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our-blood-is-our-ink · 1 year

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26. for anyone, anything! Make your heart happy!

"Please... Say something."

Wanda's voice breaks the shock that froze you, and your arms come up to protectively wrap around yourself.

"I'm engaged, Wanda."

"So- so what? That's it? You won't admit to feeling the same way I feel, the way I know you feel?" Her tone is desperate, as if her sheer willpower alone will make you change your mind.

"You should've said something way earlier." You reply. "Before my feelings changed." You shake your head. "I won't deny to have once loved you, but that time has long since passed. I've given my heart to someone who didn't play games with me. To someone who won't."

"I hadn't meant to." There are tears now pooling in her eyes, her hands balled into fists. "I swear."

You shrug. "It doesn't matter anymore, does it? I'm marrying Agatha."

"You can't actually want that." At the sound of your fiance's name, Wanda's eyes had hardened. "You can't possibly want someone so disgusting." She spits out the last word, anger now blazing through her. "She harms children. She kills others for her own greed. She's not worthy of you, someone so- so- so twisted should not be able to have someone so not."

You should walk away. You should. Really you ought to.

Wanda lands on the floor with a thud, hands clutching her nose that you just broke.

"Do not," you hiss, "talk about her that way."

Wanda starts to struggle to stand.

"Not when you've done just as bad things, if not worse. You have no right to get up on that high horse of yours and talk to me about the goodness of my future wife when you've killed twice as many people than she ever has."

Wanda's eyes widen. "Who told you that?"

You laugh, but it's hollow, empty.

"You think your sins are so well hidden they'd never reach my ears? I have the ability of vision, prophecy. Surely you must have realized that someone sent your repurposed husband after you."

Wanda's jaw clenches at that as she clearly tries to think of a response.

When several minutes of silence have past you shake your head again.

"This conversation is finished." You head towards the door before tossing over your shoulder, "don't expect an invitation."

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hotchocolatelovesyou · 5 months

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Okay, but like, you're not. And you better have a mental breakdown at one point or I'll make you have one.

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chrrywvea · 5 months

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a serotonin boost for today:

✨️imagine married lokius at a christmas market✨️

(or: my brain going haywire at 4 am for these two idiots & leaving me with this half fic half imagine-ramble-story thing)

mobius obsessing over all the little trinket shops

like immediately upon their arrival, he's over the moon

loki detests all the masses of people but nearly melts when he sees how mobius lights up

he does enjoy it later on as well, very much even

sharing mulled wine

butterfly kisses & red cheeks (loki i'm looking at you)

mobius wears the scarf loki made for him for his birthday (personal hc of mine: loki can crochet & knit insanely well)

mistletoes, so many mistletoes

snowflakes in loki's curls make him look even more mesmerising (mobius stop staring please)

mobius gets fairy lights for their apartment

loki shields his tiny husband from all the people bumping into everyone (inspo from the cutest gay couple i saw at the christmas market yesterday thanks guys♡)

they try out all the different food stands together

(since christmas markets tend to have lots of nordic food loki gets to teach mobius about his favourite dishes at home when he was a child)

mobius loves listening to loki anyway, no matter the topic, but hearing him speak so freely of the good aspects of his childhood always warms his heart

they search more quiet spots for breaks when they both get a little overwhelmed

loki sings (though this time only for his husband)

holding hands in each others coat pockets & hand kisses to warm cold skin up

beanies

they try on all the beanies in the whole market (mobius puts them on loki who eventually just surrenders to it)

in the end loki buys them real silly, matching ones (if any artists want to draw this, by all means, go ahead! i'd love that so much but i have zero talent when it comes to drawing)

loki drags mobius to the ice rink, the only thing he's weary of since he's never been ice skating before - but loki is there to help!

he's a pro at it, frosty heritage and stuff

yes i believe frost giants can ice skate really well shush

lots of laughter and banter ensue with mobius attempting to stay upright

the waist hold™ is now reversed to prevent mobius from falling on his butt

but honestly they were gonna be close anyway so

touchy touchy

mobius gets the hang of the whole ice skating ordeal and loki cheers him on when he manages one round around the rink on his own

though he completely rams into loki's back upon his return

when they tire out after a while they get more food, sit around one of the nearby bonfires and cuddle

star gazing when it gets dark & planning for christmas eve

they both sneakily buy gifts for one another when the other's busy with something

mobius gets a little tipsy

too many samples at the liquor shops oops

+ i might add more if anyone likes this but this is what came out for now, enjoy :-D

