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When you take a chance | Ricky Bowen
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ricky bowen/fem!reader oneshot
fluff :)
summary: the musical has been casted and the cast list has been posted however when miss Jenn is in search for pianist Ricky Bowen your childhood best friend and secret crush insists that you push your fears aside and join the wildcats with putting on a musical.
warnings: mentions of divorce, sad ricky
word count: 3064
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“You do realize that auditioning for the musical means breaking out into song and dance in front of the entire school, right?” You laughed, while sitting down in between your two best friends Big Red and Ricky.
“Except this is my one chance to win back Nini, I need to prove to her that I’m serious about our relationship.” Ricky sighed as he turned his head towards the one thing he’s been avoiding all day.
“Why don’t you just try talking to her?” Big Red said while gesturing over towards the two lovebirds Ej Caswell and the one girl Ricky could confide in.
“No offense but the one person I go to for advice is currently on her honeymoon in the cafeteria.” Ricky pushed the rest of his lunch towards Big Red while grabbing his skateboard and storming off.
“At least I get the rest of his fries.” Big Red said before chugging down the rest of his soda.
You gave Big Red a small smile and handed him the rest of your chips. While getting up from the table and gathering your belongings out of the corner of your eye you see Kourtney staring back and forth between you and Nini. You were never really jealous of Ricky’s relationship with Nini because at least before she went off to camp they were oddly the perfect couple. You would never admit the feelings you had towards Ricky to anyone except maybe Big Red but only because he was becoming suspicious as to why you always agreed to everything Ricky had said or done.
The rest of the day seemed to pass by. You walked down the familiar hallway to your locker to grab things for the after school club your parents forced you to participate in. While walking back down towards the classroom you heard faint yelling coming from Mr. Mazzara’s room which you ultimately ignored thinking it was just the robotics team arguing over who gets to control the remote. But the last thing you expected to see was Ricky Bowen bolting past you towards the theater.
“He’s really going to audition.” You said to yourself shocked. Not wanting to be distracted by the thought of Ricky trying to impress Nini you continued to walk to the classroom you should have already been at ten minutes ago.
Instead of actually paying any attention to the club you signed up for, you found yourself reading over your music sheets so you could practice the new song you were learning on the piano when you got home.
Wanting to go home a bit earlier than the actual time your after school club ended you made up an excuse and started gathering everything into your already heavy backpack. While walking out of the classroom you couldn’t help but be distracted by the commotion coming from down the hall.
“What’s going on?” You asked approaching Big Red as he stood there with nothing but a shocked expression on his face.
“Your crush, our best friend just scored the lead in the play with no acting experience whatsoever.” Big Red announced to you with the biggest smile you’ve ever seen on him.
“Okay first of all lower your voice, second of all how?” You questioned while laughing. Walking over to the cast list taped to the wall you see Ricky Bowen written in all caps playing Troy Bolton. While you were incredibly happy for him below his name was Nini’s also in all caps playing Gabriella.
You congratulated Ricky and gave a small smile to Nini seeing that she was obviously frustrated with the whole situation. You couldn’t blame her though she seems happy being in a relationship with Ej and doesn’t want anything or certainly anyone ruining it for her.
It’s been a few days since Miss Jenn posted the cast list and since then Ricky has been practicing non stop. On the other hand Big Red had gotten stuck reading stage directions for Miss Jenn. Having both of your best friends being so busy spending time with the drama club meant that you had way too much time on your hands which led to feeling a bit lonely.
Instead of heading home for the day you thought it would be nice to sit in the music room and play the piano for a little while. Feeling lonely at school felt a little less lonely than sitting all alone at home, if that made any sense.
“Hey Y/n.” Of course the one boy you’ve purposely been avoiding wants to interrupt your peaceful piano playing. Instead of saying some sarcastic comeback to him you look up from the piano keys to see that instead of his normally happy go lucky smile he was upset.
“What’s wrong Ricky?” he gently sat down beside you on the piano bench without making any eye contact. Instead of forcing him to talk you turned back to the piano keys and started playing little soft tunes instead of having to sit there in silence. You knew he’d been having a hard time at home due to his mother leaving his dad and moving away to Chicago.
“Nina is in love with Ej.” he admits out of the blue while nervously tracing his finger along the keys of the piano.
You stopped playing for a second to collect your thoughts. You have never actually heard him call her Nina. It was like he was speaking a foreign language. You wanted to comfort him and tell him that everything would be okay but you were at a loss of words and when you tried to speak nothing came out.
“But I’m okay with that, it hurt at first watching her fall in love with Ej but she’s happy and I don’t want to ruin that for her.” Ricky spoke in a soft tone almost as if he had lost his voice. Before you could speak he cut you off again.
“At first I auditioned so I could show her that I was serious about our relationship and maybe that was a stupid move but now I realized that a part of me also did this for myself.” You smiled to yourself knowing that Ricky finally found something he’s passionate about.
“So why are you sitting here with me right now instead of up on that stage practicing?” You asked while turning to face him. He pressed his fingers down on the piano and started playing random keys, which sounded awful together.
“Because Miss Jenn doesn’t have anyone to play piano for us, Ashlyn is focused on making sure Ms. Darbus’s solo is perfect.” Secretly hoping he isn’t about to ask you to play piano in front of everyone you start putting your music sheets into your folder and shoving it quickly into your backpack.
“Y/n can you please play the piano for us just for rehearsal?” Already preparing to say no you look down at your shoes.
“Ricky-”
“Please Y/n, just this one time?” He’s not going to stop until you agree to play.
“I know you know the songs you used to watch high school musical on repeat.” Ricky continued to ask you to play the piano. Feeling bad you finally give in and say yes even though deep down you really don’t want to do this.
Following closely behind Ricky down the hallway towards the theater was the last thing you thought you’d ever be doing today. You had secretly been wishing in your head that you had gone home right after school today.
“You okay Y/n?” Ricky stopped walking and turned to face you.
“Yeah I’m alright, just nervous.” You tried giving him a smile but he could tell you were really anxious about playing the piano in front of anyone that wasn’t him or Big Red.
“We can practice alone first in front of Miss Jenn, I’m sure everyone else is busy doing something.” Ricky spoke in a soft loving tone to try and calm your nerves. You only gave him a forced smile as you continued walking towards the theater.
As you both stepped foot in the theater Ricky called out for Miss Jenn just for her to randomly pop out from around the corner.
“Ricky you're finally back” Miss Jenn said while clapping her hands together.
