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fic writer meme!
[RISES FROM THE DEPTHS] I'm here!! Thank you so much @uhuraisgay and @englishsub for the tags, and also for reminding me that I've missed Tumblr
1. how many works do you have on ao3?
50 even - which was more than I thought!
2. what's your total ao3 wordcount?
187,448
3. what fandoms do you write for?
My fic-writing impulses come along like cicada seasons, except without any regularity whatsoever: I do a lot of dabbling in a lot of fandoms, I can never really tell if something's going to light my brain on fire. Most of my fic output came from Yuletide for a long while (I loved the grab bag aspect and writing little treats for small fandoms, but then my holidays got busier), and then Yuri on Ice and MDZS were my biggest fandoms by far, especially MDZS. I've written Yuwu recently, and I'd love to write some Trigun, LoZ, or Mysterious Lotus Casebook one of these days.
4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?
grow
the only way out
The Guests of Cloud Recesses
detente
bespoke
And the soft animal is our runner-up at #6!
5. do you respond to comments?
I usually don't unless it's a request or a question, but I read and treasure every one.
6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I am too tender for Bad Endings for the most part, but my canon-verse Nie Huaisang fic after me comes the flood does not end in a particularly good place for anyone involved. (But even then, we know it gets better for him eventually... albeit at the expense of several bystanders)
7. what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I tend to write pretty gentle, occasionally LIGHTLY bittersweet happy endings (that's the cafecliche guarantee baby) but part of me wants to say 'the only way out' (and probably 'the yunmeng accords' series in general) here. I tend to write fic when I want to play around with the emotions or relationship dynamics that can already be found in canon, so 'the yunmeng accords' is probably as close to a fix-it as I'm going to get.
8. do you get hate on fics?
Not usually! I was part of the Great MDZS Anon Hate Train of 2021, but that was the worst I've ever gotten by several magnitudes - the vast majority of commenters are fabulous.
9. do you write smut?
Not yet! It's not off the table, though.
10. do you write crossovers? what's the craziest one you have written?
I actually don't think I've ever written a crossover! The closest I've ever gotten was when I look over my shoulder, but even that's 'Wangxian in a Conjuring-esque ghosthunters in love situation' and not really a formal Conjuring AU.
11. have you ever had a fic stolen?
I've had plagiarism brought to my attention a couple times, but truly just a handful. I still remember getting a message on FF.net that someone had ripped off a line from my Black Lagoon fic. The SCANDAL of it all.
12. have you ever had a fic translated?
MDZS is the first fandom where I've gotten translation requests, which is always so cool! To my knowledge, I've had fics translated into Russian, Spanish, and Ukranian.
13. have you ever co-written a fic before?
No, but brainstorming fic concepts with my brilliant friends is one of my favorite thing in the world.
14. what's your all time favorite ship?
omg ever? Well Victuuri and Wangxian have been the ones that really lit my brain on fire (if I own the Nendos, it's serious) but let me also throw it back to Fakir and Ahiru in Princess Tutu. That is ROMANCE.
15. what is a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I would have really liked to have one more entry to 'the yunmeng accords!' I had a couple of ideas that I really liked, but nothing that caught fire quite enough to dive into it. That said, I am currently working on something short and Yunmeng Shuangjie-related, at the very least...
16. what are your writing strengths?
Emotional through-lines, pacing, and that sweet, sweet catharsis. I'm drawn to particular fandoms when they leave me with an emotion that I need to break down over the course of several thousand words, and I know that shows through in my writing.
17. what are your writing weaknesses?
Choreography! I'm not a very visual thinker, so sometimes it takes me a while just to figure out how to block the characters in a given scene. I also have a lot of trouble getting into a draft until I figure out the voice, which, when it comes to fanfic, will either come to me extremely easily or not at all.
18. thoughts of writing dialogue in another language in fics?
Yeah, absolutely! (But if you don't speak the language, do your research!)
19. first fandom you wrote for?
[rubs my temples] an X-Men crackfic.
20. favorite fic you have written?
Oh my god. WELL. 'grow' and 'the only way out' I think are the best fics I've written, and 'when I look over my shoulder' and 'the soft animal' are also extremely close to my heart. But 'detente' might be the favorite child. It just gushed out of me.
I think a great many of you have been tagged at this point, so sorry for any double-tags, but: @bluecrystalrainingdaggers @tigerjpg @floofyfluff @vinelark and anyone else who'd like to go for it!
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Facetime With My Mom (Tonight)
Part 3 of On The Inside With Elizabeth Olsen
Word Count: ~2.6K
masterlist
Robbie POV
Waking up on the floor from my drunken stupor at five in the evening is not how I'd expect today to go. But it's what I deserve after the things I said to Lizzie. My love. My fiance. I didn't mean to hurt her. I wanted to let her know what I was feeling, but I was chasing her out of our Richmond home before I knew it.
That was three days ago.
I know by now she's back home. Or at least I hope. She has yet to call or text me, and I don't blame her. But I know she misses me, and I love her. I'm not going to give up.
_
After giving myself a much-needed shower and putting some of Lizzie's gross anchovy toast into my stomach, I decided to sit on our bed and call her. It's six now, so L.A. time it's..... ten in the morning. She'll probably be gardening, taking care of her little kiddos. She hates it when I call them that, but everyone knows she can be such a mom.
Okay, stop stalling, Robbie.
I unlock my phone and go to our text messages. My heart breaks a little looking at the last several texts I sent her. All left on DELIVERED.
I click on the call button, and to my surprise, I hear her angelic voice.
L: "Hello."
R: "Lizzie! Are you safe?"
L: "Yes, I am."
I can feel tension over the phone. I pause, thinking about how I want this conversation to continue.
R: "Lizzie I-."
L: "Why are you calling me?"
R: "Well, I haven't heard anything from you for three days, Lizzie. I was starting to get worried."
I hear Lizzie let out a heavy breath.
L: "Were you starting to get worried, or are you worried? There's a clear difference and let's not forget that you were the one that said you were having second thoughts and-"
She's right.
R: "Lizzie, I'm sorry. I know I hurt you, but that was not my intention-"
I hear Lizzie, and someone else starts laughing before Lizzie shushes whoever else is with her.
R: "Lizzie, are you laughing at me? Who are you with?"
L: "No, I'm not laughing at you, Robbie. Something funny just happened in front of me. Look, listen, I got to go. We can finish this talk later."
R: "Wait, Liz-"
L: "Alright."
R: "Elizabeth, I love you."
L: "Alright. See you later."
She didn't say it. The line goes dead. Once again, I'm left alone with my thoughts. I drop my phone onto our bed and begin dragging my feet into the kitchen. I grab the nearest bottle of brown bourbon, making a promise to myself to drink until I can't remember.
Y/N POV
I close the door to my apartment and lean my back against it. I let out the one squeal I've been holding in since she left me earlier. I know I shouldn't be freaking out. I mean, yes, it's a date, but it's not like a date date, right? We're just friends.
But she is insanely attractive, dresses so cool, her voice is soothing and cute, plus she makes me so comfortable and omg, I need to pick out an outfit! I sprint into my bedroom and rush head first into the closet.
"Now she said I don't have to wear anything too fancy, but what does that reallllly mean?"
I rip out half of my closet, searching for the perfect item, and after an hour, nothing calls to me. I flop myself onto the pile of clothes on my bed in frustration. Without realizing it, I begin to call my Mom.
