#so since when tumblr fucked up the tags and you have to like split the thing or it won't tag people. this website always work huh
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6 albums i've been listening to (+1 standout track)
tagged by @devilbrakers thank you sooo much ezra <3
nei letti degli altri - mahmood. nel tuo mare: this one is difficult because i'm putting on repeat a bunch of songs from this album A LOT and picking just one is crazy difficult so i picked the one i find myself going back to a lot. honorable mention to stella cadente. these two are the songs i relate the most so i'll cheat and mention both
the age of consent - bronski beat. smalltown boy: i've been in the mood for this album a lot lately..smalltown boy is a classic and it will forever be THE song to me
pizza kebab vol.1 - ghali (begging ghali to come up with normal album names fr). safi safi: i'm too weak for the songs where he mixes italian and arabic together so this is an easy pick fhdkfkjd
black celebration - depeche mode. stripped: of course i've been listening to my fave album ever of depeche mode..chosing one single track is like psychological torture but yeah. LET ME SEE YOU STRIPPED DOWN TO THE BONE!!!! LET ME HEAR YOU MAKE DECISIONS WITHOUT YOUR TELEVISION!!! LET ME HEAR YOU SPEAKING JUST FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!
pony express record - shudder to think. 9 fingers on you: how to pick just one song from this album literallyyyyy!!!!!!!! i've discovered them a few months ago and i still need to do a deep dive in their discography but this album is an obsession fr. bonus pick bc i can: own me
midnight cruisin' - kingo hamada. 抱かれに来た女: one thing you guys need to know about me is that i go CRAZY for city pop. when i need to do smth and i want music to vibe to, i put on a city pop album. lately i've gone back to this one bc i'm obsessed with this song specifically. i've been listening a lot to different albums by toshiki kadomatsu too but since my fave ones aren't even on spotify and i have to use youtube like i'm in 2010 again to listen to him i gave the sixth spot to smth else fjdfkjdfkjd
tagging: @primonizzutto @quickhacked @reaperkiller @pawnguild @risingsh0t
@sorceresslodge @eternalchant @ncytiri @saintalessia
@hibernationsuit @gothimp @tekehu and whoever else wants to do this!!
#tag games#so since when tumblr fucked up the tags and you have to like split the thing or it won't tag people. this website always work huh#anyways you can see my taste in music is all over the place kfdhjfkdj i loved doing this ty again ezra <33
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Playing with fire || Miguel O'hara
Pairing: Miguel O'hara x f!reader
Summary: After risking your life to save one spider, Miguel had enough and decided it was time to discipline you.
Tags: SMUT, NOT BETA READ, face slapping (M&F), brat! reader, spanking, very brief blowjob, gagging, Miguel has a big dick, overstimulation (?), multiple orgasm denial, rough sex, pussy slapping, unprotected sex, pain kink, some aftercare at the end.
Words: 2.8k
idk how Tumblr works as well but user @/octobersoot said something about reader being a brat to Miguel and I had to revamp this one idea lol. I hope this counts as reader being a brat.
Spanish speakers, do correct me with the last one in the translation, thank you in advance :DD
cariño - honey || mi vida - my life || coño - fuck (literally means cunt but google said it can also be used as like 'fuck!' or 'shit!' in English)
"NO DON'T!"
When you ripped yourself from Miguel's hands and jumped down into the black hole to catch the Spider-Man that fell into it, you had two thoughts.
If you die, Miguel would pull you from hell to kill you.
If you lived, Miguel would make sure you'd regret it.
As the void approaches, you latched onto one falling debris and leaped out to get closer to the guy whose wrist’s flicked to release some webs for you to catch on but you ignored it. You’ve seen how using webs to catch someone goes and it didn’t end well, you’re not about to make the same mistakes.
Reaching out to grab the falling Peter's hand, you webbed to the nearest stable item you could before feeling Miguel’s webs wrap around your waist. The momentary fear and adrenaline from saving the spider drained out of your skin almost immediately. Hearing the angry man barking orders above you, you prayed early for your soul.
You're not religious but you'd certainly need a diety's kind soul to take pity on you today once you’re left behind doors with Miguel alone.
"AY COÑO, WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?! DID YOU GET YOUR HEAD HIT SOMEWHERE??"
You grunted, tugging President Spidey with you. "Just pull us up!"
"I should let go of you for being so stupid!"
"Then fucking do it coward!"
Despite his comments, it took one tug from Miguel to pull you and President Spider-Man to a safe spot on a building they were resting at to watch the consequences of altering canon events. The anger radiating out of his body would be enough to trigger your senses, his glare searing a hole through your skull.
Looking up sheepishly, Miguel’s face was contorted into subdued rage. The absolute fury lashing in his dark red eyes made your heart drop to the soles of your feet.
You're absolutely fucked and you don't know if you regret it or not.
On one hand, he's going to murder you and split your body into pieces to feed the kraken version of Doc Ock. But on the other, he's unfathomably hot when he's glaring through your flesh and soul.
How could he be so alluring while plotting your murder? You have no idea.
"We're going to have a talk." His darkened voice made your spine tingle, you nod and turned to run towards Hobi but the firm hand on your shoulder halts you. "Don't move, I'll break your knees if you do."
President Spider-Man shrunk beside you, more intimidated by the threat directed towards you than you do.
"Is that a threat, boss?"
"No cariño, it's a promise."
Leaping down to greet the quarantine squad, he left the two of you on the rooftops. President Spidey turned to you, worried to the nines for your soul.
"D-do you need to universe hop? You're free to hide at mine, since it's my fault you're gonna get grinded later."
You laughed, slapping him in the back to which he wheezed at. "Don't worry, he won't bite."
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Despite your shit attempt of comforting President Spider-Man, he didn't leave your side, ready to jump in front of you if Miguel happens to snap in the middle of the journey back to HQ. Hobie however, attempted to pry him off of your side with an amused smile.
“Have you realized how fucked you are?”
President Spidey hushed him, to which the man raised an eyebrow at. “Don’t say that.”
When you all entered the office, Miguel halted and you all followed. There’s a buzz in the back of your head and a glance at the nervous wreck beside you tells you that he felt it too.
"Everyone except my wife, leave."
President Spidey almost spoke up, probably to request to stay next to you until Hobie swung his arms around his neck and pulled him out, but not before saluting to you.
"I'll burn the ministry in your honor."
His voice echoed in the dimly lit room until the hatch closed shut, isolating you and your husband from the outside world until further notice. You watch as a yellow holographic lady materializes over his shoulder, Layla whose gaze immediately met yours.
"Layla, make sure no one tries to enter my office until I say so. Go hang out with Spiderbyte in the meantime."
"Don't break the poor girl, she didn't do—"
"I don't want to hear it. Leave."
Sparing you a pitiful smile, she dispersed into the air. With no hatch to escape to, nor any obstacles to run behind, you were left standing a few footsteps away from the man.
"I thought we had an agreement to keep ourselves safe during missions?"
There was a simmering anger hidden behind his words, tone almost dark and bitten back.
"I was safe, you just need to place a little faith on—"
"The last time I did that, the people I cared about died."
