#she is SO trans to me its insane

[rebisrot]

T-GIRL SWAG!!!!

#she is SO trans to me its insane #t girl swag #gwen stacy fanart #ghost spider #gwen stacy #gwendolyn stacy #transgwender #thats an amazing tag oh my god #trans gwen stacy #atsv fanart #atsv #spiderverse fanart #spidergwen #spiderman #across the spiderverse #digital art #artists on tumblr #trans #transgender #rebisrot

[7roaches]

im eating chicken with a fork and it made me think about how great opposable thumbs are like if we didnt have opposable thimbs we couldnt turn a ring pop around while holding it or open ring pop wrapper or

#my art #art #my ocs #gabe #trigger #trans #he/him for both #this chicken is realyly fucking anjoying i hate it #i needa draw gummy more hes soooo twirls hair #also i realize npbody has any comtext for these 2 #but i feel like i should at the least mention that gabe used 2 be called gummy bc he was a fandom oc nd then i changed him a tonnso now his #name is gabriel for blue curtain reasons #trigger stayed trigger bc i think its fitting #idk what to do about sunbeam tho i would rather like bang my hand in a door than call her sunny but she needs an S name #their story is like not chill at all btw ots like insane but idk how 2 draw so this is all i do #when i learn how to draw and write and color and characterize and my body stops trying to kill me and i graduate and trans people become leg #al again and etc its over for you hoes

[zapsoda]

i know im like predisposed to mental health issues. and this is entirely my own hubris. but i just cant imagine myself getting post op depression after top surgery

#i have wanted it since day one since i knew it existed. since before then honestly #every single aspect of it has been terrible and unpleasant with zero upsides #my mother insisted on me explaining my dysphoria to her in the beginning and she tried so hard to relate to it #“are you sure its not just the size‚ a lot of girls go through that” #YES. I AM SURE #ALWAYS HAVE BEEN #i was sure even before i hit puberty. isnt that insane? #that the thought of going through female puberty was so viscerally disturbing and painful and anxiety inducing to me? #i never even accepted that it would happen until it did. painfully (in the literal‚ physical sense) #can you believe i ever doubted that i was trans ahahhahaha #once when i was maybe 8 a friend i had tried to get me to stuff my shirt “just to see” and the thought was genuinely horrifying #i agreed to it because she kept asking and badgering me and i hated every milisecond i could not tolerate it for even one

[cindysnuts]

trigun stampede i just finished it and have so many thoughts but i can't possibly process them all so here's a more easily sharable sexuality hc list:

(oh and minor spoiler warning too)

Vash is like ace. he doesn't necessarily crave sex from any humans but could definitely be coaxed into it and fully enjoy it. if his physiology allows for that, i guess. Can probably experience romantic attraction too, but in a demiromantic way. Just demi overall

Nai: also ace but would NOT want to carnally enjoy a human. he'd hate it. has no romantic love for any human. for a plant maybe.

Meryl: idk i'm very gay and don't think about women's sexuality much, but probably bi. she could be straight but idk she has a special something I think. has been following around vash for long enough that she has a strong attachment to him. but is it love? probably. romantic love though? hmmmmm she'll have to figure that one out herself. i would like it more if it wasn't, or if she wasn't the only one... but we'll have to wait and see. she's close to Rem in Vash's mind... so no telling about that one.

Roberto: Old man, definitely straight, has definitely seen it all, has definitely made out with a man. didn't do much for him but them again what has? shared a cigarette with a man once though and it changed something about him permanently. so make what you will

Nicholas: ohhhh bitch. now this is the guy that inspired the list. he's still so young but so tired, he's seen so much. he loved that boy. catholicism has its ways though. not only does he bear that cross for the people he's hurt but for the people he's loved too. all are sins in the eyes of the cross in that way. only ever loved one man but that was enough. seeing straight into Vash's soul though... his vulnerability... his scars he's taken for loving... well let's just say this undertaker had something stir. definitely not love though. no he could never love again. monsters like him can't have love. so he definitely can't love Vash, and he didn't love Livio. or so he keeps telling himself. making that cross a little heavier. not all burdens are beared consciously.

