#selmasemlan fic

[selmasemlan]

Why didn't he tell me?

Why didn't he tell me?

Author note: Hiiii!, Im back with another fic, from another fandom. Please do not judge me and my multi-fandomness. I love this man, just want to hug him and not let go.

Warning: None, just a lot of freaking fluff and soft sweets

Word count: 1422

Song Inspiration: none this time, shocker!!

Imagine this......

"Babe, I´m home!"

It had been a long day of training and Isaac was looking forward to just resting in his bed with his beautiful girl.

Because of the relentless training and preparations for the ongoing season, he didn't get as much time with you as he wanted. The relationship wasn't new, having been together for a few years. Isaac was counting the day till he could propose to you. But with both your jobs, him a footballer and you (your/choice/of/work) it was hard to get time together.

It was frustrating and it didn't help with him being captain of the team. The stress was endless. Him not having his girl there to comfort him and give him good advice brought even more anger to his body.

But today was different. There was a different type of anger running through his body. His best friend, Colin had kept a secret from him and he felt like a failure. A failure as a friend. He couldn't understand why his best friend didn't tell him that he was gay. They were, are great friends and always have each other's backs. They are ride or dies.

Maybe he isn't seeing the whole picture. Maybe he couldn't understand it because he is just him, Isaac McAdoo, straight him. And maybe it was because ever since he found out about Colin, he had ignored him and refused to talk to him. Childish of him to do, yes. But he was hurt.

Nevertheless, now he only wanted his girl and his girl alone. She knew how to help him, make him forget how idiotically stupid he acted during the match today. He can't understand how he blew up in a fan's face, yet he understands. Even though he and Colin were not fine right now, he was still his brother, his best friend.

"Babe?"

Normally when he gets home you would greet him at the door, but tonight the house was quiet and still. He leaves his bags at the door and walks to the living room. He sees light, the tv on a channel running a story about the match today. And right there on the sofa, is a smaller figure covered in a light blanket.

His girl.

She must have fallen asleep while waiting for him. His perfect girl. His considerable sweet girl. He walks up to her form and brushes off some hair on her face. He can feel how his body slowly stops shaking and his heart calms. The effect this girl has on him is extraordinary. If only he could have her with him everywhere. Maybe today's incident wouldn't have happened. He could have avoided it all.

He shakes her softly.

"Babe, you got to wake up. Can't sleep on the sofa, sweets. Youll break your neck"

She mumbles something he can't comprehend and turns her face into his hand. Noticing the warmth of his hand, she turns to look at him with one of her adorable smiles that hits him in the heart. Every time, he has to take a moment for himself to collect his mind. Stop himself from just squealing like a little girl getting a new doll.

"Hi babe", he says softly, as if he was afraid to scare off a little lamb.

"You're back darling!", she says happy, but with some sleep still in her voice.

He just chuckles and nods

"Yeah, I'm home"

She stretches for a moment and he just watches her. His gorgeous girl. Gosh, why hasn't he proposed yet to her? He wants to spend the rest of his days just breathing the same air as her. If the boys could see him now, the teasing would never stop. The teasing would continue to the day he dies and he would not mind at all. He wants the world to know how down he is for his girl. He wants the entire population of the planet to know how he would give them all up for his girl. Call him crazy, but if he had to choose to save the world or her, he would choose his girl. He didn't care if the world died, the only thing he needed in his life was his girl.

His beautiful girl.

"You wanna talk about what happened today?", she says yawning

He shakes his head and says, "It can wait sweets. You look tired"

She looks at him as if to check if he was being truthful. She knew him better than anyone else and could see that it was bothering him. That it had bothered him for a while.

She shakes hear and says, "Nope, not going back to sleep until you talk about it"

He was no longer looking at her but at the wall behind her. How can he explain to her that he was being immature about something and now he didn't know what to do about it? He felt ashamed. He knew what he had to do. Just looking at her he could see it. Why was he being a baby about this?

"What's going on Isaac?"

Not the first name. She never calls him by his first name. It's always babe or darling. She was being serious. Dame her and her beautiful eyes that could see his soul.

"Colin is gay"

She looks at him confused, one of her eyebrows lifted. It didn't look like the information was being processed and before he can repeat himself, she says, "Yeah, so what?"

He's the one now looking confused.

"What you mean 'so what'? You speaking as if you already knew"

Everything is still for a moment and the movement he gets from her is a short "eeeeeh".

"You knew!", he almost shouts in disbelief.

"I thought everyone knew, it´s obvious. For me at least", she says sheepishly

"For you?"

He is still in complete disbelief. You guys hang out together all 3 all the time, but Isaac has known Colin much longer than her.

"Yeah, us girls are pretty good at spotting that, you know we have a gaydar, kind of", she tries explaining to her boyfriend who seems lost in body and mind.

"I can't believe this", is the only thing coming from him.

She watches him in confusion.

"Why are you really mad, Isaac", she asks softly

Isaac pauses. Here it was. The truth was going to come out. He had been too obvious with how he felt about this and her knowing him so well, knew that it definitely had nothing to do about Colin being gay. It was about something else completely different.

Isaac takes a breath. Maybe this breath, the oxygen would make him braver. He had nothing to hide from her, especially from her. She´s the smart one, the mature one. She probably will get him. She will get him.

So he tells her. How he feels like a disappointment. That he didn't understand how Colin could keep this a secret from him.

"I mean, do I seem like a homophobe? Does something about me say I'm not open-minded?", he asks looking like a child who cant find their favorite toy.

She giggles while throwing her arms around his neck.

"Babe, nothing about you screams any of that. Do you look big and intimidating? Yes!"

She turns his face to her and gives him an eskimo kiss.

"Do you look like you could play Killmonger? Yes!"

They laugh lightly and Isaac grabs her by the waist. Lifting her a bit to set her down on his lap. Her arms return to their place around his neck and shoulder. They stay like that for a moment, wishing to freeze it forever. Isaac puts his forehead against hers and stares into her eyes. The eyes that see the truth of his soul.

"What should I do?", he whispers.

And she smiles. One of those smiles that makes him weak. That wants to make his heart stop and at the same time explode.

"You should put your big boy pants on and talk to your best friend", she answers in a whisper.

He nods, agreeing with her. That was the answer all along and he knew it. He just needed his girl, his best girl to tell him the truth straight to his face. Sometimes when his courage was hiding in the deepest parts of his mind, he needed her to bring it out for him.

"I love you", he whispers as if it was a secret and not the obvious truth.

"I love you too"

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we all have our secrets (2/5) - shangqi x asian!reader

Summary: Two former assassins are still able to feel heartache and Y/N finds out what's really going on.

Word count: 3.2k

Rating: M

Warnings: language, angst, graphic violence

Relationship: Xu Shangqi x asian!reader

Additional tags: i'm serious this chapter is violent, things are popping off, another Widow shows up

Author’s note: I'm not going to reiterate the film's script from here on out, since I always hated that in fics. Just going to write what I feel like to fit the world of Black Widows and Shangqi at the same time. I used the Latin letters for the foreign words. Let me know if you'd rather have the Cyrillic letters or if the translation is wrong.

Upcoming updates might be less regular with school beginning next week. 😥 I still intend to finish this though.

I see you guys craving this through the comments here and on AO3, and the list of people wanting to get tagged, which I deeply adore.

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~ Bucharest, Romania ~

There was something about the silence during a surveillance mission that couldn’t be replicated, with only the occasional clacking of the keyboard to observe their mark. In the meantime, Yelena was watching the fellow Widow who was housing the opposite hotel through her binoculars. For this mission they had rented the loft.