“I found someone to play the piano for us, but is it cool if we could just practice in front of you for now? She’s a bit nervous.” Ricky asked only to receive a nod from Miss Jenn.
“Yes of course we could do that. What is your name sweetheart?” Miss Jenn asked, approaching you with a hug.
“Y/n” You said quietly and accepted her hug. She waved and motioned for the two of you to follow her.
As she brought you guys over to the piano you could start to feel your heart race until you felt a familiar hand start tracing circles on your back. You tried your best to keep your composure but to actually be this close to Ricky in the moment it just felt right. But you knew he didn’t feel the same way you did, not after just recently getting over Nini.
“Here’s the sheet music for ‘Start of Something New’ don’t be nervous there's no judging here. This is a safe space sweetheart.” Miss Jenn told you.
You set the papers down in front of you quickly looking over the notes and preparing yourself. You felt Ricky sit down next to you and quickly put his hand back on your lower back. As you started playing the song Ricky quickly started singing.
‘Livin’ in my own world’
‘Didn’t understand’
‘That anything can happen’
‘When you take a chance’
You continued playing the song until it eventually came to an end. You could feel Ricky staring at you but interrupting the sweet moment Miss Jenn applauded the two of you.
“Have you ever thought about being in a musical sweetheart? Because you have the talent for it.” Miss Jenn stated while grinning ear to ear.
“Oh, no I don’t really sing or dance or act for a matter of fact.” You said nervously just wanting this conversation to end right at that very moment.
“How would you feel about playing Kelsi? We need someone as talented as you are to go on for her and play the piano.” As much as you wanted to say no the expression on Ricky’s face wouldn’t allow you to.
They both stared at you for what felt like hours you had no choice other than to say yes. You also didn’t want to crush Ricky’s heart by saying no. And it seemed like Miss Jenn really needs your help with this.
“Sure I’ll play Kelsi and help out at rehearsals with the piano.” You said quietly almost instantly regretting what you had just said.
You turned back around to face Ricky and were greeted with the biggest hug he’s ever given you. Not wanting to interrupt the moment Miss Jenn walked out to the rest of the theater kids to make sure they were doing what they were supposed to be doing.
“I’m so proud of you!” Ricky yelled while you shushed him.
“No really I am Y/n, you just faced one of your biggest fears and now you’re in the musical with me.” You couldn’t help but think now all the time you’re going to have to spend with Ricky playing the piano. The thought of getting to spend time with the person that I love while doing the thing I love the most made you instantly feel butterflies.
“Thank you for pushing me Ricky. Now let’s hope I can handle it and not get stage fright.” You said as you turned back to the piano to gather all of the sheet music for the songs you now need to learn and practice.
You introduced yourself to the rest of the drama club minus the people who already knew who you were due to your friendships with Big Red and Ricky. Everyone welcomed you with open arms and you couldn’t have felt more comfortable around any group of people before. After many rehearsals you had made many new friends and eventually grew even closer to Ricky.
You’ve been practicing all of the songs that Kelsi performs during the musical. Your parents are incredibly proud of you for coming out of your shell and finally showing your talent off. You have no distractions getting in your way except for one, Ricky Bowen.
Big Red continued to tease you about your crush on Ricky every single day insisting on the fact that he feels the same way. You didn’t want to risk your friendship with Ricky just in case it didn’t work out between the two of you. Ricky’s past relationship with Nini is a big part in making you afraid over nothing. Even though he and Nini were total opposites they just were a perfect couple but despite everything they didn’t work out in the end and they barely talk to each other anymore. That is what you were afraid of, losing him.
Many weeks had gone by with a lot of things all happening at once. Ricky would compliment you here and there and maybe you two would share a moment every once and a while but you always just brushed it off and thought of it as him just being a good friend.
It was finally opening night, the night everyone had been working so hard for. Despite the anxiety building up inside of you you knew you couldn’t quit or give up now it was too late for that. So instead you went to find the one person you trust only to find out that Ej had gone on for him during act two and nobody could find Ricky. You knew you couldn’t run around and look for him knowing you had scenes in the musical with nobody to go on for you. As you took a deep breath you walked over to the piano to start playing ‘Breaking Free’. In your head you knew Ricky should be here on stage singing not Ej you couldn’t help but wonder where he was.
After the musical was over and everyone exited the stage you approached Ej to confront him about Ricky.
“He wanted me to go on for him Y/n. I don’t know what happened but he insisted that I would go on as Troy.” Ej explained to you. You knew Ej wouldn’t lie to you as everyone had grown a close bond over these past couple of weeks.
Carlos and Seb walked and noticed how upset you were.
“He’s in the rehearsal room Y/n” Carlos spoke with a gentle tone. You thanked them and walked down to the rehearsal room.
You quietly opened the door and shut it behind you.
“Ricky, What's going on? What happened?” You asked while taking a seat next to him. He didn’t say a word all he did was pull you closer into a hug and quietly sobbed. You've never seen Ricky cry but you knew instead of questioning him you needed to comfort him. As much as you tried to put your feelings aside for just a moment you couldn’t help but think about the way he held onto you but that didn’t last long as he stood up and started apologizing for seeming weak and crying in front of you.
“You don’t have to apologize for crying Ricky, it’s okay” You said as you stood up and walked closer towards him.
“My mom brought her boyfriend here and when I saw him put his arm around her I didn’t know how to feel. Why would she think it’s okay to bring him around? I thought that this would be an opportunity for her to talk with my dad.” Ricky said while holding back his tears because he didn’t want to cry in front of you again.
“You know it’s okay to feel that way and it’s okay to cry. You’re allowed to be mad at your mother. She should have asked if it was okay to bring him.” You said as you tried your best to be strong for him.
“She said she wanted me to meet him” Ricky repeated what his mother had previously said to him as he looked down at his shoes.
“But you should be the one to decide when you want to meet him, not her. She should have asked for your permission to bring him. She’s the one who messed up, not you Ricky.” You said as you crossed your arms hoping that he would agree with you.
“This is why I love you.” Ricky admitted looking back up at you. Taken back a bit you were once again at a loss of words in front of Ricky Bowen.
“It’s okay if you don’t feel the same way, but I love you Y/n.” He said once again. Not wanting to mess this moment up you walked over to him and pulled him into a tight hug.
“I love you too, Ricky.”
As you looked back up to him he smiled down at you. His hand gently gripped your chin as he leaned in but before doing anything he asked.
“Can I kiss you?” and without even having to think for a second you replied with a yes.
