#so now i'm forcing me to finish at least 2 o 3

[mishidefresa]

Oh yeah sharing food, my favorite love language

#hey long time no see here #anyway the reason bc i post tradicional art lately it's bc i have like 10 new sketchbooks #completely new i haven't use #so now i'm forcing me to finish at least 2 o 3 #bf i buy more #LMAOO sooo here i am #still deep into this ship like #i just read the same 10 fics over and over #writers from Infinity Train #you are the reason why im still alive #thank u #rymin #rymin fanart #min gi park #min gi infinity train #ryan akagi #min gi park fanart #ryan akagi fanart #infinity train fanart #infinity train #infinity train book 4

[brilium]

❥ K I N K T O B E R 2 0 2 3

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❥ DAY 5. Clothed Sex! with Jean Kirstein

Summary. You're a pain in the ass for Jean, and for you? He's a nuisance before meeting up with Eren for a hook up. Fortunately, the two best students of Dr. Smith are smart (or horny) enough to find a middle point where they can do more than fighting.

Content Warning.Fem! reader, no use of Y/N, all characters are adults, smut, fingering, masturbation (f. recieving), vaginal sex, teasing, edging.

Word count. 3,169.

Author’s note. This was kinda hard to write since I'm rlly used to write about Jean but I tried to keep his personality as I wrote it hehe

MINORS OR AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT !!

Jean kept talking about something about God knows what. At this point you aren’t trying to pay attention anymore while you play with the border of your high socks on your thigh, thinking of maybe cutting it to get rid of the ugly rids of the past dye color that you still have.

Doctor Smith knew that you had potential, but you just weren’t interested in attending class or at least paying attention to him the few times that you showed up to class. So he had to try another way to make you learn.

And what’s better than pairing you for the final project with the top class student Jean Kirstein? Well, it was better for you and a total migraine for him.

The clock kept ticking on the isolated study room while Jean kept talking and typing on his laptop hoping that you were at least awake.

“I can work on the first part of the theoretical framework while you…” Jean raises his head to look at you clearly ignoring him and sighs. “Are you even listening to me?”

You huff, leaning on your elbows resting on the table and turning slightly to look at him beside you, Jean rolls his eyes when you just can yawn in response and nod sleepy while you tap quickly on your phone.

“Yeah, you’ll do the theoretical shit and all that stuff. Just tell me what’s my part and I’ll send it to you later, ’kay?” He swears on the low and shakes his head at your comment, you just giggle at your phone ignoring him and typing again.

Jean has a very low patience. Really Low. 

So he extends his hand to grab your phone and toss it on the table to grab your attention, but before his hand finally grabs it, the picture on your phone calls for his attention.

Apparently, you weren’t paying attention to your damn final project because you were chatting with Eren Jaeger to drop at his dorm later. If Jean was already mad, knowing that the reason that his partner was ignoring him it’s because she was telling that idiot how you’re counting the minutes that you both reserved the study room to end so he can finally fuck her made him go furious.

“What the fuck!? Are you really making plans with Jaeger right now!?”

You startle, turning your whole body at him feeling the hot warmth growing on your cheeks and —finally— putting your phone down.

“Why are you looking at my phone in the first place?” You stand up, shoving violently the chair behind you. “I don’t even care about this damn final project. Fuck it— I’m done with this.”

Jean is faster than you in trying to leave and stands up too to grab your wrist and hold you from leaving. His grip is tight, not enough to hurt you but for as much as you shake your wrist in a try to get free, he keeps holding you.

“You won’t leave until we’ve finished this shit!” Jean pulls your wrist closer to him, making you look up at him to hold his gaze. “I need the credits to keep my scholarship and I won’t let you ruin it for me.”

“I don’t care about your stupid scholarship” You hiss, looking firmly at his eyes and laughing cynically. “Move away or I’ll scream”.

“You’ll scream?” Jean snorts, his free hand going up to your chin and forcing you to look at him. This time, the grip is a little bit rougher, his fingers pressing on both of your cheeks to keep you firm. “Go on, scream, scream as loud as you want. Anyways, scream and whine it’s the only thing you can do, right? That’s why you’re hooking up with Jaeger”.

Your eyes go wide as your hand grabs the neck of his shirt tightly, bringing him closer and feeling his warmth breath against your face. He’s talking out of his anger, but you’re reaching your limit too.

“Yeah, Jaeger it’s pretty good at making me scream, whine and beg for more. I guess that you use that as an insult just because you’ve never been with a girl.” You pout to take a fake sad tone of voice. “Get your nose out from the books and taste the real world, Kristein”.

“Really bold of you to tell me that when you are the total opposite of me” Jean slightly turns his head to the side, his grip on your chin got lighter but his face is closer.

"So you admit that you’re a virgin?” You snort, leaning your head to the opposite side, too.

“Try it for yourself and let’s see who is the wrong one”.

Jean doesn’t even give you time to answer when his hand on your chin already traveled to the back of your neck and grabbed your face against his into a kiss. You whimper against his lips, feeling weak legs and having to hold his shoulders for support.

It’s hard for you to admit how good a kisser he is, his lips sucking on your so sweetly and passing his tongue slowly through your lower lip in a try to join his tongue to the kiss. It gets harder for you to resist as his hands slowly slide down through your body to play with the border of your skirt on your waist.

By pride, you try to keep it like a simple kiss but his hands go up to stop on the verge of your shirt and squeezing the skin of your waist causes you to whimper and let him finally use his tongue.

He’s holding you firmly as you both continue, he groans softly when he pulls back and you grab him to bring him again to you. Your breathing is hard and your legs tremble as his hands slowly caress you under your shirt, teasing you by just barely touching the lower part of your breasts and passing softly your thumb against your nipples above the material of your bra.

“Are you scared to touch some boobs for the first time? Is that so?” You tease, throwing your head back as he starts to kiss your neck and push you gently to the table, noticing how you were changing from leg to leg to keep standing and letting you lie a little on the cold surface.

Jean chuckles and bites softly on your neck, kissing it and feeling how good your back arches under him. The movement of your body lets you feel his hard crotch touching softly your stomach, causing you both to groan by how sensitive you are already.

Jean sucks hard on your neck before answering, making you squirm on the cold surface with a soft whine.

“Nah, I just want to let Jaeger believe that you were needy for him when I actually got you ready” He winked at you and you chuckled in response.

“Fuck you. In your drea—” Jean thrusts between your legs, almost making you let out a lewd moan, but you bite your lower lip on time to not let him get what he wants.

You're about to swear at him and tell him that he's an idiot, but his thumbs curl at the border of your skirt and start to toss it down, revealing slowly more of your skin and making you shiver. Jean is impatient and hard right now, at the point to stop pulling it down at the level of the middle of your calves when he notices that you weren't wearing any underwear. He has to bite his lip to not moan at the sight of your soaked pussy already clenching to feel him inside.

So you were so whiny before because of that, huh?

His hand travels between your folds to caress your entrance and feel your fluids moistening his fingers, he opens his mouth to say the dirtiest thing about the pool between your thighs thanks to the absence of underwear, but you speak before he can say anything.

“Don’t say it” You struggle to talk, moaning softly as the dip of his fingers teases you. “My initial plan was to meet Eren after finishing this shit—”

Even though he’s wearing jeans. with the fabric as a barrier between you both, his thrust really got you trembling in arousal for feeling more. The fold of his zipper teases you so bad as he grinds slowly between thrusts, rubbing on your clit with the right fucking peace.

Your lip is starting to get a taste of iron between your teeths by how hard you are biting yourself to hold the moans but when he grabs the border of your high sock to pull it and let it go back to your skin with a soft slap. You let go a cute and small whimper as he does the same with the other leg.

“Huh? Did I hear something?” He asks, using a fake surprised tone as he thrusts, your lower lip holds it again, but your muffled moans against your hands says the opposite. “Again! What could it be? Rats?”

He keeps wondering about your noises and strangled moans, between every question it comes a thrust that has you trembling and shutting your eyes with a strength that has you almost seeing lights.

“J–Jean!” You whine through a moan, your voice coming out high pitched and making him grin with pride.

“Yes?” He smiles down at you, some strings of his hair falling on his face and sticking on his forehead.

He stopped thrusting to see how you struggle to breathe and your swollen lower lip is trembling, calling for his lips to get it to a worse state. But there's a bigger swollen pain between his legs. His boxers definitely are stained with a wet spot of precum, all the thrusting play got him sensitive too. 

But he doesn’t want to be the one giving up first.

You murmur very softly three words that throw your pride to the floor, Jean clearly hears them as music to his ears.

“Can you repeat it more clearly, dear? Just to be sure that I hear someone whining and begging my name"

“I won’t. Just put it already—”

Jean introduced two fingers inside you before you could keep fighting, his fingers are long. Fucking long. So you are already squirming and biting your hand to hold the moans as he keeps fingering you and filling the room with the wet sounds of your cunt dripping on the table.

Fuck, now I understand why no one comes to the study rooms.

Then, your phone pops with a notification. Definitely is a message from Eren and you have to take a deep breath, trying to get a coherent sentence out from your mouth filled with the sounds of your pussy clenching around Jean’s fingers.

“J–Jean, please— Let me answer Eren.”

“Hmm? I didn’t asked you to say his fucking name right now” His fingers get a quicker peace, curling on the weak spot inside you that causes your back to arche and leave a hard bite mark on your hand to hold the lewd sound coming from your mouth. “I asked you to repeat what you said before that.”

Even in your current state, breathing hard and with a hot feeling pooling on your chest of your incoming orgasm, you deny with your head. Your pride was thrown away since you started moaning his name, what is stopping you right now is only the embarrassment of admitting that your pussy is clenching for him.

Jean is not really happy with your answer, sighing and pulling away his hands from you to sit again in front of his laptop, trying to fix his hair as he sighs, pretending to focus again on the screen. You whine in response, feeling a mix of emotions inside you: anger, sadness, disappointment. Everything at the same time.

“Why did you stop!? You’re fucking hard, I can see it even through your jeans!” The tone of your voice is unstable, trembling and feeling like your orgasm is about to go away. “Come on, Jean!”

Jean chuckles, his hand touching softly his thigh up and down to heal the pain a little.

“I won’t fuck you if you don’t ask for it.”

This motherfucker.

“If you ask me to fuck you,” Jean continues, unbulcking his belt to pull down a little his jeans and boxers at the same time, he’s needy as much as you that by the only feeling of the fabric passing through his aching dick makes him groan “I’ll do your part of the project, even if Doctor Smith doubts my words, I’ll convince him that we did it together.”

