of people & posts crapped on 2017 & although there were a couple of downers, they definitely didn’t overpower or overshadow all of the amazing things and people who happened in 2017!! I LOVE, embrace, and am grateful for what & WHO were added and removed from my life! Genuine Love, Family, Friendships, Bonds, Experiences & Life Lessons ... it’s all that matters to me! The reconnection, the bonds that were created & those that were made stronger supersede any revelation of the ones that had to be cut! 2017 Made a lot of room for GREATNESS in 2018 & I’m pumped! 😜🤞🏽🙌🏾🙏🏾😘💋 Happy New Year Everyone! Claiming PROSPERITY to you and for you all! I pray for those who I loved that passed away in 2017 and know that their legacy will go on and pray that you all take better care of yourselves ! 🙏🏾😇 #TheySayIShouldPostMore #HeresMore #IWillDoBetter #IWillTry lol
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Y’all, I have the sweetest best friend! She got the opportunity of a lifetime that moved her away from me and she sends me the sweetest forget-me-nots! @maryehahn I freakin love ya girl and I freakin miss your face!. . . . #mybestfriendisbetterthanyours #iSuckAsaBestFriend #but #iWillDoBetter (at Castro's Castle) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9h1KdfnLLA/?igshid=lmp3kbk74ixt
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#2020Vision #ICanDoBetter #IWillDoBetter #IAmBetter https://www.instagram.com/p/B7xsSuoFBnu/?igshid=12f9sddd8cyfh
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It’s now❗️Not next year❗️Not in 10 years❗️But now❗️ #thereisnoplanetb #zerocarbonfootprint #icandobetter #iwilldobetter #carbonneutral #mygoal #doitnow #designerlife https://www.instagram.com/p/B7qck2PFHRl/?igshid=1wptunloc58qs
#thereisnoplanetb#zerocarbonfootprint#icandobetter#iwilldobetter#carbonneutral#mygoal#doitnow#designerlife
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I finished my #DBT program! ✨♡(*´∀｀*)人(*´∀｀*)♡🎆 I'm so proud of myself and of everyone from the group. I feel accomplished and hopeful ❤😁❤ #mentalhealth #mentalillness #menhera #progress #growth #accomplished #clearquartz #grouptherapy #itgetsbetter #iwilldobetter #mindfulness #fireflies #hope https://www.instagram.com/p/BwizXgBADkV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rddr0i5d3cdf
#dbt#mentalhealth#mentalillness#menhera#progress#growth#accomplished#clearquartz#grouptherapy#itgetsbetter#iwilldobetter#mindfulness#fireflies#hope
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I have failed my fellow person. It was after work on public transit as I was eating a sandwich as one does after work. It was a light evening for the TTC and perhaps 20 people all sat separately in the subway car. A strange man walks in, mumbles to himself and when he sits down spits a large wad of mucous on the floor. He was wearing a thin red cape and a matching headband. All of a sudden he bursts out yelling obscenities and a kid probably in high school walks briskly to the otherside of the subway car. The guy follows him and yells, "do you know who I am? I am the god of Thunder son of Zeus and will strike upon thee..." swear words and the like. The cape didn't move closer but when we arrived at the next stop he yelled stronger words and demanded he leave the subway, and the kid ran out of the car. I looked around and no one even considered the fear the kid must have felt to run out of the subway. Everyone just continued listening to music, sleeping or avoiding eye contact. But we left that boy to feel the full brunt of crazy without even asking if he was okay. I was a bystander eating my sandwich to concerned with avoiding attention I didn't consider the one receiving it. I have failed my fellow human. I'm sorry, I will do better. #ttcjourney #publictransit #regret #crazys #imsorry #iwilldobetter #storytime #write #writer #writerofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poemcommunity #writing #writingeveryday #poemsofinstagram #poems #poetry #poet #poets #loveforwriting #poemporn #poetryporn #poetryislife #writingcommunityofig #wordsmith #poem #poemsofig #poetrylovers #christopherchinwrites (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvmRGM8hnAX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=tvxnv6lna7cj
#ttcjourney#publictransit#regret#crazys#imsorry#iwilldobetter#storytime#write#writer#writerofinstagram#poetrycommunity#poemcommunity#writing#writingeveryday#poemsofinstagram#poems#poetry#poet#poets#loveforwriting#poemporn#poetryporn#poetryislife#writingcommunityofig#wordsmith#poem#poemsofig#poetrylovers#christopherchinwrites
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Ok, if this baby can work out, I know I can!! I’m going to get it in for real this 2020!!! My mind is set and ready to do better!!! #NewYearNewMe #Promise #IWillDoBetter #ThatBabyIsGettinIt https://www.instagram.com/p/B6oTQmjlUw8w72LOQYuE5tpkSaqYkQ0cg9416o0/?igshid=2ughcm0rr8k9
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Hahaha... (PT 2)Take 2..for this #coolcut!!!... I left out the best part from PT 1...the end of the video?!?!?! Video was 1:38mins... they allow 1:00mins here.. 🤣🤣🤣🤚 And I'm #goingin knowing!!!... #icandobetter !!... we can #dobetter !!!!.. Cuz that's what we were born to do!!!... @alessiasmusic #trustmylonely #johnchristian #remix Mad Props on this 🎵🎵🎵 right here... cheers!!! #herestothenewyear !!!... And this year!!.. #iwilldobetter #harmonicas #harmonicalover #harmonicaslive #onemanshow #soloact #musicislife #liveit #hellomslady #congas #rhythms #lovelife #alessiacara !!.. 🎵🎵🎵💙👏👏👏 #rumandcoke #boricua #puertorico #wepa #caribedrum #handdrums #lovedrums #imadrummer #dancemusic (at DPoM LiVe Entertainment Media) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtjClRoAAMK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6cmi82hem58s
#coolcut#goingin#icandobetter#dobetter#trustmylonely#johnchristian#remix#herestothenewyear#iwilldobetter#harmonicas#harmonicalover#harmonicaslive#onemanshow#soloact#musicislife#liveit#hellomslady#congas#rhythms#lovelife#alessiacara#rumandcoke#boricua#puertorico#wepa#caribedrum#handdrums#lovedrums#imadrummer#dancemusic
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I got the answer I wanted yesterday. Was it the answer I was expecting absolutely. But it doesn't matter about the way I feel not at this point at least it's okay I'll be okay I'll grow and I'll be stronger and I'll learn I've already learned one thing anybody who puts anything before their family and their friends are people I don't want to be involved with. #IWillDoBetter (at Mystic River) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqvGEivAoV6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7lle456acp1k
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