It almost felt like old times. With Yelena doing the recon and Y/N studying everything through a computer screen. Without further thought, Y/N reached forward and took a bite from a small piece of chocolate cake. Yelena didn’t spare the plate of confectionaries a single glance when her arm shot forward but only the sensation of cold metal touched her fingertips.

Almost in dismay, Yelena glared at the empty plate before it intensified with a judging stare focusing on Y/N.

In turn, Y/N was analyzing the routine of their Black Widow by fast-forwarding the archive material. Without glancing upwards, Y/N droned, “Do I feel you staring at me? Because I can feel you staring at me.”

Y/N detected Yelena’s index finger twitch out of the corner of her eye. “Do we have any more Amandines?” the blonde grumbled petulantly, hinting at the Romanian delicacy made of layered chocolate sponge cake.

Y/N didn’t see the appeal in indulging her, as much as she knew how cranky Yelena could get without food in her stomach. “Do you see any more?”

“Stop being sarcastic. It’s unbecoming of you.”

Y/N shrugged, without lifting her eyes from the screen. “Maybe you bring it out in me. Sisters, am I right?”

Yelena narrowed her eyes before letting the binoculars hang limp at her side. She turned her body towards her in confrontation. “Or maybe you’re just lovesick fool.”

The low blow aimed at her emotional connection with Shaun made her look up for the first time while her fingers hovered over the keyboard. “Maybe you shouldn’t talk about things you don’t understand.”

Yelena smirked cruelly. “Why? Because I'm a child who doesn’t see what’s right in front of her?”

Y/N narrowed her eyes. Maybe it was a bad idea pairing them off in the same room, sooner or later one was bound to verbally attack the other. “How would you know what love is? Concerning the fact, you never had anything real to begin with?”

It took Y/N by surprise how Yelena didn’t seem to act out. Breathing calmly through her nose, she leaned her hips against the wall. “Did you guys break up, or something?” Tilting her head, Yelena crossed her arms over her chest. “Who breaks up with a letter?”

It seemed, Y/N needed self-control needed more when she leaned back in her chair and breathed out the air she was holding, to calm herself. “We didn’t break up.”

“Then what has your panties in a twist?” Yelena asked with deep fascination.

“Why do you care?”

With a soft voice, Yelena assured her, “Let me live through you, Y/L/N.”

“So, I tell you my deepest, darkest secrets and you can just say ‘I told you so’?”

“Because your head isn’t in the mission. I need focused Y/N, no heartbroken Y/N.”

After debating with herself, she glanced at her through her eyelashes. “Shaun and I didn’t break up. He just had to … leave.”

Yelena twisted her mouth when her eyebrows rose high. “That’s it?”

Y/N shook her head in denial. “Something’s off. No one leaves the country just because.”

“You mean unlike us?” Yelena pursed her lips before she spoke with a raspy voice. “Wait a second. You’ve just started dating. If it’s you, you took your time, so…” Her eyes lit up with recognition. “You two screwed for the first time, didn’t you?”

The uncomfortable silence from Y/N’s side was telling enough when Yelena slapped her hands together. “Oh, you did. How exciting,” she said before speaking softly, “Must hurt. If he left the next day, huh?”

Y/N hummed under her breath as she felt still stung from Shaun’s departure, as much as Yelena hit her sore spot and repeated her own thoughts back to her. Her stomach was simmering with heat from the sting of rejection she couldn’t help but feel.

The words ‘with Katy’still rang through her head on repeat, mocking her. “I think I heard my phone vibrate,” she mentioned before reaching for her cell. “Going to the bathroom real quick.”

“I didn’t hear anything,” Yelena called out to her back.

“That’s strange,” she retorted before she shut the door behind her, intending not to catch whatever Yelena had to say.

Breathing in, breathing out.

Y/N hid her phone in the back pocket of her jeans and splashed water onto her face, to clear her head. While patting herself dry, Y/N was gazing into her reflection in the mirror.

It wasn’t a total lie that she had gotten a notification. Y/N just had the good sense to silence her phone around Yelena.

Her thumb hovered over the call button to replay her mailbox. Ever since the symbol had been blinking on repeat, Y/N felt the itch to sate her curiosity.

Like ripping off a band-aid, Y/N inserted the earbuds from the deep pockets of her hoodie into the jack and pressed the call button.

“Hey, it’s Shaun,” his low voice grumbled and stirred a feeling deep in her belly. Her muscles tightened after hearing the familiar sound of his voice. “Which you already know since you see my ID. Listen, I’m really sorry for leaving just like that.” Shaun released a heavy sigh. There was a part of Y/N that liked to believe that he was at a loss for words, or just didn’t know what excuse he was supposed to give her.

Or maybe that was the Black Widow talking that was prepared to expect the bad nature of people.

Shaun spoke fervently, “I know you must have a lot of questions and I promise you − I’m going to explain everything to you, I swear. And I know you’re probably mad at me. Who am I kidding? You haven’t answered any of my texts or calls. So, the answer is pretty much a given. The thing is, I just miss you and I wish you were here with me right now. I absolutely hate that you’re not−”

Y/N stopped the message. Listening to it had been a mistake.

Yelena was right. Her head wasn’t in it.

Exhaling heavily, Y/N threw her head back before she whispered, “What a fucking mess.”

~ Shangqi POV ~

Shangqi let out another heavy sigh and couldn’t stop moving around while he was waiting for his sister to finally arrive.

“Could you stop that?” Katy’s annoyed voice echoed a few meters away from him.

Her words made Shangqi stop in his tracks. “Stop what?”

Katy mockingly sighed in exaggeration to duplicate the noises he made. “Just call her, man.”

“I have called her. She hasn’t answered me back yet.”

Katy’s eyes widened in shock at the fervent confession. “Oh my God, do you think she’s ghosting you? Respect to Y/N for being a dude.” She scratched the back of her neck. “I mean, you guys had sex, right?”

Shangqi sputtered nervously, “Uh - I – what−” He surrendered to Katy’s intuitive nature and spoke slowly, “How do you know?”

Katy rolled her eyes. “Oh please, a girl can tell.”

“I think she’s mad because I left like that. With you.”

Katy pointed to her chest, with aggravation shining in her eyes. “You think she’s mad at me too? I can’t have her mad at me. Between the two of you, Y/N’s such a badass. And I don’t want to get on her bad side, dude.”

Displaying a grimaced smile, Shangqi retorted teasingly, “Thanks, you’re a great friend.”

Katy sighed, “I know. It’s a great burden.” She sent her friend another glance. “Then why didn’t you take your pretty little girlfriend with you? You could’ve told her everything. I’m guessing you haven’t.”

After hearing that specific word, an awkward Shangqi spoke with regret in his voice, “She’s not … my girlfriend.”

“Could’ve fooled me,” she muttered under her breath.

~ Bucharest ~

This mission was turning into a nightmare, Y/N thought, as she huffed under her breath.

“Please tell me you have eyes on our target,” she inquired when she ran to the other side of the road.

She had other issues to deal with other than the honking cars when Yelena’s voice said over the comms, “She has a name, you know. She’s still one of us.”

Y/N didn’t have time for this. “Status update, now,” she whisper-barked and pulled the hoodie over her face, while trying to appear incognito upon crossing the hotel lobby.

“Geez, someone is in need of sex,” Yelena muttered before she turned serious again. “Her location tells me she just entered the elevator on her level.”