You wanted to defend yourself, bring up being safer since you're Spider-Man and all that but you knew it wouldn't end well. Seeing the seething anger radiating off of him, that's the best course of action.
Hanging your head down with a sigh. "Alright, I'm sorry."
"Sorry's not gonna cut it this time, cariño. I think I have to drill it into you."
Your brain clicks, realizing what he said and you frown. "Fucking is not gonna help us right now, Miguel!"
"Well I don't see you complaining every time it happens, do I? If I recall, you've begged, cried and screamed my name again and—"
Your hand moved faster than your brain as you slapped the man. You gasped, bringing both hands up to your mouth as you watched him go silent.
"I-I'm so sorry, I didn't mean—"
"No no no, I see how it is."
You waited for his next move with bated breath, goosebumps prickling your skin. You debated on taking a few steps back but before you could, he surged with his hands grabbing your neck and slamming you on the wall, stealing the breath from your lungs and you gasped.
“You know the words, mi vida?”
You curled your eyebrows at him. Does he mean your safeword?
“F-fucking get your hands off of me, let's talk."
The light slap on your cheeks shocked you, mouth falling ajar at the action. You couldn’t deny the fact that the sting left by his hand has stirred your desires awake, nor can you even dare to mention how breathless—figuratively and literally—he left you.
Miguel observed your eyes, cautious of any hurt flashing in them before putting more pressure on the side of your throat and you greedily inhaled more air as much as you could. Dark spots crawl from the side of your vision and fear starts to claw at your heart.
Yet the uncomfortable slickness and ache between your thighs says otherwise.
"Your words."
"I'm not using them!"
The grin curling his lips sent shivers down your spine, doom looming over you.
"Good."
Before you could say anything, he released your throat and you fell to the floor, inhaling greedily for air as your vision slowly repairs itself.
"I've been wanting to tame that mouth of yours since earlier."
You coughed, peering up at him through your eyelashes. "R-really? I thought you liked that about me?"
"Oh really? I thought I said I only liked your mouth, not your voice."
Grabbing your jaw, he forced you to look up before pushing two of his fingers through your lips, pressing down on your tongue as his suit disintegrated to reveal his formal clothes. Miguel's hand threads through your hair, caressing the back of your head before tugging. With a wicked grin, he continued.
"Strip."
It was a command, not a request. The low timbre of his voice sends jolts of pleasure down your spine. Following his heeds like a hypnotized woman, you made quick work of your clothes, tossing them to the side and unshackling your web shooters.
Reaching up, you unbuttoned his pants and took care of his fly before shrugging the clothing down his thighs. The tent in his boxers sent shivers down your spine, a promise of pleasure behind its confines.
Pulling it down, his girth revealed itself to you and your tongue grew heavy inside your mouth, a few dribbles of pre-cum on the tip and the prominent veins giving it an illusion of being larger than it already is. Miguel pulled you closer making you kiss the base of his dick.
"What a sinful face you have, cariño. I'm starting to like this more."
He guided his length to your mouth, smearing his clear arousal on the plush of your lips making you open up only for his hand to come down harshly against your cheeks once more.
The sharp sting immediately melts into hot arousal pooling down your thighs.
"Do you really think you deserve me, mi cielo? After speaking back to me earlier?"
"I want it, please?"
He scoffed. "'Want' it? Do you think you own me? That's funny."
His webs embraced you and he pulled, making you stumble to the floor with a yelp. Being bound tightly by Miguel who towered over you with sadistic glee and glowering eyes, made you feel small all over.
Yet the sick bastard at the back of your head smiled an ugly grin.
"How about we try it again? Maybe if you ask nicely, I'll give you what you wanted."
He pulled you back to a standing position, his hand immediately locking onto your jaw, forcing your eyes to meet his dilated and darkened red pairs that seemed to tempt you to drown yourself in them.
Your eyes fell to the hand pumping himself leisurely and groaned.
"Please? Darling, I want to taste you."
"Do you deserve it?"
"I'm more of an action type of person than a talker."
He said nothing, watching as you fall back to your knees before tapping the head of his cock onto your lips. Once your mouth opened, his hand on your jaw crawled to the back of your head and pushed.
The sudden and wide intrusion down your throat got you gagging yet Miguel only found pleasure from the throb of your muscles constricting around him.
You remind yourself to breathe through your nose, trying to force yourself through it but your throat complains and you knew you couldn't take it. Slapping his thighs thrice, he pulled away immediately, clicking his tongue while you coughed and gasped for air.
"Bold talk. I knew your mouth wasn't fit for speaking at all. Such a shame it can't do anything at all."
Still focused on the throb in your throat, you weren't able to react fast enough when he pulled you flush to his chest by the web and carried you to the platform where a cushioned chair awaits.
He sat and you ended up on his lap with both his calloused hands grounding you by the shoulder and hips. Miguel's burning eyes roamed the expanse of your chest, one hand rising to trace his gaze with his fingertips and pinching the stiffened peaks of your mounds making you moan from the slightest touch.
"Maybe your pussy could do a better job."
The hand soon crept around your neck with his eyes where it pressed against its sides once more.
It was maddening how you could feel his hardness pressing against your folds yet unable to do much about it. The firm hand on your hips prevents you from grinding down on him. He does reach down to your clit, palming your engorged bead but before you could revel in it, he pulled away.
"Did those slaps get you this wet baby? Didn't know you're such a slut."
Your cheeks lights up and you slapped his cheek lightly for the name he called you, only for Miguel to return it harder.
"You don't get to slap me, slut. The only thing you're for is this pussy."
A wet slap resonated in the room and you cried, thighs closing from the impact on your heat, embarrassment burning your body before shame crawled up your throat as you realized his demeaning behavior seems to only goad you further.
He didn't give you a chance to prepare when he pushed his cockhead into you. Tears brimmed in your eyes as the burn of the stretch stung your veins and stirred your desire further. Every inch inserted tore you apart, the sensation a mixture of heaven and hell, it was delicious as it was painful.
Seeing the struggle in your face, Miguel reached down to roll your clit in slow circles, whispering affirmations into your ears. The moment he sensed your accommodation to his girth did he pull out till his head remained, angling his hips before inserting himself back again to hit the spongy spot on your walls.
You whimpered and moaned in his shoulder as his pace grew with a manic fervor. The pain slowly transitioned into pleasure with the frequency of his thrusts, your nails dug into his shoulder as he pushed himself deeper and deeper into you, narrowly missing your uterus as he pistoned into you.
Mind whirled in ecstasy and lightness brought by his fingers on your throat, you only grabbed onto him for dear life as he quickly dragged you to the edge.
Feeling the familiar pulse and tightness of your walls around him, Miguel suddenly pulled away and you cried.
"Why did you pull away?"
His hand came down with a loud crack! as it collides with the globes of your ass in quick successions. Your hips twists as you clenched desperately on air. Desire clawed at your throat and you whimpered, body already missing the rush of pleasure he brought with every push.
“Do you think you deserve it, mi vida?”
You nodded and he chuckled darkly. “I don’t think you do.”
Despite his words, Miguel entered you once more, picking up his previous pace. Your previous orgasms arose, walls clamping down onto him, desperate for the release you craved so deeply. There's a wet sound echoing in the room along and you flushed deeper yet far too desperate for euphoria to care.
