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void-thevoid · 28 days

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btw there is hints of angst under the cut so if you don't wanna see that then uhhhhhhhh-

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#concept sketch for a potential fic that i may or may not write at some point #and all i have to say is #ouch why do i do this to myself #don't worry she doesn't cease to exist or anything i don't have the gall to write something like that-#like i would rather be shot #spinel #spinel su #su spinel #spinel x reader #void can draw!

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kessilover · 2 years

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Favourite Mergana scenes: 1/?

#mergana #merlinedit #merlinedits #katie mcgrath #colin morgan #mine #bbcmorgana #bbcmerlin #tv: merlin #ch: merlin #ch: morgana #why do I do this to myself #i mean look at that last gif #look she is looking at him #and how he is looking at her #ouch #merlingifs #favmerg

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zambehnation · 7 days

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In the last 6 months of Wilson’s life, there wasn’t much that he wanted to do. There wasn’t a long bucket list of things like: ride a hot air balloon, see the northern lights, sleep with a playboy bunny that he presented to House as if House could grant all his dying wishes, though House had been willing to try. Mostly, days were spent riding their bikes, eating greasy food wherever, getting lost and checking out the few sites they pass along the way. A couple of times someone would hand them a flier to some gig at a rundown bar and they’d laugh in a little corner as a poor soul butchered another pop song that they were both just a little too old to know or appreciate. A couple of times one of them would get too drunk and sloppy and get thrown out or cut off or start a fight and the other would stay sober, would pacify a bartender or the other angry drunk in the equation, one would steer them back to the hotel and the other would hold on for the ride. Most nights ended with the two of them in twin beds- not too close but close enough to take care of each other. Near the end it was just one bed- big enough for space if space was wanted, but space was never wanted when the nights were too cold even in the summer.

But when Wilson dies and House promises not to follow, he remembers all the little things that Wilson had wanted to do when they were younger, when they had time- when the days were slow and the end was nowhere near the horizon. He’d stored them away somehow in a tiny drawer behind shelves of books on all kinds of diseases.

He brings each page of the list out of that drawer one day at a time- lives each day with the ghost of a smiling Wilson looming just to his right.

#ouch ouch ouch #Hilson #Why do I do this to myself #I haven’t even started on s5 yet but I know how it ends so this is me preparing

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somegrumpynerd · 3 months

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Found a new hack to get instantly sad!! Just listen to upside down by Jack Johnson and imagine Nightmare and Dream as kids playing around the tree and then when it gets to the end of the song and it starts repeating "please don't go away" imagine Dream there alone as an adult missing his brother

#UTDR #UTMV #Wow! Now that's what I call ouch why did I do that to myself #Might attempt to do this as a tiktok or something because I love pain apparently #But I should sleep soon and then I'm working the rest of the week so here's a sadness preview for y'all in the meantime

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slightly-feral-writer · 8 months

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SO we all know that demons can sense angels’ presence and vice verse and i imagine that after being around each other for so long, crowley and aziraphale can sense each other’s lingering presence even after the other is long gone, makes sense right? AND aziraphale lived in the bookshop for an incredibly long time (at least by human standards) so i would guess that his “essence” is everywhere, in every nook and cranny of that shop so whatever you do DON’T imagine crowley sleeping in aziraphale’s bed that night (after episode 6) and waking up feeling that lingering essence and thinking that zira leaving had all been some horrible dream. DON’T imagine him going downstairs, slightly confused as to why he’s there in the first place but oh well, calling out for aziraphale but getting no response, realising that the usual warmth he feels isn’t there - instead, it’s cold and cruel and utterly empty - DON’T imagine muriel coming out from behind a shelf and seeing crowley look so lost, watching as it dawns on him that aziraphale really is gone, watching him collapse under the weight of the sudden hopelessness that crushes him, going to him as he cries and screams aziraphale’s name until his voice is broken and then trying in any way they can to comfort him as that final spark just… goes out.

yeah definitely don’t imagine that :D

#good omens #good omens season 2 #episode 6 #aziracrow #crowley #aziraphale #muriel #ineffable husbands #ouch #angst #why do i do this to myself #seriously #why #oops <3

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anidealistatbestburntoutatworst · 1 year

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oh me,,,, im just thinking about how the sheep started out as a mutual aid group (breaks down sobbing because they were all trying to support eachother when the outside world turned their back on them)

#yeah i’m reading stormbringer and yeah i’m not taking it well #this book!!!!!!#i will never recover #the sheep #bsd light novel #stormbringer #bungo stray dogs #ouch my heart #why did i do this to myself #i made myself sad #bsd fifteen #i was recommended this book and now it’s my duty to share how emotionally devastating it is for me #it’s a crazy world out there for the skrunkly little fellows who rly never intended to get mixed up into all this #okay that’s enough #bsd chuuya #bsd stormbringer

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ssspork · 7 months

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I know your faces from pictures and names from stone

I don’t know if I mourn you, or if I mourn a home.

