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wrioluvr · 3 months

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『shhh, not so loud! make me. huh?』 slutty sub yandere x gentle himbo darling, male yandere x male reader

note: thank u all the support on pt 1 ♡♡ was thinking about a scenario where slutty yandere somehow manages to convince his darling to actually fuck him after a lot of begging... even tho reader is scared his large cock will break him apart <3 pt 1

cw: he/him pronouns for reader, mentions of reader's ex-boyfriends, loss of yandere's virginity, implied violence

nervous was the way you were feeling as you made your way to your boyfriend's house. the two of you had started dating a few weeks ago, when after you'd let him suck your dick, he broke down crying, admitted to how desperately he was in love with you, and pleaded on his knees for you to own him and treat him as your personal fucktoy. frantically, you quickly assured him you would treat him as an equal in the relationship, to his slight disappointment. of course, he was ecstatic that you'd agreed to be his boyfriend, but you were his god, how could he not worship such a kind being? in your eyes, despite his rather.... overly submissive behaviour, he was kinda cute, so why not give it a go? if only you knew how deep his obsession truly ran...

and with an progression in your relationship, came a progression in intimacy level as well. the previous day, he had gathered up the courage to ask you to top him, which is why you were making your way to his apartment now. the current fear you were feeling was not for yourself, but for him, you worried that he would hurt himself trying to bottom. you were aware you were bigger than most guys... you wondered how to tell him you weren't too sure about the whole anal thing after all.

but what you did not expect to see the moment you opened the door to his room, was him on his bed on all fours, ass up, using his index and middle finger to spread his tight pink hole towards you. he turned his head around at the sound of your arrival and looked back at you with lust-filled, half-lidded eyes, breathing heavily. "baby! thank god you're finally here... please fuck me already, i've been waiting for hourssss......." his words came out in a pitiful whine.

your eyes widen at his plea. "woah, okay, let's slow down." quickly, you make him sit up, much to his confusion. he was already ready, so why were you hesitant?

taking his hand and squeezing it gently, you tell him what's on your mind. "okay, uh... i'm not too sure if i want to fuck you right now..."

"wha- but- but why? you promised!"

"i know i did, but i'm worried for you. i know i'm kinda... big, so i don't want to make you bleed or anything..."

at your reasoning, he can't help but whine in frustration. don't you understand? he doesn't care about how much it hurts! he wants it to hurt! his one wish is for you to completely destroy him! usually he'd back down, since he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable with his desperation, but he decided to be a little selfish.

reaching over and fondling your crotch, he looked at you with a silent, horny plea in his eyes, then proceeded to sit in your lap and grind on your bulge sensually. he whimpered as your clothed dick got harder and prodded at his hole.

taken back by his sudden boldness, you let him straddle you. "hey... did you even listen to anything i said?"

"forgive me, darling. but i want this so bad. give it to me, pretty please?" he continues to roll his hips on your crotch, not sounding terribly sorry at all.

you sigh, realising you can't change his mind. "okay, just let me know if it hurts, and i'll stop immediately. alright?"

"mhm." but secretly, he'd moan in pleasure no matter how painful it was, relishing in it.

"at least let me prepare you first...?"

"i've been fingering myself for the past hour, you don't need to." he giggled, as he got back down on all fours on his bed, hoping you were proud of his forward thinking. "i want our first time to be special, so i'm fully prepared."

"wait... you're a virgin?" upon hearing your question, he turned his head back to look at you with an incredulous expression on his pretty face, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"but of course, i've been saving myself for you. i don't want anyone else using me." he bit his lip, making sure you knew how much he valued you taking his virginity. he suddenly realised how he'd completely forgotten to ask (or stalk to find out) about your past relationships. "what about you, darling? are you a virgin?" secretly, he was hoping the answer would be yes, but deep down he knew you were far too desirable for that to be true.

"nah. i dated a few guys before, but they broke up with me because they said i was too dumb." you'd never really thought about it deeply, but saying it out loud made you realise that it was rather embarrassing...

"how the fuck could they say that? you're so perfect and kind... forget about them, darling... just focus on me. you won't need to think about those ungrateful whores ever again." his change in tone caught you off guard, grip tightening around your arm. this was the first time he'd ever sounded genuinely pissed off. but this was quickly masked by his usual lovesick smile as he resolved to make you feel so good, your attention would forever be on him and him only.

eagerly, he helped you undress and tried not to blush at the sight of your naked body, even as he relished in the sight of the cock he had gotten on his knees for so many times before. you were confused at his reaction. "we're both guys, why are you embarrassed?" you were so silly sometimes. he was finally going to be made your bitch, of course he would be flustered!

with your cock teasing his entrance, he made his final invitation. "i want you to mess me up inside." he begged as he spread his virgin hole open, groaning in pain and pleasure as you pushed halfway into him. immediately, you looked up to his face in concern. "you okay? it's only halfway in..." "fuck, i said i can take it!" with that, he pushed himself onto your cock with a lewd determination, letting out an overly passionate moan as you fully entered him. instinctively, you shushed him, not wanting the neighbours to hear. "shhh! you're being too loud....." "make me." he retorts defiantly, trying to rile you up so you would be rougher. "huh?" fuck, he was really pushing it today. you really didn't want to, but he was making far too much noise. resorting to muting him forcefully, you reach for his mouth and clamp your hands over it, effectively gagging him. his eyes widen, not expecting you to take the bait, but he's in heaven. you can practically see the hearts in his eyes as he sluttily sucks on your fingers, all that's left is a series of muffled whimpers.

even though your mind was currently preoccupied with the way your boyfriend's squeezing your cock, you can't help but think about your exes after he brought the topic up. you knew you were a little dumber than most, but did all those guys really break up with you just because you were stupid? he seemed to sense your feelings and clenched harder, making you lose focus and grip his hips tightly. the thought of you thinking about your exes while you were inside him was horrible, he couldn't have that at all! "s-see, darling, my ass is much better than those sluts, isn't it- uuummfff." he could barely form words as he continued to ride you up and down, savouring the way your large length stretched his inner walls to their limit. it was quite the stark contrast - you were thrusting in and out of him at a tender pace, making sure you were never too rough (feeling a little guilty for muffling him so forcefully just now), but yet he was whimpering and writhing all over the bed, gripping the sheets whenever you hit his prostrate at regular intervals. he desperately tried to fuck himself on your cock when you slowed down, noticing his tears, begging you to start again. after a bit, you felt like you were about to reach your climax. "hey, i'm about to co-" "do it inside me." you didn't have time to argue as he pulled you closer into a hug, making you cum inside him, much to his delight. he adored the way you filled him up, feeling you pump load after load into his hole. he rubbed his stomach, wishing he could get pregnant with your child. but alas, he can't have everything. today was already a huge victory. exhausted, he collapsed into your arms as you stroked his hair, apologising for being a little rough and hoping his ass didn't hurt too much. he couldn't really focus on what you were saying as he just lay there and stared up at you affectionately. god, you were just perfect, weren't you?

