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hopeswriting · 2 years

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is enma the best villain--nay, antagonist of khr and why is the answer yes? and is enma the one who has the best relationship with tsuna among all the khr's villains/antagonists and why is the answer yes?

(THAT SAID, tsuna & mukuro dynamic is really good too, but it was mostly only potential, and one practically left untouched at that, whereas with enma & tsuna amano actually fleshed them out. it's all right there on the pages, and so i have no choice but to give them this one.)

it’s the way their pain is so similar and yet complete opposite, and so there’s no walking around that huge, insurmountable wall between them, no breaking it to reach out to each other through it, and no jumping above it either. they can only clash against each other, slamming against that wall before they can slam into each other and hurt each other, but the wall is jagged and sharp and hurts them first before they can hurt each other. hurts tsuna because he doesn’t want to do this and still hopes and looks for another peaceful option where they won’t have to hurt each other, and hurts enma because he embraces that jagged and sharp wall, wholly and fully giving himself to it. because he’s always done so because his pain is his strength, and so the more he bleeds the stronger he is, and the harsher he can weaponize his pain against those who inflicted it upon him.

but they almost managed to peacefully reach out to each other through that wall first, didn’t they? by making it smaller brick by brick, putting them down with mindful, careful and understanding hands. and that almost is still there between them as they clash against each other, and is doing more than just lingering between them. it's making both of them hurt even more over the fact they’re now fighting each other, making their fists heavier (tsuna) and harsher (enma). it makes tsuna doubts too, makes him struggle in holding onto his resolve to fight enma and the shimon for the sake of his friends, makes him falter in that resolve at times, and makes him question if any of this is right or truly needed. and some part of him, if not all of him, even as he keeps doing what he needs to do, can’t bring itself to believe it is.

but enma? the constant reminder of that almost (almost friends, almost on the same side, almost understanding and compassion and healing) makes him so angry. both over how tsuna gave him the hope he wouldn’t have to do any of this the hard and painful way after all, only for him to reveal himself just the same as every other mafiosi who’ve ever hurt them, and in fact the worst of them (in his pov), and also over how tsuna’s still holding onto that almost as they’re fighting each other, hoping they can go back to it somehow like he has any right to (again, in his pov), which makes him all the angrier. he calls it unfair tsuna keeps denying being the mafia boss he’s making him out to be, being like the cruel mafiosi enma’s known all his life, let alone a mafia boss, of vongola or any other family. he calls it unfair tsuna, in fact, keeps denying being mafia at all--refuses to be.

he says “isn’t the crest on your gloves proof of the vongola?”, says “you’re at the center of the vongola, and have been benefiting the most from the vongola’s power. and then, when the going gets tough, you escape from the responsibility”, says “wielding the vongola crest, getting others involved, hurting them, then saying that you won’t succeed as the boss. you hope too much”.

he’s effectively saying to him “becoming mafia and vongola decimo gave you all the things you care about the most in your life and made you the happiest you’ve ever been, whereas being mafia and shimon decimo took everything away from me. so how dare you call yourself different to my face when you’re hurting me right now with the exact same power that has hurt me all my life? when you’re taking away from me the little i have left? how dare you hold onto that power and use it to keep by your side all the things you care about the most it gave you, and yet refuse to take responsibility for all the things it takes away from others? for all the things it took away from me? for all the pain and loss it has inflicted and will keep inflicting?”

and actually i love, love, love so much that enma is the first and only character iirc who absolutely refuses to let tsuna forget for even a second he is undoubtedly mafia, at the very least by the time the shimon arc happens for sure. like even reborn has to take into account he was a civilian all his life right until the point he showed up in his life, and so has no choice but to ease him up into the mafia world little by little if he doesn’t want tsuna to be completely crushed by it. but enma just throws it at his face fully and exactly as it is whenever he can, and with prejudice at that. and not only he doesn’t let him forget he is mafia, but he also demands he takes responsibility for it, whether by completely rejecting it or by owning up to it.

he’s constantly saying to him “you don’t get to have both, don’t get to use the power in your hands for good, for your own good, while refusing to deal with all the bad that power has done and is able to do. not when that power has always been both good and bad, and in fact, has been bad a whole of a lot more than good right up to the point it ended up in your hands.” and he’s not being fair at all because tsuna is in his own right to try and carve a third option for himself if he wants to, but that’s not something enma can deal with at all when he had to choose, and could never have chosen to reject it all the way tsuna is doing.