#lokius #loki #loki laufeyson #mobius #agent mobius #mobius m mobius #loki series #loki season two #some cuteness between all the angst #let's just ignore the question of how they even got there #i'm just gonna say date night and that's it #i've been trying to write complete fics for months but i only ever get tons of ideas when i write stuff like this #oof lol #i'd love to hear your lokius thoughts #or any additions too!♡#messy tags #writer is going through a heavy case of dysphoria rn #so what do we do?#rewatch our fav queer and/or queer coded tv shows

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multicolour-ink · 10 months

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Mario carrying Luigi to safety

For the prompt list?

Person A carrying Person B to safety

writing prompts

Takes place in the Mario Movie verse. Based on Superstar Saga (not plot related but can be interpreted as such).

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Carry You

Mario gasped as a long range attack narrowly whizzed passed his shoulder. He gritted his teeth as he clutched at the cliff face.

Not far. Just a little more and they could get away. They could escape from the enemies persuing them.

He could finally get Luigi to safety.

He glanced back briefly at his brother, passed out unconscious on his back from the last battle. Mario had only just been able to get away before the enemies nearly dogpiled on them, in an attempt to finish them off.

With jubilation, Mario managed to finally pull himself up and over the edge of the cliff, then quickly scouted the area. To his great relief, he spotted a small cave opening, obscured just slightly by a jutting out rock face.

Mario dived into it, pausing briefly to lay Luigi down on the flattest bit of ground there was, before sneaking back to peer out of the entrance.

He watched silently as the enemies looked around just feet from where the brothers were, before giving up and moving away and back down the cliff. Mario breathed a sigh of relief.

Immediately, he turned back to his brother and started to try and make him more comfortable. He pulled his brother's hat off, as well as his, to make a pillow, before taking the travelling bag and rummaging inside for some medicine.

They had used up all their full healing mushrooms, and the only things left were just normal Super Mushrooms. But it would have to do. Gently, Mario pried his brother's mouth open, and pushed the mushroom into his mouth. The mushroom dissolved instantly, and his brother glowed with the magical healing essence it gave him.

Mario sat back on his heels. The mushroom had done its work. Now he had to wait.

He sat in silence, lost in his own oppressive thoughts. It hadn't been that long ago, before they were suddenly thrown into another adventure, and into a new strange land. The Mushroom Kingdom had its challenges, but the Beanbean Kingdom seemed especially cruel. There were enemies the brothers had never encountered before; creatures that seemed even tougher than those in the Mushroom Kingdom!

None of it had mattered though, because as long as the brother's had each other, then they could get through anything.

But Mario wasn't so sure now.

If things were getting this hard, then how could he and Luigi save Peach? How could they help save this kingdom?

How could he keep his brother safe?

"Mario?"

He was suddenly drawn out of his thoughts at the soft voice of his brother. He looked up. Luigi was awake now, gazing at him through half sleepy, worried eyes, as he rubbed his head.

"Luigi!", Mario gasped. He was next to his brother in an instant.

"Are you ok?! How do you feel?"

"Like I just got used as a punching bag", Luigi groaned.

Mario sank back onto his knees again.

"Hey", Luigi said. He reached out and placed a hand on Mario's arm.

"I'm fine now. Are you ok?!"

"Yeah", said Mario, his voice now deadpanned. "I'm ok. We're safe now."

He seemed to be saying that as if he was trying to reassure himself, as well as his brother. And Luigi noticed.

Luigi sat up as carefully as he could, being mindful of his now minor injuries, and sat closer beside his brother. Mario was staring at the wall again, deep in thought. Luigi knew it was never a good sign when Mario went this quiet.

"We had a scrape. But we're ok now."

"It's not just that", Mario replied softly. "What if that was it? What if I had not been able to get you away in time?"

Luigi sighed. He placed his hand over Mario's trembling ones, and squeezed gently.

