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#no but if anyone else has evidence then feel free to share. i'm not up bruce's ass all the time like i am with dick lmao
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hey!! I've noticed that lately in comics the bats are shown to be more... affectionate? or more obvious about the fact that they are a family whereas in the pass that line was more delicate and a bit more grey, is there are a canonical reason why? or you know a specific moment that shows WHY they've changed?
From a canonical standpoint, I believe the events during and following Bane's takeover of Gotham (City of Bane arc) at least explain some of Bruce's more open and emotional behavior as of late. While Bruce was trying to bring Damian back into the fold after Alfred's death, Bruce had an epiphany of sorts.
Then it hits me. Family. The center of all things in my life. By blood or adoption. Mentoring or friendship. Every meaningful moment that's rippled through my life has all started and ended with family... even the ones we're about to save. - Detective Comics #1033
I mean, it really shouldn't be that much of an epiphany for Bruce at this point (and maybe you wouldn't even call it an epiphany so much as him just idk having thoughts alsdja), but whatever. A lot of shit happened to Bruce's family during the time of King's Batman run, and I can see that influencing his behavior (even though I personally think Bruce and Co's recent behavior is more so contributed to the fact that writers have been incorporating fanon into canon as of late/writers don't know the batfam's personalities/it's an attempt to cover up Bruce's past abusive behavior).
As for the other bats, most of them were depicted as having closer relationships or being on better terms with each other since early on in the Rebirth era, especially following the events of Batman & Robin Eternal, We Are Robin, and Robin War.
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You mentioned that the inexperienced reader has gotten good at giving blowjobs to William. How did William react of skills of her rocking his world right before his contract meeting? He would totally test her flexibly after the meeting just to make her loose her mind.
Alright, we're taking a few leaps in time here - hope it all flows well for you 🤍
[Or who cares if it's a bit confusing; it's Willy smut, and we're all just here for the fun, right]
However, I do still hope you enjoy it, even though it turned out to be quite lengthy... 🙈 No pun intended
Also, I decided to weave in two other requests (1 & 2) to create a full chapter, so it sort of turned out to be three stories in one - please, feel free to share your thoughts (on the length, amount of smut, or anything else) - Otherwise, just sit back and enjoy 😊
Warnings; 18+ smut; oral sex (m receiving); mention of masturbation; praise!kink; light spanking; dominance!kink; thigh riding; edging; light bondage; unprotected sex (p in v); cum inside; more oral sex (m receiving, mention of f receiving); swallowing...?
I won't even try and defend myself on this 🙈 I know, nobody asked for 5.9K words of Willy Nylander smut... 🤍
[Credits to sarahaugenphotography]
[Inexperienced!reader x Willy]
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All good boys go to heaven - But bad boys bring heaven to you pt IV I William Nylander 🖋️⚡️
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"Hey, you alright, babe?" you inquired, your voice gentle and cautious, while you looked at your boyfriend, William Nylander.
"Hmm... I’m fine," he merely responded, though his restless leg under the table suggested otherwise. His tense fingers played with the mug, even though he had already finished his coffee and was now just staring into space. His striking blue eyes sparkled, and his expression remained calm yet resolute.
You had just finished breakfast. Even though William wasn't initially hungry when you’d asked, you still prepared a small plate of his favourite pancakes, which he devoured with evident satisfaction.
"Hey, it's okay if you're feeling nervous. Anyone would be," you offered a soft smile across the table.
"I know, but I'm not - my agent has it all sorted, babe," he reassured you, although it sort of seemed like he was trying to convince himself, as you noticed his attempt at a smile, but it quickly faded.
Truth be told, William hadn't been particularly nervous during the many months of negotiating his contract. He had complete faith in his manager and agent, confident that he'd make the right decision no matter what.
While it wasn't a secret that William wanted to stay in Toronto - at least, that's what he had communicated to everyone, including the press - he understood that his career came first. If a better deal presented itself elsewhere, he would take it. But Toronto was more than just a city; it was home to him.
And naturally, you played a role in all of this too. Since you and William started dating, he felt a subtle desire to be wherever you were. Not that he'd ever choose not to transfer because of you – you understood that. Yet, a small part of him hoped to stay there so that the two of you could be together.
Especially since you hadn't really discussed what would happen if he didn't get an extension.
Yet today marked his final meeting with the managers, settling the last details, and hopefully, reaching an agreement to sign. Despite William not displaying any nervous emotions, you couldn't help but feel a twinge of anxiety on his behalf. This was a significant step in his career, and you wanted to be nothing but supportive. After all, you were in a committed relationship, and all you wanted was for William to be happy.
And as you both sat in silence, an urge to comfort your man washed over you. You wanted to make him feel at ease and tune into his calm pulse.
So, gradually, you got up from your chair and took measured steps around the table, placing your hands gently on William's shoulders as you tenderly caressed him. Your fingers traced his neck and the cascade of his long locks as you admired your stunning man. His composed demeanour had always impressed you, and now you felt the need to impress him as well – to show him just how proud you were of him.
Gently, you offered his shoulders a light massage, ensuring you wouldn't tense up his muscles. You observed him relaxing from his position, leaning back in the chair into your touch.
Noticing him slowly tilting his head back, you bent down behind him, placing a soft kiss on his earlobe before whispering, "Are you sure you don't need me to help calm your nerves?"
Your seductive voice echoed through his ear, and William felt a comfortable shiver run down his spine, as he closed his eyes, letting himself relax under your butterfly kisses on his neck. Your hands carefully sneaked in front of his torso, under his shirt by the collar, gently toying with his light chest hairs.
"Mmm... maybe I could use some help..." he moaned softly, feeling a small tingling down in his groin as one of your hands began traveling further down under his shirt.
And with a light bite onto his earlobe, you seductively added, "Then get up and let me take care of you..."
Which you didn't have to tell him twice.
Rising from his seat, you both moved around so William could lean against the dining table, and you stood in front of him, on your toes, sharing a deep, passionate kiss while tucking two fingers under the hem of his sweats. Pulling back, you looked him straight in the eyes with a flirtatious smirk. Then, you squatted before him, pulling down his sweats along with his boxers, letting his semi-hard member come in contact with the cool air.
Your eyes glinted up at him as you kissed his muscular thighs, his hand gently stroking your hair, and his eyes meeting yours. William couldn't help but gasp, slightly parting his lips as you kissed closer to his growing member, licking and nipping his sensitive flesh.
"Baby, no teasing," he muttered softly, as you used one hand to gently stroke his length, feeling how his blood flow made him completely hard for you under your touch. You licked your lips, hungry to make contact with his tender skin, and as he wished, you parted your lips to wrap them around his tip, circling your tongue before slowly taking him further into your warmth.
William let out small grunts as he felt you take him deeper with every slow motion, hitting the back of your mouth as you expertly worked him with your hand. Your saliva coated every inch of him as you concentrated on breathing through your nose, relaxing the back of your throat, allowing yourself to take more and more of him in.
Truth be told, you were rather impressed with yourself.
William wasn't exactly on the smaller side - nor unrealistically large. But he was thick, a good length that could fill you up completely and girth that could stretch you wonderfully. To you, his cock was perfect.
And as you bopped your head and offered him every part of your warm mouth in a seductive and sensual manner, you observed how his hips softly began to rock and his eyes turned away from yours, closing shut as he leaned back. One hand still in your hair, while the other held a tight grip onto the table behind him.
His breaths gradually grew deeper and more inconsistent as his climax built up, and he could feel himself nearing the peak.
"Oh yes, baby, so damn good," he praised you softly between moans, his hand gripping your hair more firmly. "Fuck yes... shit... baby, more... I'm getting close."
His words acted like a spell, and instinctively, you increased your speed, bobbing faster as you took him deeper. Your hand worked the area you didn't have in your mouth, feeling his hips thrust against your movements.
He was so close.
You sensed the tightening in his thighs, his hand holding onto the table, while his other hand ensuring you wouldn't pull away.
Then with several more bobs, William let out a deep grunt as he reached his climax, releasing into your mouth. And you willingly swallowed every bit, cleaning up his sensitive shaft with your tongue and lips.
William's breaths were deep as he regained control, his lungs filling with air as he slowly came down from his high, and you gently let go of his member.
"Fuck, baby, you're so good at this..." he softly muttered, and you couldn't help but elicit a chuckle as you rose from your knees.
"I just wanted to make you feel good before your meeting," you flashed him a mischievous smile, gently wrapping your arms around him as he pulled you in for a hug and placed a kiss on your forehead.
"Well, I must admit you really did, baby..."
**
You’d taken the day off from work to get the condo ready for a family visit, as they all wanted to be there for William on this significant day in his career. And while his father, Michael, had already headed to the arena to join William for the training session, his mother and sisters opted for some rest at the hotel before joining you later.
And as your boyfriend and his agent were in the meeting, you busied yourself with tidying up the place. However, amidst the preparations, you felt a bit naughty and decided to give William a sneak peek of what awaited him when he got home. You kept it classy enough though, considering the possibility that he might open your message it in front of others.
Meanwhile, across town, William was smiling during his meeting. Everything seemed to be falling into place exactly as he had hoped, and after months of negotiations, the final touches were about to be put down just before his signature.
The atmosphere was calm and relaxed as his agent discussed the details, and William mostly had to sit back and follow along. However, as the conversation continued and the final touches were being ironed out, his phone suddenly vibrated.
And as curiosity got the best of him, he saw your name on the display, yet knowing it could either be something nice or naughty, he decided to open your message – which turned out to be a seductive mirror photo of you in lingerie, accompanied by the text: 'Hope the meeting is going well for you, baby – can't wait to see you later.'
William had to gulp to contain his reaction. Shit, he thought. Of course, you'd be teasing him like this. But he couldn't help but smile. You were stunning, and with the meeting going in his favour, all he wanted was to celebrate with you later. And the way you’d already given him a taste of how good your mouth felt like, he had an idea of just what to do with you.
**
It had become a familiar game between the two of you, especially since the trip to Sweden where William had teased you all day, culminating in a passionate round of sex in his childhood home with his family just down the hall.
And describing how mortified and embarrassed you’d felt would be an understatement, but it only took a week for you to exact your revenge. 
After the boys immediately went on tour following the Global Series, you became a master at teasing William, as you sent him lingerie photos, nudes, and dirty messages that had him thoroughly riled up. It was a perfect game.
And as he returned home, ready to reciprocate, you found yourself on a short business trip. Though it was only for two days, for William, it felt like an eternity. 
It wasn't that you didn't crave his touch – of course, you did – but the thrill of the game was more intriguing. Besides, you managed to satisfy your needs with a vibrator, even sending him a short snap of the act.
And ýou knew you were in for a round of trouble.
Upon your return from the business trip, William wasted no time picking you up and taking you to his place. And without hesitation, you agreed.