˗ˏˋ ꒰ ♡ ꒱ ˎˊ˗

in the middle of night, as you slept peacefully, the boy you fucked a few hours ago had just finished going through your phone, his one objective being obtaining the names of your exes. "don't worry, darling.... i'll take care of those unappreciative bastards myself. no one gets to make you feel stupid." he whispers to your ear lovingly before getting out of bed. he hoped you wouldn't be too mad when you found out he killed them when you woke up. or maybe he did, just so you could punish him. ♡

#sub yandere #top male reader #dom male reader #yandere x male reader #male yandere #yandere drabble #yandere x reader

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sweets4dolls · 3 months

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🌼 daydream 🌼

pairing: lucifer morningstar + fem!reader

content warnings: smut ( minors dni ), cunninlingus, not proofread!

the way you have this man wrapped around your little finger is insane, so its no surprise that he'd be ready to get down on his knees whenever you even express the idea that you need some sort of a stress reliever - he is ready to eat you out. he can just tell, its like a sixth sense, so don't be surprised when he's pushing you down and pulling your hips to his face. he'd try to be so super polite about it at first, trying to hold back and go slow, slowly licking up your pretty pussy and thumbing your clit, but you just taste too good and he just loves you too much :( before both you and him know it, he's pressing his face further into your cunt, needing more you, holding your pretty pussy against his face, not caring that he's practically suffocating, living only for you and your pretty moans as you tug at his hair and if you even tell him how good he's eating you out??????? oh my god, be prepared to go for so many rounds to be a reduced to a pretty crying mess as he keeps telling you how perfect you are for him, how good you taste, how you should cum one more time for him, you don't get it, he needs to taste you, to be buried in your cunt forever, I'm talking hourssss, and get so pussy drunk off of you he can't think straight <3

#hazbin hotel #lucifer x reader #hazbin hotel lucifer #hh Lucifer #hazbin hotel Lucifer x reader #hh Lucifer x reader #Lucifer morningstar #hazbin hotel x reader #hh x reader #hazbin hotel smut

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marlenesluv · 6 months

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daniel ricciardo 18+, undercut

beard burn while he eats you out on sofa after media day. he’s so tired and worn out, so when he comes home, he gravitated to you. he’d pull your enchante hoodie off, and realizing you had no bra?

let’s just saw that he spent a while just laying in your breast, occasionally kissing and sucking them while he moans. he didn’t even mean to be dirty, he just finds peace with you, and it calms him down.

and after a while, he shuffles down the sofa and pulls your sweats off, rubbing your legs and going straight to your clit. daniel would so be the type of guy to eat you out for hourssss. he wants to take his time, and he doesn’t need air.

my point is, with that beard, he would give you major beard burn on your inner thighs, but you loved it. hence why he would never shave it off again.

#jays f1 smut thoughts #daniel ricciardo #daniel ricciardo smut

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hazzasgayvodka · 1 year

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harry teasing the shit out of her (like eating her out SLOWLY, circling her nipples but never with his mouth, uses a vibrator on her but at the lowest level) and finally gives in and fucks her HARD for hourssss. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 this would make my day

jeSUS harry would literally be the BIGGEST tease and you can't tell me otherwise

he would literally tie your hands to the headboard so fast so you can't push him away or do anything about his incessant teasing.

"Harry please," you beg, your chest heaving, "This is getting ridiculous."

He smirks, looking up from between your legs, his mouth slick, just as his tongue pushes past his lips and licks once across your center, as slowly and torturously as possible.

"Are you not enjoying yourself, sweetheart?" He questions, a certain taunting fire burning in his eyes.

"I would be enjoying myself more if you would get on with it." You spit, getting closer to the end of your rope with every bit of edging.

He simply laughs, pulling his mouth away from you and planting his hands on either side of your head, hovering over you. You feel your breath catch in your throat as his lips trail delicate kisses across the span of your neck. He lifts one hand from the mattress, tracing over your nipple with the tip of his finger, causing goosebumps to form on every inch of your skin. You keep waiting for the sensation of his mouth, but it never comes, and instead you open your eyes the second you hear the familiar tone of buzzing.

He's kneeling back on his heels, the bright pink vibrator grasped in his right hand and a devilish smirk plastered on his mouth.

"Harry-"

"Hush pet," He says sternly, placing the vibrator right where you need him most, "And don't take that tone with me."

You heave out a moan at the contact, your entire body squeezing in on itself as your brain repeats his words in that deliciously condescending tone over and over again.

"Is this getting on with it enough for you?" He taunts, pressing the vibrator directly against your clit with a wicked smile.

You feel your insides start to twist but it's just not enough, he definitely has the stupid vibrator set on the lowest setting just to edge you even further, "You've got to be fucking kidding me."

You swat at his hand trying to get him to speed it up or move it all together but it only makes him more persistent. You feel your stomach tightening, climbing towards that climax, yet falling short every time. You don't know how much more teasing you can take before you shatter from overstimulation.

"Harry please," You beg, your voice coming out raw, "Please, it's too much."

He grins maliciously, pressing the vibrator against you once again, making you cry out as your eyes roll back in your head, "What do you want darling?" He asks, "I want to hear you beg for it."

His words alone are almost enough to push you over the precipice and you're cursing his name as his eyes rake over you awaiting your response, "I want you to," You pant, your words dying out the longer you hold his intense gaze, "I want..."

"Go ahead darling," He grins, pinching your nipple between his fingers, "Tell me what you want me to do to you. I want to hear it."

"Fuck, Harry," You gasp, your core tightening with his words, "I want you to, fuck-"

"You want me to fuck what exactly? Hmm?" He taunts, removing the vibrator from your sensitive bud and instead leaning down between your thighs again, "You want me to fuck you? Is that it?"

You nod your head vigorously, not trusting yourself to form words as his tongue licks up your center again, painstakingly slow and gentle. Your hands flex against the restraints holding you to the headboard as you imagine grabbing his head and shoving it against yourself to finally get some relief.

