#remembering our wholeness

[alchemyofmaya]

Growth is realizing, it wasn’t about you, the real question is —

What is it about me, that was attracted to you and the dynamic of the connection in the first place?

#it’s all a reflection of you #polish the mirror until your reflection is clear #law of attraction #vibrate higher #the divine cosmic play of consciousness #mental health #spirituality #healing to the core #remembering our wholeness

[dokermalyx]

[i don't want to draw anything major.]

FUCK, I FORGOT TODAY HIS BIRTHDAY. [cus i actually never knew LMAAOOO.]

8 or 9 years, damn.

Error by CrayonQueen

#it took me a whole minute fo remember creator. #anyways happy birthday to our man child. #undertale au #sans au #art #digital art #error sans

[bixels]

The idea that uni protesters are "elitist ivy-league rich kids larping as revolutionaries" on Twitter and Reddit and even here is so fucking funny to me if you actually know anything about the student bodies at these unis. Take it from someone who's going to one of the biggest private unis in the US, 80% of the peers I know are either from the suburbs or an apartment somewhere in America, children of immigrants, or here on a student visa. I've heard about one-percenter students, but I've never met one in person. Like, don't get me wrong, the institution as a whole is still very privileged and white. I've talked with friends and classmates about feeling weird or dissonant being here and coming from such a different background. But in my art program, I see BIPOC, disabled, queer, lower-income students and faculty trying to deconstruct and tear that down and make space every day. So to take a cursory glance at a crowd of student protesters in coalitions that are led by BIPOC & 1st/2nd-gen immigrant students and HQ'd in ethnic housings and student organizations and say, "ah. children of the elite." Get real.

#also idk how to tell you this but even if it were true. wealthy children potentially sacrificing their educational careers to protest is #a good thing actually. idk how to tell you that caring about people from other nations is good #personal #“this war has nothing to do with most students cuz nobody's getting drafted” idk how to explain to you that we should be angry #that our tuitions of 10s of thousands of dollars that we pay every year for an education is being used to fund a genocidal campaign #also the implication that if you go to a uni institution you are automatically privileged by participation no matter your bg #i didn't /want/ to go to this school. i was supposed to go to a school with an art/animation program. but i realized my immigrant #parents have been working their whole lives to get me here. and turning the opportunity down would be a disservice to their sacrifice #this is getting into convos of “what 2nd gen kids owe their parents” which is different for everyone but. yeah #i just get pissed off at seeing people misrepresenting student bodies as “wealthy” and “privileged” and “elite” when it's such a blatant li #i remember a year ago a friend told me they can't fly home to hong kong for winter break because the plane tickets are too expensive #so they have to find temporary housing around the area #last quarter for a film doc class my film partner made a doc on a small group of marxist grad students from india discussing praxis #during a rally a few months ago in response to police presence the coalition invited palestinian students to speak about their experiences #and lead songs and read poems they wrote. these are STUDENTS. are they elitist too? #this is not to disregard my own personal privilege either. #this whole narrative's just to rationalize a lack of empathy to me. seeing a 19yo student get shot by a rubber bullet and your first #reaction is “HAW! HAW! bet richy rich didn't see THAT coming when she put on her terrorist hood!” #newsflash. these big uni campuses are HAUNTED by the violence of past protests and revolutions and police brutality. we know. #why do you think these coalitions have been making reinforced barricades at record speed

[hansama]

I tried to sketch Papyrus in both my art style and @skull-otaku xD

#undertale #papyrus #undertale papyrus #i was going to do a warm-up sketch #i remembered the papyrus tutorial skull-otaku made #so i did paps in both our styles xDDD #this was very spontaneous LOL #anyway the truth is i'm not sure if this really IS my style of drawing paps ASKDLHGLKDHG #I DON'T HAVE ONE?? X'DDD #but at least this is how i draw the head! i think!!!! x'DDDDD #also paps is still not easy for me to draw ==;; #he problem isn't with the head i think but rather with the body??? #Also the mouth sometimes ASDGDJ #idk idk xDDDD #have a drawing of two papses!!! #they're cute! #i don't think i did Skull-otaku's art style justice but i tried my best x'DDD #their whole artstyle is nice i like their sans as well #also this made me realize how wide I draw pap's head in comparison to other artstyles x'DDDD #their paps head is very long/vertical/thin?? XDDDDD #it's really cute

[fettiowi]

Sonadow fans when

#this whole sequence is like our manifesto #makes me crazy and ill everytime i remember it #sonic sounding more and more concerned... #shadow saying he cant hold this much longer and that he will fullfill maria's wish... #sonic BEGGING him to go back to the colony or else he will dissapear... #AND SHADOW GOES AND SAYS THE ULTIMATE LIFEFORM MIGHT BE SONIC #I dont even know what to say of sonic's line oh my god. #mandatory viewing please #i love them so mucb oh my god my god #also ignore them getting hit #EVERYONE IS WAITING FOR US BACK ON EARTH! #god. god #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #sonic ramblings

[bobacupcake]

Whats your favourite thing that youve made?

that's a really hard one!!!!

i think my absolute favorite thing i made was a birthday present for carmela one year.... it wasnt the most polished thing but i made her a little Zone in unity with a telescope that let her go stargazing but all the constellations had little birthday messages from our friends in them...........