You already forgot about the damn project. But, the desperation of needing those credits to pass the semester joined to the desperation of needing to cum lead you to get off of the table and sit on his lap with struggle caused by your shaking. You hold his shoulder with one hand as you positionate your entrance above his hard crotch with your other hand to hold his base and put his dip right on the entry of your wet cunt.

“Please… Fuck me” You whisper desperately as your cheeks are a turning into a burning red, doing your best to hold his gaze as he chuckles and grabs firmly your hips, he licks his lips and smiles before answering.

“As you order.”

Jean bites his lip and pushes your hips down roughly, making you let out a bit too high a moan as his hard length stretches you out. In your thoughts, the fear of someone hearing you is forgotten, you just want him to start thrusting as hard as he was doing before, putting you in a worse state than before.

He doesn’t seem to care either. Jean’s moans are vibrating against the crook of your neck, using all his strength to hold himself from the need to mark you up.

But using Eren’s toy without him knowing feels so good.

“Fuuuck—” Jean groans against your neck as you move back and forwards on his lap, his nails are marking you under your sweater to keep you taking him as deep as you can while you move your hips. “This pussy is so fucking tight and wet for me, huh?”

You nod, you don’t know at what you are been agreeding, you just are tasting every second and thrust of how good it feels his cock hitting on you. Jean grabs your waist more firmly to lift you slightly so he can bring his hips up to thrust with more strength everytime he slams on you.

The soft moans coming out from your mouth when his curvature starts to hit on your sensitive spot are being held on the shoulder of his shirt, holding it so hard that you might rip it. The sweet release of your orgasm is coming from the foreplay, Jean notices it, so he picks you up to pull you out of him and put you again on the table.

Obviously, he pushes his laptop aside to put you on the table. In his desperation of getting inside you again, the laptop almost falls from it and you gasp almost scared.

“Jean! Your laptop!” You try to advertise him, but his dick getting inside you again makes you hold a breath in surprise as he starts to thrust again. The table is shaking almost violently as he hits hard on your pussy. “I–Idiot! It’s g-going to fall!—”

He ignores you, lifting a little of your sweater to hold your waist firmly on the table, exposing a little bit of your abdomen for him. You whimper at the cold feeling of the material, squeezing him harder and he lets out a weak whine in response.

“I don’t care, you’re about to cum, I feel it.” Although Jean’s comment, his thrusts lose their quick peace, but every hit is harder and deeper. Your hands travel above your head to hold the border of the table, torturing your lower lip to hold the moans. “Cum for me, cum all over my cock—”

His order resonates on your brain so hard along with his thrusts that you moan his name against the back of your hand as you squirm and shake when your orgasm hits you. All your body burns on his thrust trying to keep the same strength with your walls squeezing him.

“J–Jean…!” He keeps hitting inside you to let you ride your orgasm as long as you can, loving the sound of your whines and soft moans. You don’t want him to pull out for anything in the world “C–Cum inside, please!”

But he denies with his head, pulling out from you when he feels his orgasm about to explode and pumping his length up and down above you, throwing the white lines of his cum on your exposed stomach that slowly start to drip down to your swollen cunt.

He breathes hard, holding the table at the sides of your legs trying to recover. You are almost in the same state, breathing hard while you look at the dark bite marks on your hand. “W–Why didn't you cum inside? It’s okay for me.”

“Nah,” He laughs breathly, straightening up as he smiles, fixing his jeans and fixing his shriveled shirt and looking for something inside his backpack, moving this around until he grabs a pack of tissues and hands you one. “I wanted Jaeger to believe that he’s the only one giving you a good orgasm today.”

You snort, taking the tissue to clean your abdomen and fix your appearance too, biting your lip remembering that you’re still on plans to see Eren later.

“What makes you believe that that was a good orgasm?” 

“The dark marks on your hand say otherwise” He smiles, grabbing his laptop from the border and sitting on the chair again, ready to start working again.

He literally had you cumming on that spot before and now he's typing again like nothing happened? Fucking nerd. You think with a smile as you grab your things and look at the messages from Eren.

“Are you sure that you can do it alone? I can stay a little longer if you want.” It’s weird to hear you wanting to help on it, but he shakes his head smiling and looks up at you.

”I think that if you stay here, we won’t get this thing finished in time.”

You smirk, walking to the door and stopping on it before leaving, turning to him with a soft blush on your cheeks.

“Only for curiosity” You balance on your feets, playing with your fingers. “I also need a partner for a presentation for the class with Professor Ackerman. Do you want to…?”

Jean smiles, winking at you as he answers.

“See you next week in the same room? I'll go all the way in so don't make plans with that idiot".

@softlilpeachxx

#kinktober #kinktober 2023 #brilium #aot smut #snk smut #attack on titan x reader #attack on titan smut #snk x reader #jean x reader #jean smut #jean kirschtein x reader #jean kirstein smut

[totaldramafan-lauri]

Make Use Of Me (chapter 1, preview)

Dec. 7 EDIT: ONCE MORE, WITH BRAVERY THIS TIME. No more chickening out. You can read this thing FOR REAL now. Sorry for being weird, and now....sorry if this wasn't worth it. XD

O-OK...here goes....

First thing's first: I am not expecting a lotta people to read this. I'm not asking people to read this. At this point, I'm making this mostly as a passion project, and if anyone enjoys it, it'll be a really cool bonus. My writing style isn't gonna be for everyone, and the characters I write aren't the most....popular characters in the CRK X Reader community, and I imagine this isn't really something a lotta fans'll be demanding more of.

This is LONG. This one chapter is 56 pages long. I am a VERY wordy writer,

So......why'm I posting this preview? Well....partially as an interest gauge for people who WOULD wanna read it, but...mostly as a motivator. As something to remind myself of whenever I get lazy. After all....I can't quit after I made the first chapter public, right? By doing that, I put myself out there...And, hey, I even tagged it, so, if by the off chance, someone did read it, I'm basically promising them more eventually.....

But, again, I'm not forcing anyone to read this.

Not only is it long, but.....This first chapter is probably my least-favorite thing I've ever written. By posting this chapter by itself, I'm testing to see if it does its job of making people wanna read the rest, cuz....right now, I'm not so sure how well it succeeds at that.....

This is the boring part of the story. It's a bunch of setup, and me jumping through hoop after hoop after hoop to just get everything started. I know setup is important and all, but....I'm already a very wordy writer, so....oof....There is some interesting stuff that happens, but it takes a while to get there.

I-I....kinda hate it, actually. The only reason I didn't scrap it is that I didn't realize I hated it until I was about halfway through it and the "good part" hadn't started yet. And I still spent a month writing the thing, so....I finished it.

I'm tagging this...as an experiment. If you wanna read this, go ahead. W-well, read my tags first, THEN go ahead. XD

All I can really say in this chapter's defense is that....I do try my best to salvage it. It's just setup, but I TRIED to make it interesting. And everything that seems like it didn't go anywhere, will later. This isn't the whole story, it's just the beginning of what's gonna be a BIG story. Anything that seems weird in this chapter, gets explored in the other chapters. This does set up a bunch of stuff that becomes important later (The friend character shows up later, the Colosseum becomes relevant later). This chapter is boring, but I tried not to make any of it pointless.

For the future: I'm aiming for five chapters. Chapters 2 and 3 will be a series of smaller vignettes that take place over the course of a few years, chapter 4 will be the climax, and chapter 5 will be something of an epilogue. After that, there will be two endings to choose from (which will make sense when we get there).

This probably won't be my favorite thing I've ever written, but it will be the most ambitious thing I've ever, and probably will ever, write. I haven't written something like this before, and it's all to flesh out this story and make it believable.

Right now, I.....I want to finish this. I'll probably still be writing this in February at the rate I'm going, but...at this point, I've put too much into it to give up on it. However, I'm STILL not completely ruling out the idea of my motivation dying before then. It COULD happen. So, what I'm planning to do is...setting a short-term goal of finishing chapter 3. After I do that, I'll post the first three chapters on AO3 together, and work on the rest. That way, even if I don't finish it, I'll at least have it over half done, and chapter 3 will end on a somewhat high note.

So, yyyyeah....Not a lotta people will read this preview. Overly wordy writing style + boring setup part of story + 56 pages long + assumed lack of interest for X Readers of this character (At least, I haven't SEEN many simps for her, m-maybe I'm wrong, I might be, I-I haven't checked any tags cuz I've been nervous, b-but it doesn't make my writing any better. In that case, this is my first time writing her so I'm trying super hard to do her justice >//////<)

I-if you wanna read this, and see if this first chapter does a good job of making you wanna read the better chapters, then...Go ahead.....

Some notes:

-This is still not the final draft. It's finalized enough for me to share, but I'm still not considering it finished. Even tho I'm working on chapter 3 right now, I STILL go back and edit this, even very recently. So, chances are, even if the story is finalized, small details and sentences are still subject to change. I know for a fact that there are still SOME placeholder bits in here that will change after I get some stuff cleared up. Recently, I even considered chopping off an entire section to make it shorter. I decided not to, but hey, it could still happen. I don't wanna waste anyone's time. The first chapter of a story, even if it's boring, is still very important, and I wanna make sure it's the best version of itself.

(A-and yes, this means that I've finished chapter 2 as well. The reason I'm not sharing it is that, unlike chapter 1, it was finished VERY recently, so I might still need to give myself time to edit it. From what I have, tho, I do like it a LOT more than chapter 1. There are some parts of chapter 2 that I'm legit proud of.)

-Even tho this first chapter is completely clean, I-I should mention that....this fic is for adults. The full version, at least. Chapters 3 and 4 are gonna contain some light N/S/F/W moments (the "fade to black" variety, so nothing explicit) and there'll be other slightly racey comments here and there. Just a heads-up. I'm gonna be uncomfy with minors reading this.

Th-that's all? I-I think that's all.......O-OK, so......h-here goes..... E-enjoy....

#fics by lauri #fanfic preview #WARNING: UNFINISHED #THIS IS JUST THE FIRST CHAPTER #......AND ITS STILL A LONG READ #cookie run x reader #crk x reader #golden cheese cookie x reader #gender neutral reader #also contains a gender neutral 'friend' character you can do what you want with #basically i got inspired by that part in her bio that mentions how... #....shes always looking to add more loyal subjects #and it made me imagine the story of an outsider who gradually integrates into the kingdom and earns her approval #so its an underdog story basically #and there a LOT that the reader gets put through #reader is shy and socially awkward but can also be a bit more sarcastic than the other reader characters ive written #im aiming for a BIT more comedy than usual since its my first crk fic that doesnt take place in the humorless dark cacao kingdom XD #but yeah reader is a ball of anxiety #they get panic attacks later on #pre canon #VERY VERY VERY pre canon #takes place DECADES before canon #before um....the lost city became lost #its not virtual #no errors no avatars #just a technologically advanced city #power imbalance and god complex stuff all over the place cuz fghdhgfhdhfgh im weak for that part of her #also contains some themes of verbal abuse (from nameless characters toward reader) #and like i said it has some adult moments later on #contains a lot of time skips

[cassifictional]

I was gonna just drop a new fic like WHADDUP BITCHES IM BACK but I'm just now seeing that people have been leaving messages on anon asking where I've been and I just-

(I just wrote a really long heartfelt paragraph and tumblr just deleted it all. PAIN.)

