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millenialfanfictionaddiction · 1 year

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Bakugo with a Shy and Quiet

Girlfriend

Katsuki Bakugo x shy Fem! Reader (she/her pronouns)

Warnings: ridiculously long and for no reason, fluff, Bakugo swearing, protective, possessive Bakugo, Mineta being a perv, reader being a badass, reader gets beat up

AN: Starting off 2023 strong 💅This is an Anon request! I just want to say, I am not a shy person so this is me trying my best to write a shy reader 😅 I know Baku-bro is a fav so I hope I did him justice 😌

You’d always wanted to be a hero, ever since you can remember

Maybe it was the uniforms, maybe it was the fact that they saved people, whatever the reason you always adored heros

So when you were accepted to the prestigious U.A. High you were so excited

Your quirk was quite useful when it came to hero work

You see, you were able to see thought solid items, useful for everything from finding lost pets to locating victims during natural events

You had a lot of control over your quirk, being able to turn it on and off at will

You also were extremely athletic, with exceptional fighting skills

However one thing you struggled with was your extreme shyness

It wasn’t that you never talked but you just never felt comfortable speaking up

You often kept to yourself, too shy to initiate conversations with others

So when you were placed in class 1-A, you were a bit nervous

Everyone seemed so outgoing and confident and you just didn’t seem to fit it

“Hi there!! You must be Yn!” A voice sounded as you jumped as a pink haired girl stood in front of you

You blushed, smiling a little and nodded

“Wow you are so cute!! My names Mina, it’s so great to meet you!” She said extending her hand for a greeting

“Mina calm down! You’re going to scare her!” A voice boomed as you again jumped

“Boy you sure are a jumpy one,” Mina giggled as a tall redhead came besides her

“Hi there, I’m Kirishima! It’s super nice to meet you!” He said as you smiled again

“Dang what’s everyone doing over here?” A yellow haired boy said, continuing the circle of people now surrounding your desk

“We are just talking to Yn!” Mina cheered as the yellow haired boy smiled at you

“I’m Denki Kaminari, it’s super nice to meet you!” He said as you smiled again, eyes looking down at your desk

“OI SHITTYHAIR!” a voice boomed from behind the wall of people as you squeaked in surprises

A blonde haired boy came besides Kirishima as you stared at him, his eyes narrowed on the group in front of you

He was a little taller than you, hair spiked up all over the place, and he was super cute

“Bakugo chill out what’s wrong now?” Kirishima asked, smiling at Bakugo

“Why is everyone standing around my desk?! Go sit in your own!” Bakugo growled

“We aren’t around your desk explosion boy, we are talking to Yn!” Denki added as Bakugos head snapped to you

You 👉🏻😐😳

Bakugo studied you, eyes narrowed on your face

You avoided his penetrative stare, eyes averting every which way

“Whatever, go to your own desks!” Bakugo said, sitting down next to you as you stiffened and sat quietly

During class, you’d occasionally glance at the stoic blonde

His profile was perfect, everything from his hair to his chin was incredible

At one point, you turned to steal a quick glance and we’re met with a pair of red eyes glaring back at you

“Is there something wrong?” Bakugo said as your eyes widened and you viciously shook your head, turning back to your work and hiding your face

You were so embrasshed that he had caught you looking at him that you literally wanted to cry 😩

However Bakugo thought it was rather amusing

A small smirk grew on his face when he saw how red your face turned

He thought you were rather cute, with how shy you were

You were really one of the only people he could actually stand being around, your presence light and calming to him

At first, he didn’t think of you as much more than a classmate

That was until he first heard you speak

“Alright YN, let’s talk about your quirk today. Why don’t you share with everyone your speciality,” Aizawa asked as you gulped

Everyone turned to look at you as you quietly stood up, playing with your fingers as you spoke

“Umm well, I can see through objects and ummm well it can be very useful for ummm locating victims in things like earthquakes or collapsed buildings,” you say shyly as everyone watches you

“Thank you YN, you can sit down now,” Aizawa added as you quickly sat down, flustered by having to speak in public

After class, you stood up, ready to leave when an agitating, grating voice hit your ears

“Well hello there gorgeous,” Mineta spoke as you quickly turned, avoiding his gaze, “I was just wondering if you could use your X-ray vision to see though things other than buildings?”