#the hardest part was i was visiting her that whole month so i had to work on it in secret while sitting next to her #almost got caught a few times especially trying to collab with all our friends to get the messages #statty drew the skybox im pretty sure carmela literally saw it i dont remember the excuse i gave her #ask #potion of answers your question #ospreyonthemoon

[hazelnut-u-out]

Somehow never caught this before, but does this imply Birdperson’s mom killed his dad and he remembers seeing it?

The fact this memory is somehow tied to Blood Ridge in his mind makes me wonder if that’s part of why he didn’t accept Rick’s advances— maybe even subconsciously. If that’s what this implies, no wonder he had commitment issues. Makes the shit with Tammy hit differently, too…

I know it’s a throw away moment, but I really hope we get a follow up on that… Regardless of what that memory is, it’s dark shit.

#rick and morty #rick sanchez #birdrick #birdperson #i wonder if he remembers her eyes being red because they were or if it’s a childhood memory thing #because if they are actually red it makes me wonder if there was a whole population of mind controlled birdpeople being used by the GF #at some point #they always go so dark with birdperson’s character #and maybe that’s because he isn’t very expressive #he’s so stoic that it’s silly— but there are these moments that you get reminded ‘no. he’s fucked up.’ #thinking of this he’s probably the most traumatized character out of all of them #jesus fucking christ #sorry i’m feral and adding tags because i NEVER noticed this shit #the things we don’t talk about #the things we bury #the things we hide in an abandoned military vehicle in our memories of war #not going to be able to sleep now bc i’ve got too much of an adrenaline rush from this lol

[chrollohearttags]

yk, for once. just for fucking once, I’d love to consume some facet of media without being met with blatant fucking racism and misogyny but this stupid ass world hates black women so I know I’m asking too much of human scum.

#can’t write fanfics w/o being bashed #can’t cosplay or enjoy anime without being billed for the color of my skin or weight #can’t even watch a fucking true crime video abt a blk victim without seeing some of the nastiest shit I’ve ever read #yt women act as if they could be less interested in our stories and then get mad at creators who highlight the difference #like kiss my whole ass fr #the only time y’all listen to us when we rant #and never highlight anything good #like I’m so over it #I remember why I left all social media in the first place #there is no safe space on this hellscape

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[awesome-shoes-with-wings]

I was left without a choice, and without a doubt - I finished this character design thingie @hedgehodgy, and I fear I will continue to be obsessed with arting for your fic.

And the rest of you! D'you love traumatised little guys!? Do you love angst and unresolved tension!? Do you like complicated yet endearing families dynamics!? Then Mercy Upon Ourselves is a MUST-READ for you, so go read it! It's good! Like 'stay up at night and think about it' good!

#percy jackson #pjo #pjo fanfic #pjo fanart #pjo fic art #mercy upon ourselves #hedgehodgy #poseidon #triton #percy #i was a bit worried about triton being a little too pretty #then i remembered that whole myth thing where children of poseidon were often sussed out by their prettiness #'that human is so beautiful... we have a child of poseidon in our midst' #that's how bellerophon happened i think! #i don't think bellerophon was a child of poseidon though #at least not in most myths #okay myth rambling in the tags done #i am watching batman: the animated adventures with my border collie #because he loves the music of the show

[celluloidbroomcloset]

So, to Izzy, one of Ed’s big crimes really is lack of shame. He’s singing for the crew and crying and eating marmalade and walking around in a silk gown and Lucius, the one who first challenged Izzy’s sense of shame, encourages him in it. It’s this reinforcement that Ed doesn’t need to be ashamed of his emotions. He’s ALLOWED to feel them. He’s ALLOWED to express them. No one will laugh at him.

But to Izzy, the lack of shame can’t stand. Ed must feel shame for his emotions and be truly afraid of expressing them, and that’s exactly what Izzy proceeds to force on him.