“Got it.” Y/N covertly opened the door leading up to the stairs before she rushed up the steps. “Which level is she on?”

Yelena’s voice turned bewildered. “You want to run up 52 levels?” Delighted chuckles exhaled from her lips. “I so love when you’re being sumasšedšij suka. She’s on 49 … 48 … 47.” [crazy bitch]

“I’m getting close.” Upon entering the hall, Y/N rushed to the elevator doors and pressed the button. She exhaled in rushed breaths from the adrenaline to calm herself as she waited for the elevator to arrive.

“Are you out of shape, Spider?”

“Fuck you.”

“Love you too, sestra.” [sister]

The red numbers indicated their target getting closer, giving Y/N enough time to adjust the fabric of her hoodie and pull up the zipper.

As soon as the elevator arrived with a satisfying ding, Y/N stepped inside after detecting the Widow out of the corner of her eye.

“Remember the plan. Be careful around her, not to underestimate.”

The entire body dark-skinned woman stilled.

Inhaling deeply, Y/N held her breath as soon as the thought hit her that the rogue agent could hear a murmuring voice in Y/N’s ear.

“Fuck,” she whispered when the realization truly hit her. Knowing there was no way out of this, Y/N stomped against the ‘stop’ button with the heel of her boot.

She felt the wind whip around her face way before the Widow sliced a knife through the air to reach her throat.

A grunt left Y/N’s lips as she tried to hold the other off before hitting it out of her grip. The weapon made a clattering sound when it fell to the corner of the elevator.

Trying to regain control of the situation, Y/N punched the taller woman’s throat with the sharp edges of her chopping hand, making her choke from the invasive force.

Keeling over, Y/N’s opponent held her sore throat while emitting groaning sounds.

The first warning she received was when the Widow sent her a dark glare and twisted her mouth into a snarl. This was seconds before the woman punched her low in the stomach. The instinct to vomit was never stronger when an acid feeling pushed itself up her airpipe.

Y/N coughed loudly.

She could hear Russian curse words being muttered under Yelena’s breath. “I’m on my way. Hold her off as long as you can.”

Y/N barely had time to react when she felt the sharp elbow against her throat before the back of her head was slammed against the wooden exterior, dropping the hoodie from her head.

The dark-skinned Widow was choking her out while her eyes were shining with dark intent to murder her without hesitation.

Scowling, Y/N gripped the hand keeping her glued to the wall, as she croaked, “Believe it or not, I’m not enjoying doing this.”

Without further words, Y/N snapped a bone in her hand until a sickening crack echoed through the elevator. The woman’s inhaling breath transformed into a surprised shriek before she kicked her shin to get her off kilter.

Y/N balanced herself against the wall from the pain. She could only watch as she opened the hatch of the elevator and jumped through the open escape. “Damn it.”

Y/N hissed from the pain before she breathed heavily. “She’s on her way,” she whispered into the comms.

Not intending to waste time, Y/N followed her by ascending the cords and through the tight box of the ventiduct before she could finally jump through the open grate. Somersaulting on the gravelly ground of the roof and clenched her hands into fists.

She was getting tired of the running.

For the first time, Y/N could truly look at her. To admire her skin which shone like the night sky and her eyes which she would compare with onyx-colored marbles. When she was still in the Red Room Y/N admired how she had shaved her head to showcase that she didn’t care about the program’s rules to use a woman’s wiles and weapons.

Old habits die hard.

The agent carefully glanced at the ground way below as she considered jumping.

“No way out, Sylvana.” Y/N held out her arms at her hips. “I don’t want you to get hurt. More than you already have.”

To prove she meant it, Y/N pulled off the hoodie to reveal her Black Widow suit underneath and pointed her fist with the activated Widow’s Bites at Sylvana. “But I will if you force me to.”

Y/N reminded herself not to roll her eyes when Yelena rushed towards them with a zipline. “This is my cue. We’re not here to hurt you, Sylvana, but this is for your own good.”

Sylvana merely scoffed in response.

“Well, great,” Yelena whispered in disappointment, like she was almost expecting it.

Yelena jumped in the air when Sylvana tried to swipe her legs. Instead, the Russian somersaulted towards her to get her in a chokehold from behind. “Don’t fight this. This is all over before you know it.” She revealed the syringe with the Red Dust in liquid form before she pointed it to her neck.

- THWACK -

Sylvana hit Yelena’s face with the back of her head.

The other woman grunted from the force. “Prokljatyj, didn’t know your bald head had so many bones.” [God damn it] Her nose was slightly twisted as blood was dropping to her upper lip.

Y/N acted fast when Sylvana was trying to jump from the ledge. Shooting her Black Widow’s Bite at her, Sylvana convulsed in place.

Yelena caught her arm while Sylvana was dangling on the edge with her foot. “This isn’t fun anymore, Sylv.”

Y/N sighed when the stubborn fight still hadn’t left Sylvana. She pulled out a gun from her waistband and pointed it at Y/N.

Y/N furrowed her eyebrows in confusion that she chose her instead of Yelena, who would be the easier target to reach.

Yelena was breathing heavily and momentarily glanced back at Y/N. Seeing Sylvana’s distraction, she injected the red liquid into her thigh and pulled her back on the safe ground. Yelena kept her in a tight grip by holding onto her shoulders.

Sylvana was blinking slowly before the red vanished from her eyes and she finally regained true control.

Red was staining her teeth when Yelena smiled in relief before she swiped the blood from her lips. Pride was shining in her eyes when she glanced at Y/N. “That was fun, wasn’t it?”

Y/N nodded slowly. As much as she could finally breathe again, there was something else at the back of her mind.

She slowly stalked towards Yelena and tapped her shoulder from behind. Before she could suspect her, Y/N choked her with her elbow while her other fist pointed with glowing red Widow’s Bites at Yelena’s neck.

“Is there something you’re not telling me, sestra?” [sister]

“What revealed me?” Yelena breathed heavily against her.

Y/N huffed in disbelief. “You need to work on your poker face,” she muttered menacingly, thinking back to the concern in her green eyes when Sylvana was pointing a gun to her head. “You would’ve been the better target, but she chose me. Why?”

“Okay, I admit, things are a bit different than I portrayed them as. Now would you please let go of my throat?”

Indignant wrath was streaming through her veins when Y/N used more force on her neck while letting the voltage of her Bites rise to a higher level with a pulsating sound. “Come again?”

“Okay, you’re mad, I get it,” Yelena uttered with a raspy voice while trying to appease Y/N.

Out of the corner of her eye, Y/N detected Sylvana carefully advancing towards them, with every intention not to spook Y/N. “I’ll tell you what’s going on.”

Yelena shook her head vigorously.

“She deserves the truth,” Sylvana stated with an imploring voice. Her Sudanese accent became even more apparent with the emotions she was conveying.

Sylvana’s gaze met Y/N’s. “Youare our mission.”

The sounds of the city turned to a dull throb in her ears when the shock cloaked her senses. Y/N’s own heartbeat pulsated at her temple.

Sylvana’s next words resounded like a vague echo in her head. “Someone wants you – desperately. You being alive was more of an option,” she uttered without sugarcoating the truth. Y/N didn’t mind since she had gotten used to people not wanting to spare her feelings. She wasn’t used to emotions after all.

The shock was getting to her when she released Yelena from her grip and pushed her off of her. Yelena quickly regained her balance before straining her neck with a hiss. “You wanted to use Bites on me, grebanaja suka.” [fucking bitch]

Indignant rage was shining in Y/N’s eyes when she glared at the one, she used to trust as a friend.