You looked at him, confused 🫤

“Umm yeah, I can see thought pretty much anything if I want,” you said as Mineta smirked

“Does that include clothing?” He grinned as you froze

Honestly, why out of my way Yn, I’ll punch him on your behalf 👊🏻

“Umm well- umm no I don’t-”

“HEY FREAK!” a voice growled from behind you as you jumped a little, the atmosphere changing as you felt someone come behind you

You turned to see Bakugo standing behind you, his body stiff and his eyes narrowed on the little jerk in front of you

“What the hell do you think your doing? Leave her alone before I blow your ass clear into outer space!” He said as you watched the blood drain from Mineta’s face

“I was just talking with her, she has a very interesting quirk,” Mineta said

Meanwhile, the entire peanut gallery is watching your interaction like 👉🏻👀🍵🍿

“You were just being a perv and you messed with the wrong girl! Now back off!” Bakugo snarled as Mineta slowly backed away

“Umm thanks Bakugo,” you manage to squek out quietly as he walks away

“Whatever,” he says walking past you and out the door

You sigh, following him out the door as the peanut gallery reflects on the situation

“Have you ever seen Bakugo act like that?” Kirishima probes

“Never!” Denki adds as Mina nods

“Do you think-” she adds as the other two smile back at her

Oh they DEFINITELY think 😏

Back at the dorms, you begin making yourself a cup of tea when Midoriya and Todoroki greet you

“Hey Yn!” Midoriya says as you smile back, stirring your tea

“Hey,” you say shyly as the two stand close

“We were wondering if you could help us study for the test coming up? We know you are pretty smart in the subject and we are having a bit of a rough time,” Midoriya asks

“Oh umm- I mean I’m not really that smart but I can’t try,” you say, smiling back at them

Meanwhile 👀 a certain boy is watching from a distance

A totally not jealous blonde haired boom boom boy

He’a definitely not jealous tho, let’s make that clear

He’s just clenching his fists while those damn nerds talk to you, getting WAY too close to you

But he’s not doing it out of jealousy oh no way 🙃

He watches as you talk with the two, icy hot getting a little too close for his comfort

The final straw happens when you accidentally back up, bumping into the side of the ledge

And of course, that damn icy hot is there to steady you

He stomps up to you, staring straight at you

“Oh hi Kacchan!” Midoriya says as Bakugo storms up

“What the hell are you two bothering her for?” Bakugo growls as Todoroki and Midoriya study him

“We were just asking Yn to help us study, it’s not big deal,” Todoroki added as you watched their interaction

“Yeah well don’t!” Bakugo spat, his volume now attracting the attention of many of the students

The entire class 1-A is all about this drama

“Uhh Kaachan,” Midoriya starts to say before Todoroki interrupts

“YN said she would help us so we are going to study now. Come on Yn!” He says, grabbing your hand and tugging you towards the study areas

Oop 😶

“I’m coming with!” Bakugo adds as Midoriya just stands there

“Kaachan you just told me earlier you wouldn’t help me study,” he added as Bakugo stomped after you and Todoroki

“Shut up you damn nerd!” He shouted

The entire study session was a bit awkward to say the least

Bakugo sat on one side of you while Todoroki sat on the other, just glaring at each other the entire time

Both you and Midoriya were hella uncomfortable as you tried your best to help the boys

“YN thanks so much for helping us! We really appreciate it,” Midoriya said as you smiled and nodded

“You nerds still don’t get this stuff,” Bakugo scoffed as Todoroki glared

“Well we would if you’d let Yn have an inch of space to explain anything!” He gritted out and Bakugo snarled back

“Ok well this was fun,” Midoriya interrupted :D, “but I think we should get going!”