He’d naturally tried to keep his cool at first. He ordered some of his favourite takeout, which you enjoyed as you lounged on the sofa. Then gently William began caressing your thighs and teasingly moving close to your core before retreating completely. Which he repeated a couple of times, well aware that it was slowly driving you insane. 
However, you maintained a small smile on your lips, not wanting to let on how much he was getting to you. And together, you both managed to keep control as you watched a TV show.
But then, as you snuggled up to William in a spooning position and purposely ground your ass into his groin, he slowly grew impatient, and he felt the need to put you in your place.
It hadn't always been a fantasy of William's to act like this, but a comment from a few of his teammates during the Sweden trip had sparked some ideas in him.
“Det är nästan som att hon är Ana till din Christian Grey,” (It’s almost like she’s the Ana to your Christian Grey) Calle had teased, after the lads had been talking about how much sex you’d been having ever since you’d admitted your lack of experience.
“Du har verkligen visat henne världen – och nu testar hon vattnet – hon är en kinky en, Willy, du kan verkligen ha kul med henne,” (You’ve really shown her the world – and now she’s testing the waters – she’s a kinky one, Willy, you could really have some fun with her) Lagesson had added with a mischievous grin, prompting William to consider what other limits he could push with you.
"You’re being a bad girl, baby," William spoke with a dark, husky voice, whispering into your ear and causing a shiver to run down your spine. However, you were more intrigued by the fact that you had finally stirred his attention.
"I don’t know what you mean," you innocently spoke, still looking at the screen as you 'ignored' his accusations. "I’m just getting comfortable."
As you gently wiggled your ass a little more, ensuring his cock twitched just enough to tease, a deep grunt escaped from the man behind you. And the satisfied smirk formed on your lips, swiftly removed as William had evidently reached his limit.
"Mmm. I think I need to teach you a little lesson on how we do things here," his voice was rough, and without saying anything else, William rose from his position, hoisted you with his strong arms, and tossed you over his shoulder before carrying you to the bedroom. You had to contain a small giggle, knowing it would only encourage him further. Yet, you were also tempted to play with fire. 
As he put you down, you offered him a small smile, one that he didn't return. Which could only mean one thing for you – you were about to be punished.
William wasn't particularly rough – perhaps a mild version of Christian Grey – but he certainly had a dominant side. Much like the first time you had had sex when he had spanked you a few times. It had been an unfamiliar mix of pain and pleasure, something you had been slightly intrigued to explore a little more ever since.
And tonight, he let his inner dominant side take charge. As you stood before him, he issued his first command.
"Strip for me," he spoke with a soft smirk formed on his lips. So, you stripped down to your dainty knickers, earning a cocked brow as William sat on the edge of the bed. "Completely, älskling."
And with a gentle nod, you did as told.
"I knew you could be a good girl… come here."
However, just as you thought you were going to straddle your boyfriend and have the opportunity to ride him, he shifted you and pulled you to bend you over his knees with your ass in position for his right hand.
You suppressed a smile as William looked intensely at you, and you turned your head to meet his eyes.
“Why do you always have to be a fucking tease?” he asked with a dark chuckle, and you found yourself biting down on your lower lip before responding with an almost innocent smile.
“Because I can.”
Less than a second later, you felt William’s hand slamming across your ass cheek, earning a light moan from you as you closed your eyes and felt the sting on your skin.
“That’s right, baby…”
Then you felt the spank again.
“This is for being such a bad girl…”
And again. Every time, you couldn't help but let out a soft moan, feeling your core beginning to tingle, yet you craved something else entirely.
“Willy, I want to touch you,” you heard yourself softly speak after the fourth smack.
“Oh, you want to touch me? Alright, get up, babe,” he chuckled lightly, and again, you did as he said.
However, instead of giving you what you wished for, William leaned over to the nightstand, took out a pair of faux leather cuffs, and sat back in his position.
“Turn, älskling,” and with a quick eyeroll, you let him cuff your wrists together before he turned you back around and pulled you into his lap, one of his thick thighs between your legs for you to straddle. “Did you just roll your eyes at me?”
Again, his light chuckle had a hint of darkness and dominant disapproval, to which you naturally had to offer him a light nod.
Your knees were on the bed, William's muscles flexing against your core, and your wrists were tied behind your back; it wasn't exactly an easy position. But William felt content with it, and as his eyes wandered your body, he gave you his next command.
"Ride me," he smirked, placing his lips onto the sensitive skin of your neck, wrapping a hand behind your head, intertwining fingers with your hair, and the other holding your hips in place.
Slowly, you began rocking your hips, grinding your sensitive core against his thigh. And you couldn't help but moan a little, letting yourself sink into the pleasurable feeling of rubbing your clit against the dry fabric of his sweats.
William sucked and bit your neck in between kisses, releasing his mouth to stare at you with an intense glare as you closed your eyes and increased your speed. His hand on your lower back guided your motions, and slowly you became more and more eager, grinding yourself more intensely against him in search of the impending orgasm.
"Oh yes, Willy," you panted lightly, feeling the knot in your lower tummy form, and a euphoric state slowly clouding your mind.
"Yeah, it feels good, baby?"
"So, good, Willy..."
He could almost feel how you were clenching your walls in mere desperation to reach your peak, again increasing your speed as your breaths became incoherent.
"Don't come, baby."
"What?"
"I said: don't come," William's voice was filled with content as he observed how desperate you were, almost crying as you had to slow down your movements to avoid reaching climax.
It was torture.
You let out a whimper as you opened your eyes again and met his intense gaze.
"Willy, please…"
And as your cry rang like music in his ears, he felt his own need for release as his cock had solidly stiffened in his sweats.
"Looks like you've made a bit of a mess, baby," William chuckled again, noticing the wet patch you'd created on his thigh. "Stand up."
Without hesitation, you rose again, staring at your boyfriend with a slightly open mouth as he stripped down to nothing as well, before gently undoing your wrists.
"You're such a good girl for me," he praised with a low voice, carefully rubbing his thumb over your lower lip as his eyes locked intensely with yours.
"Always," you simply replied, gently licking his thumb before he bent down and forcefully connected your mouths. His hands found your ass as he hoisted you into his grip and firmly took a few steps to press you against the wall.
Your tongues were hungry to taste each other, mixing saliva. And you couldn't help but feel your core clenching as you felt William's member hard against your inner thigh.
“Willy, please, in me,” you almost begged in between kisses, and this time, you got what you wished for.
William's length quickly found your entrance, easing in as your arousal had provided a good amount of juices. You couldn’t contain your moans as he stretched your walls, harmonising with him as he felt every inch of your warmth.
And swiftly, his hips found a steady rhythm, pounding in and out of you as William shifted between connecting his lips with yours and moaning into the crook of your neck.
It was heated and passionate. No game anymore as you were making love and both craving a release. His cock felt so good inside of you, filling you up and stretching your walls as his deep moans echoed in your ears like sweet sounds.
“You feel so fucking amazing, baby.”
Your hands were tightly gripping onto his hair, and you soon found yourself again getting closer to the edge.
“Please, I want to come,” you cried out as William thrust into you, bringing dangerously close to your orgasm of he denied you once more.
But this time he gave you, his approval. And as soon as he spoke the words, you let out a deep moan and surrendered to the intense orgasm.
And before short, William felt himself about to reach his own climax. The tightness around him pushed him closer, and as he continued to fuck you through your high, feeling your muscles clench around him, he too let go and reached his peak, spilling his seed into your warmth.
“Yes… Mmm…” he let out deep grunts, slowly pumping a few more times as he regained his breath, both calming down from the intense high of finally giving in to deep desires.
In comfortable silence, you both untangled from the heated moment, gently cleaning up before retiring to the bed where William, as always, made sure to give you proper aftercare.
“I hope I wasn’t too rough with you,” he offered you a slightly concerned smile as you rested beside him.
“Not at all, Willy,” you flashed him a soft chuckle. “But I’m glad you're still worried about it.”
“Of course, älskling, I only want you to feel good.”
“You always make me feel so good, baby,” you smiled before placing a soft kiss on his lips.
**
Despite the intensity of the games you occasionally played, both of you found them more intriguing than anything else.
Especially after the Sweden trip and that memorable night, it became an ongoing play. When William was on the road, every day felt like torture for him. He'd play exceptionally well, knowing you'd be watching back at home. And in the evening, you'd catch up during a video call, where mutual self-pleasure often followed. Teasing photos were exchanged daily, ensuring he had something to look at in case he felt the need for release. And you'd be ready to guide him through it over the phone while satisfying yourself.
However, despite the fun of teasing when apart, nothing compared to how William would take you when he got back. Nearly every surface of his condo had been in contact with either of your skin. Whether it was your body on the dining table, his ass print on the sofa, your back against the shower, or any other wall, you'd been there.
Yet what amazed you the most, was how your relationship had evolved into something more. After being introduced as his girlfriend, you both had made your relationship public, not just to players and families but also to the rest of the world.
In his ever-so-chill and discreet way, William had posted stories of you on his social media, and you'd done the same about him. It was all rather cute, nothing overly lovey-dovey as Auston had put it. You were officially together for the world to see, and it felt more than amazing.
The only challenge you faced next was, of course, William’s contract extension.
It had been underway for a while, and although you were aware of it from the beginning, you tried not to think too much about it. Perhaps it was because the fear that William might not stay in Toronto lingered in the background, and discussing it might make it all too real, bringing tears to your eyes.
Not that you showed it to William. He didn't exhibit any signs of concern or worry, so you attempted to match his calm energy and simply enjoy the present. Your relationship was profound, and you were willing to make the best of every moment.
Yet, as the negotiations approached their final days, impatience grew within you. And your best way to deal with it was to show your man how much you cared for him and supported whatever decision they'd reach, which often meant taking him down your throat. It was a skill you proudly possessed, and it brought you almost as much pleasure as it did for him. 
And it was also very much on your mind during the family dinner.
Despite the overwhelming joy over William finalizing an 8-year extension in Toronto with a satisfactory salary, the thought lingered in your mind.
And amidst the Swedish chatting, cheers, delicious foods, and drinks, the idea of celebrating with William alone distracted you from keeping up with the mix of languages. Despite their best efforts to engage you in the conversation, you were more occupied with resting a hand on your boyfriend’s thigh, contemplating just how you were going to please him.
“Easy, baby,” William softly whispered in your ear as your hand had slowly travelled to cup his member through his baggy jeans. “Save it for later….”
You softly smiled to yourself, gently biting down on your lower lip as you let your hand slip back to just rest on his thigh again. And, before everyone wanted to rise from the table and go for an evening walk with the dogs, you couldn’t help but leave him with a small comment.
“Can’t wait to show you just how much of a good girl I can be for you.”