Thank you to the people who have been leaving messages, it's really nice to know strangers on the internet can and will care about you. <3

so let me elaborate..

So about where I've been. First of all: I'm fine, I'm totally fine. My reasons for leaving have been positive ones. One of the reasons for my absence has been my job. It was a really fun, fulfilling job which took a lot of time and effort, but that left me with less energy to write. Currently I'm taking a bit of a forced break from that job. Luckily I'm in a safe and stable situation, so I'm making the best of my break by catching up on life stuff. That includes revisiting my writting hobby, so hi!

The other reason for my absence has been that I got into my first ever serious relationship. So far it's been amazing, experiencing romantic love has been a long time dream of mine. My S/O makes me so happy and I feel like such a lucky gal every second I spend with them. <3

The downside (mostly for you guys) is that my new relationship has drastically reduced my interest in writing. Drawing, writing and fantazising have been some of my biggest coping mechanisms for as long as I can remember. Now that I finally feel fulfilled in the romantic/sexual love department, I no longer feel such a strong urge to create and consume content regarding it. Which I, to be perfectly honest, kind of expected.

Does that mean that I've stopped writing? Or that I'll permanently leave the community? No, probably not, because I get overly attached to my hobbies and find it extremely hard to let go of these things. But I've already taken a big step back and I don't see things going back to the way they used to be for me on this platform. At least not until season 2 of Arcane comes out.

TLDR: got a job (but currently taking a break), got a S/O, lost energy and interest in consuming and creating fanfic type content. I am fine. I am not gonna stop writing permanently. I am gonna continue to be less active for above reasons.

I am gonna write a new short fic and finish writing Guarded. That is something I really wanna do, regardless of above reasons.

Thanks for reading all this, if you have. Love, Cat 💜

#cat talks #personal #if you have any questions regarding me or my content feel free to ask them

[thegeminisage]

ok im playing more zelda!! i feel awful this is literally all i can do rn

you know i miss the match over bell from botw. it was so good

FAIRIES IN THIS CAVE...thank god

i fucking hate this place btw. rauru's settlement or whatever. i hate bottomless bogs

i guess in regards to gameplay it's not that different than lava - more forgiving, even! lava kills you instantly and sometimes you can fight your way out of a bog! - but it FEELS worse. it's uglier for one thing

i'm really close to the lost woods so i'm gonna see if i can navigate it without a torch! since i can see the wind blowing. i have so many korok seeds to trade in lol

took me one false start but i made it! i just had to walk veeery slowly lol

MAXED OUT my weapon storage already. damn.

going to check out a tiny chasm i've been eyeballing forever. i deserve a break

i used to feel so nervous being this close to hyrule castle in botw...the hills between it and the lost woods...it's not as bad in totk although i am still hugging the water. i don't want the music to play lol

fucking korok seed i was supposed to get by starting a fire and using a pinecone to go straight up. it was raining. i had to make the most convoluted structure out of dead trees it took FOREVERRR

how exciting!! after awhile away from the depths i land right on top of a yiga camp AND i can see an easy lightroot from here. a gentle reintroduction

ooh, this book talks about lights that appear and then vanish....that's fucking spooky. i hope they dont mean hands lol

ive been wanting to try "hoverbikes" that ive heard about and theres some fans here, so

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OH THIS IS THE MOST FUN IVE EVER HAD. WOW

ok my bike died but for a test run that was NOT bad

this area is all explored except this one dark spot that i've just now lit up...i'll grab a few poes and go somewhere else

i'm gonna go to goron city and buy my stupid fire helmet. i swear if i don't kill that gleeok on lake hylia i'll die

oh! i found the goron brothers house! kabetta's diary...

uh oh, it's his marbled rock roast descent

ooh, i found the sidequest to get a boulder breaker!!

where tf do i get a cobble crusher these days i wonder...

god i forgot how fun minecarts are. i saw one of the oldstyle ones on my way by...

kilton's balloon! or um. whoever he is lol <3 i have TOOOONS of gems to trade

it's not the same here without the lava, but at least there's lava in the caves...

these mine cart tracks were RIDICLOUS. i got SO STUCK lol

i see dinraAl but im too close to the ground 😭

OOOOHHHHH maybe i can use a hoverbike.....i gotta finish this fight first lol

GOT A COBBLE CRUSHER.....oh man i almost LEFT these guys to go chase dinraal!!!

ok ok gotta hurry

so, this bike doesn't control as well as i';'d like...maybe i need practice...and of course i wish it was faster...but it's still REALLY cool

my battery keeps dying/my bike keeps falling :( i give up

ugh i have so much anxiety about dragon parts.

VAH RUDANIA HELM??????? HELLOOOOOO

oh my god...i didnt even have this in botw, i dont have the amiibo card....................

aw i found some monster forces guys. of COURSE im gonna help them

OH we still get the bell after monster forces battles...good

NO FUCK AND THEY JUST LEFT. AND THERE'S ABOUT TO BE A BLOOD MOON LOL

i didnt get all my loot yet!! no one to help me when they come back!! im gonna die!!!

im not leaving w/o my Loot. i'll just have to do it on my own. thank god i have muddlebuds

GEEZ i did it. double loot

i can see the edge of the map! that sort of thing always did fascinate me...some of the textures are warped here lol that's creepy

ok, i looked it up and apparently i made my hoverbike wrong. im gonna try again w proper instruction!!

ok, new bike got me up to the top of gut check rock...it still has too much forward momentum for me, but i've seen a couple of different designs i wanna experiment with when i have more fans (currently only have 2 left in inventory)

i miss the goron blood brothers :( i mean it's so depressing that there's nothing up here but a korok seed...

ANOTHER EVENTIDE SHRINE. FUCK ME SIDEWAYS i hate this bs!!!

ok fine that wasnt that bad. STILL

bike is LOTS harder to control with a korok on the back. i like of like the counterweight though to help with too much momentum...

the bike lists to one side! i definitely just need to improve my fan placement

woke up the horse god. JUST as unsettling as i remember.

omg the yiga hideouts REFILL after long enough. rip!

decided to fight the pirates while i was here. "monster forces"...hope i'm not supposed to be teaming up with anyone for this lol

i accidentally hit my bike during combat and it went over the side of the boat 😭 i can make another and i was gonna fast travel after this anyway but STILL......

AUGH it's dinraal again and once again i can't chase her...i know how to do the bike now but i don't have it and also i'm busy!!!!! ugh

248 korok seeds!! officially time for bed - when i started today i was somewhere in the mid 100s lol

i thought i wouldn't play enough tonight to need to make multiple posts but i guess i should have broken this one up, huh? whoops!

#personal #loz blogging #totk lb #totk spoilers #sorry for your dashes but i assume everyone has these blocked by now anyway

[kyogre-blue]

Why do you want to stop playing Genshin, if you don't mind me asking?

This is a really good question, and I was going to whine about it in detail closer to the end of 3.8, haha

I guess the simplest way to put it is that I'm not looking forward to a single aspect of Fontaine.

I don't like underwater exploration as a whole, and I definitely didn't like how they handled Sorush's three axis movement, so the thought of Fontaine's underwater portions only fills with me with dread and annoyance.

I don't like the sound of the Ousia/Pneuma mechanics that will be the new twist to combat and probably exploration. I didn't like Sumeru having so many forced and restrictive exploration mechanics, I think only maybe one third of Dendro was done well, and I am the opposite of excited that the new O/P thing is going to be directly baked into new character kits. I expect you're going to be forced to use Hydro Traveler and Lynette (who will be given out for free), which is something I sure did not enjoy in regard to Sumeru's extensive elemental restrictions for its exploration.

And, in general, Sumeru was pretty, sure. It was even sometimes fun to explore. But more than anything, it got tedious. It was too big, too repetitive, and too lacking in... just something memorable, I suppose. I don't really care to experience the same in another nation that looks also quite generic.

I certainly am not excited for the storyline. I know people say Sumeru was a huge improvement over Inazuma, but I don't agree. Inazuma at least had an interesting concept. Sumeru is just a bloated, tedious slog with no actual improvement in anything I value in a story: characterization, relationships, plot and setting, etc. I am somewhat open to doing Inazuma acts 2 and 3 on my alt, just to see how I feel about them after so long, but I am certainly not doing Sumeru again. It was awful and about three times longer than it had any right to be.

Nothing about Fontaine looks like it'll be improved, especially not after that trailer that was full of fake-deep nonsense.

And above all else, I keep thinking about the damn multilevel map.

They're gonna roll out an in-game multilevel map a year after launching Sumeru, the nation of endless multilevel caves. Why did I bother doing Sumeru when it came out? If I had waited a year, it would have been so much easier and less frustrating.

And then I think, if I wait a few more years, maybe we'll finally get that scene skip button. So why bother doing Fontaine now? Doesn't it make more sense to wait? And if I'm fine putting it off for years, then do I really care enough to do it at all?

Anyway, I've finished all I care to do on my main account. I've obtained all Mondstadt characters, I've max ascended every character, levelled their talents, geared them up. I have 100% exploration on all maps, I have all achievements except the RNG commission ones (and Kaveh hangout ones), I have all quests complete, I have teapot completely built, card game handbook finished, etc. It's all done.

And if I don't really want anything of the incoming content, then... well, I'm done.

#playing genshin

[random-mha-thoughts]

Dark Night (Kirishima x Reader)

Pairing: Kirishima x GN!Reader

Genre: Fluff

Anon asked: (I lost who actually asked this one, it's been a long time since I got it, I'm sorry!) "Hello! I know your requests are closed but this is just for when you get to it. An imagine for kirishima where s/o gets followed home and calls kiri scared. Lots of fluff please! This recently happened to me and it was really scary."

Word Count: 1,243

Warnings: Mentions of fear, following at night

Tags: @theyenvymarleyyy @yamichxn @liviitehe

A/N: Hi, I have a pounding headache from Memorial Day drinking and I have work early tomorrow morning, but I had to finish this one, so I banged out the end of this to help me feel better :)

Also happy 100th one shot for this blog!! Gosh, my brain conjures up too many scenarios lol. But honestly I couldn't have done it without a lot of your requests! Majority of these one shots have been because you all want to see me write things honestly I have no idea why but ok?? so thanks a bunch to all of you!