He grabbed Todoroki and began to tug him out the door

“Thanks again YN, we really appreciate it!” He shouted as he pushed the other boy along with him

Bakugo glared as the boys left, sitting next to you as you stared down at your notes

“Come on, let’s go get something to eat,” Bakugo said, grabbing your notebook, book and holding onto your hand

Your eyes widened at his sudden forcefulness

He paraded you thought the corridors, glaring at anyone who DARE say anything to him or you

“Well dang, he really does like her,” Kirishima said as Denki and Mina nodded, watching probably the oddest couple they have ever seen walk though the halls

After that day, Bakugo always stood close to you, seeking you out whenever he could

He barely spoke to you, a wordless nod here and there as he waited for you to pack up

Your relationship with Bakugo was rather an odd one

You found comfort in sitting next to him, studying or watching TV

Eventually he would open up a bit and you would as well

You found him visiting your room often, brining you meals he cooked

“Thanks Karasuki,” you’d say as he blushed

He had been wanting to ask you out for a while now but this was completely new territory for our precious explosion boy

“Uh YN, how would you like to go on a walk with me?” He said, rubbing the back of his head

“Uhh sure,” you said shyly, grabbing your cardigan and following him

You walked around campus, feeling secure within the confines of U.A.

When suddenly, he just blurted it out

“YN I like you!” Bakugo shouted as you froze, your head turning to look at him

“Umm I like you too Katsuki,” you blushed back

“Would you consider being my girlfriend, I mean you don’t have to or anything-”

“YES!” You shouted as Bakugos eyes widened in your direction

Damn Yn, chill the whole campus is going to hear you 🫣

Your eyes shot open as Bakugo smiled and chuckled to himself, “you’re such a nerd but you’re my nerd.”

He grabbed your hand and walked you back to the dorms

After that night, Bakugo was always by your side

Every chance he had, he would seek you out, sometimes finding you studying or quietly reading a book

He adored watching you as you silently went about your business, never making waves or doing anything unnecessary

When it came time for individual studies, Bakugo was nervous

Now, he knew you could handle yourself out there

He had seen you fight and seen your skills first hand

But still, he worried about his sweet, shy girlfriend

“YN be careful ok?” He said before kissing your forehead as you turned to leave

“Getting a little soft aren’t we Kaachan,” Midoriya gushed as Bakugo snapped his head towards him

“DEKU YOU NERD IM GOING TO BLOW YOU UP IF YOU DONT GET OUT OF HERE!” He shouted as you smiled

“Katsuki, I’ll be fine. I can do this,” you said as he smiled and nodded

However that night, you found yourself regretting those words

“Alright girly give it up and surrender!” A man shouted as he kicked you in the ribs

Your partner was unconscious and down and you had been knocked on the ground

A false call had come in, trapping both you and your pro mentor in a dangerous position

“Ugh get off of me!” You whined as another kick was delivered to your stomach

“Katsuki, help me,” you whined before your vision went blank

Bakugo paced back and forth as he watched the clock

You were 10 minutes late, you were never just 10 minutes late

“Bakubro chill dude! YN is fine!” Kirishima said as Bakugo sneered at the redhead

“YN is a very competent individual and she’s with one of the best pros in the city,” Todoroki added as Bakugo glared in his direction

“This happens sometimes, being a hero isn’t exactly a 9 to 5 job,” Aizawa interrupted as Bakugo looked at him

“She’s never been late without letting me know,” He said, practically running a hole in the floor

“Bakugo-” Aizawa said as his phone began to ring

“Hello? Yes this is he,” Aizawa said as his voice went silent

“Ok where is she? Do you know where they are? Yes she’s one of my students,” he said as Bakugo took three large strides, standing in front of his teacher

“What the hell is going on?” He growled as Aizawa tried to listen

“Yes I know where that is, send as much backup as you can and I’ll meet you there,” he said before hanging up his phone and turning on his heel

Bakugo ran in front of him, blocking his way

“That was about YN wasn’t it? Where the hell is she?” He shouted

“She was captured along with her mentor in the abandoned toy factory by the river,” Aizawa said as he ran past Bakugo and the others

His classmates watched as Bakugo began to seethe

“Bakugo, you need to calm down,” Mina said, slowly approaching him

“Yeah the pros will get her and she will be fine!” Denki added

However, Bakugo wasn’t listening.