Livio: ah yes, the little boy who fell in love with Nico so hard that he followed him to hell, to be an undertaker. a love so deep it's gonna tear them both apart. definitely gay.

Bluesummers: ah now we're on to the fun ones. these guys don't have the narrative weight to be wrapped in heavy metaphor that I don't wanna disrupt yet, so I'm a little more free with their speculation. this guy seems like he serves Knives like a god, but with that level of devotion who can tell the different kinds of love apart???? me, i can this bitch is flaming literally like f slur.

Zazie: not human, literally a hivemind, so I dont think sexuality really fits them at all. like literally i dont think they even have sex to reproduce?? so sexuality is a no lol. um that said they're also nonbinary cause they literally do not have human sex characteristics let alone human genders. unaligned evil enby you love to see it.

Rem: for catholic metaphor reasons i think she would have to be straight but she's a lesbian its why she didnt marry or have children of her own no i will not be taking questions at this time.

William Conrad: despite having two names that should make me personally feel insane he is instead a beleaguered straight man. he is a Priest, after all.

Ludia and Brad: again, straight probably for catholic narrative reasons, like Wolfwood's sexuality wouldn't be as big a burden if everyone was just gay. that said they are dyke 4 fag pair bonded permanently no i will not be taking questions at this time. actually since they live on the ship outside of the reach of the church maybe they could be gay and have it work narratively... hmmmmm.... homos

Gosef: gay asf you seen his little bowtie??

Prof. Nebraska: transgender mad scientist just loves his son.

Chuck Lee (goon from ep 1 had to google his name): straight subscribes to a space egirl's space twitch channel and buys her used space socks in a cringe fail incel way but he's supporting space swers so we kinda stan in a cringe fail way.

#trigun stampede #headcanon #sexuality hcs #yeah this is gonna take over so much of my brain this is literally like if fma and eva and bebop had a baby who was also their father. #vash is. everything. to me < #<3 #vash trigun #trigun 2023 #nicholas d. wolfwood #ask to tag #i could give or take alot of these but you will pry gay wolfwood from my cold dead hands #oh and the plants are all lesbians having crazy fifth dimensional space sex. thats where the energy comes from. fyi. #this is all canon now btw. i just made it so <3 #can't WAIT for Milly in season two shes so trans coded right??? gonna become insane after seeing her its gonna be so good

[floorpancakes]

hcs on the brain

#thinking about my trans holic hcs again #some of them are just kinda random but im VERY firmly in trans woman yuuko trans guy shizuka and nb tanuki #the shizuka hc is cause it just kinda checks out with his lore kinda like scara/ryo to an extent but also he just radiates trans energy #also rou isnt real if i manifest hard enough #yuuko is just *points at her* you think someone that serves that hard is cis???? #also this is neither here nor there but i simply do not see the modern holic art where yuuko is like 5foot #this isnt relevant rly i just remembered it and got pressed again shes the tallest woman of all time dont lie to me #anyway she gives off vibes #tanuki is just 'youre a fav i relate to a lot so you get to wear the non binary hat ' #but also thats a lie cause he gives MAD repressed energy repression is his entire THING #his gender expression is really fucking interesting and also just fun and even without the trauma hed probably be at least gnc #and its a KNOWN FACT that he shoves all his feelings deep down and refuses to address them or addresses them way after the fact #we've seen how he shoves down his feelings whos to say hes not pulled a me as a teenager move and shoved down feelings of gender stuff #it makes sense to me that with all his character writing and development in canon he'd be the EXACT kind of perspn to be a late bloomer #idk i was so a lot of that comes from personal experience #but this repressed mf is packed to the brim w gender #his gender is ?? and nothing and idk and drunk girl crying in bathroom to sunmi music and gay and #his gender is basically the xxx placeholder in xxxholic like its just kinda ___insert word here___ #im insane but my brain is huge

