#does anyone else feel like this

[meaningless-mayhem]

Being asexual and possibly aromantic but also being a huge shipper and hopeless romantic is such a wild experience ngl. I'm always freaking out about my favorite ships and giggling internally reading ship fics, getting invested in characters finally kissing or reading about their pining and their love and I think "I want what they have!!"

But then sometimes you have a slamming realization that your sweet shipping scenarios you imagine in your head look totally different irl and that you are extremely aspec.

One time I went down a YouTube rabbit hole and stumbled across Vsauce's "Why Do We Kiss?" video and let me tell you. When I saw that stock video footage of two people kissing each other I was a little flabbergasted lmaooo

#i mean this doesn't apply to all aspecs obviously but like #that stock video footage #they were kissing but it was more sucking each others faces and i was like wait #do people actually do this #lmaoo #it lowkey repulsed me oops #it hit me so hard but it also kind of validated my asexuality a bit too lol #ace #asexual #asexuality #aro #aromantic #aromanticism #aroace #this also may be because i dont watch live action shows or movies that much but still #does anyone else feel like this #ill be hardcore shipping something but i see one minute of irl relationship stuff and feel extremely disconnected #idk if im making sense #id like to hear some thoughts #might delete later but just wanted to get my thoughts out there #someone's probably said something like this before #edit: adding tags #yeah for me imagination of my ships kissing 👍👍👍💖💖 #vs #footage of irl people kissing/live action kissing scenes 🫠 #fandom #fanfic #fanfiction #my rambles

[loverboybrightsideghost]

malevolent liveblog time. i hope oscar becomes arthur’s hot priest boyfriend 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

#bluebird.txt #malevolent #malevolent liveblog #alao i hope three more john. i miss john. he’s been here the past few episodes but idk i miss him :( #does anyone else feel like this

[danvstheworld]

AAAAAAA AAAAAGGHGHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAA GHHHHHHHHAAA A A AAAAAAAA A A A AAAAHHHHH H AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#does anyone else feel like this #tword blog

[thatgamingkid45]

I love Caravan Palace’s music cause there’s an inherent eeriness to it. Not only is it bumping and just makes you want to move along to it, it feels like there’s an underlying creepiness to it (not in a bad way). Like, it feels like the kind of music you’d find playing on an old record player in the middle of the woods kinda jams. Or something you’d find on an obscure radio station in the middle of nowhere. Like can you imagine flipping through static and dead air, until Clash starts playing? Or what about pressing play on a random cd player and Aftermath starts up?

I think most of that is due to y’know, the electro swing aspect, the fact it’s supposed to sound reminiscent of the 20s. Idk, Caravan Palace’s songs always have a bit of a “ghostly” feel to them, but it’s not malicious by any means. It feels like, “yeah this house is haunted but the ghost is chill, come on relax and let’s vibe a bit” kinda beat.

#does anyone else feel like this #or am I just wildly overthinking it #smh #anyways #caravan palace #wrote this cause #gangbusters melody club #just came out #and I’m loving it #electro swing #blog post #music rant #music rants #the cat is rambling again

[touch-starved-lurker]

is anyone just almost totally incapable of dealing with horror content? like- i don’t play or watch or read horror stuff, i barely have any idea what im talking about. i get scared by the silly exaggerated stuff- images that get on youtube thumbnails, concepts in a kid’s mysterious deaths book, a playthrough of a decently mainstream game. i have on a video about fake games and there was a bit about horror games, and i can’t look at the screen.

it almost never scares me much in the moment, but it stays in my mind and in my imagination- my peripheral vision and dark rooms and the space behind my back. sometimes my brain makes up an image i saw, lurking in a shadow or a corner or the entire house when i leave my room at night, and i sprint back with my heart pounding. i accidentally remind myself of the concept taht the wold and universe only exist within your sight, and i need to get my back against something solid and the entire room in my vision until i calm down. it sucks! i always explain it like- if you show me almost any kind of horror, i’ll have to sleep with the lights on for weeks. anyway. does anyone else get this lol

#horror #horror content #cant deal with horror #does anyone else do this #does anyone else feel like this #tw unreality #unreality #unreality tw #cw death mention #death mention #tw death mention

[aceticacid]

i wish there was a way to blacklist myself from my dash…i do not need to be reminded of my own posts and how embarrassing i am

#serena speaks #does anyone else feel like this

[that-ikea-alien-plush]

i love talking to myself in my head cus one side of me is like "everyone has bad days once in a while" and my logical side is like "yeah but healthy people have bad days type of rough day in work or being tired and not spiraling into suicidal thoughts without a reason and being afraid that they will lose control and wont wake up alive tomorrow because they feel like their thougths are a killer that is creeping to them in a locked room" and im like "well thats probably why so many gods are reaching out to me lately i guess"

#pagan #paganism #witchcraft #deity work #mental health #autism #adhd witch #adhd #does anyone else feel like this #vent post #i guess

[realkaijuhavecurves]