He chuckles as he pulls away from you, his lips slick again and a single string of saliva connecting his lips to you, "I said I want to hear it," He says sternly, reaching up to grab your chin with his thumb, "Let me hear it, darling."

You take a steadying breath, unable to break contact with his intense stare, "I want you to fuck me."

"Good girl," He grins, "Now, that wasn't so hard, was it?"

Your face heats with his words, that spot between your legs aching, and you barely have a second to breathe before he's thrusting his length into you. You cry out into his shoulder, your hands flexing against the restraints holding you in place.

"Fuck," He moans, his arms already shaking, "You feel so fucking good, darling."

Your stomach is already twisting, that familiar fire set ablaze in the pit of it as small moans and whimpers fall past your lips with every thrust. Your mind is shattering, your eyes clenched shut, your vision white as you ride out your high. Your breath is panting out from your mouth in labored heaves and suddenly everything is amplified. The once-dim lights are too bright, the air too hot, the mixture of both of your moans too loud.

"Harry," You wheeze, "It's too much-"

"This is what you wanted, isn't it?" He growls, his thrusts quickening, his grip on your hips tightening to keep you in place, "Wanted me to fuck you, right darling? Wanted to cum for me?"

You watch as his hand reaches between the two of you, his finger tips circling that oversensitive bud in time with his relentless thrusts into you. You cry out, your back arching, your core aching as your legs start to shake again.

"You practically begged me to fuck you," He grins devilishly, grabbing your ass roughly and flipping you onto your front, your face shoved into the mattress to stifle your whimpers, "I'll decide when you've had enough, darling."

*my face after posting this knowing i might have taken it too far*

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theleakycauldrn · 11 months

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confessions (s.s)

summary: you drunkenly confess your feelings for sebastian.

・❥・

the gryffindoor common room was unusually full, students from each house piled inside talking and laughing filled the silence. garreth and leander had a bright idea of throwing a party; and they pretty well bribed the portrait of the fat lady on the door to allow them. it was well past curfew, students using dissolutiment charms and invisibility potions as they snuck around the castle. sebastian was honestly surprised they pulled it off as well as they did. he stood off to the side, leaning against a wall as he sipped his drink. on the contrary to popular belief, parties weren’t his thing. he’d much rather spend time tucked away in the library reading a book, or spending time with you and ominis. yet, here he was, thanks to you. you had practically begged him to come, saying you wouldn’t come if he wasn’t. so, much to his dismay, he agreed. after everything you’ve been through, you deserved some time to have fun, without having to worry about anything for once.

he wanted to leave, as he was practically sulking to himself, but he couldn’t leave you here by yourself. even though you were doing your own thing, he had to be there just in case you needed him.

‘do you know where y/n is?’ a voice caught his attention. leander stood in front of him, very clearly not sober.

‘no, why?’ he questioned, as he looked him up and down.

‘we’re going to play a game, and i wondered if she wanted to join.’ he relied, about to take his leave before sebastian pulled back on his shoulder.

‘what game?’ sebastian eyed him somewhat suspiciously. he never trusted leander, he had quite the reputation of making a move on any girl he could find despite if they were into him or not. and his is sudden interest in your whereabouts make his stomach turn.

so if you were playing, so was he, wether leander wanted him to or not.

‘never have i ever. i guess it’s a quite a popular game in the muggle world. you’re welcome to join.’ he slurred, reluctantly extending the invitation, clearly hoping he would turn it down. sebastian agreed, as he began scanning the common room once again, hoping to spot you before someone else pulled you away. he paused when he heard your laugh, looking in the direction he heard it from until he finally spotted you. you were sat off against a wall, natty and poppy with you, as leander approached. he watched as you giggled as he talked, lightly smacking his arm at something he said. sebastian’s gaze hardened slightly as he watched you walk away with him.

he followed, quickening his pace to catch up. leander lead you to a quieter part of the common room, where a few others sat on the floor near a fireplace. garreth, everett, and imelda greeted the four of them as they took their places around them. finally sebastian entered, greeting them as he took the last free space beside you. you looked over, noticing the presence beside you. you were clearly drunk, giggling at anything and everything, oblivious to what was happening around you, and a lot more talkative and less composed then you normally were. it was truly a sight to see, and sebastian loved every minute of it.

‘sebastian! hi! i feel like i haven’t seen you for hourssss.’ you laughed, a slight pout on your face.

‘you kept disappearing on me.’ he pointed out, gently pushing you back up when you started to fall over his way. before you could protest, garreth chimed in.

‘so the rules are simple.’ he began, signaling for everyone to listen. ‘for example, someone will say never have i ever cheated on a exam, and if you have you take a drink. if you haven’t, you don’t do anything.’

‘oh! i’ll go first. never have i ever stolen something.’ poppy said, looking at everyone around her.

sebastian, garreth and you all raised you glasses and took a drink. poppy gasped jokingly as she look between the three of you.

‘to be fair, garreth asked me to steal for him, i think he should drink twice.’ you appealed, hoping they would agree with you. they didn’t, saying you still did the act. you huffed, slumping down slightly, tapping on the side of your drink. your eyes wandered over to sebastian while he mumbled something to everett. he looked good, even more than he normally did. you were avoiding him on purpose earlier. the more you drank, the more you believed you would do something stupid. but, at this point, you were well past any rational thinking. all that was in your mind was him. everyone took a turn, asking questions hoping to expose secrets from someone else.

‘never have i ever had a crush on my best friend.’ imelda smirked, looking directly at you, gaining you attention back. she knew of your crush on sebastian for quite some time now, and decided to do something about it. she was tired of watching you two pine over each other like children, and she knew you were terribly honest while you were drinking.

your drink was already to your mouth seconds after the words left her mouth. everyone turned to you, being as you were the only one who drank.

sebastian’s head swiftly turned to you, his eyes trained on you while you set down your drink.

‘is that so?’ he doubted, not completely believing you. but, a smile was still forming on his face. you turned to him, giggling again while you nodded eagerly.

‘how could i not? look at y-you.’ you hiccuped, patting you hand on his hair. his curls were messy, falling all over the place.

‘get a room,’ garreth teased, looking between the two of you. ‘we do not need to see this.’

you frowned, attempting to stand while you stumbled. sebastian quickly stood, grabbing you arm to steady you.

‘i think it’s time for you to get to bed. i’ll take you.’ he insisted. the party was dying down anyways, it was late, and you’ve had way too much to drink considering what you had just confessed. you protested, trying to sit back down but he held you firmly up. eventually you gave up, a wave of tiredness hitting you as you stood. you sleepily bid you goodbyes, beginning to walk towards the door of the common room. natty gave him a look as he waved to the group, which she clearly meant as ‘don’t do anything stupid.’ he caught up to you again, pulling your arm back just before you swung the door open.

