#so fucked up

[smoosnoom]

(tturing)

#me versys this gif . AGAIN #gif makers u are all so much stronger than i will ever be #this is so hard to make . oh my god #i literally said i wouldnt ever do this again and Yet . here i am . #. anythign 4 byler i guess #abyway #byler #will byers #mike wheeler #stranger things #mw #magic #gif #also . did anyone know tumblr doesnt loop gifs if theyre too large . BECAUSE I DIDNT #so fucked up #anyway if u saw me post and then delete this #that is why . tumblr my wordt enemy for Real #oh mygod i just want to further the gay i know what u are mike wheeler agenda #cant a girl post a gif without complications #anyway #byebyeee

[druidshollow]

that's right ! it goes in the Square Hole ! :D

AUUUUOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOG WOOF WOOF WOOF AUUUUGH EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH HGRRRRRRR GRRRRRRR GGRRRRRRR

FUCKING OBSESSED WITH THIS DRAWING IM EATING IT

#JADE JADE JADE YOURESO COOL THIS IS SO COOL #SO FUCKED UP #FOR ME #os canopy #os space #im tagging him fuck it #off string au #AUUUUURGH

[kiinghanalister]

news outlets calling it drake bells “alleged abuse”

Uhhh wtf??? there’s evidence and full confession from Brian peck. Nothing alleged about it

#grrrr #so fucked up #I know drake bell had in approriate texting with a minor and that’s not ok #however the downplay of the abuse he went through himself is not ok either #quiet on set

[ijustthinkhesneat]

I’m still working on the same fanfic chapter from like months ago because I sit down to finish and then I look up and it’s gotten even darker and more messed up. For anyone who is curious the premise is Dick is captured by the court of owls and becomes a Talon and then is strategically released to assassinate the batfam from within. Basically Talon is fantasizing about how to assassinate the Wayne’s and his subconscious is swatting him with a newspaper cause a tiny piece of Dick is still in there and doesn’t want to kill his family. Literally examples being: replacing Tim’s testosterone (Tim is trans) with poison/poisoning his coffee, sabotaging Jason’s equipment so he falls or his gun explodes in his face, Damian is like 7-8 for reference, smothering Damian in his sleep. Like genuinely fucked up shit and the whole time he is selling his Dick sunshine and puppy’s Gayson routine and then Cass comes home unannounced and she is just like “I know what you are” and chaos and angst and fluff occur.

#batfam #bruce wayne #dick grayson #jason todd #damian wayne #tim drake #nightwing #talon #talon!dick #fuck the court of owls #trans tim drake #baby damian wayne #so fucked up #i’m going to hell

[rainbowtransform]

Ivan was laughing when Till looked at him. Ivan was laughing when he died. Ivan was so happy, and he died. And Till has to stare at his face, smiling in death and looking so peaceful while the collar gets put back around his mouth. He has to stare at Ivan, looking like he’s sleeping if not for the blood leaking out of his mouth and his shirts. If not for the bloodstains that are on his pant legs—when did he fall? When was he so close to him?

Do you think he stares even when they drag Ivan’s body away? Do you think he keeps his eyes on where his body disappeared?

Do you think he’ll look into the stars and see him?

#alien stage #I just watched it all today #WHOOO BOY #doomed yuri #and doomed yaoi #so fucked up #but so good #ivantill #ivan alien stage #till alien stage

[2dx001]

Android children is a super creepy and unethical concept. It shouldn't have gone any further than tamagotchi.

#dbh #detroit become human #dbh alice #david cage don't interact #so surreal #so fucked up

[rosy-fox-art]

Ouroboros AU [CCC]: The Masterpost

Well. Since the Cjverse Chatroom is breaching containment I guess it’s finally time to talk about this au!! Because I’ve been forgetting to and it’s part of that chat. But let me at least give the basic premise and stuff first. This is going to be a Really Long Post. CW for body horror?

“In which Heart gets a little too comfortable in the pit to the point that roots start growing into him, and it al goes downhill from there . The psyche is alive, everyone’s missed their cues, and mind can feel his sanity slipping by the minute. Leave it to soul to…. “Fix” it?”