His deft fingers found your clit with experienced accuracy and slapped it with every thrust of his hips.
You shouldn't be enjoying every bit of pain yet here you were, moaning and wriggling your hips for more stimulation like a mad woman.
"My cariño's such a slut taking all of this pain like the whore she is. Bet you liked that spider guy huh? Jumping off like a fool to save a dick, so pathetic."
Miguel pulled away and you cried, the itch of dissatisfaction searing through your body. You clawed at his back as if the pain could threaten him, in response, Miguel swats your rear once more.
"A little slut like you doesn't deserve to cum. After that stupid stunt earlier? Do you think you deserve to come?"
"Yes yes yes."
He slapped you across the face but you could care less, whining.
"Stop being a dick and give it to me, please!"
Clicking his tongue. "Such a desperate slut, I'd slap you for that, but I'm feeling a bit generous."
It was his fingers that attacked you this time, deftly rubbing your clit. Your hips stuttered up to follow his hand.
“Might as well count how many, right?”
Your mind grows lighter as time bleeds against each other. His objections to your orgasms grew frequent as the intervals between your nirvana grew shorter, you have lost count of how many he has denied you and has long stopped doing so, body now laid motionlessly on top of his as you sobbed onto his shoulder from frustration.
Miguel didn't care, in fact, he reveled in your misery every time.
His hips pistoned faster, tip almost always nudging your spot with every thrust as his lips caught yours in a weakened dance, there was a shift in the air and you knew he had finally relented on dragging it out.
"Come for me, darling. I want it all, give it to me."
The pleasure that bursted in your veins wasn't like the others from before. The ecstasy woke every nerve ending in your body alight, limbs growing weightless from the shock of pleasure from your orgasm as electric shocks reverberated from your core and to the tip of your fingers.
Your thighs convulsed violently and you screamed, arousal squirting to drench his stomach. Miguel's arms curled around you protectively as you shivered, whispering hushed affirmations in your ears while the impact of a long-denied orgasm shattered you.
"You did so well for me, mi vida. I’m here, no more of that."
Miguel soaked in your every moans and sobs as he murmured something you couldn't catch, mind far too foggy to process.
You didn't even realize that he didn't came, focused solely on comforting you through your high.
His racing heartbeat matched the pace of the throb in your head, you could hear your breathing echo in your ears yet in the state of exhaustion, you found it calming, melodic even. Miguel’s fingers that gave and tore your pleasure away now caressed the back of your head, gently as if you’ll break apart.
You could make out his chapped lips pressing kisses onto your temple as exhaustion won over your body, eyes falling shut with the melodic rhythm of his heartbeat lulled you to sleep.
#miguel o'hara#miguel o'hara smut#miguel o'hara imagine#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel o'hara x reader one shot#marvel fics#marvel smut#spiderman smut#spider man smut#spider man fics
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A (W)Hole New Experience [M] — Kim Mingyu (TEASER)
✧ Because Mingyu likes big butts and he cannot lie ✧
— domestic au, SMUT [18+], fluff, established relationship, minimal plot; word count: 4k+ (subject to change)
Chubby female!reader x Husband!Kim Mingyu (COMING SOON!!)
Your husband has always had a thing for your ass. And so it’s only natural for him to want to take your sex life to the next level. The question is whether you will let him.
✎ Notes:
1) this one's for all my chubby readers out there 💕
2) don't read if you're uncomfortable with anal sex or mentions thereof!!
3) teaser below the cut ^^
“You wanna put it where?!”
“Come on, baby. Think about it. You’d look so pretty with my cock stuffed in your ass,” Mingyu mumbled, his large hands slowly sliding down to your soft ass before giving it a firm squeeze.
“Yeah, but have you seen yourself, Gyu? That thing is huge” you emphasized, holding up your index fingers to demonstrate just how big he was.
“And you love it,” he smirked, grabbing onto one of your fingers to place a gentle kiss onto it. “Don’t pretend like you’re not begging me to fuck you stupid every single time.”
Heat rushed to your cheeks at his blatant statement. It was true though. You loved your husband’s big dick and he never failed to give you the most toe-curling, bone-shattering orgasms whenever the two of you shared an intimate moment.
“I’m not. It’s just...my ass is different. I don’t feel like being split open and not being able to walk properly for days,” you sighed.
“Since when has that ever stopped you?” Mingyu snickered before teasingly brushing his soft lips over the smooth skin of your exposed neck.
“Gyu…” you whined, knowing exactly what he was doing. Only you decided that you weren’t going to let him win this time.
“Okay okay, I won’t bring it up again,” he chuckled. “But, if you change your mind...”
You giggled at the puppy eyes he was giving you. “You’ll be the first to know.”
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KinnPorsche Ep14 Lines of Power (FINALE)
The COMPLETE Lines of Power series:
[Trailer] [Ep01] [Ep02] [Ep03] [Ep04] [Ep05] [Ep06] [Ep07] [Ep08] [Ep09 Part 1] [Ep09 Part 2] [Ep10] [Ep11] [Ep12] [Ep13] [Ep14 - this post]
While waiting for KP to launch, I watched the trailer dozens of times, and I decided "Why not do a post on the stunning visuals?" Afterwards, I thought I might as well make a whole series.
Since then, I've created 15 in-depth posts and called out 164 unique images to break down lines of power, staging, and framing in KinnPorsche the Series.
Y'all, I have worked my ass off. Now it's your turn.
For the finale, I'm asking you to show me what you learned.
I'm going to discuss ONE image because I've been WAITING FOR IT SINCE EP 2, like daaayuum, finally. The first one's mine.
But for the rest? I'll give you hints to jumpstart ideas, but then it's up to you. You can think about them privately, or you can take whatever images you want, reblog this post or repost them to discuss, break down, explore, brainstorm, have fun. (Please tag me if you create a new post so I can find it?) You can use just one or two images, or feel free to take this entire list of images, or ignore me and use your own images.
And if nobody takes up the challenge, oh well, this will still be a nice gallery. ;)
So, like I said, I get this first one:
I GOT MY THRONE REVERSAL!
The history: I started calling Kinn a king way back during the Trailer, and I've been screaming about Kinn and his ability to make any seat look a throne since Episode 2. The more it happened, the more I started looking for a reversal of that throne visual.
When I say "reversal," what I was expecting and searching for was an enemy sitting on a throne while Kinn was simultaneously shown de-throned and out of power.
However, I'm thrilled with this alternative reversal, where Kinn stands while Porsche demonstrates his solo throne-sitting style for the first time. And hot damn he makes it look good. 😍
Worth the wait. 😉
Okay, friends and LoP lovers. You're up. What do you think of these?
Hint: Camera tilt
Hint: Split screen background, Kinn separated/outside
Hint: Framing, tilted camera
Hint: Camera tilt
(*cries forever*)
Hint: Split backgrounds, light/dark, reversals
Hint: Kim being caged (look back at Ep 3), lines, slope
Hint: FUCK NO, I'M NOT GIVING YOU A HINT FOR THIS!!!
And here's an inspiration grab-bag! Lots of great scenes to choose from throughout the finale.