‘remember we can’t be seen, unless you want a detention on that squeaky clean record of yours.’ he said sternly, pulling out his wand and casting the disillusionment charm over himself.

‘thanks to you. you’ve covered for me everytime we’ve been c-caught’ you hiccuped again, pulling out your wand. you attempted to cast the spell on yourself, failing miserably. his eyebrows raised in amusement as he watched you, stifling a laugh. ‘this isn’t funny!’

‘of course not, i’m not laughing.’ he cleared his throat, pulling his wand out again to cast it on you. you thanked him, opening the door, and stumbling out in front of him. the castle was almost eerily quiet at night, candles dimly lighting the empty halls. he matched your pace beside you, while you lazily walked. you hand brushed against his, causing his face to heat up. he thanked merlin you couldn’t see him right now. you slid your hand into his to stable yourself, leaning into him.

‘i feel like i’m going to collapse i’m so tired. maybe i’ll just sleep on the floor. ominis does it all the time. he’s like a cat.’

‘ominis could sleep anywhere. you on the other hand, i’m getting you back to your common room to your comfy bed. natty will murder me if i don’t.’ he chuckled.

・❥・

you stopped outside your common room, sebastian removing the charm from both of you so you could clearly see each other again.

‘see that wasn’t so bad.’ he gestured to your common room. ‘now go to bed.‘

you turned to face him, fully realizing how close you were standing to him. his face was mere inches from yours, and you could feel his warm breath tickle against your skin. your breathing quickened as you looked into his eyes. he looked at you like you were the only thing that mattered to him in this moment.

‘kiss me.’ you blurted, unable to stop yourself before the words left your mouth.

‘what?’ he choked, caught of guard.

‘do you not like me? you didn’t say anything earlier,’ you frowned, stepping back as your eyelids felt droopy. ‘i thought i made it soooo obvious. you’re so sweet, i love all the time we spend together and the way you l-.’

‘of course i like you, i have for ages,’ he cut you off before you could ramble any longer. ‘but you’re drunk, and you need your rest. we can talk about it tomorrow, if you remember.’ he winked, placing a gentle kiss on your hand.

you nodded, heading turning to your common room bidding him goodnight.

#hogwarts #sebastian sallow #hogwarts legacy #hl #hogwarts legacy imagine #sebastian sallow x you #sebastian sallow x y/n #sebastian sallow x reader #hogwarts legacy sebastian #slytherin #sebastian sallow imagine

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iamthecomet · 4 months

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IM BACKKKK😇😇😇😇 thinking about phantom/aeon again WEHEHEHE....

a few things:

this boy gets pussy drunk i swear. he could eat someone out for hourssss and when you pull his face up he's all woozy and doe eyed and he'll whine to be let go so he can continue

subtop 5ever😇😇 just imagining him desperately fucking up into someone- "please, please, let me cum inside you, i need it, i can't hold it-" GAHHHH

peepee boy. that's all i'll say on the matter

SUCHHHH A LITTLE VOYEUR FREAK!!!! do NOT zerk off around this man because HE WILL WATCH!!!! probably a bit of an exhibitionist too.... waltzing around like normal with a plug in his ass, rutting against a pillow while everyone watches a movie together....

he is just so sensitive and curious and it is so so caute❤️ i love him

THATS ALLLL😇😇😇😇 JESUS BLESS

Oh Aeon. What a devoted little freak, we love him. Don't think about Aeon, on the floor between Cirrus' legs. Face turned up. Tongue pressed deep into her folds. Curling around her clit. Purring as he does it. Savoring every second she allows him to taste her. And if she tosses her leg over his shoulder, he'll brace a hand against her back, hold her steady, lap even deeper. For as long as she wants. And when she's had her fill he'll whine for more. Even as she pulls him away by the horns, mouth slick and swollen, eyes hazy and gone. And don't think about Rain riding him. Aeon thrusting up to meet each thrust. Trying to drive as deep as he can. Starting out grunting and groaning, ending up whimpering and begging to cum. Begging to breed. And it really depends on Rain's mood whether or not he's going to head Aeon's pleas. And we're not going to talk about the amount of time he's found Swiss' door cracked up--just a little. Just enough for Aeon to peak through. To see Swiss splayed out naked on his bed--on display, hand working his cock until he cums, messy, all over his own stomach. Or how Aeon leaves his door open too, just enough to catch a glimpse. To hear the muffled sound of his voice as he touches himself. Also, half othe pillows on the common room couch have cumstains on them now and it's (mostly) Aeon's fault.

#comet comments #Aeon thoughts #Aeon is a little freak and I love him for it #Also giant underwear thief #is banned from doing laundry because of it #He finds other ways to steal them though

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decaydanceredacted · 17 days

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i wish the omegaverse was real so that i could be pete and patricks little omega and have them tease me for hourssss when im in heat until im crying and begging and incoherent for one of their knots. fuck i want to feel so full and trapped against one of their chests while we wait for it to go down and maybe whoevers knot i don't have in me (mb pete) he reaches his hand down while im overstimulated and plays with my clit while i cry some more and come again and again and clench around the knot in me to make patrick groan all pretty and call me his handsome little omega and when i fall asleep on patricks chest when his knot goes down he pulls out and pete takes his place and i wake up to him fucking me. jesus i need to be put down

#ps #pw #ps + pw #omegaverse tag

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silkscream · 2 years

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it’s missing arvin hourssss if you’re open to a req!! the towns in the midst of a heat wave and arvin can’t get over how you look licking a cherry ice pop on the tailgate of his truck

MDNI 18+ ONLY

goddd i miss him sm. you know that humidity is getting the best of him, but he's trying real damn hard to be productive out in the garden pulling weeds so the summer vegetables can thrive.

meanwhile, you're sitting pretty on the open bed of his truck in your halter tank and matching shorts, sprawled under the western sun. you like watching arvin work -- you like the way the veins in his arm flex when he grips the earth, like how when he wipes the sweat off his brow his dirty white tee hitches up just in the slightest to reveal his happy trail. you like those momentary looks he gives you, knowing full well that his eyes are scanning your bare legs before nodding at you casually like he isn’t fully smitten. the twinkly sound of the neighborhood’s ice cream truck’s jingle makes your ears perk up.

“you want a lemonade or somethin’, arv?” you beckon after him once you get to your feet.