ever since he committed to be tsuna’s enemy, ever since they stole the sin, literally every single one of his lines is about saying to tsuna “this is what the mafia is. this is what it does and what it makes people do. this is what it does to other people and what it turns them into. this is what mafiosi are, whether by choice, need or coercion, or by having their hands forced to be. this is the mafia you’re the heir to, and for all intents and purposes agreed to be heir to and take ownership of. will you? is this really the mafia you want to protect, enable and perpetuate? is this really the type of mafioso you want to be? is this really the type of mafioso you already are?”. and obviously there’s anger and hatred there, but there’s so much bitterness too, because if tsuna truly was none of those things and was all the things he says he is, then maybe they could have succeeded in carving that third option for themselves. maybe then he could have helped enma carve that third option for himself and the shimon.

“you hope too much” enma says, and wouldn’t he know? when he first saw the hope in tsuna of a way out for him and the shimon to avoid any more pain, and still get justice for it and heal from it all the same? when he wanted to believe in that hope so badly he gave him a chance to prove to him he could trust that hope, that it was real and they were both going to fight for it? but we all know how that ended up.

meanwhile tsuna keeps refusing to take responsibility for sins he hasn’t committed, which is of course only right of him. he says “i didn’t mean to hurt others! i want to use this power to protect my friends! that’s how it’s been until now... and always will be!”. and because of everything happening and that has happened when they’re having this conversation, all enma can hear is “i don’t care about the pain this power inflicted on you and i’m happy to ignore it because that power makes me happy, never mind i acted like i cared about you and your pain once upon a time”, but we know that’s not what tsuna is saying at all. because for how much he passed the vongola trial and had his resolve approved by the former vongola bosses, that resolved was about how he’d sooner burn everything down to the ground before ever taking responsibility for all the sins vongola committed, let alone enabling them and allowing them to continue.

tsuna’s actually saying exactly what he said, is saying “i want to use this power for good because i acknowledge all the bad it has already done and is able to keep doing, and i refuse to allow it to do any more than it has already done. i will only allow myself to do good with this power, to make it into something better because i’m well-aware of its history of blood and sins. and i know i can’t undo any of it, but i can see to it no such cruelty, pain and tragedy will happen ever again. not as long as this power is in my hands at the very least.” and we know that and it’s all obvious to us, but enma doesn’t. enma can’t hear it that way because he resolved to stop putting faith in whatever tsuna says, or even so much as the benefit of the doubt again long before they have this conversation.

and if there’s bitterness on enma’s side that makes all of this sting and hurt that much more, there’s confusion on tsuna's because he doesn’t know when it all went so wrong, when he went wrong. he has no clue about the existence of the note enma wrote him, and the way he sees it one second they were friends, and in the next he has to fight against enma because enma is certainly fighting them and hurting them with all his might, and he doesn’t understand why. which makes all of this even harder for him to see as something they need to do, as something they have no other choice but to do when it doesn’t make any sense at all to him they’re doing this. especially when even enma is so clearly hurt by the fact they’re doing this. especially when doing this is hurting the both of them, and for what? he doesn’t know, and it makes it all the harder to not hold onto the hope they can figure all of this out another way, surely, which makes it harder to fully resolve into fighting enma and the shimon.

and the thing is that they’re both right and in their right to feel that way!! both their feelings are valid and rooted in facts and the truth!! the only time i’d say enma was wrong and unfair with tsuna is when he said tsuna turns his back to vongola whenever things get tough, and like. we know it’s just plainly untrue. we know tsuna would love nothing more but to be able to do that, but times and times again he has no choice but to deal with it. and in fact sooner or later he always makes the choice and resolves himself to be the one who’s going to deal with it, because he’s never had any illusions about how the good things vongola brought in his life came hand in hand with all the bad stuff too. and he was never going to ignore it while accepting the good things because that’s just not who he is, and especially not when the bad things are always a threat to his friends and family. but again, we know that, but enma doesn’t.

also we could argue enma’s wrong too when he holds the fact tsuna wants the best of both worlds against him, but actually even then, like. is he really? like realistically speaking is that something tsuna can really have, and doesn’t him trying to have it only puts the people he cares about in more danger, only hurts the people around him more? we know in at least one future he became vongola decimo and was trying to have the best of both worlds still (him destroying the rings), but seemed to have failed quite badly at it (kyoko and haru still being in the dark about the mafia, yamamoto’s father getting killled, him bringing their younger selves to fight a war for them). and yes of course it had a lot to do with byakuran and his war on the mafia, but still.