Your voice held nothing but seduction, and you knew that such a whisper in front of his family was way over the line. A line he had started crossing the night in Sweden, and you were simply playing along.
But your comment wasn’t left unattended as you noticed William’s flickering eyes and a smirk forming on his lips before he rose from his seat.
“Oh, you better be,” he merely whispered as they all began cleaning the table and left for a walk.
Fortunately, none of the family members stayed for long, needing rest due to jet lag, and soon you were back in the condo, slowly stripping each other as you shared deep, passionate kisses.
William's hands roamed your body as if he'd never explored it before, and you felt every inch of his skin you could reach. It was hungry, yet slow and intense as you lay on the bed, his fingers finding your core, stretching your walls while his tongue flicked and sucked your clit a few times.
He prepared you so well, making you feel incredible as your body trembled under his touch, feeling the intensity of a rush coursing through every cell and slowly clouding your mind.
He even brought you to orgasm just with his fingers and mouth, your fists clenching the bed sheets, letting your juices coat him as your mouth moaned his name over and over again.
William always took such good care of you, ensuring you came before he thought about his own needs. And tonight, he knew exactly how he wanted to finish.
And after your first orgasm, he then knelt, placed your ankles on his shoulders, and eased himself into your depths, feeling your walls tighten around him. He hovered over you, supporting himself on his arms, and had your knees come closer to your face before he pounded hard into you.
His skin slapped against yours as your uncontrollable moans filled the room, and he was touching the deepest parts inside you, making you squirm and cry out. It was intense as he kept hitting a very sensitive spot, overstimulating with every thrust, and it didn't take long before you let a second orgasm take over, screaming out curse words that clearly signalled your climax.
You were on cloud nine, your legs shaking when William released them from this position, and it took a moment to find air again before you could open your eyes and look at him with a satisfied smile.
Naturally, he returned it, confident and proud of his work as always, turning you into a piece of art of a mess again.
But tonight was not about you. It was about him.
And though William loved nothing more than to fuck you into oblivion, he did have something else in store for you.
"On your knees."
His voice was dark and husky as his fingers threaded through your hair, guiding you onto the floor. You obeyed without protest. His dominant side was showing again, and you felt a mix of excitement and shock as his eyes had turned darker after your passionate lovemaking.
You knelt before him, your eyes intensely looking up at his large figure, shifting between his face and his throbbing cock, hard and eager for release. You trembled as he approached, kneeling before you, his lips pressing against yours, and his tongue exploring your mouth.
You couldn't help but moan in response, your hands desperately seeking him. But swiftly, he withdrew, leaving you in need of more than just a heated kiss.
Then standing before you, William looked at you with a confident, smug expression. You were down on your knees for him, ready to please and bring him to climax after he'd been good to you. And as he took a step forward, aligning his hard member with your slightly parted lips, he looked down at you with deep desire in his eyes.
"Open up."
No more words were needed before you eagerly moistened your lips with your tongue and opened wide enough for you to take his length into your warm mouth.
William couldn't contain a deep moan as you took him in, letting your saliva cover his shaft as you tasted yourself. You used a hand to stroke the part your mouth couldn't reach, pushing yourself to take him in fully. And as the sensitive tip hit the very back of your throat, your nose struggled to control your breathing.
"Shit, yes, baby… so fucking good…"
William's dark grunts echoed through the bedroom, and you could taste his salty precum as he closed his eyes, tilted his head back, and slowly began rocking his hips. You felt his muscles tense and his grip on the back of your head tighten, and so you decided to make him see the stars he deserved. Taking in a deep breath through your nostrils, you did your best to relax your throat and took him all in, your nose meeting the skin above his cock as you felt your lower lip touch the top of his balls.
“Oh fuck…!” his moan came out in surprise as he looked down at you with wide eyes, gagging on his thick cock as you forced yourself to keep in him, tears polling in the corner of your eyes, before you gently pulled back to breath. You could tell that he had not expected that, and being a little proud on yourself, you then turned to his balls, took one in your mouth, sucked it a little as you gave his length a few strokes before giving the other ball the same attention. “Y/n/n… fu.. shi..” 
Saying William was speechless was an understatement, as you let your mouth to work every bit of tender skin he had to offer. Licking up his shaft again before you took the tip in your mouth again, circling with your tongue before once again down him entirely. Moaning around his cock you felt him twitch under your touch, and you knew he was getting closer to his climax. His moans and breaths seemed uncontrolled, his hand keeping your head in place as his hips began thrusting against you, and you had to hold your hands on his hips to keep him from choking you. 
“Baby, I’m gonna come…” 
William felt his climax about to peak, and then pulling you away from his cock, he looked down at you with a satisfied smirk. 
You were there on your knees between his leg, with your mouth open. Ready to be fed. Your eyes looked up at him with hunger, as you watched as he stroked himself. Slowly. Intently. His veins were engorged, and he build and build until he was ready to climax. 
“Stick your tongue out for me.” And you did a told. “Mmm that’s a good girl.”
With a deep grunt, he then stuck his cock in your mouth again, and unloaded onto your palate. His sticky cum coated your tongue and painted the inside of your mouth white.
And just before you could do anything, he spoke again.
“Hold it. Do not swallow until I say so….” 
He released his member from your warm mouth, and you had to keep control of yourself as you held his cum in your mouth, looking up at him as he gently stroked your hair. “Oh fuck… you have no idea how pretty you look…”
You had to focus your gaze on him, letting yourself enjoy the sweet and salty taste of him. Your eyes batting as you awaited his final command.
William enjoyed the image of you before him more than he’d expected. You were so fucking gorgeous, and you were his. Letting his thumb gently rub over your lips as he was calming down from his high, he then gave you your last treat.
“You can swallow now, baby.”
And so, you did.
You let his cum glide down your sore throat before gasping for air. William always tasted so good. Like you couldn’t get enough of him; you could eat him like candy, send him to pleasure as you challenged your own abilities.
And as always, being the gentleman he was, William helped you rise from the floor, pulling you in for a tender embrace, and placed a soft kiss on your lips.
You couldn’t contain a smile as you gazed up at him, your arms finding his neck as you enjoyed the warmth from his body.
“Congratulations on the contract, Willy,” you spoke softly, gently playing with the locks of his hair.
And returning your smile, William let out a light chuckle. “Thanks, babe… you were fucking incredible.”
“I know,” you replied with a wide grin. “I just love pleasing you like that.”
“Mmm… can’t really complain, now can I…”
“Hmm, no, I don’t think you can.”
As rough and dominant as William could be, he also showed a caring and soft side. And after cleaning you both up in the bathroom, he prepared for bed and let you cuddle in his arms as you again locked eyes in a comfortable silence, before he broke it.
“Move in with me…”
His words came as a complete surprise.
“What?”
“Move in with me,” he repeated with a light chuckle, his voice suggesting it was the most obvious thing to do. And you couldn’t control how your eyes darted from side to side as you stared into his.
“Willy, are you sure? Or are you just trying to be nice?”
But the question wasn’t all that sudden to William. For a while now, he had been thinking about it, mostly because you spent so much time at his place anyway. It would just make sense that you didn’t have another place. Besides, you always took care of his dogs when he was on the road, so you might as well just live there. To him, it seemed so simple.
“Of course, otherwise I wouldn’t ask.”
His calm demeanour could still take you by surprise, and as you let out a light sigh and a chuckle, you just looked at his wonderful blue eyes.
“Alright, let me think about it.”
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hwnglx · 5 months
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how is wonyoung perceived by fellow idols, female and male??
wonyoung's reputation among idols
based on tarot. i do not know these idols personally. energies are always changing. what i say is NOT straight fact. pls take it with a grain of salt!
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female idols 4ofc, hangmrx, aceofc, moon, devil&10ofc, 10ofp
+ they perceive her as someone with very unbothered and peaceful energy. she's very drama-free in their eyes, you rarely catch her engage in fights or create conflicts. and although there is this sense of unapproachableness to her, ("should i go up to her? i don't know, i don't wanna bother her.." type of way) once you do talk to her, she has this very naturally nice and agreeable vibe to her. it's giving everybody's darling, wonyoung is known as the girl you just can't help but like. if you dislike her, there must be something wrong with you in their eyes.
so naturally, wonyoung has a lot of girls jealous of her. they see her as this "perfect" female idol who just has it all, and it spites them. i literally can hear them say "how can she even be like that? does she ever mess up? 🙄 " like it's annoying for someone to embody everything they wish they were, whether that's appearance-wise or career-wise, with her being the it girl of the 4th generation. i'm not exaggerating and saying it as it is, like the devil card is no joke when it comes to jealousy and envy. remember jyp saying that wonyoung was the perfect idol in every way? many female idols will agree with that statement, and it clearly frustrates them. she's the pretty and popular girl who everyone wants to hate for the sake of it, but you literally can't since she's an actual sweetheart. that's the energy i got very clearly. - she's very inflexible and stubborn in their eyes. like she's just doing her own thing, doesn't care about your stance or view on things at all, in fact doesn't even consider it. even if you present your take on something to her, she'll probably smile at you and politely decline your opinion, no matter how wrong she might be. it's this feeling of never really being able to get close to her, just very unapproachable and stuck in her ways, which can give off an arrogant or "know-it-all" vibe.
the moon card is also telling me, that there is this overly mysterious energy to her, where they just can't figure her out in any way. it's like they believe there must be so much hidden behind this mask of perfection that she puts on, but it's very difficult to actually decipher what that is. wonyoung seems to be a very private person behind the scenes as well, and doesn't like revealing much of her private life in general. she gives off this vibe of having a lot of secrets and being very uptight and overly careful about sharing things about herself. as if she doesn't really trust people, even within the industry.
male idols hermit, queofsw, 7ofw, 9ofp, kingofc+2ofc&lovers
+ male idols perceive wonyoung as a very independent, confident and self-sufficient woman. she not only seems very comfortable and content in her own skin, but has also evidently come to a place of financial success and stability through her very own efforts, which they respect a lot. there's just this vibe that she doesn't need anyone else in order to feel happy, and they're in awe of her self-reliance. i'm gonna be honest, i'm getting the feeling that many of these men still get surprised when they see a woman make it on her own, which is crazy to say the least. i can see them being all 😮 about a woman being able to get to such a high place without being in need of any man, and it's honestly baffling how ancient some of their mindsets still seem to be. (not surprising considering all the internalized misogyny still going on in south korea)
i'm also getting a lot of respect for her resilience when it comes to dealing with obstacles, especially things like hate-trains. they believe it's incredible for her to remain so strong and unmoving after being confronted with so much negativity.
wonyoung is very desired as well, the female idol that every korean man would mention as their idol type. a lot of them would love to be with her, but are aware it's difficult since she's extremely closed off, and not easy to get close to. she also exactly knows what she wants and is a smart and professional girl in their eyes, which intimidates many of them to an extent. there seems to be some male idol, perhaps a water sign, whom she had a close relationship with. i can sense a lot of jealousy surrounding him.