[guideaus]

i just think tumblr being the "fandom site" makes people really weird about certain works of fiction, and i cant even blame it on the intended demographic either

#personal #if i pretended tlou2 didnt have a political agenda its still insanely violent for no reason #and its weird ppl can see it and only say "hot woman adopts trans son 😊' after or pick it for lgbt rep #then the fact ppl can make fan fic for top gun or squid games or whatever #its just so weird to me. irl i dont go talking abt anime/video games. then on here i see ppl talk abt it like theyre on a diff planet #i guess this is what they said but used critical thinking to mean... accepting #'☝🤓 actually 30 hours of violence is necessary to learn its Bad. she isnt IDF she is WLF.'

[origamiyoda]

nauseous on the floor of a bathroom of a school I dont go to while crashing my friends prom in a dress thats too small for me and feels VERY bad rn. living the FUCKING life

#my friend who was kinda sticking by me & also crashing our friends prom doesnt do good w barf so she left #she was makin the dress wearing manageable bcos we looked like a pair of secret agents but now that its just. Me #I just feel like a trans dude in a dress thats too small. #not helping the nausea #euaugh. #Very. Michael in the bathroom moment. ohgod help me #Leo yells #i cannot stop thinking about vashwood either they played careless whisper earlier & theyre making me insane again #they also played. idk a different song i forgor but it made me sad about them..

[heartyearning]

the way i live my life is LIDORALLY just like doing whatever’s gonna make my friends have a laff. have a good chuckle. no matter how stupid the thing is or how silly it’s gonna make me look to other ppl if it makes them do a little snort come hell or high water i will do that thing

#like for instance going to the tea party themed christmas party dressed as the teapot #see the thing is i know to ppl who dont know me very well i come across as insanely obnoxious #esp bc im one of the only dudes in my dept so ive run into ppl being super judgey about that #(not in a 'not all men' way that im saying this btw its just like. we got some ppl who are leaning a liiiiiittle too close to terfism for #my liking. they havent Quite crossed the border and they also dont know im trans but if i was transfem instead of (passing) transmasc... #who knows. not me) #so anyway yeah i come across as obnoxious or as though i take up too much space and i do recognise this but like #my friends like it. and fucking hell i didnt wanna do a theme w the WHOLE dept like the 3rd yrs are nasty anyway and dont like anyone #if it had been just us i also fully would have pushed for the divorce theme bc we did wedding last yr #and everyone had a good laff at that suggestion but like 2 ppl were soooooo against it which like #if it were for a good reason ofc fine but they didnt wanna do it bc they wanted to do . tim burton characters. #girl. no! #like also we're in fucking costume design you cant think of smth for urself ??? also just no ? #anyway. divorcebabesdivorce isnt happening even tho feiran specifically asked where the theme went on the poll #(shes like a friend of mine but not like A FRIEND of mine shes moreso just a classmate & i like my classmates) #so just to be like. see even ppl who arent naturally indulgent of me liked that idea. #anyway. teapot time is fun too

[seilon]

one of my number one pieces of advice for transmascs starting t or who want to start t is WASH YOUR FACE. when you wake up and when you go to bed. get a decent acne-preventing facial cleanser and an oil-free moisturizer or whatever works for you and have a routine– preferably before going on t so you’re already used to it. my doctor was really surprised that I hadnt gotten much acne since starting t (almost 2 years now) and though it’s also partly genetics, I know for a Fact based on how quickly my face gets oily now that it’d be infinitely worse if not for getting used to washing my face more often/thoroughly. remember. yes this is like Puberty 2 BUT you have the fuckin heads up this time and can plan accordingly and that makes a BIG difference