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EXAMPLE: Even before I wrote this post, @lestrang pinged me about the mirrors in the VegasPete after-credit scene. So there's some inspiration!
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The COMPLETE Lines of Power series:
[Trailer] [Ep01] [Ep02] [Ep03] [Ep04] [Ep05] [Ep06] [Ep07] [Ep08] [Ep09 Part 1] [Ep09 Part 2] [Ep10] [Ep11] [Ep12] [Ep13] [Ep14 - this post]
For more great meta from folks across the KP Tumblr fandom, please visit the Damn Good KinnPorsche Meta doc.
Aaaand scene!
*fade to black*
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WARNING: groomer in the SFW vore community (serious)
Content/Trigger warning: discussions of grooming, mention of incest, and sexual and fatal vore
I am posting to tags to try to keep people safe!
This specifically occured in the Owl House corner of this community, but everyone should be warned
I will put the rest of the post below keep reading, but for now the person I'm accussing is known as "les-the-mess" on here and "LesTheMessy" on DeviantArt (I do not remember the discord name) and she is 23/24 years of age
And lastly that a real minor has been contacted by said person and made very uncomfortable (url will not be stated for their safety)
Remember to check everything I say for yourself, if you don't believe me; I would not accuse this person publicly if I didn't consider them a real threat
All except the minor's statement are available online
I am feeling sick to my stomach that this happened and I don't know how to handle this. I'm going to tell this a bit more like a story so I can get it out easier
I was on DA (DeviantArt) when I saw something odd pop up; a vore edit of Catra and Adora with Luz and Amity as prey. I looked at it, because I am always up to find more sfw safe vore creators, but it was neither safe or non-sexual
There were clearly comments engaging with the art in a sexual way and the creator didn't discourage or delete said comments and the description itself mentioned how the vore was going to end with both prey characters dying.
This person had an identical avatar and near identical username to their URL here on tumblr and I was horrified as I knew that this person had interacted with a minor despite having "minors DNI" and that already gave me a slight prickling suspicion something was wrong (later learned she has even DMed them on discord...)
They had both minors and NSFW in her DNI so I didn't have anything to go after, as they didn't have any post with suspicious stuff here or followed any weird blogs and I brushed it off initially
Her posts on DA however... Very fucking damning: almost all their edits are of minors and adults in vore or of the character The Collector (Which is a child who is also a god; he is immortal, but at the point we last see them is mentally an 8-10 year old)
Now I didn't pick the most damning thing to screenshot, as it was too gross (unbirth incest between Luz the main character, her girlfriend and Luz's mother Camila) but here is one example of one of their posts:
Odalia/nickname Mamadalia is an antagonist of the show and an adult woman
Here is a screenshot of her account on tumblr:
Very lousily taken, but I was too distraught to care
I contacted the minor (who I am already friendly with, since I wanted to support the growth of their blog) as soon as I deemed this person to be a threat and the minor has told me that she has indeed acted weird towards them, but it only clicked now after I shared what I did...
The minors own words when I asked for details:
"I can't remeber what we talked about exactly since I deleted my discord in a panic-
But it was first of with the collector, at first it seemed harmless, but I started getting uncomfortable when it entered into the vore Stuff, like, I dont why but it rubbed me the wrong way but I didnt say anything since it sorta felt…uneasy to say the least, and i feel stupid because i never said anything about it
She also talked a lot about digestion aswell, and when I brought up the no minors thing- she said it was because she managed and 18+ discord server and it was okay for us to talk, and I feel this is extremely important to mention- she reposted your art to me without credit, I cant remeber everything but i hope this is enough"
Now the last thing I will say I don't have much of an opinion on, because of how severe the situation is, but I wanted to include the full message (Split up into paragraphs for easier reading)
I might have forgotten some stuff, but this is all I can think of right now
Please just stay safe, stay away and block/report this person!
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I wrote a bunch of paragraphs about nothing in particular again so here it is under a readmore so it doesn't take up space.
like 8 years ago when people used tumblr more via desktop browser than its app, I put a 3rd party metric tracker in my desktop theme that logged how people were referred to my blog. it also captured what pages of my blog people viewed.
at one point during this time I reblogged a piece of pixel art from a japanese artist. they came to my blog through their activity page, and then searched my blog in a couple different ways for the terms "ドット" and "ドット絵" ("dot" and "dot art", as in pixel art). I checked those search urls myself to see if they found anything but there were no results because I never used those terms or specifically tagged pixel art in any other way.
ever since then I've made an effort to tag all pixel art I reblog with the term "pixel art". that artist was probably hoping to find more art to check out and it bums me out that my tagging system wasn't thorough enough to help.
this is why I have my current specific tag system lol. it keeps evolving but having the ability to find stuff you're into without jumping through hoops is really handy. (the site-wide post and tag searches return sooo much bullshit. it's a slog sifting through thr noise whenever I use those to fill my queue due to the sheer amount of manga caps, polls, liveblogs, personal posts, and fics posted without readmores...)
if only the way to view all tags you've ever used still worked. I think it caps at 500 or 1000 now and is also chronological so the first 500 or whatever tags you ever used show up in the list. then there's a hard stop and it does not update as you delete posts or use that mass tag editor to remove certain tags for your blog entirely.
I went through my used tag list earlier this year to unify certain tags and remove tags that I stopped using in favor for other ones, but I only got like 400 tagged terms down the list. maybe downloading my blog data would show more. the trick I mentioned uses your desktop blog's archive page. the tags are in its code so you can use "inspect element" to view it. I remember scrolling a lot to load a bunch of posts on the page but cant remember if this was required or I just did it to see if I could access more tags.
it's formatted all fucked and hard to manage but you can copy and paste the long chunk of tags into one cell of a spreadsheet and then use Data options to split them into columns by commas (or whatever punctuation separates them, I forget). a wide list is a huge pain to view so from there you can click on a cell containing data, click ctrl+a to highlight all data in thr row, copy, then paste special as "transposed" to turn the copied row 90° so it pastes as a column. the spreadsheet will wide as fuck from the hundreds of columns so honestly its easier to paste the transposed data into a new tab and delete the original vs clicking in the column to the left of your transposed data and then pressing ctrl+ shift+right arrow to select all rows to the right, then deleting the extra rows.
if you're in Excel you may have to use the "delete rows" option from the "home" tab and then save the sheet using "file > save" (do NOT save via the save button on the upper left corner or ctrl+s). this returns the sheet to a manageable size for scrolling (plus reduces its file size). this piece of shit software usually retains the sheet width/length even after you delete hundreds of columns/rows unless you use this trick of deleting specifically via home tab + saving specifically through the save menu.
I got a round number of tags when I did this which makes me think there's a cutoff.
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CATS Suncoast Broadway Dinner Theatre - Hudson, FL (with Pics)
Thanks to Suncoast Broadway Dinner Theatre for renting our set and having us for the past two weeks in the Junkyard. It's always a delight working with Chaz, and we got to know an incredible cast and crew. I'm not sure how many hashtags I can use so I am going to include the cast list here for pics that arrive since all of you are so talented at Tumblr (the cast is so intrigued by Superfans, btw!)