- she's too much of a loner and "buzzkill" in their eyes. in similar fashion to the female idols, many male idols seem to view her as someone who doesn't really know how to let lose and have fun, and is just way too uptight. one aspect they definitely share, is that both male and female idols just struggle approaching her in a comfortable manner since she always seems to be so lost in her own world. although she isn't necessarily unfriendly, she just isn't the type to care about socializing much and someone who prefers keeping to herself, which makes her very guarded in their eyes.
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Houseki no Kuni Chapter 105 Thoughts:
Hello everyone. I hope you have all been well, considering the hectic and honestly devastating month this has been for many people across the world. It's sad how awful real life can be. I'm so sorry to everyone who is affected directly and indirectly. Though words can only do so much, I sincerely hope things get better for you all.
Now then... regarding this chapter.
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This was definitely a spectacle. So much happened and though we had an idea of where the chapter was going to go because of the last pages from the previous chapter, it still managed to catch me off guard. I don't think anyone saw a literal "deus ex machina" ship to appear, but at the same time... of course that would happen. Ms. Ichikawa loves pulling stunts like this. Whether it's good or not is up for debate. More on this later.
But the one thought that came to mind after reading this chapter was: "Finally." We are truly now in the final stretch of Phos's story, and I couldn't be more happier for them... BUT that feeling got muddied when I saw the bottom of the final page.
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Another hiatus.
Sigh. I'll also touch on this in this post. But for now, I'll share my thoughts on this chapter with you. These posts always end up being longer than first intended so sorry in advance! As always, please feel free to share what you think on here too!
(Just so you know, I was extremely tired when I wrote this so it may be convoluted in some areas. I'll likely tidy it up later after I get some proper rest. Hope you enjoy it regardless!)
The Deus Ex Machina Ship: Why??
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Was anyone else surprised that the object Brother Eyeball was carrying was a piece of Lunarian technology, that seems to only activate under the extreme heat of a sun that's about to consume the planet? I certainly didn't see it coming at all and I don't know how to feel about it at the moment.
Based on everything up until this point and Phos's comments here, it's evidently clear that Aechmea planted it there for this specific occasion. My question is why? Why did Aechmea bother in leaving this for Phos?
Perhaps Aechmea hoped Phos would take the new remnants of humanity and create a new society once again on a new planet, sort of like what Adamant did for the Lustrous. Maybe this was some twisted/backhanded way of thanking Phos and giving them another second chance of surviving? I don't know, but if it's the Lunarians' weird way of trying to save Phos, it's kind of pointless. Like Phos said, running to another planet would only be a temporary solution since everything was going to be consumed by the dying stars eventually. Even though the little rocks and Eyeball still take the ship in the end just to survive a little longer, I don't really see the point of it either.
(Edit: Made small change here and included the page that I forgot to add.)
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The only reason I can come up with for this ship to being there is that Aechmea knew of another place in space that wouldn't be affected by the dying suns and he wanted Phos and their new remnants of humanity to go there. But I honestly I believe that theory fully, so I don't know.
What do you guys think? Is there a reason why the lotus flower ship was intentionally left behind, other than Ms. Haruko just wanting a reason for Phos to be along again? To me, the only thing that was clear was that this ship was left for Phos and whoever else was with them that would only activate when the planet was going to be destroyed.
But this leads me to my next questions and segment...
Burning the Bridge: Phos's Final Actions
Unlike the lotus ship, Phos's actions in this chapter did not come as a surprise to me. Phos had long accepted that they were ready to finally disappear. And before the ship, it looked like the other beings were fine with it as well.
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It was only when the ship appeared that the others expressed their desire to exist just a little longer, which completely understandable and I don't fault them for feeling this way.
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It's touching and sad how Phos made sure that all those beings, including the final pebble that was introduced in this chapter, made it onto the ship so they could escape while Phos choose to stay behind. More on that in the next segment.
But back to Phos and their final decision to stay behind. So, we know that the ship was intentionally left for Phos by Aechmea and the Lunarians. And though it was used in the end, Phos chose to stay. Now my question is... was Phos's final decision to stay on the planet still part of Aechmea's plan, or was it part of the Professor's plan?
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I've hypothesized in an older post that I thought that while Aechmea was a frightfully powerful being who was able to predict Phos's actions and successfully manipulate them, he wasn't truly omnipresent nor omnipotent since he couldn't predict everything and there were individuals that were not totally under his control.
I want to believe that Phos's final actions fall into that category. Part of me really wants to believe that Phos not getting on the ship was a final middle finger from the Professor through Adamant to Aechmea and everything he stood for.
But then again... this could have been an outcome Aechmea expected, too. It's honestly hard to say how much of everything that had happened was still going according to Aechmea's grand plan since it wasn't made clear if Aechmea knew of this memory of the professor that Adamant held onto.
Sorry for the ramble. I'll just say that unless I'm told otherwise, I'll believe that Phos's final actions was their final act of defiance towards Aechmea, in the name of the Professor.
I can only hope that Phos will finally be at piece once that bridge is burnt to the ground.
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So, now that it seems like Phos's story is going to end, albeit in several months... there are still some elements in this story that have not yet been resolved. But after re-reading this chapter, I have a theory for one of them.
The Identity of The Last Passenger of the Lotus Ship (my silly theory)
This is a silly theory I came up with to try to explain one of the last mysteries of this story. It's been proven untrue, but I still want to keep it here because I still like it and had fun coming up with it!
One plot point that many others have brought up before, that I've admittedly forgotten over and over again, are the Ice Floes. These mysterious creatures played a unique role in the beginning but had quickly lost their relevancy in the story.
Now that the planet is about to be destroyed, it seems the Ice Floes will forever lose their significance in this story, though they hadn't been relevant in a long while. Well... I have a theory and it relates to the last member of Phos's little pebble family.
In this chapter, Ms. Ichikawa made it a point to have Phos collect this one last pebble and put on the ship. Though all of the pebble beings are unique to one another, this one is the most different from all of them. For one, it's significantly smaller than the other pebbles, almost the size of a grain of rice. And unlike the others, it hasn't spoken once, though Phos could sense its very faint presence, so it is sentient to a degree.
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With all of this in mind, I couldn't help but wonder why Ms. Ichikawa included this in the story now? Why did she make pages dedicated to Phos collecting this pebble right when the planet is about to die? She had to have done it for a reason, but why? Why is this teeny pebble important?
Well, here's my theory: This teeny tiny pebble is what's left of the Ice Floes.
I came up with this theory based on a few things.
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My first clue is the location where it was found. Judging from the details in these pages, this tiny pebble was in the middle of a dried up ocean.
The second is the type of rock I think it is. Ms. Ichikawa incorporated a lot of rock and mineral information in this story for her characters. I'm not sure if that's the case in this instance, but please allow me to indulge in my rock nerd side for a bit. I strongly believe it is a sedimentary rock. Sedimentary rocks are formed when bits of pre-existing rocks, inorganic material, and/or bits of once organic life forms accumulate and gradually get compacted and cemented together. This type of rock is found everywhere, but especially in the ocean.
The third and most supportive piece of evidence was Phos's comments on page 16.
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Phos recognizes that this pebble is similar to the other rock life forms AND it's consciousness had been there since the beginning of the earth, meaning it's much older than nearly everything on this planet, including Phos and Eyeball. To me, this cemented my theory.
Of course, this is just me guessing. And I'll admit, when I went to look up the Ice Floes again, the HnK wiki states that Eyeball and the Ice Floes are connected, so I could very much be wrong. It was still fun to theorize haha
Please tell me what you think!
Edit: Well, it looks like that theory was incorrect. Oh well! I still had fun coming up with it. Thank you @laloyoungblood for letting me know.
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The End Is Near and Yet So Far...
I've said it many times before and I'll say it again: I can't wait to see how this story ends. And if the story is going to end at 108 chapters, I'd be so happy, and the ending of this chapter had me excited for the final climax of the story...
Until I saw the excerpt at the bottom of the page.
Houseki no Kuni won't be returning until the spring of 2024... And we just barely came back from the other hiatus...
Now don't get me wrong, waiting through hiatuses is nothing new for me and I'm glad more mangaka are trying to prioritize their health and happiness than trying to rush their stories because of a deadline.
But these hiatuses are a bit annoying, I'm not going to lie. If there's one thing I know I won't miss with this series, it's the many, many hiatuses Ms. Ichikawa had done.
I know it'll be okay in the end. There are more important things going on in my life now, so I know I won't dwell on it for much longer. But at the same time, I just want this story to finally cross the finish line. We're so close to the end, and yet the goal post is moved again.
I just want to see this story end soon. And I hope it'll be worth it.
Okay! That's all for now. Thank you to everyone who reads and responds to my posts. I love all your responses. I don't know how many of you will stick around when I stop doing these posts, but I'm honestly really grateful to you.
Hope the rest of the month goes well for you all! Stay safe out there.
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Omegaverse Lore: Blue Fingers Disease
As with the previous omegaverse lore post, I talked about this on @mr-sadman discord, and I'm also posting about it here because sharing is caring. 😊 Again, feel free to use this in your omegaverse stories, as long as you give credit/tag me. Thank you! 🥰
Huge thanks to @sleepsonfutons for coming up with the official medical term for the Blue Fingers Disease, and to @arialerendeair for reminding me to post the lore! 🙇‍♀️
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Thermal Dysregulatory Sensorineural Myocarditis (TDSM), or as it's more commonly known, The Blue Fingers Disease, is a Secondary Gender Disease that can happen to anyone, regardless of their secondary gender, as soon as they reach their majority.
CAUSE
Rejection (or apparent rejection) by one's potential mate.
SYMPTOMS
1.) Low body temperature and unnaturally cold skin
The longer the person is experiencing this disease, the lower their body temperature gets.
This symptom is easier to spot in alphas, whose body temperature run hotter than betas and omegas.
2.) Discoloration of the fingertips
Fingertips during early stage TDSM are a shade paler than the person's skin, while later stages of TDSM sees the person's fingertips turn into shades of blue that grow darker the more the disease progresses.
Fingertips that are almost dark blue are advanced cases, as the person could literally die at any time if not provided with immediate care.
(A sure sign that a person's cause of death is TDSM is when the person has blue-tinged lips immediately after their death, along with dark blue fingertips. The blue shade does not fade over time.)
3.) Intermittent tremor in the hands and poor grip strength
4.) Lethargy
5.) Memory loss and/or confusion
6.) Tendency to space out
7.) Lack of appetite
8.) Vulnerability to seasonal diseases
These include, but are not limited to: the common cold, influenza, and pneumonia, as well as mosquito-borne diseases, such as dengue and malaria.