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"Are you sure you're okay getting home by yourself?"

"It's pretty dark outside, we should walk you home."

I smiled at my friends' kindness.  "It's okay, I'm just 10 minutes up the block."

Asui leans against the door frame, not convinced in the slightest.  "I don't think this is safe, Y/N, it's really late."

"I'd blame myself if something happened to you," Ochaco holds my hand.

I wrench my hand away.  "No, really, I don't want to put you guys out of your house for me, I'll be fine, really!"

"Text us the SECOND you get home!"

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Well that was a great big lie.

If there's one thing my parents always scared me on growing up is never walking alone.  I thought sticking to the well-lit business streets would help keep my nerves down, but the occasional cast of the streetlamps against the dark night wasn't assuring in the least.  The lack of civilians at the late hour further cast an air of isolation.  I found myself in a brisk walk through the streets, hurried by my fear of danger.

Why did I say no?  A little company would've helped so much.  Then again, there's no reason a group of thugs wouldn't take a small group of unarmed girls.  I've heard that happen before, I couldn't let that happen to my friends.

I take a deep breath and put my hood up.  Just 2 more blocks forward, then turn right and go straight to your block.  You'll be fine.  Any conversation with myself is a welcome distraction from the cold chill running down my spine.

There's an uneasiness as I cross another street to the next crosswalk.  The sharp anchor slowly dawning in the back of my head is more distinct than the former chill.  When I stop at the red crosswalk, I quickly dare a backwards glance.  I wish I hadn't.

Behind me, a shadow of a person just a few meters away saunters in my direction.

I snap my head back forward.  My heart starts beating faster as my mind cycles through every possible scenario that can happen.  Getting hit in the head, shoving a chloroform rag in my face, sticking a needle in my neck, straight up being dragged into the nearest alleyway; flashes of danger hit me, each worse than the last.  My body echoes a phantom, numbing chill at each method of assault my mind conjures up.

What do I do?  I think of the videos I've seen online about what to do in this kind of situation.  "If you think someone is following you, make 3 right turns because that means they've just went in a circle."  

Fuck the crosswalk.  I quickly turn right, refusing to wait until the light allows pedestrians to cross.  My feet carry me faster as the light wanes from the main street.  I've escaped the "safety" of the busy street for the even more isolated residential area.  Whoever's chasing me won't have anyone to worry about witnessing whatever crime he's about to commit against me now.  WHY did I do this?!

I turn my head half around to see if my pursuer is still on my tail, part of me hoping I was wrong, only to see them turning the corner without missing a beat.  My heart sinks and I force myself to go faster without breaking into a run, my legs stiffening into an unnaturally brisk pace only folding at my hips.  What do I do, what do I do now?!

I turn the next corner, faintly registering the burn in my legs.  I have to think of something else, I can't keep running from them forever.  I dart my eyes around to find some semblance of a person to help me if I need it, but the street is bare.  Everyone's already safe in their homes while I'm out here in potential danger.  Another stolen glance behind me proves that the figure is still following me.  I'm only slightly relieved to see them just slightly farther away than before.

There's no one around me to help, I'll have to summon my own help.

I whip out my phone and call the first person I know on speed dial.

"Hey babe, how was-"

"Kiri, someone's following me," I breathe out.

It takes him a few heartbeats to respond.  "Get somewhere safe and send me your location.  Now."  I hear him shuffling on the other side.  "I'm coming to get you."

"Okay-"

"Stay on the phone with me if you can."  I hear the jingle of his keys.  "Try to stay calm."

A tinge of warmth quells my cold fear.  "I'm trying, I'm just really scared."

"I know, but I'm coming to get you.  You'll be safe with me soon."

I take a moment to appreciate the honey sweetness of his voice, picturing being in his arms under a warm bed.  It reinvigorates me enough to turn the third corner and walk faster.  The main street spread right in front of me.  I tell him which street I'm on once I approach the intersection.

"Get inside the convenience store on the corner and wait in the bathroom," he instructs.

The door to the store is right there as I make the final right turn.  I duck inside and hurry into the back where the bathroom is, locking myself in and leaning against the wall.  I quickly send Kirishima my location and catch my breath for the first time in at least 15 minutes.

"Are you okay, babe?" he asks me through the phone.

"Yeah," I huff out.  "I'm just a little wound up, that's all.  Just hurry, please."  A small part of me refuses to completely calm down until I'm at his house.

"I'm almost there, just at the light."

A few minutes pass of silence through the phone.  I shut my eyes as my head spins.

"Alright, I'm in the store, it's me knocking."

Three raps on the door and I'm already standing and shoving the door open.  At the first sight of his red hair, I collapse into his arms.  "You're here."

His thick arms envelop me just as tightly.  "I'm right here, I told you.�� Let's go home."

The entire way home, Kirishima keeps a hand on me at all times.  He firmly keeps his grasp on my waist to the car, holds my hand the whole drive, and leads me with a hand on my back as we get into the house. 

I find my way to his familiar bedroom, wrapping myself in his black comforter and curling into a ball.  Only when I've settled in this position do I finally feel safe, the phantom anxiety still easing itself from the back of my mind.

Kirishima places a glass of water on his bedside table before getting into the bed with me.  "You still scared, babe?"

I immediately nuzzle into his chest and hum in ascent. The woodsy smell of his cologne envelopes me with his strong arms.

"It's okay, you're safe with me here," he coos, placing a kiss on my forehead.

"That was scary," I mutter.

"I was scared too, y'know," he ghosts his nose on my temple, "I thought something was gonna happen to you.  What kind of boyfriend am I if I can't protect you?"

My heart melts at his sincerity.  I poke my hands out of the blanket and cup his face, staring into his eyes with a smile.  "Well, I'm here now.  Thank you for being there, Kiri."

He returns the smile and pecks my nose before crushing me in another hug.  "Whoever tries to take you away from me should watch their back.  I'd go to the ends of the world to find you."

#kirishima x reader #kirishima fluff #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #kirishima eijiro #gender neutral reader #kirishima imagine #kirishima scenario #kirishima fanfic #mha kirishima #bnha kirishima #mha fanfiction #bnha fanfiction #mha x reader #bnha x reader #request

[yuuna06]

this is my old sketch soo yeah.. with a short story with Karma is teasing Nagisa and Kayano together. What's the worst thing that Karma would do anyway right?

Karma: 1, 2, 3.....

'kayano's thoughts'

kayano: I'm an actress but... I can't keep my cool around Nagisa! what's more when we're holding hands right now..!

Karma: —smile! *camera light flashes*

'Nagisa's thoughts'

Nagisa: Oh no, my face is burning up... just calm down, you're just holding hands and taking a picture and nothing else. But with Kayano.... damn it!

-Earlier-

Nagisa: What?! don't you dare do it Karma!

Karma: What? everyone knows it anyway

Nagisa: Still, it's so embarrassing you know! I had to do it.

Karma: Everyone saw it too *grins*

Nagisa: Stop!

Karma: Well, what would you do if i... *Karma was about to press the button to post the video to everyone*

Nagisa: —I'll do everything just to make you not post that! *Karma paused*

Karma: Alright, well...

-deal? I won't post the video BUT you'll have to do it.

...With Kayano.

-present-

'Back to Nagisa's thoughts'

Nagisa: This is the only choice... *Nagisa sighs* This is the deal he and I agreed on... but more like I was forced to agree on.. so that he won't send the video to everyone when I saved Kayano from her bloodlust!

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Karma: Alright, well... here's a dare.

Nagisa: *sighs* what?

Karma: You have to hold hands with her!

Nagisa: Okay... w-wait what!?

Karma: And Oh! I'll take a picture-

I mean, pictures of you guys holding hands.

Nagisa: I am speechless and I have no choice but to agree.

Karma: Okay, deal? I won't post the video BUT you'll have to do it. With Kayano.

Nagisa: *sighs in defeat* deal.

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-Back to the present-

'Nagisa's thoughts'

Nagisa: Karma said he would not send the video after this... thank god I told everything to Kayano so that she wouldn't be so surprised. Anyways, i'm more worried about what Kayano's feeling right now...

'Kayano's thoughts'

Kayano: Calm down Kayano, It's just a picture of me and Nagisa holding hands! (while she's literally blushing so much)

Are my hands sweaty?? oh my god I'm blushing so much...

I'm so glad it's only the three of us today... Once Karma finished taking picture of us, he won't be going to send 'that' video to everyone and of course he need to accept the deal. He better tell Rio about it too because she also had 'that' video! Anyways, I wonder what's Nagisa feeling right now..

-meanwhile-

Ahh... kids nowadays nurufufufu... you two would make a great couple! I already expected the two of you would be together (crazy that neither of them said it's not true 😼)

Nagisa pov

Ofcourse, Karma had told everyone about it. I meant EVERYONE means all in this class, even Karasuma and Irina sensei! Its so embarrassing... I wonder if Kayano's embarrassed as I am right now... I really hope she's fine

Korosensei: Remember, marriage is too early for the both of you!

Normal Pov

Nagisa: Kayano?

Kayano: what is it?

Nagisa: I just wanted to apologize...

Kayano: What? what for?

Nagisa: Well in the end, we fell onto Karma's trap and... I got you into this mess. I'm sorry

Kayano: What do you mean? it's fine! at least he didn't send the video to everyone 'I got to hold Nagisa's hand so...'

Nagisa: You're right! *Nagisa smiled at Kayano*

Few moments later the two stared into each others eyes and Nagisa was the one who looked away

Nagisa: Ehem... Um uh... let's head back to class!

Kayano: O-okay! *Kayano blushed at the sight of Nagisa blushing as well*

Nagisa and Kayano are running, heading back to class. Nagisa himself, not realizing he's still holding Kayano's hand but Kayano noticed that.

-Meanwhile-

Karma: Would you look at that? THEY LIKE EACH OTHER. Just date already!

