#kimbyeongkwan

[onlynegativecharacter]

Strangle a bird in your hand

New fanart with my favorite person in k-pop

#kim byeongkwan #a.c.e kimbyeongkwan #a.c.e #choice #k-pop #krita illustration #fanartist #digitalart #aesthetic #art #digitalportraits #my art #fanart #illustration #artists on tumblr #artwork #artoftheday #kpop boys #k pop artiste #k pop music #digital painting #KIMBYEONGKWAN #birds #blood #horror #yellow #huiontablet

[daily-twice-content]

JYPETWICE: KIMBYEONGKWAN❤‍🔥 #JEONGYEON #JIHYO #TWINFLAME

#jihyo #jeongyeon #twice #240302 #v: instagram #v: twitter #e: official #era: with you #twicetagram

[2pm-got7-bigbang-desar-hikari217]

5TH MINI ALBUM [SIREN:DAWN] Higher

CONCEPT PHOTO VEILED:

KIMBYEONGKWAN, DONGHUN & CHAN

🎧 Release on

2021.06.23 6PM(KST)

2021.06.23 5AM(EDT)

2021.06.23 2AM(PDT)

#SIREN_DAWN #ACE #ACE_COMEBACK #ACE_HIGHER #HIGHER #KIMBYEONGKWAN #DONGHUN #CHAN #kpop #love #music #comeback #CHOICE #VEILED #photos

[ajego]

🎶Hell 이야 Hell 이야🎶

🎶Hell 이야 Hell 이야🎶

#ace #a.c.e7 #kimbyeongkwan #kim sehyoon #lee donghun #park junhee #kang yuchan

[byeongqueen]

How To Save A Life

TW: mentions of addictions, and implied suicide

I actually wrote this one a long time ago, it is entirely dramatic and sad, I’m sorry

                                                            -----

Byeongkwan loved Sehyoon, and Sehyoon loved Byeongkwan.

But lately, not everything had been flowers and butterflies between them. Byeongkwan had to spend a lot of time dancing, sometimes even practicing until the early morning. And well for Sehyoon, he mostly stayed at home, sometimes working on songs and lyrics, most of the time feeling alone and empty. He was happy that his lover could pursue his passion, but he sometimes wished they could be together more. The demons were crawling back inside, and he felt so fucking defenseless against them. When Byeongkwan came home from work, he would often find things broken, or out of places, and rarely a bump in the wall. The thing he always found though, was a passed out Sehyoon, either on the couch or in their shared bed, still in his clothes. He would have to wake him up and undress him.

Byeongkwan hated that situation. He felt so fucking helpless. Because Sehyoon’s behavior hadn't started because of Byeongkwan working late, but Byeongkwan started working late because of Sehyoon’s behavior. He knew it wasn’t the best decision, but every time he tried to talk to the composer, he would just completely shut down and ignore him. The dancer was completely lost. He knew about Sehyoon’s problems, and that would never make him love the boy less, but the latter didn’t think that way. He thought of himself as a freak. Most of the time, it was bearable, and controllable, but sometimes, there were episodes like that, where he just couldn’t do anything. He knew Byeongkwan was worried, and frankly, he was worried too.

Byeongkwan had tried to talk to Sehyoon for weeks now, only earning grunts or silence from the older boy. He was so heartbroken to see his lover like that, and even more heartbroken not to be able to take his pain away. If he could, he would rather be hurt than Sehyoon. When Byeongkwan came home that day, rather early, to be honest, he smelt something odd in the apartment they shared. It was odd, even though Byeongkwan knew the smell all too well.

“Sehyoon?” He called after him, still not believing it.

“ Babe, you’re so early!” Sehyoon said as he tried to hide the blunt he was just smoking.

“ Are you fucking for real!” The youngest exclaimed. “We got you off all those things so long ago and now you’re jut going back to it like that?”

“Step one you say we need to talk”

“ I can’t go on like this Sehyoon, please talk to me.” He pleaded. “I can’t bear to see you like this anymore.”

He motioned for the other boy to come and sit down on the couch, as he himself sat on the coffee table, so he was in front of him, close enough to have his hand on Sehyoon’s thigh, drawing little circles on it with his thumb.

“Some sort of window to your right,

as he goes left and you stay right

between the lines of fear and blame.”

“ We’re going to find a solution, I promise.”

“ What if I can’t get better” Sehyoon sighed. “And even if I could, what if I don’t want to get better?”

Thoughts started racing wildly in Byeongkwan’s mind, his heart breaking with the words of the man in front of him. He couldn’t picture life without his Sehyoon, and suddenly, he felt sick in his stomach. Was it his fault for ignoring the problem for too long, thinking it would pass as it usually does. He had to have done something wrong for the situation to go downhill like that.

