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gatorbites-imagines · 3 months
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Padwan anakin x more dark side leaning reader?
Padawan Anakin Skywalker x dark side leaning male reader
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Featuring my boy Jon Antilles, give it up for Jon Antilles everybody.
You had both been younglings with the jedi, and later Padawans. You had been older than Anakin by the time he joined the order, meaning you were just at the cusp of getting sent off to the other corpse if you didn’t get picked as a padawan.
You had never fit in much with the Jedi. You were too emotional, too quick to anger, and your grudges knew no ends. You still had a chip on your shoulder because Yoda decided to tease you when you were very small, if that said anything about your ability to hold grudges.
You were the child of two slaves, who had served under the worst of the worst. This meant you had been surrounded by darkness and hate since you started growing in your parents’ womb. You had overheard many of the older jedi wonder if that was the reason for your emotional state.
Anakin didn’t fit in much either, having joined so late and being the so called chosen one. Because of this, you two found comfort in each other.
Anakin was so excited about being a jedi, though he also feared living up to the potential. In your eyes he just switched one slave owner for the next, as that was how it felt to you. But he was young and bright, so you didn’t wanna rain on his parade.
But just before your 13th birthday, you were taken as a padawan of one of the lesser known and vaguer Jedi of the order, Jon Antilles. He was a person who followed the will of the force and not the order, and the force led him to you.
He would later tell you that he looked into your eyes and saw the fire raring within you, unable to be quelled and as a result, making you someone who would suffer under the pressure and expectations of the order.
Saying goodbye to Anakin was hard, as you two had found yourselves as the only true friend the other had. Many feared you because of your known anger and revenge seeking tendencies, and Anakin because of the heavy burden of the prophesy.
But as two former slaves, you also both knew that the galaxy was vast, and that you had to go where the currents took you. Anakin also understood, even though he still didn’t fully understand the order, that you didn’t belong within the temple and that you needed to spread your wings.
Before you left, you pressed a kiss to Anakin’s forehead and gave him a bracelet made out of a thick black cord. It chafed the skin but was sturdy enough to take anything that may hit it. It was the last keepsake you had of your parents, and it had been what kept you going for all this time, and now you wanted Anakin to have it.
So, with one last goodbye, and promises whispered in the language of slaves, you left with your new Master, who told you not to call him master but instead refer to him as your teacher.
Jon Antilles had seen the worst the galaxy had to offer, and had no wish to be referred to as master by someone who was once a slave.
Back at the temple Anakin would find himself crying silently and tearlessly in his room, mourning the loss of a friend, his only friend. Obi Wan would feel his grief in the force, and would go to comfort him, knowing what it is like to lose someone so dear to you.
This would most likely lead to their relationship being better in this universe, at least a little. As that one moment helped cement a deeper level of trust and understanding.
Anakin stayed with the order and became more and more skilled, a part of him waiting for the moment you two would reunite. The bracelet stayed around his wrist, though he moved it to some other part of his body to keep it hidden, and other jedi started mumbling comments about attachment.
You thrived under Antilles, as he didn’t follow the orders from the council, the order, or even the republic. He only seemed to care about where the force wanted him, and by extension you, to go.
Your teacher was a firm believer in the light, but he also saw that the dark existed, so when you for the first time grasped the dark side in a life-or-death situation, he didn’t punish you like you feared.
Using the dark side once means it’s always with you, but instead of shunning you, your teacher helps you find balance, at least to the best of your ability.
The dark side is hard to master, and maybe you never fully do. But you never give yourself too it completely, always holding a tight grasp on the light beside it, letting the two feed off of each other to keep you from going down an unforgivable path.
Your anger and grudges still persist, and there are times you end up being needlessly cruel, but you catch yourself before its too late. During these times your teachers help is necessary, until you master it on your own.
Because of the nomadic lifestyle of Antilles and you, you end up ready to go on your own much before most other Padawan. Life experiences matures a person, and Antilles trusts you to do what is right, even if he has caught you practicing lightning or sucking the life energy out of things.
So as Anakin still works hard to be a better padawan and to fit the tight mold the order places upon him, you explore the outer parts of the galaxy, running with bounty hunters and pirates alike.
One might think you would be discovered as a jedi one way or another, but thanks to your less and jedi personality, and preferences for other weapons, you are never figured out.
Your loyalty to the rules of the order are also very very loose, if not nonexistent. The many experiences you have out in the galaxy puts many things into perspective, and you make your own theories and ideas about how the force works, theories that struggle against the rules of the jedi.