THE END

#nagikae #nagisa shiota #kaede kayano #karma akabane #korosensei #assassination classroom #hehe #why #arent #theydatingyet #kayanoisobsessed #theysecretlydatingijustknowit #fanart #sketch #drawing

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary28

10/2-3/2023

i'm listening to the 1985. they make stupid noise.

today i ate leftovers and recorded vocals, choruses for a song are down now, and i also did vox for one of the new short songs. the bad news is i've gone so long w/o doing vocals (not so long but after getting practiced again and then stopping for like 2 weeks to fix / remaster shit) i've maybe thrown my voice out a little. it's kind of sore, we're gonna see how that is tomorrow, but i should at least be able to do some less intense stuff tomorrow, w/r/t re-recording bits and stuff. and then, i dunno, we'll see, there's at least one song that needs that, and maybe another but i'd probably want to start screeching on the other one, because it's faster.

i've been thinking about fast today a little, a lot of these songs are over 150 bpm, frequently hitting 190, is that a normal bpm for this stuff, is that excessive, some locust songs aren't that fast, should i try a new song where i keep it short and also sit at like, below 150, i dunno. it's stupid anyways. i like 80-ish when i want to go slower, because it's not really slower how i handle it, i just have it at double time mostly so i'm really hitting 160 and then when there's slower ideas i have they feel super slow i guess. but not that slow. really i just like things that are fast and irritating, i talk about that so much.

doing vocals, at least how i was going at it today, was really exhausting even if it's like a bunch of takes on one song and a little less on some parts of another. i felt so lightheaded but i think i'm getting pretty good at just powering through that, which might be stupid but for 40 second long songs it's fine, right. hopefully. and hopefully it doesn't hurt to speak tomorrow.

i also got to write some today, just a little, and i also finally finished this mishima book of short stories i was slowly going through, really good, the last two stories were very strange and the last one especially reminded me of something flannery o'connor might do, someone writing from a place of being obsessed with the consequences of the world as it is, the standard ways of treating people, stuff like that. it's not exactly sympathetic or anything, to the suffering, it doesn't hate them either, it sees the downtrodden as sort of transformed into a force of fate and thus nature, which is not really true outside of the exact kind of character he was writing, an upper middle class person worrying, and her worrying thus transforms them into that, even if she's trying to express empathy, she's already figured that there, beyond her guilt, there is some kind of villain waiting for her, and so there is. the poor are bound to servitude of those psychic fantasies, or something. that feels like what he gets at there, the story prior, is about rich women, and is funny. he really handles the abject's entry/appearance in otherwise "regular" lives very well, as something that can and will meet us all, no matter what, and so the consequences of material reality will always be upon us, even if transformed by our fantasies that freely shape the world (this is the case especially if you are rich).

this isn't some communist reclamation of mishima but i do think even these relatively simplistic stories (the word tales almost seems better (and not all stories in the collection are tales (meaning they aren't quite similar to parables (particularly onnagata and patriotism (interesting that they feel the most tied to his queerness))))) more complex than people would give him credit for. makes me think of what eiko hosoe said when taking photos of mishima, this is a paraphrasing of a translation, it was something about the photos being the destruction of a myth, mishima was always constructing himself and subjecting himself to the elements to return to himself a weathered thing, it felt like, undoing himself as much as possible, because being kept to yourself, subjected to yourself as if it were real, is intolerable. so it makes sense then, to kill yourself theatrically. everyone who tries and succeeds is ultimately a drama queen dealing with this kind of difficulty, probably. i know i am. maybe i just relate too much, and it is different for others. i mean, i know it is, ultimately, but some people are convinced they could wield their suicide as a weapon against life or maybe more so, the eyes that have seen them living and would like to say: this is what you have been. of course, no one really cares that much. people could scarcely hear his speech, because he was cut off from the pa, before he gutted himself, so there he was, humiliated and seen still, at war with himself and putting his sex totally into his final moments, a beautiful man chosen to behead him does so, whatever.

but for some people like me i guess that's an intense thing to know about, it's going to sit in my chest forever and ever i guess.

next i'm going to read gary indiana's gone tomorrow. another gay man. i love rent boy quite a bit, i'm semi worried this one won't give me the same feelings, but that's lame, i shouldn't seek the same things from one artist, what i hope though is his prose is as great as it is in rent boy, loose and sharp all at once, i want to be drawn into the pulse immediately, as i was before. i hear this is a great book from a close friend, so i'm excited.

now, after listening to this 1985 record nerve eighty, and also from thinking earlier in the day, i want a fuckoff annoying trebly guitar, maybe different from the others in some way. sharper, hissier maybe, i'll call it "superhissyfit" if i like it.

before i go do that, i really hope i begin reading more. i think listening to richard hell today and singing along made me feel more literary or something. or maybe it was talking about the birthday party with someone. this record i'm working on started off with me reading rimbaud and baudelaire, at a job on break, and i've read plenty in the interim, but recently it's been missing from my life. i want there to be more. i want everything always though. #stupid.

thinking about "we assume sublime poses deep and true to life"

or whatever the line is.

here's the sound. i've never done this before, but i realized i can, which is fun. i don't know if i'll use any of these riffs here but i like at least 2 and think one unexpectedly works well with another, making something pretty compelling as like, a structure, accidentally. now i have something horrifically annoying that also just does that radio search feedback noise, it sounds just like the noise bits in that first jerome's dream record, a total accident but i like it, it's super irritating and i can put it in / just take it out if i want to. the sound overall has a really compelling tinniness that i think can help out on a couple songs where i'm like, not feeling that enough.

the thing with fake guitars is it gets easier to imitate higher strings, probably because there's less of a range of overtones or whatever, harmonic junk and stuff, that you're hearing. i also really like how this one pitch bends, i guess it was made for that super freakish sound some people make riffs out of, cuz like, why haven't i tried harder to do that, cuz i'm lazy i guess. now i try, and some songs i might go back and fuck around w/ this and throw it in, actually i like that idea for one especially, and the feedback could be filtered in at points in a cool way probably too.

i wonder if there's any other random music stuff to stick in here. right now i'm listening to this record:

it's really good, if you like this kind of thing. shocked honestly a couple times by how good the riffs are, and how this really doesn't fall into the regular "screamo" traps (screamo a delineating line i guess between faster/harder-core things, and stuff like this) but this is good because it veers pretty hardcore, it's never twinkly, it's sometimes really pretty and it uses those really great chords guys at this time became really fond of. idk what they are, they always feel spanish to me, it's fun stumbling into them and seeing their anatomy and not really knowing what to call them. this band also has everything free on their bandcamp, that's sick, the lyrics here are clearly super commie so it's not a surprise, it just also wouldn't be a surprise if they were asking like 5 bux (good enough + i get it (anyone would)).

anyways now i am way tired.

so,

byebye!!

#Bandcamp

[neonwizardheehee]

Wohiooo thank you for that tag @maschinen-mensch dw about not doing any tag thingys or so these aren't mandatory <3<3

what book are you currently reading? Around the world in 80 days! (also for christmas a friend gave away their asoiaf books and I'm so hyped to read them!!! they will be the first time i'll be reading long irl books in English :o very excited to see how it is hehehe)

what’s your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year? also going for 2022 here and it was for sure The Batman (but also special shoutout to Black Panther 2 bc it gave me Namor and finally some positive Marvel things again)

what do you usually wear? colours!!! oversized stuff!! (NYE I saw a Boy George in a 80s chart show and was like "he just looks like me fr" so now I'm braiding colours even into my hair hehehe

how tall are you? @ prev ohhhhhh you're taller than me!! not by much but still!! #short ppl gang

what’s your Star Sign? do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event? Taurus eyyyy and I actually do bc I've got Robert Pattinson and Karl Marx :333 

do you go by your name or nickname? my name is too long to be used in a setting where i don't automatically freeze upon hearing it XD Getting names like "Neon" or "Wiz" for me here really warmed my heart <3<3 (and yes I might have screamed a bit too much but hey let me sound cool hehehe)

did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child? I always wanted to be an elf, but being a wizard suits me so much more!!! :D

are you in a relationship? if not who is your crush if you have one? didn't I got hurt enough when I cried today while listening to "I just wanna be loved" by Culture Club? XD

what’s something you’re good at vs something you’re bad at? good: planning, bad: working last minute

dogs or cats? neither but at least I don't jump onto tables anymore when I see a cat walking by

If you draw/write, or create in any way, what’s your favorite picture/favorite line/favorite etc. from something you created this year? oof I don't do art myself but I love looking at it <3

what’s something you would like to create content for? The Elven saga XDDD (it's a fantasy book series that I really love!)

what’s something you’re currently obsessed with? Boy George :3

What’s something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year? (2022) an exhibition on trans history where it turned out I've already seen this exhibition a few years ago in a different city XDD

what’s a hidden talent of yours? During christmas my sis and I found out I'm really good at identifying the voices in Mario Kart w/o owning a Mario Kart game or playing often B)

are you religious? yes, I'm a protestant and since I've grown up in an atheist area i'm always happy and surprised when there are areas where you don't get funny looks bc you're religious (and also it baffles me even more when there are areas where it's the other way around bc you shouldn't force religion onto ppl!!) - and also I love talking about it bc it's always so fascinating to me :D

whats something you wish to have at this moment? for my thesis to either be finished or have more time to finish it bc I lost so much time for reasons beyond my control and now I'm crying T.T

(kyaa why did it have to end on such a sad note ksksk hopefully I have enough coke intus to not fall asleep on my thesis B) )

Tagging some ppl but it's not obligatory ofc <3 @shittyness @the3rddenialist @darksidelightside @sarahbordelonsblog @isadora-greenhall (not sure if anyone else likes doing these but if you do like them too pls tag me for i want to see yours too uwu)

#tagging game #ahh just thinking about the nicknames makes me smile XD

[missiemoosie]

I posted 3,468 times in 2022

That's 884 more posts than 2021!

245 posts created (7%)

3,223 posts reblogged (93%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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I tagged 1,815 of my posts in 2022

Only 48% of my posts had no tags

#queue - 914 posts

#ramblings of a moose - 112 posts

#ask a moose - 89 posts

#thank you for asking~! - 76 posts

#the hobbit - 46 posts

#moosie's art - 39 posts

#my art - 35 posts

#fanfiction - 28 posts

#writing - 27 posts

#my ocs madelina magpie - 19 posts

Longest Tag: 138 characters

#there's so much i've learned in the 10-12 years since i last touched the quartz chalice that i think it'd benefit greatly from an overhaul

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I've drawn movie!Smaug's face for the first time and i must say. for a first try and me not being too good at animals, I did a pretty damn good job with it~

11 notes - Posted January 2, 2022

#4

So, my dad hasn't been able to find anything to read lately and me, being the good/weird daughter I am, told him he should read the Six of Crows duology. He agreed and, over the last couple of months, he's finished Six of Crows and is now like, 2/3rds of the way through Crooked Kingdom.

[Crooked Kingdom spoiler coming up for those who have yet/are in the midst of reading it]

Today, the very first thing he said to me was, "Good ol' Jesper. Trying to get his life on track and what does he do? Kisses the wrong goddamn Wylan!"

Like. Ya'll. This man is turning 68 this year and was legitimately pouting. Not only did I not think he would like the books this much, but I did not expect him to get this invested in a queer romance.

