#jjk 117

[gabriella0807]

Gojo Satoru in chapter 117. 💎💛

Reference:

#gojo satoru #jujutsu kaisen #gojo fanart #jjk fanart #jjk #satoru gojo #jjk art #gojo #satoru #my art #gabriella0807 #jjk 117

[ourmondobongo]

What Sukuna stans wanted to see in the anime this season:

What we got:

#I WANTED THE COVER OF CHAPTER 117 SO F BAD #toji got his “cover” #todo got his cover #why my king couldn't have his too T_T #ryomen sukuna #jjk s02

[punchliiine]

things i've learned through shifting

i don't know what to post so i thought of posting some stuff that i've learned, improved, and simply practiced through shifting. it's not a lot but it's a lot.

so firstly, i thought of introducing some of my hobbies prior to shifting, and then ones that i've picked up after shifting. and lastly provide any details if needed.

I - hobbies

↳ before shifting

↳ ↳ reading

i've been able to read SO many books in my library wr.

i have a huge list of books that i've put off because of school, but through shifting to my wr, i've been able to finish at least 66 out of 117 i believe?

also i was able to find some of my favorite authors through this, like sylvia plath, mahmoud darwish, virginia woolf, khalil gibran.. and honestly, a lot more, but these are the ones that i remember for now.

↳ ↳ writing

in my native language, i've become REALLY good. as for writing in english it's ?!? but i'm slowly getting there.

not showing off, but i was really good prior to shifting. but now, i've become REALLY good, like now i'm able to touch the soul with my poetry. i also learned some tips for expressing 'my' feelings.

one of them is to think about a phenomenon in nature that resembles how you feel, whether it's by colors, weather, atmosphere, movements.. etc. then write about how each of the elements relate to what you're wishing to express. and ever since i learned that expressing my feelings // painting a scene whilst writing feels so, so much easier.

i guess the same can be used for drawing or painting? so feel free to interpret it in your own ways!

the only reason i emphasized on 'my' feelings was because the things i learnt in there were personal to my learning. before shifting, i had scripted that they would match me and fit me perfectly, so they wouldn't apply to everybody if that makes sense? but if you feel like it fits you, then you're more than welocme to use it!

+ i don't take any sort of credit for it since somebody might've thought of it first, i'm only here to share it!!

↳ ↳ drawing - painting

i was able to experiment freely with color theory, perspective, expressionism, symbolism.. etc. and i was able to find my art style! and practice some others i found interesting.

↳ ↳ editing

nothing to say about this one other than the fact that i was able to experiment with so many styles, and i reallllyyy enjoyed it. i also got to watch some of my old edits that have been deleted. (have been meaning i deleted them) 10/10.

↳ after shifting

↳ ↳ sewing

currently in the process of making a cute pair of opera gloves, idk how to explain it but yk the ones that are pitch black by the finger tips and fade as they go up? those are the ones that i'm attempting to make. and so far it's good!

↳ ↳ crocheting

i've recently made a doll i've found online which looks like little red riding hood, and it's cute. also i'm currently making a chibi jjk cat beanie (sashisu the world!!! ๑ > ᴗ < ๑)

↳ ↳ sculpting

i've sculpted hands, like tons of them. and i've used gojo satoru as a muse for at least 100% of them (i am insane about him)

some appreciation for my muse's hands:

can we talk about the fact that his fingers are 6 inches anyway!!!!!

II - skills

it's worth the mention that i've become skillful in most of my hobbies "it isn't necessary to become skillful in any of your hobbies for plenty of reasons, but i aspire to!" i'd say intermediate in most, advanced in a few.

also idk if it counts as a skill, but i have become skillful in all of my subjects. like i have become amazing in math and physics thanks to my study wr <3

as for other subjects i've always been amazing, but with math and physics, i've had awful teachers teach me crucial information, so i was miserable for a bit, but thankfully not anymore!

i know i could've manifested it since i use loassumption all the time, but i love studying, so i wanted to go through the whole process if that makes sense? like i didn't wanna take the shortcut (manifesting) + there's no shame in wanting to take the shortcut.

as for real skills.. yeaaah not yet

III - languages

i've become better in korean.. i can sort of understand people when they're speaking? but i can't speak nor write. but hey, at least i'm enjoying the proces, that counts for something!

i'm aware that there are some things in here that i could've gone on the internet and just practiced // learnt. BUT the way i did it was different, i went to a wr where i got to learn all about my hobbies, skills, subjects, and languages and practice freely without any sort of stress whatsoever + occasionally recieve tips and advice. and it was all free and unbelievably fun!!!

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[yazzydream]

I'm doing that thing where I obsess and make timelines, and I'm doing that for JJK rn. As I'm calculating everything, I'm finding so much shit that makes sense together. I can't believe it.

1596 - 1615 Keichō era (422-403 years ago) Head of the Gojo clan with the Limitless and Six Eyes and head of the Zen'in clan with the Ten Shadows Technique, killed each other in front of the aristocracy. Likely, this was the last Six Eyes holder to be born until approx. 400 years later, when Satoru Gojo is born.

The Gojo family, who passes down the Limitless Cursed Technique, acquired the "Six Eyes" for the first time in approximately 400 years, with the possession of the current head— Gojo Satoru, the strongest sorcerer of the modern era.

Gege you mad lad. This stuff actually FITS together! What the hell!

Like, the last Six Eyes holder just happened to be the one who fought against a Zen'in's Ten Shadows technique??? So the next one didn't show up for over 400 years!!! And remember Megumi implied that that clan head probably used Mahoraga.

Chapter 117

Just throwing this out there... that this kind of nonchalant/negligent foreshadowing is so Gege's style. He deliberately obfuscates information and then doesn't bring it up for a dozen chapters (or more, as it is here).

Also, this smells fishy af. Did Kenjaku have something to do with the two Inherited Techniques clashing?! An experiment to see what would happen? I wouldn't be surprised, tbh.

#jjk meta #theories #kenjaku #six eyes #gojo satoru #fushiguro megumi #jjk manga #jjk spoilers #timeline #jujutsu kaisen #my jjk #let's try to be more bloggy shall we #all of this shit just coming together... #like i dont need to stretch out information to try and make sense of it #i just need to really sit down and think and they piece themselves together #only plot hole i found is nanami's age as 27 but should be 28 by the time we meet him in canon #i'll forgive u one time

[0ccasi0nall0re]

JJK theory - n°1

⚠️ spoilers ahead ⚠️ >> Chap 238

Does Gojo’s death make any sense?

In terms of paradigm : it just might

So let’s dive into JJK’s paradigm

First of : what’s a paradigm ?

In our case : it’s a set of principles used to explore and understand the laws of a reality

The JJK reality and its laws are tightly related to the occult which means : cursed technique + domain expansion

This made me wonder :

what if, through the occult, JJK’s characters represented principles that could help us understand the story’s recurring laws and overall paradigm ?

And if fact, using this system :

character’s principle = their domain expansion = their cursed technique’s essence

We might find out :

→ the principle and essence some characters represent → how it’s reflected through their dynamics → how it can partly explain Gojo’s death

Viewers disclaimer :

Since there’s a lot of debate on why Gojo didn’t see Sukuna's last attack coming, I'd rather put the issue aside for now and stay open to any possibilities

The main goal isn’t so much to entirely solve the mystery around his death but rather to find laws / a system applicable to JJK’s paradigm to better understand the overall universe and anticipate some future dynamics / outcomes

Let’s break It down !

It’ll be clearer with examples...

Mahito

cursed technique = physical + soul transformation

domain expansion = physical + soul’s essence = the self (body and soul) = his principle

What about his dynamic with Yuji (and Sukuna) ?

= his nemesis = perfect opposites

>> Chap 32

Yuji Itadori

his principle = opposite of the self = others = alterity

>> Chap 29

What does that mean for his dynamic with Sukuna ?

alterity can take 2 forms : others > than oneself = Itadori others < than oneself = Sukuna

but that might be more useful in another theory...

Megumi Fushiguro

cursed technique = creation of familiars → ten shadows technique

domain expansion = creation of familiars’ essence = matter (of which his familiars are made of) = his principle

What about his dynamic with Sukuna ?

Sukuna has expressed interest towards Megumi several times

but before getting into that let’s focus on Gojo...

>> Chap 30 >> Chap 117

Satoru Gojo

cursed technique = unreachability → neutral limitless : infinity

domain expansion = unreachability’s essence = infinity (there’s infinity between him and the rest of the world) → unlimited void = his principle

>> Chap 14

What about Sukuna’s dynamic with Megumi and Gojo ?

using Megumi’s body Sukuna cut / touched Gojo but how is that possible since he’s supposed to be unreachable ?

Considering our little system :

Megumi’s principle = matter Gojo’s principle = infinity

=> using Megumi’s domain expansion Sukuna materialised infinity into tangible and cuttable space which partly explains Gojo’s death

>> Chap 236

Thus, and in accordance with this theory, the world and its very structure are currently within Sukuna’s reach

>> Chap 238

One question remains :

will this system be applicable in the future and will it help anticipate incoming character dynamics / outcomes ?

hey, if you made it this far

THANK YOU SO MUCH !

hope you liked it

stay tuned

more coming soon

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[yanderes-galore]

I’ve only seen the anime since I’m too poor for the manga 😭

Oog... sad :(. I have the physical copies but you can read a fan translation on MangaDex? (Also the site I read JJBA on)

I have volumes 1 -> 14.

If it helps, Season 2 of JJK goes up to Chapter 117, which is like the second chapter of Volume 14.

So honestly I'm technically caught up anime-wise/further than the anime for future requesters to know :)

[oh-katsuki]

hey how has his death been foreshadowed if you don't mind me asking? haven't read jjk in a while but these leaks .....

