#maybe im just paranoid

[thecutepoison]

Guys, I'm kinda freaking out... we learned last episode that in the abscence of the previously estipulated successors, the position of principal of aguefort would fall upon the student's council president, right?

I'm going to state the obvious for a second. It's a given that Kipperlily is trying to win the election for more reasons than a personal achievement. She was 100% aware of the gap in the rules, which would mean Aguerfort's joke would be interpreted as the only manifestation of his will. This is the girl who said she's busy studying the student government and takes active joy in finding loopholes in the rules (like acing the year bc the rogue teacher found her).

But what is her angle here? It's a powerful position for sure, but the Rat Grinder's must be after something specific. So I started asking myself what specifically would help them in the plan of raising this Forgotten God from the dead. Aguefort's office must have dangerous items aplenty given the incident with the crown and his general personality. Do they want access to that?

Then it dawned on me.

Lydia Barkrock's body is under the fucking school.

For those who don't remember, in sophomore year it was revealed that Arthur Aguefort cloned Lydia while she was sleeping and placed her soul into a new body, hiding her original one in the depths beneath the school. Crazy ass move bc he did that without warning her, but that's what prevented Kalina from permanently killing Lydia in season 2 - upon the clone's death, she gained consciousness in her original body.

It's only fair to assume that Aguefort made this precaution again after sophomore year for the same reason: Lydia's death would entail Bakur's escape. And if Kipperlily is elected and becomes the principal... it's very likely she would have access to Lydia's original body since it's on school ground. Her vulnerable, unconscious body, the only thing preventing the fiend from escaping.

That's really bad, guys. Bakur knows how to do the divine ressurection ritual, he only failed because he picked the wrong place. But the Rat Grinders do know a place that would work!! Kipperlily specifically asked Jawbone about Yes! and he did tell her that this god was created by Kristen when she died in Prom and went to corn heaven. So, a god was born in corn heaven - that's why the Rat Grinders personally requested Buddy Dawn, a cleric of Helio. Maybe by using him, they can pass through the pearly gates to perform the ritual. After all, Arthur Aguefort did the same thing using Kristen.

Basically, if Lydia dies, all pieces fall in place for them. Together with Bakur, they have all the info necessary to pull this God from the Astral Plane back to existence. They would just have to kill her unconscious body and slay the clone holding her soul. What they lack right now is the access, which solved by gaining the position of principal.

PS: Also, there's a rat society under the school?? Perhaps it's close to where Lydia's body is localized?? Idk Brennan is insane

#maybe im just paranoid #i hope so #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fh #d20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy theory #kipperlilly copperkettle #lydia barkrock #rat grinders

[mihai-florescu]

Ok i checked with my roommate and we both are getting sk8 episode 6 vibes of right before everything becomes painful. So now im more scared for the rest of the event...

#MAYBE IM JUST PARANOID #pattern recognition and all

[vntildeath]

not to sound like a buzzkill but i wouldnt be caught dead wearing a red bracelet to signal i have an 3d to others in public

#prsnl #you know how the internet shows trends to people #imagine someone w/o an ed calls u out bc they happened to see a red bracelet post #maybe im just paranoid

[iamterribleatusernames]

sometimes i freak out and wonder if a random acquaintance i know who i don’t know that well in person but is online and who doesn’t know i have a tumblr has seen any of my posts

#yes i know i have a small account let me DREAM damn it #maybe im just paranoid #anxiety #paranoia #scary #terrifying thought #reality #tumblr #fyp #tumblr fyp #viral #foryoupage #fypage #realistic #unrealistic #small account #small accomplishments #id be so embarrassed though honestly #good thing i’m NOT #cough cough #cough #anxious thoughts #anxious #im sorry pls don’t look through my tags

[sapphic-loser16]

Me: *vibing*

My stupid meatball of consciousness (aka my brain): *lol LU might update soon, have fun spiraling*

#THANK YOU FOR NOTHING YOU USELESS MEATBALL #im honestly dreading the next update #i don’t know if I can take another one in the same vein as the four situation #i swear to god if it happens again I will seriously consider leaving Lu #idk man #maybe im just paranoid #linked universe #linkeduniverse #sapphierambles

[poemsandwritings]

"It feels like the end.

Is my mind hurting me or is it the reality?

What do I do?

How could I be better?

How can I be enough?

How long has this been coming?

Is it coming?

Is the end coming?"

#manic depression #not enough #am i enough #writing #ramblings #the end #maybe im just paranoid #is this the end #my mind is spiraling #spiral

[ask-me-about-therapy]

A Practical Journal for Those Coping With PPD

#ppd #Paranoid #paranoia #paranoid thoughts #paranoid schizophrenic #paranoid delusions #paranoid personality disorder #actually paranoid #maybe im just paranoid #tw ppd

[yusrasyang]

how do i know all of y'all aint just lying on here🤨

you're a 24 year old med student who writes, but are you really??

#maybe im just paranoid #yeah um dont mind me #talks #ʚ♡ɞ ⋆⁺₊⋆ ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕤 ⋆⁺₊⋆ ʚ♡ɞ

[7000spidersinatrenchcoat]

I have no libido or even romantic inclinations of any kind on these meds I'm on (which is part of the reason I feel so milquetoast) but that doesn't stop me from day dreaming about the day when I'll finally meet someone who's good for me and who loves me and all I can do is hope that I'm enough for them but that's fully on me. I just hope I can be with them in a healthy way and I hope I make their life better. not now though. I have too much to deal with but it's hard to feel like that's the reason

#i feel like i dont get much attention of that sort anymore anyway #any time ive recently expressed interest in someone its just kind of been met with an oh. ew lol #thanks but no thanks type beat #idk #maybe im just paranoid #¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #i rarely vent im sorry i just have no one to talk to

[m1shapanda]

Is anyone else worried that they don't rlly form many close relationships or is it just me

#maybe im just paranoid #misha.rambles

[glitterjellyfishsstuff]

Today I realized that I have spent my whole life making sure that everyone around me feels comfortable and special only to realize that I never feel that way in all the time, no one has spent one second doing that for me.