“‘m good, baby,” he gruffs, fixated now on some sort of carpentry project in the garage. pouting, you skip your feet less than a block to get a treat, batting your eyes generously enough for the teenage clerk to stammer over his words and fuck his counting over a handful of coins. ultimately, your warm face makes him give in, so he lets you off the hook and lets you buy the little girl in line behind you an ice cream, too. he’s bewitched after you wink goodbye.

arvin doesn’t notice your return, which makes you roll your eyes. and you’re not one to be needy, anyways, so you crank up the radio to drown out the sounds of manual labor with doo-wop, and you suck on your cherry ice pop. it’s refreshing, it really is, but what’s more refreshing is the moment arvin looks up to see you in the bed of his truck blooming like a flower with carnation-red lips.

“is it getting all over me?” you pout. “or do you want some?”

“i want something, alright,” arvin mumbles under his breath. “you tryna put on a little show for me, pretty thing? chrissake.”

“father benjamin says not to say the lord’s name in vain.”

“fuck father benjamin.”

you giggle, pushing the red popsicle deeper into your mouth until liquid dribbles down to your chin. you struggle to clean yourself up, cupping your palm to collect the excess as arvin stares.

“you’re fuckin’ killing me, doll.”

“huh? i’m mindin’ my own fuckin’ business,” you chuckle. “if you’re so desperate for a break, just take one, vinny.”

he sighs, looking back into the garage as he wipes his face with his t-shirt. he does it deliberately -- arvin isn’t one to show off, but he knows what makes you tick -- as he exposes his bare midriff and the defined lines of his abs.

“think i might take a cold shower. think you might need one, too.”

before you can register it, arvin takes a few steps closer to you just so he can kiss you on your neck, lick you down to your chest where he can lap up the sweet slick of the cherry ice pop that had melted and dripped onto your skin without you noticing. you gasp at the feeling and immediately feel a fluttering in your core.

“you’re getting it all over your hands, angel,” he gives you a low chuckle, lips right near your earlobe. “better clean you up, huh?”

it takes less than two minutes for the two of you to walk back into the house to turn on the shower -- water running cold -- but he doesn’t even bother to get you into it. instead, he’s quick to strip off your matching set along with his t-shirt and jeans, whiplash overcoming your senses when he’s got you leaning over the bathroom sink with his mouth licking up the sweat on your neck.

he loves you like this -- submissive and bent down under him with his hand around your throat while the mirror starts to fog up from your desperate pants. the moment you feel him slide into you from behind, your skin feels like it’s on fire, which may be counterproductive considering the heat wave both of you are trying to escape, but both of you are too busy riding the throes of ecstasy to care.

it’s so much -- the feeling of his thick cock, the sweltering heat, his fingers in your mouth.

“fuck, honey,” arvin grunts into your shoulder. “most beautiful woman i ever seen. shit.”

you moan back unintelligibly. maybe it’s the heat, the sweat, the pheromones working on overdrive, because arvin doesn’t expect to be this close so fast. he’s got your hair balled up in his fist as he thrusts into you, a much more fulfilling workout than the damn yard work consuming all his days.

when he does cum, so do you. your thighs nearly give out, actually, shaking from the impact of him being so deep that the coil inside of you breaks completely. your stomach aches in inferno, but you suppose the pain is worth it if it’s always going to be this honey-sweet.

#asks #anonymous #arvin russell x reader #arvin russell x you #arvin russell smut #arvin russell oneshot #arvin russell fic #the devil all the time fic #tom holland x reader #tom holland x you #tom holland smut

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zari…. i just need to know bc u r the rin expert but…… how do u think his moans sound like when he’s so deep in us wrecking us up 👁️🫦👁️ i kinda think it’s a little deep n throaty if that makes sense 🫠

THE RIN EXPERT LMAOOOOOOO is this who i am on this site .. bc that's a privilege 😭

DAWN bbie. oh if u only knew how many HOURSSSS i spent thinking about it sjfahksa i know EXACTLY how that man sounds. first of all hes VERY vocal,, contrary to what many would think !! has a v foul mouth lol i only realized it some time ago when rereading the manga and im like..... yeah might just be the translation but that man is vile with his words 😭 SO of courseeee he's no different while having sex !!!1 AN EXCELLENT DIRTY TALKER (but u already know that.. still thinkin bout this lil ramble u posted abt this ......) cause he just gets so into the zone, and you're making him feel so good..... he lets his mouth run. talks all abt it. comments every tiniest reaction your body gives to him. taunts and praises you all of the time :( loves to speak on the things he's going to do to you - it riles him on so much and he can feel you growing even tighter around him whenever he lets the filth spill, so of course he's going to continue doing just that </3

sound wise. .. ..... oh lawd..... it's so throaty for sure omg hoarse and rough when it feels just a bit better than he expected !!!!!!! hums to himself, chest trembling with the deep sound, as he teases u and watches you writhe :( his voice drops ,, like,, a whole octave. groans all low and smooth and it's so sexy. dripping with testosterone. MMMMM yum i want to devour him whole rn just thinking about it </3 grows needy as he nears his high, a little breathier, and gives the literal hottest, filthiest groan as he cums @_@

#✧.* lovelies (ﾉ´ з `) / (dawn)#hes so fucking sexy its insane #goes absolutelyyyyyy feral n sounds so gewd ! WHEWWW #u see this is the difference between him n sae. sae's quiet n very breathy. doesn't dirty talk much. but when he does :0 #holy shit #but yeah. rin puts that mouth of his to good use !!!!!!#love love love him sm i need him in my guts rn #rin my love #✩ rin.thirsts #itoshi rin smut #rin itoshi smut #bllk smut #blue lock smut #rin smut #rin thirst

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charlotte-family-apologist · 3 days

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Okay so how about some more Suchin headcanons and/or Kenshi/Suchin headcanons? Some wholesome stuff maybe. 🥺 Please and thank you. 🙏

I could talk about these guys for hourssss

I'm basing these off my au where Suchin is a vigilante/mercenary.

Brief backstory is her father was a retired Red Dragon member who after her mother's death turned to gambling, taking out several loans from the Red Dragon to afford it. Unable to pay the debt he killed himself, transferring the debt to a 19 year old Suchin who took to traveling around Asia. Hunting Red Dragon members and taking less than savory jobs to survive with the goal of destroying them/getting rid of the debt and returning to civilian life. She also has a danger sense causing her to be very paranoid.

