#might be too much might delete later lol

[untaintedtea]

The Witcher S3 spoilers (nsfw) idek I just need to put this somewhere

when I saw this

I thought of this (Bridgerton S1)

anyone else?? LOL anyway yeah that’s probably my headcanon. thanks for reading

also while I’m here I just wanna complain about the continued Yen(nefer) (nick)name crimes yet again. “Yenna” exists you know!! idek why I expected any different but it would have been nice lol

#the witcher spoilers #the witcher netflix spoilers #i have been thinking about this crossover for a while negl #untaintedtext #the witcher netflix #ok that's it i think #might be too much might delete later lol

[meaningless-mayhem]

Being asexual and possibly aromantic but also being a huge shipper and hopeless romantic is such a wild experience ngl. I'm always freaking out about my favorite ships and giggling internally reading ship fics, getting invested in characters finally kissing or reading about their pining and their love and I think "I want what they have!!"

But then sometimes you have a slamming realization that your sweet shipping scenarios you imagine in your head look totally different irl and that you are extremely aspec.

One time I went down a YouTube rabbit hole and stumbled across Vsauce's "Why Do We Kiss?" video and let me tell you. When I saw that stock video footage of two people kissing each other I was a little flabbergasted lmaooo

#i mean this doesn't apply to all aspecs obviously but like #that stock video footage #they were kissing but it was more sucking each others faces and i was like wait #do people actually do this #lmaoo #it lowkey repulsed me oops #it hit me so hard but it also kind of validated my asexuality a bit too lol #ace #asexual #asexuality #aro #aromantic #aromanticism #aroace #this also may be because i dont watch live action shows or movies that much but still #does anyone else feel like this #ill be hardcore shipping something but i see one minute of irl relationship stuff and feel extremely disconnected #idk if im making sense #id like to hear some thoughts #might delete later but just wanted to get my thoughts out there #someone's probably said something like this before #edit: adding tags #yeah for me imagination of my ships kissing 👍👍👍💖💖 #vs #footage of irl people kissing/live action kissing scenes 🫠 #fandom #fanfic #fanfiction #my rambles

[cloudysarts]

this show would be good if literally everything about it was different

#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW #i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe #been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected #you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns #for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft #i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way #theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting #but theyre not so. here we are #anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol #but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it #anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK #Hazbin Hotel Redesigns #Hazbin Hotel Critical #Angel Dust #Husk #Huskerdust #I guess. #genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK #im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong #EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <

[friezaglasiencold]

I'll beg for them all,

please, let us see the unravelling of the madman 🙏

Ah, well, if you insist. A fair warning; it’s barely legible, so I’ve transcribed it into text as best I could. If anyone tries to psychoanalyze me later, I’m not answering the message.

“You are small and terrified

a speck reconciling(? Reckoning?) with larger forces

beyond your cognition

ancient

mycelium webs,

Neural networks

white and grey matter

Turned to sand

Grit

Stone

Keep going…

Don’t turn back. You will continue on, continue on

even if you are consumed

by your ossifying bones

The garden of your body

rotted and wilting with time

There is a reason for all of this. Madness, entropy, decay

you are here

And alive (flesh, blood, brain)

And the universe does not see you.

how beautiful! How magnificent!

to be an ant under the magnifying glass of a god

To be imprisoned in beating myocardium

In the end

I did exactly what you wanted.

There is no more rebellion

In my tired limbs

Go home. Stop staring.

leave me to be

taken back

Into the annals of memory

where the screams are smothered

and the color of my Cherenkov heart

muted by kaleidoscopic hypnogogia

I don’t think

a body could ever have suited me.

could it?”

#text response #((is this committing to the bit too much? Maybe a little lol)) #((kind of embarrassing but still fun)) #((do genuinely hope you like the poem)) #((might delete later? depends on if I get rejection sensitivity over this lol))

[dragons-and-magic]

So, uh... TTTE community? Do you like dragons?