MAJOR JUJUTSU KAISEN SPOILERS BELOW THE CUT!!!!! MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR for like the entire manga.

there's been a LOT of indication that megumi will either fall victim to sukuna and lose his life or be used by sukuna in general. he's got a lot of death flags in his general character existence (ie; his willingness to kill moreso than other characters around him, the fact that he doesn't fear death, etc).

the largest one though is probably that people continuously talk to him about death. itadori tells him to live a long life, gojo mentions that in the past a limitless/six eyes user and chimera shadow garden user fought to the death and killed each other, reggie's last words quite literally foreshadow his death.

reggie tells him "let fate toy with you before you die like a fool" and that general statement is given an entire page in the manga. sure, a character was dying so they're gonna get more panels of them, but gege does a lot of things very intentionally and usually plays up a lot on irony. (here's the manga screencap)

it's also important to know that in a lot of fiction, protagonists are punished by the narrative for behaviors (as are villains but we'll exclude them since they follow slightly different rules). in this scene, megumi has just killed a man. death is often given opposite and often disproportional retribution in fiction. when a protagonist kills someone who could be considered morally gray (like i consider reggie to be compared to everyone else), the narrative seeks to punish them. reggie basically curses him with the narrative (not in the jujutsu sense) by saying that to him and i don't think gege would include it unintentionally. it's also a hUGE death flag that reggie MENTIONS megumi being his executioner before basically predicting his death because it's setting up the narrative justification of whatever retribution is to come.

not only that, but megumi is an ironic character, similar to nanami imo. he's someone bound by circumstance to be in the position he's in and (at first) wasn't all too attached to the idea of being taught with someone who stupidly ate one of sukuna's fingers. a lot of his interactions contain an irony that only really comes with death in the narrative (ie; the irony of itadori telling him to live a long life while on death's doorstep).

i also think it's important to note that a lot of the art in the series indicates that megumi will / would fall victim to sukuna (like the popular series art going around now of sukuna's hands around megumi's neck). not only that, but the indication that megumi would also have to fight gojo (whose general character pattern tends to jeopardize the ones he loves).

gojo, in chap 117, explains to megumi that in the edo-period, two head jujutsu sorcerers killed each other in a fight. one of them was a limitless user with the six eyes and the other was a ten shadows technique user. gege didn't invent this fact in their history for nothing. it indicates a larger and more prominent tie to those two characters' current fates. there's also a lot of series art that indicates that gojo and megumi will end up fighting (most likely to the death).

also, as an aside, reggie mentions fate and letting it toy with megumi. i think it's important to remember that "fate" in the jujutsu world isn't an abstract concept like it is in ours. gojo is bound to tengen and the star plasma vessel by fate and I don't think it's a coincidence that megumi is the son of the only person to alter that course. fate in jjk is an evident and very tangible concept, so the fact that reggie mentioned it while stating megumi as his executioner and predicting a fool's death, is very symbolically important. it sets up a fate-ordained altercation that will most likely rely on emotional irony (hence my prediction of gojo and megumi needing to fight to the death at some point).

i have a LOT of thoughts on this and i apologize if this is incoherent. it doesn't even really scratch the surface of the thoughts I've been having surrounding megumi and gojo (especially since seeing he leaks yesterday). there's a lot of stuff concerning sukuna and mahoraga (and gojo) as well that i haven't gotten into, but it essentially boils down to: a lot of the series has been hinting that sukuna is after mahoraga through megumi and that the fight will most likely come down to sukuna in megumi's body, gojo, and mahoraga in an exorcism ritual that results in either a repeat of the edo-period gojo/zen'in clan death match or some kind of ironic twist on it.

i think the series will ultimately boil down to being a complete tragedy.

sorry if this makes no sense. i have a lot of thoughts and jujutsu kaisen is REALLY hard (but fun) for me to try and make sense of. i got a little lost in the sauce in the middle but these are my current thoughts on it.

#[ 🏩 – chatting ] #this is really long i am so sorry i got so carried away #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jujutsu kaisen spoilers #jujutsu kaisen manga spoilers #jjk 212 leaks #i have SOOOO MANY THOUGHTS AND ALL OF THEM MAKE ME MISERABLE #hoping and praying that gege decides they all live #but..... hoo boy it is NOT looking like that's how it's gonna turn out

[delirious-donna]

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Longest Tag: 127 characters

#for fuck sake there is even a huge difference between scotland and england regarding education never mind the rest of the world

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Call Me Daddy [Jujutsu Kaisen]

an: not for everyone, I get that, but daddy kink is definitely something I can imagine in all four of these fine-ass men and I wanted to write it for me! ^^

prompt: you call them Daddy, how do they react?

feat: Gojo Satoru, Geto Suguru, Nanami Kento & Fushiguro Toji

warnings: daddy kink(seriously be warned!!), blowjob, lil pussy eating, orgasm denial, overstimulation, nipple play, squirting, implied unprotected sex, desk sex, doggy, riding, begging, Toji is especially mean, Nanami is so soft cause I couldn’t help myself

Gojo Satoru

“Look at my pretty girl,” the white-haired menace cooed, his voice laced in honey despite how mean he was being.

You whimpered in his tight hold, desperate for any crumb of friction against your bare, clenching cunt.

Again, Gojo dragged you along the length of his thick cock that was soaked in your essence. Slick dripping to his heavy balls before it fell to the sheets between his parted thighs.

He smirked at your expression, celestial eyes alight with mischief as he swirled his wet tongue around your perky tits. A hand flat between your shoulder blades to press them closer to him, to keep you exactly where he wanted you.

“Toru - please. Need you inside, need you to fill me up.”

You were begging but you weren’t doing it quite right and that would never do. His lips suckled at your taut bud, slurping around it before he pulled back without releasing you. The wet disconnect, the hot pressure from your breasts shot through until it was making your pussy clench around nothing but frustrating air.

“Beg me properly, baby. You want this,” he shifted his hips to allow the blunt tip of his angry fat cock to catch against your clit, “then you better say it.”

Your hips rutted, the small movement eliciting a warning growl from Satoru’s throat, the bob of his Adam’s apple so damn appealing that you could cry.

“Please fuck me, Daddy. Please give me your cock, need it,” you keened, sounding high-pitched and so fucking desperate.

The dark rumble of laughter had your eyes widening as he lifted you enough to press the tip against your entrance. Pushing you down inch by slow inch, forcing your walls apart on an exalted groan.

“That’s it, baby girl. Take Daddy’s cock.”

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1,907 notes - Posted August 4, 2022

#4

Sit Still [Tokyo Revengers]

an: I wrote this prompt for the handsome JJK men (link here) and it proved very popular, so I decided I would write a TR version! ^^

prompt: cockwarming with your favourite fella

feat: Mikey, Draken, Hanma & Mitsuya (all characters are post time-skip)

warnings: cockwarming (obvs), thigh slaps, mean Mikey, even meaner Hanma, unprotected sex, playing with tits, marking, biting, mating press, spooning, riding, missionary, heavy breeding kink with Mitsuya, size kink with Draken, overstimulation with Hanma, I think that's all!

Masterlist

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2,028 notes - Posted August 14, 2022

#3

Not Yet [Jujutsu Kaisen]

an: my brain is a cruel mistress, and is currently obsessed with the JJK men and breeding... I'm sorry in advance for my depravity (but a huge thanks to 🕷️ anon for inspiring the Gojo and Nanami sections)

prompt: they say they don't want kids yet, but they sure don't act that way...

feat: Gojo Satoru, Geto Suguru, Nanami Kento & Fushiguro Toji

warnings: breeding kink (obvs), daddy kink with Geto & Toji, riding, mating press, missionary, doggy style, counter sex, pussy fingering, nipple play, biting, talk of lactation kink, kitchen sex, mention of pregnant bellies, lewd talk, lil spanks, pet names, light degradation, Toji is probably the most depraved but kinda my fave (please don’t judge me!!)

Tok Rev Version

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2,322 notes - Posted August 23, 2022

#2

Toxic [Toji Fushiguro]

an: so I wrote a tiny little bit about Toxic!Toji a week ago and it really set something off in my brain, so here are some more thoughts and headcanons for the handsome bastard!

pairing: Toji Fushiguro x female reader

warnings: toxic behaviour(obvs), age gap, Toji is 40 and reader is 20, dilf!Toji, implied unprotected sex, riding, doggy style, open flirting with other people, semi-public sex, mirror sex, slight degradation, mixture of pet names (baby, little slut etc), face fucking, basically Toji being the best damn ride of your life but a bastard as well...

Masterlist

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2,460 notes - Posted August 16, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Sit Still [Jujutsu Kaisen]

an: a huge thanks to my bestie and wifey-to-be, @tired-biscuit, for supplying the thirstiest of thoughts ^^

prompt: cockwarming is such a simple pleasure with your handsome fella...

feat: Gojo Satoru, Nanami Kento, Itadori Yuji & Fushiguro Megumi

warnings: cockwarming (obvs), lil nipple play, semi public, teasing, implied sex

Gojo Satoru

A hand spreads your thighs further part.

Nothing escapes that man, and the way your legs had been inching closed was halted by the warm palm on your bare flesh. Fingers kneading, clearly enjoying the little indentations made into your yielding softness.

"You think I don't notice baby?" he murmurs in your ear.

Gojo's warm breath sends shivers skittering across your dewy sweat-slicked skin.

How long had you sat here? How long had it been since he had impaled you on his thick cock and let you suffer?

You both loved and hated it; loved how full you felt, stuffed completely with that deliciously curved and girthy dick, but hated the absence of repeated friction and the static limbo you were imprisoned in.

“S-satoru,” you whined, practically throwing your head against his strong shoulder - a shoulder that was still clothed, unlike you.