We had many challenges with a dinner theatre because the stage is very small in order to accommodate tables. As well, actors serve patrons so I needed to design an outfit to protect the costumes and suspend disbelief. And from patron reactions, we've been told this is one of the best openings, if not the best opening, and the best show/costume the theatre has had to date and hoped we'd be back, which was very, very kind of them.
Pouncival, played by Isaiah Mayhew
Electra (u/s Bombalurina) played by Rachel Knowles (so sorry for the bad photo quality--she's stunning!)
Misto played by Kory Randles
Pounce, and these two randos, what losers. :P
Mungojerrie/Macavity split track, played by Andre Spathelf-Sanders and yeah, this jerk who keeps showing up. I adore the whole cast to bits truly but we're planning on cosplaying Green Lantern together and he was the first to get my "Archer" references in the make up classes. If it's ever of interest, I'm happy to sometime talk about my make up classes and what to do when there are "mistakes" with what I call the Bob Ross Method.
Demeter by Iraya Catalina is making an argument that maybe all Demeters need to be Filipino because she slays!
Jennyanydots and her incredibly supportive husband. She was one of the most delightful people to work with, hilarious, fun, loving, amazing hugs, and just a joy. I've never had a Jenny almost refuse to take the Gumbie suit off (which is a huge compliment). What a joy.
David was the make up designer for all of the designs except Bombalurina's, and I taught about 5-hours of make up classes.
The magic of an incredible LED screen came into play as there were cool effects, such as a first person POV of a cat going to the junkyard (bringing YOU into the show) and the sky changing with the hours of the day, the moon, everything. The lighting designer Dalton Hamilton was wonderful and provided the following photographs. All costumes designed/created by David and myself (The Costume Asylum/Siegert Creative):
I am going to try to get some rehearsal pics and one of the funniest bloopers ever but I hope this is a nice start. Happy Sunday, I'm happy to be home, but I miss these kitties so much already!
Apologies if I missed tagging anyone, y'all know I'm really trying with Tumblr very hard. Oh! Rhagan Carter (Rumpleteazer) is the Dance Captain! Knew I forgot something.
Also... is there a way I can add text when I add a bunch of pics at once to name the actors? I cannot for the life of me figure out how. I keep clicking in between photos and hit return and nothing!
Each passing day, I become more and more of that "how do you do fellow young people" meme, I swear.
If there's anything specific you'd like to know, feel free to ask or comments in general. Not sure how long it'll take to get back because I got 2 hours of sleep last night, flew in, and today is a "fuck it, let's order dominos" day. ... but... ordering dominos... is hard. moving is hard. falling down the stairs... easier than anticipated. 0/10 do not recommend.
#cats musical suncoast broadway theatre#cats musical#chaz wolcott#caitlin sams#robert justin dresner#brady ryan phillips#riley wesson#iraya catalina#kory randles#andre spathelf-sanders#rhagan carter#andi garner#michael hartman#emerson hart#delaney jackson#rachel knowles#katie van horn#isaiah mayhew#elizabeth meade#nich schrier#lauren taylor#david williamson
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Priest (Author) Character Tournament
⚠️ Submissions CLOSED ⚠️
Link to Masterpost
Rules
One character per submission. If you want to submit multiple characters, please do so in separate forms.
Only the character and the novel they’re from is required, but propaganda is highly encouraged
Please submit the English and/or most common way to refer to the novel. If you want to submit a novel without an English translation, please describe it AND the character. The description is not required but HIGHLY encouraged since this tournament is being run in English.
If you’re not sure which novels were written by Priest or are interested in her other novels, here’s a link to a helpful carrd.
Tag: #priest character tournament
Current Submissions below the cut
(CW: spoilers, misgendering as a joke, death/murder, cannibalism, swearing, suggestive language, physical abuse)
[Last Updated: Match 11th, 2024]
Submissions (15/15)
Chang An from Bestial Blade / Shou Cong Zhi Dao
Submission:
Just a little guy with a big fuck-off saber. Was sickly from childhood (later in the book it's discovered to be a heart condition), but did not let that stop him from studying the blade. Sleeps a lot when he is not fighting. Beat his boyfriend with a stick that one time (was absolutely in the right).
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Cheng Qian from Liu Yao
"Now, in Cheng Qian's eyes, there were only two kinds of people in this world: people who are no match for him now, and people who will be no match for him in the future."
- Liu Yao: The Revitalization of Fuyao Sect, Chapter 38
No propaganda submitted
Sassy child who cares about his found family/sect SO much
The “meanie” from the description - “A cultivation story about how a declining sect is restored by a narcissist, troublemaker, meanie, idiot, and wimpy kid.”
“No matter how many foes, they cannot bend my will.” - Cheng Qian, ch.29
"He believed that when he was alone, he could do anything all by himself. For a lone person, when he reaches the peak of his achievement, he's still alone; when he falls to the depths of the abyss, too, he's still alone. Even if his head were to fall from his shoulders, wouldn't that just be a scar on his body? What was there to fear?" - Ch. 36
Chu Huan from Of Mountains and Rivers / Shan He Biao Li
Submission:
His vibes are insane. A character pipi made by putting Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu in a jar and shaking, and then wrapping the result in the most unassuming shell possible. That one post that went like "perfectly normal man that has something seriously wrong with him" might as well have been made about him. Kills like 20 ppl in his introduction scene, falls off a cliff, gets on a bus, and agrees to become a teacher for those random guys he met because one of them is hot. Speaking of, his bi awakening and accepting it happens in a span of like, one second. *Sees a hot guy* welp, homosexual attraction is not a sin! Also, somehow has perfect tumblr shitposter vibes. Was asked what's a word for "good brother" in his language and after careful consideration said "bitch". Did I mention he's insane? "Play me a tune, and I'll go along with your BDSM play." Or that time he woke up after being clinically dead for a bit (saw his deceased loved ones asking him to go into the light and all) and to his bf's frantic questioning of "Does it hurt?" immediately went "Yes. It hurts a lot. You have to kiss it better." like bestie your priorities.... Anyway yeah what a guy.
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Feng Xiaoshu / Princess Jing’an from Lord Seventh
Submission:
Badass lady who leads troops and can split a person's head in half with her spear <3
Han Muchun from Liu Yao
"Only I, your master, would not detest you, my dirty girl. If it were your first senior brother here, he would have stewed you."
- Han Muchun to Shuikeng, Liu Yao: The Revitalization of Fuyao Sect, Chapter 29
[No propaganda submitted]
Took some disciples for his declining sect and unexpectedly became a father
Han Yuan from Liu Yao
“Unlike us that had a vagrant life, domesticated kids are shy; I have to look after him in future.”
- Han Yuan about Cheng Qian
Submission:
Cringefail loser(most affectionate) dragon boi. Gone edgy but his family loves him anyway.
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“our fav -1 braincell kiddo”
The “idiot” from the description - “A cultivation story about how a declining sect is restored by a narcissist, troublemaker, meanie, idiot, and wimpy kid.”
Huang Jinchen from Itinerant Doctor / You Yi
Submission:
His style has captivated me... Emotionless sniper who is considered more weapon than person on the clock; busks on the subway in his free time. Part of a clown4clown couple. Killed a human being for the first time at the age of 8. Apparently gives mind-blowingly good massages. Also had 'The Little Match Girl' fairy tale metaphor in the book which uh hurted me.