What a joke.

Y/N pointed to her chest and hissed with an angry voice, “You used me as bait.”

Yelena lifted her hands while trying to explain her reasonings. “Okay, I admit, it was two birds with one stone. They wanted you, I wanted Widows free.”

Her voice shifted into a defensive tone. “It was a good plan,” she added vehemently and straightened her arms at her hips. “You were safe.”

The corners of Y/N’s mouth twisted in incredulity. “Didn’t you hear the part about me being alive would’ve been an option?” Y/N merely shook her head in disappointment. “Fucking Widow.”

Y/N was a fool to have trusted Yelena in the first place – or mildly tolerated her, she thought before she turned around as she intended to leave.

“Y/L/N, Ja prošu tebja!” Yelena called to her back as her accent intensified due to the emotions she let shine through. [I beg you]

Y/N’s eyes were shining while gazing back at her with distrust before they met the other Widow. “Sorry about the hand.”

“It’s – I understand. I tried to kill you after all.”

Hesitation made Y/N’s body still when she slightly turned her head in wariness. “Why do they want me dead?”

Sylvana shook her head. “I’m not sure.”

“Do you know who it is? I need to know what I’m dealing with here.”

“What we’re dealing with,” Yelena reminded her with a passion, stepping towards her. “Someone’s after a Spider, it involves all of us.”

There was something about Sylvana glancing nervously at Yelena that didn’t set Y/N at ease. Y/N had enough of being kept out of the loop.

First Shaun with not sharing what was going on with him and now this?

“What are you guys not telling me?”

“I don’t know the details, only that it’s someone powerful−” Sylvana replied vaguely.

Yelena sighed in resignation. “They call him the Mandarin.”

“Okay.” Y/N nodded to herself before shrugging. “Who the hell is that?”

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Baby Winchester Pt4: The Sad Truth

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This is the fourth part to the Baby Winchester series. In the first fic I put out for it, I gave a pretty intense teaser. This is the beginning of the story, and boy oh boy do I have some wicked plans for the future parts.

Previous parts:

Teaser

Part one- The Sudden Beginning

Part two- The Almost Abrupt End

Part three- The Easy Part

Warnings: Mentions of possible death, mentions of eating disorder, sibling tension.

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“Hello again Little One, I’m not even out of the first trimester yet and I’m already having problems. I’m still not sure how I feel about being pregnant with you, But by any means I’ll keep you healthy and safe. Hopefully things get easier for you in there, I know us being in the hospital so often within the last month is a lot of stress on the two of us, but I promised I would do anything for you. Even going to the hospital which I’m not fond of. I probably won’t be filling this journal out too much since I’ve got a lot going on, but just know you’re on my mind daily. -Hayley”

You sat curled up at the Bunker library table in your favorite spinning chair all bundled up with a thick blanket, jotting down all thoughts in a journal that you’d one day give to your child. Sam came in at almost perfect timing, carrying a perfectly made cup of hot chocolate with large and small marshmallows floating in the froth mixed with hazelnut creamer.

“You doin okay?” He asked in a concerned normal voice that’d you’d been growing more use to my the day.

The look on your face said it all, all day everyday people asked if you were okay. You’d been in the hospital for a week, some problems going on with the baby that doctors couldn’t pin point, and you’d just been home for seven hours at best.

“Doctor said you should be in bed, but I’m guessing you’re tired of bed rest.” Sam smirked a little as he sat down adjacent to you, drinking his own cup of co-co.

Nobody knew what was going on with you, seeing as you told the doctor you didn’t want him telling anyone else your information. Dean was livid about it, while Sam was trying to be understanding.

“The doctor said-“ from the corner of your eye you saw Dean pop into view from the kitchen at the mention of the hospital visit.

“He said that I may not last full term.” Your thumbs fumbled around the cups holder as you looked down into the marshmallow bobbing up and down in the cup.

Neither of the boys were concerned to the point to be freaking out, but they understood the risk of the baby being born premature.

“Doc also said I may not survive the birth if I was to carry until full term...” instantly your eyes hit Dean’s as you spilled the unseen information.

Both his and Sam’s face said it all. They’d have to either risk the child’s life or yours. But in the end it wasn’t their decision, or anyone’s except yours and yours alone.

“There’s these shots I can take,” you began.

“No, absolutely not.” Dean walked closer to you, shaking his head and fully prepared to stop you from whatever it was you were about to do.

“They can help me carry to full term, they can make sure the baby grows fully before being born.” You continued after shifting your gaze back down to your cup and trying not to look at your brothers.

“Hayley-“

“This isn’t your choice, Dean.” You cut him off, moving your head up to look him in the eyes as he stood right above you. “If there’s any chance I can make sure this baby is okay, that’s what I’m going to do. I don’t care about me anymore, everything I’m doing, I’m doing for them.”

Sam scoffed just as Dean did. While Dean was at a loss for words, Sam most definitely was not.

“And what about us?” He spoke with a hurt voice that slightly cracked as he faced this new realization. “We’re just supposed to accept the fact that we may not have our sister anymore?” His eyes searched your own for the same fear he had, but he only saw reason and a love for this child you hadn’t even met.

“We have one of the most dangerous jobs out there. Everyday you face that reality, we all do. We could loose each other at any minute, how is this any different?” Your voice started to grow louder but you tried to calm it, you didn’t want this to be a bigger fight.

“My eating disorder from when I was younger is what caused this, so now I’m going to do whatever it takes to fix this.” There was a certain look of regret and terror in your face as you spoke. “This baby isn’t going to die because of me or anybody for that matter.”

Both of the boys grew silent at remembrance of the struggles you went through with health as a teen. Neither of them wanted to see that again.

“I’m struggling with it now worse than before. I just want to be thin...but I can’t. I have to put the baby before myself.” The stinging of a lump in your throat dared to stop you from speaking without tears, but you pushed it down farther by clearing your throat. “I need you both now more than ever.”

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Life is good

Life is good

Author note: I was .......inspired and with Valentine closing up.......feeling a little depressed and sad, and Aomine Daiki just has a soothing effect on me. 

Warnings: None, just a whole lot of freaking fluff, wishing he was real right now. 

Word count: 864

Song inspiration: some playlist on youtube

Imagine....

He was staring.

Yes, he knew he was staring but could you blame him? There are not a lot of things he likes to watch. The majority of programs and shows these days weren't amusing. He found himself bored most of the time. His magazines no longer kept him entertained. God knows no one stood a chance against him in basketball. Ever since Kagami moved back to America, basketball wasn't the same. The miracles kept him occupied, but they didn't meet as often. Everyone had their own life to live.

Kise was off travelling with all kinds of different modelling gigs and even landing acting jobs. Kuroko was somehow living peacefully as a kindergarten teacher. Murasakibara was running his own bakery, which shockingly is flourishing. Midorima was off in the medical field and saving lives. Akaashi had finally taken over his father's dynasty and was perfect about doing it. No shock there. Daiki couldn't help but compare his life with theirs. It wasn't that he thought they had it better, but sometimes he couldn't help but think that he hadn't accomplished as much as them.

During those times, something or more like someone would remind him that his life may not be luxurious with constant new challenges and entertainment on a screen or paper. But he was lucky to own what he had. That someone would be you.