"But you got me away. And I knew you could because I know you would never give up that easily."

Mario sighed again, and leaned his head into Luigi's shoulder.

"And I know...that you'll always have my back to make sure I can keep going."

"Never stopped you before", Luigi laughed.

The younger brother paused for a moment. He shuffled around so he and his brother were facing each other, and then leaned forward so their foreheads touched.

"I'm sorry I got taken out back there. If I hadn't, we would've had a better chance..."

"It's not your fault", said Mario firmly. "It's never your fault. It's just...this adventure seems to be getting tougher by the minute..."

"Means we're getting close to the end?", suggested Luigi.

"The final boss?", Mario now joked.

Luigi chuckled.

"So...don't you think we should keep going, and finish the level?"

Mario had to laugh at that. He pressed his forehead closer to his brother's, suddenly overcome with emotion.

"Thanks Lu."

"Anytime. Let's stay and rest here a bit."

"Yeah...let's do that."

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sunshinediaz · 4 months

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fuck it friday ✨

mwah pals, wild that there's ice on the mountains today when 5 days ago we were worried about tornadoes!

anyway, have a lil thing from my forced to watch fic that i hope is finished by 1 january <3

She nearly throws him against the engine. “Stay out of the way,” she tells him, tells them, pointedly looking from Eddie to Buck. Her eyes—big and brown—flash beneath the lights. “Do you hear me? I know neither of you expected to ever be on this side of the line, but we are going to take care of it and you boys will not do a damn thing. Understood?” “You want us to just sit here and watch our home burn?” “That’s exactly what I want you to do, Diaz,” she bites, not unkindly. “That’s exactly what I expect you to do.” Eddie bites the inside of his cheek and nods, unable to meet her eyes. “Yes, Captain,” Buck answers for both of them. He tightens his grip on Eddie’s shoulders as a warning. “We understand.”

i was tagged by @watchyourbuck, @eddiebabygirldiaz, @devirnis, @monsterrae1, @daffi-990, @hippolotamus, @wikiangela, @spagheddiediaz, and @honestlydarkprincess 💕

tagging @callmenewbie because i know they have something to share 👁

#i did all that christmas fluff and now i gotta get back to some angst oof #tag games

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wannaeatramyeon · 10 months

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not sure if you've already been asked this before but what are some of your favourite pieces you've written on here?💖

MY BELOVED HEUN HELLO! A chance to talk about me?!?!?!

I don't actually like that much of the stuff I've written heh. There's a few things of my own that I like to reread when I'm feeling some kinda way. And I tend to have quite specific tastes, which you can probably tell from the below.

Seong Taehoon x Reader: Through the years (Meeting Taehoon from elementary school)

Seong Taehoon x Reader: Insomnia (Post breakup angst)

Baek Seongjun x Reader: Prince (Break up to reunion)

Seong Hansu x Reader: an old man and his memories (nostalgia)

Samuel Seo x Reader: kiss me before you go (Bittersweet pre 1A)

Johan Seong x Reader: Vision (Bittersweet)

Jake Kim x Samuel Seo: Better Together (Canon compliant)

Jake Kim x Reader: Drive (Fluffy)

Jake Kim x Reader: Soulmates (First meeting. Reincarnation trope.)

Jake Kim x Reader: Youth (childhood friends reuniting)

Vin Jin x Reader: Seeing colours (Fluff with Vin)

Vin Jin x Reader: You're his type (Friends to Lover)

Gun Park x Reader: Retirement (Gun giving up his life of crime for you)

Gun Park x Reader: Soft (What it says on the tin)

Gun Park x Big Deal!Reader: Yamazaki Yuzuru (enemies to lovers)

Goo Kim x Reader: Colleagues to lover (odd formatting)

Goo Kim x Reader: Fake Dating (Fun colleagues? to lover)

Goo Kim x Reader: Tired (Soft Goo hours)

Gun Park x Goo Kim: Equals (Strangers to lovers interwoven with canon events)

DG x Reader: Remember (angst to hope)

#i think my most popular fics are more fluffy and soft but i loooove me some bittersweet angst #heun my beloved #ramen asks #masterlist #of personal faves #wannaeatramyeon #oof this is fun #might keep it up to date #lookism x reader #how to fight x reader #viral hit x reader

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cubedmango · 1 year

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「30歳で片思いを拗らせると魔法使いになれるらしい」 4 — english translation

#cherry magic #my translation #oof had some trouble w some lines in this one so stuff might be wrong #kurosawa..... bro is embodying the id ego and superego i want to study him (real)#im smelling angst tho oooo adachi is noticing

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alastors-radioshow · 6 months

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Terzo

Send 🎼 to witness my muse singing to themselves

One could not feel up to par every day. Some days were for quiet.

