#kinda love knowing which of my mutuals

[intramoon]

🌃🌟🌠

#intramoon #The Sims 4 #Sims 4 #TS4 #Sims 4 Edit #TS4 Edit #Are these edits?? #Okay but this is better right!! #I feel like this looks soooo much better than the other one #I posted #I am a sims gif account now ty ty #IDK why I am posting at the deadest time #kinda love knowing which of my mutuals #are up at this hour

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

Wait, fuck, hold on-

THEY CAN'T FUCKING BRING OUT AN ANTI-HERO ARTEMIS WHEN I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF STUDYING FOR FINALS!!

WHAT THE FUCK, DC?!? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FOCUS?!?

oh i am so excited holy shit. am i the only one getting slade vibes from her?? because im getting massive slade/rose wilson vibes from the single eye cover and im wondering if artemis is a plant, someone unconnected from slade who wouldn't be considered a threat, to go undercover and get close to the titans. this is also like, high-key a chance to make jade and artemis sisters and/or half-sisters in canon which would be neat. i know comics fans aren't huge on changes to the canon based on outside things but making them half sisters doesn't really change jades backstory, nor artemis'.

#i am beating back spitfire fans with a broom #you don't understand what you are asking for. this man canonically has children and is married to someone else #so you are only asking for heartbreak #also Artemis canonically has a kid with someone else #so. again. stop it. if it happens it will be SAD #which #... i mean honestly id be cool with it if it was like... a mutual breakup where they remain friends after #but i kinda want Artemis and Wally to get character development without romance involved so like #im team 'lets not do that pls' #oh holy fuck dc wait don't try to pair up roy and artemis. waid i love you i trust you pls no #this is the pain of being a fan of a female comics character lmao. immediately worried about a shoehorned romance #and don't get me wrong. i fucking LOVE YJs spitfire but this isn't that and it would be so different #and itd be real hard not to be different in a bad way #so #yeah #thats my thoughts #OH GOD FUCK IS ARTEMIS SUPPOSED TO BE FRAN?????? WALLY'S SUPERHERO/SUPERVILLAIN TEAMMATE GF THAT HE LEAVES THE TEAM FOR??? #TO GO TO COLLEGE TOGETHER?????? #Like. I know that Artemis took Frans place in YJ but is Artemis doing it AGAIN in CANON?? Waid no i LIKE Fran. #Shes magneto but cooler and she just wants to be normal and she was childhood bffs with Wally and she also murdered her family and grew up #with a cult mom. Fran is so central city coded. shes such a girl next door with skeletons in her closet #aughhh #dc #dc comics #kid flash #wally west #artemis crock #tigress #roy harper #speedy

[kyouka-supremacy]

Intensively thinking about sskk The Good Place au. That scene at the end of season 2 where someone is publicly shaming Eleanor, on a podium, in front of everyone, except it's Dazai and Akutagawa:

Dazai: Akutagawa and I have a lot in common. Here's how to tell us apart. One of us is a ruthless demon who's an expert at making other people suffer, and then the other one is me! [...]

Akutagawa: Not super funny for a roast, there, bud.

Dazai: Oh, sorry, you want a joke? Okay, you love Atsushi and Atsushi doesn't love you back. Boom! Now, that's funny, because it's very cruel and humiliating.

#I still think this au is very fitting. Idk I do believe sskk ultimately is too mutually helping each other become better people #Dazai's role is quite spot on too if you know what I mean!!! I don't want to make tgp spoilers because the show is very good but... Yeah #This is my subtle-not-so-subtle watch The Good Place propaganda btw #sskk #ryūnosuke akutagawa #osamu dazai #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd tgp au #bsd au #mine #q. #08/10/22 #Also I kinda want Akutagawa to stay a killer in this but still being played as sitcom. #Atsushi being a literature university professor and suddenly having to deal with someone who's murder is the first answer– #in a place where you can't murder. Chaos ensues. I want to see it so badly atcjitcbkbcstbcfjvddy #It's just... The being in open conflict and hostility and yet being forced to work together by the circumstances– #which causes them to involuntary fall in love... The soulmates that aren't soulmates that are soulmates... It's just all so sskk #Nerd! Atsushi 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[aria0fgold]

Listening to a song cover of Sirius' Heart I found through a twitter mutual-kinda and it is squeezing my own heart.