tsuna says “despite knowing how that feels... you’re doing the same thing to us” and god, he is. he is. he is doing to them the exact thing that was done to the shimon that left them with so much hurt and anger and hatred, and is being to them the exact kind of people that did the same thing to them and they’re trying to get rid of. do you see the tragedy here, that delightful and painful dramatic irony? and enma is quick to shut him down, to say “you don’t have the right to say anything!!” because, because. it was all done to them first. and not by tsuna and the 10th gen directly, of course, but by everything they represent and agreed to be the successors of and to keep alive through them, from where the shimon stand anyway. and so to enma they’re only doing righteous revenge, are only seeking the justice that was denied to them all their lives.

except they’re wrong and that’s very much not what tsuna and the 10th gen are doing, and so in tsuna’s eyes enma’s actions can only be undeserved and gratuitous cruelty and pain. unfair cruelty and pain (the same way the shimon have seen the things done to them all their lives), and do you see how they’re speaking to each other but can’t hear each other!! because enma needs to lay his pain at someone’s feet, needs for someone to be responsible for it and take responsibility for it, to acknowledge it and pay the price for it. and tsuna and the 10th gen and vongola are the ones coming the closest to be guilty of all of it (and straight up are as far as he knows), but tsuna simply can’t validate the hurt he’s inflicting on them and his friends when he knows it’s no crimes for them to answer for. not even if it’s the only way enma will let him acknowledge his pain, and only then will maybe let himself believe again tsuna wants to help him with it. and not even when it’s clear enma needs tsuna to do that first before letting him try to reach out to him again.

tsuna says “don’t think that you’re the only one who’s angry!!” and yeah, there’s so much anger all over the place here from both of them!! like at this point in time tsuna might be the only one reluctant about everything that’s happening, but fact still is enma is doing his damn best to hurt him and his friends, unfairly at that in his pov, and so of course he isn’t about to stand for it. but all that anger that makes it even harder for them to hear each other is mostly on enma. enma who is so blinded by it and so bound to it, because his strength comes from it and his pain and hatred (and from his love for the shimon and his duties as the shimon boss), but at some point he shackled himself to them too. enma who can’t let tsuna tell him they don’t have to do this, they’ve never needed to do this, because then all the blood that’s already been spilled by the shimon becomes just that, blood. not righteous revenge, not justice, not righteous anger, but just cruel, meaningless and unfair blood. innocent blood.

enma can’t turn back. do you see it? he can’t turn back. he’s already gone too far to turn back now, and as long as he doesn’t let himself turn back, it forces everyone else’s hands too.

and of course, daemon has a lot to do with the situation being the way it is, with the disconnect between enma and tsuna that increases even more the distance between them because they both don’t have all the facts and don’t have the same facts either, but i really love how amano made sure it doesn’t take all their agency away from them (but some, for sure, inevitably, and arguably quite a lot too). like yes daemon manufactured this whole situation and got them all exactly where he wanted them to be like they were all chess pieces, but they’re still the ones who start playing the game. they're still the ones who push that first domino that makes all the other ones fall too.

enma chooses to give tsuna the benefit of the doubt, and chooses to never make that mistake again no matter what when tsuna fails to prove himself worthy of it. kaoru chooses to go for the kill when yamamoto comes close to the truth instead of something that’d be more salvageable, something that’d be easier to take back and undo in the case they’d want to. tsuna chooses to pretend to agree to the ceremony for the sake of avenging yamamoto, putting it over how it might look like to enma, how he might feel about it, and over what it might mean for their budding friendship.

enma and the shimon choose to resolve their issues the painful, bloodiest and mafia way, won’t settle for anything else, and for however much tsuna and the 10th gen may be reluctant to it, they still choose to walk on that path too, to see the necessity of it. enma chooses to believe tsuna’s father is the one who killed his family, never mind how oh so convenient it is that he is and that he learns it now, and tsuna chooses to not argue against it, to give faith to his words. (which is so, so interesting actually. like yes he’s profoundly shocked to hear it and can’t bring himself to believe it, but at the same time he can’t bring himself to fully trust in his father either, to completely rule out the option his father may very well be someone capable of doing something like that.)