Eventually she ended up in Japan on a lead where she met Kenshi who is still in the yakuza and, at the time, has his eyes (I'm blatantly mashing his backstories together)

Suchin, before the whole criminal thing, worked as a chef. When she realized Kenshi isn't that good of a cook and eats mostly takeout she decided to start making food for him.

It sounds sweet, but she's not normal about it (11 years on the run wrecks your social skills). She just starts to hand Kenshi bentos/tupperware at random times and doesn't comment on it. Also breaking into his apartment to use his kitchen, Kenshi doesn't know what's happening or why it started but he's not complaining.

Suchin doesn't like silence because her thoughts start to wander and it cranks up her paranoia so she talks to herself a lot. Mostly just mindless things like taking a verbal note of what she needs to do that day. And having one-sided conversations with people she's fighting.

She's thrilled when Kenshi starts to engage in her mindless chatter with his own two cents. Even more so when he gets comfortable enough to start the conversations. They've lost track of time doing nothing but talking for hours.

They cuddle a lot, even when they were still just friends and before they developed/realized they had feelings for the other. They started to share Kenshi's bed when Suchin moved in because they're both cheapskates and didn't want to buy another one.

When Suchin doesn't take photos and avoids cameras but she bought a small one to take pictures of animals she saw to show Kenshi.

#i love these guys sm it hurts #this is somehow both short and long #suchin #kenshi takahashi #kensuchin #kenshi x suchin #mortal kombat #mortal kombat x #mkx #mortal kombat headcanons #non art post

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moonshynecybin · 3 months

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hello i remembered u had a rosquez dw au so i scrolled through your dw tag and ended up reading posts from 2013. lol.

BUT!!! tell me more abt the dw au… doomsday happens and vale leaves marc in petes world… they reunite right? RIGHT? how does marc get back and HOW will they be happy together forever. i will not accept tragedy

genuinely doctor who au is all i think about thank you for this...

so doomsday goes down basically the same and marc is trapped!!!! in another dimension separated from vale... both of them stay cheeks pressed to the wall for hourssss after that portal closes. like one perfect tear rolling down vale's face. normally joyful impish expression shut down gaunt and dead. alex has to tear marc away from that wall.

and so marc decides. the unbreakable rules of science and dimensionality are keeping me from the love of my life AND our wonderful death-defying hobby of time travelling adventures that i am equally obsessed with. well i will simply find a way to break these unbreakable rules and transverse dimensions. and he does! he joins torchwood and works day and night mainlining coffee burning the midnight oil obsessed and ignoring what is actually healthy for his body in that fun marc way of his. until he and his team have developed a protype they think might work! he (of course) volunteers to test it and ZOOOM shoots into his home universe.

meanwhile vale is uh. season four tenth doctor level unwell without marc. like he is very much a person who needs people around him and travelling ALONE right after losing marc ummmm he isnt doing good lol. like he is embracing the god complex. he is slightly manic. he is crying a lot. he is staring at any short jacked guy with dark hair like a war widow. bright eyes absolutely dead. its bad. anyways its been a minute since ive watched s4 of doctor who but BASICALLY. all of this + the plot comes to a head and marc lands back in his home-dimension right inside the literal end of the world and also like a hundred yards from vale and the gang (academy kids?? WOULD be funny)

so they see each other after YEARSSSSSSS and the world is ending but they dont care!!!! they start running at FULL fucking speed at each other they forget EVERYTHING else... and ofc then theyre like ten feet away when ZAP! vale gets tagged by a dalek and um. well the plot happens again sorry cant remember. THE IMPORTANT THING IS: through science fiction bullshit and regeneration stuff and the POWER OF LOVE!!!!!!! vale turns human :) and that means he can stay with marc for the rest of their lives <3 and the second and i mean SECOND marc figures this out he nearly tackles him —stretches up on his tiptoes, fist full of vale's collar—and lays one on him crazy style... and theyre both like. almost smiling too hard to even kiss... faces still desperately glued together... vale cops a feel... and they live happily ever after <3 and marc pops back into his home universe to grab alex at some point that is non-negotiable lol

#if you went back into my dw tag until 2013 then you are my brother and we share a warriors bond.#callie speaks #motogp #doctor who au #asks #rosquez

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Bro just please tell us some head cannons u have for emo yuichi and Leo I need to know more - what do they like most about each other? What do they together? What do the other turtles think of him?Broooo bring in the head cannons

I AM SO GLAD U ASKED JAJSJFJFN watch how hard i can word vomit about them 🔊🔊🔊🔊

hahaha i'll just go down the list of what u mentioned here so i can maintain some self control LMFAO, but BEFORE i begin:

would like to mention that leosagi r BEST FRIENDS before they ever start a relationship in my au (which takes place a good couple yrs down the road, like late teens/early twenties. maybe even longer. i'm still debating lol) i really value platonic relationships and i guess i'm projecting but i really wanted to explore this aspect on these two cause i feel like it really fits !!!

leo was recently instated as the new leader and he's struggling under the pressure and expectations, he's having a hard time at home with the weird vibes between him and raph and splinter, he and raph r arguing a lot more, he never wants to be at home, they're all still recovering a little bit from the shredder incident and trying to make their new lair feel like how everything used to be, leo just wants things to go back to normal, etc etc. guy is not having a good time.

usagi is also struggling between three jobs and having no one to rely on. he is COMPLETELY ALONE, and has been for a while now, and at this point he's just accepted it and rolls with the punches. he is visibly a miserable guy. he doesn't have family or friends to turn to considering he's basically disgraced from his clan (not that he really wanted to stay anyway, more will be explained later HAHAHA), he's not doing well mentally either, and he's trying to stay afloat in a foreign city that he's still learning to actually live in. he's not good at relying on other people and always expects strings to be attached when it comes to people trying to look out for him, etc etc. both he and leo r not doing well.

while i admit the love at first sight is cute, that's not the road i wanted to take with them. what they both really need more than a relationship is a friend, and i think they would both find that friend in each other. i think they would be absolute menaces at their worst but also be capable of bringing out the best in each other. they r the besties ever !!!!

okay with that out of the way i am ACTUALLY going to answer ur ask now lmfao.

WHAT DO THEY LIKE MOST ABOUT EACH OTHER?

im only going to do a few qualities otherwise i will be here FOR HOURSSSS HAHAHA

USAGI:

- leo recognizes that usagi isn't one to beat around the bush, especially when it comes to telling him how he feels. he's blunt, but not generally in a mean way (usually lmfao). he tells leo what he needs to hear, even if leo in particular doesn't WANT to hear it. usagi doesn't lie to him, or ever make promises he can't keep, but he also doesn't BREAK promises that he makes. leo really appreciates that about him.