As the stag rested his arms against the windowsill in one of the more barren hallways, leaned over to tentatively observe the raindrops trickle down the stained glass, it became apparent that today was one of such days. He wasn't as upbeat as one would usually find him. He wouldn't be able to tell you why that was.

The weather, mayhaps?

His voice echoed through the dark, empty hallway. A solemn tune. Slow. Fitting of whatever mood had taken hold of his body.

"Like blood in my veins Darkness is sinking Darkness is sinking me Commanding my soul I am under the surface Where the blackness burns beneath

It's getting close I lose control It's taking over

I'm slipping, into the deep end I'm in over my head, I can't catch my breath I'm slipping, into the deep end Feel the current within I can't help but give in.."

[Deep End - Ruelle]

#deathmimedream #alastors-radioshow #::On Air:: - Ask #Alastor Answers #//Oof we went for some angst then..

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skyward-floored · 1 year

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Good grief I’m in the mood to read some Wild-centric stuff but the prospect of wading through every fic with him in it to find one I want is way too daunting a prospect right now

#rambles from the floor #oof #I’m feeling nostalgic #need me some good old-fashioned Wild angst hurt/comfort and/or whump #maybe even with Twilight too agagagafghjgjk

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hecatesbroom · 2 months

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that unfortunate occasion when you're kind of sick and you want to write, but words don't work

#i can think of a story and then the moment i want to write it down my brain just goes nope. not doing that lol enjoy sitting around #it's my last day off work too oof #really wanted to edit a fic today #or maybe write some angst for blanche that i've been thinking of ever since @the-eclectic-wonderer made a blanche post #(thanks for that if you're reading this lmao i have NOT stopped thinking about her!!)#OR edit *another* fic i've been putting off finishing #too bad i guess :')#also very random but somehow i've been beginning to feel like joining twitter again. for precisely this reason #(the reason being the recent need to share every other thought that pops up in my head lmao)#alys.txt

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dyed-red · 1 year

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brb imagining an AU in which adam milligan didn’t exist (sorry adam!) but where Jo was actually john’s daughter (as per kripke allegedly wanted at one point) and...

none of them (except Ellen, obvy) knowing that Jo is John’s kid, jo still dying in Abandon All Hope when they go to kill Lucifer... and then being brought back to act as Michael’s vessel.

her agreeing because she’s wanted her whole life to be respected within the hunting world and as a hunter, to be a protector and not the protected. she’s trained for this, for something, and she’s ready. her agreeing because she already died to stop Lucifer once and failed, this is just upping her arsenal, is just committing to that. if she’s willing to give up her life she’s willing to give up her body too.

and she’s really not about to be talked out of it by sam or dean, either. she’s stubborn, she’s made up her own mind, and it turns out she’s their sister anyway (if that’s a recent revelation and didn’t come sooner in the series, in which case layering in the betrayal she’s still working through when it comes to her mother, to that revelation, and the shock of it. and sam and dean’s wide-eyed reactions to it, both of them re-examining their attraction to her and her doing the same, but there’s no time to dwell).

just... yeah. sam having to reconcile with the fact that he’s dragging jo down with him to the cage. dean having to reconcile with the fact that jo -- who he tried to protect, who he failed to protect, who he could almost imagine a life with (his half-sister, and isn’t that just fitting) -- is the one taking his place as michael’s vessel and he can’t stop her. is the one he’s leaving in the cage when he makes his deal with Death.