“Let him know that you know best”

“ You can’t be serious, no, you can’t talk like that Sehyoon.” Byeongkwan was fighting as hard as he could to not let the tears flow down his face.

“ Why couldn’t I ?” Sehyoon sighed, he had never been that solemn before. “I’m lost Byeongkwan, I can’t go on anymore. I have lost to them.”

“ As he begins to raise is voice”

“It’s not true, you’ve never lost before, you’re a fighter Sehyoon.” Byeongkwan tried

“ How could you say that!” Sehyoon started to yell. “You don’t know what’s going on in my head, you’ll never know. You can’t cure me Byeongkwan, you can’t change that part of me, nobody can!”

He was screaming at Byeongkwan, and crying as well. The younger was frozen in place, never had Sehyoon even raised his voice at him before that day. And he didn’t even seem to feel sorry. Byeongkwan wasn’t mad of course, he was kind of prepared for that. He would forgive him. He always did.

“Drive until you lose the road,

or break with the ones you’ve followed.”

“You could, but you don’t want to try.” He himself wasn’t sure about that, he was trying to believe his own words as he was saying them.

“ You know nothing.” Sehyoon spat.

“ All I know is that everything depends on you.” Byeongkwan sad as calmly as possible. “You can either continue that way and get lost more and more, or try to fight back, and eventually get better, and I know you can do that.”

“Or he’ll say he’s just not the same”

“ Trust me Byeongkwan, if I could, it would be done by now.” He said in a dark chuckle. “I’ve been locked in this situation for months now, I can’ get back.” He looked at Byeongkwan, his usually sparkling eyes completely blank and dull. “I can’t do this, I can’t anymore. I’m not the Sehyoon you knew, this one has been eaten alive by his own fucking thoughts.”

Sehyoon left the room right after this sentence, to go outside, for a walk supposedly.

“Where did I go wrong I lost a friend”

That was the last time he saw his lover. And he would regret this night for ever. How could he have been so blind, and so insensitive. He knew Sehyoon was in pain, but he was so afraid. Afraid of what huh, now that his biggest fear has come true. His nightmare is now his daily reality. He had contemplated joining him in a better place, but couldn’t come around doing it. Guess there’s still things left to do around here for him. If only he had been there.

“I would have stayed up with you all night”

Sehyoon didn’t need to be alone, he needed his Byeongkwanie to be here with him. He needed someone. But he also couldn’t ask this favor to Byeongkwan, he couldn’t bear being a burden for him. That’s why he left that day, to never come back in Byeongkwan’s life, or anyone’s life for that matter.

It has now been 2 years since he’s gone, and every week, Byeongkwan comes to visit him.

“I should have been here you know.” He started crying. Today would have been their 5 year anniversary. “I love you so much you don’t even know. It hurts so much being without you, and I miss you so much. I hope you’re well now my little angel. I hope those voices and those demons are finally leaving you alone.” His voice cracked, just like it does every time. He just couldn’t care less. He’ll never love anyone as much. Sehyoon will only be his one and only lover.

“Had I known, how to save a life”

#angst #kpop #sad #sehyoon #kimsehyoon #wow #byeongkwan #kimbyeongkwan #a.c.e #fanfic #oneshot #scenario #kpopwritings

[toomanybiasesnotenoughtime]

A.C.E as boyfriends

Requested!

Donghun:

- jealous, but not in a mean way

- wants to make sure that people know you're taken

- definitely the type to wrap his arm around your shoulder when you're talking to someone he hasn't met yet

- would likely buy promise rings early in relationship

Sehyoon:

- you'd have to ask him out

- will write love songs about you but never let you hear them

- y'all have rival plushie collections (you battle with them like pokemon)

- loves skinship when others can't see it

Junhee:

- super clingy, but not overbearing

- loves skinship

- would shower you in compliments

- would sing you to sleep

- if you were sick he'd be there immediately with everything you could ever want (movies, soup, chocolate, etc.)

Byeongkwan:

- would ask you out with a pickup line and then be surprised it worked

- the most entertaining date ideas - like he would always know about one time special events or secret places

- would only let go of your hand to pet puppies (he's a softy)

- would continue throwing stupid pick up lines at you even after y'all have been dating for a while

Yuchan:

- would compliment you, and then be embarrassed

- competitive with everything you do ("race you to the door", "I can get the chores the done faster than you")

- would get you small gifts all the time

- philosophical convos at two am

- hugs. all the time

#ace reactions #ace scenarios #chan #kimbyeongkwan #wow #jun #donghun #yuchan #sehyoon #junhee #bk #kpop reactions #kpop scenarios #ace #a.c.e #a.c.e reactions #a.c.e scenarios