#ttte #thomas and friends #thomas the tank engine #I might delete this later. But I have a little TTTE Dragon AU I've been working on for years and I haven't found a good place to post it. #Maybe here? #Don't expect too much from it though. I have a ton of other blogs and projects that need attention. Lol.😅 #I'll probably post a few things for it every now and then. #We'll see. #ttte thomas #thomas ttte #My art

[randomwords247]

Something something among us reference

#this is one of the naturally generating fossils in the overworld in Minecraft #which fun fact. theres overworld ones in the desert and swamp #underground #this one is a head/skull #it looks like an among us #i thought it was neat. idk. im working on something and noticed it #im gonna probably get back to that now #this might also be a hint as to what im working on #idk how long it will take ive realised as ive worked on it today that its a bigger project than i thought #and i went into this expecting it to be decently big #anyway #i wont spoil what it is lol #im gonna get back to it probably. or maybe draw. idk. #minecraft #delete later #randy rambles too much

[happiighost]

More octopath 2 rambling

I just got partito and was very surprised by his theme starting out with an electric guitar… the saxophone was nice though. I still really wish all the stories were connected… I really like all the characters so far and I see the seeds being planted for the final boss. If only they got interact the whole way through.

still very excited to continue. Having a blast so far! It also looks much longer than first game with characters having multiple part chapters!

ALSO THEY NERFED SCHOLAR CLASS HOW COULD THEY

#The octopath series feels very much like the devs wanted to have their cake and eat if too with how they do the story #Cootph that would be the title with how I’m getting people rn lol #octopath traveler ii #octopath #might keep updating on this if any one wants me to? #delete later???

[essenceofarda]

hey would anyone like to see an update to Romance in Rivendell?? We're in a new chapter now heh╰(*°▽°*)╯

I'm taking time off of official work for the holidays and miiight just try to push out a few pages of RiR over the next week or so (★ ω ★)

#also i forget that my laptop can easily get those emoticon things and I'm OBSESSED! #Yes i'm thirty let me live haha #my life has been crazy lately #which is why i haven't been very active online or like.. in my actual work :/ #got diagnosed with a serious ED too which is like #okay great that I finally got a diagnoses it explains a bunch but also #yuck now i have something else to deal with :/ #anyway i don't want to make an official vent post about that bc too much detail might be triggering for some people #at least now i can get treatment for it i guess?? #delete later probs #or at least i might edit out the tags lol

[pianostarinwonderland]

lowkey wondering rn, am i a clown for liking the latest Disney merch xDD like ok I can't deny that the outfits could have been better in terms of their colors. That particular shade of white doesn't suit Riddle very well. Somehow Leona wears it better, but you know that it could also be better. Something more customized and personalized like even just a splash of color would be so nice. But otherwise, I like the art style, it's cute on them. I'm kinda sad that everywhere I go, I see people not liking it, and then I'm like "soo... am I crazy for liking it?" 😭 maybe i'm truly a twst apologist first and foremost, Azul apologist second kekw but yeah personally I find it cute, and I really can't wait to see how the other dorm leaders (read: Azul) look like~

#not putting this on main #i might delete later ik i'm writing this with some ppl in mind and they might read this #idk i wanna make this lighthearted but i feel like i'm nearing my last straw with some people ;n; #how many times am i gonna see certain twst fans see smth recently released and find a way to criticize it just bc they dislike it like..... #god i want to say stfu but also i don't want ppl to walk on eggshells around me or in places they found comfort in #maybe i'm just lacking the sleep needed to stay patient lol i just wanna passively enjoy stuff without feeling like maybe im the clown #for not seeing too much what's wrong with it

[flame-shadow]

I haven't done many fully illustrated pieces in, uh, a while. But I've done a couple more than I've shared, because they're for large projects not yet complete (a zine and a massive art telephone). ngl, it does drive me a little crazy that some of my higher effort works are gonna be collecting dust until the projects conclude. I'm patient in that I will wait, but I'm impatient in that I don't want to haha

Drawing has required a lot more effort from me lately, and at this point, I'm just happy when I manage to make sketches. So it is a (short term) frustration that I can't yet share the better non-sketches that I've managed to make.