#maximum oof #maximum angst #it would only work narratively if there was deliberate foreshadowing earlier in the story about jo being their sibling #or else if that reveal had come earlier in like during season 2 when meg was possessed #otherwise it would come across as some deux ex machina shit and feel shoehorned #but if done well?#ahhhhh #jo #season 5 is a special kind of pain

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lilyclawthorne · 5 months

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the absolute angst of touch-averse pomni x ragatha w/ a physical touch love language.

#they’d be SO concerned about one another #like Pomni would be so upset about not being comfortable fulfilling this need for ragatha #and like Ragatha would probably instinctively go in to show her love through hugs/holding hands/resting on her/etc #only to remember it actually makes Pomni uncomfortable #but when she doesn’t remember in time oof does she feel terrible about it #ragatha would find other ways to show her love for sure #I think pomni would be a quality time person #oh she’d love the shit out of some parallel play #I think in terms of the receiving end of love languages ragatha really appreciates acts of service and pomni notices that ASAP #but no matter the workarounds there’s still inevitably this aversion and desire for touch in between the two #touch averse and touch starved if you will #I think with a lot of time and trust pomni would eventually be comfortable with ragatha doing it #but the absolute angst of building that trust #of ragatha growing more comfortable around her and accidentally crossing that boundary #and it’s so unintentional and short that you can’t really be mad #but they’re both SO torn up about it and how it affects one another man #their absolute girl failures failing their way upwards in this relationship tbh #if you actually read all of that hi talk to me about ragapom

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mustlovesteve · 9 months

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I’ve read some excellent one-shots but… Are there any longer Steddie fics where Steve doesn’t tell Eddie about the Russian torture trauma and agrees to be tied up but gets triggered by that?

#Steddie #torture mention #I couldn’t write this myself because I don’t do smut and I don't understand BDSM/bondage lmao but like #I had some specific Ideas #Steve not wanting to be difficult or whatever so he just goes along with it #can he hide his panicking? does he make an excuse to run off afterwards?#either way he’d be avoiding Eddie for a while. this wouldn't get resolved that night.#and Eddie might approach Robin about it because it turns out Steve is excellent at hasty exits #Robin would know because Steve would tell her and she’s the only person who would truly Get It #so she would be evasive too. it's not her place to say much.#god and what a difficult conversation for them if it's taken days to talk about it at all oof #as for why steve wouldn’t say anything during #I could imagine him getting really stuck in his head where #it becomes less about not disappointing Eddie and more about ‘there was nothing I could say that would make it stop’#and then he feels stupid afterwards because that wasn’t the case here at all #BUT ALSO. were they dating? or were they just fooling around? either way has its own horrible angst potential.

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bokatan · 10 months

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today’s fun OC ideas:

instead of going back and forth on letting Mercy have a hayburner or ghoul horse/mule, I could do both - it’d make sense for her to have a pack animal rather than trying to make her riding animal carry everything

Soooo stuck on the idea of Mercy having a working camera + photo collection that sort of documents her life. I dunno if it’d be a camera she had prewar or if it’s one she finds or repairs later on, but I have some Ideas related to that and it’d be cute to play around with

#bo.txt #I really want to have a setup or two where she shows it to people she’s close with #which is cute until they notice that there’s just. years-long gaps and cryptic pictures here and there in those gaps #bc she’d be taking pics of weird things she finds + pics during the happier eras in her life but stops in between those #+ physically seeing her family aging and one by one dropping out of the photos is just. oof ouch that makes me really sad #oh man that’s some good angst potential right there

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mirai-desu · 1 year

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Eliza and William Moments » Series 2, Episode 1

“William, in answer to your question, would I have taken the case had you asked me not to... the simple truth is denying me would have made me want it all the more. My freedom to make my own decisions and to choose the work I wish to take is everything to me.” “Eliza.” “Please, let me finish. You mean a great deal... but I will not be dictated to. I will have no master. So if we are to have some kind of future, I thought it important to be clear where I stand before we go out to dine.” “Eliza, I have cancelled our dinner reservation.” “Oh.” “It is pointless to deny the truth that if we were anything more than friends my position would be untenable. The fact is, I am undermined already without adding humiliation. It's uh... it's better for both of us to-- to leave things as they are for now. Goodnight, Eliza.” “Goodnight, William.”