M: "Y/N, are you alright?"
Y/N: "Yes, Mom, I'm fine. I just need some help."
M: "Some help? Help with what, darling?"
Y/N: "I'm going out with a friend tonight, and I have no idea what to wear!"
M: "This is what you called me about? Seriously?"
Y/N: "Yes, seriously, Mom. It's important, please!"
M: "Okay, Y/N."
Y/N: "Okay, let's switch to FaceTime."
M: "How do I do that again?"
After painfully walking my Mom through the simple steps of modern technology, she begins to help me. However, over a half hour later, I quickly realized that she has no idea how I dress and what looks good. So I'm sadly back to step one.
M: "Y/N."
Y/N: "Yes." I responded, frustrated.
M: "If you're going to continue having an attitude, I'll hang up. I raised you better than that."
I walk off screen to mock her and throw my hands up at her.
M: "Y/N?"
I walk back in frame so she can see me.
Y/N: "You're right. I'm sorry." I lie.
M: "That's okay. Now, what about the black piece under your Taylor Swift Cardigan?"
I look for what she is talking about. Oh, this! I pick it up and hold it up to the camera.
M: "What do you think?"
I do like it, but I don't think it's good enough for Liz, but she told me not to wear anything too fancy. So I guess this should be okay? Plus, it's black, and black looks good all the time, right? I'm so tired of looking at my clothes, so this will have to do.
Y/N: "I think it could work. Thank you, Mom!"
M: "Of course, dear. Y/N promise me you'll call soon so we can have an honest talk about your life.
No.
Y/N: I promise
M: Now go get ready!"
Y/N: "Okay. Bye, Mom! Love you!"
M: "Love you too."
After hanging up with my Mom, a rush of panic runs over me as I realize how many texts I've missed from Liz.
Liz - Sexy ☕️ Bitch
Today 1:13 PM
I hope whenever you see this, you enjoy the name 🤍
Today 2:07 PM
You haven't seen my text yet 🥺
Today 2:43 PM
Oh completely forgot to send the address for tonight, so here you go! I can't wait! (address attached)
Today 3:37 PM
Hey Y/N, did you make it home okay?
Please text me when you see this.
Today 4:04 PM
Suppose you're having second thoughts about tonight. I'm sorry I feel like I'm pushing you.
Please text me or call me, so I at least know you are safe, but if you don't want to, I can understand. I'm sorry.
Oh my God! I've had Liz worrying this whole time. And Jesus, she is so fucking cute with all these texts. But oh my God, I'm an asshole!
Today 4:14 PM
Hey, I am so sorry! Yes, I'm alive. I just saw these texts!!!
I just got off the phone with my Mom.
She was helping me pick out an outfit for our date!
I'm so excited!
I just clicked on the link, and it's somewhere I've never been to, so now I'm extra excited!
The link could've been to a fucking Mcdonald's, and I would've still said what I awkwardly said.
Oh shit, she's typing.
Today 4:14 PM
Y/N, omg, I'm so glad you're alright. I swear I was about to go search all over the city.
I'm so so so sorry for making you worry! Can you forgive me?
I'll think about it!
Okay, I thought about it.
Yeah, I forgive you lol
(Aww, that's cute. She still uses lol)
Whew, thank you, Liz
So do you like it?
Like what?
My name in your phone?
It's perfect.
😊
so you going to tell me what you're wearing tonight or is it a surprise?
Hmmmmmm
A surprise
But don't expect something crazy
😒 finneeee
Hey, I don't need any sas from you, Miss.
I'm glad you remembered Miss not Ma'am like a good girl.
So I'll see you at 7. Don't be late
I practically throw my phone across the room after reading that last text! Good girl! Good girl, she said! She has to know what she's doing! Right? Fuck, this actually might be a date date! How me? Why me? Oh shit, I need to start getting ready NOW!
After giving myself the most needed shower in history, I sat on the floor debating on what shoes I wanted to pair with my black bishop sleeve dress. I think heels would work, but I hate wearing them, so I'm going to hedge my bet and wear my black vans to match. Liz did say it wasn't too fancy of a place!
I slip on the dress and walk into my bathroom to look myself over once more. Even before Naomi ruined me, I don't think I ever looked at myself more than I have tonight. It was not exactly easy when all you've been told is how unattractive you are and how lucky you should be that even be graced in the presence of someone who was supposed to love you no matter what.
I reach my hand out and touch the mirror of my hand. Yep this person looking back at me is me. Tonight I don't look at myself with hate and disgust. This is a moment I hope to save. I look down at my counter space and search through all my bathroom drawers and cabinets until I spot my make-up bag.
"Let's do this, huh?"
_
Liz POV
(What Liz is wearing tonight and awww, look cute, Aubrey)
"I should've just had someone pick her up. What was I thinking?" I look at my phone - 7:04. Where the hell is she? I run my hand through my hair. "Y/N would've told me if she was backing out. She's probably rushing to get here. I trust her." I put my head into my hands. My mind is spiraling into a panic, and the constant thoughts of the last three days don't help. But seeing and meeting Y/N has been a bright light. Literally, since I saw her that first day, I can't help but think of her being all cute while reading my order back to me. I feel drawn to her, and I can't explain it.
"Liz?"
I look up, and it's her. She's here!
"Y/N!" I walk up to her and hug her. I feel like I caught her off guard because the hug she gives me back isn't a full one. "You ready?"
"Yeah, sorry I'm a little late. I got turned around at one point, and........" I hear her, and I'm trying to process what she is saying, but it's slowly becoming gibberish as my eyes start wondering. Y/N is doing things to me right now. Who knew just a black dress and vans could look so good on someone. My eyes work back to her face and her cherry-red-covered lips. She's beautiful.
"Liz?" Y/N breaks my thoughts. "We going inside?" I nod, grab her hand, and head in. I make a beeline to the hostess. The hostess looks us up and down with a stank face. Bitch.
"Name?"
Now for my favorite part. "MK," I say in my most bitchy voice. I watch from the corner of my eye Y/N look at me, confused, before looking back to the hostess, flustered and embarrassed.
"Oh my goodness, I am so sorry, Mar-MK. I didn't recognize you with your sunglasses on and your new friend. Please give me one moment." I watch her squirm and phone someone. I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy this.
The hostess ends the call as a waiter dressed in all-white tux approaches.
"Walter will be taking care of the two of you tonight. Once again, MK, I apologize for my ignorance tonight. I hope you and your friend can forgive me." The pleads fall on deaf ears as I pull Y/N to follow Walter to our private table.
I look back at Y/N, who has a face painted with amazement. Everyone in this place screams money, and I feel a little regret bringing Y/N to such a place on the first date. Once we reach our table, I pull a chair out for Y/N. She thanks me as I take a seat opposite her. Before Walter can even ask, I answer. "Red." Walter nods his head and disappears.
"Okay, what the fuck was all of that!" I don't think I've ever heard anyone this giddy before. I smile and explain that I used my sister's name to get us a table here and that fucking with the snobby people is all good fun. Y/N laughs, and it warms my heart to see that after seeing how she was at the park. Walter returns with two glasses and a handpicked bottle of Red.
"For you and your friend."
"Thank you, Walter." I address the man but stare at Y/N as she ogles everything around her. She's so cute.
"I shall be back momentarily." Walter leaves us, allowing my date with Y/N to begin properly.