TREATMENT
Receiving care from other sources, such as family and friends, is a tried and tested way to cure TDSM. But the recovery is slow (taking months or years) and the person is still considered at risk until the blue on their fingertips fade completely.
The quickest way to fully cure the person, of course, would be if they fall in love with someone else, or if the person who initially rejected them returns their love. If this is the case, then it is not unheard of for the person to be cured of TDSM in a single week, though it would still take a couple more weeks for the symptoms to fade completely.
That being said, it is important to note that multiple studies conducted worldwide show that it is more common for TDSM to be cured by the care of others versus the person's feelings changing or their feelings being requited by the person who had initially rejected them.
DURATION
There is no set time for how long this disease lasts until the afflicted person dies. There have been cases where the person only lived for a couple weeks more after the rejection happened, while in rare cases, the person lived for decades after the rejection, before they finally die around the same time as their beloved.
One of the most famous long-lived cases of people who lived with TDSM is St. Francesca,* which caused early Christians to start referring to TDSM as St. Francesca's Disease.
(*It is said that St. Francesca fell in love with a married man and, realizing that it was against the teachings of the church, prayed to God to let her live so she could serve Him all her life.
However, recently discovered evidence suggests that Francesca was actually in love with her fellow nun, Sister Cordelia, who was one of her childhood best friends. When devout Cordelia decided to enter a convent upon her reaching her majority (a decision supported by her religious parents), Francesca allegedly ran away from home to join her.
She had written a note to her older brother that she made the decision to run away 'with both eyes open,' knowing that Cordelia will never return her affections, but willing to suffer TDSM (she used the term The Internal Winter) if it means still being a part of Cordelia's life.
Multiple sources write about how the two remained best friends until their later years, often claiming that Francesca and Cordelia are 'true sisters in the eyes of the Lord,' and that it is rare for one to be seen without the other.
St. Francesca died less than a day after Sister Cordelia did, at age 79, after having TDSM for more than 60 years.
Due to this, people are now theorizing that Sister Cordelia is an aromantic asexual, but that she still loved St. Francesca as her dearest friend, so Francesca did not succumb to the illness or get too sick, as others with TDSM do.
People from their hometown have asked for Sister Cordelia to be made into a saint as well, and they have commissioned statues of the two women to be made. The statues will be placed in the town square, and will depict the two sitting by the fountain, with Sister Cordelia warming St. Francesca's hands.)
There have been claims that the stronger the feelings of the person are, and the harsher the rejection was, affect the time in which the disease accelerates. And while this is a trope often used in literature and popular culture, there is no scientific basis for it as of yet.
STATISTICS
The Blue Fingers Disease is one of the top 10 leading causes of death worldwide, with more than 80% of the people who died being betas and omegas.*
(*As TDSM is more easily detected in alphas, it is possible that betas and omegas often get misdiagnosed with depression during the early stages.)
SECONDARY GENDER DISEASES AWARENESS MONTH
February is Secondary Gender Diseases Awareness Month. The month was chosen primarily for easy recall, as it is the second month of the year. However, February is also the month when new cases of TDSM spike worldwide, due to everyone everywhere celebrating Valentine's Day.
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Note: In the original discussion, this was supposed to be an alpha-only disease, but for the sake of all the delicious angst, I say it's up to you to decide in your stories who can have this disease. 😊 Enjoy!
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hologramcowboy · 8 months
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I just want to say a huge thank you for your Jensen and Erin post. I'm the anon that sent the original ask that a certain blog claimed was a confession from Erin herself. I was horrified when this person took everything I said and ran off with it, purposely misreading my very clear statements and opinions. I admit I was unsure of what to do. I debated on making a separate account just to be able to post my ask safely so everyone on here could see what this person was doing. As this person's narrative gained traction and on the advice of a friend, I kept my mouth shut, hoping this ridiculous story this person had concocted would flame out. I was even more horrified when I saw them attempting to harass Erin on her Instagram. Then and only then did I become aware of this person's multiple accounts on here and on Instagram. So I was thankful to see other blogs like yours on here start to restore logic and throw water on the flames this one person created.
Any other blog I've sent an anonymous ask to during my time here has never taken what I've said so out of context and twisted my words in such an ugly way. I'm so deeply embarrassed and I feel horribly guilty like it's all my fault that Erin or anyone else was harassed because of something I sent to someone, which was actually defending Erin and Jensen from the rumor this person seemed determined to spread but keep hinting at. I also feel terrible that so many people got duped based on something I said that got purposely misconstrued. I know I'm not responsible for how this person took my ask or what they chose to do afterwards but it doesn't help keep me from feeling partially responsible for the fallout.
So I just wanted to say thank you for debunking that rumor and sharing the facts as well as possible logistical explanations. Would you mind if I sent you my original ask I sent to this person so you and everyone can read what was actually said? If not, I understand, but j just really don't want there to be any inch of doubt on this one.
Please know this is not at all your fault. The person I mentioned has been angling the Erin and Jensen hook up fales storyline for a long time and I have evidence of this, they even tried to approach me and some point and I played into it to see if I could get a feel of who was behind the account (I had already been warned that someone was trying to perpetuate the Erin/Jensen narrative). Our brief chat helped me hone in on the fact that this person's style of wording things matched someone else's.
I am sorry they twisted your post to reinforce the rumors. Please feel free to dm me your ask and I will post it for everyone to read.
You are not responsible for the choices this person made in any way, they choose to twist what you sent it to reinforce their agenda and your original ask will reveal this fully. If you prefer avoiding dms, I think you can send it it as a submission instead. Choose whatever is most comfortable to you and thank you for coming forward.
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hotsforharlow · 2 years
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i love your writing! every time i see your post in the tags i get sooo giddy hihihi. thank you so much for sharing them!
idk if you’re taking requests, but if you need ideas maybe:
angst fic where jack is moving back to Louisville and he kinda assumes you would go with him without asking you. like already planning your house etc. but you kinda don’t wanna move there cause you don’t know anyone there and you really like your job and you don’t wanna leave your friends and family.
idk how to end it, breakup or compromise up to you heheh.
love your work!
AN: Hi, thank you so much for your kind words!! They mean so much x The angst kinda fell away from me..I'm sorry about that ;)
He couldn’t be happier, Jack thought to himself as he looked through the many houses coming up on his computer screen. Everything was just falling perfectly into place. His hand reached for his phone to check the time; you weren’t going to be long now. That thought alone brought happiness to him as he moved from his seat.Jack had already spoken to his family about returning to his home state and the property search was just a finality. And he might have looked at ones with more space as his mind was already planning for the future. “Baby” Your voice moved through the apartment and he heard the door fall shut behind you before he moved to meet you.
Your hands were full of shopping and you couldn’t help but sweetly smile when he took one. The domestic feel makes your heart skip a beat as you follow him into the kitchen. “Have you been busy?” You asked and wrapped your arms around him once he was free. “ A little but it’s okay.” Jack hummed and looked down at you, his finger stroking your cheek.You hummed and leaned into his touch before pressing a soft kiss to his palm. Your own hands moved down his sides as you rested your head on his chest. “Glad to be back home.” You mumbled and took in his mouth watering scent before your hands found him and you played with his fingers some more to keep him close.
“I’ll get cooking if you want but just got to grab some work.” You hummed and brushed your noses together once more before pressing a sweet, chaste kiss to his lips. Jack nodded and leaned in for another kiss and another. “Jack, stop.” You giggled and moved from his embrace. The giggles followed you as you moved from the room.You hummed happily to yourself and placed your coat around the hooks you had that were named and it was cute. You made your way into the shared office and began to search for the papers you needed. You hadn’t meant to look at anything else but the hours on the screen glared at you with begging eyes. A soft look of confusion moved over your face.
“Jack?” You called out and picked up the paper you needed whilst moving from the office. “Hmm?” He responded and you rolled your eyes; he was always picking at food even when you were about to start dinner. “What’s that in your office, the houses?” You couldn’t help but ask, your curiosity was always high and needy.“The houses?” Jack asked around some cheese and bread he’d found. A soft chuckle escaped you as you placed your documents. “Oh, they are for Kentucky.” Jack replied as if that explained everything. “For Kentucky?” You hummed, your frown of confusion on deeping. “Yeah, for when we move there.” Jack hummed out, reaching for a glass of water.
“We move there?” You repeated again and felt like a parrot at this point. His confused look mirrored your own as he finally looked up at you. “Yeah…you are moving with me, right?” Jack’s words fumbled from his mouth and you could only stare. Your mind went blank as you tried to remember what had given him this impression.“Jack…I don’t. Where has this come from?” You couldn’t find the right words as you tried to hold back the shock. You hated seeing his face drop but what was he thinking? That you’d leave everything behind? “You don’t want to move there with me?” Jack finally asked; hurt evident in his tone as he tried to compose himself. 
His question shocked you and you found yourself ducking your head. “I just…I wasn’t thinking of doing. I don’t think I will be doing it.” You began to babble but the truth was better than hiding. You didn’t want to look at those blues that you knew were going to be filled with hurt. “You don't?” Jack asked in a soft tone that had your heart breaking. “I can’t Jack..” You whispered and hated how you could see the change in him but wasn’t this supposed to be a partnership. He can’t just expect you to run to him. “Right. Of course. What was I thinking?” He stepped back and you moved to reach for him but he only moved further away. “Jack..” You whispered but he moved from the room without another word.
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The house was quiet now as time moved on and Jack hadn’t come out of his office. You had stayed in the kitchen and began to scroll through your phone to keep your mind from swirling. You looked up at the clock on the wall as it ticked by slowly. Gaining whatever courage you had left, you moved from the counter and made your way to him.“Jack…” You softly knocked onto the door with your heart in your throat. It would have been nice to have him come to you but you knew Jack wasn’t one for confrontation. There was no response but you still slowly moved over the door and saw him with his headphones in at the desk. You moved to the side and into his line of sight.
Those blues weren’t as bright as before as he looked up to see you. He slowly moved to pull the earphones out and you only became more nervous. “We need to talk.” You finally said and began to play with your fingers to distract yourself. “What’s there to talk about? You’ve made your decision.” Jack nearly whispered out.“And you made one without talking to me.” You snapped back before trying to calm yourself. This hadn’t gone the way you had meant it. “I know…” Jack softly admitted and placed his head in his hands. You hated how sad that made you and you stepped close; your fingers moving to his curls to hopefully give him comfort.
“I just don’t want to lose you.” Jack softly whispered as he burrowed into your chest. His arms wrapped around your waist. “Shh, you won’t.” You gently coed and moved to your knees. Those blues met your eyes once more. “We can make this work.” You continued and lent in to press a soft, sweet kiss to his lips whilst your hand moved to stroke his cheek.“We can?” Jack asked softly and took your hands to begin playing with them as he brought them in for a soft kiss. “Yes, maybe I could stay for a couple of months with you and see how it goes?” You whispered into his ear as his hold only tightened. You had never had someone who wanted you enough to do all this; it was heartwarming.