You are standing in the kitchen, cooking up a storm. He thanks God every day for gifting him you, cause he could´nt cook for his life. But you, you were amazing at it. The way you entered the kitchen as if it was your domain. You could make any sort of food, new or old, and it would be delicious. Daiki never had a complaint about any food that was made by your hands. The trust he had in you was unmatched.  

But today was different.  

"Sweetcheeks, you´re supposed to rest. You have been on your feet for too long"

He rises from the sofa and walks over to you. He grabs the bowl in your hand at puts it on the counter. He then turns to you and takes a hold of your forearms. You can only pout at him. You have been having cravings like no other for far too long and you just want to satisfy them. You do understand where he is coming from. The doctor did tell you to rest and not to overwork yourself, but you love cooking. For you, it feels weird not cooking the food at home.

"Baby I know you wanna feed us, but you have to think about yourself, your health and the baby's health too"

Your pout deepens. You hold your hand over your swollen stomach. You are looking forward to this baby coming out. Being 6 months pregnant was not easy, especially with a husband that is as protective as Daiki is with you and the baby. Not to mention that the doctors are worried about you and keep telling you to rest when you just wanna move around like normal.

"Daiki, we both know you can´t cook to save your life. We can´t keep eating out, now that is not healthy"

Daiki only chuckles softly and hugs you as tightly as he can with your stomach.

"My sweet sweet wife. Always prioritizing everyone over herself."

You smile, but hide it from him while lightly hitting him. He was corny but you loved him very much. You feel blessed to be the one person he acts like this with. This was your special Daiki, your husband. There is no one else you would wanna spend the rest of your life with but him. He feels the same way. There was and never has been anyone more perfect like you. Even though you like to tell him that you are not perfect, he always insists that you're wrong.

"Come on baby, you got the food in the oven and the dessert is standing right here in front of me. What more do you need to do?"

You blush lightly and hide your face in his chest. He hugs you a little tighter and kisses your forehead.

"Let's go"

He lets go of you but doesn't stay far away for long. He grabs the back of your knees while he has an arm around your shoulders and lifts you. You giggle and hide your face in his neck and he walks with you to the sofa. He leaves you on the sofa and goes back to the kitchen. You try to look over your shoulder to see what he is doing, but he is already on his way back. In his hand, he has brought your tea and a snack. He lays it down on the table. While he sits down, he brings a fuzzy blanket with him and covers you both with it.

"I got you" he says and kisses your temple and hugs you to his chest.

Honestly, he was right. The cleaning could wait.

It was cuddle time anyways.

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Breaking necks

Breaking necks

Author note: Sooooo, Hiiiiiiii! I´m not dead, yeeeeyeyeyye. Okay, but for real, I have missed you guys and I see the love you´ve been giving my fics. Gosh almost wanna cry for all the love I have been giving, but anywhooooo. I´m back with a new fic. Aomine Daiki is my husband, my freaking soulmate. So have fun and leave a request, cause mama needs inspiration. Enjoy

Warning: None, just a lot of freaking fluff and soft sweets

Word count: 1231

Song Inspiration: A playlist on youtube called, Falling in love with a fictional character 

Imagine.....

You´re sitting under a tree. The top of the buildings is painted orange from the light of the sun. The wind blows softly and carries with it leaves from the Sakura trees. You´re enjoying the silence and time you have by yourself.

Lately all of you, you and your friends have been busier than ever, with exams and sports events. You especially. You may have not been with them from the beginning, but when Kuroko and Kagami, also known as the troublesome duo, told you their story and goal, you couldn't help but join their quest. With the Winter Cup right around the corner, Kuroko and Kagami trained harder than they ever had before. You being a great friend watched them train and wait patiently.

Today you didn't feel like waiting inside, with the smell of sweat and the constant sound of shoes sliding across the floor and the ball bouncing. Instead, you wanted to savour the scenery of the colourful sky and the feeling of grass under your hands. It has been a while since you've had time for yourself, with joining the troublesome duo, making it the troublesome duo and their mother instead.

But you would be lying if you said that you hated getting the boys out of trouble, but would it really kill them to not get in trouble, especially with Aiko, who is terrifying when mad. But you felt like you had finally found your place.

This made you think. Aimone Daiki, the old light of Kuroko. He was an enigma that you just couldn't figure out. What was his deal? You just couldn't solve this stupid puzzle. A big part of you couldn't understand why you even bothered with a guy you only met a few times. But the small part of you, your gut feeling kept telling you to not give up on this person. So ever seens you first heard the story you've been analyzing and trying to understand him. Maybe it wasn't about him wanting someone to be able to beat him. Maybe he just needed someone to have fun with. Perhaps he needed someone to confide in, to lean on. Someone that wouldn't judge him, that one who would accept him for his flaws but still give him a reality check here and there.

You shake your head, trying to clear your head for a minute. What exactly are you trying to accomplish with this? It is not like the guy knows you exist. Even if he knew you existed he would want nothing to do with you. You don't even like basketball like that. The only reason you're involved is because of your friends and the fact that you love seeing them happy and passionate about their sport. You, on the other hand, don't have something like that. Maybe that's why you want to understand Aomine Daiki. You don't want to understand the person, you want to understand how a person who loves something so much, now hates it. Maybe it will also answer why you don't have something, a hobby you love.

"Yo!"

You turn your head so fast you feel your neck almost giving away. Behind you stands the very person you had been thinking about. Aomine stands there with his school uniform and school bag over his shoulder. The pain in your neck is so bad you grab your neck, trying to massage it to relieve the pain. You turn your face forward again and give a casual

"Oh, it´s you"

Aomine stares at you for a moment, trying to understand your reaction. He takes all of you in. Beautiful, beautiful you are. His brain struggled to understand how such a creature like you could exist. Everything from your eyes to the way you smile. He had seen you around the troublesome duo. Seen you cheer for them and hug them when they won against him and his team. He just wanted you to look at him, smile at him, and maybe even give him one of your cute laughs. God, what were you doing to him?

'Maybe she doesn't like me? Am I irritating? Did I do something wrong? Gosh she doesn't even wanna look at my ugly mu'You "g

"You know if you came here to meet the duo, you´re welcome to join Kuroko and Kagami in the gymnastic hall. That would probably be more fun for you than to stand here with me?"

How could you say that? He only came here for you. He´s been trying to get you alone forever now. Just to get a word in with you. The duo would never leave him and you alone. You might be the mother, but those two act like overprotective brothers when it comes to you.

"Actually, I´m here for you"

You, once again turn so fast you give yourself a whiplash. You bring your hand back to your neck and look down to not show Aomine how much pain you´re in. Also, you don't wanna show the fact what he said, had affected you. He was here, for you? No one is ever there for you. It´s always something about the duo.

'He´s here for me. He´s really here for me!'

You feel a hand on your shoulder and you look up, only to see Aomine a few centimetres from your face. He looks worried. His eyes had a question. God, was his eyes always this beautiful and clear? When they said that the eyes are the door to the soul, they weren't lying. In his eyes, I could see everything. The truth. He really was here for you.

"I´m fine, just maybe not shock me again for today"

Aomine pauses for a second and then a small chuckle leaves his lips.

"I´m sorry, but I had to say it while I had the courage to."

He was scratching the back of his head. He would not meet your eyes, but he didn't move away. His presents had a calming effect on you. It felt like your entire body just lit up to him. It just makes sense for the both of you, to be close. The world seems complete. Like two halves meeting in the middle. No, that is a too-perfect picture. It was more like you meet in the middle, with your flaws and everything.

"I was wondering?"