I grab my glass as Y/N follows suit. "To tonight and everything that comes with it." Y/N and I share a smile as we each take a sip.
Comfortable silence begins to build. I don't mind because it gives me time to get lost thinking about the woman in front of me.
"So, do you just wear those sunglasses all the time, or are you hiding something?" I smirk at her question. "And what if I am hiding something?" She leans in. "Then I'd like for you to share it with me." Okay, Liz, moment of truth. I feel my nerves working their way up my body. Y/N would've known by now. I don't want to brag, but I'm Elizabeth Olsen!
I remove my sunglasses and set them on the table. I look Y/N straight in her eyes. I watch them go from eager to wide. Oh no. This was a mistake. "Wow." Is all Y/N can manage to spurt out of her mouth. I panic. "I know, Y/N! I feel like I should've to-"
"Your eyes." I stop in my tracks. "What Y/N?"
"Your eyes are so beautiful." Is this happening? "I mean, now I can clearly see you. You are so beautiful, Liz, but your eyes are like hiding their own little emerald forest inside them. Wow." I feel the butterflies inside of me multiply.
"Oh my gosh, I'm sorry- I shouldn't-" Y/N's eyes divert to the wine glass and then back to me. "What did Walter put in this?" Y/N asks, taking another sip, causing me to hunch over laughing. "Walter sure knows how to pick them, huh?" I respond, watching Y/N giggle to herself. Okay. So she really has no idea who I am.
"So the whole point of this dinner was to get to know each other. So let's start." I don't want to waste any more time. I want to know Y/N.
"Okay, I'll try not to struggle, but no promises, Liz." Y/N gives a half-hearted smile. She seems to get nervous when attention is shown her way. Or maybe it's just me? "Y/N, I just want you to know tonight is supposed to be fun, so there is no pressure here. Tell me if we get onto a topic you don't feel comfortable with. Okay?" I assure her. Y/N shines me a smile that could light up the world till the end of time. "Thank you, Liz."
"Of course. Let's each take a big sip of this wine, and then I'll ask a question." Without another word, a chug of wine goes down my throat. Y/N once again follows suit.
Part 4
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I'm so bored
I'm home alone so I am yet again going to send some weird and out-of-the-blue message into your ask box :)
How are you doing this fine night/morning/day
I am tired
Man I want someone to spam my ask box so bad I have never once in my life received an ask
I need to do some sewing
I'm making a cosplay for a convention I'm going to in June
And I'm making a whole cloak by hand
I taught myself how to sew but its actually going surprisingly well :)
I do have to go now but I'll nearly definitely be back tmrw to ramble about the cool stuff I see at the art gallery
OKS BYEEE
Hello again! I'm doing fine, thanks for asking :) I hope you get some rest!
OMG YEAAHHH TELL ME ABT IT!!! Goodluck with sewing the cloak btw :D and i wanna see your cosplay so bad oh my 👀
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Hello to my favourite reader. I hope i didn't burden you too much with my bulk orders :)
Okay so first I'll go with the subliminal. When i listened to the subliminal for the first time i got tingling sensation all over my body. And when i affirmed and focused on my eyes they were BURNING. It was very powerful. I still can't listen to it whole day. I guess changing my eye colour would take some time but i noticed my hair are becoming more softer and fuller than before. It's definately powerful and affective.
Starshine reading was very resonating. It's like someone who notice me everyday is telling me stuffs about myself that i didn't notice 🥹. The humble, grounded and taking both genders perspective is something I've learned after being through some painful lessons. It's wonderful how pain transform us into a better person. How we learn so much after losing things and people that are dearest to us. I love my independence and love to share. I also love to make people safe and remind them to chase their dreams. It was a wonderful reading. I guess my negative self talk make me lose sight of who i am but thanks to you i can see myself clearly now.
My moon reading was ✨ interesting ✨. I mean yeah i get ruthless when i actually get angry. Though it takes alot for me to get that angry (or i guess when my ego gets bruised). But yes i do become intimidating when I'm angry. My fs would teach me to be more selfish and cunning and to be honest I can't wait to be like that 😩. I'm tired of being such a pure and selfless person that it's draining me at this point. The letter from ny fs was hilarious, hopeful, sweet and a tiny bit sad ( because we haven't met each other yet it feels like we won't be able to stay away from each other once we do which is kinda good but yet it's sad for me cause I'm such an emotional crybaby) ahem so my fs is very bratty and he's such a tease which is similar to how you said we'll be pulling each other's leg in the previous fs reading. Sometimes i think it's all in my head or like I'm just ignoring my pain through these readings but then you reveal such sweet and tender moments that I can't help but be hopeful for my future and i can do anything i want. So thank you alot for giving me this strength. Thank you for making me hopeful again.
Raven was the reading i was looking forward to the most because i didn't know my psychic abilities until you said so. My dreams are usually intense, vivid and weird but they also come true in 3d to some certain aspects. Like when i look into hindsight some incidents were very similar to my dreams. My dreams also carry crazy but true messages that's why I don't ignore them. Astral travelling is something I'm very interested in. But i do need practice. Healing other people's inner child is something i take pride in doing so. I feel very good after giving people emotional advice. And I'd love to be a guiding light to other people.
Mystical reading was truly mystical. I can't believe i was a female knight like omg i was so cool! And a little secret i wanna share with you is that whenever i was in emotional turmoil i used to daydream myself as a female knight saving a world that was falling apart. I used to daydream like this as a coping mechanism but girl i never imagined that i was an actual FEMALE KNIGHT MYSELF IN MY PAST LIFE 😭. The place i was born in was and is know for romance and people are obsessed going there is pretty much screaming france to me. Everything else was also very interesting. You also told me that my past life reading and saint joan of arc are very similar. I read the whole article after your reading and your testimony that you yourself read the article after doing my reading. There are way too many similarities to even deny anything you've told me in my reading. My honest reaction was crying after reading that article. Like I don't know why but i was crying. Like oh she did so much for the country and at the end she got executed by the enemy and the people she trusted did nothing to help her. It was sad. And I don't know but even if i was such a great and famous person i didn't live a life that could be called happy? Or great? But to be honest everything you said was right there in the article. Like i could see visions by archangel micheal's and people used to call me demonic and my past life's timeline was around 11th to 14th century. These all things are there in history of joan de arc. She died at the age of 19 and I'm reading this at 19. Coincidence, I THINK NOT. To be honest I'm trying my best to deny this but i cannot. It's all so true and factual and the history itself is the evidence that I can't deny this. My past life was pretty much predetermined but I'm grateful that now I'm born in an era where i can do whatever i want and be whoever i choose to become. It was great to know about my heroic past life. Pretty much still can't believe it but I'm trying to 🥹. And thanks to you that i can get to know about past life because without you i wouldn't have even known jeon de arc.
Sending you a warm hug and blessings for the wonderful service you provide with so much care and enthusiasm. I never regret buying any thing from you. I hope you're having a good rest after doing so many readings. Take care as always. Bye
Thank you so much for this detailed feedback. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. You know it's strange because after I finished your reading. I only looked up "female knight" on Google and the article about Saint Joan of Arc came up. Coincidence? I think not.
I already told ya my subliminals are really powerful haha 😆
ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!