#kibumblabs #transmasc #trans man #advice #hrt #idk why I felt the need to make this PSA but. yeah its important #I also recommend using some tretanoin overnight if need be #I never had a legit skincare routine until starting t and now it’s like. a requirement #I need it to Survive #for reference I use aveeno clear complexion foam face cleanser and Trader Joe’s brand oil-free facial moisturizer #the latter i lowkey stole from my roommate cause she got it as a gift and never used it and probably it forgot it existed #not some specialized brand or anything but it’s surprisingly really nice- and I’m real picky about what I put on my face cause it’s real #easy for moisturizers to make me feel real greasy (and without any moisturizer my skin dries out and gets patchy dry spots) #it’s very light and odorless but it does it’s job and a little goes a long way #this sounds like a sponsored ad now but look. I’m just saying #honestly it’s a fucking miracle I didn’t get terrible breakouts in middle school during Puberty 1 cause man I. I didn’t take my eyeliner off #when I went to bed alot of the time. and I don’t think I really washed my face at all #I have no idea how I lived like that it would drive me fucking insane as an adult #half cause of skin being more sensitive to that sorta thing now but half because I’m just way more of a neatfreak for lack of a better word #now and it’s so easy for me to feel uncomfortable when things aren’t clean and cleaned in a certain way #anyway I’m rambling

[seasicksilver]

local goddess thinks herself the most normal one in the room, is actually the most insane

#original character #OC art #digital art #digital sketch #artists on tumblr #sketch #doodle #my art #persephone (oc) #←placeholder name atm #bc the story she's in is very LOOSELY based off of hades&persephone #but tbh idk if i want to make it ....THAT obvious #but anyway she's so normal TO ME ☝️ #she/they pronouns for my bbg pls & thx #her & 'hades' are sooooooo t4t its insane #but also #😐 why are they like that LMAOOOO #i support trans WRONGS

[poorlittlevampire]

also just watched a video detailing a lot of the changes made in the regent’s park production of legally blonde and aside from their diverse casting none of the changes really seem necessary OR better. enid being a lesbian is not somehow lesser diversity than her being nonbinary. and also nonbinary lesbians exist, it’s not one or the other. a lot of the changes are superfluous so like. i don’t like them but it doesn’t really matter, but removing a characters identity as a lesbian IS a big change, and for a production that’s whole selling point is supposed to be diversity, it just seems like a really really shitty choice

#there was also a comment thread abt how the lyric change in gay european is supposed to address biphobia #bc the character says he’s straight and then his partner responds with ‘u weren’t yesterday’ #and they changed his response to ‘and im beyonce’ #and ppl said its bc implying someone cannot be bi in the original but the character isnt bi????? hes gay. #how is it biphobia if the entire point is the character is a gay man lying about being straight #and you could have an entire conversation about how THAT concept in general probably shouldve been reworked for an updated legally blode #but the idea rhat somehow... the issue in that song.... is biphobia............. insanity #and im bi so dont fucking say shit to me lmao #its just so stupid #anyways yeah i think tho that just leads into how i feel like #some people see identities such as nonbinary and bi as somehow more ‘progressive’ or more lgbt than cis gay people or binary trans people #and that shit is so fucking weird to me #i think it lowkey stems from like. the more otherness of being nonbinary or bi #and then that fascination with different identities got reworked into this pseudo wokeness #im just fucking saying buzzwords rn lmfaooooo but i think i make sense #a cis lesbian is not lesser than a nonbinary bisexual #i think thats just what it comes down to #or maybe im just overthinking heehee #but my main takeaway is that elle woods absolutely can be anyone and casting needs to reflect that #elle woods can be a poc and plus sized. she doesnt need to be anything but blonde. that is the only physical feature she requires #and anyone can be blonde!!!!!!!! #okay rant over goodbye

[angel-archivist]

nah it’s the way that other trans people will misgender me and when someone corrects them roll their eyes or say ‘well i didn’t see their face’ instead of apologizing. like what. 