The snowy-haired male was fully dressed, except for his cock that escaped through his lowered zip. You, on the other hand, had been stripped of your skimpy sundress the moment he laid his eyes on you.

“Uh-oh - using my full name? Am I in trouble baby? Call me Toru, you know how much I prefer it from your lips.”

Satoru ghosted his mouth over your pulse, sweeping across your shoulder and down your back as far he could reach without moving.

He gifted you one - precisely one - circle of his hips and you near exploded. A hand flew to hold his white locks as the other turned white with how tightly you gripped his arm.

It almost felt like you could sense his heartbeat throbbing through his dick, twitching in that annoyingly erratic rhythm and causing your cunt to clench tighter and tighter.

“Please Toru, want you to fuck me!”

He hummed softly, the weight of his celestial eyes seared into your soul despite how little you could see from your position on his lap. Gojo picked up his phone that lay idly on the couch cushions.

“If you can make it through my phone call with Geto without moving, I’ll give you everything you want and more.”

You could scream, pound your fists on his chest in frustration but goddammit you wanted to be good for him. The meek nod pleased him as the quiet chuckle brushed against your nerves.

“That’s my good girl - now sit still.”

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3,837 notes - Posted July 25, 2022

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[neonganymede]

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#inn my latest bottomzai fic: dazai goes to great lengths to seduce chuuya instead of being straightforward like a normal goddamn person

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

HOW am I supposed to be normal about Chuuya when he looks Like That

74 notes - Posted November 2, 2022

#4

WIP Wednesday #3

Dazai sniffed haughtily and turned his head away from the chibi. He crossed his arms to keep from fidgeting. “If Chuuya doesn’t consider this a real date, then he can just go home! I’m sure I can find somebody more willing to keep me company this afternoon.”

A hand tugged on his sleeve to get him to straighten his arm, and then Chuuya was weaving their fingers together. Today, he’d worn fingerless gloves, and Dazai welcomed the feel of his soft skin. Dazai relaxed some, though he still pouted at the rude chibi grinning up at him.

“I’d kick the ass of anyone you tried to replace me with,” Chuuya promised sweetly, the glint in his eyes both feral and amused. His mouth tilted up into a cheeky grin, a flash of teeth appearing at the corner. “And then I’d kick your ass for thinking you could.”

Dazai sucked in a sharp breath. His arms tingled beneath his bandages, but he didn’t dare pull away to scratch the itch. “Chuuya shouldn’t say such things.”

“Why not?”

Because you’ll make me think you love me, too.

“Because people might think that Chuuya’s a possessive, little pooch! You wouldn’t want them to think you’re going to bite them just for breathing the same air as me, hm~?”

Chuuya hissed through his teeth, his shoulders dropping a bit. “No, that’s more your style.”

97 notes - Posted September 14, 2022

#3

Just wanna be hugged by Kunikida. I think that would fix me.

114 notes - Posted June 30, 2022

#2

That split second of Chuuya though

184 notes - Posted August 5, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

You ever just forget how much you love a character until there’s a split second preview of him with his little smile, and then you just completely lose your fucking shit about him

279 notes - Posted August 5, 2022

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[99liners]

Okay look- I got a little curious and I decided to do something with that ask which talked about how the girls ig would look like- I did the maknae line (the boys- sjdn) definitely didn't take 6 hours

Will send the hyung line girlies in 2-3 business days. why is it so hard to think of arias bio 😭

1) kaiho!jjk

Pretend the army on jungkooks hand is his love for the military 🥰

I wanted to have a glaring jk but sadly I couldn't 🥲

Finding wedding pics was absolutely nightmare

I imagine Azumi being the party type before marrying jk and had a very fun and wild college life!

2) énouement!kth

I took inspiration from my brother, mom and cousin who are doctors and boy let me tell you (the amount of pics my brother has doing surgery - djfnjfk)

I stuck with more med related stuff plus the awarness banners!! and also just threw in like 2 pics saying she's married

Should have added a note saying the account is either closed or slow due to personal reasons after the whole firing thing you know 🤔

3) nodus tollens!pjm

Tbh wasn't sure how I should do this- I went with the whole dark academia theme and the couple stuff

Lowkey felt so single looking for pics 🥲

I gave her 117 posts so just imagine the down ones are her alone before jimin decided to come and ruin in her life

Can you tell Jimin is possessive? 😃

HYUNG LINE COMING SOON MY SLEEP PARALYSIS DEMON- ALSO I HAVE APHOTIC ON MY MIND EVERY NIGHT AND I MIGHT AS WELL HAVE MY OWN STORY PLAYING OUT RIGHT AS WE SPEAK-

@silversparkles11 look, someone brought your vision to the screen

si-six hours??? ai that’s too much! i didn’t even spend that long thinking about the tatemae series before writing it lol

the army on jk’s hand is the love for military? cjghzdjfhsdkjgh 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 kaiho!jjk made some really cringy choices lmao,,, also you kinda sorta made azumi a fashion designer rather than an interior designer ehehehe but that’s alright. i love ALL of it,,, especially the latest post on azumi’s account,,,  jkerghajdkhfjksdhf why do you love to hurt me, ai? just whyddjaj now i want boyfriend!jjk 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

the tanaz one is soooooooooooooo on point i love it and rei too!! too academia and too couple cutesy and yes lol, the mere fact that she is the one who has the ‘my love j.m’ profile tag on her bio is enough to scream how possessive jimin is ehehheeh, love the attention to detail <3

bls take your time, your sleep paralysis demon will always be waiting here for you <3

#asks #strawberryjimin13 #ai always comes up with the best stuff #still with queue

[vixvaporub]

February 20th to February 26th Read and Watched List:

Currently Reading:

Berserk - 302 to 313

Fruits basket - chapters 115 to 125

Chainsaw man - chapter 76 to 96

Hirayasumi - chapters 6 to 24

Fuan no tane - volume 1, chapters 1 to 26

QQ Sweeper - chapters 1 to 3

Updates:

The tainted half - chapters 37 & 38

Yona of the dawn - chapter 238

Call of the night- chapter 161 

Bitten contract - chapter 65 

Blood on the tracks - chapter 139

Juujika no rokunin - chapter 117

Completed/Caught Up:

My Wandering warriors existence (10 chapters) I really enjoyed this one as well, it has some good little life lessons 

Red beryl ni sayonara - (14 chapters) I loved the main story and the main characters, it was a good vampire bl with spice… but man it was ruined by this pedophilic side character… that made my rating for it go way down 

No. 9 (oneshot) by the same creator as jjk, it was decent and the world reminds me of jjk a lot

Anime:

Vinland saga season two - episode 7

Junji Ito Maniac: Japanese Tales of Macabre - episodes 5 to 7

Dropped:

Children of the Sea - my site got the scans mixed up but I didn't feel like searching for a better site, I feel like if you watch the movie you're good with this series

#vixupdates #almost done with fruits basket!!!! #also finished part one of chainsaw man and can't wait to finally read part 2

[sexlapis]

I posted 711 times in 2022

That's 152 more posts than 2021!

52 posts created (7%)

659 posts reblogged (93%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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I tagged 445 of my posts in 2022

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#sexlapis reblogs.🪷 - 85 posts

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#moodboards! - 24 posts

#sexlapis loves art - 24 posts

#🎨.jjk - 20 posts

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#toji x reader - 16 posts

#sexlapis laughs - 14 posts

#criminal minds - 13 posts

#sexlapis loves women - 13 posts

Longest Tag: 117 characters

#because you know full well that your opinions are the norm ans you want to feel superior to all the “progressives😡😡

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

drabble, nsfw

u and nanami havin sex but he’s being so soft and gentle with his thrusts n u so desperately want him to go faster and harder :( ur literally cryin and holding ur legs up higher, begging him to faster. “please please ken, go harder pleaseeeee” and nanami does nothing other than shush u, pressing a kiss to ur cheek, sayin “you’ll take what i give you angel” before only slightly picking up the pace, leaving u writhing in ur torment and pleasure simultaneously n cockdrunk :(

842 notes - Posted May 16, 2022

#4

a tip for fanfic writers.

if you’re going to write a fic more than 1k words, please put “:readmore:” to split the fic so people can choose to read the rest or not. because sometimes i’m scrolling through a tag and a 5k word fic just pops up and i’m forced to scroll though the entire thing!

so again, add “:readmore:” (without the quotation marks) to split up your fic <3 i ain’t tryna read ur 100k fic when i’m just looking for a 600 word mikasa fluff, godbless.

987 notes - Posted March 2, 2022

#3

riding toji for the first time

❀ : toji x female reader

cw : ns4w, riding, a short fic!, actually rlly fluffy, toji referring to himself in 3rd person😵‍💫, big dick toji :)

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you’re on the couch, straddling toji’s thick legs as his calloused fingers run gently along the length of your wet folds. moaning softly, sweaty palms gripping on to his hard shoulders, his hot mouth closed around your perked dark nipples, biting them with the scrape of his teeth. your mouth finds home on his neck, purples marks litter toji’s tan skin.

“fuck.” toji rasps out and one of his hands grab a hold of his hard length, stroking himself slowly. “okay baby, i think you’re ready now.”

you bit your lip and nod vigorously. toji had been playing with your little pussy for ages now, leaving the in between of your thighs and his fingers wet with your sweet mess. your thighs tremble as you straddle him. taking his length in your hand, you position yourself over him, rubbing your velvet folds against him and before you know it you’re sinking down on his thick cock. too overwhelmed to make any noise, your mouth falls open as you bottom out.

it was unlike anything you’ve ever felt. this position had toji feel so deep within you and it made you mind blank. toji brings you back to reality by stroking the side of your face gently, looking at your pretty face.

