world of warcraft is wild in that they have a species that is an antisemitic caricature (which said species commonly is in fantasy but they really go hard on it) and then they let you play as said species which i think is already wild. also if you play the default starting area you are made to play a horrible person as that species
and then i, a jewish person, made a character of that species as a way to somehow spite them (?? i still dont know how that spites them but it was why i did it) but then i got like really attached to her and shes one of my favorite characters ive made in general and i think about her a lot. also i didnt play the default starting area so she wasnt forced to be a totally completely bad person at least for any of that
tfw you make one dimensional antisemitic caricature species but then you make them playable and therefore allow your players to get attached and make non one dimensional characters of them. wild
17 notes
·
View notes
„S6 better be the best season known to man“
Yeah I think we can probably agree that this will not be the case😬 (though maybe it‘ll be better than s5 bc they can‘t possibly produce anything worse than that… or maybe they can who knows what they‘re capable of)
Yeah, I heard astruck is stepping down so maybe??? Idk, I have very VERY little hope for this.
Truthfully previous seasons are exactly why this finale annoys me, I know damn well they're not gonna do anything with this. And it pisses me off to no end. (If this would have been a magic story telling piece we wouldn't be stuck with the worst arcs known to man 10x over now)
If we had competent writers I wouldn't be as angry about this because it probably wouldn't have even happened.
26 notes
·
View notes
sooooo is peppermint ever updating like...lmao....
woah.
wooooooah.
okay, like maybe i'm being sensitive, but i do NOT fuck with this energy. do not come at me with this passive aggressive bs. thx! <3
jokes aside, i'm sorry for being unprofessional, but this message feels very meanspirited and not chill to me....please take several seats.
so, no one asked me to, which is fine, but since about april, i have written over 100k, which is about the length of two novels. i wrote very detailed plot journals, meticulously planned my fanfiction out, did extensive research, nearly destroyed my fingers formatting, spiraled mentally several times, cried several nights over peppermint, self isolated, frightened several people in my life, ate and slept so infrequently that i developed a bacterial infection, and nearly failed my finals trying to put peppermint out every single week without fail.
and i do it for me...but mostly...
i do it for all of you.
because i love and cherish you all very much. ( even you, ominous energy anon who is currently polluting my hot girl vibe palace. )
a lot of you have expressed to me that my fanfictions bring great joy, that you feel seen in them, that they positively influence your real lives, that you get excited about my updates and like my writing style, characterizations and storytelling. that gives me great purpose.
recently, the tags have been dry as hell, the sp fandom feels almost nonexistent, my faith and inspiration is fading, but i am doing my very best to hang in there because even though sometimes i get stuck, or my fingers hurt or i feel inadequate or uninspired, it is worth it to me...to make you happy. making you happy makes me happy.
but this...this is really not cute.
and i have had a lot of self doubt and struggles with writing and wondering what the hell i'm even doing and if it's worth it and stuff like this...this energy...really makes me want to irish goodbye! lol!
i do not know when my fanfictions are updating. i wrote old chapters 11 and 12 under a lot of stress, pressure, with no planning, just because i was anxious about keeping you all waiting and i have never felt worse or more embarrassed about something i've written.
so those chapters are gone. because i care about quality. and i cannot rush to produce quality or i will produce garbage which benefits no one. i care about you all too much to half ass my shit.
i don't like to write when i don't want to. and this....really does not make me want to, so thank you very much! feeling the love, bestie!
but to my friends and dear devoted readers who have been kind to me, patient and supportive of my journey as a writer/whatever twists and turns i may make, whether i stop or start, take off or take breaks. i love you very, very, much and i really do write for you. ily, ncu. <3
so when rm 4 drops ( if it does ) and new pep 12 ( if it does ), it will be for all of you kind, lovely, wonderful people and it would be my honor.
but as for you...my friend.
...clearly, there is something hardening over your heart.
something in your life....something you can't process...something that you're projecting onto me...whatever the case...
negativity is a disease, darling,
and from the very bottom of my heart,
i hope you heal. :)
-uncle nina
16 notes
·
View notes