#of pain and warm hugs

[gashofleastresistance]

“Don’t let go. Don’t ever let go.”

ANT-MAN AND THE WASP: QUANTUMANIA (2023) dir. Peyton Reed

#ant man and the wasp quantumania #marveledit #mcuedit #antmanedit #amatwq #scott x hope #whumpedit #fyeahmovies #whump #filmgifs #filmedit #of pain and warm hugs #scott lang #hope van dyne #gifs by me

[10underoot2]

I love Haein's expressions so much in this hug. It's so much of 'I was holding up fine on my own but god does it feel good to be hugged supportively by my husband.' She's like a child giving in to the comfort of an adult after a nightmare. This hug is so sweet. She just gives in to him. She doesn't know what the future holds, she's warmed by his constant, desperate claims that she won't die, she's relieved that she's confessed her feelings to him but she's still scared...and so she completely gives in to him.

There's pain and there's longing and there's love and the sweetest joy of being held by the man she loves the most and who loves her enough to make threats rather than prayers all night long.

Gif credits: @seawherethesunsets

#queen of tears #baek hyun woo #hong hae in #kdrama #kim ji won #she deserves so much praise for portraying Haein's delicate emotions here #the hug is so delicate warm soft and desperate #its so intimate and painful I love it

[shima-draws]

Also kinda related to my last post but. When I went to get my orthopedic consultation it was in this HUGE medical building with a whole ass physical therapy division. I can’t really describe what I felt when I walked into the gym and saw all these people working with specialists to help train their muscles or to walk again or to strengthen parts of their bodies that had undergone trauma from an accident or whatever else. It was kinda sad but also very hopeful to see?? Idk I just felt really emotional seeing that nfjkandvnj

#Shima speaks #It's about the human nature of wanting to help others. You know?? #It's about seeing all those people work so hard and being like. Yeah. You guys are AWESOME. You went through smth to get to this point #Probably a lot of pain and suffering #And now you're doing smth to make it better and there's someone with you to guide you on that path #It gave me the warm fuzzies. I wanted to give a hug to all the people in there and tell them they're doing so so fantastic and great #People are amazing!! Humans are really very resilient creatures!! Smth bad happens and we fall down but we get back up again! #Sometimes with a bit of help!! And that's okay too!! Bc that's part of our nature! We help people!!! #Catch me being emo on a Friday morning about the PT division. Pshh

[spotsupstuff]

I feel so bad for zephyr, what are some of her happiest memories? Would it be first meeting the members of her local group? I assume they would be built after her, was she excited about them being built or was she not informed at all?

she wouldn't be very... Present. most likely hadn't managed to be there for every Iterator when they first came online. she is very removed from most of her group because she's unable to stick in the chats for too long with all the damage and her endless attempts to conserve herself as much as possible, so her interactions with others outside of the Anemoi (and this one guy called Orion's Pathway) are extremely limited

Boreas, though, ever the life-saver, updates her on any new Iterator projects being build, how are the already existing ones doing- see she is kind of hard to cheer up and as a rule she never really laughs, but oh hearing about successes of others always manages to make her happy. that has been a thing for her since day one!

so Boreas would make a list of the Eo group's achievements with Euros and Orion's help and he'd read them out for her during their routine calls. those calls are probably one of her happiest memories, since she got so much serotonin and motivation out of hearing about her family (n also just in general- their start might've been rocky but Zeph n B really really love each other [platonically ofc])

they might not Know her, only be aware that their senior is called Abet Zephyr and her appearances are strangely rare, but she loves them all. if she hadn't, it wouldn't be called Mission Self-preservation. it'd be way more revenge focused. her number one priority is the safety of her family even if she doesn't know them personally. she puts them above her anger, physical and emotional trauma cuz she just fuckin loves them that much

her other happy memories include some stuff with Sparrows! after Zephyr allows her opinion about the Ancients develop, she finds herself glad whenever Sparrows would show up to do some more repairs and spend some time with the old humidifier. jgklsdmclk just like with a grandma, Sparrows would show her some stuff on her phone/Mechanic's watch and Zeph would be confused about it but she gets to spend the time with someone she likes so it's okay

along with Euros on a call the three of them would sing folk songs from Sparrows' home with Boreas usually listening in, very rarely joining in

Zephyr wasn't given overseers until Sparrows showed up for the first time, too, so when she synced with the eyes and took a peak outside for the first time in her life, that was... that stuck with her as a strong memory, too. can't exactly say it was a Happy memory, but only cuz there was so much happening in her emotionally in that moment that simplifying it to a singular one wouldn't really represent it right

here's her lighting up while Boreas tells her about positive recent events of the group

her antennas are broken- that's why they are always down like that- but Dammit she is Happy we Gotta wiggle 'em at least a wee bit