You look up at him. He still won't meet your eyes, but you can see that his complex had darkened.

"If your fine by it, and I mean it"

This time he makes eye contact with you and he stays. He grabs your hand and squeezes it as if it would bring him bravery.

"Would you like to go on a date with me?"

You freeze for a few moments. A date? With him? His face changes a little to fear. He might have blown it. It´s only logical for a person like you to have higher standards than him. He looks down at the ground, looking for a stone to hide under when all of the sudden,

"I would love to!"

It´s Aomine turn to look up too fast and hurt his neck. A few seconds pass and laughter breaks out. Look at you a couple that seems to hurt both necks together. Maybe, just maybe this would work.

A couple that breaks their necks together, stays together.

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What I see in your eyes?

Author note: I was inspired, very randomly to write this. I think I spiralled but it turned out well, I think.

Warning: none, just fluffly fluff

Word count: 852

Song Inspiration: none, was actually not listening to any music this time. 

"I need you to listen to me!!"

He freezes. You´ve never yelled at him before and you usually don´t raise your voice. This has to be serious. He messed up badly, he can see it in your eyes. That little light he always saw and enjoyed was gone. The light that brought him warmth and comfort. The light that would tell him how you were. How you would always be excited about the smallest thing and explain them to him n such detail.

He could never understand how you could be so fascinated about the things he thought didn't matter. He didn't care, but you did. You cared about the sakura flowers falling from the trees. You cared about the ladybug resting on the window. You cared about strangers on the street that hurt themselves. You even cared to ask about a person who everyone hated. Not just asked, but you loved them, you loved him.

God, he knows what an asshole he is. He knows he is not kind or caring. There is no one in the world that knows that better than him. But you know that too. You know him better than he knows himself sometimes and you still love him. With all of your heart.

But had he messed it up? Had he failed to cherish you and hold on to you tightly? There are better men out there, who could give you anything and everything. You know that, don't you? So why did you stay with him?

He feels something grab his hand. No, not something, someone. You!

"Honestly, where did you go to? I´m right here!"

The darkness he had fallen into was slowly fading. Because of you, the light of his world. You kept holding his hand and you looked deep into his eyes. As if you were trying to reach something deep in his soul. Could you see how broken his soul was? Could you see how close he was to just give up?

It was one thing for him to stop playing basketball seriously, but he was considering stopping completely. He was tired. He could not take more of the boredom that basketball brought to his life. There was no thrill in it anymore. No adrenaline rushed through his veins. No excitement and fear of losing or winning.

"I think I'm going to quit basketball"

Your eyes widen. Those beautiful eyes stared at him in shock. He tried to see into her mind, into her soul. He needed to know what to expect. But before he could, your eyes soften. You release a breath, was it relief? No, it was something else. But he didn't know what.

"You know Daiki-kun if you really wanted to quit you would have already done it"

"Heh?!"

You looked away from his confused eyes. What did you mean?

" When you said that you looked sad. And it almost sounds like you want me to convince you otherwise."

His brain had frozen harder than when he heard you yell. What is this crazy, beautiful girl telling him? He grabbed your shoulder and turned you to him. He needed to see your eyes, to see the truth. He was expecting bitterness, but in your eyes, he only found soft clouds and the sweetest candy. You looked at him with a sugar smile, a smile that brought him so many emotions that it felt like an arrow hit his heart.

"You love basketball more than you love me, so there is no way that you would quit it"

He smiled. You really knew him better than he knew himself. He knew these facts yet still forgot them. What did he do in a past life to deserve you?

"It might be a tie, but you will always be on top"

You laughed at him. You don't believe him, but one day he would show you that it was true. That it was always going to be true.

When you stopped laughing you looked at him again. He thanked the God above him because the light had returned. The light in your beautiful eyes shined through.

"You know the upcoming match against Seirin might change your mind Daiki-kun"

He huffed and pulled you closer to him. He softly kissed your temple and looked away. You hide your face into his chest.

"You might be right"

You hugged him tighter. You hoped you were because if you weren't you didn't know what you were going to do to solve this.

"And what happened to Dai-chan"

Daiki held you tighter to him that it was almost hard to breathe. You started to call his name, telling him to stop. You both ended up laughing so hard that you fell to the ground, together. You stopped laughing and just watched him as he laughed. You moved closer to his face and held it. He met your eyes and slowly stopped laughing. You smiled at each other and just admired the other.

"My Dai-chan", you said and kissed him slowly and softly

This was where he wanted to be. Right next to you.

Together

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a one shot of being cherry/kaoru’s s/o and joe not knowing for years because they’re so lowkey and flirting with her and kaorus like you gorilla get away from my beLOVED

A not secret with Kaoru Sakurayashiki

Author note: Awwww, my first request. I love to. BTW accidentally, not so accidentally made a second version of this. So if anyone is interested I can post that one too. Originally this is the second version, it was written longer, so decided to post it instead of the first one.

Warning: None, super sweet, one use of the word gorilla 

Word count: 948

Song inspiration: I was listening to Alone together from the Bridgerton musical, but also to POV by Ariana Grande 

Imagine this.....

Kojiro, Kaoru and you grew up together. You've known each other seens high school and ever seens high school Kojiro has flirted with you. Kojiro flirted with you so much that everyone thought either you were together or that Kojiro at least had a thing for you, but that you were unaware. Little did everyone know that you and a special quiet sophisticated man had been in a relationship seens your teenage years. Kojiro never knew because he was simply blind and because Kaoru just didn't care about if he knew or not. So at least 10 years go and Kojiro never catches on.

Kaoru and you have sweet moments between classes, Kaoru picking you up after every class and even walking you home almost every day for 3 years and Kojiro doesn't know. He thought,

´That's what a friend does´

The day you graduate, you and Kaoru share a beautiful moment where Kaoru promises to cherish you and always love you, with a simple promise ring. Kaoru was going to university and so was you, but you were going to different schools to pursue your dreams. Together you stand on the rooftop and share this moment. Sakura flowers fly around in the air and Kaoru finishes his promise with a cering kiss. The moment is fairytale-like and nothing can ruin the mood in the air.

Well except your very good friend Kojiro, who burst through the door, not reading the room at all and jumps at both of you. Kojiro suspected nothing, not even when Kaoru was glaring at him for the rest of the way home that very same day. Kojiro not understanding the glare keeps his arm around your shoulder. The rest of the day you and Kaoru just share longing looks.

By the time that you guys are 22, you all 3 have taken your place in your career of choice. Kaijo is starting his restaurant with no trouble, Kaoru is running his new company flawlessly and you are a successful (your/choice/of/work).

None of you has lost touch, or more like you haven't lost touch with the boys. You're still in a relationship with Kaoru and you still talk to Kojiro.

One day you and Kaoru decide to go out and eat. Kaoru has something special to tell you and you're looking forward to good news and a happy, amazing date with him. Kaoru decides to take you to Kojiro restaurant because he knows how much you miss your friend, even though he can't stand him most of the time.  

You and Kaoru enjoy an amazing dinner, with occasional interruptions by Kojiro. You expect Kaoru to explode on him, but he keeps his cool, through the night. When dessert arrives you notice something shiny on your plate.

By now Kojiro has left you guys alone to deal with other guests, so Kaoru decides that now is a perfect time to do what he has been wanting to do ever seens he first met you.

When the plate is placed on the table, you see it at the top of the dessert, there is a beautiful diamond ring. You look up at Kaoru, whos already watching you with adoration in his eyes. He takes your hand and opens his mouth to say something, but is interrupted by a sudden random appearance of Kojiro.