Most of the symbolism is just me taking ideas and theories, and running with them

We know from “dads camera” that Piranha feels guilty about something relating to her family, or their falling apart, most likely that fact that her birth caused Brooks death, which caused a lot of things, whatever happened to her dad, moray becoming their parent and everything that fallowed. The picture in the back represents their family before, or the idea of it, a mix of both really, and the shatter coming from Pirahna represents how she may feel like she’s ruined it.

Again, the picture represents her family before, which she never got to experience, which is why their more red, and she’s more green, to highlight the sort of isolation and difference.

The reflection on the picture frame is essentially the same as before, it highlights how she never got the experience it.

This isn’t symbolism but I did make Brook look like Piranha.

#art #splatoon #fan art #octoling #stormy weather splatoon #why do I do this to myself #why must I hurt myself this way #ooouuuughhhh ouch 🤕 🤕

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just-slightly-chayotic · 1 year

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kimchay but it's the myth of orpheus and eurydice

#because clearly i love hurting myself #ouch #why would my brain do this #i was sitting in class near tears imagining it #help #tea's ramblings #kimchay my beloved #kimchay

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streamingcolors-gvf · 1 year

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Whatever you do,

Don’t think about Jake having trouble sleeping the night before his surgery. Don’t think about him being anxious while being prepped and having his loved ones reassure him. Don’t think about all the stupid jokes and his dry humor to cope with the nerves he’s dealing with in fear of going under. Don’t think about how he wakes up after and the rush of emotions coming out of anesthesia either

Ouch. My feelings.

#ouch my feelings #why did I do this to myself today #I should t be this emotional about a man’s nose job #jake gvf #Jake Kiszka

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liebelesbe · 29 days

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I think the reason I'm still so weird about my lesbianism irl is because I came out before I was ready. I told myself I should just "get it over with", but it feels like somebody reached inside of me and pulled out some important organ that to this day feels like an open wound.

#the somebody being me of course because I decided myself that i should come out to my family #*rips out my heart* haha ouch why does this hurt?#*six years pass* ummm why does this still hurt?? :/#doddie redet #my coming out wasn't even that terrible!! it wasn't good but it wasn't 'still scared as hell six years later' bad!!#yes they cried yes my mom said 'she always knew' yes my dad asked how long I've known and that they both 'have to get used to it'#but like why can't I even think about telling anyone irl that I'm gay without getting nauseous #I was able to do it the first time even though the thought made me nauseous to be fair. but now it feels worse i think #I CAME OUT AROUND A TIME WHERE WHEN I WAS NERVOUS I WOULD CALM MYSELF DOWN WITH 'AT LEAST I'M A LESBIAN'#WHAT HAPPENED TO MEEEEE #ok sorry I'm done #*says I'll go to bed at midnight* *still awake and has a lil breakdown at 3:30*

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stickbug-made-entirely-of-spite · 2 months

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I'm a repeat-offender when it comes to putting sriracha on my sandwiches, after having bit my lips all day up until the point of eating said sandwiches.

Every time, without fail, agony ensues

#shitpost #why am i like this #why do i do this to myself #why must i suffer #i'll never learn #it burns #ouch ouch ouch #ouchie #ow ow ouch #I'm gonna do the exact same thing again tomorrow #and I'm going to regret it #mark my words

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gideonisms · 1 year

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Every time I think about anthy I'm like god I miss her character of all time I should rewatch

#then i don't bc ouch. why do i always become attached to girls who get stabbed #that's like how i pick a favorite character.#is she suffering more than jesus? has she been stabbed at least once #i don't do this to myself on purpose it just keeps happening

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running-in-the-dark · 3 months

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I'm so stupid 😬

#I've been taking the wrong medication for at least two or three days.......#took my anxiety meds twice a day. and didn't take my birth control/endometriosis medication.#been wondering all day why that stupid pain is back. yeah..... great!#I'm hoping it wasn't long enough that I'll start bleeding. I can't fucking handle that right now. I'm not even at home #😭😭😭#but anyway it hurts. I'm so angry at myself. the packaging doesn't look similar! one is literally green!! but I just take the ones that I #put in one specific spot and don't question it......#anyway. ouch.#personal #oh and also. I got really shaky and agitated on a lower dose than this of the anxiety meds... soo I also hope it wasn't long enough to be a #problem. because the dose I've been taking is higher than the highest recommended dose. soo. hopefully it was just two days 😬 though tbh it #was probably 4...#and my hands are super shaky but I didn't think too much about that (it happens sometimes) 🤦#annnnd if I do start bleeding that would be a problem because I don't have pads or anything here.... ahhhh I'm so stressed about this now 😭#I hope it'll be ok. I hope it wasn't too long. I can't deal with the pain rn 😭😭😭😭😭😭