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momoksha · 7 months
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July rain~☔️🎹
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alexander-norkat · 3 months
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The outcast's lament.
Based on this
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wizard-laundry · 1 year
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somos-deseos · 3 months
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world-of-yana · 7 months
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kinainai · 2 years
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swordheld · 6 months
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hi! your blog is one of my favourites and i absolutely adore reading your thoughts. my grandfather recently passed away and it feels like i lost myself with him. how do i continue living after this? there is this constant weight on my chest and it feels like an emptiness has made a home inside of me. how do i go on when it feels like the world crashed on my shoulders?
hello, love! this is so very sweet and kind of you, and i hope you're treating yourself gently and kindly right now - there aren't words for a loss like this. that heaviness is difficult, and hard, and painful. it's okay if things don't feel okay, right now, or even soon - i think that's something that a lot of the people i know that have gone through similar grief feel: like they should be able to get back to a relative 'normal' in a [insert far too short period of time].
but it's okay if it hurts. that's where i'd like to start. you're allowed to feel that emptiness, that world-crashed feeling that goes beyond words, beyond time. don't feel like you have to rush this to feel some sort of better. things get easier with time, i promise you this, but sometimes painful feelings are important to feel, too. cry, scream, feel your emotions. they're a part of you. grieve.
it's perhaps a little silly, but when i think about death i always think about a couple of space songs: mainly drops of jupiter by train and saturn by sleeping at last. there are perhaps others that speak to the emotions better, but these two have always hit something a little deeper for me, and are popular for a wide-reaching reason.
and while personally i don't know much about grief like this, i do know a lot about love; and i think they're a lot of the same thing.
the people we love are a part of us, and this is why it takes from us so deeply when we lose them, because it does feel like we've lost a part of ourselves in the wake of it. but it's because they were so central to our experiences of living - our lives, that the separation introduces a hollowness - a place where they used to be. a home that now goes unlived in.
an emptiness, like you said.
but just because they're not here physically, doesn't mean he's not still there, in your heart, in your life, your memory. you can hold him close in smaller ways, as well: steal a sweater, or cologne/scent for something a little more physical and long lasting for remembering. hold onto the memories you cherish, the things that made you laugh, the ease of slow mornings and gentle nights. write them all down, slide a few photographs in there, go through it and add more when you miss him. keep them all close, keep them in your heart.
you're not alone, in this. he's still there, with you, it's just - in the little things.
he's with you in the way you see and go about your daily life, in doing what he liked to do, in the ways he interacted with the world that you shared with him. the memories you recall fondly when the night is late or the moment is right and something calls it into you like a melody, an old bell, laughter you'd recognize anywhere.
but i think, perhaps most importantly above all others - talk about him. with your family, your friends, his friends, strangers; stories are how we keep the people we love alive. the connections they've made, the legacies and experiences they've left behind, and so, so many stories.
how lucky, we are - to love so much it takes a piece of us when they go. grief is the other side of the coin, but it does not mean our love goes away. it lives in you. it lives in everyone who knew him, in the smallest pieces of our lives.
the people we love never really leave us, like this: they're in how we cook and the way we fold our newspapers, our laundry, in the radio stations we tune in to and the way we decorate our walls, our photo albums. they're in the way we store our mail, organize our closets, the scribbled notes in the indexes of our books. the meals we love and the drinks we mix, the way we spend time with one another. they've been passed down for generations, for longer than history - and we are all the luckier for it.
think about what you shared with him, and do it intentionally. bring him into your life, like this, again. whether it's crosswords or poetry or sports or anything else. if one doesn't help, try another. something might click.
i hope things feel a little easier for you, as they tend to do only with time. i hope you find joy in your grief, even if it is small and hard to grasp at first. know that your hurt stems from so much love that there isn't a place to put it properly, and that it is something so meaningful and hurting poets and storytellers have been struggling to put it into words and sounds that feel like the fit right for eons, and that it is also just simply yours. sometimes things don't have to make sense. sometimes they just are - unable to be put into words or neat little sentiments, as unfair and tragic as they come.
but i promise it will not feel like this forever. your love is real. and perhaps, on where to begin on from here - i think it's less on finding where to begin and just beginning. and you've already started. you've taken the most important and crucial step: the first one. wherever you go, after that, from here? you'll figure it out. you always have, and you always do. it'll come, as things always do. love leads us, as does light - and you're never alone in your hurt. in your grief, your missing something dear to you. i think if you talk about it with others, you'll find they have ways of helping you cope as well - and they have so much love of their own to spare, too.