He gently pressed his soft lips against yours and you instantly felt the feeling of butterflies all over again. You placed your hand on his cheek as you slowly rubbed your thumb against it as you pulled away from him.
“If you want you can stay with me tonight, so you don’t have to be at home.” You said trying your best not to kill the mood but you wanted to make sure he had a place to sleep in case he didn’t want to face his mom tonight.
“Thank you Y/n, I appreciate it so much.” He replied back pulling you into a tight hug. Not ever wanting to pull away you laughed and said
“Come on we're going to be late to slices, don’t want Big Red getting suspicious of anything.” You said as he grabbed your hand and walked outside to join the rest of the wildcats for a well deserved after party at slices.
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Surprising Fans-Joshua Bassett
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A/n: I got this idea from when Josh went to I think someplace in New York. And I really wish I could meet him, plus see him sing live.
-Samantha
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I was hanging around the hotel room waiting for Josh to get out of the shower. We were in New York just for vacation and Josh thought it would be a great idea to hang out with his fans.
" Josh, you almost done there!" I shouted
I heard him let out a laugh. " Yes, I'm just putting clothes on. Be out in a second."
I sighed and went over to my vans to put them on. I was just about to tie my laces when I heard the door open. I looked over my shoulder to see Josh walking out with wet hair and just black jeans on. I really didn't know I was staring until Josh said...
" Baby, Y/n. Are you good over there or is my chest distracting you."
I felt myself blush, so I looked down to tie my shoes, when I heard Josh laughing at how easily I got embraced by his teasing. " Hey Y/n, we really have to start heading down to town square." he asked " Yeah." I responded back
I stood up and grabbed some last minute things while Josh was on his phone. I looked at him confused. He just smiled at me. I think he was letting the fans know about are surprise meet and greet. I was super pumped to meet everyone.
Joshua's POV
I was walking to town square with Y/n/n and I could tell she was really excited to see the fans. It made me really happy that the fans loved and adored her. She glanced over at me and saw that I was already looking at her. She gave me a look. " What?"
I just shook my head and grabbed her hand and kissed the back of it.
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I could hear the fans all shouting and talking among themselves so I knew we were close. I could feel Y/n's hand shake a little so I gave it a squeeze to comfort her. She smiled and leaned up to Kiss the side of my neck. " Omg! Josh!" the fans shouted
The both of us let out giggles. We pulled our hands away to say hello to everyone. " Josh, I love you so much." I smiled and told her I loved her too. She then turned to Y/n/n and asked, " can I get a hug?" I saw Y/n's eyes water and immediately pulled the fan into her embrace. I smiled at the site and then continued talking to them.
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Your POV
I was sitting on the ledge of the fountain with some fans while we were watching Josh sing some of his songs. I felt a gentle tap on my knee and saw a young girl on the ground. I smiled and said, " Yes?" She smiled " I was just wondering if we could take a picture together." I nodded my head, so we both got into our poses and she took the picture. After she took the picture the rest of the girls wanted photos as well. After I was done with the last pictures I went back to admiring Josh.
Third Person POV
What the two didn't know was that the fans were secretly taking photos of them. Some of the pictures were of them admiring each other and other things the fan's thought were adorable.
Your POV
I was now dancing around with fans while Josh was singing. Some of the fans gave me gifts, mostly like bracelets. I started giggling because Josh was trying to copy our moves while still singing. He looked at me and smiled with a wink, which got the fans screaming. The both of us just laughed at their reactions.
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It was starting to get late so Josh and I started to bid the fans goodbye. We were about to walk off before one of the fans asked if she could take a picture with us. We nodded and let her get in between us while one of her friends took the picture. After that we waved and started making our way back to the hotel.
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We were now lying in the bed while looking through all the tagged photos. I smiled when I saw a photo of me just admiring Josh. I liked it and commented with a heart and a smiley face. " What's got you all smiling?" Josh said
I smiled and showed him the picture that a fan took of me. " Awe." he said
He then pulled into his side and kissed the top of my head. I then kissed the side of his neck. The both of us continued to look at the pictures giggling, smiling, and admiring all of them. Josh's fans are so sweet. I can't wait to meet more of them, I then nuzzled into Josh more which made him wrap his arm tighter around me.
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I know I know this one is shorter than my normal ones. I just really couldn't think of anything else to write in it. I hope it's enjoyable and somewhat good. Thank you so much to everyone who's reading my stories, I really appreciate the comments that some of you write. Um I guess please enjoy this one.
-Samantha
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gifsimagines · 2 years
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—Do you believe in perfection?
— With you? Never.
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jupitercomet · 6 months
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Sorry if this is weird to ask, but like what other costumes do you think your series couples would wear for Halloween? Like would Surfer Jake and Nemo be Ariel and Eric or like Marlin and Dory or something fun like that. Bob and Sweet Pea could be an otter and a rock, lol. Maybe for All Over Tabloids, Bradley and Reader have a little couples costume, and the internet loses their mind (kinda like with Joshua Basset and Sabrina Carpenter as Shark Boy and Lava Girl).
I am also obsessed with Mickey as Toad, like he totally commits to the voice, and I like to think if he got drunk, he would sing Chandelier
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ooh not a weird question at all!
I think Jake and Nemo would go as Eric and his dog Max because Nemo really wanted to be a dog for some reason
Bob and Sweet Pea would be Raven and Beast Boy and totally kill it
Jake and Angel would be Pam and Jim where Jake’s a piece of paper and Angel is a cat
Bradley and Toots would be Danny and Sandy because the most Bradley will do is put on a leather jacket
Bradley and Baby Girl would be Little Red and the Big Bad Wolf and no one would realize until they’re looking through the gossip page pictures later and go “wait a second…”
Bradley and Princess would go as Padme and Anakin because holy shit could you imagine 😮‍💨
Jake and Sugar Baby (god she still needs a name) would go as Mr. and Mrs. Smith because Jake would only be willing to put on a suit
and I’m sure Mickey would commit to the voice until literally everyone at the party is begging him to stop lol
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sunflower-lilac42 · 3 months
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ice bound asks that got deleted!