"So hows it going here? You know, maybe we should ditch the bore and hang at my place"

You're still in shock so you're only looking to Kaoru and then to Kojiro with your mouth in ajar. Kojiro doesn't catch on that he has delayed an extraordinary moment. Kaoru is clenching his fists and trying to calm down the fire of anger in him, not to ruin the beautiful time you have. But the fact that Kojiro is still standing by your table and openly flirting with you, the love of his life he is trying to propose to. That fact alone gets him to lose his temper. In just a few seconds Kaoru has risen from his seat and kicked Kojiro, hard to the other side of the room.

"Can't you see I'm trying to propose to my beloved, you stupid gorilla"

Kojiro doesn't even pay mind to the pain of getting kicked by Kaoru, he's just sitting on the floor, completely bewildered. 

Kaoru and you. 

You and Kaoru.

 No.....No.

You were out of his league, simply. But when Kaoru sits back down and you take his hand in yours and speak to him with a soothing voice and Kaoru is looking at you as if you placed the stars on the sky, it hits him. And the fact that he didn't see it before, the secluded looks and touches. Everything he thought was just "friendly", that was them cherishing each other. And it fit, it was a perfect match.

Kojiro was sort of beating himself up now. He was flirting with you, right in front of Kaoru. He needed to apologize. But not now. Maybe tomorrow, when he called to congrats you guys. He didn't want to interfere with the delicate moment you were having.

Right where you sat together, there was a wonderful spark. An atmosphere so bright that he couldn't imagine how he didn't see how much you loved the other. There, where you sat together, your left hand in Kaoru's right, a stunning ring on your ring finger, with a smile so bright, not even the sun could compare.

A beautiful moment fit to be frozen in time, in a form of a picture, put on the wall of Kojiro´s restaurant.

For every guest to witness and for the astonishing trinity to remember.

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please do post the second version

A not secret with Kaoru Sakurayashiki (Version 2)

Author note: Here it is, the second version. It's a bit shorter than the first one, but please do enjoy it.

Warning: None, Sweet moments, One mention of Adam

Word count: 477

Song Inspiration: None really, think I was listening to Merry-go-round of life from Howl´s moving castle.

Imagine this

You, Kojiro and Kaoru, grew up together and went to the same high school. You and Kaoru have been dating ever seens then, but Kojiro didn't know that for a while. Adam knew and he didn't even go to the same school as you. But that was only because he caught you guys during one of your sweet moments between skating.

But Kojiro didn't know, in fact, this guy flirted with you so much that everyone thought you and Kojiro were a thing. That is how much this guy flirted with you. But one day Kojiro got the surprise of his lifetime. You and Kaoru had step away for a moment and of course, after a while Kojiro got bored, so he decided to go find you guys. Specifically you.

He walks to the roof because that's your place, place of peace. The place you go to get away from everything and lately it had become the same for Kaoru and Kojiro. You guy would sit there together and just enjoy your time. Talk about everything between heaven and earth. Kojiro would try to show off to you by skating around, but most of the time it would end up with him hurting himself, Kaoru laughing at him and you half amused and half concern for him.

But this day was different. When Kojiro opens the door to the roof, he isn't met with the sight of you and Kaoru sitting on the ground in quiet. He is met with a different sight. The sakura trees were in full bloom and sakura leaves were flying elegantly around in the breeze that blew softly. And in the middle of this stood you and Kaoru. Locked in a sweet kiss. Kaoru had one of his hands on your hip and the other pressed to your face softly. It looked like one of those scenes you could only dream of. Kojiro shocked, closes the door quietly and walks away. He's shocked, as in "I never imagined them together or that they would make a good fit" shocked, but at the same time, he's berating himself.

How didn't he see it? Was he that blind? And he was carelessly flirting with you? How hadn't Kaoru kicked his ass yet?

With the scene from the roof still stuck in his head, he walked back to the classroom and when you and Kaoru got back, he acted as if he knew nothing. But one thing changed. He stopped flirting with you so casually. I mean he still flirted with you here and there, but there was a line he never crossed again. Because he was happy for you. He and Kaoru might fight and argue most of the time, but he really wanted the best for both of you.

He cared for you, very much.

But as his greatest best friend.

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Hurting With Oikawa Tooru

Author note

Ummmm, I just want to apologize to all of the hurting I am about to put everyone through and I hope you can recover, because I am broken after writting this and  I´m not even an Oikawa simp. 

Warning: angst, hurt, you might cry, I´m very sorry 

Word count: 1112

Song Inspiration: I Found by Amber Run

Imagine this!

You and Oikawa have been dating for two years now. You guys got together during your first year in high school and you've had your ups and downs, but you have always prevailed. And it is your last year in high school. The expectations are sky-high. After high school, you start your adult life and both of you have big dreams. Oikawa wants to play professional volleyball and you want to (dream/job). So the goals are set. now it´s only time for you guys to start moving forward, towards that goal. But lately, things haven't been that great. You and Oikawa haven't talked for a while and that's weird, cause you guys always make time for each other. But it's so bad that you're seeing more of Iwakumi then of your boyfriend. So you decide to talk to Oikawa. You catch him right after practice and asks him, what's wrong?

Oikawa doesn't seem happy at all, so the conversation doesn't turn out well. You start arguing, him finding you clingy and you just wanting to understand how he feels. The arguing doesn't seem to have an end and Iwakumi just stands there, not knowing what to do. But then Oikawa says something that has you and Iwakumi shell shocked.

"I don't even know why I try to stand you. You're useless. You're standing in the way of my greatness. I need to focus on volleyball and if you don't support that, then we can't be together"

You stand there numb, not saying anything, cause what exactly do you say to the person you love, who doesn't seem to love you back anymore? You barely feel the tears fall down your face. Words don't leave you, words can't seem to leave your mouth. So without saying anything you turn your back to him and walk away.

You don't see each other again, not until two weeks have passed. For two weeks you barely know what's happening in your surrounding. Your friends question your weird behaviour, but you don't tell them what's wrong. You suffer in silents, not wanting to bother anyone. Oikawa's words made you insecure about yourself and you no longer know how to act.

For two weeks you walk around confused. You walk around not knowing if who you were or what you did was wrong. You were walking around in a void, not seeing the truth. But on that day. Two weeks after not seeing each other, you finally open your eyes for what was really there. Walking past a group of girls, you slowly realize that they are Oikawa's fangirls. In the middle stands Oikawa with a smile. The same smile he used to give you. You quickly understand that to him you weren't that special. Clearly, if he could smile at any girl like that. With sparkles and a smile from ear to ear. Then that wasn't a special smile and you weren't his special girl.

Suddenly you meet eye to eye. In your silent rage, you walk away and you don't look back. You don't look back when he calls your name or when you walk by Iwakumi whos watching you with worried eyes. You walk all the way home in silence, not a sound leaving you. But when you walk through the door of your home, you can't seem to hold the fort any longer. The walls that held the water, brook down in an instant and you fall to your knees.

But with every tear, you feel yourself getting stronger. You feel a weight fall down your shoulders and when you rise from the floor you no longer feel lost. The void is gone and in its place was clearness. You once again knew who you were and vows to never lose yourself again, especially because of a boy.

The next day you walk with pride. The pride you didn't have before but gained on this emotional journey you were forced to go through. You walk into the school with a smile on your face, no longer lost to the negativity of your mind. And when you walk past Oikawa and don't even glance at him, you feel more powerful then you've ever felt before.