Jing Beiyuan from Lord Seventh
Submission:
Honestly what a guy. He was dealt such a bad hand and yet he stays Chillin’… by which I mean sacrificing both his own morals and his physical safety to put a guy that he’s fundamentally ‘meh’ about at this point on the throne because everyone else is so much worse. He wants to be a dad so so badly it’s heartbreaking (until it isn’t!). He has Old Man Vibes™️ because he remembers three centuries worth of past lives and it makes him deeply weird but he’s still the prettiest boy anyone has ever seen. He was a jasmine plant for a while. 10/10 best at taking naps and pretending to be a loser. Go king give us nothing <3
Li Yun from Liu Yao
[No propaganda submitted]
The “troublemaker” from the description - “A cultivation story about how a declining sect is restored by a narcissist, troublemaker, meanie, idiot, and wimpy kid.”
Made “water that bathed toads’ feet” (Golden Toad Liquid)
A weird animal/bug kid, which I respect SO much
“Resident mad scientist and frog enthusiast… an annoyance (affectionate)”
Mu Xiaoqiao from Bandits / You Fei / Legend of Fei
Submission:
"People tended to apply the highest of standards when judging the behavior of revered saints like the Sword of Mountains and Rivers: if they made even the smallest of missteps, they would be deemed unworthy of their sterling reputations, and be lambasted for hypocrisy. But people were much more magnanimous towards Mu Xiaoqiao and those of his vile ilk, for as long as these fiends didn’t go around killing everyone in sight…or as long as this violence was directed at others instead, they could sometimes even find something perversely charming about these villains." (Bandits, book 3, chapter 13)
Callout for who? Callout for me. Pipi is very right about this but also she is the one writing her murderous gays so epic and sexy and fascinating and irresistible and…
Tong Ru / Lord Beiming from Liu Yao
“Beiming? Who deserves the title of Beiming? That’s merely an arrogant title given by some short-sighted people.”
- Lord Beiming, Liu Yao: The Revitalization of Fuyao Sect, Chapter 16
[No propaganda submitted]
“It’s just death, nothing serious.” - Lord Beiming, ch.30
***I, the poll runner, have not gotten to the Lord Beiming reveal, so I’m not 100% sure the quotes from where I’m at are correct/for the same person (since there’s another person trying to claim the title of Lord Beiming)
(Also, Tong Ru and Han Muchun are sharing a picture because it’s way too blurry with just one lol)
Wen Kexing from Faraway Wanderers
Submission:
Character of all time (to me). Cannibal. Malewife. Flaming homosexual. Strongest mfer in jianghu after literal immortal. Surprisingly realistic portrayal of c-ptsd and dissociative disorder considering all of the above. Half of the couple that rewired my brain chemistry and gave me unrealistic expectations for romance -_-
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Wu Xi from Lord Seventh / Qi Ye
Submission:
My beloved snake boy!! He goes as a hostage to a foreign land at eleven years old in order to maintain uneasy peace between his country and the empire that colonized them (and on that note, his initial language struggle was so good), then he manages to help keep his love interest safe from thousands of kilometers away via peerless potions skills, then he goes and *wins his nation's freedom* via martial might and court negotiations, and then he heals his man and gets him home. Like bulletpoint by bulletpoint I think he might have actually managed to accomplish the most out of the cast by the end. (Qi Ye is a palace intrigue novel btw, so it's amazing that the one character who had zero patience with palace intrigue was the one who accomplished so much lmao.) And all this while being a 20-something borderline-yandere ML obsessed with his first love. What a man. What a legend.
Not to mention his epic healer skills were the reason Zhou Zishu survives Faraway Wanderers. Wenzhou get their happy ending because of him!
Also, he hand-raised the most lovable animal sidekick of all time (sable!!!!!) before said sable defected to his husband. Vote for Wu Xi to make sable happy.
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Xi Ping from Tai Sui
Submission:
He is literally everything to me. Pure chaos condensed into a single person. Everyone loves him, everyone hates him. He does his best, he doesn't try at all, he beats up monsters with a qin, he brought about the destruction of the entire cultivation world…
Yan Zhengming from Liu Yao
"I've grown into this age, but other than this face that my parents had birthed me with, there is nothing on my person that holds any sort of value. What right do I have to change the thousand-year tradition of our sect? In any case, even if the sect tradition makes no sense whatsoever, it's still something left behind by our master."
- Yan Zhengming, The Revitalization of Fuyao Sect, Chapter 38
[No propaganda submitted]
The “Narcissist” from the description - “A cultivation story about how a declining sect is restored by a narcissist, troublemaker, meanie, idiot, and wimpy kid.”
THE prettiest princess; he’s literally referred to as Niangniang (a term for an imperial concubine) at least once
He is such a materialist who is even described as caring more about money than life, but "When he thought of Cheng Qian, he suddenly felt like there was nothing else that he desired in this life" (Ch.56).
Dealers’s Choice
Han Tan/Shuikeng/Puddle from Liu Yao
"Puddle had one merit, and that was that she knew how to act when it came to her own benefit."
- Liu Yao: The Revitalization of Fuyao Sect, Chapter 31
Little birb shimei lol
Is literally the daughter of the Yao Queen and a mortal who the others just. adopted.
The “wimpy kid” of the description - “A cultivation story about how a declining sect is restored by a narcissist, troublemaker, meanie, idiot, and wimpy kid.”
Sheng Lingyuan from Lie Huo Jiao Chou / Drowning Sorrows in Raging Fire
[No propaganda prepared]
Xuan Ji from Lie Huo Jiao Chou / Drowning Sorrows in Raging Fire
[No propaganda prepared]
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Long but relatively unserious vent/rant below the cut (sorry I added this in bc I realized how long this post is oops)
Being at the center of some kind of internet witchhunt (which ik is kind of buzzwordy but) is literally my biggest fear ohhh my god. Even a small scale one… I think I would Die. Maybe it’s because I had a similar thing happen with my friend group in high school where one of them convinced the others I was like evil and spread all these rumors about me… 😭 He was splitting on me but still. That’s an explanation, not an excuse. And it basically confirmed all of my intrusive thoughts about myself, and my personality completely self-destructed and changed, and I haven’t interacted with any of those people the same way since. I isolated from them for MONTHS and just loathed myself. Bleh
The reason it’s on my mind is bc I’ve seen this happen to friends and mutuals and even just people I’ve followed in small fandoms, where the whole fandom hates them bc of this little drama and like. I KNOW that fandom drama is not the end of the world, but truly I think that would destroy me for months. And I would never be able to set foot in those spaces again :’) Getting a handful of rude comments about a fucking transfem hc I had at like 14 made me stop writing fanfic for YEARS 😭😭😭 sigh. Just bc they said it was ‘out of character for him to want to be a girl’ 🙄 (<- character who canonically felt confident when dressed as a woman btw. initially for a disguise but then she grew to love it. BUT I DIGRESS KNSHFJW)
All this to say I think that’s why I tiptoe around everything I say online… I am SO scared of ruffling feathers, but I know that fandoms are places for like! Having fun! And it’s not a big deal! And it doesn’t affect my real life! But like idk.. I just hate the idea of being hated by anyone. I’m sure that I ANNOY some people, and that’s whatever; I talk a lot and make overly personal posts sometimes (like this lol) but I don’t wanna be HATED yk? And idek if it’s better to be hated and ostracized publicly or resented in secret by people who still interact with you… :( Agh. If you ever have an issue with me, please DM me instead of letting it build up into something worse!