'i know you said that chloe has some of olivia's music so who is driver's license about?'
so she made driver's license when she got her drivers license so it's originally about hayden (the douchey ex) however when she actually released the song she couldn't help but picture trevor for some of the lyrics such as (crying 'cause you weren't around, 'cause how could i ever love someone else, and i know we weren't perfect but i've never felt this way for no one, and i just can't imagine how you could be so okay, now that i'm gone, and pictured i was driving home to you, 'cause i still fucking love you babe)
while the one's about the other girl is strictly about hayden. so technically it's about hayden but she thinks some of it is for trevor
'ohh also what if chloe releases teenage dream when she and jack are 19 and its kinda about him, how he wonders if it's gonna get better at all fo rhim because his rookie season was so shitty, and then i can't think about what it could be for her... maybe just being a girl at 19 in general'
eeeeek that's so perfect i never thought of it that way! (i'm stealing your idea thank you, love you!)
moving on, so yes! they kind of have their "fling" (thought i'm not sure you can call it that but whatever) during his rookie season and that's a reason they break up. so the last part of teenage dreams is what he said to her during the fight, while the rest of it is her apologizing because she wasn't enough for him or more or less because she's his best friend's "little" sister and it would be easier if she wasn't
'what is chloe's personality in interviews like?? it would be funny if it was like renee's because you can't really get jack to speak his opinion on things (because he's very well media trained) and then you have his twin (who is ALSO media trained but just doesn't care)
SHES SO BOTH
there are times where she is like jack (obvi cuz they are twins) and her sass is definitely similar to jack's but overall like renee's.
i gave examples but i hated them so i'm changing it. a lot of the time she is asked about her brothers in interviews just because they are so popular across sports so they are bound to come up at some time. this is where she kinda of forgets that they're famous but not really. this is in reference to jack's interview where the interviewer asked if jack had seen luke's goal and he's like 'luke hughes?'
as when she's like renee is the fact that she just swears constantly and sometimes they can bleep it out but when they can't and she realizes that a lot of her family watches this and that she has younger fans she always apologizes 'i'm so so so sorry. kids don't swear'
moving on, she does not give one shit about her brothers during interviews. like she very much is like we're here for me not for my brothers so please don't talk about them. that's one thing that she hates it when they bring her brothers up when they can't really compare her to them because they are both famous but for two totally different reasons. but yeah she is an open book a lot of the time (unless it's like really personal of course)
are chloe and tate friends? their both in the music industry and in the same age range so i would assume that they've probably met at a party or award show or something'
yes! there are a couple of songs by tate that i'm using for chloe, but yes they are definitely friends
did she blow up like olivia did with driver's license?
yes but i love teenage dream and i think it suits her and trevor so well that i'm making that one one of 'better' songs.
i think chloe's nice ex (will) his fc should be joshua basset.
they are just giving me so many ideas for this au that i should start paying them tbh
feel free to ask more!!
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celiastjamesoscar · 4 months
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What were you doing when you found out Melissa was only 5'7? Don't get me wrong, 5'7 is still good, but Sam/Melissa give off "tower over me" vibes
Sammy is like 7ft in my mind. Idk.
I remember when I found out Joshua Basset's 6 ft. The whole time he was giving off short energy, and he's actually 6ft. Like, what's with people's heights not matching their vibe??
You know, I was a little bit surprised. I always imagine Sam as someone who is around 5’10 but 5’7 is still impressive. I just need Sam to tower over me 🤷🏻‍♀️
Sammy is a giant in my mind as well
No because in Scream 6 he was just giving off short king vibes 😭 there needs to a law for people’s heights to match their vibes
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Thanks to that anonymous ask, I've now added Vicious by Sabrina Carpenter to my Tamlin playlist. :)
If you're in the mood for song recs, this song always struck me as perfect for what Tamlin felt after Feyre left:
Someone You Loved by Lewis Capaldi (excerpt below):
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
Other songs on my list:
"I'll Keep You Safe" by Sleeping At Last (pre-breakup Feylin)
"The Night We Met" by Lord Huron (post-breakup Feylin)
"Monster" by Imagine Dragons (beastly Tamlin, but it's so fitting)
Do you know of any other songs that have pro-Tamlin vibes?
Hi!!
Ur ask literally made my day!!
Yess absolutely someone u loved has the most Tamlin vibes istg 😭😭😭😭
And thnx some much for the song recs!
Since u asked here are some songs that remind me of tamlin
After Feyre Songs:
Falling - Harry Styles
Hoax- Taylor Swift
Peace- Taylor Swift
Lakes- Taylor Swift
Archer - Taylor Swift
Til forever falls apart- ashe
Moral of the story- ashe
Chicken tendies- Clinton Kane
Be alright - Dean Lewis
Ghost- Justin Bieber
Ghost of u- 5SOS
Starting Line - Luke hemmings
What a time- Julia Michaels
Set me free- Joshua Basset
Death by a thousand cuts- Taylor Swift
Let me down slowly - Alex Benjamin
Enough for u- Olivia Rodrigo
Put a little love on me- Niall Horan
Khariyat (it's a Hindi song but God it's so Tamlin like I can translate a bit it goes: ask about my well being, ask how your lover has been without u, look at my heart not at my circumstances, without u a day is like a hundred years.)
Also one more Hindi song called Pachtaoge but like one para in particular (translation: the way u have been not meeting my eyes looks like u've been going to someone else, the dreams we saw together, why are u burying them slowly? "
Other Songs:
Matilda-Harry styles (him singing this to Lucien)
Renegade- Taylor Swift (his person singing to him)
Innocent- Taylor Swift (someone anyone who loves him singing to him)
Joker and the Queen and Run- ed Sheeran and Taylor Swift (him and his 'the one')
Safe and sound- Taylor Swift (his mother to him when he was little)
Everything Has Changed- Taylor Swift
Two of us- Louis Tomlinson and Majorie- Taylor Swift (Tamlin to his mom after her death)
Don't let it break your heart- Louis Tomlinson ( me to Tamlin)
Srry I went so overboard I just got so excited!! 😭😭😭😭😭
Feel free to add more songs!!
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mysticaltreepoet · 2 years
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New edit alert!
So thought this HSM song fit what Edwina must’ve felt during the whole of Bridgerton s2. Ships aside, can we all agree she didn’t deserve all this?