#Spot says stuff #rw #oc tag #oc: abet zephyr #Sparrows kinda sucks with the organical aspects of the iterators but she did her best to fix up Zephyrs spine too! #so having That portion of the pains elevated at least a little was also a great moment for her. it still sometimes give up n stops working- #-n it hurts again but thanks to that effort from Sparru its at least not a constant thing anymore #every time i think about off the string au with the eo group i think about boreas n zephyr finding each other and then boreas helps her get #-to everyone else to an agreed upon meeting point and then all the Anemoi see each other and euros notos n haboob then run at them and- #-hug the two fiercely.. and zephyr Actually starts laughing and doing her best to hug them all back- shes all clumsy about it but trying- #-So hard. and then she puts her hands on euros' shoulders and fully excited tells him 'euros- oh-! now that we are here free like this you- #-really have to teach me how to dance and play! you know..? just like Sparrows and her family used to!" #and for a second he pauses cuz oh that Hurts to remember they are gone but then he puts a hand over one of hers and with a little shaky- #-voice- but Warm so happy- he tells her ''y-yeah.. yeah of course i will- gods... i cant believe you still remember them.....' n he hangs- #-his head n all that... and zeph smiles n presses her forehead against his head n whispers to him 'of course i do. they were family.'

[maddymoreau]

Me after finishing a Visual Novel

#I finished Rotten Dinner. #I need like 24 hours to soak it all in and replay it before posting my thoughts and memes. #THE JOY AND PAIN OF FINISHING A GAME </3!!!! #You feel so good warm and satisfied but there’s also a sadness 😭💔??? #I feel simultaneously like I got punched in the chest yet received the most gentle hug. #I need to go lay on the floor for an hour or maybe go on a walk (Ｔ▽Ｔ) #just- WOW!!!!!!!!!

[muzzlemouths]

Couldn't find this quiz outside of tag games so I'm releasing it en-mass. Check it out!!

#anyway I got Fire Writer #(hell yeah!!) #''No one is able to portray feelings better than you'' #''Pain is your second name and you don't mind it #but when you decide to comfort the fierce fire becomes a warm hug'' #heehoo.... #it also said A/B/O was one of my favorite tropes which made me goose honk with laughter

[valentines-virgil]

"Hey what would you like?"

Actually if someone could gently kiss my forehead and hold me tight for 2 hours while the tears spill out of my eyes and take the deep indescribable sadness within me with them that'd be great-

#the strength I have not to respond something like this when I get asked what I want for my birthday #asking for a hug for my birthday like the pathetic touch starved bitch I am #(I did that once before & got rejected) #(the pain sits deep. I have not asked for a hug since) #funny #but not funny haha #funny I should talk to my therapist and hug my friends #shitpost #vent #touch starved #coping with humor #if anyone sees this this who knows me irl - no u didnt #feeling lonely #sadness #someone just. hold me #no pressure tho #I can also disassociate while warming my hands over the toaster its fine #Edit a bit less than 2 years later #bc i still see people interact with this sometimes #it does get better #the person I semi posted this about is now my partner and does hold me when I cry #and gives me forehead kisses #and the bad feeling does get better even if it doesnt feel like it #there will still be bad days but not as many and not as much #hang in there #i believe in you

[torgawl]

do you think part of the reason diluc still struggles with his resentment towards kaeya is because kaeya is more like what crepus wished diluc to be? crepus was so proud of diluc for his accomplishments as a knight and lived his dream through him as well and we know how much crepus' approval meant for diluc, more than any title or doing. i sometimes wonder if diluc feels hurt knowing that kaeya gets to live the equivalent to his past life as a knight as if nothing happened when he had to make sacrifices for his own peace of mind and sense of justice. i wonder if that's what pains him the most, not the fact kaeya ommited the truth about his past for so many years but having felt like he was the only one who cared to do something regarding his father's death and who showed any sense of uprightness when confronted with the knights' request to cover their mistake and negligence. i always think about how diluc might have felt like everything was a lie and his sense of betrayal. but maybe that didn't matter as much as having the support of his brother and someone he could share his pain with would have mattered. maybe the worst thing wasn't what kaeya did but what he didn't do; maybe it was never about his actions but the lack thereof.