ANYWAY LIKE.. with fandom stuff. Idk. I want to have fun! I want to write and post things on Tumblr and AO3 etc but I am just very scared of peoples’ opinions, especially now that I have a decently popular/well-liked longfic in DnDads. For some reason I have convinced myself that writing bad or self-indulgent NSFW will make everyone hate me lmao. Like girl the POINT of fanfic is to be self-indulgent……….. sigh I need to get out more
^ light-hearted… but also kinda true haha. I stay at home a lot just bc I don’t have many reasons to go out atm and only a handful of close friends to go out with. Hopefully that will change when I move next semester lol. And whenever I get interests, they’re VERY strong and long-lasting, and fanfic writing is one of my main hobbies, so I get REALLY into online communities. And rn that is kind of my little niche fandom Tumblr bubble… which is embarrassing and probably unhealthy but whatever. I just inevitably get a lot of anxiety about things that are important/fun to me (bc OCD), especially bc I’ve never really had mutuals/‘friends’ in a fandom before this, excluding my irls
Anyway this got longer and more vent-y than I intended so I will tag accordingly, and sorry to whoever is reading this lol; I just wanted to get my thoughts written down in a public forum bc idk… Makes me feel less insane when ik other people can see it, too. Helps me not take it too seriously and spiral lol.
#vent#cw vent#rant#delete later#<- like tomorrow morning I’m shre#usually I delete stuff like this immediately but I’ll try to keep it up#was talking to my mom earlier about OCD and intrusive thoughts and whatnot….#she definitely has it too. like undoubtedly#her intrusive thoughts and compulsions sounded exactly like mine#which sucks for me bc my dad ALSO definitely has OCD (in a more outwardly recognizable way) so! wahoo! double whammy#just feeling kinda defeated about mental health stuff#I feel like it’s never gonna get better#I need to go to therapy or a psychiatrist or SOMETHING#it’s been like 4 years now since I was originally supposed to go lol#and I keep putting it off out of fear (I think)#my friends (irls) have all been getting diagnoses and prescriptions lately#which is exciting for them but :( idk. I feel like there’s no way to medicate whatever I’ve got going on except SSRIs????#and I don’t really want that#mostly though I’m just scared of going back to therapy or to a psychiatrist bc I think they’ll think I’m lying or crazy or whatever#which sounds stupid when I write it out but idk#I should probably keep a journal but when I’m only writing for my own eyes I just kinda wallow in it and write concerning poetry lol#I like journaling in a way other people can see (even if y’all DON’T like seeing it lmaoooo) bc it makes it feel more real?#and out of my head.. concrete etc.#wackyposting#<- seriously need to change that tag still lol
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So how are you gonna start the next arc like this?
//I knew I was going to get upset about it when the change was implemented, and as you can see by my toxic af messages previously, I was right.
//I've taken some time to think about it since then, and I need to just make a couple of statements.
//The ask box will remain open, but this will probably be the last you hear of me for a while until the day I announced I would start posting the next chapter of the story.
//As for what's going on, in the face of this new editor with it's 30 image limit completely fucking over my typical style and sequence of posts (for asks it's not a big deal, but for story posts and especially long answers, it's a problem to my entire setup, and as you can imagine, I am not ok with that) I have taken some time to come up with a plan going forward.
//First and foremost, I'm not going to stop writing just because the designers of this website lost 90 braincells as well as the nerves in their eyes and ears. As stupid as these changes are, I'm fully aware that there's nothing I can do about them, and I'm not going to stop this blog's progression, or stop answering asks just because of these difficulties.
//In the past, when these changes happened, I overreacted and complained like a child. I apologize for those instances, and I've worked towards bettering myself. That doesn't mean I can't still take issues with these changes, because they are stupid, but don't let my misdirections as a human being affect your enjoyment of my writing. I will keep this blog going.
//Right now, I have come to a few solutions. Initially, I said I would move the story posts at least, to a different website. However, I retract that statement, because doing so would require my readers to sign up and create new accounts on totally different websites that they might not use for anything else.
//The CURRENT plan is that there are a variety of mods available on the internet that allows you to use the old Tumblr editor. If I can find one that bypasses the limit, I'll be golden.
//Failing that, as much as it sucks to think about, my only remaining option is to suck it up and use the new editor. As for the image limit, it may result in me having to split the story up into multiple different posts a day to get the full chapter done.
//The reason why I wished to avoid it is because with Tumblr's horrible navigation system, made WORSE by the current changes, is that it'll be hard to order all the posts together. I could repost my own posts to continue, but that also clutters the blog with meaningless posts, so I'm hoping to avoid it. Plus, it's only a matter of time before reblogs get hit with the "SHIT CHANGE" laser, so it's not a long-lasting solution.
//To make it a bit easier, if I do resort to this, I will be posting the link to the next part of each chapter in links at the bottom of each post. I will also be adding a #story tag on these posts to make them easier to find. I should have incorporated this a long time ago, but my slow dumb ass didn't think it was necessary.
//With all that said, if anyone has links to any useful mods, or any alternative solutions I could use, I am more than open to suggestions. So if you could leave those in either DM's or in the ask box, I would appreciate it. Assuming they work, you would LITERALLY be saving my life.
//And potentially the lives of other blogs like this one who are suffering because of this bullshit. I'll definitely be sure to share your advice to whoever may need it, like Aliza or Bubbles.
//Ultimately, there's no great solution to this, but this is the unfortunate position that Tumblr has put us in. And as much as I hate it, all I can do is take my licks and keep going.
//I want to take this moment to thank you guys for being such a supportive and kind audience. People like you are a dime a dozen, and I hope to continue to get your support for the foreseeable future.
//This story isn't finished yet.
-Mod
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2, 4, 6 for the as k game? :3
How do you spend your time when it comes to fanfiction? Are you primarily a fic reader, writer, or a perfect 50/50 split of both?
i end up in this weird habit of not reading as much in the fandom i'm writing for, but reading plenty in other fandoms. i probably spend more hours reading than writing, but i do a LOT of writing for this fandom and not that much reading for it. also don't ask me for recs i'm terrible at remembering things i've read past the first five minutes i've read them.
...which, speaking of, question four! link your three favorite fics right now. uh.
the only reason ocean blue by bel_bel_bell243 wasn't on the earlier rec list is that i wasn't asked for empires recs and that's IT. guys it's so good. it is based on my idea technically but that doesn't MATTER the author has executed it SO EXCELLENTLY this is better than whatever i would have written FOR SURE it just updated a few days ago and it was VERY GOOD i recommend it.
and.
uh.
...yeah i've got nothing. i did warn you i'm bad about reading in the fandom i'm currently writing in and i just did a rec list like, probably no more than two weeks ago, hold on, let me just link that.
lastly...