i really love how it doesn’t invalidate anyone’s feelings either, doesn’t make them any less right or true. like yes at the root of this all there’s daemon, but everything that has forced them into this situation still remains true. the shimon first gen might not have been betrayed by primo and the rest of his guardians, but they sure as hell were by daemon. the shimon were still persecuted ever since then by the mafia at large, and especially by the mafia families allied to vongola while vongola turned a blind eye to it, or even actively persecuted them too for some generations for all we know. daemon may have killed enma’s family personally, but the rest of the shimon still lost their family under that persecution to mafiosi and mafia families.

everything enma and tsuna said to each other still remains true too. tsuna still refuses to own up to his title as vongola decimo, and yet is acting as vongola decimo in every way and is profiting from being vongola decimo. and isn’t it unfair for those who haven’t the privilege to cherry-pick their mafia experience and have it happen on their own terms? isn’t it unfair to those vongola and its power and influence hurt and is still hurting, tsuna and the people he cares about included? to those vongola will keep hurting if tsuna refuses to take responsibility for all the wrong it did and is able to do too while still holding onto the title of vongola decimo in all but name?

whereas enma won’t regain the pride of the shimon by doing the exact same thing that was done to them and took it away from them to begin with. he won’t heal their pain simply by hurting others the same way they were, by doing to them the exact thing that was done to them, and by becoming the same kind of people that have hurt them. and he won’t keep them safe in a lasting manner either when all he’s doing is weaponize the violence of the mafia against his enemies, giving them even more reasons to eventually, inevitably weaponize it against them in turn, yet again. and isn’t it unfair he demands tsuna and the 10th gen to just take it when he himself is currently seeking justice for how it was done to them first? isn’t it unfair he demands them to pay for sins they didn’t commit when he himself is currently seeking justice for having been made to pay for sins he didn’t commit? isn’t it unfair he demands tsuna to prove him he isn’t like all the mafiosi who’ve hurt them, and punishes and hurts him for failing to when he himself is currently acting exactly like those mafiosi with him?

like, remove daemon from the picture and none of that happens to the shimon, that’s true, but the mafia would still be what it is and would still do what it does. primo would still have kept daemon by his side and would still have turned a blind eye to their ideals diverging out of love for him, and so daemon would still have been free to do whatever he felt the need to do to keep vongola the strongest. and in this scenario he might not actively choose to use the shimon to do that, but they’d still probably not feel kindly towards the mafia and vongola specifically. some of what happened to them would still happen to them, if maybe not as harshly or cruely. and what i’m saying is that if you remove daemon from the picture, the shimon might not have chosen to try to take their revenge on vongola, but they’d still have had all the reasons in the world to do it, rightfully so.

and still that almost, almost, almost between them they want to go back to (tsuna) and wish could have worked out (enma). that almost they’re still trying to hold onto again (tsuna) and refuse to go back to and consider it an option still within reach (enma). almost friends, almost on the same side, almost breaking the cycle of violence so inherent to the mafia for something better, peaceful, healing, happy and freeing. but they missed that window and there’s no going back--enma refuses to allow the option of going back. and i know all his feelings are valid and understandable, i know daemon is manipulating them and is making damn sure they rule over him instead of the opposite, i KNOW, but still.

the tragedy here is that if they could just give each other a second chance, if enma could just give tsuna a second chance, none of this would have needed to happen. if only enma could just put his anger and pain and hatred aside for a moment, if only he could just put his pride and the pride of the shimon aside for a moment. if only he’d let himself talk to tsuna and would let tsuna talk to him, or even if he’d only explain to tsuna why he refuses to do that, giving tsuna the chance to explain himself in turn and clear that one misunderstanding at least, none of this would have needed to happen. like, enma!!!! ENMA!!!!!!!

but of course they can’t do that. enma can’t do that. god, he can’t, he just can’t. he has to see it to the end no matter what that’ll end up meaning.

and wow, that was a lot of words, but please just look at this amazing dynamic they have. so nuanced and layered and compelling, and i’m so, so fucking unwell over it. if i should put it succintly it’s all about how tsuna and enma could have been the first person in their lives to see each other as only tsuna and enma, and were so close to do just that, but there’s simply no forgetting they’re vongola decimo and shimon decimo too. and they can’t see each other as only tsuna and enma without first acknowledging they’re also vongola decimo and shimon decimo. but tsuna can’t agree to being vongola decimo in the sense enma means it and needs it to mean, and enma can’t let tsuna understand him as shimon decimo in any other way than the one thing that has hurt him the most all his life and saved him at the same time, but from his privileged place as vongola decimo, tsuna can only do that to a finite extent.