Anyways hope you enjoy~
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hanzoshorrorstories · 2 years
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Okay but imagine Joshua basset starts dating someone else and then they break up and she makes an album about the breakup and does a reference to Sabrina’s “he said I was too late to be his first love but I’ll always be his favourite” ?? Like add on to it and then same with his 4th/5th/6th girlfriends/boyfriends and make it the best series of albums ever
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the-type-a · 1 year
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okay so I saw a few clips on YouTube and just listen:
okay so that last part in Sabrina carpenter Nonsense is like “this song catchier than chicken pox is / I bet your house is where my other sock is / woke up this morning thought I’d write a pop hit / how quickly can you take your clothes off pop quiz” and every time she goes to perform somewhere she always adds on to that end part with smth different each time. one time she said “this song is not about joshua basset” and everybody freaked now imagine that but with duncney and like Duncan and watching from tv or sum
Alternatively
Idk the context but once Sabrina was asking fans what their names were during a concert and one of them was like Hailey and like cool cool and then she asked some other guy and he went “joshua.” Like his name actually was Joshua too and everyone lost their shit and Sabrina was just kinda like having war flashbacks lol now imagine THAT but with duncney and Duncan watching from tv or sum
Yeah this is like so stupid but whatever
Omfg 😂
Like how would either of them react the first time something like happens? Imagine all the videos people would record and analyze about that very moment. TMZ running around trying to find Duncan and asking him about it nonstop. He’s be like, “No comment.” like he did during CM.
Courtney on the other hand would have to turn her comment section off for a little because it’s all anyone wants to talk about. She probably agrees to interviews IF they promise not to bring Duncan up. Then idk somehow they end up on a talk show together (neither knowing the other is there). And they are just sf scared to be in the same room because freaking unresolved feelings.
Idk something like that 💀
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bellalaloca · 9 months
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What would be your fancast for a next to normal movie?
I don't really have one, I cannot for the life of me think of famous, age-appropriate actors for Diana and Dan who are that good at acting and singing. Maybe in 10 years Lady Gaga and Andrew Garfield could portray them, but I really don't have anyone in mind for the lead roles today.
For the kids, you could go with unknown actors because of the age factor, so get someone with Broadway credits and they'd probably do great - specially when casting Gabe, whose songs are hard, so cast someone like Josh Strobl. Having said that, I'd kill to have Rachel Zegler as Natalie. Joshua Basset could be a great Henry, though he's probably not famous enough for that. Maybe Gaten Mararazzo could work as Henry too... Jordan Fisher would be an excellent Gabe. Jut change the script a bit and make his character a college student instead of a high schooler.
Dr. Fine/Dr. Madden is a simple role, so I guess Hugh Jackman - I don't particularly like him, but it's not a hard role and Jackman's famous enough...
Also, I don't know how well a next to normal film would work. The show's practically sung-through, and there would surely be cuts to add some dialogue (specially to make the time transiction clearer). I can imagine where a few of those cuts would be, but everything happens so much it's so fast-paced, particularly Act 2, and there would have to be lots of cuts, so I don't know how much would be lost. Furthermore, the play's structure is (usually) minimal and bare-bones, which helps to make it more intimate and forces the audience to play close attention to the lyrics and interpret their meaning. Films, however, magnify realities, because of the many outfits, props and sets. So I fear how much that change would impact the show.
Sorry, I just have a lot of feelings about next to normal.
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buzzcutmase · 10 months
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Heard it’s gonna be Olivia or Joshua basset for the uk or eu
😭 imagine
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clemswinecorner · 3 years
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“new girl” [joshua bassett]
“new girl” by finndafairy
i wrote this blurb a while ago but still thought i could post this idk, i don’t particularly like it but it’s not the worst
Pairing: joshua bassett x reader (she/her pronouns)
Summary: You meet Joshua during the global pandemic at a blm protest and develop a great relationship. Joshua talks a bit about in an interview, which is super cute, and when you meet up later he asks you an important question
Words: 763
warnings: none i think
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“So, we’re so excited about the new songs coming out, but what have you been up to besides that? Has quarantine been lonely, or have you been seeing a lot of friends?” The interviewer asks and Joshua smiles about this. “Well, i’ve been doing a lot of zoom calls with my fellow cast members and directors and friends from back home. There’s also this one girl I met during one of the Black Lives Matter protests and after having contact online we decided to meet up, outside with proper distance of course. So, we did that a couple of times and then we started hanging out more until at a certain point we were like, well, as we both don’t see any other people, maybe we could start hanging out and not keep the distance. To be clear, we obviously wouldn’t make this decision if it wasn’t responsible, but we don’t see anyone else and it was kind of getting lonely for both of us, so we decided to hang out like, ‘normal’ and we hang out almost every day now,” he says and a smile comes to his face, as he thinks about his girl, whom he just met. “Ah, so you’re being very responsible, that’s great to hear! So, this girl, is this like a new romance blooming maybe?” She asks and the singer debates what to answer. “It, ehm, it’s going good, she’s the most amazing girl and, you know i hope that when this is all over i can do a lot more fun things with her because we obviously met around like, a really weird time. I’m glad we met though, she’s kind of like the one good thing to come out of this you know,” he says and the interviewer aws. “That’s really cute. So what’s the name of this mystery girl? Do we know her?” She asks. “Also, if you don’t want to answer or if you want us not to post this part, just tell us and we can easily cut it out as we respect your privacy,” she says and he nods. “Thank you, that’s awesome, it’s okay tho. But ehm, you probably don’t know her and I don’t think she’s ready to reveal herself to like, the public and i’d like to keep some part of my life to myself as well. You’ll see her when we’re ready, and I hope that my fans will respect that,” he states and the interviewer smiles. “Of course, we completely understand that. I think I speak for everyone when I say that we’re happy you are, and we wish the best for the two of you.”
“I think I speak for everyone when I say that we’re happy you are, and we wish the best for the two of you.” You smile at what the boy has said about you in one of his recent interviews. The interviewer moves onto another subject and you watch the interview, falling for the boy on the screen once more. Just before the video is finished, you’re interrupted by your phone. Caller ID: Joshua💕 You pick up and are greeted by the angelic voice that belongs to the one and only Joshua Bassett. “Hey Y/N/N.” “Hey Joshy. Why’d you call?” “I, uh, wanted to ask you something. Can you come over soon? Or are you busy?” “Yeah I guess, I didn’t have anything better to do anyways. How late can I be there?” “Asap, i guess. I’ll see you soon, okay?” “Yeah, see you in 20.” “Bye Y/N/N.” “Bye Joshy.”
“What’d you want to ask?” You say as you get seated on the couch, your hands intertwined. He turns towards you and lets go to grab both of your hands. “Okay, so, I know it’s early and we’re not, like, official yet but I thought maybe we could just, like... I don’t know I just thought maybe you could like, start living here? I get it if it’s too fast i just though-” You interrupt him with a kiss. “I’d love to Josh,” You say, unaware it’s the first time you two kissed like that, because it felt so natural. “Did you just, like, what? Yes? That’s awesome. Great. I’m excited. Also, the kissing thing?” He says a little bit confused but still adorable as ever. “Yeah sorry about that...”  “Don’t worry about it. I kind of liked it. We should do that more often,” He says and your smile grows even wider and kiss him again. It was the start of something new, something that you knew would grow out to be some of the best times of your life.