#time for some bittersweet angst oof #and then him about to go back and her about to go open the door and go to him and all the music #they will get there... one day #they will find the Third Way (as described by Ivy in S3)#I don't think the show is telegraphing it any differently tbh (especially based on what's been said about S4 ;) )#(also I think this scene gets misremembered sometimes - it's not even an argument #Eliza tone's isn't harsh or anything she just wants to be clear)#miss scarlet and the duke #my edit: miss scarlet and the duke #my edit

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oliverwolfboy · 10 months

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I feel like the song eight by sleeping at last, would perfectly describe Yuichiro's character arc if it was him who lived instead of Muichiro

He grew up to fast, both of his parents died the same night, and then it was only him and his little twin, so like in the song but for a different reason (for now) he put his armor on, so he could protect his little brother from the world, so his little brother could stay naive and kind, so he didn't have to fight. But then the demon came and instead of Yuichiro running infront of Muichiro to protect him, he froze up he sat there and watched as his precious sweet little brother who was so much kinder and so much stronger then him get his sides ripped up and just like Muichiro in canon this enrages him so he grabbed his meat cleaver and sliced the demon to bit, but of course it was to late Muichiro was barely hanging on to consciousness and the last words he says to him are his last words in canon as he begs for him to survive, when he wakes up alive and unlike Muichiro in canon, with his memories, he doesn't think himself worthy of saving anyone, how could he possibly save anyone when he couldn't even save his own brother? but still after a little convincing from the ubuyashiki family, in honour of his late brother and as revenge against the things that took his brother he picks up a sword and fights. He still has that armor on but now like in the song instead of it being there to protect his brother now it is there to protect himself from being more hurt, letting more people in just for them to die on him again, but that armor that shield that is keeping others out is also his keeping his own hurt in, all that grief and hatred at the world for taking his brother, at his father because how could he be so stupid and leave them here alone, but mainly at himself because he couldn't protect his brother, because he couldn't stop their father going out in a storm to find herbs, because he is couldn't protect the people that he loves the most, because he doesn't hate the world nor does he hate his dad, not really no he hates himself, this boy is a pit of so much self loathing, and he can't tell Muichiro how he really feels because he has to protect him so he can't afford to show weakness so all that hurt and self hatred that manifests into anger that he takes out on the people around him, and it just so happens that the only person around him is Muichiro, so he hates himself even more for this, Yuichiro is a self destructive mess. And then Muichiro dies and Yuichiro is left with nothing to protect and even more self loathing on his plate, and still he has no to talk to not that he would if there was.

TW suicidal thoughts, self harm

So Yuichiro begins training rigorously even more so then Muichiro, because while Muichiro had a lot of anger he couldn't remember why nor did he have as much as Yuichiro would. So he trains and trains and trains, and fights and fights and fights, and he becomes a hashira, tho to be honest i don't think he would be a mist breather, because while mist breathing is calm swift striks and obscure, confusing movements, Yuichiro is violent Wild but precise cuts, quick movements, he is relentless and he is anger agree or disagree, I don't care. Now let's dive a little into his mental state during this time beware of warnings. So Yuichiro is anger, he is anger at himself as statted above, but now it is really bad because he thinks it should have been him that died, he was the bad one, he was the one who was constantly having outbursts, he was the one that couldn't protect them. He is living with this constant pain inside of him and he just wants it to stop, sometimes he wants to stop mid fight and just let the demon kill him, sometimes he wants to plunge his sword into his chest where that constant ache is, wants that voice in his head that keeps telling him how worthless he is to shut up, he wants to see his family again, but he can't because he may be useless but he will be even more useless dead and then what because surely someone like him would go to hell, but that doesn't stop him from hurting himself from time to time, for everytime he hurt those who he was supposed to protect. He throws himself into fight after fight to dull that ache, to immerse himself in rage and use it against someone else, still after every fight that voice in his head tells him how much of a terrible person he is, he tells himself they deserve it because they are demons but the voice asks if that is really what matters to him, he doesn’t answer. To the other hashira he is very rude and distant, he throws rude and snappy remarks at them if they try to approach or ask him anything doesn't let anyone near him, and flinched the one time someone grabbed his arm because they felt like he was crossing a line, over all not the best opinion but some of them do give him some slack since he is a kid, but still. Over all he is miserable, hates himself to extreme levels and is very self destructive, doesn’t let others in, in fear of not being able to protect them but also because he thinks he will hurt them and they will hate him, because who wouldn't who wouldn't hate him?