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Gus and howard interacting after the whole shoot out like. The absolute stress of the time leading up to the meeting and the actual meeting! Howard having to face the man he helped try to kill. Gus viewing howard as an actual threat instead of just some pretty face. God would he try to kill howard??? Like heres his enemy happily prancing around w his guy under his arm (i think lalo would be too possessive to let people assume howard isnt his bc then what if someone tries to hit on him like there is no way there arent any gay people in those pool parties and Howard isn't bad looking.....okay thats a different ask about howard and the pool parties and the poor guy who tries to hit on howard before he realizes who howard showed up w/ and lalo does his whole haha im just here to talk :)) but like gus knows killing howard would HURT lalo but it would also hurt him? Is he willing to take the mantle of being someone elses Hector? Yes i am being absolutely normal about these guys.
omg missed this message so sorry just saw it now, but yessss obsessed with their first interaction post fic 'cause they'd HAVE to meet again. I see Howard kinda frantically tap dancing like 'soooo here we are again, isn't this funny, just us two pillars of the community involved in all this, hey remember last time how I tried to steer you to your death, at least we both understand it's business not personal ha ha haaa' and Gus just slow blinking and letting him run his mouth, and finally delivering some super cold one liner I haven't thought of yet lol, and just walking away leaving Howard feeling extremely awkward and unsettled, but hey, fair enough.
and yeah while I do love love love the idea of Lalo being gay or bi and having it be this open secret in the cartel, part of me feels like it's only as long as he doesn't push the envelope. So even if people suspect there's something going on there betwen them, I don't know if cartel pool parties are a bastion of allyship lol, I see them playing it cool. But as you say, "Howard isn't bad looking" (minor correction, howard is a SMOKESHOW I'm sorry it took 6 seasons for me to realize it, but in my defense 'NAMAST3' is a hell of a mood killer), and I could totally see some curious cartel guy getting his flirt on, cornering Howard in the kitchen and bragging about all his hits, like "you wouldn't believe what these hands can do" and Lalo appearing out of nowhere and hacking off one of the guy's hands with a meat cleaver and watching it fly through the air like "ha ha yeah wow that is a good trick"
Anyways back to Gus lmao, ugh yes that would be a fascinating dynamic of how he gradually sees Lalo and Howard, and the rage, but also envy he might feel at seeing they're partnered up, and having this opportunity to hurt the salamancas as much as they hurt him handed to him on a silver platter, maybe wanting it emotionally because it would be satisfying, but it wouldn't be the SMART thing to do, and Gus is nothing if not careful. "but like gus knows killing howard would HURT lalo but it would also hurt him? Is he willing to take the mantle of being someone elses Hector?" okay.......this sentence is fucking with my mind a little and I need to lie down forever now, oooof </3
#anon#THANK YOU FOR YOUR INVESTMENT#'cartel pool party' is all i think about these days i'm flattered you are too <3
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i never make posts like this, heck, i rarely post at all.
But you know, i think i'm coming to the realization that i am indeed..lonely. I have hobbies that i use to occupy my time. Predominantly reading. I have friends that i don't talk to regularly and it's no fault of theirs..i think. They may send messages and i, like a salted slug i am, think about my fleeting existence before contemplating the possibility of giving a response.
sometimes i don't delay and i respond right away,
but sometimes i forget,
or sometimes I'm just..tired..is a good word i think. So tired that i tell myself i don't want them to deal with my apathy. That I'd be such a damn bummer that i don't to impose that onto them. And I'll respond when I'm in a better mood
But the mood doesn't always get better and when it does, maybe a week or two has passed and i don't want them to feel as if I've patronized them by "finally gracing them with my presence." And i try to think of a cool topic that would mirror their initial enthusiasm..but i don't think I'd mention anything of worth.
nothing exciting happens in my life too often, much less to report
so i don't respond
another message goes unanswered
and EVERY DAY i wake up thinking of the unread messages and how weird it would be to try and start a conversation now. I literally think of messages sent 7 months ago that i didn't respond to and what their thoughts must be of me.
Or simply that they don't think of me. Because realistically they've gone on with there life. Speaking with people that actually know how to respond to a text.
And just like that, a potential friend is gone.
And i think "HEY, you cant expect people to be putting in all the work to build a relationship. A conversation needs at least two people. PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE! STRIKE UP A CONVERSATION!!"
And i find myself inviting a few friends and we go out and it's GREAT!
i like social interaction
to an extent...
But i think i want something more?
Not a romantic relationship i think... no, i know.
Not a romantic relationship.
Have you ever just craved physical contact like food. Like..it's like a throbbing hunger pang, but it's a chest compressing, limb tingling, stomach knotting, yet hollowing kinda feeling.
i really want a hug, NO a cuddle. OMG to be able to just have someone hold you with no connotations other than they enjoy your company and just want to hold you. A great squeeze.
And i dont think that any of my current friends can provide that. And it's my fault for not having structured such a friend group.
I mean.. not structured.. but like. I haven't presented that part of my personality that would allude to the fact that that's something i would even want to partake in. So like.. i haven't put out.. feelers is a good term i think. Feelers to gauge what type of person would be okay with that and in turn build a close enough friendship, that would result in hugs.
God.
did that sound weird?
Which is why im here at 1 in the morning typing out my sad human feeling because im...tired? lonely?
FUCK im lonely.
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a month or so ago, a person i haven't talked to in years because they moved to california in like 2015 just randomly messaged me out of nowhere and i quote "I’ve always thought you were/are cool as fuck" they recently moved back to atlanta. last night that same person messaged me "I wanna go to this show at 529 tonorrow do you wanna go too"
is he flirting with me??? did he just ask me out???
i responded simply "what show" and haven't heard back yet.
also the message was in response to an instagram story pic i took of a possum in the dog food bag. the response could have been a confusing joke, implying the possum in the dogfood bag is the show at 529 tomorrow.
i kinda always assumed he were straight but I am reminded of one time many years ago in like 2012 i was at a show at their house and they said they had something in their room they wanted to show me i thought omg is he gonna pull his dick out but it was a poster of some kind (wrestling something maybe? cant really remember the specifics) that was drawn by and autographed by someone who worked on (i want to say) adventure time. not sure why he thought i would think that was cool but he singled me out to show it to me
has this dude always had a crush on me and just decided to act on it now that hes moved back to atlanta and a lot of the people he knew before have moved away? or does he just want to be normal friends because a lot of his friends from before he moved away dont live here anymore.
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Bloglet
Wednesday, July 5, 2023
The heat wave continues.
I have washed a white shirt for tomorrow's night's gig.
DeBlasio and his wife have decided that, though continuing to live in the same house, they will "see other people." OMG. I know, this sort of thing happens, after the kids are grown. But...they are both so (cough) unattractive.
Go on shopping spree. Get a new vacuum cleaner. So much dirt to chase away. I have not yet removed it from the box.
Thursday, July 6, 2023
A man from Washington state, living in his van, heavily armed, relying on Trump's social media, was found in Obama's neighborhood. Trump put out Obama's address. The Washinton man, named Taranto, seems quite out of it. He was around for Jan 6 and is facing charges. Like so many of these misfits, he was caught on tape. He's now cooling his heels in jail. One less crazy man MAGA guy off the street. Trump's messaging could easily get someone killed.
The heat wave continues. Outside my window the sound of pneumatic drills. Poor guys, having to work in this heat.
The packing of gear to go up to Scarsdale. Take a later train but am careful to get to the track early. The rush hour trains are crowded and some people have to stand. I would hate that. The train gets me up there in plenty of time and I hang out at the local Starbucks, enjoying the a c.