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Driver’s License- Joshua Bassett
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A/n: Liv's album is amazing, and before you comment anything. I know I'm super late since the album came out a while ago. But it's so good, so if you listen to it, tell me in the comments your favorite songs.
Song: Driver's License
Writer: Olivia Rodrigo
  -Samantha
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'' I got my driver's license last week, ust like we always talked about, 'Cause you were so excited for me, To finally drive up to your house, But today, I drove through the suburbs, Crying 'cause you weren't around.'
I was sitting in the DMV waiting to be called to take my turn on the road. I felt my leg start to shake from being nervous. I heard a ding coming from my phone and saw Josh texted me telling me that everything would be okay. I smiled at him and before I could text him back I heard my name being called.
" Y/n Y/l/n!"
I took a deep breath before heading off with the lady that was taking me for my test.
Joshua's POV
I was on set hanging out with the cast when I remembered that Y/n/n was taking her test today. I grabbed my phone and sent a quick text to her before I put my phone back into my pocket. I started walking over to the set I was supposed to be at and I felt my phone ding. I quickly grabbed it thinking it was Y/n/n, but saw it was from Sabrina. I felt myself smile and told her I would meet her at the cafe after work.
Your POV I was doing my last task for my test which was parking. I pulled into the parking lot and looked for one and pulled into the spot. When I knew I was straight I put the car into park.
" Well, Miss. Y/l/n, it looks like you have..." the instructor said, I took a deep breath and waited for her to say it. She looked at me. " You passed! Congrats sweetie."
I let out a breath of relief. " Thank you so much." I told her while getting out of the car. She smiled and led me into the building to get my licenses.
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I parked my car and ran excitedly to my apartment that Josh and I share. When I got in the door I yelled....
" JOSH!"
I tried looking for him until I decided to call my best friend Olivia.
" Hey Y/n/n." She said
" Hey Liv!" I shouted
I heard her giggling through the phone. " What's up?" She questioned
" Is Josh still on set? I could have sworn he would be home by now." I asked
Liv sighed " Yea, we got out a while ago."
" Okay. Thanks, Liv." I said
" Welcome. Anyway, you sounded super excited when you called me. What are you so excited about?" She questioned
I let out a laugh and told her... " Okay! I just got my driver's license. I can drive legally by myself now."
She screamed which made me scream in excitement.
" Omg! Congrats girl." Liv shouted
" Thanks again." I said laughing
" Oh, I have a new song coming out tomorrow!" She said
" What!" I shouted
She then went on to explain to me about the song.
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' And you're probably with that blonde girl, Who always made me doubt, She's so much older than me, She's everything I'm insecure about, Yeah, today, I drove through the suburbs, 'Cause how could I ever love someone else?'
It has been about a week since Liv's song and the Josh thing. I was sitting in the living room going through my instagram when a photo caught my eye. It was a photo of Josh and Sabrina looking a little too close. Before I started assuming anything I wanted to know his side of the story.
" Josh?" I asked
Joshua's POV
I was texting with Sabrina when I heard Y/n call me.
" Yea?" I questioned
I sighed when I didn't get a respondes, so I walked out to the living room where she was. I sat next to her and before I opened my mouth she showed me a picture. I tried not to show her how much I was panicking.
" I can explain." I said
She sighed and nodded. I took a deep breath and started explaining...
" I was on a break at the set when I texted you good luck for your test when Sabrina texted me. She wanted to know if I wanted to hang and talk about a song..."
I kept going on about it until I felt her lips on mine. I was shocked, but kissed back.
" Just promise me you're not lying to me?" She whispered
'' I'm not lying Y/n/n." I told her
She held out her pinky and said... " pinky promise."
I linked my much larger pinky with her smaller one. She then wrapped her arms around my torso which made me automatically wrap my arms around her waist.
Your POV ' And all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you, but, I kinda feel sorry for them, 'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do,Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs, And pictured I was driving home to you.'
I was over at Liv's house with the girls. I was trying to keep the comments I have about Josh, but they kept coming out. I was in the middle of telling them something, but stopped due to tears falling. I felt Liv wrap her arms around me. I started sobbing into her shoulder which made her hold me tighter.
" Am I not good enough. What's wrong with me Liv?" I asked
" Nothing's wrong with you Y/n/n. Just forget about Josh. Screw him. You don't need a boy cause you have all of us." She told me and pulled me away from her and held my face while wiping the tears away.
" Girl power over powers any boy." She told me which made us all laugh.
" Thanks Liv. Also thanks guys." I smiled, pulling them all into a hug.
When we pulled away from the hug I asked...
" This my sound stupid, but can we listen to your song Liv."
They all let out laughs. Instead of answering me she pulled out her phone and played it. We all screamed the lyrics. When it got to the bridge they all stopped singing so I screamed out the lyrics to them...
" Red lights, stop signs. I still see your face in the white cars, front yards. Can't drive past the places, we used to go to, 'Cause I still fuckin' love you, babe. (Ooh,Ooh-Ooh,Ooh-ooh)"
I opened my eyes to find them all filming me which made me smile. I tried to sing the rest of the bridge, but my voice was sore from screaming and crying. After I hung out with them a little more I went to drive back to the apartment and thought about chickening out. I told myself I had to do it, I had to face him at some point. I walked up to the door and tried to find my key. I started panicking a little, but calmed down right away when I felt it in my pocket. I unlocked the door to find Josh's eyes staring right at me.
' I know we weren't perfect, But I've never felt this way for no one, And I just can't imagine, how you could be so okay now that I'm gone, guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me, 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street.'
I saw him get up from his spot which made me put my hand out to stop him. I felt tears falling down my cheeks again.
" Y/n/n, please don't cry." he said
" Why did you lie to me? You pinky promised that nothing was going on with her." I said through my tears.
He let out a sigh... " Come on, I'm sorry, I broke the promise. I'm also sorry for..." I stopped him
" Stop! I can't take you lying to me anymore. I'm leaving. I'll come get my stuff later."
He tried to stop me. " No! Josh! I'm done with your crap and I'm tired of the lies you tell me. We're over."
I was about to open the door when I turned around and said...