During all this time, Anakin can’t seem to leave your mind. Hes always present somewhere in there, the thin thread of a bond between the two of you so skinny its barely there anymore after all this time. But every now and again, you like to give it a little tug, smiling to yourself when he tugs back.
You two meet again during one of Anakin’s missions with Obi Wan, a mission that’s taken them further away from the core than Anakin has been since he was taken in by the jedi.
It’s a mission involving a slave trader who’s somehow smuggling slaves in and out of the republic, and the two jedi were sent to check it out but not get involved, much to Anakin’s annoyance.
They end up splitting up, not wanting to be suspected, and Anakin has to wear something to cover his head to hide his Padawan braid.
In the end, Anakin finds the hideout of the Slave traders, and just as he’s about to report it back to Obi Wan, a figure swoops in and starts ransacking the place.
Anakin can only watch with shock as you tear through the slave traders, the darkness inside you purring at their spilled blood, as the light silently approves of the justice you act out. Its only after you’ve freed all the slaves and take your hood off that Anakin recognizes you.
One way or another he follows you and corners you, in the way Anakin does, eyes wide but sparkling at how much skill you had shown in there, many questions leaving him as he wants to know what you have been up too and how you got here.
Most jedi would probably have disapproved of you killing the slavers, but Anakin had never seen slavers as anyone worth living, not that he could share those thoughts with anybody.
But at some point, you end up taking the Jedi padawan back to the room you booked for the night, where you two spend the entire night talking about what’s happened since last time you met, the bond between you strengthening after so long apart.
After that, you two keep bumping into each other. You had a feeling the force was playing a role in this, and you swore you could hear it giggling in amusement a sit pushed you together with its chosen one again and again.
Whenever you were around, the mission always ended much faster, meaning Anakin could slip away and spend time with you before reporting back to Obi Wan.
During this time, the childish crush he had had on you all that time ago comes back with a vengeance. Even when he sees you use sith lightning for the first time, he can’t seem to feel anything by affection for you.
Anakin knows he should fear you, but even as your turned turn yellow for a second or two as you lean fully into the dark during a battle, he only seems able to find your beautiful.
When Anakin kisses you for the first time, neither of you truly know how to react. Anakin’s never been in a relationship, and you have never really been with anyone you truly had feelings for. But Anakin just couldn’t keep it to himself anymore, even as he knows it goes against everything the order has taught him.
If he truly were to follow the order, Anakin would have to report that you had fallen, even though you still used the light as much as you did the dark. After that he would have to stay away from you, lest you corrupt him. But he just can’t, so he stays, slipping you information so you know where his next mission goes, so you “accidentally” end up with a contract on that planet.
You settle on Coruscant for a while, which means Anakin can sneak out and spend time with you away from prying eyes.
The fact that you use the dark without succumbing to it ends up helping Anakin not fall when that time comes, but for now, you just help him get a better understanding of the force and how you have come to see it as an entity.
Obi Wan regularly wonders where Anakin goes, and worries to some degree, but he does realize that Anakin always feels lighter and more at peace when he returns from his outings, so he lets him have them to himself, hoping his Padawan would tell him if there was anything he needed to know.
As a result of your status, Anakin would start to think about leaving the order someday. Maybe not soon, but maybe one day he would like to leave with you and just go where the force takes you two.
He knows it’s a romantic fantasy, but Anakin can’t help but bask in it, even if he has to do it in secret. Being your partner just brings him more peace than any meditation ever has, and Anakin never wants to let you go.
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blade-to-blade · 10 months
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purplezombietumbler · 11 months
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Mace: Hey I hate to do this to you but Anakin is refusing to help with training the younglings and you are literally the only person he listens too.
Obi-Wan: Okey, I'll go handle it. *Finds Anakin* Padawan, you have to help train the younglings. It’s part of YOUR training.
Teen!Anakin: No!
Obi-Wan: Anakin, do it.
Anakin: No!
Obi-Wan, tugging Anakin's ear: Anakin Skywalker so help me, I will friend you on Halobook-
Anakin: You wouldn't-
Obi-Wan: And on your birthday, I post a baby picture of you on your timeline-
Anakin: Oh Force please no!
Obi-Wan: And I'll write a huge paragraph about how much you mean to me and the promising young man your TURNING OUT TO BE!
Anakin, crying: NO! ANYTHING BUT THAT!
Obi-Wan: Train. The. Younglings.
Anakin: *runs off*
Mace: When did you become terrifying?