And I realized the way in which I am just the journey and not the destination for everyone I meet, the way to get to the people they want to be. The way that no one stays, the way that everyone is so happy that they don't even realize I'm not there...

#maybe im just paranoid #maybe im the problem #maybe i'm just overthinking

[too-traumatized1948]

The paranoia is so bad. I’m so tired of my heart racing in fear whenever I see a vehicle similar to my biological fathers. I’m so tired of not being able to post much on social media unless I’m anonymous for fear of him stalking me. I’m so tired of the panic attacks when I think I see him. I’m so tired.

When will it end???

#this is depressing #maybe im just paranoid #diagnosed #complex ptsd #ptsdwarrior #asault #anxienty

[otra-dimension]

lol heard some faint whistling near the house

#‘it’s just someone walking by’ I’m 100% sure when I say that my block is dead quiet at night #it wasn’t even a full tune it was just a flat note that would stop and go #maybe im just paranoid #borg babbling

[wabunguss]

Hi there user wabunguss can you please please PLEASE Draw dirkcro im like on my knees

MAKE THEM KISS.. if you want to ofcourse haha

-sincerely #1 wabunguss fan EVER

okay i got you

i totally drewv this today and these pieces havwe totally not just been sitting in my camera roll because vwhat normal sane person vwould ship their twvo favwourite comfort characters together thats just obscene

heres them kissing too but i drewv this for ironic purposes something to be used in a ironic format and its not a genuine piece i swvear guys i fucking swvear IM OKAY IM SANE NO DONT CONDEMN ME TO THE INFIRMARY NO NOOO

and i cant evwen drawv kissing so vwhy vwould i evwen drawv them kissing unironically everybody knowvs i i dont DO THAT I DONT. I DONT I SWVEAR ON IT.

#homestuck #cronus ampora #homestuck cronus #dirk homestuck #dirk strider #dirkcro #dirk x cronus #im okay i swear #IM NOT OKAY I JUST LIED TO YOU ALL BECAUSE IM AN EVIL DECEITFUL TRICKSTER #IM NOT NORMAL #my otp but dont tell anyone #because im shy and scared and paranoid and im being gangstalked by the cia #IM NOT PARANOID IM JUST RIGHT #i love you dirk strider my number one #cringeposting because i fear no man only god #but i dont believe in god so i fear nothing #except maybe people so THATS RIGHT I JUST FUCKING LIED AGAIN. GET DESTROYED.

[mishapen-dear]

i've mentioned here and there that i made a relationships/dynamic spreadsheet. i have finally put it to use. look on my Works, ye mighty, and despair.

-extra note: i am not omniscient and i cannot watch every stream. i may have missed a sibling declaration or two.

-extra extra note: i currently speak only english and used google translate for the rest. if theres a translation error I'd love to know- i wont be able to go back and fix these, but im always so curious about how accurate google translate can be

extra extra note pt 2: do. do other languages use guardian as in "legal guardian" as in "not a family member but still Primary Caregiver of child" because i am suddenly aware those translations might not be correct. on the other hand tho if google translate decided that the parents are guarding warriors of the eggs im not going to argue

#qsmp #i should have added a ??? line for fit and philza tbh #look at just how beloved forever is <3 #his dynamics have dynamics #he and richarlyson are also part of The Issue when compiling a fucking. whatever the hell this si #maybe a chart not a graph it is currently 4 am and im gonna schedule this #anyway i did legitimately consider making one of those classic family tree charts and just sticking richas in the centre so he wouldnt caus #too many lines to overlap but i think this worked out fine #absolutely delighted i thought of the columns it saved my ass #this server is Three Months Old #look at them founding those families #philever stans i see you and im sorry #if i included a heartbreak line then this would have been completely incomprehensible #fun fact to translate the silly 'king what are you doing' i made google translate #'chad what are you doing' instead so there would still be the grammar of a proper noun #but i wouldnt trick it into thinking king is an honourary title #i might not know the grammar of any non-english language but Oh Boy i know there are Traps #or maybe english's traps have just made me paranoid #either way #also. richas was added to bad's family art wall and bad baghs and forever have called each other family enough that #i made the executive decision to just adopt richarlyson out to the other two #richas called bad basically his mom tonight i can do what i want #and baghera gets to be part of that line because. honestly i wasnt thinking about him being Extra Canon Nephew #and i refuse to change it for reasons above re: it is 4 am; they are family #tho the thought of bad having three children separately attributed to him is hilarious.... maybe if i ever remake this ill do that #also note: i do know that foolish and bad had a kid called jimmy However i do not know what a jimmy is #so #scheduled post

[enden-k]

when the stranger i let into my world just now joked abt stealing my haitham when they asked me to showcase his dmg on a boss

#was v proud and all tehhehe inside until i internally went 🗿 when i asked myself if they mean it srs/lit LMAO #me on one side: haha theyre just joking bc hes so strong- #me on the other side: oh i just remember to change my passwords again huh ! totally not bc im paranoid or smth - #NO MATTER IF THEY MEANT LITERALLY OR NOT thats my haitham he stays right there or else ill have to tie him up fr #babbles #tbd #i am no longer sweating in fear #maybe