#i just keep thinking about how lonely diluc must have felt #we know they kept in contact but it wasn't the same #but i also feel so much for kaeya who must have been deeply worried all the time diluc spent away all the times his letters were unanswered #do you think kaeya checked diluc's vision frequently to see if it ever faultered? #my heart clenches whenever i think about them #as much as i love to dwell on the angst of their relationship i feel so happy to see an accurate representation of what healing is like #and the usage of time as a way of storytelling #how it's a slow process and how you get there little by little #how conflicting it is #you have diluc's simultaneously passionate/fierce and stoic personality vs his more vulnerable anonymous messaged in cat's tail board #he admits it pains him and he reminisces of the past yet it's so easy to get angry and it's so easy to build up walls #and then you have kaeya who comes across as confident charming laid-back but who's so hard to read #there's a sadness in him even though he's mostly well resolved #you wonder if some of his diligence is actually his or compensation for his guilt #i just really enjoy them both and how different they are yet so similar #how they are both deeply lonely how they draw a line at anyone putting people at risk #they're not my favourite characters by chance i really think they're extremely well characterised and i think they're easy to relate to #and even though kaeya uses the term anti-hero with attitude problems to describe himself they're both genuinely kind hearted people #they're both warm in their own way #and i hope they hug one day i hope by the end of this stupid game that they get to properly be in each others lives again #the way kaeya called diluc his brother in his hangouts warmed my heart a lot i'm just so glad despite everything they're still able to keep #the other around even if diluc is a silly grumpy guy the fact they dined together like the old times already means something too #my boys <3 #sometimes i want to hit diluc because it's him who pushes kaeya away the most but i also understand that the process of getting ready to #fully let go of his struggles and forgive kaeya takes time #i'm simultaneously hitting him with a cardboard tube and giving him a big big hug #i still think they should be put in the get along t-shirt though 😂 i think that's what they're lacking that would work for sure

[pepprs]

i wish i’d kept pushing the point (<- vagueposting). im so tired i’m hitting a wall. but why is the answer to feeling bottomlessly lonely just to love myself and be loved by myself? isn’t that only more loneliness?

#purrs #i know being by myself is not aloneness. but like seriously are you actually serious that there is no one coming to save me? that I have to #walk around with this giant gaping wound forever and no one will be able yo close it? i need total nurturance and comfort badly and to have #any less than total is.. well i don’t want to say it’s as bad as having none at all because obviously it’s not true. but it’s still bad. it #makes it harder to ask for more when you already have some and have reached the limit of what you can ask for. i just feel bottomlessly #lonely. i know things will get better. but what i really need is a long hug and a good cry in someone’s arms. not isolating myself in a #cabin for a week (though i know i desperately need that too). like we’re human beings and we can do that for each other so why don’t we? why #can’t we fix each other? why can’t we be nurturing like that and fill the voids for people who have them. and i know it’s rich coming from m #me bc iam skittish like a horse around emotions and also that it’s pitifully expected from me bc i am reading too much into normal experien #nces most people have. but how am i supposed to just accept that i didn’t get the love i needed (even if im romanticizing m*therlove lmao) a #and then move on as if that’s fine? how can i just snap my fingers and be an autonomous adult when ive spent years accruing psychological #damage with the most limited kind of cushioning? when every second brings with it a potential jab to my River of Pain nerve? idk. #i was deeply violently depressed abt this stuff earlier this week but tonight im just quietly sad. i want the stability and certainty of #(unconditional) love. i want my whole future safe and warm and now or at least the ability to trust it will exist which is also called hope. #i don’t want to be alone and wretched anymore.

[chiara-swiftiedreamer13]

Let's all pray that this winter will be the last winter of our lives without reputation tv 🕯

#that album always felt to me like a warm hug you receive when you're ibernating in winter #does it make sense? hahahah #like you're not alone through winter/dark times #listening to reputation #rep tv #listening in a non profitable way for the namedropping sleaze of course #actually the best imagine i can give of how i feel about rep right now is spending your nights in front of a cosy fire crackling #with your your lover or you loved ones #while everything outside and around you is slowing falling apart piece after piece and it's painful to watch and know that #but you still have a great time and you find happiness in the chaos

[skittlewaffle]