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skyyworker · 2 years
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if 19yo padawan anakin and 16yo padawan obi-wan met, they would have either hated each other in a strange, i-need-to-know-every-single-thing-he's-up-to little fucked up way, following each other in secret and being very annoying to one another. or. they would've been joined at the hip, and where there was kenobi you would find skywalker, and they would be so annoying to everyone else.
what do you mean that padawan kenobi and padawan skywalker are not in the temple? they went to the lower levels of coruscant??? without consulting the council OR THEIR MASTERS??? AND TOOK A SHIP???
masters windu and jinn would be living with a constant headache, and when things would get really bad they would snap at each other to "keep your padawan in check"
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palfriendpatine66 · 8 months
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WIP Wednesday - (sad tooka cat au)
I’m kind of in a weird place writing but since we’re all swimming with Anakin thoughts here’s baby padawan Anakin in what’s quickly becoming my personal favorite work Gesi Means Peace
Obi-Wan was going to be so mad.
Anakin scrubbed at his prickling eyes as he made his way deeper into the maintenance corridors of the Temple. He was supposed to be learning control. But one small slip and he had Force pushed an initiate into the wall, knocking them unconscious and shattering the delicate glass artwork that had been on display.
No, actually, Obi-Wan wouldn’t be mad. Anger was the path to the dark side and Obi-Wan Kenobi, of course, had far more control than that. His Master would probably express his disappointment loudly, via lecture, over several hours.
Anakin preferred that option; it would be worse if his Master’s face got that pinched look that showed how hard he was working to maintain his perfect Jedi control, to keep his features arranged in a careful mask of serenity that hid just how frustrated he was with his Padawan. That Anakin lost control so easily - again. That he had such difficulty managing his emotions and following the Code.
Anakin wasn’t just embarrassed by his actions, he was afraid. Afraid that one day Obi-Wan would see the truth - that all his training wouldn’t be enough to turn Anakin into what a Jedi was supposed to be.
He continued deeper into the twisting maze of maintenance access, catwalks and machines that kept the Temple running. It was warm down here, and the heat and noise from the machinery was a comfort to him. The Temple was too cold, too quiet. He longed for the heat of home - something he hadn’t thought he would ever miss. He missed the rumbling noise of the market, the shops nearby, ships landing and taking off in the distance.
Anakin curled up on a platform tucked into a corner and pressed the heels of his hands into his eyes until he saw stars. Obi-Wan said it would take time. That he couldn’t expect to learn overnight, or even in a year, what the others had been learning since they could talk. That no one expected perfection of him, and all that he needed was to give his best.
But he didn’t dare ask the question that haunted his thoughts: What if his best wasn’t good enough?
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lyricalvillain · 2 years
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A Step to the Right: Outtake
I’ve gotten a couple comments on my fic ‘A Step to the Right’ about Jaster’s reaction to Anakin. So I wrote a little blurb about it. Enjoy?
Jango had been rather tight lipped in recent days, Something to do with his slippery soulmate. Jaster had been determined to give his ad space, despite the obvious stress the situation was causing him.
He sipped his shig and opened a new report from Silas. Looked like something about a skirmish on some midrim moon. His comm pinged with a message from Myles.
Where Jango refused to communicate and send holos or vids unbidden, Myles enjoyed sending Jaster clips and pictures with no context whatsoever. He’d already seen HUD footage clips of the ginger haired force wielder, his ad’s soulmate he’d found out cycles later, throwing Myles into a pile of crates. As well as a still of the man blocking blaster bolts with his jetii’kad.
He clicked on the file, interest peaking at the name, he_bites.vid.
The recording was, as usual, a standard HUD recording. Silas was dragging a wriggling adiik down his ship ramp towards Jango and his squad. The child went limp suddenly and Jaster felt the warmth of nostalgia wash over him at the sight. 
Jango had thrown similar tantrums when he was young and freshly adopted. The ad looked to be about 10 or 11 standard years old. Scruffy blond hair, and dressed in standard tunic and trousers. Silas was muttering to the ad even as Myles and Skirata razzed him.
‘He’s not mine.’ Silas finally snapped at them. ‘He’s Obi-Wan’s.’
Myles HUD zeroed in on Jango’s face at that, he paled quickly and then flushed just as quickly. Jaster was pretty sure he saw him waver on his feet. Clearly his ad hadn't known he was a buir. 
To be fair, Jango's soulmate experience had been anything but typical. He was finding him a decade late, after the man had been presumed dead. A child wasn't something you usually expected to find with your soulmate.