“you okay sweetie?” he chuckles deeply at your already fucked out expression. you had always been so sensitive, so responsive to his touch. it had him feeling a sense of pride that he could make you such a beautiful mess. his beautiful mess.

shyly, you laugh along with him and nod at this question, face feeling hot at the intimacy of the situation.

you breathe out. “yeah toj, ‘m okay.”after reassuring him, you start to grind your hips slowly. even the slightest of movements made you feel him so deeply. you moan quietly as you continue to ride him. toji’s hold on your hips tighten as you bounce on his cock.

“oh- oh fuck.” toji gasps. “shit..making me feel s’fuckin’ good.” he looks at you, admiring your blissed expression before grabbing your chin softly to make you look at him. his silver eyes were kind as they observed you. “am i making you feel good baby?”

part of you wants to run away from his gaze as you feel vulnerable under his loving scrutiny. but you stay and look him in the eyes, grounding yourself.

your soft hands cup his face as you reply, “yes tojiii…you make me feel soso good!”

toji nods with you and cups your ass in his big hands, forcing you to bounce on his dick faster, harder. sounds of slapping of skin against skin fill the room, only getting louder with each passing second. you attempt to smother your loud moans but that idea goes to shit as soon as toji begins to thrust up into you.

“ah! oooooo- toji, toji! oh my god!” you’re almost screaming as toji ravishes your body, tits and stomach jiggling with each of this hard thrusts, chests pressed together and it’s like you’re cockdrunk. head thrown back, eyes behind your head, drool seeping from the corner of your mouth, lips glossy and your face sweaty. to toji, you were a sight to behold.

toji reaches his hand to your head, making you look at him. “eyes on me honey.” he coos.

you whine and shiver at the tone of his voice and look at him once more, foreheads touching. “mmmmm. love you toji.”

toji smiles at the confession, silently swooning and heart beating out of his chest at how sentimental you get during sex.

“i love you too sweetheart.” toji responds softly. he kisses your cheek before leaning back on the couch, smirking at you. “now how’s ‘bout you make toji cum?”

1,045 notes - Posted August 5, 2022

#2

——— DESIRE

♡ : eren jaeger x female! reader

ᨳ  ࣪ . cw : ns4w, dom! eren, sub! reader, eren is a lil mean but not that much :), HEAVY edging -> edging for over a month ♡, squirting, overstimulation, subspace, sex toys, mentions of oral sex, nipple play, spanking, restraints, pussy slapping, ass play & fingering, profanity

ᨳ  ࣪ . wc : 2.9k

. synopsis : you haven’t cum in over a month…but its only what you asked for…

ᨳ  ࣪ . minors & blank blogs DNI

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My #1 post of 2022

eren x female reader, ns4w, very short, coming inside, morning sex

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no bc eren would be so whiny in the morning…he’d be so desperate too. his morning wood would be poking against your thigh while he shakes u gently to wake u up.

“babyy” calling out to you in his deep, tired morning voice. “baby wake up..need you righ’ now..haha..”

and you’re just as desperate, letting him pull down your shorts and spread your legs to play with your wet cunt. then he’s laying you two both on your sides, raising your leg to his hip before easing his thick length into hot pussy.

it’s starts off slow..both of you are still drowsy and weak from sleep but that doesn’t deter either of you. your faces are so close together, breathing against each other’s skin, lips brushing against each other, too far gone to even kiss. eren’s pretty eyes are almost constantly rolling into the back of his head at how good he feels. how good you feel. his body is so sensitive, the feeling of your hole around his cock is making him go fucking crazy.

“awh fuuckkk.” eren’s groaning as his thrust start to speed up just a lil bit…the angle has you feeling him real deep, you’re gasping at every gentle thrust, the slap slap slap of skin reverberating around the room. you feel a warmth spread in ur lil tummy, clit brushing against the pubic hairs at the base of his dick and your mouth drops open and eyes roll back at the feeling.

then erens gripping your ass with both hands and thrusting harder, faster, until you’re gripping the back of his neck with small oh my gods and other senseless profanities. eren rolls you onto your back before folding you into a mating press and going to town on you.

balls slapping against your ass with every thrust, long hair falling and draping around you like a curtain.

“shit..” eren whines, borderline whimpers. “shit…oh fuck..fuck..fuck ‘m g’nna cum. baby ‘m gonna fucking cum…” he’s looking at you, cheeks tinted red and lips wet. “can i cum inside? you’ll lemme come inside right?” his thrusts become frantic and erratic and you’re nodding along to his question. he thrusts at an angle that has you seeing white light, squirting and making a mess of him and the sheets. eren curses, rough fingers finding your clit, running circles over it to prolong your high. your hips twitch against his, rolling and grinding and coming to a stop.

“god, i’m cumming.. i’m cumming ‘m cumming…fuck!” his voice goes high pitched towards the end of his sentence and he’s finished. he pounds into you sporadically as he cums, pumping your soft walls white. he keeps thrusting…he comes soo much. his expression is erotic, eyes rolled back and tongue lolled out.

eren huffs and moans as the last few spurts of cum leave him, all fucked out. he pulls out slowly, looking at his cum drool out of your brown folds and fall below you. pulls you close and massages your shoulders and tells you what you and him are going to do for the day and you fall asleep to the sound of his soothing voice 💭

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[baizzhu]

I posted 1,534 times in 2022

That's 1,534 more posts than 2021!

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I tagged 1,501 of my posts in 2022

Only 2% of my posts had no tags

#☔.mcr - 1,005 posts

#☔.gerard - 728 posts

#☔.favorite - 416 posts

#☔.frank - 227 posts

#☔.genshin - 117 posts

#☔.video - 85 posts

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Longest Tag: 75 characters

#all the concerts so far have only had small if not no problems in the crowd

My Top Posts in 2022:

They CAME and I am so happy! They are both soft but the pentagram one is so so so much softer. Like being wrapped in a hug.

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[nanamimizz]

I posted 2,311 times in 2022

That's 1,886 more posts than 2021!

1,172 posts created (51%)

1,139 posts reblogged (49%)

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Longest Tag: 139 characters

#megumi having the one of the most saught after techniques in the world and being born to a man with no cursed energy and a regular woman…op

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

LOVE LIKE NO OTHER.

tags: 18+ minors dni,fem reader, missionary sex, discussion of relationships and sex, lots of kissing, handjob, fingering - let me know if i missed anything! (2.6k!) inspired by @j0succ dainsleif piece!!

synopsis: al haitham is man solemnly thought he would never find love, so when he has that and more the night turns...physical. “I would split open my heart with a knife, place you within and seal my wound, that you might dwell there and never inhibit another…”

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776 notes - Posted September 20, 2022

#4

i wanna gargle rengoku’s balls 🥺☹️

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐑

tags: 5.7k words handjob, blowjob, makeout scene, afab reader, reader is addressed a "woman/womanly/unwomanly" to fit the time period, reader has a knee that is referred as "a bad knee", reader struggles with feeling woman enough and with having a purpose. mention of penetrative sex, sex outdoors, mention of cumming inside, marriage mention, mention of blood and bruising. let me know what I missed

Kyojuro was a well-bred man - being from a prominent family meant things like honor, decorum, and acting proper. That also means you, the object of his affection, are to be courted. You would blink owlishly when Rengoku Kyojuro, the Flame PIllar known for his passionate and loud outbursts came to you with a letter, a bow, and then promptly left.

You could only read the contents with mouth agape and face warm from your cheeks to your chest as you read his carefully written and practiced confession that clearly had many attempts as you can see the smudges of ink on the corners of the page. Your calloused hands gripped the page with a force that it dented and creased the page and you looked mournfully at it.

You have become someone I can not escape even with my eyes closed. Your swordsmanship is fine and you have an even finer heart. You have bewitched me body and soul. Please tell me your response tomorrow at sundown by the Flame Estate.

Anyone with eyes and ears would be blind to think that Kyujuro wasn’t a good catch - strong heart and easy on the eyes have often made him the center of attention on a mission and you press your head into your palm as you groan.

You’ve never been good at crushes or feelings in the slightest way, every encounter turned into a bumbling and muddy rejection from you to the other. Your dedication to your work has made you deem yourself unlovable, you are so clearly aware of your own faults as a lady as well as the hyper-awareness of your mortality.

Who would want to love someone who could die the next day?

Only another slayer it seems.

You only looked at the page mournfully - you liked him. You really did, you remembered his prowess, his honor, and his courage with perfect clarity despite how you couldn’t remember what you had for breakfast yesterday. Biting your lip in consideration, you only thought long and hard about your answer to his request. Looking at the letter for the last time you made your decision.

Tomorrow, when the sun sets, you make your way to the estate where you see Kyujuro waiting for you at the threshold of the gates. Red-gold locks sway in the slight breeze proudly and you curl into yourself as the gravity of your decision begins to set in. Gulping you call his name - he turns in your direction with a smile as bright as the first rays of dawn. He calls your name, enthusiasm booming from the bass in his voice and you wave back. You don’t have fine clothes. The finest thing you have is your demon slayer uniform so you wore that despite not being active since the last mission you took on.

Your knee still stings on cold mornings as you try to walk without your limp being too noticeable. He meets you halfway, presence warm like a bonfire and he offers you an arm, which you blink owlishly at before getting the message - loop your arm through, idiot.

The walk is short to the outer engawa, your feet sway as he seats you down first, then sits with you. At a respectable distance, your knees don’t even touch -

“So, have you come with your response?’ He speaks clearly and straightforwardly, arms crossed at his chest, facing forward with his gaze ahead. Cut from your musings you nod at his question, before realizing he can’t see your inaudible response as you clear your throat hurriedly,

“Y-yes! Yes, I return your feelings and would like to be your um...courted?” You are also unsure of what you would be if you agreed to be courted. You are not a nobility so you don’t really know what you would say to mean “I return your feelings.”