#aria rants #i can apply this to sifloop. after im done being affected by the emotions that the song gives. this is sifloop to me #also i say mutual-kinda cuz i-- i dont know if we're mutuals-- i think??? maybe??? theyre following me so i think so??? #its the jp mhyk artist that tagged me and i embarrassingly messed up my english to. they quote retweeted that song #and with the help of google translate. they said that the song is really beautiful so i decided to give it a listen too! #and it sure is so beautiful... morse code shouldnt be making me want to cry but it does... that zuuu tto. part is soooo... ough #also like that morse code part sounding like zutto at some parts like ououuoghghgh??????????? #had to nyoom to look for the english translation and morse code translates to i love you and it sounds like zutto #which is japanese for forever and like ouououghghggh?!?!?!?!!?!? you cant... you cant do this to me #listening to several covers and the og of the song now. i need to etch this into my brain and heart and soul

[transgender-catboy]

It's been on my mind a lot lately

#I'm losing my MIND #I'm not gonna get into it because it's late and i have things i need to do tomorrow #but just know #I'm thinking about blowing his back out. #which. might not be the greatest choice of words knowing he has back problems... #okay so I'm not *literally* gonna do that #just like. in essence #i will fuck him to the point of overstimulation tho #pretty boy is gonna be ... i am stopping myself now. #:3 #shit... that one mutual was kinda right #...guess i did kinda get into it too. damn #i uh. #I'm going to bed now #love ya! goodnight! 💖

[yeyayeya]

Hey hey im one of your fe mutuals. Whats TGCF? Is it a show? Game?

I’m going to go on a biased rant so apologies

TGCF (also know as Heaven Official’s Blessing/Tian Guan Ci Fu) is originally a Chinese BL novel! It has different adaptations, with an animation, audio drama, a manhua/manga, and a live action. The animation is having Season 2 released in October, and the audio drama is releasing episodes right now till the 29th (episode 5 just released today). The live action is still N/A, but the manhua/manga is still ongoing

The announcement of the release date of Season 2 and the comeback of the audio drama happened on Tuesday and it just made my week so much better. A good fucking week for TGCF fans

It’s recently been my current obsession, and I just absolutely fucking love it. The guy in my pfp is one of the side characters in the novel. Starting with any of the adaptations is fine, but of course the novel has more to it than the others. The first 6 books of the English localization are available to buy online.

The novel consists of the main couple being either really awkward teenagers and an old married couple at the same time. It also has a mix of horror sprinkled in it, and lets the side characters shine with their own arcs. The main couple is between a banished god of Heaven and one of the most powerful Ghost Kings, and just their whole love story is so beautiful. I want what they have so bad

Literally look at them

#yeyarants #my very unbiased opinion of it #lying #I included the main couple because duh they get more screen time and are really popular #if you want to ask about the side characters I can talk about them #mostly my opinions of them lol #idk which mutual this is but I kinda want to know who #you can just dm me and I can go on a rant #if you want me to of course #just don’t get into the side ships because none of them are canon #only the main couple #which is sad since there are 2 ships I like better than the main one #but I still love them regardless #want me to go more in depth? #I can #I just talked what it was in general since that’s what you asked #didn’t go in too much detail #my bad I made this really long #sorry for that #but hey if I get too annoying about it #you can just block the tag #it’s alright I won’t be mad #I’m going to be talking and posting about it so much on October #I really am sorry in advance #Yeya asks

[e77y]

Recently developed such a bad platonic/friendship crush (idk the word for it... I think there's a word??) on this one person I've barely spoken to 😭 Idk what is is... I just want to be their buddy... I want to do silly activities............ Send me memes and read my fanfics............................