He suddenly stormed out of the school, blasting himself towards the direction of the abandoned factory

“Well crap,” Mina said as she watched him blast away

“Rock, paper, scissors for who has to chase him?” Kirishima said looking at Midoriya

Bakugo was gone, blasting himself as fast as he could towards you

“That idiot! I knew I should have went with her!” He growled as he approached the warehouse

Meanwhile, you slowly came out of your unconscious state, body hurting everywhere as you saw the group of men talking

“So who do we kill first? The little girl or the pro?” He said

“I don’t know, she’s kind of a cutie, maybe we should hold her hostage for some money,” one said as you grimaced at the thought

Suddenly you heard a loud blast, managing to cover yourself quickly as wood flew everywhere

“Not today!” Bakugo screamed as he blasted everything in sight

Seriously someone should probably warn him about that temper of his

“Katsuki,” you whined our as Bakugos eyes flew to yours

He raced over to you, grabbing you up in his arms, “we have to get you out of here!”

“No! Take them first, they are really hurt!” You said as Bakugo shook his head

“YN we don’t have time for this!” He growled as you squirmed in his arms

“I said let me go Katsuki! Take them first!” You said as Katsuki grit his teeth and sore under his breath

“Damn woman! What the hell is wrong with you?” He said, setting you down and grabbing your mentor before blasting out

The fire, started by our favorite boi 💅, was now raging around you

You managed to get to your feet, going to the two men who had held you hostage and hoisting one of them up

“What the hell? YN where did you go?!?” Bakugo yelled as you shouted for him through the flames

“Katsuki help me!” You shouted as he found you helping the criminals

“YN come on! This place is going down!” He shouted, “nows not the time to play hero!”

“Im not playing hero Katsuki and I’m not letting them die!” You screamed as Bakugo balled his fists up, grabbing the other man he had beat to a pulp

“God I liked it when you were quieter!” He scratched out as you both managed to break through the doors, exiting to lights flashing

You collapsed as Bakugo set down the other man, running to grab you

“YN! YN stay with me!” He said before you blacked out

A few hours later ⏳

You winched as you awoke, the pain in your ribs excruciating

“Don’t move Yn, I need a little more time to heal you,” recovery girl said as you laid back

Bakugo stood, leaning against the wall as he scowled at you

You hoped recovery girl would take a few days at this point to heal you, giving Katsuki enough time to forget any of this happened

“…and we are done!” She said as your eyes widened, knowing there was no way that you would ever escape this room without a lecture

Recovery girl left as Katsuki continued to glare at you

You 👉🏻👀😗 🎶

Bakugo 👉🏻😠 Yn-

You 👉🏻 🫡

Suddenly Bakugo closed the gap, his lips slamming onto yours as you squeaked a little

He pulled back, still glaring at you, “don’t you ever and I mean EVER, do that again nerd or I’ll blow your ass up!”

You smiled at him, his eyes softening a little bit

“Stop being such a hardass on your girlfriend bakubro!” Kirishima said from the door as Mina, Denki, Midoriya and Todoroki watched on

“Get the hell out of here before I kill you!” Bakugo snarled as you giggled

You sure caught yourself a good one Yn 🥰

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tender-rosiey · 2 years

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Hello! (´～｀ヾ) I noticed your requests are open and wanted to ask if you could do Atsushi x smol petite Fem!reader who shares in his animal ability, only she’s able to turn into a wolf instead? Smol shy lass, but very outgoing and kind once you know her?

Maybe include Dazai and Tanizaki too (as I’m curious, but am more than okay if it’s just with Atsushi! )?

Many gracis! Your writing is beautiful and very detail and precious with every character! 💖💖 have a beautiful day! 😊💖 — 🐺✨

❥ Atsushi and Tanizaki with a f!s/o that can turn into a wolf

ᴀ/ɴ: I FINALLY POSTED and hello! hope you are doing well, thank you for your kind words; it makes me happy knowing my work is up to your liking. hopefully I did your request justice and that you like it 💕

ATSUSHI NAKAJIMA:

Atsushi owns my heart

I think I should turn into an octopus so all the anime boys I love and simp for have a whole heart for them alone

Anyways

It was a pretty cute and shy first meeting between the both of you

When he first saw you he just panicked cause WOAH YOU ARE SO PRETTY

“H-hey! I am Atsushi Nakajima; it’s nice to meet you?”