“Wonderful!” He shouts and you recoil back at his outburst, leaning back as he draws near you - your knees bump as he continues with his promises/

“As my lady, I promise to treat you with respect and care! Anytime you are uncomfortable with my advances tell me at once!” You bring your hands up and nod hurriedly, taking mental notes as he prattles on and on.

“Um? Rengoku, if I may, would you mind if I asked you some questions about this courtship?” His resounding yes almost deafens you before you smile politely and you feel your hands fiddled with the part of your belt that used to carry your sword.

“I was wondering since you presented me with the letter - what have I done to earn your affection?” He falls silent and you curse your heightened sense because you can feel his gaze piercing and crawling through your skin down to your bones like when you touch hot coal the sting rings true down to the morrow in your skeleton.

“On the mission where we were dispatched together. The village up north? I understand it was your last mission, correct?” His voice is softer now, closer to the flame of a stove. It’s slower, steadier even. You nod, head tilted away from him so he won’t see the wobble in your bottom limp. Remembering that mission was painful, even after months have passed.

“You fought valiantly there. It was because of your efforts we had a flawless victory. No one lost their life in that incident. You should raise your head with pride whenever that mission is mentioned.” You shake your head. Your hand tightens around the fabric of your pants.

“What good is one victory when it costs me however many more I could gain if I hadn’t been careless. How many more lives could I be saving right now. If I could still be out on the battlefield?” You tell him, voice cracking in between the words you speak, hating yourself for it. His smile has dropped and he looks at you with a gaze filled with emotions you couldn’t decipher.

“It is painful and bitter that you cannot fight by the side of others any longer but you can still save people’s lives. You are still a part of the Demon Corps, you still have a purpose.” He says and you nod, swallowing the painful spiteful bile that raises to your throat whenever you think about how the you who wielded the blade died on that mission, and the shell of you remains.

“You became the object of my affection when I saw you tie your sword to your arm. You were valiant, protecting others with such passion it felt like I was looking at a flame breathing technique.” He says, hand coming from his chest to settle on the wood of the engawa, calloused pinkie brushing against yours for a moment.

“At that moment, when the demon was killed and I saw you - bloody and panting but still tending to a bleeding boy I couldn’t help but think, ‘She is kinder than anyone else, lovelier than anyone else, and no one lives more earnestly to help others than her.’ I couldn’t forget how you smiled at that boy when he came.” He continues and you keep your eyes glued to where his hand, warm and rough, overtake yours and squeeze it gently.

He feels like the sun.

“You are a wonderful woman, the only one who I could think is deserving of my affection - only if you desire that. So please, do not doubt the sincerity of my feelings.” He finishes, thumb rubbing at the bridge of your knuckles and you swallow the lump in your throat. His hand is gentle but warm. You feel its weariness and its callousness, but you don’t think you want to hold anyone else’s hand but his. Ren - no, Kyojuro’s shoulder nudges you and you look at him with dewy eyes. He isn’t smiling anymore. He’s frowning, regret painting the gold and red of his face and he delicately, like he’s touching the first creation of God, tucks a stray hair behind your ear.

“Did I make you cry? I’m sorry. I promised to make you the happiest woman in the world if you returned my affections, and here I am making you cry. I’m a shameful man.”

You shake your head, bringing the backs of your hands to press away the wetness of your eyes and you sniffle softly. You hate crying in front of others, especially now the man who holds your heart in his hands.

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#3

𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐌𝚬?

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970 notes - Posted October 13, 2022

#2

𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒

geto suguru finds the concept of goodness to be conceptualized by you - maybe thats why he loves you so. obsessively, profoundly, lustfully.

a/n: college au, trio and reader are juniors, reader is a foreign exchange student, fem reader, unprotected sex, confession of feelings, lovesick geto my beloved, 5k, minors dni, smut, grinding, fingering, blowjob, creampie, overstimulation, dacryphilia - let me know if i missed something

Suguru doesn’t know what to do with you - he finds you to be enigmatic but it might be because he is so wound up in his world that he finds your simplistic heart to be an oddity.

Unlike him who goes in circles till he sees squares, he finds that you simply take a straight line forward, walking to the beat of your bleeding heart that always gives and is more reluctant to take. He’s seen it in how you interact with the outside - away from him and the inner workings of society. He watched you from his bedroom window stay out on a chilly night, your breath like steam as you feed a stray cat warmed up wet food. 

You’re allergic to cats.

The bottomless well of your innate goodness scares him as does it enthrall him. How deep does it go? What makes you like this, what horrible things happened to shape the clay of your heart to turn into the valentine-cartoon shape rather than the ugly tied tube real ones that everyone else seems to bear except for you? 

He’s paced his room bloody staring at the pictures of you on your social media pages. Staring at the chunky fit of your knit sweaters, the slit on your skirts, and the buckles of your shoes. He takes in the pixels of your smiles and the shimmer on your eyelids and he keeps staring until his eyes sting like he was looking at the sun.

Maybe that’s the point of your mystery, to burn like the sun in his solar system, to burn the corneas of his eyes so all he sees is the white of your light even when he closes his burned eyes. A part of him hates you as much as he loves you, wishes you were somewhere else, wishes you were someone else, earnestly wishes you weren’t his type to the T so he wouldn’t be here awake at night thinking and longing about you for the 5th night in a row.

Like a moth to the flame he is drawn to you, sticks to your side when morning comes, or rather - makes you stick to him by how he makes you sit in his lap at the overcrowded cafe Satoru dragged you, him, and Shoko to after his Ethics class. He hides his soft groan into your head, your ass landing on the seam of his pants, right where his half-hard cock rests. He chooses to ignore the smirk on Saturo’s face and shudders when you shuffle on top of him to rearrange yourself, the hand that isn’t gripping the table twitches at the restraining the urge to squeeze the plush of your thighs. Or when movie night comes, he shares his blanket with you, keeping a tattooed arm around your shoulder, fingers painting dainty patterns in the exposed skin of your shoulders from your cami top.

He presses you too close, his thin t-shirt does nothing to block the softness of your breasts against his sturdy chest and he finds biting the inside of his cheek helps from stopping his groans - god when was the last time he got laid before you came into their triangle? He can’t even find someone to suit his tastes now that you are here, can barely stomach the flirtatious and lecherous smiles and quips thrown at him in bars, clubs, and parties. It’s embarrassingly humiliating how the simplest forms of contact with you make his cock twitch and balls swell in his loose, pleated pants. You’re some sort of drug to him, every little exchange with him isn’t enough, he always wants more and more. He craves so much a part of him wants to sink his teeth into the slope of your neck and suck into your blood and drink his fill. 

Seeing you every day isn’t enough, having you on his lap when there isn’t enough room for the 4 of you isn't enough, and the way he holds you at get-togethers and kickbacks isn’t enough. He needs you with him, at all times, needs you in bed, in his kitchen, needs your products in his bathroom, and your clothes in his hamper.  The twine rope of his despair and desperation yields and frays with every passing moment in which you aren’t his - he wonders when it’ll ever break if it ever does.

The snap of the rope came with no fiery explosion or grand scheme - it was when it was the two of you were alone for the group’s weekly event of movie night (both Satoru and Shoko were conveniently out for the night, Shoko at work and Satoru at some freshman’s birthday party - Yuuji or something along those lines) leaving him and you alone for an entire night. You sat on the sofa - fuzzy pajamas and a little long-sleeved cropped shirt. It was your turn for a movie and he knew you’d pick your favorite The Wind Rises.

He calls out your name and you turn smiling at him as sweetly as morning dew and greet him with a tender little wave. You’re soft-spoken for the most part and that seems to multiply when you are with him. At first, it was worrisome - both Shoko and Satoru were quite taken with you and if he made you uncomfortable it would be a problem for the group.

Good thing Geto Suguru was nothing but observant.

You find him attractive, he knows that much. The way you shudder when he brings an arm around you and the way you squirm when he brings in his lap for more space. You’re almost like a stray cat, looking at him from the alleyways when he sets the food down, lowering your body to the ground when he calls and makes attempts to pet you. He has to be gentle with you lest you scurry off and leave him forever. He doesn’t think he can handle even a minute without you as it stands now.

He sits with you as the movie starts and he enjoys it, he finds Jiro’s character to be relatable and enjoys the animation and color of the film but he finds himself leaning in when the character Naoko comes on the screen. In the scene where she descends on the mountain is playing when he feels the tickle of your hair on his shoulder, blinking from the film he turns his gaze at you and sees that you’ve placed your head on his shoulder, pressed up to him and have wrapped your hand around his forearm as Naoko collapses and is caught by Jiro. Suguru, on instinct, leans down and rests his cheek against the top of your head.

Jiro and Naoko leave the train station and the dialogue fizzes in his head as he takes in the scent of your shampoo. As he watches Jiro and Naoko’s love bloom on the screen he finds himself yearning to be like them with you - the movie is paused. Blinking from his stupor he feels you shift away from him, his side aches from your return. You say his family name softly - he fights the urge to correct you (It’s Suguru to you, always Suguru for you,) You can’t reach his eyes and you fidget with a loose thread in your pants and tug the sleeves of your sweater over the palms of your hands.

“Geto I like you. I really like you.” Yours are timid and your accent stumbles through the Japanese language and he fights the urge to grin and grip his hands in excitement. You can't meet his gaze and your shoulders shake from nervousness. He reaches over and holds your hand in his. It’s so much smaller than his, he can’t help but wonder how much bigger he is compared to you in other ways.

“Oh?.” He says just as softly, hand coming up to make you face him. He huffs at how warm your face is in his hand and how you avoid eye contact. He turns your face to the side, smiles at your sharp intake of breath, and presses a sweet kiss to your cheek. Your hands come up to his forearms and he laughs outright.