" Yeah, You said forever. Now I drive alone past your street." I then walked out the door letting it slam behind me.
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Hopefully you guys enjoyed, also sorry if it's confusing. I just hope you understand it, if not let me know and I can figure a way to fix it. Thanks for all the love guys.
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PART1/ It was supposed to be simple.  Ricky x Reader (HSMTM)
Hello everyone, I’ve been trying really hard to write lately, and it has been very complicated. I think you all understand, when everything is not ok in someone’s life, that someone kind of loses it.
But I decided to fight that, I least trying !
I discovered the series High School Musical the Musical and even though I’m 24 and supposed to be over this kind of drama, I’M CLEARLY NOT.
Synopsis : Reader is a student, she’s not technically involved in the Musical like everyone else, but she helps with costumes making and set management. Ricky gets to know her and even though he really wants to get Nini back and has a whole plan for it, life decides to mess with him, and he gets involved in a new sentimental obsession.
Warnings : none. Probably not my best writing, please be kind to me.. Just a lot of fluff and teenage drama ! Enjoy <3
Tell me if you want this to carry on ! I’ll be glad to write a part 2 if you like it :)
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RICKY POV/
Here he was, playing Troy Bolton in this Musical. He would never have done it if it wasn’t for Nini.
He understood her, understood her pain, understood why she chose that stupid E.J. But he was not going to abandon. It was not because he didn’t reply that he didn’t mean it. 
So he enroled (quite amazingly by the way) in this musical. He was dancing, singing, acting.. He never thought it could actually be this fun and exhausting. He seemed to be reaching Nini’s heart more and more each day, as she was also realising that EJ was not as perfect as he pretended to be.
But something was about to mess up all his plans.
READER POV/
The school was all about that Musical. It seemed as if every other activity and class was less important and didn’t deserve that much attention. Y/N was not a singer, not a dancer. She didn’t play any instrument, she didn’t like to be under the spotlights.
She was all about reading, writing and creating. So when the art class shut down for “fund purposes” (basically meaning this musical was costing the school too much), she had to find another way to create. 
So she went for it. Asked Miss Jenn if she needed someone for her costumes and decor management, and simply started to work on the set. She wasn’t the only one working on costumes and on stage management, but she clearly was the best of the team.
And it was appreciated.
After just a few weeks, she was named “stage and costume director”, whatever that means. Even though she was pretending she didn’t care, it sort of made her feel validated, and allowed her to create as much as she wanted to, which was pretty amazing. 
RICKY POV/
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It was one of these days.
Everything seemed to fall apart. His parents were ending their relationship, his mom would probably leave for a long time, Nini still supported EJ even though he was making mistakes for which she would have dumped him..
He felt like everything he was doing was not good enough and it was hard to deal with. He was not usually shy with his feelings, but this time he didn’t feel like sharing. So he stayed late, very late, at school, and waited for everyone to leave stage to show up.
He was sure no one was there, so he let his emotions speak and just let it out. He started by talking to himself, making moves and being loud. He was talking about his family, his fear of being abandonned, his fear of never being loved again, the pain of knowing he lost Nini because he didn’t deserve her back there, the impression that EJ was a better man than he was.. he could go for hours.
And then he started singing.
A couple sentences from numerous songs. Songs about love, songs about pain, songs about courage. He closed his eyes and sang his heart out. It was beautiful, strong, sincere. It would have tear anyone’s heart.
And it did.
READER POV/
Y/N was staying late, as usual. She had a special authorisation from Miss Jenn and the Dean to stay extra hours backstage, working of costumes or just on personnal projects.
At school at least, she didn’t have to deal with noise, with family issues of with anything that could poison her creativity.
She was painting when she heard a noise.
Startled, she sort of went in panic mode, imagining a hundred scenarios in which she would get in troubles. She walked smoothly to the stage entrance and remained out of sight while looking at the boy who played Troy basically loosing his mind on stage.
She could have told him that he was not alone, she was actually about to signal her presence out of respect for what he was revealing, when he started singing.
It made Y/N go numb, as if she left her body and could feel her soul burning of compassion. His voice was everything, his face was everything.
She didn’t realise, but she was crying silently.
After a couple minutes, she realised she was actually holding her breath. She breathed heavily and stumbled, making Ricky realise he was not alone at all.
The boy jumped and fell down, hurting himself quite badly.
Y/N came rushing at him, feeling terribly sorry for what happened.
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RICKY POV/
- Man ! Couldn’t you say you were here?!
Ricky was flaming red, embarrassed that someone heard everything. He looked at this girl’s face and it honestly took him a few seconds to remember who she was. Yes, she was on stage pretty much each day, but at some point he got so obsessed with the Musical and Nini that he completly forgot about the environment he was evolving in.
She was pretty, her Y/E/C eyes looking terrified and guilty, and it seemed as she cried recently, her eyes a bit red.
He stood up and winced, lifting his shirt a bit to realise he was going to get bruses all over his chest and stomach.
- I’m so sorry, I really didn’t mean to interrupt or even listen. Seriously, I was going to tell you, i’m not a creep. Well, not that kind at least..
- Yeah? You were going to? Seems like you had plenty of time.
He sighed and headed backstage to inspect his clothes and body in the miror, assessing at bad it was.
Y/N followed, staying a few meters away to give him some space. She didn’t say anything, feeling guilty enough.
Ricky took his shirt out completly, looking at his body. Y/N could tell he was contracting a bit his abs and arms and let out a silent laugh. She observed for a couple minutes and finally talked.
- You riped your shirt a bit.
Ricky turned, facing her, looking anoyed, and lifted his arms.
- No joke ! Who’s falt is it?
- You’re the one who fell dude.
He opened his mouth to answer right back but her cheekiness cheered him a bit, and he simply nodded his head.
- Yeah, I’ll blame gravity next time I see her. A real troublemaker that one.
He looked at his shirt and sighed. He didn’t know anything about sewing and his mom would probably have other things to do. Too bad, it was his favorite old school shirt.
Y/N stretched her hand toward him and he gave her his shirt. Still shirtless, he looked as she sat down where it seemed like she was staying most of the time, in a corner with painting all over, needles and fabric. She grabed one needle, easily got the thread in and started sewing, with a hand technique that showed how used to it she was.
He looked around, noticing one painting that seemed to still be in progress. He got closer, reaching his hand to it.
- Don’t ! It’s wet, I was on it when I heard you.
He turned around, looking at her in another way. She was pretty impressive, painting stuff, sewing shirts and managing a stage so well people didn’t even realised she was here.