The psyche in this au is only what I can describe as ‘ alive ‘

Everything is mildly based around organs here. The psyche is all in the vessel’s brain, after all. Your body communicates this from the outside to your brain through its nervous system, and just so the vessel attempts to communicate things like pain, illness, etc. silently through the environment of the psyche —- typically using weather or the natural elements — though the thirds aren’t quite aware of that.. it is a large, seemingly endless field dotted with ferns and flowers and other things depending upon the vessel’s wellness and the thirds themselves. So, you can imagine the loop gets off to a real bad start in terms of the psyche with a Haiku split where the vessel is left bleeding…. Which is exactly what happens.

Soul— Whose name is silence in the Cjverse chat and I’ll be calling him that from here on— does not get the chance to choose to forget the last loop. Dazed and having to take care of the vessel, his attention is taken off of Heart and Mind as he grapples with the existential crisis that is remembering the last loop while Heart and Mind don’t. In fact, Heart and mind begin arguing really early over the state of the psyche. Instead of realizing that their psyche being in a state of discord and soul being largely absent is because of the vessel, they begin to blame one another. This results in the shot, which gets souls attention. Soul banishes heart to the pit, a hole deep hole that has formed in the psyche, manifested from Heart’s hatred towards Mind and want for a grave for the other half. This part goes as typically, Mimd scolding heart while he’s in the pit and trying to rouse heart into improvement through but well meant harsh words, heart wallowing and just wanting out, etc…. What’s not typical is mind giving up on reasoning with heart, leaving heart to scream and yell and plead for Mind and Soul to let him out for months and months on end… only for him to inevitably give up.

Heart—whose name in chat is Rain— begins to function as more of an organ than a construct. He is loving— beating— but not doing anything. Not speaking or moving. Existing quietly, just enough to get them by. Just like mimd wanted. As a consequence, roots begin to grow into heart as he slowly starts to sort of become part of the psyche more than himself. As the roots grow into him, he loses the ability to move speak etc all together rather than simply choosing not to, becoming essentially brain dead. Mind — whose name is Aperture— finally notices the silence and slowly becomes worried. As per usual, he did not know what he actually wanted, and begins to plead with heart to get out of the pit. But he is too little too late and gets no response. This slowly begins to drive mind up a wall as he tries and fails to find solutions as guilt creeps up on him.

Silence returns to paying attention to stuff in the psyche, noticing that things aren’t going as normal. He tries to free Rain from the pit and the roots, but finds that when he goes to cut the roots, Rain screams and the vessel begins ailing in Reality again. This stops him from making much progress and distresses Mind, who now spends all his time near Rain. Mind and soul argue, as Soul firmly believes he has to cut the roots out and Mind is against Soul hurting them more, insisting it is doing nothing for them. At some point it ends with a physical altercation in which Aperture gets lightly stabbed. Silence then leaves Aperture and says he will find some other way to fix this.

Aperture is left alone with his thoughts and to tend to Rain. This slowly proves detrimental, as he is still feeling guilt and struggling on solutions. What kind of Mind is he If he can to find a logical way to fix this? What if there is not a way to fix it? Inevitably, Mind begins to give up as well. His thoughts become too much and manifest in his nerves coming out from his ears as his thoughts become too much for him, leaving him in a similarly vegetive state to Rain.

Now the only one left functioning, Silence wanders endlessly until he inevitably finds a part of the psyche he was never meant to have access to — Whole’s room— and while there, acquires the ability to reset the loop. And so he does!! Rain and Aperture are brought back! But soul is paranoid and can’t forget again. He won’t let himself. This way he can ensure what happened last loop doesn’t repeat itself. In the canon of the AU, this results in soul restarting the loop over and over again every time something goes wrong. He essentially becomes paranoid and loses it a little. Through looping so many times, Rain and Aperture begin to become incapable of forgetting and plead for Silence to stop, as he is now doing it too much.. Eventually Silence has to learn to trust Rain and Aperture and also himself again, alongside realizing that neglecting the vessel is what’s been causing the psyche issues. This results in them being able to form whole and not forget. So it has a happy end.