“I promise.” You hummed and cupped his face before leaning in and lovingly capturing his soft lips. You brushed your noses together and reached for his curls once more to press all the love you had for him in the act. “I’m sorry for going ahead without you.” Jack whispered into your ear and burrowed into your neck as he brought you onto his lap.
“Yes, you were being an idiot.” You hummed and pecked his lips once more as giggles escaped you. His bright smile returning made it all worth it, you thought to yourself whilst continuing to play with his curls. Your attention returned to the screen and you scrolled through the homes. “So, which one was your favourite?” You asked and enjoyed how he relaxed into you. “I liked this one.” He whispered and nodded towards the larger size and you couldn’t help but shake your head. “8 daughters, huh?” You tease him before pressing a soft kiss to his jaw and moving back into him as his hold on you only tightens.
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Hi again! Still not a request for mini-prompts lol, but more songs. This time it’s specifically about Julian :)
I was listening to Will Wood while working on some art, and I didn’t realize how many songs remind me of him! I found some new favorites, so I thought I’d share them. Excuse the titles on these, some of them are really long ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ || CW for mentions of alcoholism, pills, sickness, death, and angst!!!
- Suburbia Overture / Greetings from Mary Bell Township! (Vampire) Culture / Love Me, Normally
The instrumental is so jaunty and jazzy that he’s the first character I thought of. The lyrics, not so much, but It’ll do. Will Wood has a pretty versatile voice, so I think it fits Julian!
- Love Me, Normally
The instrumental also fits that jazzy, dramatic vibe of his- and this time, the lyrics do too. These are ones that stuck out to me:
“Won't follow my dreams/ No, they've all got me waking up screaming / I drank myself to death to be the afterlife of the party/ When the afterparty came, I was rolling in my grave”
- Marsha, Thankk You for the Dialectics, but I Need You to Leave
This one makes me think about how it must have felt being locked in the dungeons during the plague. Valdemar mentioned in Julian’s route that he was a jokester (even though they have the worst sense of humor) who tried to keep the mood high as a way to cope with the situation. If anyone told me he didn’t lose a bit (a LOT) of himself down there I’d probably just laugh, because that was literally traumatic. These are the lyrics i’d quote to envision that:
“Cause back in my day we didn't need no feel-good pills and no psychiatrists / No, we just drank ourselves to death, and god damn it, we liked it”
“Who makes the call? What's a symptom, what's a flaw? / Can it be both? Well I suppose that's an answer / Would you give up your humanity for just a touch of sanity / Cause God knows it's not like it's cancer”
“And a little conformity never hurt nobody / But lately I've been worried that you're losing yourself / So how many milligrams of you are still left in there/ Cause back in my day we didn't need no feel-good pills and no psychiatrists”
- Laplace’s Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People!)
This makes me think about his anxiety and depression concerning his supposed murder of Count Lucio. He’s made it clear that he really believes he’s guilty, awful, filthy and however else you would describe a murderer. He took the “truth” of his past and made it his identity.
“Have you ever died in a nightmare / Woke up surprised you hadn't earned your fate /Could you take a look at me / Am I bad, am I bad, am I bad, am I really that bad?”
“It doesn't take a killer to murder / It only takes a reason to kill / We've all got evidence of innocence, it's 'everything's coincidence' the / Difference twixt fate and free will is whether you're singing”
“So if you wash your hands of where you've been until you flood the second floor /Neatly fold your skeletons but still can't shut the closet door”
- Euthanasia
I can’t lie, this one made me cry a little bit. He definitely took the blame for MC catching the plague and dying from it under his watch. I started to feel second hand guilt. He knew there was nothing he could do to help us once we got really sick, and it hurt so bad. People say he would have a sort of sassy voice (picture Tulio from Road to El Dorado), and I agree! But imagining him singing this song just breaks me.
“Say you're not scared / That you know it's because I cared and / Say you know I love you, and that hope was just not there”
“And I know, I know that I'm wrong / That when you're gone, you're gone / And I can't bring you home/ But I want, I want to believe / That you'll remember me / When you're just memory”
“And every, everybody dies / Fighting for their lives / Just trying to survive / Well, now I know, I know why we say / That there's a better place /That waits beyond the grave”
That’s all I’ve got for now, and I’d like to hear other opinions on these songs too! This is just my personal analysis, and obviously I really love Julian enough to spend 2 hours doing this. I hope you like these as much as I do ^_^ Thanks for all you do, Brainrot!
@vegaspng you are not alone in thinking Will Wood songs fit Julian at all, I can't count the amount of songs that have been recommended for him by that artist and at this point it's halfway canon in my head XD
Thanks for breaking them down lyrics wise too! It's so cool to listen to songs the way other people do and share that common experience ^.^
I'm putting these on the playlist and the tag, thank you friend! :D
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Hello! 💙 10,12,15 and 33? (if you want to and feel comfortable sharing, obviously) ✨
Hello there! 💜
Yeah, not entering much into details in public and outing myself as "Boring queer" but...
(also don't know how much this will be new for you but oh well you know where to find me xD)
10. Something that gives you gender euphoria (whether you’re cis or trans):
Boringly cis, here… Not very girly or gender euphoric, but. Dressing up and putting up a good outfit, colours matching. SWIRLY SKIRTS, particularly if they have pockets. (I own one skirt I LOVE, it's big and swirly and it has pockets, I'm considering a petticoat to make it poofy and going full '50s new look style. It gives me lots of casual Cinderella vibes and oh man. IT HAS POCKETS. BIG ONES THAT FIT A CELLPHONE.)
12. Name some queer artists/bands or songs you like most:
*after the necessary "I haven't ever listened to music once in my life no thoughts head empty" moment*
QUEEN. I have one Freddie Mercury in every space I inhabit. I have two in my bedroom, one is hanging in my studio right in front of my desk. Queen had been a big and important part of my teen years. I am not a person who cries at movies/music, but put on The Show Must Go On or press play on Bohemian Rhapsody (the movie; i know it has flaws and it's dramatised but still) and watch me crumble. My favourite song of them tho… I can't choose one. Fat Bottomed Girl? But shit, Innuendo is just… A mindblown. I always clean my house with I Want to Break Free blasting on because I'm a basic bitch and that's mandatory.
David Bowie came into my life later but in stride, he's equally important, he's been the one celebrity death I felt like a blow (still can't listen to his last album without crying). Rebel Rebel is a favourite of mine but out of personal affection, the soundtrack of Labyrinth is the closest to my heart (that whole movie).
Janis Joplin. And with her my big favourite is Me and Bobby McGee (Freedom is just another word for nothin' left to lose 🎶*sings*)
I just discovered that Florence Welch is apparently bi too, so FLORENCE + THE MACHINE. The list of favourites is long but… Which Witch? Queen of Peace? Free? Morning Elvis? Can't choose, ARGH.
… I have the music taste of an old man, yes. Also I have the bad tendency in not getting much informations over artists if I'm not EXTREMELY hyperfixated, and it's a little since the last time I was hyperfixated with a band. It may be that other artists I regularly listen to are queer but I don't know. Again, I discovered Florence is queer writing this answer, oops.
15. How has your identity changed over time?
I had not many close contacts with the community until university, so I just assumed I was straight and never really thought about it much. Being demi ultimately didn't help me put two and two together any sooner, and without the proper terms and words… It was all very misty. So:
Straight > … People shipping me with a friend who is a girl don't bother me. Maybe… > No no, straight. Uh-uh. Just an ally. > Maybe bi-romantic, yeah, that maybe fits if I'm not having impostor syndrome, I won't tell anyone tho, I'm not sure. > "Hi friend of a friend who's very evidently flirting with me, WHY. You don't even know me. You have everything I should like but… WHY. This is overreacting, I'm sure you're getting something wrong it's too soon. Nobody is that much into someone else so soon in real life, this is fake and you're mocking me, right?" > … let me check the ace spectrum… > Demisexual. > Bi-romantic I said? No no Bisexual, definitely, still with a foot in the ace spectrum but oh shit why the girls I befriended and developed crushes on are all straight WHY.
(in all this I know that there are many people I know IRL that realised before I did. Hi, hello, I hope it was amusing to watch. x°D)
33. What about your LGBT identity do you feel proud of/ want to recognize/celebrate?
For my mental health, but also for the one of many other people: Being a valid queer person even if unable to go to Pride (they're a huge trigger for me, I'll start panicking before walking), or out with everyone or with relationship to prove it.
And the bisexual inability to sit down straight and composed without our joints falling off. That's a superpower we should be proud of. u_u
Jokes aside, I think there's some poetry in saying "I like people for being people, gender is secondary", and as much biphobia there is around… It's a good message to give.
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Thought I would share to see if you or any of your followers had a similar experience. When I was first diagnosed with adhd in middle school I think (couldn't have been older than 13) I was put on meds but due to the fact that I was misdiagnosed as autistic the meds "weren't working properly" (read your grades are still bad) they kept either increasing the dose to way over the max for a child and once they hit the max for adults would switch the meds but not until I was on the max dose for months. I mostly want to see if anyone else had this experience because every mental health provider I've tried to go to has told me oh well they didn't do anything wrong but it's not standard practice when there's evidence that both my physical and mental health has been permanently damaged from the high doses I was on so it seems to me they definitely did something wrong?
hey anon <3
I don't have ADHD and wasn't diagnosed with anything as a child so I haven't had this experience, but sharing in case followers want to share.
and i just want to validate that you know your own experiences best--whether or not it was standard practice, if you were harmed by it you are still allowed to speak up about how it harmed you and the ways it's affected your life. You're allowed to be angry and I'm sorry that so many providers have not listened to you and ignored your very real experiences.
followers, if anyone wants to share their experiences please feel free to reply to this post or send more asks.
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TW mental abuse, harassment
Hey, guys.
How do you deal with trauma that you can't tell anyone about? My abuser tormented me in ways that would cause someone else to call me "crazy" (such as constantly insulting me in ways that are plausibly deniable, harassing me by following me with fake accounts, doing things he knew set me off because I had told him as much multiple times), especially because I didn't save screenshots of it happening. I didn't think I needed to, and I still don't, but I feel really alone in this situation.
Thank you
Hi anon,
I'm so sorry about what you've been through. Especially when you endure abuse of this nature, it can be easy to feel like you would be called crazy for sharing your story with someone else. It's obviously up to you who you share your story with, and that should be completely up to you. But do know that there's nothing about your experience that necessarily prevents you from sharing it with others. Perhaps it is more the reaction of the listener that you fear.