“How long have you liked me? I’ve liked you since we first met.” He’s teasing, that isn’t exactly true but he grins at how you stammer and grow more and more flustered, his fingers pressing into the softness of your cheeks in his palm.

“I-i liked you when I sat next to you in class. You were so…so handsome and smart. It was really hard not to get drawn to you.” You confess, eyes lidded beneath wispy eyelashes and he wonders if you knew how demurely you are and how he wants to smother and ruin you. You feel like honey in his hands, he thinks. He wants to feel you slip through his fingers and pool beneath him just so he can pick you up again.

“You’re so cute ya know? Even when you can’t bear to look at me right now - it’s cuz you’re embarrassed right?” You shuffle and stutter at his jab and your hands tighten on his forearms - you can't help the weakness in your knees nor can you help the shiver in your spine.

You’ve never been one to be pushed around but Geto makes it sugary sweet-like caramel in between your teeth. His words are like a sour green candy apple - gooey and warm til the sting of the joke bites your tongue. You can’t say anything to him, you are embarrassed - you were a bit of a contradiction, ever the wallflower you crave attention but you don’t know what to do with yourself when you have it. As always you need direction, from someone to take your shape in their hands and make something of your malleable form into a clearer shape

Seems as if you and Geto Suguru were born for one another - he was your eager sculptor and you the raw material and Geto Suguru would cross hell or high water to incur the favor of your form to make you, his. As he pulls away you pout and look at him indignantly, with a flustered look on your face you tug him back.

“Where do you think you’re going - you haven’t accepted my confession.” You scold him and you remind him of a child being denied a sweet, fluster leaving your face to reveal your insistence. He laughs and it sounds like autumn bell blooms in the wind and you grow even more embarrassed. 

“Stop teasing me - give me your answer.” You can see the amber of his eyes twinkle when he nods, amusing you and for a moment you see the snake in the bushes.

“Yes, yes I like you too - very much in fact. Since we met.” His words are sugar-crusted trying to sate your almost childish pouting. You hate that it works, pout going to a shy smile as you look up at him with doe eyes.

“O-oh?” You press yourself closer to him like the ocean tide with the moon and if you had a tail it’d wag when he hums and nods along with you. It’s almost juvenile how the two of you are, rubbing and nuzzling and giggling with each other over repeated confirmations of your feelings for each other. He feels lighter Suguru thinks, now that the tension is done and gone, he still wants more - the cavities in his molders want more of your placid sweetness, to rot even further until he aches for you.

“Yep. You’re such a cute little thing, and incredibly sweet. It was difficult to resist you - I’d spend all day and night thinking about you.” He speaks with a cloud in his eyes, and the confession is heavy for him you realize. Ge-no Suguru has never been one to be open about his secrets and you gulp at how he opens up to you. You aren’t so absent-minded to not have noticed how he changed with you. Where he was distant with Shoko he was close with you, where he was callous with Satoru he was affectionate as can be with you. Seeing the pink on his pale face you wanted to make the burden lighter for him.

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warnings: 18+ minors dni, fingering, nipple sucking, mating press, creampie, unprotected sex, size kink, big cock toji, fem reader, sub reader, toji is kinda soft in this but still a tease, cervix fucking (1 mention) clit smacking (1 mention) dacryphilia,,,,let me know if i missed anything. 3.7k words

sum: Be like the love that discovered the sin, that freed the first man, would do so again, and lover be good to me. 

You’re so sweet to him - gentle and doting. He remembers the time he came home, covered in sweat and some bloodstains on his knuckles. You just sighed and shook your head - you took him to the bathroom and took care of the scrapes on his skin, pressed a kiss to the scabbed skin, and mumbled to be more careful. You wash his clothes, even if it’s to steal his shirts that are too big for your compared smaller frame to his. You make his - your bed when he comes back from errands, make his favorite on Saturday movie nights.

He remembers the time you made him a sweater for his birthday, a cold December evening, and he remembers going to the bathroom while you slept, tears dripping from his eyes into the yarn that smelled like you. Of you, of vanilla and cashmere and oak.

You were too good for him, the truth of the statement feels natural like the cycle of the sun and the moon.

He could see it in every motion, in every smile you gave him. He was a shitty man, with a foul temper, who spent his life chasing a grudge born and festered in his childhood.

Your gentleness soothes him, he thinks. Makes him calmer and tempered. Gentle even. It scares him how much you change him, mold him and tame him into this soft and dotted and coddled boyfriend who holds your hand till you get to the bottom step of the stairs to make sure you don’t fall and hurt yourself. The other part of him feels seen by your unconditional love, the small shadow that hides at the corners of his outer persona - the desire to be seen by another pair of eyes that aren’t the green of his own.

The conflict makes him grumpy. Makes him frown at how you awake the two innermost sides of himself all by giving him a smile and a kiss on the cheek when he has morning breath and a bird’s nest for hair. He hears you huff a laugh at the grunt he gives, and he thinks about how he wants to squish your cheeks together in one big palm til you get teary-eyed, and give him a muffled whine to let you go.  

 It’s a Saturday night - movie night aforementioned and Toji is barely paying attention to the movie, which he feels kinda bad about really. It’s a favorite one from your childhood you told him as you changed into your pajamas for the night, one you watched when you were weepy and sad from being sick. He feels his eyes trailing your figure, you’re wearing these tiny black shorts - he can see the bit of your ass peek from underneath and this little cropped shirt. It’s warmer now, spring seeping in early than previously.  You’re talking, going on about childhood memories and he’s staring at every one of your movements, the way your chest expands and your shoulders slope, and how the flesh of your thighs squish against each other as you sit next to him.

“Sit on me,” he mumbles, bumping his head to yours - cutting you off mid-sentence as you laugh at how much of a cat he is like. You tease him, calling him your big baby which he grunts at but you climb into his lap all the same - you kiss his cheek and coo at him - “Is this better, my baby?” Toji rolls his eyes and presses close, kissing your neck and grumbling as you laugh. Even the way you tease is soft, you poke at his cheek and grin at him, call him an assortment of pet names that an earlier version of him would scoff and laugh at, but the present him only bears it and tries to keep the pink of his cheeks at bay.

You look cute like this, he thinks. Your skin is shiny from your skincare routine he watches you do every night from his seat on the toilet cover, lips tainted a reddish-pink from your cherry-scented lip balm, and eyes warm from your happiness. Your form is dwarfed by him - his height and build make you feel smaller than anyone has ever before. He blinks and takes you in as you keep prattling on about something or another. He hears you laugh and he blinks from his trance,

“Are you having fun there handsome?” You tease him and he grunts, realizing you’ve been staring at him staring at you and he burrows his face in your neck feeling your shoulders shake as you giggle at him.

“Quit laughin’ at me, I’ll push you off.” He grumbles, gripping your hips with his hands as if to take you off his lap. You squirm and whine, wrapping your arms around his neck and pleading not to.

“Noooo I was just teasing!” You pout and you giggle softly at the way his lips start to quirk up. You feel his right hand come up to your face and he squishes your cheeks together, his left-hand stays at your hips, thumb rubbing at the sliver of skin between your shirt and shorts.

“Keeping laughin’ at me ‘n I’ll give ya something to pout about.” He laughs out a breathy, entertained huff at the ends of his words making your face warm. You blink once, then twice, and then you make that face that makes Toji laugh. Your eyes get wide and you bite your bottom lip that trembles and you can’t hold eye contact.

“Are you trying to fuck me?” You ask, eyes narrowed but your tone is timid. He huffs in amusement again - making you feel shy is his favorite pastime and Toji likes how most often than not you are still shy when presented with the simple fact that Toji likes you enough to want to ram his cock in you. More than even he would like to admit it to your face.

“Took you long enough. Was beginnin’ to think you got even denser than when we first met.” He teases you and he grins, teeth sharp and a bit hungry at the memory of the night you both met - a club with you dressed in a tight black get up and looking alone without your friends, how you blinked doe-eyed and demure when he made you the offer of stepping out.

Morning came with cum stained thighs and wrapped up in a tall, dark, and handsome stranger’s bedsheets. He remembers that morning clearly as morning rain. You blinked up at him while he offered you the choice of staying or calling a cab. With a timid look on your face, you gave him your answer - you stayed and he laughed at how you stumbled out of bed and joined him for breakfast.  He wonders if you know how endeared you are to him. How much he loves you - loved you since that morning, when you scrunch your nose at his charred eggs and burnt toast. He stares at you fondly now, in the present moment as you puff and hide your face into his shoulder.

He laughs at your frustrated whine as your let out a small “hmmph!” into his form and he coos at you. His hands rub at your exposed skin, your rump, and your hips. Big, hardened hands covered in calluses and scars and crooked fingers digging into the giving, plushness of your form and he grins at you. He likes that you’re quiet and shy when he gives you this kind of attention - the tremble in your lips and the way your gaze goes downward means you are a tad uncomfortable as you are flattered by it,

“You’re fucking cute ya know that? S’what makes me want to fuck you.” He tells you, voice dark and sinful, and he watches with lidded, entertained as you squirm in his lap. He hisses when the swell of your mound meets and sits on the stiffness of his sweats - you think if you got up you’d see the print of it, heavy with length and girth that takes you time to prepare for it. Even now despite all the experience you’ve had with it, it always feels like it’s the first time.

Toji knows that too, and he likes that. He likes that he’s too big, too much for you and that little oasis in between your legs. He likes how it feels to go through the process - the action of making you cum twice on his fingers, then on his tongue, and then on his cock, until he has his pleasure and you’re teary-eyed and dumb for him. He likes how you clutch at him - a lifeline in the ocean of pleasure he drowns you in, pushing your head under the rocking waters but somehow your lungs fill with more air than salty seawater.