The adiik was once again making a bid for freedom from Silas' ironclad grip. Relaxing to lower Silas' guard while angling to bite at him. To his credit, Silas had several vodu'ad he's needed to wrangle in recent years and the tactic was discouraged with a gentle jostle.
'What's your name, Ad'ika?' Jango knelt in front of the boy, making himself smaller and less intimidating. A tactic that often worked on ad. 
'Jabba the Hutt.'
Not this one it seemed. Jaster huffed a laugh. Suspicious little thing. And for good reason. If the ad had given his full name, Jango wouldn't have hesitated to say the Gai bal manda.
'Anakin.' Silas' head tilted backwards, probably praying to the Manda for patience. His words were barely audible over Myles breathless guffaw. 'His name is Anakin.'
He was stubborn, dedicated and seemed quite clever. Jango couldn't ask for a better ad.
'And you’ve been just trying to… kidnap him? You know that’s only romantic in holovids right?'
Jaster couldn't wait to meet his bu'ad.
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Ad - Child
Adiik - Child between the age of 3 and 13
Ad’ika - Little One
Jetii-kad - Lightsaber
Buir - Parent
vodu'ad - Nephews/nieces
Gai bal manda - Mandalorian Adoption rite
Manda -  the collective soul or heaven
Bu’ad - Grandchild
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songs-oflove · 2 years
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I have a lot of feelings about this Obiwan
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demon----dean · 2 years
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I mean... Research?
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skysgalaxy · 7 months
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I'm not crying 🥲💖
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snawleyy · 3 months
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anointedinink · 2 months
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all obiwan wants is sleep…curse being a master at 25, he should’ve been at the club :(
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gatorbites-imagines · 2 years
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I Saw You Asked For Padawan Anakin Prompt Sooo
Padawan Anakin x Male Reader Where Reader And Anakin Are Obviously Pining In Love But Haven't Said It Yet.
Reader Is Super Touchy When He's In A Good Mood And His Go To Hello And Goodbye For Anakin Is A Lil Boop On The Nose (To The Point Reader's Tackled Him When He Almost Walked Out Without His Boop) And It's A Major Reassurance And Comfort For Anakin But Reader's Been Havin Issues With A Persistent Suitor Lately So He Kinda Scatterbrained When They Run Into Eachother In Passing And Just Shoots Him A "Hey." And Keeps Walking.
Padawan Anakin Skywalker x male reader
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My inbox is always open when it comes to star wars requests btw 👀
-          You had been in the group that had to transfer Padme to Coruscant, so you ended up on Tatooine with the rest of the group. You went with Qui-gon and Jar Jar, replacing Padme. Here it follows canon except for you are in Padmes place so you leave a deep impression in Anakin.
-          After winning the podrace you ruffle his hair and kiss him on the forehead, making the kid beet red as he’s never gotten affection from anyone but his mom.
-          Things go like in canon, with you all reaching Coruscant, the attack on Naboo, Anakin meeting Palpatine, etc etc.
-          The difference Is the fact that you don’t hide getting along with Anakin and liking him. You are force sensitive but are of royal descent meaning you can’t join the jedi, but you are at the temple a lot for training and whatnot.
-          This leads to you and Anakin meeting up a lot and spending a lot of time together. During all your meetings, even as you grow older, you are very openly affectionate. Your openness helps Anakin be more open with his feelings aswell, and his relationship with Obi wan isn’t as tense as in Canon, because he can express himself to you.
-          He tries to deny, until Padme points out how he blushes every time you boop his nose to say goodbye, or when you hug him. He gets embarrassed but is sure you would never like someone like him, so he tries to hide it since he doesn’t want to lose you.
 
-          Anakin doesn’t even realize he has a crush on you in the beginning, until Padme, who’s a good friend in this universe, teases him about it.
-          You yourself have gained a crush on the handsome Padawan, though you like to joke about his hairstyle and pulling on his braid to get his attention. It always makes Anakin pout in a way that makes you want to kiss him.
-          You shove down your crush, because Jedi can’t be in relationships and Anakin would definingly not choose you as he was way out of your league.
-          You didn’t notice him going as red as a tomato when you leave, or how he wrings his hands in his robes.
 
-          You continue to circle each other for years, you only growing more affectionate, going from boops and small hugs to almost tackling Anakin in the training hall, or giving him a big over the top kiss on the cheek when you had to leave early.
-          This all comes to a grinding halt when your parents decide you need to marry, for the better of the family. They don’t really care that you don’t want to marry, so they send out an envoy to nearby planets that you are open to marriage.