And then tanjiro came, a boy that was able to protect his little sister from execution, a boy who is kind even to demons, a boy who beat an upper rank, a boy who is strong, kind, and can protect those he loves and doesn’t hurt them instead, a boy who is everything Yuichiro isn't, but instead is everything Muichiro could have been, at least he thinks, and Yuichiro avoids him like the plague, he says it's because he disgusts him by protecting a demon but really it's because he fears what he would do if he did go near him, would he hurt him to? And then the swordsmith village arc comes. Now as for the reason why Yuichiro would be there? Well with how much he fights he breaks his blades quite often, whether that be from fight demons so often or from breaking all the training doll and trees and big rocks in his estate and surrounding area depends. So the swordsmen got tired and he had to come there in person, and when he got his new blade he was quite frustrated because now he has nothing to keep him occupied from his thoughts and the ache in his chest, so now he has to do something to relief those thoughts, and because he is very self destructive and hates himself he obviously had to choose his worst coping mechanism, and by the end of the waiting time he is so frustrated that he yells at the swordsman that gives him his sword, so now he is even more mad at himself and he hears about this training doll and he needs to get some of this anger out, so he goes to the woods confronts Kotetsu about the key, and then Tanjiro comes and grabs Yuichiro's arm right where there is a still healing wound, so now Yuichiro is bleeding through his bandages and Tanjiro can smell blood so he is quick to let go of his arm and apologize, but Yuichiro who has been trying to avoid him is quick to run away leaving poor Tanjiro confused and worried and wondering what could have possibly wounded a hashira and Kotetsu is happy that Tanjiro scared Yuichiro away, so now Yuichiro REALLY needs something or someone to hit or he will hit himself, so he just kind of begins to cut through trees and rocks, but of course Tanjiro hears him and recognizes his scent as the boy he meet earlier and tries to stop him from cutting down all the trees while also asking him if he is okay, and now Yuichiro he's had a really bad week or so and his anger is at a boiling point so he just snaps and at Tanjiro for his stupid ideas, and generally just being an ass, so Tanjiro can smell all the anger coming of this guy but he's also a little mad at being yelled at by a stranger for his morals of all things, so Tanjiro yells back to defend his morals and Yuichiro kinda just knocks him out and gets the key from Kotetsu and then just does what Muichiro does in canon and breaks his sword, but instead of Tanjiro smelling no malice he smells the pit of self loathing that is Yuichiro, so Tanjiro is understandably worried for this guy because he has so much sympathy, and he just walked past a person with a wound on his arm, that smells like he hates himself, but Kotetsu keeps him occupied so he can’t go searching for him so what happens in canon during that week happens and now that Tanjiro is free he goes searching for the very worrisome guy he met earlier, so it isn’t Yuichiro that finds Tanjiro it’s Tanjiro that finds Yuichiro, because did you honestly think Tanjiro would meet someone like that and not try to help them? So Tanjiro finds Yuichiro, Yuichiro is very obviously surprised to see Tanjiro and tries to make him go away with a rude comment, this doesn’t work, Tanjiro is ademant about finding out why this guy hates himself so much and help him, Yuichiro really doesn’t want to talk about it so he tries to make Tanjiro go away again, it doesn’t work, and Yuichiro is again at a boiling point so he explodes on Tanjiro telling him some of his problems through his anger telling him about his dad and muichiro, he phases it like it's his dad and demons he hates but Tanjiro can literally smell the self loathing coming of him(oh and Yuichiro doesn’t cry tho he is very close to) part one

#part one I guess? paragraph got to long #yuichiro tokito #muichiro tokito #tokito brothers #demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #kny au #kny angst #jeez this got dark #but then again it is some serious mental problems we are talking about #swordsmith village arc #i guess #oof my spelling #feel free to make fanfics of this idea #sleeping at last eight #sleeping at last #i wrote this instead of sleeping #ironic

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