You have no reason to be as adorable as you are now, he can hear your pants for breath and whines tugging to be let out of your lips as he drags your hips over his. He can feel you soak the seam of your shorts, Toji is a gambling man through and through and he’d give good money to bet you're dripping and blood is going to that cute little clit of yours that always pulses for him - begging for his fingers and tongue just as much as you do through bated breath and flushed cheeks.

“T-toji, please..take em’ off.” You murmur him, mirroring him as you nudge at his chin with the crown of your head, lips in a pout and shuddering when you hear his rumbling laugh. Toji is kind to you, gentle in some ways but he is nowhere near nice, especially in bed. Begging and pleading does it for him, always has, and always will. The sweetness in your unsure, flustered voice makes his dick twitch and your weak, defeated tone makes his balls swell in his baggy pants that somehow never really hid the print of his cock from prying eyes. 

“Yeah? Should I? That’s all ya want sweetheart - just for me to strip ya? Nah,” He mimics you, tone light and teasing, snark dancing at the edge of your plea like a ballet dancer. Your face feels hot and your head spins as you shake at his words. You can hear him in your ear as a big finger hooks into the waistband of your shorts and tugs them down, your panties half sliding down with them till the hem gets stuck at the fat of your thigh.

“You want more huh? Greedy girl, always wanting  more n always ready to beg for it too - you’ve got no pride when it comes to me don’t you.”

 He says it like a question but you know he means it like an observation - he’s correct of course, you would abandon everything for the demon of Toji. If only you knew he’d do the same and more for you - which is why he slips his fingers, big and thick past the sticky gusset of your panties and brushes past the petals of your cunt to meet your clit. You twitch and gasp - high and sweet like birdsong and he grins, scar stretching across his lips as he takes in the first crumbling of your demure resolve to show the wanton whore inside you. 

He keeps his fingers there, the rough and sturdy pads of his fingers make your hips jut out and roll, chasing the trail of a pleasure shaped in a white rabbit dressed in coattails and the sticky tapping of your slick against his fingers is the ticking of his clock. You sigh his name again when his fingers slide past your clit and follow the seam of your folds. Your head goes down the slope of the invisible thread of motion that pulls you closer to Toji - the earth tugs the moon close as effortlessly as Toji does. Your head rests in between his neck and jaw and you dig your fingers into the material of his shirt as not one but two fingers press against your fluttering hole.

He’s impatient.

 You realize as the brain-numbing sting of his fingers push inside you - tentatively and slowly, you gasp and whine into his neck, drool beginning to gather and drip out the corner of your lips. He shushes you and chuckles at the defeated slump in your shoulders, he presses you closer to his lap, your breasts flush against his and he grins at your loss and his victory.

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#5

Pet Names (Black Eagles Boys + Claude and Lorenz)

Certified Boyliker is back, baby!

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Hubert

You really want him? kidding i want him too

He kisses your forehead and mumbles these when you two are in private

My dove, love, mine

Everyone thinks he's creepy when they see him hugging up on you, but he's just being loving

Ferdinand

Dramatic and extravagant

He says these anywhere, private, public, in front of Emperor Edelgard to prove he's in love with his S/O more than she is or ever could be

My love, darling

Not many, but he says them softly when he kisses your cheek.

Caspar

Shouts these down the hall when he sees you

Please keep him calm and quiet, the guards and servants are staring at him

Cutie, pumpkin, my darling

You gotta pat his cheeks and tell him to quiet down in the castle

Linhardt

He sleepily mumbles these names

Non-traditional, too

My pillow, love

He lies on you, or against you, and usually mutters "my pillow..." and it's your choice on whether or not you push him off

Claude

Little bastard teases you so much with these damn pet names

Push his face away and he'll start laughing after saying these

Baby, cute-heart, little babe

Such a jerk

Lorenz

Also a little bastard, but in a different way. he doesn't tease you, but he's semi-annoying

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#4

Boyfriend Headcanons Pt. 3

Actors: Isagi, Bachira, Kunigami, Chigiri

Notes:

Yoichi Isagi:

He's a sweetheart with his partner

His love language is contact and touch, he loves holding you and kissing you

He likes watching soccer with you, and if you don't understand, he's quick to explain during the commercial breaks

He likes listening to you talk about anything as a way to balance out how much he talks about soccer

If you ever wanted to, he'll also play with you on occasion

In public, he likes holding your hand and leaning in close

You and Bachira get along very well, Isagi does not enjoy this relationship

Why? Well, because you and Bachira exchange things that he does whenever he's hanging out with either of you, especially the embarrassing things

He gets blushy whenever you show up to his games wearing his number and always smiles up at you when he can

Also gets blushy when he sees you wearing his jersey around his house

Does he get jealous easily? No, not really

But when he does get jealous, pray for the other person and calm him down, because Isagi will insult them

Meguru Bachira:

Such a sweet boyfriend

He always wants to be around you and hold you, making sure you won't go

You lie him on your chest and pet his hair, assuring him that you'll always be around

You watch soccer with him and he'll show you some moves that you can do and sometimes plays against you

Does he go easy on you? Yes, of course, you're his darling

He loves kissing you so much, kissing your cheek and pretty much everywhere

In public, he does not hide his love

Kisses, flirting, holding you, just anything that he can

You and Isagi are friends, and Bachira loves hanging out with the both of you at the same time

Bachira has his lockscreen as a selfie with him kissing your cheek, he loves just staring at it

Always looks up at the stands to make sure that you're there, and if you're wearing his number, his smile gets bigger

If you wear his jersey around the house, he likes hugging you from behind

He gets very jealous, but he doesn't get angry, he more gets worried that you'll leave him for someone who you think is better than him

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Boyfriend Headcanons

Actors: Sae, Rin, Aiku, Barou

Notes: gn!reader, aiku bein aiku, ya know how it is

Sae Itoshi:

Awww, you have a... lovely (?) boyfriend

He's caring in his own way, but no one but you sees that

In public, he's still his cold, serious self, with just a cute partner holding his hand and dragging him into store

In private, he's sleeping against your chest and your running your fingers through his hair

He likes hugging up on you in private, but very reserved in public

Never likes reporters asking you questions, because he knows damn well you'll answer truthfully

Embarass this boy, it's the only way he'll learn

You and Shido actually get along pretty well. Both enjoy teasing and annoying Sae in various ways

You send him memes with Sae's face and he sends memes with Sae's face back

He does not like your relationship, because you both get double annoying

You hear about Rin, but you rarely, if ever see or meet him

Not terribly jealous, knows how much you like him, so it's hard for him to get jealous

Soft, but reserved boyfriend

Rin Itoshi:

Also reserved

More reserved than Sae somehow

He doesn't hold your hand in public, but he purposefully brushed your fingers

He likes seeing you window shop and talk about all the things you want or like

In the case there's something you want, you typically find in on your desk later or he gives it to you directly

Just kiss him on the cheek and watch him blush lightly. It isn't easy to make him blush, but if you do that, he will

Ain't know way in hell he's telling Sae about you. You see Sae at his house and he just drags you to his room without saying a word

You go to his games and wear his number to show your support for your boyfriend, and always looks up to you before a restart to give him that confidence

Jealous as hell. Someone else looks at you and Rin is glaring at them, please distract him

He only trusts people your friends with or... who tolerate him, he has no friends

Reserved boy, and also soft, and still hotheaded

Oliver Aiku:

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#2

Boyfriend Headcannons (Pt. 2)

Actors: Reo, Nagi, Shido, Ness, Kaiser

Notes: Shido being Shido, mentions of eugh...Kaiser... and also Kaiser

Reo Mikage:

He spoils the hell out of you

He loves buying you so many things, adores seeing your excited face when he gifts you them

Even if you insist you don't need anything, he'll still buy you many things

He likes cuddling with you as well

He pulls you against his chest and kisses you softly

He likes taking you on various trips with his family and likes buying you things there was well

Nagi's usually there as a third wheel, but you usually forget since he's so quiet

Though, he will interrupt you two sometimes

You go to his matches, and he always wants you wearing his number when you show up

He also likes it when you wear his jersey around the house when you're both home

Texts you all the time, and always wants you texting back almost immediately

He doesn't get too jealous when it comes to other guys hitting on you

And he knows that Nagi wouldn't hit on you

He's confident in himself enough

That's not to say he's not possessive (I mean, we all saw how he reacted to Nagi, right?)

You give too much attention to some guys, and he's pulling you back, stating that you're his

Seishiro Nagi:

A very lazy boyfriend

He likes lying on top of you and plays video games, typically plays phone games

He likes to bring out his Switch Joy-cons so you two can play some two-players

He likes bringing out Snipperclips or Mario Kart the most

When he does lie on you, he likes giving you soft kisses on occasion

You also kiss his forehead whenever you see him getting particularly angry at his games

If you get stuck on a game, he's checking out where you are and gives his insight on how to do a bit better, but more just likes sitting back and watching you play

Builds you a pc, it took effort, but seeing your smile makes it worth it

You like going to his games and you wear his number when you go there

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How Cuddly They Are on a Scale of 1-10 (Savanaclaw)

Leona is a... 4!

He's not that cuddly. He's too lazy to push you off if you were to climb on top of him and start cuddling him, but he never really initiates it. Though, he won't admit he kinda hopes you climb on him to cuddle him.

Ruggie is an... 8!

He really likes cuddling you. He climbs on you whenever he sees you lying down and likes falling asleep on your chest. He kisses you all over your face while you two are cuddling too.

Jack is a... 6!

He's not as cuddly as Ruggie, but more than Leona. He likes wrapping his arms around you and staying there, it's mostly you who continues with the cuddling. He doesn't mind though, he just goes along with it and kisses you.