as an aside, here is the song (northern star by dom fera) i was listening to when i wrote this, for no other reason more than it makes me think of connections, and love, and how we hold onto the people we love and how they change us, wonderfully and intrinsically. it's a little more joyous than the others i've mentioned, and plays like a story, and it made me think of what is at the core of this, love and stories and i am here with you, and maybe it'll bring you some joy, if you'd like it. wishing you all my love and ease 💛
#q&a.#birdsong.#wishing u gentle ease; the death of a loved one is near inexplicable to put into words and i hope you take care of yourself gently <3#i hope this will make u laugh: when i was a tiny child in middle school there were times i would go outside in my tiny suburban cul de sac-#in the rain and sing along to my lil ipod nano and i only remember doing this to drops of jupiter. can you imagine going out to get the mai#after a long day of work and you just hear this kid singing train in the streets. in the RAIN.... it makes me laugh like i really.#i really thought i was so cool and deep and emotional ghjkd but i find it v funny that i only remember it w/ that one train track.#and saturn just. it's my fav s.a.l. song for a reason. that slow violin opening? the piano coming in gentle and easy?#it feels like light. like hope. like something new - a dawn after the long dark. that beautiful things can begin again even where#it hurts. and there is nothing more human than a sentiment like that.#how rare and beautiful it is to truly exist. what it is to be alive and get to be here and live with other people. with those we love.#i think your grandfather was so lucky to be able to know you. to have you in his life for the time you had together.#i'm no spiritual person; but i like to believe when you're thinking about him? he's thinking about you too.#the second law of thermodynamics (physics nerd mode) is that no energy has ever been created/destroyed since the beginning of the universe.#so it has to go somewhere - it's that carl sagan quote of 'we're all made of stardust'. because we are. we used to be stars; planets; etc.#i think it's why i think of these space songs - because they're a part of everything; once more; when they go. us and everything else.
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kumsal-thingss · 5 months
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Michael Ortega - "RAIN" (A Very Sad Piano Song)
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Hani bazen kimseyle konuşmak istemezsiniz de kendi kabuğunuza çekilip yalnız kendinizi dinlemek istersiniz. Işte o kabuğu dolduracak geceye ve mevsime yakışan en iyi parçalardan biri. Gözlerinizi kapatıp hissederek dinlemenizi tavsiye ederim. 🖤
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drhairline · 3 months
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some quick doodles I enjoyed
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loremaster · 2 months
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funny that vivia's top Like is "soft pillows" and yet he spends most of his time nowhere near them, curled up in the cold hard sooty floor of the fireplace...
...because even more than the thing he claims to like the most, he likes spending time at the agency ;_;
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𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐀𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐨𝐚𝐫𝐝
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every time raine appears and a variant of raine's rhapsody starts playing and in for the future when it plays this grand sweeping rendition of it when raine's staring in awe at harpy eda and you realize it's not just raine's leitmotif it's raine and eda's song it's both raine's rhapsody and eda's requiem at the same time and it's like. okay dana do you want me to walk into the ocean.
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sellbotvp · 11 days
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ok guys but consider. bessie x misty. let me cook
what bessie did wasn’t okay, but was still reasonable. as much as i like to joke about hating bessie and stuff, it’s not as if what bessie did was completely unprompted — she’s a high-ranking official in a war, and literally every single cog she’s interacted with has tried to attack her, while also invading and destroying her home. this is all to say that bessie’s not some Irredeemable Monster.
in fact, something people often forget to mention is that, when told that misty didn’t want any trouble, she hesitated!! she didn’t just immediately say “nah that’s bullshit cogs SUCK”, she pauses for a moment, like she’s considering it.
imagine this: after ANOTHER toon tells her about misty not wanting to fight, bessie decides to actually look into it and talk to her. she finds misty interesting — it seems like misty genuinely doesn’t want to fight, though bessie’s still a bit wary. at the very least, she’s interesting — if she is lying, no cog has ever been that outwardly polite without just very obviously and blatantly shmoozing you. she takes misty’s offer of tic-tac-toe, and decides to meet with her again — just for curiosity, that’s all. she spends more and more time together with her, beginning to genuinely enjoy her presence and even begins thinking of her as a friend, until, eventually, she realizes she’s got a crush and Oh God What Has She Gotten Herself Into.
also i just think it’s a damn shame there’s no toon x cog misty ships that don’t involve ocs. she was Born for this. also also i love mity and i think she deserves one billion gfs
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lapumpkinmusic · 3 months
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will-bonna · 2 months
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it’s 3am but i’ve been wanting to post this so enjoy :)
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stuckinapril · 7 days
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snow and dirty rain is genuinely one of the best poems ever written imo i go a little insane every time i read it...i am singing now while rome burns.... we are all just trying to be holy...we are all going forward none of us are going back......obsessed w this poem
Is that too much to expect? That I would name the stars for you? That I would take you there?? The splash of my tongue melting you like a sugar cube????? We’ve read the back of the book…. we know what’s going to happen………. But there’s a litany of dreams somewhere in the middle…….. moonlight spilling on the bathroom floor……. a page of the book where we transcend the story of our lives……… Screaming crying THROWING UP !!!!!!
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