so like, it’s all about how tsuna is tsuna first before ever being vongola decimo, while enma needs to be shimon decimo first before he can allow himself to be enma. it’s all about how they could have been each other freedom from their respective shackles, and yet found themselves tightening those same shackles around each other instead. god. god!!!!!

how is this arc so underrated??? how is ENMA so underrated??? i am now a shimon arc and enma & tsuna dynamic truther. shimon arc and 0027 nations, where are you at and how can i be allowed into your lands. please come talk to me and let’s be unwell over all of this together.

#katekyo hitman reborn #khr #khr meta #sawada tsunayoshi #enma kozato #shimon arc #is the shimon arc becoming my new favorite arc? MAYBE SO #enma kozato my absolute BELOVED!!!!#(tho i hope the end won't let me down because i don't remember in details how amano wrapped everything up anymore)#(fingers crossed)

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nxmimochi · 2 years

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i love you varia i love you xanxus finding a family that will never betray him i love you squalo being a tired parent i love you luss being queer rep even tho it’s really bad i love you mammon being a non-binary baby i love you bel looking like the skunk from over the hedge i love you fran making fun of all the edgy people who take themselves too seriously i do not love levi tbh but i love you varia i want to kiss you i adore your emo asses and how you jumped on the opportunity to beat up middle schoolers and still somehow lost i love you never change

#khr #katekyo hitman reborn #i’m not tagging all of them but uh #the varia #my beloveds

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ask-skull-and-muffin · 1 year

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Let me just post this here as well! My first journey into the world of digital art! Of course, I had to draw him :'3

He has charmed you with his stare... Reblog him to let him bring discipline to your blog too!

#katekyo hitman reborn #hibari kyoya #tbh creature #My most Beloved!#khr headcanons #I will continue to improve but this is the point I start at :3

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compulsivereaderluc · 5 months

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I am just reading fanwork of BSD and AC when my mind wandering and led me into thinking:

Dazai of BSD VS Reborn of KHR,

Who would win in term of just intelligent?

Who would win in term of overall strength?

Here I would offer my opinion, which probably contain some loophole because I was thinking this while typing.

If this was only battle of intelligence, of brain and wits I will say that Dazai Osamu is the winner.

But if this battle is direct strength or in the battlefield where Dazai can't manipulate his way to safe himself then Reborn is the winner.

BSD to me is novel and manga that always highlighted the philosophy and the brain burning strategies. One of the main theme of this work is information war. Because as long as people know what kind of power other have there's always some way to defeat or avoid them.

KHR on the other hand is the typical shounen manga MC. It's the power strength and friendship that always come out to the top. Intelligence while exist, it's not really that many. Or even rarely explained in the manga.

Reborn as tutor and hitman is in no way stupid. Especially if he can tutor everything from math to economy. Especially when making plan for Tsuna & his famiglia to train even in the face of real crisis, the example is when Mukuro first came out and the future arc (granted, the future arc is more do or die and it's not like there's option of backing out in worst case scenario).

The balance between making Tsuna and his famiglia facing the real risk of death while also subtlety ensuring their life is actually the things that test about Reborn's capacity of planning.

Ofc maybe Reborn actually are that confidence with his power, but I like to think that after what's happened to make him Arcobaleno and the disadvantage of having body like baby making him become more cautious.

But because there's no panel to show it, it's hard to know how far is his intelligence.

So yes, that's how I think about how it goes.

Though who knows?

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #khr #katekyo hitman reborn #reborn #reborn khr #you can see what's my favorite from how much i talk in details #khr is flawed works but beloved of my heart #it's can be said to be my white moonlight of manga series from my teenage era until now #or bai yeguang lol

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beanghostprincess · 17 days

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When I saw your post about your new fic with Koby, Helmeppo and Hibari, I thought it was Hibari from KHR 😭

My literal first thoughts were: How the fuck does that work? You know what, I trust you, you could probably make it work

Sorry I meant the failgirl of my beautiful beloved wife but I get the misunderstanding

#i know you didn't need the pictures but it's always a good excuse to talk abt her #have you seen how perfect she is 🥰🥰🥰#one piece #hibari one piece #ask-bean!