-          This leads to multiple suitors attempting to sweep you off your feet, but you and Anakin come up with a plan. You become the brattiest most annoying being in the galaxy when the suitors try and romance you. You’ve even gone to the point where you roll on the floor throwing a tantrum because the shade of the napkins was the wrong grey.
-          The suitor is always there, always talking to you and trying to touch you which you sneer and duck under. You try to up your behavior, but they just chuckle and say they’ll set you straight when you marry.
 
-          To say the plan was effective was an understatement, as all but one suitor ran for the hills at your display, much to your parents’ annoyance.
-          It reaches a point where the only place you have privacy is your quarters or the jedi temple.
-          Anakin is quite worried next time you come to the temple, and even more so when you rush right past him with nothing but a small greeting. He tries to follow you, worry coming off him in waves in the force, but Obi Wan makes him stay back as they had been training.
-          Anakin sits beside you in silence, letting you decide when to talk. You finally give up trying to meditate and just stare into the water. That’s when you tear up and start crying tears full of frustration.
 
-          He finds you later at one of the ponds in the room of a thousand fountains. You are sitting and trying in vain to meditate. He can feel the annoyance and hopelessness pouring off you. This a feeling jedi aren’t allowed to feel, but seeing as you aren’t a jedi you can.
-          Anakin panics slightly, but wraps you in his arms, cuddling you close to his chest as you sob. He rocks the both of you from side to side, letting you release all your feelings in the way you feel is best at the moment.
-          When you’re crying finally comes to a stop, the two of you keep cuddling. You both feel butterflies in your stomachs, and in Anakin’s case have a blush covering his entire face.
-          Anakin will never admit to jealousy bubbling inside of him along with anger. He tries to release the emotions into the force, but some linger. If he tightens his arms around you, so be it.
 
-          “So, what happened?” the Padawan softly asks, which makes you grow misty eyed. You force down the tears and just ramble about what’s happening and the suitor.
-          When you finish talking, you rest your head on his shoulder. “I don’t want to get married” you mutter, which makes Anakin nod. He doesn’t want you to get married either.
-          That’s when you tear up again, knowing the reason you don’t want to marry is because you love Anakin. You whimper that you don’t want to marry because then you can never return to the temple or to Anakin and you don’t want to lose him.
-          He stares at you, face growing hotter as you tell him how much you care. Hope blooms in his chest. When you turn your head to look up at him, he leans down and presses his lips clumsily against yours. His braid brushes against your face as he leans down, his lips soft and oh so kissable.
-          You lay on top of him as you pull him in for a kiss again, pouring all your feelings for him through it to the best of your ability. Anakin is the one to freeze this time, but quickly responds, placing a hand on the back of your neck and the other on your hip to draw you in closer.
 
-          You freeze, eyes wide as you stare at the closed eyes of Anakin. He must feel your apprehension as he tries to pull back, but you move quick, throwing your arms around his neck and bowling him over.
-          The two of you keep kissing for what feels like an hour, when you finally pull back. You stare at each other, faces both completely flushes and lips colored from the attention.
-          You both end up sitting again, turned towards each other. You’re both quiet, neither of you seeming to know how to break the silence after what just happened.
-          In the end its you who confesses first, telling Anakin how you’ve felt about him for years. At your confession Anakin seems to burst open like a dam, the words pouring out of him how he’s loved you since you met.
-          You both end up laying in the grass, both happy you had chosen a pond hidden away from everything as you cuddle. Kisses passing between you and holding each other’s hands with your fingers interlocked.
-          You would deal with the suitor later you decided, even if it meant running away from your family. Little did you know Anakin was thinking the same. If loving you meant leaving the Jedi, he would leave right now. You both thought of what your life might be together, away from all of this.
-          With a last soft kiss, you rested your head on Anakin’s chest, who ran his hand through your hair, whispering compliments in huttesse.
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milkcioccolato · 5 months
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Anakin has TWO DADS CONFIRMED!!!
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purplezombietumbler · 10 months
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Obi-Wan: Anakin, you can't bite people! Especially Mace Windu!
Child!Anakin: I DIDN'T CARE IF HE'S MOTHER TERESA! I'LL BITE HIM ANYWAY!
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amarcia · 1 month
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Laundry Day (in which Anakin is allergic to water)
✨🌙 ART LOG -> @404ama
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rackcty · 4 months
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disaster lineage painting that turned into a ‘anakin and ahsoka go sightseeing’ painting
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