The concert goes okay. Well attended. And the bugs don't seem to bite much. It might have helped to look at this music (I took it home with me) but I simply...couldn't. I got through it and resolved to do better next time. If I discover I no longer enjoy this sort of thing (well, I like seeing some friends) I will give it up.
Apropos of very little: The conductor (surprise) gives me a bow. We go back a long way. (I may be the oldest person on the gig.)
Later: I feel much better. Like a lot of things: it feel so good when you stop. I will do better.
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Omg im so mf funny. So my gfs phone lit up last night when i was getting up to go potty after us just having like the best sex I've ever had and her already having passed out afterwards.. and this phone that lit up said.. "hey baby... blah blah blah"
So NATURALLY ima pick up the phone and see who is saying this right.. well when i picked the phone up the message saying this wasn't on the notifications anymore. 😐 so me starting to rly feel some type of way proceeds forward in the snoopy sesh thru baes phone tryna uncover this person 'hey baby'ing' my girl.
All out on camera and all. Plus i was still naked 😂💀 i did not gaf how crazy i looked.
Oh uh uh.
So during my little investigation adventures i realized that MY GIRLFRIEND IS NOT THE PERFECT LITTLE ANGEL I THOUGHT SHE WAS.
I just had this image of her in my head of being God-Like and blemish free. Especially when it comes to personal matters i guess. But what did i learn. NOBODY IS TRULY PERFECT AFTER ALL. Bc while shes here rn bothered by me telling her a lie #1 (me saying that i was in love with her b4 i actually was), by me telling other ppl the same lovey stuff i was telling her while i was locked up #2.... she also was being all extra friendly wit other ppl and in a whole 'relationship' or w/e wit someone else, telling grls she wanna see them and good morning texts and inviting them over to netflix and blah blah whatever.. WHILE I WAS IN FL WITH HER.
And ya wanna know what else ive realized?
I dont care that she's imperfect, i love her anyways and i just am going to trust that we not be like that to each other anymore. I'm not saying what she did is worse than what i did either.. just had to put that out there.
Anyways so now not only did she wake up without me, she came looking for her phone.
She's acting all weird and being distant and quiet.
I feel wrong 4 just tryna act like nothing happened and i didnt just do what i did and see what i seen.. lmao this is so typical. I couldn't even help it, my inner most crazy got the best of me when i seen that hey baby whatever it said. I had to know what the fuck. Im not even mad tho, not yet anyways... i mean ill be mad if she dont stop tryna act like she didnt do the same thing shes upset that i did.
Lol. But rly tho, its not cool but i mean its cool. I fucked up, she fucked up. I have genuine, real feelings for her unlike before.. and ive fallen in love with her, experiencing a type of love I've never felt before. I'm not trying to sabotage our bond we have together what so ever, over nothing. I feel like our feelings for each other are mutual so i can trust that the funny business wont be a thing from here on out. Leaving me not to worry but to be excited abt having her and the Universe working its magic like it did..
I'm not the same person i was 2 years ago by any means. Im like complete polar opposite of where i was then actually. And for the first time i actually WANT to have a future with another human being period.
I rly hope we can not lose all of our trust over the things we did before we rly had a chance at being together and fully experiencing one another. I also hope this isn't gonna be an on going issue or source of sorrow either.
Ugh.. ok im done 4 now...
GOOD JOB LIL BABY 4 SLIPPING AND RLY LETTING YOUR CRAZY SHOW.
0 to 100 real fucking quick. I do have to say im glad i got to the source of recent consistent concerns abt my actions during the time of these events taking place. Maybe now we can call it truce and grow into better ppl tog..
One last thing.. 2 my Lover Baby, pls know that i do apologize for invading your privacy even tho i know you was looking 4 love else in somebody else too. I'm rly not tripping tho. I don't feel any diff abt you at all.. im just lowkey gonna be hurt if the situation abt tonight happening is handled the wrong way.. like i don't just wanna pretend like nothing happened. I want to talk abt everything.. even if it hurts, i still feel like its better 2 talk abt it. Even if we dont have much to say on something. I love you tho baby, I'm not going anywhere and i still trust you.. im not even tripping like that. I know how im coming at you also so i KNOW we good. You'll see that too once you see that ima consistently act right as well. Your still my sweet baby pookie pie 😻😘😇 and we were still made exactly for each other bc flaws and all, i want every single part of you bby. Im sorry for doing too much and letting my crazy get the best of me 🙄💀🙈 not gonna lie I'm a lil embarrassed over it lol
#crazygirlfriendsbelike #owningmyshit #shestillperfecttho #plsdontbemadbby ❤❤❤❤❤❤ #girlblogging #journalingintocyberspace #babygirlbratlife
#nowlemmecrawlunderarockanddie 😫🥸
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why just why..? I made so many playlists 😭 omg-
okay. One while I’m going through this let’s just say I have a weird obsession with this symbol <3. I use it for anything and everything.
33 playlists in total 🟰  i’m going to name every single one of them with the link and explain what it consists of and why I have it. i’m going from recent to oldest.
Bones 🦴 — A playlist for one of my best friends!!
description; I love you so fucking much!! you are the realist from day one! (when we met when we were babies!!) 💗💪✨
wassup fucker ;) -> gangster / rap songs. why; because they’re really good songs and i vibe to em cause they rap. yk.
description; lets get fucked up!!!
one more hit — 🌬 -> not a lot of songs yet but dark songs ig. kinda the dark but still chill vibe when smoking but its also ‘smoking is getting to much vibe but we like smoking so we will continue to smoke.’
description; too many hits.
2nd p. person — Q. -> rock vibes. this is for someone i am acquaintances with. i dont think they like me and that might be bc i am dating their ex but i didn’t know that when i got with my partner. and i do like 2nd p. person, they seem cool but i also don’t because they were talking abt a friend behind friends back and i dont like that. 
description; I bet we would’ve been great friends :) *happy/say smile*
melanie martinez!! — just a playlist of her songs. love her!! <3
description; she is a queen and her songs have some very powerful messages! <3
calm down corner — calm songs that i think are calm. this is to just to help me stop. in the
description; to much thinking.. so just take a breath. please. innnn- hold, andddd outttt. all good? if not take another one.
Olivia r. -> olivia rodrigo’s album sour and some other songs by here.
description; fuck boys. ew.
my friends <3 -> theater songs.. ig. but it’s reminds me of my friends :D
description; i have friends? yes, yes you do!!! theatre kids <3 :D
raven & beast boy -> just a lot of songs. it’s a playlist for my favorite love story, ngl. i love the relationship the two of them have! and yeah, it’s a lovely playlist.
description; i love you <3 😽💗
billie. <3 -> her songs! all albums, not all songs, but the best so yay!
description; my love!!! <333 💗💗💗
lana del ray <3 — the songs that ik by her. ik there are a lot but i only know 33 of em.
description; goddess voice man <333
t.s <3 — Taylor Swift songs. i only know 40.
description; my bsf got me into taylor s. so yeah i made a list of my favorite songs <33
𖨆𖨆 = ♡︎ — A playlist I made for my partner though I do not know if they know it’s for them. but songs that I fall in love with and remind me of them and just in general ig.
description; im whipped <33 ;)
wlw <3 — women loving women 💍 period. gay songs ig.
description; women are amazing 💗 loving women is amazing! and i love them! so pop your shit love!! <333
toke 🍃🎶 — my smoke playlist but also just the songs that i love and I add most of the songs that I like in here just to listen to. so its a smaller version of garfields playlist (my big all around playlist).
description; high!! <3
i die for you <3 — my sad playlist ig. idk. it’s dark and sad songs but also badass songs too.
description; and only you. but you don’t for me..?