I think it's important to consider that not having evidence doesn't change the fact that you are still a survivor, what happened is still real, and you still deserve to be believed. I don't have screenshots of my abuse or any kind of evidence either, so please know you're not alone. You're still allowed to tell your story to whoever you feel comfortable sharing it with.
If anyone has any other comments, feel free to add on. Otherwise, I hope I could help. and please let us know if you need anything.
-Bun
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Oh Tamiko...
As a content warning, I'm going to end up talking about self-harm. You can come back at the line below if you're uncomfortable with this topic.
I got to have a bit of a bitter laugh at Ellen's reaction to Tamiko's cutting. It rings so harshly true to the experience. Here is a girl who is wounded, she is openly bleeding in front of her teacher. And all that instructor can say in return is a comment on how other people will see the scars when she plays. It's so casually callous to the core issue and only serves to expound it. Seriously, I would call it comedic how little attention is paid to open wounds of self harm, if I hadn't experienced this exact kind of behavior first-hand.
Compare this to Shizuka, who listens to Katrina's outpourings. Nothing is related back to how she plays or how it debilitates her successes or is unseemly. Katrina's pain is taken as-is. I like that Shizuka offers nothing but a comforting meal, it's exactly what her student needs. And Grandma's Lieu's reaction is my own, smiling at the family next door.
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Welcome back to the preparations of the Classically Camellia Showcase. It's no competition. In reality it's just a dinky little thing, but it is a stage. And both Katrina and Tamiko have a voice to share now. The video game song that Shizuka ornamented just for her student is a very special touch, once again she's gone out of her way to get Katrina to bloom. Compare this to Tamiko who wants more than anything to be hewn like a stone int the shape of Kiana Choi.
To that end, we also have a new dress! Like after a de-stressing Cinnabon. Ever more hints this book knows me too well, donuts and Cinnabons are my all-time favorite confections. Gosh I want a donut with my tea now so badly—
Ahem. Yes, dress-shopping. Shizuka's take-no-shit attitude is so refreshing. I can see in my mind how many people would tend to call her bitchy but let's not get into the entirety of how woman characters get scrutinized for being direct. I'll be here for hours complaining about the term "bitchy" alone. She's harsh with others and their preconceptions, I like how out-of-the question Katrina wearing boy clothes is to her. Because she knows it's not actually what her student wants, she's being socially pressured into doing so. Her clear distaste for the people who deride her student is clear, and she's right. She sees the woman within that everyone else is willing to dismiss on whatever superficial evidence happens to catch their fancy. Shizuka has, of course, seen Katrina's soul, and is baffled that anyone could miss something so beautiful.
As for the store itself, I feel that it's easy to forget how refreshing something as simple as someone confirming your pronouns can be. Even if I use the boring she/her the act alone is like letting out a breath you didn't know you were holding. That you are in a place where you're safe. Where you don't have to look around before kissing your girlfriend. That you don't have to be on alert every time you hold her hand. The shop attendant provides precisely that sort of place.
There's something really special about places like these. Acceptance that allows you to feel at one with yourself. All so that you can finally ask why more people can't be like this. It's a simple thing, after all. It's free, it costs no energy. And yet it seems so hard to find these oases when and where you most need them. Like for your first dress, here.
The Endplague, to me, reads as a breakdown of all these things. It doesn't have to be the literal thing itself, I mean the idea of it. The idea that nothing matters, everything is absurd, and we're all going to die anyway so what's the point? What's the point of asking for someone's pronouns when they're going to be noting in so short a time? Why withhold any cruelty on your way to achieve your dream? Or stop and sniff a flower when the skies are falling? The Endplague is this existential feeling of nothing mattering. Entire civilizations who capitulate to the futility of it all. And it leaves me in Shizuka's boat on the matter, where's their music? Where were their stories to give that sort of meaning?
Just as it's interesting to see Lan's perspective of humans from the outside, it's fascinating to she galactic society from the eyes of a woman who knows that there's an eternal realm of suffering after this one. To her the end of the universe must mean the same thing as any other kind of death. She would simply just be in Hell. It's such an idealistic clash that makes it worth chewing on. Like an Olive Garden bread stick.
I wonder what Katrina is going to sing while onstage. With her violin, Aubergine.
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Force's Disney Geek Master Theory: Why Twisted Wonderland Is Called Twisted Wonderland
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We have all grown to know and love various Disney characters over the years, correct? Yet, I believe a lot of us can argue that not many characters have the same effect on us even as adults today as the Villains do within their respective movies. In the game Disney: Twisted Wonderland as we all know and love, the select boys to Overblot are supposed to have the "souls" of their Villain counterparts, right? But...why is it called "Twisted" Wonderland, then? The truth may lie within something that has been right in front of us all along, my friends: the meaning of a mirror. Ready to buckle in for this one? If so, then here we go!
We have seen all of these guys share character traits, looks, etc with their Disney counterparts, correct? Well, what if I were to tell you that things in terms of the "main" guys that we are supposed to pay attention to aren't exactly what they seem? This could be analyzed in a few different ways, honestly, yet the most prominent way is this: the differences in their personalities- they are reversed. Let us take this bit by bit, shall we?
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Ah, yes. The Queen Of Hearts. The ranting, raging, bundle of red, black, and gold we all know and love. (or else heads would roll, I'm sure) One of the things that everybody knows about her is that she's extremely hellbent on the crazy rules that she makes up and is prone to anger honestly very easily. Yeah, you can connect that to Riddle- but think about it for a second. While that rage and the rule thing is still there, it isn't as prominent with him as it was with her, is it? With the Queen of Hearts, her whole "issue" was that she wished to make everybody listen to her and follow her every command- but Riddle was essentially always following the rules of another- not his own. This seemed to make Riddle a little more calm most of the time in terms of how he handled and oversaw things. It wasn't until he actually Overblotted that the "listen to me and only me" thing came out- buuuuuuttttttt I'll get to that part in a bit.
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Next: Leona and Scar. While we honestly didn't get to see a lot of what went on behind the scenes in the Outlands in terms of how Scar even met the hyenas to begin with at all, one thing can honestly be said- Scar worked very hard to get where he was. I mean, it's not like you can get an entire pack of rabid, hungry hyenas onto your side in the course of a single day, or maybe even a week (especially as a lion, no less). No, something to that extreme takes careful planning, wording, and stringing along to ensure that nothing goes wrong along the way. The way Scar spoke to Shenzi, Banzai, and Ed made it seem as though he had known them for a looooonngggg time before this- that's where that behind the scenes planning comes in. And then...you have Leona. Leona, from what we can tell in Chapter 2, planned the idea for the "endgame" alright- but he didn't actually act upon any of the plan for himself. Ruggie did. Even in the Lion King, we see that Scar had no problems whatsoever getting his paws dirty a little within his own scheme to take his "rightful place" at the head of Pride Rock- but Leona quite honestly did not a thing once Ruggie was in motion. See where this is starting to head?
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Azul and Ursula. Ursula, the Disney baddie queen of my heart Ursula, the Sea Witch. She was known all around the ocean floor for helping out poor little merfolk in secret, wasn't she? Yet, nobody ever really seemed to catch wind of the whole "her turning those who didn't quite fit the bill into polyps" thing, did they? That was one of the things that made her such a honest threat to Ariel herself- because Ursula was cunning. She did things behind the scenes, and sure- we could catch onto it out in the audience (annnddd maybe Sebastian and Flounder as well), but nobody else really seemed to, right? Azul is the complete opposite in this standpoint. He instills direct fear into his "workers" and those even beyond and within his dorm. Like- basically most knew that this dude was bad news to begin with. Azul, mostly, seemed to hide his cunning facade behind a fake yet still seemingly "soft and genuine" smile and act. But all in all, he didn't really attempt to "hide" anything- hell, he even proclaimed his entire plan of what everyone with those things on their heads were gonna do for him in the open! At least when Ursula sang as Vanessa, she was in an almost perfectly enclosed room with nobody else around.
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Jamil and Jafar. This comparison here, given what occurs in the movie Aladdin, is honestly one of the biggest possible indicators of this reoccuring theme I shall clarify in a bit. Jafar, while being sneaky, was known for being a more "out there" Disney Villain in terms of his personality alongside that of his partner Iago in the film. He would smile in a sinister way, he would crack jokes out in the open, and let us not forget his crazed yet oddly interesting laughter. Jamil? He's the exact opposite. Given his past and what he has had to dealt with growing up with Kalim, he is much more reserved and barely releases a chuckle or cracks a smile at all. His personality is a lot more repressed than that of Jafar himself throughout the film. Jamil has been so used to having to hold himself back thanks to his parents in favor of Kalim's family, he doesn't seem to know how to "let go" whatsoever. Yet Jafar, while still maintaining that sneaky side of him as well, has no problems whatsoever letting a little hang loose whenever he so chooses to.
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Vil and the Evil Queen. This one honestly may be a bit more self explanatory than the others- but the difference between these two is their expressions of themselves. The Evil Queen was the very first animated counted Disney Villain within Disney's history- yet, she barely had any lines throughout the film at all. Her ranges of expression were almost little to none thanks to the era in which the movie was released in- but she always looked like she was pissed, huh? Vil is the exact opposite of her in this sense. He is able to fully express himself through his various facial expressions, theatrical abilities, musical experiences, fashion style, and even how he behaves. Vil is able to do so much more than the Evil Queen did or could do within that time period, that it's almost a little staggering if you fully picture it.
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Idia and Hades. Now, now. We haven't honestly seen too much of the flaming blue boy yet in TWST, but one thing is apparent here right off the bat- in terms of his personality? He is the exact opposite of Hades. Idia is much like Jamil but to a more "geek" degree- he's extremely introverted, shy, a bit snippy, yet mainly keeps to himself and his gaming tech. Hades is most often renowned as the Disney Villain with the most personality- and the best humor. Hades has no problem whatsoever being "out there" with his crazy puns, sassy remarks, anger, and even mocking behavior. I mean, please, guys- I haven't been this choked up since I got a hunk of moussaka caught in my throat!
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Finally, Malleus and Maleficent. Ooooohoooooooo boy. We have to count out the live action movie Maleficent for this one (sorry horned queen fans). One thing that basically everybody even with their toe in the water in that of Disney movies kind of knows this fact- Maleficent is c r u el. She's got a bizarre set of dark powers and an even blacker heart than that. Hell, we basically had to "soften her up" a little bit in Maleficent thanks to just how seemingly irredeemable her character is in that of Sleeping Beauty. I mean, c'mon now- cursing an infant? And we get no explanation for that in the original? C'mon, now. Anyways, Malleus? As we all can tell by now, this dude is the compleeettteeeeeee opposite. Sure, he has those repressed bits here and there too, but it is evident that this dude has a heart crying out for the MC and it is big, bold, and golden to the core once you look past how he looks. He sent the MC a card for winter break, for crying out loud. Yeah, let me know the next time you see Maleficent do that smh.