Anxiety has been like a physical pain these past few days. The question of whether you should work through it or listen to it and stay at home eventually becomes moot when you're paralysed by the sheer weight of it and every single thought leads back to it and no thoughts are restful or bright and everything you feel is doom and everything you see and do just gives you more anxiety. And you feel like a weirdo and a failure because everyone says that once you manage to leave your house and get on with things and meet people you'll feel better but it doesn't get any better it just gets worse no matter how many Objectively Healthy or Fun things you do

#does anyone else feel like this #anxiety #anxiety problem #mental illness #i keep pushing myself to do stuff so i don't sit at home languishing but it just doesn't help

[bitethehandthatneedsme]

idk man. sharing stupid little details about my life to someone i kinda just became friends with and vice versa is so. Wonderful? like YES!!! tell me where you got that random object in your room!!! tell me a story about your family!!! tell me why you like this thing so much!!!! TELL ME ABOUR YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

#does anyone else feel like this #ranting #random #friendship

[usslakevee]

the kiss

I don't like the kiss in the finale. I feel like the kiss makes their relationship less ineffable husbands and less queer.

Let me explain.

Crowley and Aziraphale both obviously love each other throughout season one. Their relationship truly felt ineffable. They are two ancient beings that should be diametrically opposed. They are opposites, an angel and a demon, and yet they are two sides of the same coin. They both remain with their perspective groups for 6000 ish years, but don't actually buy into the mentality of their group.

Because of this they are fundamentally lonely. They are in a group (heaven/hell) but not part of it. But they are both the same. They see each other they understand each other, and over 6000 years they orbit each other.

Their relationship is beyond human description. It is timeless, and so full of a love that doesn't need to be defined. That's what was so beautiful about it. It was an undeniably queer relationship, and up to the viewer to interpret. Queer platonic, gay (as much as 2 genderless beings can be), queer however you wanted to view it, but it was loving and it was beautiful.

Season 2 I felt failed spectacularly at portraying that. Their relationship in season 2 is human and messy and full of a lack of understanding of each other and bad communication. The kiss at the end of the season, just exemplified the idea of it as a human relationship, but also took away that feeling of ineffable love.

I guess what I'm saying is, in season 1 they love each other in an ineffable and queer way. And I'm season 2 it reads as a gay couple with communication issues. It reads human.

I'm sure after all the queer baiting accusations there was a push to make them explicitly gay, but in doing so I feel like the show is inherently less queer.

#good omens s2 #go2 spoilers #Ineffable husbands critical #Well more season 2 critical #I love ineffable husbands #Just felt like we lost something in season 2 that really made season 1 special #Does anyone else feel like this #Good omens critique #good omens critical

[saharathorn]

I’m pro Philosemitism but only from a Jewish standpoint, not a Christian “I love Jewish people because Jesus was Jewish” standpoint. I’m unapologetically 100% proud of being Jewish and I would never want to be anything other than Jewish, even though at times my family were forced and pressured into converting to different religions. We survived hundreds of years of violence and oppression and discrimination and we’re still here. A world without Jewish people is not a world I want to live in.

#does anyone else feel like this

[leafytaffyart]

It’s been time for a long while now. There’s nothing more to do, there is no better future.

#Does anyone else feel like this #eh. Prolly smth to bring up to my therapist #that is #if they don’t take me to the Hospital Prison Where They Make You Worse #because of “sewer slide” thoughts #anyways proper tags #everhood spoilers #everhood #blue thief

[2day4u-2morrow4me]

Does Anyone Else Do This?

This has nothing to do with BSD but I have to know because this is really bothering me and I require knowledge.

Does anyone else like spend all their time stressed out over whatever and just want to go home and chill but as soon as you go home and chill you are stressing because you feel like you need to be doing something and even if you have an idea of what to do that would be productive it just doesn’t feel right and you want to relax and enjoy your time but like can’t????

If that’s just me that’s cool but if anyone feels this too pls lemme know I feel awful right now. And like if this happens to you and you have coping mechanisms please share. 

#Does anyone else feel like this #is this tied to a mental illness? #mental illness #i can't relax #I want to sleep and stay up all night at the same time #please someone relate to this #cannot relax

[whimsyprinx]

whenever I accidentally use an exclamation point at the end of a message instead of a question mark I suddenly feel like someone’s grandma commenting on their facebook status like “how is the weather down there!” “has the tornado hit yet!” or something like that

#whimsy whispers #does anyone else feel like this

[starrygardener]

Am I the only one who fucking hates face touching asmr? Like it's grinds my gear so much, I feel actually fucking awful even seeing it a thumbnail. It's like acid touching my skin!

I do also hate irl physical touch so that can also explain why I feel that way... But it only the hands I feel very very uncomfortable with.

Hands sounds as well, just throw me into a snow strom I would rather be dead then alive!!!

It's feels like this

#asmr #does anyone else feel like this #IM GETTING MAD EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT! #I think i just need to lay down..