1st period 🐉 <3 — old songs. good vibes and everything!!
description; Theater 🎭 sup. third week in the making :D lots of oldies 🫶
4th p. boy’s vibe 🎸 — I don’t know how to explain the songs in here. lots of rock ‘n’ roll I would think.
description; and its only first week of school.. edit — i dont like him. i like his vibe! <3
im in love with myself <3 — I finally made this playlist. I hadn’t made for so long but I didn’t have any songs in it except like one song. but I literally love this play this now!! just songs that make me love myself <3
description; “just want to get to know myself” — my life is growing into MY life. AHHHHHHH-
school <3 🏫 — I don’t know what this play this is really meant for. I kind of just added songs that reminded me of school. I made this before school started also.
description; new school year..? playlist.
melody — it’s for my glee dr.
description; glee <33
Ren 🦔 <33 — A playlist for @/lalaland06 <333
description; “𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗆𝖾 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝗆𝗎𝗌𝗂𝖼 𝖽𝗈𝖾𝗌” — unknown.
sage 🦦 <33 — A playlist for @/sagesworlddd <333
description; “lose your mind so that you can gain a new way of knowing.” — Quote by Holly Lynn Payne.
note; I don’t really know if these quotes go with these people but I put them when I made the playlist and I don’t want to change them because I love them.
smoking with 🦦 & 🦔 <33 — they are my smoking buddies so smoking playlist!!
description; 🍃🎶
dance 🕺🏼💃🏼 — I like dancing and this is kind of just a mix of hip-hop dancing songs and some actual dance songs. idk. no description.
lilyflower and prongs — this goes with my dark Paradise dr. where I am James and Lily‘s daughter. 
description; mom & dad <3
Seaboy — it’s my Percy Jackson playlist.  you know surprisingly enough even though I haven’t read all of the books I’m a big Percy Jackson fan. like I love reading fanfiction of Percy Jackson and it’s amazing and I want to read the books too but I’m already reading a book series so, it’s added to my wants of reading.
description; look, i didn’t want to be a half-blood.🗽⚡️🌊🦋🌼
Dark Paradise | hp — my Harry Potter dr where i am the older sister of Harry.  no description.
euphoria but fuck you — euphoria vibe ngl. chill songs. I made this during the season two of euphoria coming out and everything. 
description; *sigh* if you shuffle this bitch it’s awesome
Twilight — I actually had three playlists that was for one twilight dr and I decided that I didn’t like that so I added all three of those into one. or I added two into one but whatever it’s now one consistent playlist of twilight vibes. but yeah. 
description; aesthetically pleasing songs…  of twilight ig
garfield <3 — this playlist right here is everything. everything to me and everything that goes with music for me.
description; all around playlist <3
old 2019- — ugh. I hate this playlist but I keep it around because why not. it was during that horrible phase where rap music consisted of mumbling words. where it was a bunch of songs turned into TikTok songs and will forever be TikTok songs now. I don’t care if you like the songs or not, it’s just my opinion.
description; idk these songs suck.
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I met this one guy in the date 22 of July, his the one who message me on Instagram I barely don't know him he just hit me up on ig. So I was shock in the moment cause I was scrolling up and down in Facebook I have no one to talk too so yeah, I was literally shock when someone hit me up lol so I replied back saying "Do I Know You" because in that moment before I reply him I saw his followers is one of my followers too so yeah I decided to reply him cause why not I was bored lmao... Then we we're chatting for days he actually approach me to be his gf but I was thinking that twice because as I told I don't know him yet. So we talk a lot on snap ofcourse that's what guys want lol then after that yeah I was being dumb in that moment cause I say YES, tho I wasn't sure about it until we are literally calling and texting every single day and night... That guy is literally sweet and nice guy I've ever talk to I was thinking that omg his cute tho and sweet so why not hahaha 😅 then yes we became official lmao.. But you know guys he was cool to talk when his 🔥 I told him that I don't do that stuff like you did with your exes. Tho he respect me alot no lies fr, then yes we are talking some shitty cause why not right we're couple already but it doesn't mean that he stop respecting me, my decision and stuff but I was just shock that in that moment he ask me if did I do something wrong that I fell out of love with my partner and I say no cause I am a good gf I guess. So after that I told him why do you ask that, and he says that I did something wrong with the past and I literally regret it after so I said okay spill the tea what is it... Then he said that he and his ex girlfriend they make some 🔞 videos so I was thinking that time that why are you saying this to me.. so he said that I wanna tell you everything about me so I say okay I know you wanted me to know everything so yeah but girl it actually hurt me why cause idk actually I feel like I was wrong for him like do I really deserve him for that reason I mean I understand him I respect and respect his past with his ex gf so yes but I was shock for an hour that I couldn't say anything or type anything in our conversation and I told him that I cannot talk rn cause I was shock in that moment and he said that I know that you are crying and please don't cause I will cry too... like wtf why would you cry 😭😂 I am the person whose hurt and broken that time lol. so yeah after that I told him that I respect you and your past so don't worry about that... but girl deep inside I wanna scream and don't talk to him, but I can't cause his my bf right.... so yeah I still talk to him that feels like nothing happen lol but you know what happen next morning I woke up he unfriend me on snap and unfollowed me at IG like bro what?!!! HAHAHAHA I am the victim here but you choose to run away like shit hahaha but yeah guys his the one who message me not me not anyone okayy
Btw guys his from Serbia
22 male
College student lol
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currently thinking about the guy I met at the subway
So I’m on my way to meet my friend and I message her “ayo I’m leaving” and she’s like “nooo you’ll be so early and you’re gonna have to wait for me bc I live far away and I need to change busses and stuff” so I’m like lol don’t care I’ll wait anyway no need to worry. When I get there she’s still on the bus and messages me “lol it started raining so badly” and I don’t really believe her from the first time because the area where I was waiting was still sunny. Then of course it had to HEAVY RAIN/STORM 2 minutes later so I enter the underground passage that leads to the subway. There was I, next to a giant pillar and texting my friend that yes it actually rains here, I’m inside the passage etc. Nothing special YET.
While texting, I notice this guy who walks by myself with his bicycle and gives me that scanning look and while passing he turns his head around to see me like a freaking owl.
Then he stops at another pillar (like 2 m away from me) and buys himself something from the underground shop. I was kinda nervous and anxious, like how do you react when a guy scans u up and down with his eyes and stops 2 m away from u and the only thing you two are doing is exchange quick sights with each other? I was looking when he wasn’t, and when he did look back I was looking at my phone again and vice versa. He wasn’t ugly or creepy, actually really handsome, taller than me, a very nice manbun., nice eyebrows and moustache, but again, what was I supposed to do. Some more awkward minutes go by, my friend hasn’t yet arrived and I’m still texting her what’s happening while she sends me videos of the rain and lightning seen from inside of the bus.