He beat himself up for how it sounded more of a question

Fortunately you were just as shy and awkward so y’all just vibed

When you told him about your ability he was just so happy cause you guys were similar and that’s something you get to bond over 😌

He turns to show off to you how cool he looks as a tiger 🐅

But he lost his cool fangirling and praising you when you turned cause woah you are so cool

HOWEVER you also kept praising him because ya know his tiger-form is badass looking

So it just went it like:

“Y/N, you look so fearless and strong in your wolf form!”

“No no no, you look even better, Atsushi! Your tiger form is absolutely breathtaking!”

Now following what happened you guys started getting paired for missions

Fukuzawa was lowkey shipping

Let me tell you about an adorable thing that happens in your missions

When you guys are successfully done with a mission you guys bump noses in your animal forms

Because it makes you guys less shy apparently

As time went by, he started developing deep feelings for you

Atsushi prioritizes kindness and having a good heart; I also see him being patient with a s/o that was already used to making heartless decisions until they can finally open their heart to kindness

So it’s no surprise that he fell for you

In addition to that, your outgoing personality is something he always looks forward to and makes him love spending time with you even more

It’s just so heart fluttering to him because you always manage to cheer him up no matter how down he may feel

FAST FORWARD TO HIM CONFESSING CAUSE YEAH

He convinced Kunikida to buy a tiger roar translator (yes I decided it’s a thing if it isn’t)

And then he gave it you

You were like ???

But then he transformed and then roared that he likes you

You burst out laughing cause damn this is creative but he started cringing at himself and getting embarrassed

“You didn’t have to go through all that, oh my god!”

“…I regret all my decisions until now; except joining the agency.”

“Why?”

“Cause I met you.”

“…”

“Y/N PLEASE STOP WITH THAT FACE I KNOW THAT WAS CHEESY AND I AM ALREADY EMBARRASSED ENOUGH!”

You hugged him and assured that it was fine and that you liked him too so he is fine now

Now y’all Eskimo kiss a lot too

It’s like a inside joke/gesture between you

I think cuddling in your animal forms would be a thing, so it’s no surprise when a client enters and finds a tiger and a wolf cuddling on the ground

While yeah it gets the infamous kunikida scoldings but it’s comfy

They do get petting wild animals privileges tho

Atsushi once’s roared at someone who was petting you a little too much

Dazai never stops teasing him like calm thee self ‘Samu

You sometimes like to tease him about being a big cat and using the term cat instead of tiger

“I AM NOT A CAT, I AM A TIGER!”

Which the payback for is him teasing you about being a dog not a wolf

“HEY YOU KNOW THAT I AM A WOLF NOT A DOG!”

Couple shenanigans?

Couple shenanigans.

JUNICHIRO TANIZAKI:

The meeting was pretty awkward I am not even going to sugarcoat it 👩‍🦲

Let’s take it from his point of view though

One minute he was normally living his life and the other he sees a very very very pretty lady so he stumbled a lot on his words

But once he composed himself you got to know that he is a really kind person and he was always supporting and helping you in your first days in the agency

(still continues to help you later on but that’s beside the point right now🕳🚶‍♀️)

Considering how Naomi is quite extrovert, you guys become friends quite easily which tanizaki takes quite the pride in and is really happy with it

As you both start getting more comfortable with each other, your feelings start to bloom

Also may I add that you both get paired for missions more often than not

Once again fukuzawa is shipping

But also your abilities compliment each other welll making the both of you the perfect pair

(aside from tanizaki’s sometimes fucked up actions like nearly damn killing someone while he is from the detective agency )

LETS STRAY AWAY FROM ANGSTY STUFF SHALL WE 😀

As you open up to him, he starts to further enjoy your time together because he realizes that you finally feel comfortable with, and of course that’s not to say he didn’t enjoy it before

He just feels happy you can finally be yourself <3

Time passes and low and behold you confess, yes you because I personally think he would take a rather long time to do so

And you, seeing the obvious signs of liking you back, took your shot ⛹️‍♀️

NOW HORRAY YOU GUYS ARE A COUPLE

Nothing changes much aside from the fact that you guys are more affectionate and he often ends up daydreaming about you