#I cannot express how much I know literally nothing about them #and yet. I must be pals #>:3 !!! #I have SO many mutuals from the dndads fandom that I want to be friends with tbh #like I can count like at least 5 who I've semi-Tumblr stalked for a little while over the past year or so #just bc I think they are cool.... #like even before I started being active on Tumblr #or even FOLLOWING THEM on Tumblr #I would check their blogs #I'm sure this sounds insane I just really like making buddies. okay #but it's usually bc I think they're cool and I'm slightly intimidated by them #for this person.. idk they're just kinda easy to talk to! which is fun!!! #it's always hard for me to talk to people online 😭 I'm so much better at holding convos irl or at least over calls/voice memos #even out of my irls I only have a couple who are easy to text..... bc I overthink my messages before I send them lol #so it's always nice to find someone who is easy to talk to ^_^ #not that I have really talked to them much at all #anyway sorry for the vaguepost lol #at least it's positive! and hopefully not too weird. I promise I just think you are interesting and cool 😭😭 #okay I'm still procrastinating on schoolwork so I should probably go. byee #ellyposting #I will also say NOBODY HERE (about the main subject of this post) #/NBH !! #but I love you all dearly mwah

[shrekgogurt]

Carry On Countdown 2022: Day 19 - Heal

Well folks, I wrote a song for the “Heal” prompt @carryon-countdown from the perspective of a WS/mainly AWTWB Simon. I got some of the little words mixed up in the recording but my fingers hurt and I didn’t want to redo it, but under the break are the intended lyrics!

“Chamber by Chamber”

I thought running made me brave stealing keys from musty caves and took more than I gave with all that's left of me staring at a screen

too selfish for me to stay always getting in the way I know what people say I'm not what I used to be or ever have been

but chamber by chamber I would open a vein darling you know I could handle some pain

just let me keep you

so I lived to enjoy the view is this what people do? try their best to push on through every urge to run and hide? then buy a bedside light?

when chamber by chamber I would open a vein darling you know I could handle some pain can't stand when you're gentle or beg for a thing bite down, surrender, tuck you under my wing

just let me keep you let me keep you

what did I keep? what did I keep? what did I keep? what did I keep? what did I keep? what did I keep?

chamber by chamber I would open a vein darling you know I could handle some pain can't stand when you're gentle or beg for a thing bite down, surrender, tuck you under my wing

just let me keep you (what did I keep?) let me keep you (what did I keep?) I’ll keep trying and breathing and trying (let me keep you) (what did I keep?) I’ll keep trying and breathing and trying (let me keep you) (what did I keep?) I’ll keep trying and breathing and trying

#shrek soundtrack #on my phoebe bridgers bullshit #nervous because im genuinely kinda shit at guitar #in an open tuning to honor baz and i's mutual love of joni mitchell #and not just because i literally can't play chords in a normal tuning #also i know baz would eat up phoebe bridgers sad girl music #carry on countdown 2022 #day 19: heal #alternative title is bedside light #i cannot decide which title i like best help

[ivyloveheart]

Yeah idk I guess I’m just gonna go back to just reblogging things idk. Not really too in the UTMV fandom anymore and I still can’t get many interactions.

#I still love Error and Fresh don’t get me wrong but like. that’s really all I care about now + I’m focused on other fandoms now #like Sparklecare and Pizza Tower #I tried the best I could here to get interactions #but people barely reblogged my art or sent asks/practiced reblog karma or anything #and not only that is kinda demotivating but the fact that the interactions basically came to a screeching halt bc one mutual had to leave #like. it was nice when I got interactions. but I’m kinda disappointed to see how they suddenly stopped because one person left it’s like. ok #and I don’t really know how or even if I can even bring them back. because I try to go out of my way to send asks n stuff #but like. I’ve rarely gotten it reciprocated #and it’s not always easy for me to answer asks because I’m slow at drawing #it’s also pretty disheartening to see how many meaningful interactions I’ve already gotten on Twitter when I haven’t even posted any of my a #art to Twitter yet but here I’ve been posting so much art and stuff and sending asks and everything but barely get anything. #in return. #like it’s just frustrating #why even bother with this anymore #like I’ll probably still occasionally post some of what I draw here but I think I might just switch to being mostly active on Twitter. which #is sad because I know how bad that place can get and I never wanted to move there in the first place #but art gets better traction and interactions there and people actually commission artists there #Ivy can speak