You and Oikawa don't talk to each other for the rest of the school year and when graduation happens, Oikawa himself walks up to you. He tries to apologize. A few months have passed and you are passed it. You have moved on, you don't have a new guy, but you are thriving. So when Oikawa has apologized you look at him and give him a small smile.

"It's okay!"

Oikawa looks at you confused. What he did was wrong! There is no way it was okay, not just like that. But you just smile and look at him with a look he can't describe. You understanding that he doesn't, continues with,

"Don't get me wrong, what you did was wrong. But it is okay. It's okay because it taught me, that self-love is important and loving myself is an important factor to living a happy life."

Oikawa now realising what he put you through lets a tear fall. He approached you, knowing that you might not take him back, and you had every right to not do it. But a part of him, a big part of him, selfishly wanted you to take him back. Because he loved you, he really did. Iwazumi had beat him up extra hard, finding out what he did to you. He even told him to apologize earlier, but he didn't have the guts to.

"So thank you Oikawa Tooru, for teaching me a life lesson, and good luck."

You put a hand on his shoulder and smile wider at him. Oikawa wants to wipe the gratitude he sees on your face. He wants you back. He wants you to be his. But you made it clear, you don't need him.

"I hope you get what you want and what you have worked hard for. I wish you only happiness."

It hurts. Please make the hurt stop. By now, Oikawa is looking down on the floor and his hair is hiding the inner hurt, the fact that his heart can't handle seeing you move on, without him.

"Goodbye"

You let go of his shoulder and you walk away, to your friends calling your name. Oikawa stands still, not reacting. You walk by Iwazumi and wave, but you don't stop to talk to him. You keep walking because this was the end of this book. The last page is written. The last sentence finished.

This was love where it wasn't supposed to be.

#oikawa x y/n #oikawa angst #oikawa x reader #oikawa tooru x reader #oikawa tooru x you #oikawa tooru x y/n #oikawa tooru #haikyu x reader #haikyu imagine #oikawa imagine #oikawa tooru imagines #oikawa tooru imagine #oikawa imagines #haikyuu x you #haikyuu!! #haikyuu aoba johsai #aoba johsai #selmasemlan fic

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Study Panic with Kenma

Imagine this. You're sitting at home, in your shared apartment with Kenma.

Kenma is playing his game and has been for a few hours. You're sitting on the bed, behind him studying for an upcoming exam. It's a final exam for a class you're not fond of, but you are not giving up. And because of that, you haven't taken a break at all. Even though Kenma has been playing non-stop, he noticed that you haven't spoken up, to tell him to eat or drink something. 

So he turns around and looks at your form and sees that you are frustrated and if something isn't done, soon you might pull all your hair out. Kenma pauses his game and gets out of his seat, walks up to you and pull lightly on your shirt. You look up and see Kenma watching you with his loving gaze.

"Babe I need to keep study. If I don't pass this exam, there is no way for me to pass this class"

Kenma doesn't say anything. He keeps watching you. You have no choice but to give in. You follow Kenma. He pulls you to the kitchen and you prepare a meal. You sit next to each other at the table and enjoy the peace. After you finish your meal, Kenma walks you back to the room and before you sit back down, Kenma stops you. He picks up all the books and papers. He organizes them and then puts them on the desk in the room. When he is done he turns to you and pulls you down on the bed and cuddles you.

"Naptime", he says and holds you close.

He snuggles into your neck and breaths in your scent. After a while, both of you fall asleep.

--------------------------------------------- A few days pass and you finally get the results of the exam back. When you get the results you run all the way home and dash into your shared bedroom with Kenma. Kenma turns startled to face you, but you don't halt. You keep sprinting and throw yourself toward Kenmas arms and he catches you abruptly. Kenma is confused and doesn't know what's happening, but it doesn't mean that he isn't enjoying the sudden affection.

"I passed," you say to him, happily

Kenma smile widely and hold you closer.

"Then I guess we can celebrate with cuddles?" he asks

You laugh loudly but sweetly. Kenma just watches you with love on his eyes. If you're happy, he is happy. That simple. Because you're his world and if his world is happy, there is nothing to worry about.

"Yes, we can cuddle till you're tired of me," you say after you're finished with laughing.

Kenma frowns a little and says, "I could never get tired of you" and you just keep giggling at how cute he is.

#haikyuu!! #haikyu x reader #kozume kenma x reader #kenma fluff #kenma x reader #kenma love #selmasemlan fic

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Winter walk with Kuroo

Imagine this.....

You and Kuroo are on a walk. All the colours from the summer and fall, have been erased by the black and white. The pavement covered by frost and the wind blows with a feeling of getting ice-cold water thrown at you. You and Kuroo talk to each other about everything and anything. During this time, you haven't made your intentions clear yet. Everyone around you knows that you are a fit and meant to be. Kuroo is watching you when you´re not looking and you can see the love and adoration in his eyes. 

You start to laugh at something he said and Kuroo, still watching you, decide then and there that he has waited enough. He grabs your hand, softly and turns you to him. You didn't expect that, so you fall into his arms and he takes a hold of your waist. You look up at him in shock, because you didn't expect that, but no word leaves you.

For the first time, you can clearly see the care and adoration in his eyes and that gives you the courage to do what you have always wanted. You slowly close the distance between you and Kuroo copies you. Before you know it, your lips have met and the feeling is like no other.

People always talk about fireworks and explosions, but that wasn't right in this case. It was warm and even though it was cold around you, that cold didn't reach you. The world around you didn't exist, the world was only him and you.

When you part you don't let go of each other. You look at each other and smile sweetly. Right there, out in the cold, snow falling slowly around you, you both realize how dumb you've been. You could've had this earlier, but both of you had been too scared. So when you guys start to walk again, you hold hands tightly and don't let go. Even if you do, there is not a moment where you are not touching. So you continue your amazing snowy day together. At the end of the day, Kuroo and you stand in front of your door.

Still holding each other, forehead against forehead, looking into the eyes of each other, not wanting to let go of each other. But knowing that it is starting to get dark and you don't want him to walk in the dark, you tell him so.

"Wait just a moment. I want to finish this perfect day, perfectly."

You look at him confused and ask him "how?" 

 He looks at you cutely and says

"By making you, my girlfriend"

#kuroo tetsuro x reader #kuroo x you #kuroo fluff #haikyuu!! #haikyu x reader #kuroo tetsuro imagine #haikyu imagine #selmasemlan fic

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Cuddles with Bokuto

So just imagine this

You and Bokuto, cuddling on the sofa.

Maybe you have a fireplace, maybe not.

But you´re cuddling and you haven't said anything for a while. So you guys are silently cuddling and the entire moment is just so soft and fluffy.

And because you´ve been so silent, Bokuto gets a little worried, cause it doesn't matter what kind of person you are, if you´re an introvert or shy, with Bokuto it doesn't pass a minute without you saying something, if it´s a one-word answer or you rambling.

You feel so comfortable and safe with him, he can only see this special side of you.

So Bokuto gets worried, so he turns his face towards yours and asks,  “Baby, are you okay? Did something happen?”

You shake your head no, but Bokuto by now knows you so good, so he asks,

“Do you wanna talk about it?”

You once again shake your head no and Bokuto says,

“Okey baby, just know I´m here and when you´re ready I´m all ears”

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#bokuto #bokutoxreader #bokuto koutaro x reader #haikyuu!! #haikyu x reader #selmasemlan fic