16 notes - Posted September 5, 2022

#3

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23 notes - Posted July 7, 2022

#2

So...An anon encouraged me to try writing a drabble/one shot/whatever they're called of my main hobbit otp, which is Thorin x Bofur.

It's been literal years since I wrote any sort of fiction that isn't part of a multichapter fic, let alone something under 1k words. I had no prompt; I just wanted to try writing a bit of senseless fluff, so I'm not sure if I did too well with it 😂 Either way, I can say I contributed to the very few works out there for this pairing.

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Just Right

Pairing: Bofur x Thorin

Rating: General

Summary: Thorin's had a long, irritating day, but things gets better once he's with his toymaker.

It was late.

Thorin wasn’t sure how late it was—it could be hard to tell when one was stuck in a council chamber that had no windows that faced the outside world—but the empty and silent hallways told him that it had to be close to midnight. The realization made a quiet and annoyed sigh leave his mouth; he had wanted to end the meeting hours ago, but there had been many important topics to discuss, such as trade with the clans in the east and the upcoming wedding of Kili and Tauriel.

It didn’t help that, the previous night, he had been kept awake by nightmares and he was left feeling exhausted and irritable. Not wanting to lash out at anyone, he had done his best to keep himself in check all day. But it had been a struggle. Having to force smiles and laughter when he found conversation to be less than funny, being patient and understanding when someone kept rambling away from the topics they had been discussing…

Shaking his head, he attempted to rid himself of thoughts of the day and the annoyance it had brought him. He told himself the meeting was over now and—at least until morning—he was free from having to endure any more political drivel. Until morning, his time was entirely his to spend as he pleased and all he wanted to do was cuddle up beside his lover and get some rest.

He was just a few yards from the door to the chambers he shared with his lover when he heard a voice behind him.

“I see you’re finally out o’ that meeting.” Turning around to face the owner of the voice, Thorin felt both relief and joy when he saw that it was Bofur. He was walking towards the king, his usual, friendly smile peeking out from beneath his mustache. “That’s got t’ be a new record for longest council meetin’ ever held.”

“It certainly felt like it. I could have sworn I was in that room for three days with how long it dragged on.” As Bofur came nearer, he opened his arms and beckoned him closer before wrapping him up in his embrace. “You’re up late,” he murmured, his eyes closing as he buried his face into the toymaker’s shoulder. He could already feel the stress of the day beginning to melt away; Bofur had always been able to make him feel relaxed, even after the most horrible of days.

“Couldn’t get t’ sleep, so I thought I’d take a little walk around the palace t’ try and tire myself out.” He combed his fingers through the ends of Thorin’s hair, a content sigh leaving his mouth.

“Did it work?”

“Not in the least.”

Thorin quietly laughed and drew back enough to look at his face. “Perhaps some tea will do the trick?”

He shook his head. “On my walk, I visited the kitchens. The hearths are completely empty o’ coals, so heatin’ anything is impossible. However…” A cheeky grin came to his lips as he reached inside his vest only to pull out a flask. He gave it a little shake, the liquid inside barely sloshing about due to how full it was. “I did happen t’ procure some o’ the king’s finest whiskey. A few nips o’ this and we’ll be knocked on our arses until noon tomorrow, I’m sure.”

This time, Thorin let out a hearty laugh and his brow rose. “After not sleeping last night, I would be more than happy to sleep until noon tomorrow,” he chuckled. Almost reluctantly, he pulled back entirely from Bofur only to take his hand and start to lead him towards the door to their chambers.

“You didn’t sleep last night?” Bofur asked, a small frown coming to his lips. “Did the council hold you hostage then, too?”

“Thank Mahal, no. It was just nightmares.” Opening the door, he stepped into the dark room. There was a single oil lamp burning on one of the bedside tables and, on one side of the bed, the blankets were all askew.

“Just nightmares?” Bofur asked with a frown as he used his foot to close the door. “Or was it actually a specific nightmare relatin’ t’ a certain day in our lives?” He watched Thorin’s shoulder slouch somewhat.

“The latter,” he admitted, releasing Bofur’s hand so he could remove his heavy, fur coat.

“Why didn’t you wake me?”

Thorin didn’t answer right away. Instead, he spent the next few minutes disrobing for bed. Just when Bofur thought he wouldn’t get an answer from him, though, he finally spoke. “I didn’t want to wake you. Not after I had already disturbed your sleep three times this week due to being kept late by business. I wasn’t going to let myself disturb you again.”

“Thorin.” Walking over to his king, he gently forced him to turn around and face him. Then, tilting his head forward, he pressed their foreheads together and brought a hand to rest on Thorin’s cheek. “I don’t care how many times you wake me in a night. You could wake me every hour o’ every night for the rest o’ our lives an’ I wouldn’t care so long as it meant that you wouldn’t have t’ stay up all by your lonesome.”

“I pray to Mahal it never gets to be that bad,” Thorin said with a soft laugh. He looked into Bofur’s eyes, finding them filled with nothing but warmth and affection for his lover.

He was sure those eyes could melt even the coldest of hearts.

“You’re too good to me sometimes, amrâlimê.”

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26 notes - Posted February 14, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I have an art idea! Thoughts on Hobbit!Baylee as Queen under the Mountain? Or telling Smaug that it's rude to steal kingdoms (and doing it so well he starts to second guess himself) because that mental image has never left my head.

"You know...I had my doubts about Baylee potentially becoming our aunt, but now I think she's going to make a pretty good wife for Uncle."

"Given that she's currently telling off a dragon and making him rethink his life choices? Aye, I think she'll make a good wife for him."

Once I read that bit about Baylee telling off Smaug, I lost it giggling and knew I had to draw it xD The scale between her and Smaug is off, though--she should be half the size she is, but I honestly couldn't draw her any smaller than that without her looking like a small blob.

29 notes - Posted January 3, 2022

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[thiamfresh]

hi sweetheart, h r u? i don’t have many questions but i want to tell u smth. first of all sorry for my bad english it’s not my native language. secondly, i want to tell THANK YOU. tw is my fav show and i literally l o v e it. the next part is that i can’t explain WHAT does airplanes means to me. you know, i read it for several times every year since i was 14 and now i’m 18. i forced my online-friend to read it and she also like it. because she loves me, when we will meet, we are going to get tattoos with a paper airplane. because u don’t know how much does this mean to me, really. your fic really make me happy and help me. thank god for you. i was trying to find you in all social networks to tell you that. so, several questions.

1. do you think that one time you could write some new chapters with our boys? i miss them so badly

2. what do you think about lydia? few thinkings

Hey :)

So first, you never have to apologise for me for any mistakes you might make in your messages (this goes out to everyone).

Secondly AHHHHHH I'm so glad you like my fic but wow is it weird knowing that you've like..grown up with my fic 😄 I feel so old.

You're getting the tattoo? 😍😭 I'm never gonna be able to properly put into words how much it means to me whenever someone tells me that my fic helped them. I'm so glad that you and your friend like airplanes and your message has made my week. Thank you 🥰

Now onto your questions. I feel like maybe some got cut off so please send the rest if they did (I only got 2)

1. Im still (very slowly) working on the airplanes sequel. I've gotten myself stuck on the next chapter and although it's raking forever I do plan to finish these boys story eventually.

I really love how airplanes finishes and feel like it works well as an ending. But..honestly. I have their next like...6 years planned out and I plan to write at least the next two years as full fledged fics. After that I might just drop some oneshots here and there of the remaining 4 years but yeah. I'm fully invested in telling the rest of their story for those who aren't bored of my writing and their lives.

2. I love Lydia. She's been one of my favourite characters since I started watching and I even have a signed photo of Holland Roden in one of my draws from comic con just before season 3. (I also have one of Tyler H and let me tell you that man is just as gorgeous in person. It's been like 10 years and i still occasionally sob because I touched him.) But yes, Lydia, Queen. Pretty much every line of hers in season 1 has me screaming. I'm not a fan of stydia tho (was in the early seasons but by the time they actually got together it was a major nope from me)

Please enjoy these photos of me looking like trash next to two of the most beautiful people I've ever met

[imtryingmybeskar]

Tumblr Writer Q&A

I don't remember doing this before, so I'm gonna take @chaoticgeminate mention as a tag 😘

1) How many complete fics/one shots do you have that you have not published (yet)?

None. Though I do have three completed chapters of Starman ready to go...

2) How many WIPS do you have right now?

Uhhh. At least ten 😬

3) Do you take writing requests or write original ideas, or both?

Both.

4) If you do take requests, how many do you currently have?

One. From @galacticgraffiti and I am about a third of the way through it.

5) How many fandoms do you write for?

I write exclusively for Pedro Pascal characters (so various fandoms), though if I ever have more time to devote to writing I'd love to write for Doctor Who too.

6) Are there any fandoms you wrote for in the past that you no longer write for?

No, writing fanfic is a relatively new thing for me.

7) Do you write for ships, reader inserts or other?

Started with reader inserts, I'm writing my first OFC right now.

8) Niche fandoms/characters you write for?

Some of Pedro's roles are niche outside of the fandom I guess. I would imagine Bloodsucking Bastards isn't that well known.

9) Do you read fics as well as write them?

Hell yes. There are so many talented writers out there and I thank them all for sharing their beautiful stories with us for free! At the moment I'm finishing up @chaoticgeminate 's wonderful Marcus Moreno story Epiphany.

10) What is your favorite genre to write for?

I adore all kinds of Sci-Fi. I would love to get better at writing horror because I love that too and I think it's difficult to get right. Most of my stories have a romance background because I'm basically just projecting my Pedro fantasies to the world at large 😅

11) What is your favorite trope (to read/write)?

I'm getting more into writing tropes. I love AUs (writing and reading).

12) What do you do to get motivated to write?

The desire comes upon me and I do it. If I don't feel motivated I do other stuff until I do again.

13) Is there a trope/genre you like to read, but not write?

A/B/O. I never used to like it but I've read a few excellent ones. Shout-out to @ezrasbirdie for the excellent Devil's Backbone series which was the fic I read that made me get it. I dont think I could do it justice if I tried to write it!

14) Any characters/fandoms you want to write for that are never requested?

Nah, I stick to my Pedro characters and that's who the requests come for 💖

15) How long have you been writing fanfiction?

About a year.

16) Did you read fan fiction before you started writing?

Yes. My first foray into fanfic was stuff about the Marauders from Harry Potter many years ago.

17) Do you only post on Tumblr, or any other sites as well?

I post on AO3 first, then Tumblr.

18) What do you personally consider the word counts of “Drabble”, “One shots” and “fics”?