[saviorkink]

x

#so its been 3 months exactly since me & my ex like... said farewell #very dramatically #i just found out he blocked me on tiktok. 2 months ago i would've been devastated but now i just feel kinda bummed out #like is this really how 4 years of best friendship & 1 year of dating fuckery ends? damn lol it wasn't even all that #but mostly i just think its extremely pathetic & childish and LOSERRRR BEHAVIORRRR . for a 100k tiktok acc #to block a 150 follower account that doesnt even follow him + doesnt interact #like ok you said you weren't in love with me?? yet you feel the need to block me 3 months after the fact #im minding my business unless he breaks first (which has been the case a few times) #its still hard to get over him but he's making it easier every day! #just yesterday i was on the train On my way! to a concert & i remembered the afternoon before my harry concert in june last night #the mutual interest if you will had been re-established like a week prior & i texted him if he wanted to hang out and he said yes (ofc) #and the tension.......... GOD I MISS THATHSFDJKFS #walking around decathlon flirting oh it was SO STUPIDDD. THE GIGGLES. personally i've never really experienced that on that level before bc #like it's the best friends to lovers thing its the fact that we both felt the energy shift very clearly and were leaning into it #but not actually doing anything about it yet #just making stupid jokes flirting giggling but acting like actually nothing is going on #when i damn well know that if any of my friends saw us that afternoon they would've side eyed us SOOOOO HAARDDDDD #not to wax poetic over the guy who fucked me over so many times but. the electric energy ..... #i'm probably not going to feel That ever again #whatever! whatever #txt

[wvrlock]

ooc

#i keep thinking of my heckna campaign (it's always on my mind and has been for over two years yeah) #but ummmm yeah my players can never find a day to play #i love that campaign i love playing it with them but it's a bit exhausting being the only person trying #there's one of my players who joined recently and was a spectator until very recently who's responsible #but aside from that im the one chasing after them always #and im... well #im attached to them as players and do have fun witb them but truth be told I don't really consider them friends anymore #they did some questionable things to a mutual friend #and i told them i wanted to talk about it because it upset me but that wouldnt change our relationship #because they had done nothing to me personally #but we never got to talk. in fact we havent seen each other in person for almost a year #when they know im unemployed and frankly free on most days #they never text me first either and we only talk about rp-related stuff #which doesn't really hurt anymore? they aren't my friends but they're my players and im okay with thar #but now... yeah they're kinda elusive as players as well #i know if i go and tell them i want to drop our campaigns i will lose them for good. there is nothing between us anymore #that does sadden me a little because they aren't bad people and i have loved them so so much #but... yeah they didn't make any efforts as friends and now they don't do it as players either #i think i could be able to put together a new table to be honest #because i do want to run heckna. it is a campaign that means so so so much to me #and... well i can live without dragon heist i suppose? i was really invested in my player's dynamics #and relationships with npcs #and i was SO excited to see it develop... but i don't think that's gonna happen in... idk years? #im just... thinking. #i could be my 'game day' to. you know. actually play something #ooc #negativity cw

[quarterprioritymidnight]

yeah I mean he probably isn’t bothered and does expect it but it’s kinda annoying that it’s expected in the first place I guess. I know that’s the celebrity way but honestly the way some people act around famous people sometimes is so weird to me (just speaking in general, not calling those girls out or anything it seemed pretty chill and nbd but yeah)

yeah I get what you mean. I mean I'm gonna be honest I can't imagine dan from bastille gets stopped a ton lol.