(love struck child)

Naomi likes to joke around with you about her being jealous but you know it’s all for fun

Now more ability related things

He would probably love to nap and hug your wolf form

LIKE ALOT, pls he seems so cuddly

Also side note but I see him unintentionally resting his arm on you like you are an arm rest because of how small you are 🏃‍♀️

And when he notices he recites out a 346 paged apology about how he didn’t mean to

But the things he does intentionally is resting his chin on your head

If you pout because you feel like he is making fun of your height then he will kiss your head and assure you that he just wants to be close to you

I need to read more about this guy, I feel like I missed some stuff about him :(

NEVERTHELESS

how does one end a headcanon again?

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djservo · 2 years

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1 pondering on gavin's sexuality, 1 windenburg matchmaking request, 3!!! jersey shore inquiries, once again compiled 4 ur viewing pleasure 💋

wait that's iconic i'd love to meet ur gay gavin & exchange book recs 👯 & yessss same i love seeing people's takes on the townies like ofc it's fun when there's a general consensus but when there's that one out-of-left-field take/pairing/lore.. we simply have to respect 🙌

candy & siobhan are actually so hard for me to pair in my head bc those r my GIRLS & i want the very best for them 😤 it's abt matching the energies so i'd see candy with someone outgoing & fun & silly but also responsible (her being her sister's guardian and all) i almost wanna say johnny but idk if he's responsible enough, then i wanna say miko ojo but idk if she's easygoing enough 🤨 siobhan also needs some1 outgoing & fun & like very Cultured/In w the times ykwim... like i don't think she's an influencer but definitely knows all the right people / is in that general vicinity of The It-Crowd so lowkey... penny 😶‍🌫️ as for partihaus ..... well . u will see soon 😌💋

IKR i feel like she's a household name especially now that that era is the Moment but at the same time i'm trying to be more understanding & less of a "YOU DONT KNOW XYZ ??? 😵‍💫😵‍💫" gal bc ofc everyone's pop cultural upbringings / experiences vary depending on so many factors so while it Is jarring sometimes O WELL the world turns, the icons change, the trends die off, C'EST LA VIE 🗿

LMAO ur totally fine, i was never that big of a reality tv girl until the pandemic made me revisit the Classics of my adolescence so i get the confusion 🐒 i think shows from that era are fun to watch bc it's this mix of pre-social media/influencer personalities, but in the midst of The Rise of the Reality TV Star™️ so it's interesting to see the different ways fame and like Performance were handled back then vs now where it's *gestures towards the wasteland of youtubers / instagram models / etc* & then the fact that the jersey shore cast was just regular ass east coast italians all grouped together for their big personalities rather than online clout made things Feel a little more real/easier to connect with? like you could've met any of these people on the boardwalk ykwim so there's something kinda endearing/homegrown to it IDK even the fact that it's not just partying & going crazy but they actually have to physically work at the shore store too LMAO it's like reality tv for minimum wage earning 20 yr olds 😮‍💨🙏 i do think a lot of it is the nostalgia factor too & recognizing these shows as the pop cultural artifacts that they are / the undeniable effect they have on pop culture even today, but maybe that's just my own fascination/fixation speaking 🥸

HEYYY BABE GOOD 2 HEAR FROM U AGAIN!!! 🫂 i actually dont watch family vacation 😶 after rewatching the original series w my friend @ the start of the pandemic we Tried to get into it but it was srsly so depressing seeing them all like shiny n botoxed n groomed & like milking out the glory days even though everything is so different ?? 🤕 like as i answered above, so much of the appeal (for me) was how unfiltered & personal they felt and now i just feel like they've all been corrupted w fame in a sense RIP still lovable & somewhat the same but ugh man i don't wanna see their mansions or their hyper-sculpted-for-the-gram bodies lounging at bougie resorts making up problems / playing on nostalgia bc they know it'll get clicks ykwim?? v against the spirit of the original jersey shore 2 me 🌬 also i feel so much 4 sam & hate that everyone seemed to forgive ronnie like in her place UGH just bad vibes all around ❌ sometimes i'll watch clickbait moments on YT & i follow most of the cast on insta so i'll see bits thru there too but ya deffo not a full time watcher i don't think my heart could take it 🥲❤️‍🩹