#ofmd #our flag means death #edward teach #Izzy hands #I knew that whole convo with Lucius in episode 4 would come back #I just didn’t remember how it fit #it’s about being ASHAMED

[ennaih]

Not Every Film I Watch In 2024

12. Good Grief (2023)

#good grief #good grief (2023) #2024filmgifs #my gifs #queer film #i didn't love that as much as i thought i would #but i liked it a whole lot #every character was so rich and had their own life #which i wanted especially for our friends of colour #and i knew Dan would be conscious of that #and he was #Himesh Patel's performance was so wonderful #i need to see him in more stuff #and of course Ruth Negga was excellent #the grief stuff didn't feel particularly profound #but i did like the brain as a muscle thing #and i remember when Redmond died #how shocked and distressed i was for Dan #i hope he makes more films #and i know he'll evolve as a storyteller #he's so dear to me #i recognise so much of myself in him #it's such an odd thing #i FELT that paint alone line so much #like yes same i want the same thing for me

[thresholdbb]

I've come back to Time and Again... it's a threshold day miracle!

#IT'S NOT DONE YET #yes I've been droning on about it forever and no one cares anymore very boy who cried wolf #apparently I mostly needed a deadline and new lightbulbs #but i remember why I abandoned ship #cosplay updates #time and again cosplay #I've been talking about it for long enough though like damn #not actually threshold for once #but it is our high holiday and usually I would point to a Christmas miracle no matter the time of year #ignore the wrinkles the iron lives on the other side of the house and the ironing board is disintegrating #the colors look so saturated :/ #I have a week and part of the roadblock is all the other projects I wanna do #my very cool 40 year old yardstick gave me a splinter #yeah I'm doing another so that I can go meet Kate Mulgrew it's a whole thing

[yandere-daydreams]

hiiiiiiii have you seen Vil Schoenheit's latest SSR? He's truly serving cunt every time he shows up

he graduated from the uniservity of motherington with a master's in cuntology and doctorate in eating with a concentration in the study of leaving no crumbs. he holds the world record in turning a look and has never once gotten anything less than a 100% run in slaying the house down. never before has a man mothered so hard and never before will a man mother like this again. i would vore him if he asked.

#i don't think i'll be the same person when we see the rest of the designs #ace my beloved they LOVE dressing you up #i know this isn't our first fashion show but it's like #on a whole different plain than the fairy gala #twst really remembered that they had an actual model character four years into the game #and were like 'we should probably do something with that huh' #and y'know what? #i'm not even mad #personal #anon ask

[uncanny-tranny]

I think as we grow up, we have to be really conscious of romanticizing the world we grew up in in order to scorn how the next generations are growing up.

Nostalgia isn't inherently bad, but especially in political spaces, be very wary of this idea that there is an Ideal Past we must Harken Back To.

It sucks to feel left behind, but such is the human condition. It isn't bad to feel nostalgic, but that doesn't mean that these new generations are inherently "lost" and "need to be saved (by you)", and I think that is very important to remember and try to be conscious of.

#politics #'the world you grew up in no longer exists' frankly... GOOD! #the world i personally grew up in was scary and lonely and traumatizing. no kid today should STILL be growing up like that #the whole 'nostalgia as a poltical means' is rooted in this idea that... #1) we all grew up in a hegemony 2) we all turned out the same 3) the way we grew up had more privileges afforded to us #and i personally like nostalgia! i like watching videocamera videos from 2005 and looking up super specific shit #but nostalgia does not a good world make #INSERT UMBERTO ECO'S FOURTEEN POINTS ON FASCISM #(though i don't always think nostalgia can lead to this in a political sense there is a fine line) #be very mindful of what motivates nostalgiaposting #is it because people miss childhood and how 'simple' it felt? or is there a different reason that motivates this type of posting? #are you romanticizing childhood to the point you are not remembering your childhood /at all/ but the *idea* of it? #and honestly it is SO jarring when my peers are nostalgic because it's like... we aren't even that old!! #it comes across like... the world is hard and it's getting harder and so we cannot chnage and must wistfully think of the past... #...and to me it comes across as almost... doomerist in how end-stage feelings of nostalgia and hopelessness seen #i feel compassion for the impulse to feel like your old life is over and you need to grieve it... #...but certainly that isn't the younger generations fault? especially because WE are now the ones rasing them and we still yet live #(even at our completely decrepit age of not even close to a mid-life crisis (sarcasm and lighthearted))

[archivistsammy]

parallelsnatural 

10.2 “reichenbach” // 11.2 “form and void”

#crowley said PAYBACK #supernatural #spnedit #spncreatorsdaily #cowboycoven #parallelsnatural #drowley #dean x crowley #dean winchester #demon!dean #deanmon #crowley #10.2 #s10 #11.2 #s11 #parallels #our edits #was wracking my brain thinking about what parallel i wanted to do for this #but then i remembered i had a whole other tag during stacked where i posted caps of other parallels lmao #so i had OPTIONS