idk I have loads of opinions about fan/celeb interactions and I think the main issue is when people genuinely feeling like a celeb is their friend or that they're kind of in on fandom jokes etc. like its always gonna be a weird dynamic when person a thinks they know person b really well and to them person a is a literal stranger, but i think as long as people respect boundaries and are brief and polite then it is what it is ig

#ask #anon #obviously im not famous lol but ive had people randomly take pictures of me without asking when im travelling to and from cons in cosplay #and that is very annoying #so i truly dont understand how anyone in the public eye isnt just paranoid 24/7 lol #some people really like it like tessa violet posted the other day like i absolutely love it when people stop me #and maisie peters often posts fans she bumps into on her stories and stuff so idk #there was a really awkward moment at a con i went to and someone asked anthony mackie a shipping question abt chris evans and sebastian sta #and i that was suppppper awkward bc thats kinda prevalent in fandom circles but is insane to bring up to someone who actually knows them #which is a weird thing in itself but yeah theres a lot to unpack around the whole topic #dont make me start drama with my bas insta mutual anon pls 😭

[lhrry]

i've got so much respect for what coldplay do

#watching their shows (I watched the music of the spheres live for reference) always reminds me this is what I want to do and am meant to do #and why im working in entertainment #in a way that is very similar to harry's shows I actually think Chris Martin and Harry are very similar performers in some aspects and mum #said so today as well after the screening so that's fun #anyway one day you're watching the msfar video and it's valid and it's true and it's something that needs to be addressed and the other day #you're watching something like that happen so many people being so connected and feeling so alive #and being so filled with love thanks to music and all that Coldplay do and it's not mutually exclusive and never will be #id bet often that's what makes it worth it for people like harry apart from the fact that he loves music so much but that he really is #giving so much to people and sees so much energy and excitement and love and emotions like that's always been what I personally wanted to #do #to be able to make so many people feel so much and feel so passionate about sth and so alive #ANYWAY I DIGRESS #so I grew up with and around Coldplay in the sense that my brother listened to them when they were kinda small and alternative so so much #and I never really came to grasp just how huge they got and yes I know they are the biggest band of the century Alkdjlk but that's the #absolute magic of it #I've got so much respect for how diverse their sound is and the different directions they've branched out into which makes them kind of #universal rather than alienating for certain groups of fans #they do keep everybody happy staying true to their roots and growing and they're feel so /normal/ but larger than life and #there's hardly anyone in this age who's shows will be /this/ healing and huge and life-changing as theirs are and the way they carry it is #unbelievable and Chris Martin in particular is an absolute genius like the energy he has and the humanity he displays is unmatched #they manage to connect so so many people in so many moments and their music branching out does that and so does the way their shows are #built and yet they're not afraid to be political which is so so important which such a huge platform and instead of taking it as a divide #they're using it to connect people like they used such a huge show to perform an iranian song #also people of the pride made me lose it as always Chris Martin ages like fine wine (damn) and I could've done without the puppets #and fix you is one of the greatest songs ever written rant over #wow so many typos excuse autocorrect at the who's instead of whose etc

[dethbug]

does your mood ever just get completely ruined remembering every embarrassing thing youve ever said