- usagi hasn't known leo his whole life, and so he doesn't have the same issue as his brothers with giving leo casual praise. yes, usagi is very much going to be the first person to call leo a gigantic dumbass, but he's also going to recognize leo is talented and calculated and very capable of being cunning when he isn't being a fool LMFAO. i think having someone that has faith in his abilities most of the time would really help settle some of leo's inferiority/superiority complex issues, especially from someone that is essentially a clean slate and doesn't have huge expectations of what they already know about leo. i think this would start leo's journey into being more self-assured, since usagi has been there to tell him what he needs to hear from the very start of their friendship. leo can always count on usagi to have his back when he's feeling down about himself :)

- usagi is actually very hilarious. leo didn't see it much when they were first getting to know each other but usagi makes the MOST out of pocket comments and jokes all the time with a completely straight face and it cracks leo up. usagi starts being a lot more silly with leo once they've been around each other more and his humor starts showing through. also usagi is like the only person in the world that will laugh at leo's awful puns. usagi recognizes they're awful and he KNOWS they r so so awful but he can't help but laugh bc leo's delivery is so good. the first time leo makes usagi laugh he goes out of his way to make him do it again bc usagi has a really contagious laugh and he wants to hear it more !!! usagi deserves to laugh. they actually bond a lot over their inside jokes and humor lol

LEO:

- no one has ever tried to be so persistent in being usagi's friend. like, an actual friend who genuinely cares about him and just wants him to be less miserable and goes out of their way to spend time with him bc they think he's COOL and someone fun to be around. usagi didn't appreciate it at first (he thought leo was trying to make fun of him/just trying to be a nuisance) but then he realizes that leo is just like. a good person. under all the bravado and jokes and bad puns he's someone that cares and doesn't expect anything from it and usagi wants to meet leo halfway and show that he cares too. leo is essentially his first friend and first BEST FRIEND and he has no way to articulate how much he appreciates leo and the olive branch he gave him so he tries to show it as often as he can instead.

- leo also goes out of his way to spend time with usagi, whether that be between his shifts at work or literally sitting in the place of business until usagi gets off. it starts off as leo just not wanting to be home but then it's genuinely just him trying to spend as much time with usagi as possible before he has to work again (which is basically all the time.) they never run out of things to talk about, and when usagi is too drained to actually hold a conversation leo can fill the silence for literal HOURS and usagi never gets tired of it bc he likes to listen to leo talk, and leo doesn't feel like he's annoying or anything. they can also exist in silence with each other and just enjoy the other's presence. it's never awkward and it's just really natural for them both!

- usagi hasnt really had someone like . worry about his well-being in a long time and so leo constantly being up in his business asking him if he's gotten enough sleep/if he's feeling okay takes a lot to get used to. it grated his nerves at first but then leo explained that usagi always seems so sad and downright depressed and he always asks if there's something that he can do to make him feel a little better. leo doesn't really motherhen him which usagi appreciates also; he acknowledges that usagi isn't feeling great and will try to do something to make him feel better but he backs off bc he knows how annoying it is when people won't listen to how much u DONT want to talk about it (looking at u very lovingly rn raph ❤️ ur trying ur best). usagi also does the same for leo, they only push each other to talk when they REALLY think the other needs an intervention haha.

OTHERS:

- they do the thing where if they get food, often times the other likes whatever part they don't. usagi doesn't like salami and whatnot on his pizza so he'll pick it off and let leo eat it; leo doesn't like the crunchy parts on crab ragoon so he'll eat the middle then let usagi eat whatever's left etc lol.

- they'll do the thing where it's like "this made me think of u" and they get it for the other, like knick knacks and little food types of stuff. they make it a competition to who can get the coolest knick knack for the other LOL

- they r both really really impressed with how talented the other is. usagi is traditionally trained and it SHOWS, he often times wins their spars and he's very very skilled and leo thinks he's so fucking cool bc he's so nonchalant about it. like usagi just did the sickest move and he's like "damn. that was crazy." and leo is like 🤯🤯🤯🤯 leo is cunning and strategic and usagi is pretty impressed (and it's hard to impress this guy !!!!) with how inventive he is on his feet, and how fast he can assess a situation just by vibes alone. leo also thinks outside the box a lot and his style of fighting is really cool to usagi; they both just think the other is the coolest HAHA.

WHAT DO THEY DO?

i already mentioned that leo goes out of his way to spend time with usagi whenever he's free, and even when he's not leo is usually right at his hip lmfao. they both go to different areas of the hidden city and hang out mostly, they do the "bro showed me a spot" and try to see who can find the coolest spot to hang out in HAHAHA. they spar and talk and joke around and share food. normal friend stuff.

sometimes usagi takes a nap bc he's so exhausted tho and leo just hangs around on his phone with him. whenever usagi is free is when they actually get to do the fun stuff; they get into deep shit sometimes in the hidden city and that's usually a fuckin time lmfao.

usagi luvsss music tho but he doesn't really have time to search for stuff on his own, so leo always shows up with music recommendations whenever they have time and exchange different songs back and forth. would like to mention usagi LOVESSS BABYMETAL and gets leo into them as a result hahaha. BABYMETAL NEVER MISSES ‼️‼️‼️‼️ banger after banger only 🔊🔊🔊

usagi also tries to teach leo more japanese and how to write kanji. he thinks it's fucking hilarious that leo doesn't know it. he's always like "u know ninjitsu, ur trained in sword fighting, and u have a literal world class japanese warrior as ur father, but u don't know japanese ??? 🤨 L." HAHAHA but they're getting there !! leo's japanese has improved a lot since he started hanging with usagi !!!