[smushijunhee]

nobody: Byeongkwan’s brain:🥰 💞 🤗💕

cr. @okaynus

#a.c.e #ace #junhee #byeongkwan #park junhee #kimbyeongkwan #mine #ace:mine #gifs:mine #he just wanted a hug..T_T

[kpoptons]

New item: #ACE - HJZM: #TheButterflyPhantasy 2.25" Pin-back Buttons 😍 👉 https://kpoptons.ecwid.com/A-C-E-HJZM-The-Butterfly-Phantasy-2-25-Pin-back-Buttons-p229221708 #JUN #DONGHUN #WOW #KIMBYEONGKWAN #CHAN #CHOICE #Butterfly #나비 #에이스 #호접지몽 #胡蝶之夢 #HJZM #도깨비 #Favorite_Boys #ACE_COMEBACK #KPOPTONS #KpopMerch #KpopPin #Button https://www.instagram.com/p/CELI6Hiqwia/?igshid=1e4g585j9n251

#ace #thebutterflyphantasy #jun #donghun #wow #kimbyeongkwan #chan #choice #butterfly #나비 #에이스 #호접지몽 #胡蝶之夢 #hjzm #도깨비 #favorite_boys #ace_comeback #kpoptons #kpopmerch #kpoppin #button

[saiprin]

#my art #ace_comeback #ace_undercover #kimbyeongkwan #under_cover #ace

[toewow]

happy birthday to the most hardworking and the cutest bunny!!! happy byeongkwan day - here’s to many more happy birthdays with you 💓

collabed with @yoocherrys for this piece ! they did the most adorable chibis💖💖

#a.c.e #ace #happybyeongkwanday #happykkwanday #happy birthday #김병관 #happy_birthday_to_kimbyeongkwan #kimbyeongkwan #byeongkwan #look at dannys cute art #look at them #LOOK #they did the piece 10838487% cuter #anyways happy birthday to my king the most beautiful boy in the world #i wish you happiness forever and ever #with choice a.c.e and in life in general💖

[simplyselicia]

Time to stan, check out A.C.E.!!!!

#a.c.e #a.c.e7 #ACE #에이스 #준 #동훈 #와우 #김병관 #찬 #JUN #DONGHUN #WOW #KIMBYEONGKWAN #CHAN #박준희 #이동훈 #김세윤 #강유찬 #선인장 #UNDERCOVER #뮤직비디오 #언더커버 #stan A.C.E #react to A.C.E. #A.C.E. kpop #react to undercover ACE #A.C.E. choice

[2pm-got7-bigbang-desar-hikari217]

5TH MINI ALBUM [SIREN:DAWN] Higher

CONCEPT PHOTO ECLIPSE:

ACE

🎧 Release on

2021.06.23 6PM(KST)

2021.06.23 5AM(EDT)

2021.06.23 2AM(PDT)

#ACE_COMEBACK #SIREN_DAWN #ACE_HIGHER #ACE #HIGHER #JUN #DONGHUN #WOW #KIMBYEONGKWAN #CHAN #CHOICE #kpop #love #music #comeback

[sunnyuto]

You’re welcome, choice tumblr

#a.c.e #under cover #comeback #jun #donghun #wow #kimbyeongkwan #chan #my video #lee donghun #park junhee #kim sehyoon #kim byeongkwan #kang yuchan #adventure calling emotions

[kpopheadersicons]

credit to @jlahns on twitter like if u use or save. thank you!

#byeongkwan #byeongkwan icons #kimbyeongkwan #kimbyeongkwan icons #kim byeongkwan #ace #ace icons #a.c.e #a.c.e icons #kpop #kpop icons #icons

[toomanybiasesnotenoughtime]

May I request a reaction for how ACE would be as boyfriends? Thank you🥺. Also I love your blog! I'm glad I came across it. We like a lot of the same groups. 🥰

Thanks for the request! You can find it here! It's been quite a while so I apologize for being rusty!

#a.c.e scenarios #a.c.e reactions #chan #kimbyeongkwan #wow #jun #donghun

[haekjjam]

[IG Update 171218] * * * @official_a.c.e7 #ace #ace7 #acejun #acedonghun #acewow #acebyeongkwan #acechan #parkjunhee #박준희 #leedonghun #이동훈 #kimsehyoon #김세윤 #kimbyeongkwan #김병관 #kangyuchan #강유찬 #에이스 #kpop #kpopboygroup #hallyu #stanace

#ace #ace7 #acejun #acedonghun #acewow #acebyeongkwan #acechan #parkjunhee #박준희 #leedonghun #이동훈 #kimsehyoon #김세윤 #kimbyeongkwan #김병관 #kangyuchan #강유찬 #에이스 #kpop #kpopboygroup #hallyu #stanace