I am very flexible with all of this. I never go into writing with an idea of how long it is. It takes as long as it takes.

Having said that, a drabble is probably less than 1k words, one shot between 1k and 5k and fics...they go on as long as they go. Most of my fics are multi chapter.

19) Which do you prefer to write more? HC, drabbles, oneshots/fics, multi chapter stories, other?

Multi chapter stories because my writing is kind of organic and grows (out of control most of the time). But I do enjoy writing oneshots from people's prompts/asks. It forces me to think about things in different ways. It's partly why @writer-wednesday is brilliant.

20) Are there any stories you have discontinued? If so, why?

No.

21) What is one of your main “pet-peeves” as a writer on Tumblr?

I use Tumblr exclusively on mobile and let me tell you, writing that way is not great. Mostly because my fingers are clumsy and large.

22) Do you write a particular time of day?

I work shifts so I can write any time. Today I was writing at 10am and 1pm at work on breaks. In the past I've written while chapters at 3am.

23) Do you listen to music, ambiance/noise, etc to write or do you need silence?

I don't NEED silence, but I don't deal well with ambient noise. Occasionally I'll listen to a few songs before I start writing to get into the mood I want to.

24) Do you outline your fics at all before writing?

Usually I'll have a couple hundred words which will outline future things I want to put in, major plot points, dialogue that I want to use, phrases that I like the sound of, words which evoke certain emotions in me that are relevant etc. It looks like word vomit on the page, there's no structure to it. With Starman I have a little spider diagram that I refer to. That's new.

25) Do you post your writing as soon as you finish it, or do you schedule it to come out at a specific time/day?

Starman is the first thing I've tried to stick to a schedule for, and I got so excited about it that I've already posted one chapter early. I'm not doing well with that particular discipline 😅

No pressure tags for @galacticgraffiti, @littlemisspascal @just-here-for-the-moment

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[yamithediaperdork]

Being a role model SUCKS (Inuyasha)

Spending time in the future was usually fun and a break from the stress that the feudal era gave out but the bucketful. Usually but not this visit. Inuyasha should of known something was up when Kagome A) kept talking about how upset and babyish Souta felt needing bedtime diapers as of late (and some day time pull ups, there had been little leaks) but also B) was giving Inuyasha all the instant ramen noodles he could handle and more.

Sadly, nothing quite clicked till they had arrived and then he'd been cornered not only by Kagome, but her mother as well while Souta was playing out behind the house.. and from there everything had gone downhill.

After a long talk (Well the women had talked, Inuyasha had argued but they seemed to ignore any points he made) Inuyasha found himself making a deal that he would give Souta the confidence boost he needed by having someone bigger then him be more BABYISH then him.. and in return Inuyasha got whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted it next time he visited.

"And let me tell you right here and now, My list of demands are gonna be HUGE!" Inuyasha growled.

Kagome however just smiled and patted his head like he was already just a huffy baby and had lead him off to get dressed for the part.

Souta huffed as he kicked the soccer ball at the goal post, catching it and kicking it back over and over. It just wasn't fair that his bladder was betraying him like this when he was -9- years old! without a doubt in his mind, he was the biggest diaper baby in the whole town, heck maybe even the whole freaking country!

That thought was interrupted as he heard a LOUD crinkling noise and turned to see what it was.. and his ball hit his shin as his jaw almost hit the ground.

Waddling out behind behind Kagome dressed in a red onesie that did NOTHING to hide the thick, massive diaper(s) he was wearing and a pair of sandal's was Inuyasha!

The Half demon was beet red and seemed to be tugging on Kagome's arm, making it clear he'd rather go back inside even as he looked this way and that until, heh, she stopped and gave him a swat on his padded backside and shook a finger at him, talking clearly.

"No Inuyasha, you've been hiding inside for 2 weeks now, you need some fresh air and that's why we're in the future." She scolded.

"But..but.." Inuyasha whined.

"It's ok Inuyasha, I'm sure Souta won't tease you just because you can't control yourself right now." Kagome said in a motherly tone, then turned back to Souta. "Isn't that right Little guy?"

"heh..hehehehe yeah no, I won't at all Little yasha!" Souta said, a big silly grin breaking out on his face now."What even happened though?" he asked, coming over to the pair.

Kagome let go of Inuyasha's hand though gave him a look and the huffing diapered half demon plopped his butt onto the soft dirt of the back yard.

"Oh, we got attacked by a crazy priest who figured the only way to redeem demons was to teach them humility." Kagome started, a well practiced lie. "Basically Poor little Inuyasha, heh, or yasha as you called him..I like that! Anyways, he lost a lot of power and well control of his tinkles and uh-oh's for 3 weeks.Not to mention he's become a lot more..childish as you might of noticed." As Kagome said that with her back to the half demon Inuyasha stuck his tongue out at her and Souta covered his mouth to keep from giggling. Kagome turned to see what was so funny but Inuyasha had stopped JUST in time and was looking away, trying and failing to whistle. "...Anyways..I've been trying to deal with it in the past but frankly he's been stinking up his cabin and I'm sick of washing his diapers. figured why not let him spend the last week of it here and enjoy the freedom to play outside AND the wonders of disposable diapers." she finished.

"oh well, shucks , Little yasha could of came here sooner! I would of helped look after him!" Souta said, swelling with big boy pride since heck he was just in a nice and slim pull-up AND he didn't stink up his diapers! "If you wanna take a little break I'll even watch him for you right now." Souta added.

"Will you? that'd be great!" Kagome gushed and ruffled his hair. "Oh, one thing, with Inuyasha starting to get his control back, you'll have to keep asking him every so often if he need to potty or needs a diaper change. about once a hour. I'd worry more on the diaper change though myself."

the fact that Souta was suppose to be doing a potty check himself once a hour flew right over his head and the little 9 year old nodded and gave a thumbs up.

"Don't worry sis, I got this!"

Inuyasha was mentally adding heaps on his list of demands as his new nick name caught on and Kagome went out of her way to make him seem even more helpless.

with his 'darling' girlfriend retreating inside, Souta came over to him and smiled, then bent down and sniffed, confusing Inuyasha for a second.

"Hmm, you SMELL clean for the moment at least." Souta said and then patted Inuyasha's head. "Good boy!"

If he made it thought the week without having to kill someone Inuyasha wanted all the good damn treats.. but knowing the role he was SUPPOSE to play he gave a silly grin (And the heat pats kinda sorta maybe felt nice too.)

"Well little yasha, what do you wanna do? I was playing some soccer but if your muscle control and stuff is all messed up I don't think that's a good idea. sides you likely can't move too fast in your diapies." Souta said.

'So nice but still being a jerk..it must run in the fucking family.' Inuyasha thought then put a thoughtful look on his face. "Ummm we could play hide n seek!" Inuyasha offered up, putting a doopy childish twinge to his voice.

"ok, You hide and I'll seek. I'll give you to the count of 20." Souta said and went to cover his eyes when Inuyasha tugged at his shorts. "Hmm? what's wrong?"

"How many is 20?" Inuyasha asked, rubbing the back of his head sheepishly, not having to force a blush as the pure humiliation of this all was taking care of it for him.

A big grin broke out on Souta's face and he bent down and took Inuyasha's hands in his.

"20 is this many.. and then" and Souta let go of Inuyasha's hands and tapped a finger on the exposed toes since Inuyasha had gone sockless in the sandals. "and this many. Can you keep track of that?"

"Ummm I think so!" Inuyasha said and nodded his head, having to admit that was all sorts of cute.

"Ok then, when I hit 20 you'll hear me say, ready or not, here I come anyways in case you lose count." Souta said and with a last head pat, he stood up and closed his eyes, starting to count.

Of course Inuyasha could of scaled a tree or taken to the roof top even with the bulky diapers he had on, he decided to play fair and also, knew it would ruin the whole plan and he hadn't of put up with it THIS far just to fuck it up now.

He needed what would seem like a good hiding spot to a toddler but clearly wouldn't work for him and now up on his feet he scanned the yard.

"One...two...three...four.."

Jesus, this wasn't like a life or death battle but for Inuyasha he found himself frozen on the spot, trying to figure out what would work, his natural instinct to win was messing up his need to lose!

"Five...six..seven.."

ok this was just getting stupid! he fought the urge to face palm and then spotted a narrow opening under the steps to the back porch, it would hide him from Souta's direct line of sight but would of gotten him caught as soon as the little guy came close.

"Eight...nine...ten, That's half the count yasha!" Souta called.

'heh, he really is a fair sport.' Inuyasha thought, then as stealthy as he could (read, not at all) waddled his way over to his chosen hiding spot even as his tummy started to feel a little bit weird.

'Must be that glass of icky juice they insisted I drink before coming out so I don't get dehydrated.' Inuyasha thought, crinkling loudly and having to speed up.

"Fourteen...fifteen...sixteen..." Souta called out, a big goofy grin on his face.

Waddling with all the speed he muster and keep up the lie, Inuyasha drove to get into the hole.. and found out that while he had been right he could of squeezed in there normally.. he hadn't taken into account the triple diapers. His upper half was in, but his padd butt and legs stuck out and he knew if he tried to force himself in,he'd end up losing them.

'fuck my life..'

"seventeen, eighteen..nineteen...twenty! Ready or not here I ..pffft.. come..heh. Did you get stuck little yasha?"

Inuyasha had been about to push himself back out but with Souta's suggestion, figured that worked and started to give out a sheepish yes, but his tummy cramped and it came out much more panicked.

"Yeah! Uh.. Please help me git out!" he said, one hand keeping him from going into the dead leaves and the like under the step but the other was on his tummy, and he kicked his legs a little more to try and work out the cramp.

"hey, it's ok! don't worry! I'm coming over, though you have to stop kicking your legs. I'm gonna grab you at the waist and pull you back, so watch your head!" Souta called, and Inuyasha could hear him running over.

"O-Ok." The half demon whimpered, the cramps were getting worst and he semi pushed back a little giving Souta a better place to grip though he didn't take into account with the building cramps he might not want someone wrenching on his midsection.

'oh god, this feels like that time I ate those clam's that had gone bad right before I..I..Oh those fucking bitches!' Inuyasha thought, cluing in to why the ladies of the house had grinned so big when Inuyasha had downed his drink to get the icky tasting thing over and done with.

he had a brief second to think about just calling this off, he'd get himself out and whine to Souta that his tummy hurt and try and shit himself somewhere private, but by then it was far, far too late.

Souta's little arms and hands were trying to pull him out and the extra force on his tummy tum meant that while he did get free, pushing himself back to make it look like it was all Souta, he banged his head on the step knocking him loopy for a split second and also started to filled his diapers.