Usually I only focus on the first loop though, and in Cjverse canon the first loop happens but uh..we’ll.. the constant resetting not so much as a bunch of wild shit happened to give Silence a bit of a redemption arc from his absentee parenting in loop 1. And topography is a ‘ bad end ‘ of Ouro’s first loop where Silence never finds whole’s room, and Rain and Aperture only exist as parts of the psyche, forcing Soul to forever trick in search of an impossible solution through controlling the environment.

HOIGH. That was a lot!! If y’all have any questions I would be happy to answer 👁️👁️, esp in regards to the chat… Now!!

DOODLE DUMP!!

Can you tell I have a favorite child ?

#cjverse chatroom #cjverse #chonny’s charming chaos compendium #chonny jash au #ccc au #cccc #chonny jash #heart cj #mind cj #soul cj #these guys are #so fucked up #but I enjoy them #y’all should know Twine and #Silence are besties

[lisanamjoon]

hope her legal team destroys the fuck out of whoever made them. people are sick.

#taylor swift #also #wasn’t there a young actress #who said she was also a victim of this #and she can’t even get them taken down??? #so fucked up

[julkie]

i can't believe jack manifold just asked molly out in front of tommy, chatters and tubbo:/

#so fucked up #tommyinnit #tubbo #jack manifold

[wexler]

5.10 | 6.08

#so fucked up #better call saul #spoilers #bcsedit #kim wexler #*

[angellurgy]

starting to think some of u don't even wanna force my face into my own vomit while pressing your foot on my back to push my ass up so you can force your cock in me with only spit as lube....

#so fucked up

[reap-the-game]

Natural born tendencies Dancing a dance with fatality There is a thin line between What is love, is hate, is pure insanity

#screenshots #reid #rivka #reidka #they're so fucked up and i love them for that #SO FUCKED UP #MESSED UP PEOPLE IN MESSED UP LOVE #MY FAVORITE

[sevens-evan]

tumblr logged me out on desktop for some reason and my two factor is linked to my us number so i am banished to mobile until june.

#evan says shit #so fucked up

[fleshdyke]

i looove baking but its so fucked up how you can't do things too far in advance. i have to make a shit ton of baked goods for an eclipse party on monday but i have 2 days tops to do eeeeverything

#so fucked up #whenever i have big batches like this to do i am out of commission for like at least a day afterwards bc it's exhausting spending quite #literally all day (usully multiple days) constantly baking and decorating and cleaninng #rambles

[kingofmyborrowedheart]

Who allowed Halsey to release “Whispers” ?????

#Halsey #so fucked up #iichliwp #don’t put a mirror up to me like that

[sparklygraves]

ok y’all so I feel like (because of something she says in her last convo with Theo) Xandra understands that Theo loves Boris.

& I’m not denying she totally sucks in many ways, but I feel like Xandra has a soft spot for Theo.

I don’t think she likes the feeling of caring about him. maybe she never wanted to be a mom. maybe she is a mom already & she & her kid are estranged & that really tortures her… all that to say! I have a theory that on some level deeeep down, Xandra feels responsible for & protective of Theo. & she gets that he’s real gay for Boris.

so anyway, one day, Boris is drunk & hitting on Xandra & she’s just like UGH.

“You know what, kid?” she growls. “You’ve got a lotta nerve.”

“Eh?”

“You do what you want outside— I don’t give a fuck. I really don’t. But in here— you do not fucking moon over me when there’s a boy that loves you upstairs.”

Boris gapes.

“I know your game,” she bulldozes on before he can say a word. “Seen it a million times…You’re a charmer but a coward. You’ll chase a million girls for some easy fun & to watch him squirm. But anything real? Leaves you fuckin’ petrified.

Like I said, I don’t give a fuck. But not in my house. Now, scram, kid. Go be a fool in someone else’s kitchen.”

#xandra #boreo #tgf #the goldfinch #donna tartt #how she treats popchyk tho #so fucked up #difficult to redeem xandra for many reasons but shit yall theres something about her that gets me