Christmas gift for @madame-mongoose !!! ✨

#monnie #christmas #gift art #k’s art #digital #hdjcjenc this was gonna be just a simple post but i feel suddenly compelled now that i’m posting it #MONNIE !!! literally thank you so SO MUCH for existing #i never have the energy to make people gifts unless they are really really super special to me #sigh #i REALLY wouldn’t have been enjoying life as much as i am rn if it weren’t for you;; it’s always been a blast talking with you #whether on my bed or at my desk or in my car tryna leave the parking lot to go home; I never wanted to do stuff if it meant leaving ur convo #over time we got more stuff on our plates so it’s such a treat when we do get to hang out like before #you’re one of those people i feel like i’ve known forever on god ;; even still i wanna know more about u #you really are a treasure to me and i’ve always had this want to ensure that you’re happy and that maybe even im enough to make that happen #whatever pain you have i’d take away if i could; it’s the least i could do for you being such a brightly shining light for me ☀️ #things really wouldn’t be the same without you and I met so many other wonderful people through you and as bad as i am at showing it #they are everything to me and so are you #giving you so many hugs ;; giving you a warm blanket and sugar cookies ;; I hope the rest of your days treat you well! #you deserve everything that is good because you are the best #ily /p #🫂 #k rambles

[cerberus253]

I find Cabadath’s Soul Idol, and little do I know Cabadath positions his quad-scythe like a baseball bat, readying to end me right as I touch it.

Me: *picks it up with the softest blanket I own, cradling it like a baby in my arms and brings it inside my warm house* “I think you’ve been suffering long enough, dear Prince.” *places it it my house, puts nice smelling flowers around it, gives it a gentle kiss every morning and night, talks to like a dear friend, holds it in my arms when watching a movie or playing a video game, etc. overall just really kind, sweat, and compassionate towards it, which is essentially towards Cabadath*

A very confused Cabadath:

In that order

#look man #i just think he needs some softness done unto him #he needs a break from all that pain and suffering he’s always in #dude needs a nice warm hug and kisses #probably forgot what that even is #chzo mythos #cabadath #happy cabadath day #july 28th

[captain-flint]

on Stede's pain tolerance: I saw a line in another post (not OFMD related) about how if you're in crisis mode long enough, your brain just stop recognizing what pain is, which is bad because pain is the sign that something is wrong, and just...

Stede living so constantly in crisis mode that his brain doesn't recognize pain anymore

but also: Stede learning to heal from that constant crisis mode and suddenly losing that pain tolerance as his brain recognizes that it's safe to let himself be hurt now, because he's got a family who will protect and care for him

i’ve been sitting with this message all day because i haven’t been able to process the post you’re referring to since i saw it, let alone this now.. all i know is that i DESPERATELY need to hug that silly little man 

#anonymous #ask #stede losing that pain tolerance and letting the pain wash over him #but it's too much too sudden he's not used to it #and it's overwhelming and horrifying at first #until it isn't anymore because the realization that he's safe with the people that love him quiets it down #and also bc someone (ed) has enveloped him in a hug so fierce and warm it feels like a cocoon #i think the moment when he and mary finally reached a mutual understanding and she hugged him #has opened the door for those feelings and vulnerability #and when he realizes what's happened to ed the emotional pain is gonna dropkick him in the face #more than anything i need the crew to be supportive while he and ed try to fix their shit #ofmd

[looking-for-orion]

The way I literally can't even describe how much I genuinely love Henry Fox as if he is a real flesh and blood person I know—

I love him so much like sir I would take a bullet for you to spare you a mild paper cut or a minor inconvenience (dont ask me how this situation would even happen just roll with it) he deserves every happiness big and small and I can't even put into words how completely and truly I love him it's overwhelming and almost a little concerning but when I think about him I just—

#HE'S SO IMPORTANT TO ME #this ramble is pointless but i feel like my heart is going to explode when i think about him for more that 5 minutes #alli rants #he gives me literal chest pain #it's like he is the personification of a hug #i sound absolutely insane but he just makes me feel so warm and safe?? #and he makes me feel brave?? but i think he does that for everyone #a literal angel baby #the best kind of comfort charecter #thank you casey mcquiston #henry fox mountchristen windsor

[its-just-me5]

What I need..are looong hugs...I'm talking like several minutes long. The ones where you hold me tight for so long that I start to cry and you don't let go of me until I calm down. That's what I need.

Cause those short 1sec hugs only make my pain worse. They do nothing but intensify my deepest fears - you give me a taste of what it feels like to have you near and then you disappear - meaning i have to experience that feeling of loss and being left over and over again.

#i need hugs #loong hugs #i want hugs #tight hugs #warm hugs #pain management #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw depression #mental health #mental illness #mental wellbeing #mental not wellbeing #mentally unstable #mentalheathawareness #i just want to feel safe #i just want to be okay #i just want to feel good #i just want to feel better

[lulumineul]

Y'ALL.

i want to cry loudly. Why is he so sweet and pure . He's so cute. He's too good for this world, i love him from the bottom of my heart.

#this is painful #warm hugs for luc luc #neul / i heart diluc