I notice the dude going up the passage stairs outside, but without taking his bicycle. Then, he comes back, takes his bicycle and comes to me and says, in the sweetest&softest voice ever “Hey, I noticed you’re still waiting here, I checked outside and the rain stopped, so you can go. But if you want I can stay with you here, too, and have a chat together..” AND WHEN I TELL U MY HEART STOOPPED.
Then I smile but I had lipstick on my teeth and he laughs and tells me ab it AND I PANICK SOOO MUCH but assures me it’s all good now and we both laugh.
i say I like his bike, like the dummy I am.
ERROR 404
And I was sooo enamoured but also reluctant to talk to strangers and I just say “oh well I actually do meet with someone and now I’m just waiting for them to arrive, but thank u for the invitation” and he says something like “well we could chat until your friend comes” and my brain stops again. He compliments my look (and yes I was looking really good and pretty, italian cottagecore kinda look) and asks if I’m in UNATC (which is like film&theater university here in RO) so I brush it off saying I’m not in uni yet, I’m turning 18 in a month etc AND THIS MAN STOPS AND LAUGHS AND IS LIKE “well I must stop assuming people’s ages haha, I’m always wrong”. I asked him how old he was and he says 27 and at this point both of us probably know that there isn’t anything beyond that so we just continue this convo and I tell him I want to go to UMF (med school) and he continues it by telling me ab his neighbour and friend who are in med school or finished it or sum (i don’t remember I was looking at his face). He tells me I’m pretty again and compliments my tote bag (which had “The Kiss” painting by Klimt on it) and says the reason he went to Art school was because of this painting, and also the reason he dropped out.
After a bit he finally takes his bike, compliments me one more time and we say goodbye to each other. Such a cool guy, hope his life is good. I meet with my friend and tell her about everything and we have a good laugh about it, especially because while I was going down the stairs to the passage I send her a vocal like “omg what if I meet a sexy guy here that’s also hiding from the rain haha”. I may have manifested my thoughts too much :)) but I wish u guys similar experiences.
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omg episode 6 of moon knight I'm so fucking excited 😍
spoilers ahead!
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oh no Harrow has the ushabti
Layla better be okay istg
Taweret gave her the message yaaas, Layla go free Khonshu pls
so this is Ammit, huh - didn't really have any expectations to what she looks or sounds like, but the voice is not it for me sns 😂
Khonshu's back!
Yay, Layla! God I love how she didn't agree
so Steven's gone gone? like, forever? noooo whyyy 😭
aww, nevermind, Marc's going back for him!
"there's no way in hell I'm gonna abandon you" I'm crying 😢
"you are the only real superpower I ever had" I can't 😭😭😭
they're back!!!!! Moon Knight is back!! (also, Oscar Isaac, man.... ❤️ I just love how you don't even question who is in charge, you look at the face and it's like: yeah it's Marc)
they're a package deal 😍😂 and negotiating right now 😂 Steven is the best 😂
omg Layla's Taweret's avatar??!! yaaay I love Taweret hahah - and the acting as both Layla and Taweret - she's so good
oh fuck it's happening ��
okay, Layla's costume is amazing, and she looks fucking hot 🔥🥵 (god I gotta look this actress up later lol - also why am I crushing on Layla more than on Marc/Steven lmao)
Layla and Marc and Steven fighting side by side - this is so cool, and I love how Marc and Steven keep switching, and it seems so in synch - I love this
she's an Egyptian superhero 😍😍 why the fuck am I crying 😂😂😂
God she's awesome 😍🥵
half of this post is gonna be me thirsting over Layla sns 😂😂
😲😱 <- me when he "woke up" over dead (?) Harrow
a third one! why haven't we met him yet come on
Marc's over here debating whether to kill Harrow but I'm here admiring how gorgeous Layla looks lol
wait we're back at the asylum? I loved that scene, the switching back and forth between Steven and Marc, but it was so seamless and quick, no blacking out, they really are in synch now 😭
aww just like that very first scene, love that (and they have two fish!!)
that's the third alter isn't it
Jake!! and he's speaking Spanish?? (when someone speaks Spanish that's like my biggest weakness, I love that language so much lmao)
omg he killed Harrow
I. Need. More.
I need another season or a movie or something
those 6-episode seasons are bullshit, it's not nearly enough (aside from Loki, that felt like 40 episodes, way too long lmao)
I'm just..... WOW. Loved everything about that last episode (tho it maybe was a bit rushed lol but I still loved it), generally It was such a great fucking show, really my favorite out of all the marvel shows I've seen
the pacing was truly great, the story was fantastic, the characters were amazing, and I need more
they can't just show that post credit scene and not have more for us come on marvel gimme a season 2 hahah
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I'm crying, Oliver agrees that Buck probably has ADHD. Not quite canon but at least canon-adjacent
I‘m so happy 💕💕💕
Congrats to all of us 😍😭
I know it‘s not canon canon but it counts okay, it counts for something!!!
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Group Chat: Jason's girlfriend
Heyyy long time no write. It's been a while since I've fully written something and i still have drafts but here's a little shitpost i came up with because my dispensing exam is finally done (and I'm happy cause i got the 2nd highest score).
It's just off the top of my head so i hope y'all don't come after me too hard. Also i initially personalized this for me but eh what the hell, here you go.
Indented lines are in your perspective
DEMIS 🧡💜
______________________________
Piper
I'm sorry but are we going to talk about the fact that Jason says "my girlfriend" on his bio??
Leo
Hol up
WAT
Jason
Guys
Leo
Jason
You have a GIRLFRIEND???
Jason
I'd really not rather talk about this right now :(
Why not? I hear she's cute :>
Jason
Really, y/n?
Piper
Who is sheee D:
Do we know her?
When will we know her?
How did you guys meet?
Annabeth
Ok pipes chill, give the guy some space
Percy
But also
Who is she 👀
Jason
PERCY >:
Will
How do we not know this?
Nico do we know this?
Nico
No
Shame man
Jason
REALLY WILL AND NICO??
U guys are like, the first ones who knew
Percy
Uhh i thought that was me n annabeth
Annabeth
🤦🏼���️
Piper
I'm sorry but AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW?
Leo
Don't forget me pipes
Hazel
And me
Frank
Ngl i thought you and jason were still dating
Piper
Nah we broke up almost a year ago
We didn't really make a big deal of it
Frank
Oh, okay
Leo
@Reyna hermana are you seeing this?
Reyna
Uhh yeah?
In anticipation of your question, I had no idea that Jason was dating someone else
Piper
Y/n?
What
Piper
You know about this?
Jason's gf thing?
Yeah, i do
Jason
Wow, gf thing? Really?
Piper
Omgs sooo?
Sooo what?
Piper
Wellll who is she?
No comment
Leo
Oh come on D: pleaaase y/n
Is this because you're still mad at me
Gods leo not everything is about you
Leo
Right, sorry
Anyway, fine
Yes, i know her
No, i won't tell you who she is
Piper
Cool cool cool cool cool cool cool no doubt no doubt
Not hurt at all at the fact that leo and i are the only ones not involved on this information ig
Frank
And frank
Hazel
And me
Reyna
Me too
Frank
Ok hang on just a recap
Percy, Annabeth, y/n, Will and Nico know
Me, Reyna, Hazel, Piper, Leo don't?
Pretty much, yeah
That's pretty evened out i wouldn't be mad by those statistics
Jason
We just got this group chat and the first thing we do is hyperfixate on my love life?
Pretty intriguing if you ask me 🧐
Piper
(2)
Leo
(3)
Frank
(4)
Hazel
No idea what's going on but i guess I'll say (5)?