- That’s sick.
He said with a smile.
She looked back at him and nodded, smiling at him too.
- Thanks. I usually plan what I’m going to do but this one.. it just came to me.
He looked closer, noticing a female silouette, somehow looking cut in some parts. Not cut as stabbed, but cut as split in different sections.
- What do you think it is?
Y/N said while carrying on her sewing. She acted as she was not looking at him, but each time he got his attention back at the painting, she would look at him, trying to anticipate his reactions.
- Hum.. It’s a.. it’s a woman? Right?
He would turn to her, as if he was looking for her validation for each word he said. She simply nodded, encouraging him to carry on.
- It’s a woman, and this woman is split. She.. Maybe because she went through a lot, maybe the different sections represent different emotions? Different moments of her life?
He remained silent for a second and looked with intensity at the painting. His eyebrows frown and he suddently looked sad.
- Maybe because she can’t be whole again. She has to be split. She has to try to deal with these conflicting emotions, these ups and downs. Maybe people tell her she should be grateful, and happy, and she should move on. But she can’t, because life cut her in several pieces.
And a tear rolled down his cheek.
Y/N stood up, mooving carefully toward him, and put a gentle hand on his (still naked) shoulder. She could feel him shaking a bit, deeply moved by what he felt from the painting. 
- Ricky.. it’s ok.
He turned, facing her, his eyes still filled with tears. He didn’t quite knew why, but he didn’t feel like looking anything but himself with her. After all, she knew how he was feeling, she heard what he said, and she felt what he felt.
The way she was looking at him.. Conforting, warm, yet terrifying. She understood.
He put his hand on hers, squeezing it as if it would make him feel better. He was here, facing her, hand on hand, eyes to eyes.
Suddenly, the speaker went on, the voice of a security guy telling “Miss Y/N, time to close the school. Sorry”
This sort of broke the moment. They broke the physical contact and she gave him his shirt back. They both gathered their stuff and silently headed to the front door, thanking the security guard for his patience.
They smiled at each other and Ricky waved goodbye, whatching as she was quitely leaving of her bike.
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Headcannon about Jealous Joshua? And/or Joshua and Y/N when they fight or breakup?
From Soulmates to Strangers
summary: while you were on tour Josh found someone else..
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Joshua x singer!Reader
a/n: i tried placing some jealous josh but somehow i could, my brain chose pain, so hopefully this is what you wanted! 
from the minute you two were dating, you were both aware with how your relationship would be like.
of course you two couldn't be like a normal couple and you understood that and so did josh.
the support from each side was there always, no matter what. no matter how small or how big opportunities were you were always there to support and be proud of one another.
your team had announced that you were finally going on tour, after years of fans wanting one and you agreeing on it, they gave it to you.
you were physically excited. 
of course you couldn't wait to tell josh.
when you mentioned it to him, he was excited for you, he truly was, but you two had never talked about long distance with your work.
“did you already make your decision?”
“yeah I said yes of course, I just my fans were wanting one and so did I and I don't know they made it happen.”
“how long are you gonna be on the road?”
“a couple months, but i’ll end up back here in LA.”
you could tell something was wrong, but you couldn't tell what it was.
distance with your work wasn't talked about, but you had hoped that the feelings toward it were mutual since it would to happen whenever, where ever.
you wanted to bring josh a long but you knew he had compromises here in LA and well you couldn't do that to him.
“you made this decision without me? we haven't talked about this.” 
“wait, what? since when do I have to talk to you about my decisions for my career?” 
“well we are in a relationship are we not?”
he had a point but this was your career and he knew how much it meant to you. you two talked about how you were going to be huge, why was he backing out on the support.
“bubs, we'll be fine, we always are, i’m still gonna be with you, are you gonna be here for me?” 
he said nothing, you took that as his answer. I mean you understood he was going to be here while you were away, maybe that was hard for him, but you had waited for him when he was away filming.
that didn't need to be talked about because he was still gonna be in the country but you in the other hand were gonna be out as well. 
“you're going away for a long time, I was actually here to tell you that I was taking a break from my work, but clearly you had other plans.”
you were quite shocked with how he was asking, the other thing he did as well was do things with out you knowing.
“I didn't ask you to do that, how was I supposed to know?”
at this point you two were fighting but in the end came into an agreement. your communication would be constant for when you weren't busy which was good for the both go of you.
but it didn't work for long.
he had stopped answering and you were wondering why, but you weren't too worried about until the press was involved.
pictures of josh and this other girl were all over twitter, and it broke you.
he was with someone else while you were on tour.
you threw your phone away not wanting to look at the photos anymore. he didn't even text or call you about this. you found out on twitter.
after tour you went straight home not telling anyone you were back at all. you wanted to be alone, you couldn't handle seeing any one for that matter.
days passed and you were doing the same thing everyday, you hadn't gone on your phone which was filling with messages from your friends and even your manager. you didn't care though because none of them were from josh.
you then herd a knock on the door and went to go open it knowing it could be your manager wondering what you were doing.
it revealed to be josh, he was in a hoodie covering his face and guilt was all he was showing. of course he was and well you wanted him to.
“what are you doing here?”
“I saw your car, why didn't you tell me you were back?”
“well you were busy, so I didn't think to tell anyone I was back.” 
that sentence had told him enough. you knew and well you deserved more than what the pictures you saw were telling you.
“look I can explain can I come in-”
you honestly didn't want to see him, you didn't want an explanation, you saw enough, you didn't need a rushed sorry to tell you that.
“look I saw what I saw, me going on tour was clearly a mistake and to you it was a vacation.”
“no listen- it just happened, she reached out to me and well one thing lead to another.” 
“great, good, i’m glad.”
josh was so guilty he didn't know how you would react, he was expecting you yelling at him. 
“what about us?” 
you chuckled that he still thought you would resume as if nothing happened and you just shook your head at him.
“We are over, that's it.” 
as much as you wanted to tear up right in front of him you didn't, you were strong and you needed to show him that.
“really? that's it, its just over?”
you licked your lips and just looked at him.
“what do you want me to do josh, give you an award for finding the one while I was away? tell me what you want?” 
he said nothing which again told you enough.
“see you never.” 
you shut the door leaving josh there as he eventually walked away.
that's it, it was over, nothing was talked about. you stood your back on the wall and this is when you broke down and slid down the door letting you have feelings.
you always knew this day would come eventually but you didn't think it would happen this away. it was over.
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