#rambling #vent #it sucks that I'm so tired all the time and everything takes so much effort #drawing is supposed to be my escape but it hasn't been as effective since it makes me tired too #:( #i might delete this later idk #it's been a rough week (in that the past seven days have been rough. not that 'lol but it's only Tuesday' thing)

[bonetrousledbones]

finally managed to convince my mom to get me re-evaluated for adhd

#delete later #dont know When but she was apparently talking to my adhd sister and well. i am perhaps getting my hopes up #course its only now that its actually causing some fuckin Issues but. hopefully it wont be too long now #god i actually feel so relieved tho. like i dont think she fully grasped how much of a pain in the ass this is til recently #weirdest part is she HAS already believed i've had it for a while she just didnt think a diagnosis was worth it bc No Problems.........lol #rn the plan is to set me up w/ an appointment with my sister's psychiatrist and if it goes well i might even get MEDS #and i may get to unlock full function of my BRAIN !!!!!!! #head in hands this is a sad thing to get so hesitantly excited about but man. man

[halforcdad]

really saw someone call lucy immature and compare lucy not telling kate she was looking for a new apartment to lucy getting upset at kate for not telling her why she made the move from DIA to FBI (to point out the hypocrisy of not communicating) like what is context

#ncis hawaii #i hesitate to call the discussion around the sneak peek discourse and blow it out of proportion but y'all LMAO #not every slip-up in communication is a huge problem thats just real life i thought we wanted imperfect characters #comparing lucy getting upset bc of the big reveal that kate cared enough abt her to stay in hawaii and turn down a big promotion #after a looong day of compounding emotional turmoil and thinking kate was gonna die #does not really compare to lucy doing this and not telling kate #and lucy wasnt mad at kate for not telling her she was moving to fbi she was mad bc kates whole thing was keeping secrets #and not being upfront abt feelings and how much their relationship meant to her until it was too late #looking for a new apt probably is a thing you would normally tell your SO to be fair but like #this is obviously supposed to be a feel-good ep for kacy and i feel like some of the talk around it and esp lucy has not been in good faith #its just one sneak peek but fandom is all about over speculating and discussing and theorizing and i love that #but some ppl are a little too quick to dogpile on lucy always lol #i also dont think lucy masterminded that as her way of telling kate to get a reaction #bc she seemed genuine when she said is everything okay and pleasantly surprised when kate brought up how often shes over #like lucy probably thought this was all nbd just another thing i have to do and wasn't even thinking abt moving in but obv im speculation #might delete this later i didnt expect to get so spirited over the discussion #I was focusing on lucy saying her life is just work gym and kate like wow thank u for my life #communication is always a work in progress whether youve been together for 5 months or 50 yrs

[seiqn]

every time i hear the headcanon “panchito and josé never make fun of how donald talks” i get so emotional over it because it makes me think of my two friends who have also never made fun of how i talk. they’ve never commented on how fast or how slow or how much i stutter. nothing. and it’s like FINALLY there’s people who don’t make me feel bad about my speech which i am already very aware about. and i feel that’s how donald feels as well. he feels so relieved to finally have people who understand him and don’t poke fun at him for the way he talks

#idk is this too much #this is stupid probably lol but josé and panchito are such good friends to donald imo #and donald is just like me frfr #i dont want to main tag it lol it’s embarrassing #might delete later idk

[3-inch-sam]

...

#late night thoughts of all kinds today #good and bad! im fine dw #it's interesting to watch them go by #the finfin song is on loop in my head so that helps me laugh about it #i wanna go back to Sammy but i don't wanna deal with editing tags #hmmmmm #and i have a fursona to finish #and i feel weird about pronouns again ooh that's interesting #they feels weird but so does he. hmm #guess i gotta sleep on that one lol #i also spend WAY too much time on Tumblr. have you guys seen how much shit i reblog? i have no self restraint #need to go back to reading instead of Tumblr scrolling for my entertainment #might delete later

[winter-spark]

Lowkey Tangerine and Navel have My Grand Plan energy.

#Yes from the Lightning Theif Musical #No not 1 to 1 #but like... #A3! #Act Addict Actors #Citron & his brothers #Not really a Citron post but I feel like its the best way to keep all my thoughts on them together #No I haven't posted about them yet I'm all nervous about it lol #Tangerine a3! #Navel a3! #A part of me really wants to break this thought down #Another part of me is like 'too much thinking and explaining for my headache' #I should probably draft this but 🤷🏾‍♀️ #not queued #might delete later #We'll see how i feel in the morning