YES OMGS HAZEL YOU'RE LEARNING
I'm so proud
*wipes away fake tears except they're real because i can cry on queue*
Will
Wow, not so subtle there
I'm talented an i know it william 😌
Jason
*Message unsent*
Piper
HOLY SHII WHAT WAS THAT??
JASON WAT U SENT?
Leo
What the heck is going on?
Jason
Nothing D:
Piper
I think jason may have sent something meant for his gf but he removed it before i even saw it
Booooo
Resend!! D:
Jason
Y/n what are you even complaining about anyway :((
You already know
I know it's just fun to antagonize you
Hehe
Jason
You're mean
Frank
👀
*Insert anime butterfly meme caption: is this playful banter?*
Yes children
Give in to the meme culture
Jason
Should i be concerned about this
Please this is basic level meme culture
Y'all are yet to dive in to the random screenshots and emoji memes and revisiting 90s-00s cartoons
These are the classic popular ones
Jason
How the heck do you know so much about memes?
Percy
Counterargument
How the heck do you NOT know so much about memes?
Also quick survey but how do you guys pronounce memes
Hazel
Uhh, mee-mees?
Nico
^^ what she said
Omg i am trying so hard not laugh at Nico's response right now
Please stop me
Nico
Uhh what?
Will
It kinda sounds like you said "that's what she said" without the "that's"
Nico
And that's funny because
Annabeth
It's like a verbal meme for when someone says an accidental innuendo
See even annabeth is hooked on the meme culture
Annabeth
Percy's my boyfriend and you're his sister, plus your my friend
How can i not know this
Touché
Anyway, we have strayed from the topic at hand
Jason's unsent message
Jason
Y/N!!
Leo
Why are you being so elusive about your girlfriend jase?
Jason
Please don't call me Jase
My girlfriend calls me that
Piper
👀
Leo
👀
Frank
👀
Nico
👀
See, emoji memes
Hazel
Okay but don't you want everyone else to know how great she is and how much you love her?
Jason
I do but
I don't know, it feels kinda early
You're honor, let the record show that this boy has been dating his girlfriend for 5 months now
Jason
You're so mean to me :(
And yet you love me
Piper
HLOY--
HWAT????????
Leo
DO MY EYES DECEIVE ME OR???
Jason
Nice going y/n ):
What, can't two friends love each other platonically?
Will
Smooth
Leo
EXCUSE ME
BUT
Piper
I'm sorry BACKTRACJ PLEASE
Leo
ARE JASON AND Y/N DATING?????
Percy
👀
Annabeth
👀
Reyna
The timeline makes sense
Will
👀
Nico
👀
Why does everything about love have to be romantic
Why can't i just love my friends without being judged D:
Frank
That was a little random tho
Have i really never said before how much i love you guys
I mean really
Is it really THAT random?
Piper
She has a point
She's very affectionate
Thank you piper for validating my affection
But even if i hypothetically were dating jason would it really be so bad
Frank
Sooo you're like what, extra affectionate to jason
I'm just naturally affectionate, Frank D:
Piper
Gurl are you and jason dating or what
What do you think?
Leo
I think that I'm getting mixed signals here
Haha that's what Jason told me before we started dating
Piper
HOLY SHIT
Leo
AND THERE IT IS
Jason
Are u guys happy now
Honestly i would've expected you to be happier, Jase
Or can i not call you Jase cos that's reserved for your girlfriend 👀
Jason
You ARE my girlfriend D:
And i am happy :>
See, i taught him how to use that smiley
The :) smiley is too passive aggressive
Percy
See @Annabeth i told you that's the passive aggressive smiley
I don't make the rules
Annabeth
Okay fine, seaweed brain, i trust u
Aww look at that, they're being adorable
Jason
As adorable as us?
No we just did a big reveal no one can top that adorableness today 😌
Nico
Ok stop it you all are being too cutesy
Will
Oh please you're one to talk
Leo
In all seriousness tho, I'm really happy for you guys
And I'm just happy y/n and i are friends again
What do you mean again
This is the first time we've been just friends
Leo
So we weren't ever friends before?
No, we started dating-ish when you arrived so that's not "just friends"
Then we broke up and we weren't talking
And now we really are just friends
Leo
Wow, you make friendship sound complicated
Either way im just happy that we're okay
Piper
Yeah, I'm glad Jason is with you
You can finally knock some rebelliousness into him
Believe me, I'm trying
Reyna
Is he finally done being everyone's golden boy
Frank
Is he finally done trying to please everyone
Well he hasn't stopped pleasing me that's for sure 😏👀
Will
OH MY GODS HAHAHAHAHHDHSHSSH
Jason
I am both pleased and uncomfortable at where this conversation is going
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I don't mean to throw an existential crisis at someone out of nowhere but I'm struggling with identity stuff and am kinda lost and if it's not too intrusive to ask:
How do you know you're a girl and/but identify as they/them? What's the distinction for you? (Iswearimnotbeingmeanihopeitdoesntsoundthatway I'm really just trying to gather information for my own personal understanding I am so sorry)
you don't sound mean! I get being confused haha I actually made a whole video about it here if you wanna listen!! but I'll try to summarize it if you don't have ten minutes to spare
first off, pronouns do not equal gender, they don't indicate what gender you are, they're more like titles. even though it's not the most well known thing to do, you can definitely be a she/her boy, or a he/him girl, or a she/he nb person, or a they/she girl (that's me hehe), or whatever you want even if it isn't ""usual"" or whatever. like it's literally fine and not as big of a deal as some people make it out to be
I see they/them as equal to my online username, or my last name; quite formal, how you'd talk to a person who you don't really know personally. if my friends use they/them exclusively for me I feel bad, cuz they're my friends, they don't have to be that formal with me! but for the general public I definitely prefer it. I see she/her as my name, or personalized nicknames my friends make up for me, or pet names like honey or sweetheart. it's very intimate and friendly, something that I love to hear my loved ones call me, but would feel invasive and uncomfortable if it came from someone I didn't know.
ANYWAY basically when I realized I actually liked the sound of it when strangers online referred to me as they instead of she, and I started attempting to go by that, I had a few people message me and (incorrectly) tell me that I wasn't allowed to use they/them pronouns unless I was trans, and that if I felt comfortable using they/them pronouns, I was probably nb and just hadn't figured it out yet. and since I didn't know anything I was like alright these random internet tumblr people are probably right! I guess I should try and figure out how to unlock the feeling of being nb even though I still feel like a girl! so I spent the next five whole years (literally almost every single day, it was on my mind CONSTANTLY) thinking super deeply about my gender and wondering what made me nonbinary besides my preferred pronouns, trying to find that "omg I get it!!" moment that all my nb friends described (all my nb friends described discovering they were nb as feeling so free, like they could just be whatever they wanted, but for me, it felt like I was stepping out of my house and going "why the hell am I out here, I want to go back inside") and it got to the point where I was literally waking up every day going "I wish I was a girl sooooo bad" and yet somehow I still didn't get it lol
and then finally ppl started getting smart and realizing that actually you can use whatever pronouns you want and I was like wow cool this would have been nice to know five years ago. but those five years gave me such a better understanding of gender in general and also made me a thousand times happier to be a girl bc back then I was just being a girl bc it was what was expected of me but now I know I'm a girl because it actually fucking RULES
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