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#5

Want to cry about Johnchurch today, because apparently I do

I think about… Lucretia could only erase what she could write down. And Merle was the only one who ever went into Parley. Merle was the only one who ever met John. And Merle (Clint) notoriously has a bad memory. Whatever recap he gave to the crew, and to Lucretia for her journals, was never going to be all that detailed.

(And I’m willing to wager, even out of what he did remember, he didn’t tell them ALL of it. Some of those moments were private.)

So Lucretia does her best, but her erasure of the Parley sessions is… spotty. Incomplete. Merle can’t remember WHO the man in a suit that he played chess with was, or what happened to him, or where he met him. But he remembers the man’s face, in snatches and moments. He remembers a tumbled mix of emotions—anger, exasperation, worry, hope, pain. Never fear. He remembers thinking he probably ought to be afraid, that most people would be, that it would make a lot more sense to be afraid. But fear was never quite the right description of what he felt, thinking of the man in the suit.

His memories of the man in the suit are… strange. Fractured. His head hurts if he tries to think about them for too long or too closely, if he tries too hard to remember, to put it back in context. But snatches of their conversation drift to him, across the years. Strange, sometimes incomprehensible snippets, where the words out of his own mouth don’t make any damn sense.

(This works, by the way, with the headcanon that Merle’s spotty memory occasionally spits out something backward, something ought-to-be-voidfished, like when he says in the first episode that he feels like he and Magnus and Taako have grown apart. There’s a little bit more of an opening, a little bit more of a handhold for the memories to pry their way back in, than there is for the others.)

And he knows—senses, remembers, intuits—that he shouldn’t tell anyone else about his memories of the man in the suit. He feels, with an almost violent certainty, utterly strange considering how vague his memories of the man himself are, that no one else would understand. So he stays quiet. The man lives in his head and his fogged memories, at once intrusive and comforting. The man was important to him, or is important to him still. Merle isn’t sure which one it is. He’s never been one to let himself get stuck on quandaries, theological, existential, physical, or otherwise, though, so he lets it be. He’ll meet the man again one day. He feels quite sure of that. In the right moment, and the right place, he’ll meet the man again, and something about his shambles of a life will click back into place.

The day of Story and Song happens, and everything rushes back, and the only moment of calm he gets for the next several hours is the near-silent goodbye on the beach, during which he and John do nothing but exist side by side, for a little while. It’s all either of them really want or are able to do. Anything else is too messy, too painful. This way, it ends in peace.

Everyone else—all the other members of the red robes—they will have time to reconcile, to work through piecing back together their shattered memories and disjointed lives. Merle will have time for a proper talk with Lucretia, for a joyful reunion with Lup. He’ll have time to sit down at a table with Davenport a week later and play euchre, until both of them, almost without warning, find that they’re both crying. He’ll have time to pull his kids onto his lap and tell them his own version of the Story, of how they fit into it. He’ll have time to puzzle his life back into a complete picture.

He doesn’t get time with John.

He’s walked around with a half-static memory of the man for a decade, and there’s no time to process the truth before they have to say goodbye.

No one else knew him. No one else will ever mourn him. Everyone else is celebrating his demise. If there’s grief, it’s only Merle’s.

His end is peaceful, by the shore, and silent, because Merle has no time to unpick all the things he wants to say.

That’s alright, though. They both know that’s alright. John’s been muddled too, if differently, unable to think clearly for years, crushed beneath the collective scream of The Hunger. It’s a blessing to have that moment of clarity and peace at all.

They don’t need to say anything. They both already know.

Still, it aches in Merle’s chest at night, sometimes, like the pain of his phantom arm, all the things he might have said and never did.

210 notes - Posted January 26, 2022

#4

Do you have any good Humans are space orcs/humans are weird (that kind of thing) short story links?

Hoo okay so the reason that I was asking about the Doctors Without Borders one (which is here, incidentally, and which you should read if you haven't come across it before) is that 1) I have been doing some personal archival work to save some internet stories offline, but 2) I have been historically good about tagging my fandom stuff but have unfortunately left most non-fandom stuff untagged, and by the time I realized I ought to've created a humans are weird tag it was too late, so my blog is Not a good place to try and find them. But, since I'm trying to dig them up for myself anyway, I can share the ones I've managed to find so far. And hey: open invitation to anyone who wants to put links to their favorites of the Humans Are Weird stories in the reblogs or replies!

I'm also going to recommend you check out blogs like @what-are-even-humans and @space-australians, which exist to archive these sorts of stories. I will also do what someone did in the replies of my query post and point you to r/HFY and specifically its sidebar of links to previous classics and must-reads -- I'm not as familiar with that bc I don't use reddit so much but it helped me dig a couple of these back up.

But onto a few highlights:

Stabby the Space Roomba is required reading, he is our beloved Tumblr mascot of Humans Are Weird and you'll see Stabby referenced in other stories like this

Less a humans-specifically-are-weird and more of a Earth-is-a-death-world in general, but as I remember it, this post actually predates the explosion of Humans are Weird/Humans are Space Australians/Humans are Deathworlders on tumblr, and I suspect helped inspire it as people went from "wow our planet is full of weird shit" to "maybe... we also... are some weird shit". Take a wander through the notes of that one, it has a million different branching reblog chains and it's different every time I see it.

Humans Are Unstoppable Until They Aren't

Drake McDougal (Part One) (Part Two) (Alternate Part Two)

Last Contact

You Really Want a Human (Ginna's Story) (Miscellaneous)

I KNOW there are more that I want to find again that I'm gonna have to get creative about searching for (again, open invitation to drop your favorites on this post!) but that's what I have for now and it should get you started.

217 notes - Posted November 15, 2022

#3

Hey does anyone have a link to that one particular humans are space orcs post where the premise is like all the other planets are terrified to make contact with humans but then one planet gets the plague and a human ship turns up and it's the space red cross?

I'm sure it's on my blog somewhere but yknow *gestures at tumblr's search system*

237 notes - Posted November 14, 2022

#2

Made a Yuri on Ice meme while talking to a friend about genre conventions in sports anime the other day and I feel strongly that I ought to inflict it on the world

[ID: The galaxy brain meme. Next to the smallest brain the text reads, “Yuri doesn’t need a sports anime protagonist superpower because he’s already an internationally competitive figure skater.” Next to the middle brain the test reads, “Yuri doesn’t have a sports anime protagonist superpower, which is not only narratively appropriate for his character but also largely the point of the whole series. He is a skilled and dedicated athlete whose greatest achievements come from passion and tireless hard work, but all of that can only flourish under the support and guidance of people who love him and see his potential, even when he cannot see it himself. YoI is about the achievements that come from commitment, because it is at heart a love story.” Next to the largest brain the text reads, “Yuri’s sports anime protagonist superpower is that he’s sexy.” /end ID]

434 notes - Posted January 2, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

The sending stone died before Cerrit made it out. And Cerrit is a full-classed rogue. No Sending, no spells at all. With nothing but destroyed continent beneath him, he’d have no way to contact anyone.

His family had *no idea* he made it out. They very probably assumed he didn’t.

When the entire continent of Dunemas went dark, when the news started to filter back of its destruction, when the scant survivors started trying to reach their families…there was no reason to believe that Cerrit had escaped.

Survivors and their stories emerge—but they’re civilians, mostly. Regular people who escaped on ships, through teleport, through trees.

The ones from Avalir and Cathmoíra have one particular story to tell: at the end, the Herald told them that the ring of gold, the magisters, the leaders of the city would go down with the ship. That no space on what lifeboats they had would be taken from Avalir’s people.

So that’s the answer: Cerrit, too, would have gone down with the ship.

His wife probably had a difficult conversation with their children. Told them about sacrifice, told them sometimes we lose people but they will always love us just the same, told them that their dad sent them away from the city because he loved them more than anything in the world and then spent every last moment he could trying to save as many more people as he could because he was a good man, because he cared so deeply, because he found problems and fixed them. These conversations probably happened amidst panic and chaos, as news of the attack of Vasselheim spread, as the gods descended and magic raged out of control across Exandria, as the Betrayer gods wrought as much destruction as they could cause.

Were they still at home, when Cerrit finally found them? Did their home still exist after all those weeks he took flying across the ocean? Did they need to flee somewhere safer? Did Kir scrawl a note somewhere the wreckage — “Wingspan: gone north-by-northeast. Look for trail markers on the trees” because he’d promised, mom, he promised, and what if he’s coming but he can’t find us because we’re not here? Did Cerrit have to bring every ounce of his investigation and tracking skills — with no magic, no Avalir, no Patia to let him look back at memories, no Quay to inspire him, no Nydas to fund or enchant any helpful items, no partner to compare notes with, nothing but his sharp eyes and his brain and utter fucking determination — to follow after his family, weeks on an already weeks-long journey, slow and messy and fearing every day he might be too late?

Did he show up almost unrecognizable, head to toe in soot and dirt, some new scar from his near brushes with death, some fresh wounds still bound in bandages for want of anyone with healing spell slots? Did he find his family weary, grieving, scared, but whole and—for the moment—safe? Did they even believe it was him at first? Did they fear he was a ghost, or worse, some horror dragged from the wreckage of Avalir and reanimated by an enraged Asmodeus? Did he take off a bandage to show he still bleeds, and bleeds red, did he kiss his children’s heads and call Kir “Talon”, and see Maya clutching the sphere as if she hasn’t let go of it since it landed in her hands, and tell her—voice breaking at the reminder of Patia, at the first thing he has seen in months besides himself that survived Avalir’s destruction—that he is so, so proud of her, and more importantly he loves her so, so much, and then they knew, then they were sure: Cerrit kept his promise.

1,469 notes - Posted June 27, 2022

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