WHAT DO THE OTHERS THINK?

so leo actually gatekeeps his and usagi's friendship for almost a good yr before he ever lets usagi meet his brothers. he wanted this one thing to himself and it was kinda like an escape from all the bad vibes at home. also he was scared that usagi would think his brothers r cooler than him lmfaooo. don't worry usagi sets him straight about that tho !!!

also usagi knows a lot about leo's bros just from how much he talks/rants about them, and he tries to pay attention bc he knows leo's bros mean everything to him !!!!

raphael: he and raph actually get along pretty great !!! maybe even the most. raph does mother hen him once they get comfortable with each other but usagi knows it comes from a place of care, which he really really appreciates bc he isn't close with his family the way the guys r. they both give each other advice and have really good conversations with each other. they've both stayed awake for hours just talking about different stuff and the bros and everything. i hc raph is actually going thru a pretty bad depressive episode around this point in time too and usagi gives him some pretty sound advice about how he's feeling and how to not let it completely take over. he tells raph to also rely on the others; he knows what it's like to have ur emotions feel like a burden but he tells him there is no way the others would ever want him to feel the way he does. they care so much about him !!! usagi thinks raph is surprisingly easy to talk to also :)

donnie: at first they got on each other's nerves. i think they're both pretty similar even if donnie is slightly more eccentric, plus i imagine that like most people donnie doesn't like change, and leo HAS been changing a lot outside of his periphery ever since he started hanging with usagi more! donnie is like that's the guy that's been making my brother not come home until like eight in the morning and makes him never want to be here. so there was kinda a grudge on his part bc he does miss leo :( however i think they bond when they find themselves roasting leo together or something i just think that would be absolutely hilarious HAHAHA. they end up being really good friends also !!!! i imagine they appreciate how low energy the other can be sometimes, and usagi is genuinely impressed at how smart donnie is.

mikey: PLSSSS DONT HATE ME but i hc they get along the least. NOT BC THEY DONT LIKE EACH OTHER ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ but mikey is even more high energy than leo and sometimes usagi literally cant take it haha, but that's only when his social quota is really low already. otherwise he and mikey get along pretty great !!! mikey was one of the first ones to really initiate him into the family and let him know he's welcome any time and like obviously it's mikey so usagi has a soft spot for him. however he doesn't really like the doctor feelings schtick he pulls sometimes (among mikey's other PHDs lmfao) and he very much tries to escape those sessions when mikey busts them out HAHAHA.

i imagine usagi slotting into the family pretty easily actually, he's just another kid that splinter doesn't realize he's collecting lmfao.

i imagine him feeling sort of on the fringes at first tho, bc he hasn't known them his whole like like say april, hasn't been thru life changing battles with them like casey or cassandra. he's not even just that odd relative like draxum lol. he's just leo's friend and he doesn't want to encroach on their little unit they have going on or be a burden or anything so it takes a little while for him to open up to them and let them get to know him. they grow closer tho the more leo starts bringing him around and actually interacting :) usagi is very fond of all of them !!

WOW OKAY LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF WORD VOMIT !!! i really hope this answered ur questions !! SOOOO SORRY ABOUT THIS INCREDIBLY LONG ESSAY LMFAO could literally write a dissertation about these idiots if i tried hahaha. sorry it took me so long to answer btw i wanted to make sure i included as much information and as many points as possible without giving away too much lol.

thank u so much for ur ask !!!!

#the formatting of this probs sooo weird bc tumblr hates me and i'm on mobile so sorry if the spacing is shit between paragraphs :(#UHHHH ANYWAY HOPE U ENJOY MY EMO USAGI CONTENT LOL #emo usagi #rottmnt #tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #leosagi #rise of the tmnt #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rise of the tmnt #save rottmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #ask box #emo usagi au

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kiwwia-wiwwia · 6 months

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matt murdock songs and explanations pt. 1

most of these will be noah kahan just a heads up but I can talk about these for HOURSSSS. just me analyzing matt and some songs and making a verbal venn diagram.

song 1: No Complaints by Noah Kahan

I thought I had somethin' And that's the same as havin' somethin'

matt constantly, CONSTANTLY grasping at whatever connection he can get. foggy, father lantom, elektra, karen, claire... the list goes on. but i really see this as him and elektra. him desperately searching for goodness in her that may or may not even be there but he still so ferverently believes in her, that there's something there, something permanent, esp when he was in college.

I'd get mad at nothin', blame my dad for somethin' I pull no punches, then feel bad for months

he has. so much anger. towards himself, towards his parents, towards god... sometimes he just needs to pin the blame on something. him getting to worked up one night and doing more damage than necessary and then berating himself for it for months. got that Catholic Guilt fr

Mm, thought I was raised better, tried to fake better

impostor syndrome, anyone? he constantly feels like he's not what his dad would've wanted him to be and again, So Much Guilt is in that man. his dad didn't want him to be a fighter and that's literally All He Does. pobrecito hates himself so much for not living up to his father's expectations of him.

Tried to blame weather and escape better Hope the skin heals where the pain enters

GODDDDD THE SYMBOLYSM HERE. hope the skin heals where the pain enters. are u kidding me. i have never heard something more daredevil. the physical and emotional pain he's in constantly, the way that when things get bad for him he uses vigilantism as a form of self harm, especially in season 3 when he tries to off himself by getting those guys to kill him.

But I finally got sewed up I set a time, then I showed up Now the weight of the world ain't so bad

all the times he tries to fix his relationships. when he's destroying friendships left and right (foggy and karen), flaking on them, placing daredevil as his highest priority and then when he realizes he's being an ass he does his best to show up??? trying so hard to be better for them because they don't deserve the way he's been treating them, only for the cycle to repeat itself? oh my god.

I saw the end, it looks just like the middle Got a paper and pen and a page with no space

Him realizing every now and again that nothing changes, the city will always have a new threat and his work will never be done. everything stays the exact same. the end looks just like the middle. GOD.

I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication And forgot how to cry, who am I to complain?

he does self medicate, just not with substances. his drug is being daredevil. he gets frustrated? daredevil. sad? daredevil. angry? daredevil. that's his only outlet, the only time he feels like he's truly being himself. and that man represses so aggressively and feels like he has no right to feel the way he does. again, catholic guilt. "other people have it worse" NO matt. you are in hell.

And now the pain's different It still exists, it just escapes different And evades vision, makes the rain different Makes the news boring and my rage distant

when he gets bad, he gets BAD. mf is depressed. depressed squared. everything dulls around him, he's feeling things at an arms length.

Yes, I'm young and living dreams In love with being noticed and afraid of being seen

his playboy side loves the attention he gets, especially in college, but he's terrified of someone truly knowing him. sure, get close on a surface level, but he's so guarded about anyone fully and wholly knowing him. he's terrified of losing more people.

But I can finally eat and I can fall asleep It's fine, fine, fine

denial is a river in egypt. he's Fine, he swears. everything is Normal and he is Functioning. everything is FINE. but it's not. hes a mess and he's barely holding it together and the only thing he's trying for is the people around him so when he's alone because he pushes everyone away it's dangerous. he doesn't have to keep up appearances, he can just rot away and daredevil until he gets too injured even though he'll probably keep going after that.

thank you for your time this has been me psychoanalyzing my husband

#matt murdock #mattfoggy #daredevil netflix #daredevil #daredevil headcannon #matt murdock headcanon

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