#sry i hate to lump together!! u all deserve ur Moment/stage!!! but i don't want 2 clog the dash & u Know i write paragraph replies smh #idk Where all these asks r coming from but i luv it / luv u all ur all fun & funny geniuses it's like the fckn synposium over here sheesh 😮‍#***😮‍💨 but yes also 😮#asks

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ragnvdnir · 2 years

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Sobbing. This is my rewritten thoughts on your diluc fic that i requested.

First of all, thank you for doing this request! I didn't expected that it was quite long, too. But it's good nonetheless :))

Note: i would also input parts that i really liked or made me cackle. And my thoughts are pretty messy tho feel free to ask me for clarifications!!

— i think the reason why lawrence!reader acts like that is out of spite, just like how Eula does but in a more outgoing version. Eula tries to act like how others perceive the Lawrence clan: prideful, arrogant and cold. She isn't really cold in her actions, it was evident that the perspective towards her family name shaped her humor and attitude to result like that. And so was reader, who is troublesome to many eyes.

+ The way that stubborn Lawrences try to stick to their ancient traditions despite the times having changed- from their unwavering arrogance and value for elegance, reader's carefree recklessness and courage attitude rebels that.

— ❤️: “Ah, I see, you are thirsting over your fiancee. Understandable, he's your soon-to-be-husband anyway.” You turn your head to your side to give Venti a look of horror.

— i was literally hyped up when jean and lisa was mentioned to be entering the tavern. Gay gay homosexual gay. About reader flirting with jean: me too. I would do the same.

— Confession = cancelled. Diluc = friend-zoned.

— ❤️: "You haven't even prepared your script yet."

— ❤️: ”Hell, he doesn't even know who is he jealous over. Is it you who can easily be touchy and affectionate to the Jean? Or is he jealous of Jean because you are touchy and affectionate to her and not to him?”

— i love how you made the jealousy happen on both sides. on the same place. around the same period of time.

— ❤️: "...that damned girl Donna." Tell me Ein if this is just you using the opportunity to roast her 😌

— ‘He's not even mine in the first place,’ You sighed.

I went in front his mansion at exactly 4:30 am on April 30 and spent 30+ wishes to hit pity on standard and got Skyward Pride. It's not as devastating as my mona c1 standard pity before, but the things i do for this man to come home-

— ❤️: “What is it?” “I like you.”

i gotta tell you that this fic is really good and better than you think it is, so Ein, i'm letting you know that i really appreciated your fic!! 😍💕 It's just difficult as an albedo kinnie to feel stuff but you know it's not only me who enjoyed your fic ;)

— 🍰.

hugs from the pain strawberry shortcake 😔

ngl i didn't expect it to be that long too😩😩 anw dw abt the messy comments, i do enjoy them😌

— oof yeah that's what i initially thought too that Lawrence!reader is just like eula but outgoing and free. i actually cant decide whether the reader would be her younger sibling or just cousin so ill just leave it up to your imaginations, but personally i like to think that reader is eula's sibling. i actually wanted to add more story of the reader being a Lawrence but i dont want it to be longer lol

— okay so i actually thought abt venti and reader being the best friends but like its gonna be long too😔

— ah yes jeanlisa😩☝️i mean no one can convince jean to go drinking unless u are lisa but are u her?🧐🧐 i am hyping up at the gfs too😌 i would flirt with jean just to see her reaction but like its all good and fun bc i wont steal someones gf *looks at lisa*

— poor diluc, got friendzone. f on the chat please 💔💔

— i did jealousy on both sides bc i wont let diluc suffer alone hehe 😼😼😼

— roast donna? oh uhm idk what are you saying *looks away* okay maybe some personal feelings were accidentally written.

the dedication u have✨✨ standard banner is shit😭 (except the time i got wgs) i am not hating on mona but i got her on c1 too when albedo's banner was around and i was devastated bc it was pity too💔💔

awwe strawberry shortcake my friend ☹️☹️ tysm for the words☹️☹️

#—letters 💌#talks with: 🍰 anon #oh also im gonna write the other two request u have fyi ;)