As he loudly farted and giggled, he wore a blissful stupid derp face.

Souta was shocked at just how strong he was as he freed the poor trapped little guy, though it was soon replaced with amusement and disgust as Inuyasha started to let out massive wet fart and then more then that, a stupid look on his face.

"Uhhh yasha, are you going boom boom?" Souta asked, holding his nose. it was rhetorical question at this point as the diaper was starting to swell, so Souta didn't figure he was gonna need to do a sniff check.

"Hehehe Ya! Going PBBBBBBTTTT!" Inuyasha giggled and stuck his tongue out, blowing a raspberry.

"heh, you surrrre are buddy. but it's ok. You uh.. stay here and finish up and I'll go get Kagome ok?" He said/asked, coming over and patting Inuyasha's head.

"OOOOOOTAYYYY!" the diaper pooping derp coo'ed.

"heh..wish Kagome would of worked me you went all derp when you unload. kinda cute." Souta giggled, then dashed up the step's to stick his head in the back door.

"Kagome! You need to come and get your boyfriend, he's pooping himself silly, Literally!" Souta called.

Yeah, wearing pull-ups sucked, but as Souta pulled his head back out of the back door and looked down at Inuyasha, at least he was a stinky diaper derp.

The end..for now

[siesiejoongie]

Miss the Misery

Dabi x Singer!Reader

Warnings: Language, blood, smut, pet names like slut, daddy kink, biting, squirting.

It was the usual at your house. Your brother, Keigo Takami who was also pro hero hawks was on a mission. You was in my studio, singing a song you've been writing. " I've been a mess since you stayed, I've been a wreck since you changed. Don't let me get in your way, I miss the lies and the pain, the fights that keep us awake, Now I'm telling you! I miss the bad things, the way you hate me. I miss the screaming, the way you hate me! Miss he phone calls, when it's your fault, I miss the late nights, don't miss you at all! I like the kick in the face, and the things that you do to me! I love the way that it hurts! I don't miss you, I miss the misery!" You kept on singing oblivious to the person standing in my doorway. When you finished you reached over to grab my glass of water and that's when you saw him. You dropped the glass cup on my bare foot and screamed as it shattered, sending glass shards into your soft flesh. Scarlet blood dripped down onto the carpet. " Fuck! What the hell are you doing here you bastard." He smirked " I just wanted to drop by and see how you are doing." You sat down and clutched your foot. " Now I'm hurt because of your ass! Can you just leave please?" He ignored you and knelt down to look at your injury. " It's not that bad, just a scratch." " Are you fucking blind?! There is glass in my foot!" " Well do you want me to leave you alone?" " Yes!" " Okay, then get the glass out yourself." " No! Wait please. I don't want to do it myself. Please stay." " You hated how vulnerable you sounded and how you were practically begging, but you really din't want to pull all the glass out yourself. " Try to pull some of it out yourself, I'll watch and help you if you need it." He sat down and crossed his legs. Putting your foot on your lap you began to gingerly pull out the glass. " Ow ow ow! Can you help, it hurts really bad." He stood up and came over, kneeling down in front of you. He plucked out glass a lot faster than you, but it hurt a lot more. And you had to admit it, he looked so damn hot on his knees with his eyes focused on your foot. " Ugh! Can you stop ripping it out so fast?" " No."

After about 30 minutes of torturous glass pulling, your foot was cleaned with rubbing alcohol and was wrapped. You limped with him down the hall towards your bathroom so he could wash the blood off his hands. Once he finished you leaned against the wall in the small hallway, his body and yours only a few inches from touching. You could smell his favorite cologne, axe body spray. You looked at your ex. " Why are you really here Touya?" He knew you were infuriated as to why he was here. He treated you like shit and even hit you once.

He was coming back from attacking UA and was tired as hell.He didn't want to talk to you or even see you, so when he opened the door and saw you there he already knew what was happening. " Hey babe! How did it go?" You asked with a smile on your face, hoping that he said it went good and that he kicked some ass. But all you got was the close of the front door and him walking past you with nothing to say. Your smile faded and all though he didn't show it, he was upset to see that your always cheerful smile was replaced with a frown. It broke his heart. " Babe?" He hurried his pace and once he got to your shared bedroom he slammed the door right in your face. You had no quirk so all you could do was pound on the locked door. " Touya! open the damn door!" He pulled the door open and screamed " Will you shut the fuck up! You are such an annoying piece of shit!" tears streamed down your face. " Oh don't even pull that crying crap on me." " All I wanted to know was if it went well! You don't have to be such a bitch about it!" Red covered his vision and the next thing he knew was that he was punching you repeatedly. He punched you in the face, stomach and chest. " Stop! Stop! Touya please stop! I'm sorry!" He stopped mid punch. You were huddled in the corner of the room with your mouth bleeding, your nose bleeding and big ugly bruises were already forming. When you opened your eyes he was gone. All he left for you was a first aide kit.

He snapped out of the thought. " Well, why are you really here?" He sighed " I wanted to apologize about the way I treated you." " you never apologize, did Spinner or Toga send you here?" " Yeah." " look, I'm going to except that apology, even though I am still mad at you. I'm gonna give you 4 weeks to think of something to make it up to." " Okay, I love you. I got to get going." You sighed. " I love you too."

4 weeks later your foot had healed and you were still waiting for Touya to show up. You never liked calling him Dabi, because it wasn't the name given o him at birth. A knock on your door sent your nerves prickling all over. You opened the door and found him standing there. " Well, come on in." He stepped in. " He was awfully quiet. " So, did you think about how to make it up to me?" " Yes." " Good, how is that?" " By treating you right. By treating you like this." He started walking back towards you. You were now pressed against the wall with both of your bodies only inches away. He closed the gap between you and put his hand on the wall, right next to your head. His warm breath fanned out across your face that made you tingle. You knew what was going to happen. You have had sex before and that was at least six months ago. He slammed his lips on yours and cupped your face with his free hand. He was surprised that you kissed him back. He slid his tongue in your mouth and moaned at the feeling of your new tongue piercing. He pulled away. " A tongue piercing huh?" " I-I got it 2 weeks ago." " It suits you." He bit your collar bone and earned a moan. You tangled you fingers in his black hair. " Let's use that pretty voice of yours to see what you can do hm?" You nodded and wrapped your legs around his waist. He carried you to your shared bedroom, setting you down on the black sheets. He played with your breasts while kissing you and biting your lips. " Touya." You moaned. His dick grew hard faster than you can count to 3. " Fuck! I've missed your voice." " I want you to touch me Touya. Please." He smirked. " Are you begging my little slut?" You grew wet at the pet name. " Yes daddy. Only for you." He stripped you and himself of clothing and began licking your wet clit. " Fuck daddy! I'm close!" " Come for me baby girl." an orgasm wracked through your body, so intense. One you have never felt before. You screamed as your juices were released. " Fuck! Daddy, pound into me! I need you inside of me. I want your dick inside of me." " Your such a good slut. Begging and coming like a good girl. He lined himself up with you and pushed himself in, groaning at how tight your hole was. He began pounding into you with such force that your bed rocked. " Your so fucking tight for me." You whimpered as he hit your G-spot. " Right there daddy." His thrusts became sloppy and your breaths were shortened as you approached your climax. " I'm gonna cum Touya!" " I know y/n, me too. Just hold on a bit longer." Moments later he pulled himself out and came all over your stomach and into your mouth. You came all over his chest. He laid down next to you after gently cleaning you up. He pulled your naked form close to his. " Was this enough to make it up to you?" " Yeah."

This took 3 and a half hours to do. Hope you enjoy our favorite fire villain.

[decodenpa]

OCCULTIC;NINE REVIEW

Warning: May contain spoilers so proceed with caution!☆

Overall Score: 9.5 out of 10

Funimations Description: A high schooler's supernatural blog connects nine strangers seeking answers for the unexplained paranormal events in their lives.

I went into this series as a late night "I need background noise to go to sleep" show, not expecting much from it, however it turned out to be way wayyy more than I thought!

Let's start off with characters!

Yuta, our protagonist, I found to be very endearing (but I'm a sucker for the neet archetype if ya know what I mean lolol), and I really enjoyed his and Ryo-tas' relationship throughout the series. Although most of these characters fit in with the basic tropes (i.e deredere, hinedere, kuudere etc.) I found that each of them were unique while following said tropes, and also really progressed as characters throughout the story. Yuta's change from wanting to only make money and living an easy life to being willing to sacrifice his very being for the friends he has made my little otaku heart flutter.

Another good example of great character developement was Sarai. He went from an extremely stubborn, stoic and angry skeptic to a character who admits his flaws and learns to listen. And it wasn't a hot to cold change either. I started noticing him going from "I can never be wrong!" to becoming a sort of tsundere and then finally going so far as to tell Yuta that he was wrong for being a skeptic and that Yuta made him change his mind. Development like this made it a lot more enjoyable to see the characters interact and it really made them feel like they were real people dealing with the situations they're put in like real people!

Let's talk about the art next!

The animation was lovely and so was the art! The mood was always set very well by the scenery and the characters felt so in place within their surroundings. Honestly the art for the settings really blew me away! There was always a lot of detail and personality in these places and they really cemented the portrayl of a real world with real people in it.

The character designs were 100% on point and super cute too! My favorite design was Miyu's!

And with that, we move on to the plot!☆

I have to say, I really really enjoyed the story. The idea, at least when I think of what I've seen, was fresh and different and definitely something that'll stick with me! At first I had no clue what was going on. Quite honestly, it took me until the last 2 or 3 episodes to actually get a good idea of what was happening, but I loved every second of that confusion. It's pretty fast paced and a lot is thrown at you at once, so if you watch it you'll really have to pay attention! First it's "wow this girls is a psychic!" And then it's "wow 200 something people were found dead in a lake!" And then its "wow this girl kept her dead brother in her house for a whole year!" And the finally "oh wow they're all DEAD!!!" It's one of those shows that keeps you there by throwing you through a loop again again, but without feeling like the surprises are forced. However, the ending.... the ending was... disappointing to say the least. For all that buildup and all that suspense it was just kind of a letdown. They set you up with so many twists and so much excitement that you'd think you'd be given a grand, satisfying end, but sadly that's not the case. It ended quickly and very happy go lucky, and felt like a very forced "happily ever after" kind of deal, but I suppose some of that can be chalked up to how fast paced the show is.

And now my review comes to a close!☆

If you decide to watch it then come back after you're done and let me know what you think! And if you've already seen it I'd love to hear your thoughts too☆

I'll be doing reviews like this every time I finish a series so stay tuned for more! o(>ω<)o

That's all for now! Bye bye!☆

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