#the amount of times ive made shit attempts at fitting in at work through the mutual teasing everyone does but like #going in way too hard and making everyone uncomfortable #i love when i do that #or when i say something really fucking stupid that makes me laugh but everyone just kinda looks around in silence #also another favorite of mine 💔 FUCK MAN #i know people joke abt being awkward and stuff but THIS AINT QUIRKY #THIS IS EMBARRASSING . AND JUST PLAIN AWFUL #like one time i was messing around and my boss was making jokes abt how hes my favorite or something #and said something abt getting a hug from me (not as creepy as im describing #i really just dont remember specifics) #and i deadass said 'i have never wanted to hug you a day in my life' AND EVERYONE WENT 😶 and i walked away BFJFJG #MF LITERALLY FOLLOWED ME INTO THE BREAK ROOM TO BE LIKE 'hey we're cool right' #LIKE BRO I DIDNT EVEN PICK UP ON HOW AWKWARD IT MADE EVERYONE FEEL UNTIL AFTER I WAS LIKE...YEAH DUDE I WAS TOTALLY JUST KIDDING.... #*painful realization of how unfunny it was to say that* #WHICH HONESTLY. unfair bc i can name a coworker specifically thats mean as shit on purpose as a joke and has made fun of me multiple times #LIKE HE SAYS HARSHER SHIT AND ITS LANDED IDK HOW THE FUCKER DOES IT 💔 #maybe i should just not try and joke like that #its just so bad idk how to relate to people or. be natural and just hang out #how tf do people just DO THAT. #anyway sorry for the huge rant i just needed to get it out of my system bc holy fuck man 😭 ITS SO BADDD #bug.txt

[mrfoox]

Kinda wish my family was ya know... More tight-knit

#miranda talking shit #Traditions? A sense of belonging? A comfortable feeling when togheter ? Never heard of them lmao #Genuinely the one thing that is keeping our family 'togheter' is my mom. She has the bes relationship with everyone. After that i guess my #Oldest brother... I think im the most problematic one bc i dont attempt to keep in touch with anyone else bc i dont feel that want or need #I talk with my oldest brother a little on discord but otherwise nah #Hearing others talk about traditions and things they do together as a family sounds so sweet and im like ... I wish i could relate #Our family has always just been weird. Might be the big age difference between kids. 13 yrs between oldest and 6 between youngest #Theb add in dads bonding problem which he have passed ob to everyone its just awkward man. Maybe im the only one who thinks that way #I just know the older i get... The worse i feel about seeing my family lmao. Maybe its mainly a dad problem. I wonder how it would be if he #Wasnt there if iy would be easier. Only thing i kinda enjoy with xmas is probably the tree. But... I decorated and fixed it with mom always #So once again its something i have bc of her. Id love to clebrate a real Christmas with someone i love some day #Just us. Or maybe us and some mutual friends. I want to see how different it would feel . Maybe id actually enjoy the holidays then #I just feel so indiffrent about it. It feels like an normal day it really is for me. Im home alone with my cats and im going to play games #Xmas is about love but since i dont love 90% of the people ive spent xmas with in the past im just like... Well uh dont...care unfortunatel

[yourbleedingh3art]

The things we fight about r so petty you’re still my emergency contact I’m js If you think of me as an enemy that’s a mistake Bc if it came down to it I would drop everything for u

#I don’t know if it’s a mistake to be friends w my ex Bc Everytime we even try talking it very quickly becomes something we both regret #only Bc it’s so goddamn emotional #our relationship is very emotionally taxing #but that’s literally cuz we have hella feelings towards each other we just carry around and don’t speak about #I’m honestly confused about the terms we are on #i was not confused when he was blocked which is why I achieved so much peace in that period where we weren’t speaking and I figured #the situation was on pause for a good couple of years and I could do some independent growing and let my future expand into a world beyond #my love for my ex and whatever our feelings towards each other have become #at the end of the day I think both of us would come thru for each other #like at the end of the day that’s my ex but that’s MY ex like yea #it’s like no matter what I have this protective kinda energy towards him cuz there’s always gonna be memories and impact there #but when he came bsck jn my life it really twisted my head around and I undid my symbolic blocking of his number and social media #now his number and socials are unblocked and we are even insta mutuals #thing is we don’t talk #even at the bus stop when we have to wait for the bus together for 15 minutes #if we don’t talk whh am I following u on Instagram #it just seems fake and showy to me #Essentislly all this beef is petty to me #Bc I think at the end of the day we both love each other #It doesn’t mean we are gonna be together #it just means love doesn’t go away #blog post