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einsatzzz · 15 days

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[OC] Ninomiya Kanako (Kana) - Character Profile

🍎The cold but resolute asocial who's obsessed with her Family! Ninomiya Kanako!🍎

You can go to this link to our Oniyanagi Wiki site for her full character page!

"Kurumi is my twin, so do treat her well. That's neither a request nor a suggestion."

Kana is one of the two 10th generation bosses of the Oniyanagi yakuza family (alongside Kurumi). She is a talented assassin who's fortunately currently under a temporary restriction, so you're totally safe as long as you don't get in her way.

Age: 15 Birthday: December 13 Zodiac Sign: ♐︎Sagittarius Height: 157cm Weight: 46.5kg Gender: ? Country of origin: Japan MBTI: ISFJ Favorite author: Osamu Dazai Favorite food: "Anything sweet will do", Kurumi's cooking

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PERSONALITY: As if she's in a perpetual game of poker, she keeps her cards close to her chest with an unreadable expression.

Kana has a stoic demeanor and her expressions are often devoid of any emotion (even in the face of life-threatening situations). When she does show it, it usually means bad things (not for her). She is also a natural liar and can be very manipulative.

She's an old soul who doesn't like wasting time on things that don't matter. She doesn't have any special interests and also doesn't derive any pleasure or regret from her talent, or so what she says. When in truth, she has a large amount of hidden bloodlust that she has trained to keep under control - for her Family's peace of mind.

One of the very few exceptions that stands out from this dull and empty existence is her love for her twin. Kurumi's safety is also your safety.

SPECIALTY: If it's for her Family, there is nothing she won't cut down.

Kana is a swordsman but she also has a special talent for assassination. She can somehow use any item into a murder weapon, no matter if it's a pencil, a soda can, a piece of twig or even a toilet paper. It's also easy for her to hide her presence because her footsteps has no sound (even when she's running in the rain). Out of habit, she sleeps with her eyes open and it creeps a lot of people out.

DAILY LIFE: Despite certain difficulties, she wants the people that she cherishes to live freely and be true to themselves.

Her Family members are quite the pieces of work - a very lonely, miserable and dishonest bunch looking for a place to belong in this fleeting world. And she is also the same as them. Caring for this Family (in her own way) is a responsibility she took on for herself. She promised, after all. So they should just do whatever their heart desires. Because she's not able to do so for herself anymore.

—Within reason, of course. If Yui were to start causing construction work level noise while working on his robot projects at ungodly hours, she won't hesitate to punch a hole through the wall and tell him to keep it down. If some asshole scum of the earth is trying to court Kurumi? Unacceptable. Fortunately, accidental deaths are a common occurrence.

RELATIONSHIPS: A new school doesn't change anything for her...supposedly.

Reborn: No comment.

Tsuna & Lambo: Don't get ahead of yourselves just because Kurumi is fond of you.

Gokudera: His sister's cooking isn't that bad. Skill issue.

Yamamoto: He's a good kid.

Hibari: This bastard's gonna have to graduate from middle school at some point, right?

Dr. Shamal: There are people in this world who deserve to die. But fellow weeds don't die so easily, don't they?

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Thank you for taking the time to read this! This character...is kindaaaa complicated, so I have a bit of a difficulty coming up with words for her profile. This character can pack so much spoilers lmao. Anyway, I did my best (lol).

Any questions about her or the story is very much appreciated! For credits, all Oniyanagi OCs are by me and @amiahoshi! While for the intro audio, Kana is voiced by erushaVA and I also got the background music here from MusMus! The audio art used above is inspired from En/kidu's April Fools art lmao:

"Kana outright doesn't care and doesn't think about gender or pronouns."

The next one will be Yui's, but that will be for late-July/early-August since I'll be too busy studying in the coming weeks. I think I'll start on the webcomic once I'm done with Yui's ref sheet.

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Pattern in my OTPs: Sadistic! Top x Fearless! Bottom

Dont mind me, just self-indulging about my OTPs

Anyways!