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I would love to called X!! I chose it for a reason. It is neutral in a lot of ways, undefinable and mysterious. Happy 30th!!! that is a big milestone! I am 37 😌 I actually love getting older, with age comes a certain confidence. I don't feel like a typical 37 year old neither, but what is "typical" really? It's a construct, a box that we willingly put ourselves in. I'm listening to that White Stripes song right now. Yes...life is funny in that it brings you the people you need to meet and then takes them away. I've had a few online friends who i don't talk to anymore, though sometimes I remember little things about them when something recalls that memory. But I feel like the friends you make when you were a kid are not really "friends". They were probably people that went to school with you, 5 days a week, and that's the only reason you were friends with them. Making friends as an adult is harder for sure, but the connections are realer, and deeper. It's so mindblowing to me that we are feeling the same way right now. I am feeling a bit down, as i mentioned in my previous ask. And just the same as you, I feel like I've been pretending to be an extrovert online when really, selectively talking to the right people is what I need more. I enjoy talking to you, I wouldn't do it unless I want to, even when i'm sick. I was reading my dms to my friend that i've been talking to you about, and there's a definite change in his replies. It is sad to see and notice, but relationships are dynamic, and they change, that's their nature. There's nothing I can do from where I am to lessen his load, and it makes me feel really helpless. And even if i could, i don't think he wants to change. How old is your friend, if i may ask? I feel like we (water signs) give so much of our love and care that not many can reciprocate and this constant giving drains our wells. Maybe this is why we're feeling the way we're feeling, like what's the point of making connections and cultivating friendships if they're always going to end in the way you fear most. We can ramble together, i'm sure none of your followers would mind.

Your afternoon sounds amazing! I am sitting in my bed with a cup of hot tea, about to watch The Birdcage. It's a comedy about a pair of gay parents dealing with their potential and very conventional (bordering on homophobic) straight in-laws. Bedazzled is a great movie! I love Brendan Fraser and Elizabeth Hurley as the Devil makes me want to end up in Hell! 😂

Right now my symptoms are just a sore throat and fatigue...I hope it stops there and doesn't evolve into something more. ✖️

Aging stresses me out in a way. I'd had a rather sheltered childhood, and even now, my mother is super protective and doesn't let me go out on my own (unless I'm going to uni), and when she agrees on me meeting friends, I have to call her when I arrive at my friends' and go back home at a specific hour. Bottom line is that I'm still a child at heart and getting older throws me in that loop of anxiety (hope it made the slightest sense!)

Which brings me to me not living my teenage years properly. I spent my early 20s in constant anxiety and depression, and I started getting better by the time I was 27ish. Now I feel like I'm a teen again, hence why I don't sound my age.

It's OK if I lose contact with online friends—of course there are exceptions. It's different with friends irl. There are those that you won't see again—it's alright with them. But the ones you'll meet after you basically stopped being friends with is a whole other story. I don't stand the sight of an ex friend (especially if they were important) seeing you and then pretending they didn't.

As for my friend, he's younger than me, and this is why it cannot work romantically—it's not just about age but rather our life experiences. As I mentioned above, I'm having this shot at living my teenage years again, and let's say that he helps me with that. He's outgoing and is on point with current trends and I don't mind that, I find it quite charming. I'm afraid he got the wrong idea and he might think that I'd been trying to flirt with him, but it's not the case, I was just nice and kind to him cause this is how I show how much I care about someone.

I'm sure that my followers don't mind our conversations and I truly hope it's keeping them entertained at the least 😄

That movie was a re-watch for me, and I want more movies with Brendon Fraser—I'm thinking Encino Man 🤔

I hope your symptoms won't get worse and it's just a bad cold!

Post edit: it's the next day, and I've been caught off with my melancholy that I forgot to ask you, when's your birthday?? I mean, if you're comfortable sharing the date of course! Oh and I hope that me talking about my past isn't too much, I mean, based on how I see things, I guess having a rough time in my early 20s is no brainer 🤷🏻‍♀️

#asks #✖#V✖

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