Now, I have avoided using a certain word up until this point to see if anybody could catch on to what exactly is happening here. Did you figure it out? Reverse. The boys that either have Overblotted already or intend to Overblot soon stop holding out on us, Chapter 6 have had the exact opposite personalities compared to that of their Villain counterpart- until one prime point in their "character arcs". Their Overblot.
Riddle wished to have all bow before him and obey his rules.
Leona led his entire dorm into ruin and nearly sanded away the entire school in the process.
Azul let himself finally free of his personal shackles entirely and "took what was his".
Jamil finally let himself go and opened up more in his personality, almost seeming to be driven insane in the process.
Vil wanted to become the most beautiful one of all and would kill anyone within the way of that goal without any hesitation whatsoever.
The moment that the boys' Overblotted, that was the exact moment when the "soul" of their Disney Villain counterpart took control. Keeping that idea in mind, that should mean that this will happen in the upcoming chapters and their Overblots:
Idia will show off all of the personality, powers, and intelligence that he has been keeping down within this introverted self of his.
Malleus will become so broken by being left out and alone in the cold for the final time that he will turn into a completely cruel Fae and possibly nearly kill either the MC or the representation of Prince Philip within that Chapter in the process.
(Hello, my dear Readers! Guess who is trying to get back into her bigger pieces of writing? This gal right here~ feel free to drop a comment and tell me what you think of this theory- I'd love to hear your thoughts! 💕)
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You changed so much. I don't mean it in a particularly bad way. I follow you since almost the beginning. At the beginning, you would answer asks without thinking much, more sincerely, it was so FUN. But now it feels like you are trying to be unnecessarily objective and you can't take jokes.
I am pretty sure it's because your followers have increased and everything, every word you say is capable of being used against you by anons who doesn't know better. And because of those anons who claim to be so objective and try to disprove jikook, you try to be more logical.
I can even guess how you will answer this ask. That's how predictible you've became. And i don't even blame you.
My opinion is: You don't need to be objective all the time. You don't need to answer every single ask seriously. Sometimes there are asks which are sent by fans who simply want to share their excitement about a jikook moment, but you answer them unnecessarily seriously, as if you tell them 'well, i don't think so' and even i feel bad. I can see that you answer even jokingly sent asks thinking 'i should be objective or else antis will use this against me'
Maybe consciously or unconsciously, those antis have changed you. Surely now that your followers increased, you learn so much everyday, which is amazing! But it feels like you were having more fun in the past, which is sad.
As if the thought of antis judging your every word forces you into a limited place where you can't speak freely unless you choose your words in a way no one can use against you.
It takes all the fun away most of the time.
You always say 'it's my blog, i choose whatever i speak' and i geniunely wish you actually lived up to it but i feel like you are actually affected by those freaking antis.
You don't have to be logical all the time. You don't need to have plausible reasons to feel a particular way. You don't have to find explanations to why Jikook might be real.
If you feel like it, you do. The people coming to your blog should know this too. You don't need to do explanations for every Jikook moment about why normal friends do not behave that way. Like they can? Or they don't? It doesn't matter.
You think jikook is real because you FEEL jikook is real. You are not here to prove a relationship you have no idea about. None of us do.
You are here because you want to. You have no responsibilities of being logical. People who fllow you need to know this. If they want a place where jikook is proven to be real with evidences, that place do not exist. Whatever we say it's %50 real or not, no more. No blog can increase this possibility by giving logical (?) explanations to a particular moment.
I hope you also remember this and do not feel any responsibilities while answering asks. Hope you remember having fun with asks instead of taking every one of them seriously. Again, i know how you will probably see this post. That's why i hope even if you hate reading this, take whatever words from it that will make you feel better and more free.
Hello anon, how are you?
I fully respect your opinion, but I do not agree with it.
I have not changed. I have always been the same since the beginning of this blog. I've always managed it the same way, although perhaps now I'm stricter.
You're wrong, I've always been very careful with what I say, not out of fear of anyone but because that's who I am, here and in my daily life. I have always tried to be fair and since I came here something I promised myself not to do is to let myself be carried away by subjectivities or at least not too much, if that looks like me being too objective or trying to be, then so be it.
The number of followers I have or don't have, doesn't affect anything or maybe it does, it affects the number of asks I get on a daily, weekly basis. It has affected that nowadays I can't post all the asks I receive, something I used to do when I started.
It terrifies me to think what you think of me, based on what you say in the third paragraph of your ask.
About your opinion: No anon, I don't need to be objective all the time. I just am or try to be. That's how I am. Always. I'm a logical person or I consider myself to be a logical person and that's how I manage my life, my thoughts, and my opinions. If you send an ask to my blog I think it is to be expected that I will give my opinion, it doesn't always happen, I often post asks without saying anything, but when I do I may agree or disagree with the person but that doesn't mean that I am right and they are wrong, it is simply my opinion, and I usually explain why I agree or disagree with the anon, the person may still disagree with what I say.
Anon, if you've been following this blog for a while like you said, you should know that I don't care about what people say about me, I won’t be affected by what the antis say, nobody has limited me! I find it funny and curious at the same time, that you say that.
If you don't find my answers funny, well, there's nothing I can do. Maybe I'm not a funny person. When the questions justify joking about what they are about, I do so but if it's a serious topic I will always have the utmost respect and care in responding.
The rest of your ask is a bit of the same, so I'll end by saying this: I talk about what I want to talk about, that hasn't changed, that's why many people have complained that I don't post their asks. I talk about what I want and that's why I created some guidelines so that people who visit or follow my blog know what I'm not willing to talk about. I don't explain every single thing that Jimin and Jungkook do, I think you are mistaking my blog for another one. I post a lot of moments and give MY OPINION on that, but that's as far as it goes. Even when someone sends me an ask, asking me to explain something that happened between them, I give my opinion because I don't know anything! I don't know them, and I am not present when these things happen. If anything, I give my perspective or interpretation of things, nothing else.
Yes anon, I am here because I want to, I am answering this ask because I want to, I don't have to but above all, I don't feel any obligation to keep this blog active and that's why I am not really affected by what the haters or antis or whatever you want to call them, say. If that were true, I would have left long ago because what I post that they send me is 1%, maybe less, of what I receive almost daily. I'm here because I like it because it distracts me because being an introverted person this is a safe way for me to interact with other people.
I don't hate your ask or your words, you are entitled to have whatever opinion of me you want, I don't agree with it, but there is nothing I can do about it. It's a pity maybe that's the opinion you have about it but hey, that's ok.
I hope you have a nice day or night.
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So I had to end a friendship last year, and a big part of it was trust. There were certain incidents. But the main issue was: They were screenshotting things I said and asking mutual friends for "advice", then being told "go ask HER what she meant" and not doing that. It ended up with us both just cautiously ignoring each other, both knowing something was wrong but being too childish to talk about it. This person has always had issues revealing their full thoughts to people, which I understand with people who get angry when confronted, but I generally, demonstrably don't. And I'm not comfortable having that behavior turned on me.
Now, I love confrontation. If I thought confrontation would work with this person in this situation, I would have. Confrontation makes me feel SO FUCKIN' GOOD. But knowing them for as long as I did, and having seen what it looks like when they lie-- I believe they would have said "okay!" and just changed who they sent screenshots of me to.
We did eventually talk about why I removed them from my accounts. They apologized for venting, but what I really wanted to get into was how they were feeling and how we got to the point that they couldn't ask me for clarification. I wanted to have some kind of real fight, and breakthrough, so they wouldn't feel the need to do this again. And most importantly, so I could trust them.
This is a big ask because I'm a very paranoid person. But I also trust my judgment, because I'm usually pretty perceptive. I put evidence together well.
Instead, they focused on how to make me happy with them. When I told them showing anger would make me happy... I don't think they understood. They made some "I feel" statements, but also talked about how "ironic" it was that someone else stopped wanting to talk to me on their behalf, and who in that friend group I could piss off next. This person is normally really reluctant to hurt anyone's feelings. They know what makes me feel bad. I tried to laugh it off, but it really felt like they were trying to be hurtful.
I know you're thinking (partly because I'm telling this in a biased way that leaves out what an asshole I am) that I should just write this whole situation off. And I mean. Yeah, that was the initial idea.
The thing is: this person is very nice. This person is very well-liked. They ended the conversation by saying they didn't want to jump back into anything with me, but I was free to tell them more about how I felt. Wow, nice! Everyone agreed and felt pretty good about that.
After that: We share a mutual server and they started spending a lot of time in there, but pointedly ignoring me. I hit them up to ask what was up, and they just said it was "awkward" and that they didn't want to talk. So I guess the offer to talk more really was only for me to give them more information.
They also said that it was "implied" that 25 days after the nice conversation was too soon to hear from me again. I looked and could find no implication. And I wasn't told what time period was enough to wait. Months? Years? I don't think I'm supposed to keep checking in and asking if they're ready yet. So, maybe never?
I don't know. It's not fun falling out with someone who's that good at politics. I feel like I'm being told one thing and treated a different way. Maybe they don't know what they want. Maybe they just don't want an enemy. Either way, I'm glad I explained myself but I feel like we're back to the situation that made me stop being friends with this person in the first place. I hate this limbo where we both know something is wrong but it's not allowed to be resolved.
One of the mutual friends they were screenshotting me to talks to me more than them now, and there seems to be a narrative that they were stolen. Like a football. Everything I've asked about the situation between those two tells me that the friend wanted us all to be nice and honest and all hang out together, and was open about feeling that way. It's so frustrating that this person got direct feedback saying that them not talking to me was a problem, and still they just never set aside a half hour to ask for a real conversation. It's frustrating that they've now got this mutual friend on some kind of probation, where they're allowed to keep sending them messages, but not allowed to receive a response until a time unknown to us. It feels like we're both being ghosted.
It's frickin' weird. I try to respect it, but I asked this person for a less restrictive amount of space once a couple years ago, and they said "okay"-- but then screenshot my request, deleted a conversation with me on social media, and then acted like I didn't exist for months. In addition to other actions that hurt me deeply. I still accepted that I was wrong to ask them for space. ...This all feels like a double standard.
Sorry to vent, Tumblr is cozy for this cos I might get some thoughtful advice if anything. I'm just. How do you get someone who was taught to people-please to be real with you. How do you get them to not try to hurt your feelings. How do you get them to understand what role they play in people wanting to get away from them. They're genuinely deeply hurt, I could see it. But how do you get them to approach it constructively, for their own sake? I feel like I'm teeing them up to keep all their friends, and I'm taking blame for as much as possible, and they're still whiffing it on purpose. I feel like they intellectually know better, but emotionally... what.
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