Recently, I've noticed that I have a certain type when in comes to my OTPs which is a sadistic top paired with a fearless bottom. Granted, not all of my OTPs are of this type but I dont think its an exaggeration when I say that at least 90% of them are like this

GinHiji

Out of all of my OTPs, I'd say GinHiji pretty much embodies my favourite type of OTPs. Gintoki is canonically a Sadist and in fact, is known to be a Do-S alongside Sougo. Contrasting him is the fearless yet tsundere Hijikata. Another reason why I like them is the manzai combi they have. Hijikata is forever exasperated by Gintoki and cant help but be the tsukkomi to Gintoki's boke 🤣

BakuDeku

These 2 have a very complicated relationship but thankfully have improved a lot especially in recent years. Bakugou can be quite sadistic but considering what's happened between them and him canonically wants to do better, I think it'll take awhile for Bakugou to let out that sadistic side of him around Deku

With Deku though, he doesnt mind and I think we all can agree that Deku is a disastrous combination of fearless and reckless 😅

6927

One of my 1st OTPs since high school. Now, I dont think i need to tell anyone who's ever read or watched KHR that Mukuro is hands down quite terrifying and considering his introduction, has a sadistic streak a mile wide

For Tsuna, yeah....while its true that he tend to be more afraid than not but as time went on, it became more apparent that he's grown to be couragous and fearless when it comes to his Famiglia

KamuShin

granted, this is more of a crackship since Kamui and Shinpachi barely interacted but I like how their personalities mesh together. Kamui is another canonically sadistic chara in Gintama, anyone who's ever seen him fight in the Yoshiwara or Silver Soul arc can attest to that. Not to mentioned all of the shenanigans and mayhem he likes to cause with a deranged grin

Shinpachi is noted to be fearless in his own right, capable of accomplishing feats that other normal humans would feel impossible to even try. cant forget that he's also the one who made Utsuro pause before the timeskip

plus, they're also a manzai combi! a Do-S Yato boke with a glasses tsukkomi XD

ParaEmu

initially, i like them as a switch couple but recent years make me lean more of them as a fixed pair with Parad as a top. starting out as a villain, Parad was noted to be quite sadistic especially when he possessed Emu. He's since mellowed out but since we dont see much of how the charas are post-canon, its hard to say if he retained his more sadistic nature. i tend to hc that he does but only lets it out when needed

if anyone knows Emu's not so pleasant childhood and how he's risen to overcome many obstacles in life, then i think we can agree that he's become one of the most fearless charas in Ex-Aid

DeathPuss

okay, this one is pretty much on the nose. sadistic grim reaper hunting down everyone's favourite fearless hero anyone?

WangXian

Wei Wuxian is one of the most fearless charas I've ever had the pleasure to know about. the way he holds onto his morals and convictions even as the whole world turned against him is nothing short of inspiring. born with a smile and a noble heart that's matched by his beloved husband Lan Wangji

while he's not sadistic in the usual sense, Lan Wangji in the novel is known to mercilessly tease his husband especially in :ehem: bed. not to mentioned that when he deems it necessary, this man never hesitates to swiftly cut people down with just a few words right at jugular too

DazuShi

a suicidal former Port Mafia who's known to torture people paired with his steadily fearless were-tiger. i love their dynamic

MiSawa

Miyuki Kazuya is canonically known as twisted by both allies and opponents alike even feared to the point of petrifying the target of his ire with just a glare.

Sawamura Eijun? the fearless sunshine boy who overcome odds that would and have retired many players from the game. the Yips arc was remarkable in showing Eijun's strength and determination

KaiShin

the trickster who can easily manipulate law enforcements and enemies alike. its more noted in the early chapters of the manga, but Kaito was more callous. while thats no longer the case, Kaito is still quite unhinged

Shinichi? well, with all the reckless stunts he's pulled over the past 20+ years, i think fearless is an understatement for this detective

LawLu

the recent addition to my OTP list. LawLu is the one that made me realise that I tend to favour sadistic tops when I was trying to articulate Law's preference in my HC

thats when I realised that Law has a sadistic streak in canon. while its not explored all that much since he's an ally of the Straw Hats, we see hints of it. combined with the fact that he's a nerd, big on plans and control, he's a terrifying force. this is the same guy who cut opened 100 pirate hearts and sent them to the Marines

Luffy? he's fearless as they come. overcoming many hardships and coming out stronger. who fights for freedom and nakama even if it means facing death. hell, its canon that he's not afraid to face death for what he believes in

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With that said, I love my OTPs 🤩😍

.....Also, should I be worried that I'm a little too fond of sadistic tops for my OTPs? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

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