#what the FUCK is up with those trans men who are so desperate to pass that me a trans man with slightly longer hair an dbig hips #makes them think its ok all of a sudden to just. misgender me. #like u of all ppl shouldn't be making excuses sorry my mommy and daddy donnt pay for my T at the age of like 16 #sorry i havent started my medical transiiton and havent been able to afford a binder #doesnt make misgenderingme ANY more justfiied #new breed of trans man dropped #like why can cis queer men have high voices an dbe flamboyant but I a trans man cannot #their gonna lose their fucking minds when i start wearing fucking make up #im actually so fed up with the misgendering it's insane. #bro i was literally wearing an ezra furman t-shirt n u did me like that #like she would never 🤨🤨 so why r u

[cruelsister-moved2]

not to sound insane but being autistic makes dealing with freaks on the internet so much worse because im always like well they must just be confused they must just be misguided im sure if someone actually explained the situation to them they would change their minds:) and if i read their posts defending themselves im like well they wouldnt just lie why would someone lie🥺 so maybe i’m just confused and i dont understand. and then i have to take 5 minutes to think about it and be like ok they literally are just laughing and joking about [not going to type all the things because i dont want to keep talking about those upsetting topics for everyone] they think its funny and stupid and their explanations are just meaningless word salad and im not the only person who thinks its insane. but its soooooo stupid how can i be this naive every time even though i literally know i hate it immediately but my first response is always to be like what if im stupid and i just imagined something to get mad about for no reason 

#i think its the combination of autism + how i was raised #when i had beef with redacted because i literally had dms from her telling me lesbian means afab attracted to afab and trans women shouldnt #be in womens spaces and so on #and then she would just insist she wasnt transphobic and i would have to go back and look through the dms to check i didnt just get confused #and make it up #i dont get involved in drama ever but i couldnt help seeing what was going on this time-_- #if i ever post stuff asking if its insane its literally because i dont know if im allowed to be upset -_- #sorry thoughh

[thatone-highlighter]

transmasc andrias who is also a pretty girl has huge titties is amazing I love it. Yeah give me context !!

Exactly. You Get It

#i am hidinf the context in the tags. nobody wants to see this #so the thing about Siren is. she is the Only fankid i have contributed to where it is even implied the parents fucked. #and with siren it is Very heavily implied. But. the thing is. her parents are Andrias and Loggle #so uhm. Andrias is transmasc. and while if Is clear that they fucked ut is Not clear what their reltionship was. this is intentional #so by way of Siren Existing in Instinct AU and it being a WJH AU. therefor. Andrias is now transmasc #ultimate power move not only have i created fankids for Mal’s OCs. i have made an entire AU of its AU and also retroactively m #making one of the characters trans in the opposite direction inetended #uhm. yeah so #so. conpletely normal #fuck theres gonna be consequences for my actions now isnt there #Tree Man Posts #asks #oh also bestie i am still going insane over that drawing of Instinct u did for me #it is so special to me <3 #now i know how ppl feel when other ppl draw their little guys #if this is how Mal feels every time i draw the gems- #i am Feral Len drew me one too and i am so normal about it all the time

[ban-joey]

thank u jessie for informing me that actually possible thesis person is consistently terrible at responding to emails i am talking to Someone Else to be sure i have options. also thank u jessie for making eye contact w me when someone said something Wild in class today

#its ok i have like 5 people on my list so this is nbd #i am in Early stages and i am planning it out well! #it would be crazy if i did a bunch of it this summer but it's possible #excited to talk 2 jeannie actually i have been getting into the injury & violence side and all of these people are. super fking cool #still have a meeting set w arj next week just to get a vibe check #she could still be on my committee and it's possible i might get a dif side of her bc we both trans #jessie is like. my accidental mentor now which is insane to me #she's fucking. so cool

[sunflowervolum-6]

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#insane how my grandmas are still not over the fact that im a girl #they hate that #i was born and i had already disappointed them #and its not like theyre very trans friendly #they introduce me like i offend them #and heres my granddaughter (derogatory) #and thats not how they act towards my sister!!! #shes an angel #how is it my fault???? #theyre so mean towards me and all i did was be afab #i shit you not everytime she introduces my family to her friends she casually brings up how my parents dont have a son #how is that relevant to anything????? #i love her but why cant she??? #fml