How do you find new fic to read? Where do you primarily read fanfiction?
so i find it three ways. the first way: i read through ao3 tags when i want to find new stuff to read. in the hermitcraft/life/empires fandom, i just look at the most recently updated stuff. in other fandoms and tags sometimes i sort by kudos and also 'has updated in the last month' to give me stuff that i can reliably say is currently being updated and is also decently well-liked. sometimes this works sometimes it doesn't.
the second way: i also look through the hermitcraft tag here on tumblr and have a dashboard people reblog fic onto. if i see a fic and the first few lines catch me and/or it's by someone who i'm interested in reading, i will read it and then reblog it after reading it, because spreading along fic again is important, since i found it on the dash other people should find it on theirs.
the third way: friend says "guys i read this fic it was very good and you should read it" and i happen to be in the correct mood to read recs (shoutout to devil town, a fic i was rec'd months ago, KNOW i'll really fucking like once i read it, and yet my brain continues to refuse to let me read. one day.)
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I don’t feel like rewording this so here’s my original post:
Wings of Fire’s third arc reads like Tui Sutherland is one of those (white) people who gets offended by people bringing up slavery and discussing how 1600s-1800s white slave owners and slavery endorsers are bad people who should know better, so wrote an entire arc of books on why racism and fascism aren’t caused by indoctrination, hate, and selfish people benefitting off of the oppression of others, but a fucking magic aliens plant and a couple people it’s puppeting, and and all the fascist, racist, sadistic, child-bullying, dictator-supporting, environment-destroying, slave-owning individuals who choose to engage in a system that oppressed and exploits others for their own personal gain aren’t that bad, but all the people who feel like it’s necessary to use violence to rise up and overthrow the oppressors that have been literally endangering their lives are very bad.
The tags mention that I’m a white person not attempting to speak on behalf of BIPOC people, but just pointing out that I see a white person being moronic and problematic.
Can you tell I’m mad the HiveWings frequently get more sympathy than the LeafWings? The LeafWings, the race who was almost wiped out, with half their remaining population resorting to violence out of desperation, get less sympathy than fascists. Like, I get they’re immediately racist to all HiveWings, but you can teach them to cut that out while still having consequences for the majority of the HiveWings that either directly participated in or allowed slavery because they benefit off of it, which the series doesn’t. Or wait until after they can stop fearing for their lives every day. And Sundew’s racism towards SilkWings are hardly a footnote because it’s all about the HiveWings, like they’re the victims here.
This is disgusting and I’ll forever be grateful I didn’t turn into one of these people. And yeah, Tui should fucking retire. ASAP. But she isn’t gonna do shit until the fans realise the shit she put in her books and call her out for it. What a lot of fans, particularly the younger ones, need to hear is just because someone is a nice person does not mean they are a good one; case in point, Tui is a foolish, wilfully ignorant, racist, aggressively victim-blaming abuse apologist who isn’t even that good of a writer when you look back on her books. Like, the whole “IceWings are tiger moms thing”.
I was reluctant to call this otherwise well-meaning woman a racist, but that video essay you recommended, revealing a legitimate clip of her confessing, humorously and without any sense of shame or regret, that she based most of the IceWings’ culture off of a fucking Asian stereotype, I felt horrified. That’s outright racist, whether she knows it’s a racist stereotype of Asian moms or not, aside from the she damn well SHOULD, she is a grown-ass woman with access to the internet. And the fact no one even showed any visible discomfort fustrared me. Too many people make excuses for this woman.
I’ve had enough, I’m pissed off, and it’s nice seeing I’m not the only one. I stg, without this blog, yourself, and the askers here, my mental health would be in shambles. I was a young child when I had to realise on my own how fucked this series was because I didn’t have any blog like this, I couldn’t find a soul in this fandom who called this out for years, and the wiki only made excuses for it like the fact they’ll disregard Tui’s word and make up their own ageing system to defend Glorybringer. Why is no one calling them out on this?
I am a split second away from making a Google Doc or Word Doc or something on the list of bullshit this woman has put in her series since no one else but a small handful of Tumblr users and a YouTuber feel like calling this out. Scholastic should be doing something for fuck sake! And this woman should NOT be writing childrens’ books, or making any kind of media, end of story.
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this year i read a ton of art books, so i'll drop a big list + reflections under the cut:
i'll split these up into art books and instructional books, though there are a few that did a bit of both.
art books:
the art of heikala
the art of loish
beautiful scenes from a fantasy world
mysterious scenes from a parallel world
a sky longing for memories: the art of makoto shinkai
expedition sketchbook
windows to worlds: the art of devin elle kurtz
reverie: the art of sybilline meynet
the man who leapt through film
instructional books:
framed perspective vol. 1 & 2 by marcos mateu-mestre
master the art of speed painting
sketching from the imagination
sketching from the imagination: characters
sketching from the imagination: storytelling
beyond art fundamentals
figure drawing for artists
that's actually more than i thought, lmao. standouts for me were a sky longing for memories, windows to worlds, master the art of speed painting, and figure drawing for artists -- each of these offered some really valuable insight for me and helped me think about something in a different way. i got all these via library and at this point i'm worried that i've exhausted the catalogs of every library i have access to :/
i've only ever taken one art class in my life and it wasn't a really great experience, plus i'm not great at teaching myself things, so finally reaching for instructional books about art this year felt like a big leap and i'm glad that i took it. i also watched some of the drawclass VODs that are up on youtube and started looking for resources like studies and sketches from artists i like. idk, i guess it's kind of been about demystifying the process for me. there's a lot of stuff i've been doing the long way round for years and years or not doing at all because i didn't know that you were "allowed" to take a shortcut, or that it was even possible (eg. foliage brushes).
this year was pretty wobbly in terms of how happy i was with the art i made and how much of it i made, particularly bc Life Happened in august and just has not stopped, and i know that i felt really bad and unhappy with art for a big chunk of the year -- but now that i'm past that, i can see that i've improved a lot in a lot of the ways in which i've been wanting to improve. you know what's nuts? i only started actively drawing backgrounds for every piece last year. now i can't imagine not doing something for a background.
i think i also gnawed through a lot of... idk, shame? inadequacy? some yucky feeling i had about tagging my art for tumblr search. i think it's partially that we're all back on this hell site and i just don't care about showing my ass anymore. whatever. y'all either get to see my fucking anime Poasting or unfollow/mute/block/whatever, i don't really give a shit. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
the art goals i set for myself at the start of the year were to try making a short comic more than once, which i did! twice, actually, though i didn't post one of them. that's ok. i don't remember if this was a goal, but i submitted art to a digital zine this year too! i need to check if i can post it yet actually... lmao. and i joined a fandom event as an artist, which i'm really excited for. i haven't done a fandom event since 2013 and i've never done one as an artist.
my art goals for 2023 are to do thumbnails for most of the big pieces that i draw, and to draw people interacting physically with each other when i draw 2+ in one piece. that'll be tough since i honestly enjoy the subtlety of Two Guys Standing Next To Each Other but it's an area i want to improve in.
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i beat xvi so here are my reactions from along the way
for posterity (my future self is posterity)
i did not do this in any kind of organized way like i think i skipped writing anything down for big portions of the game;;;
spoilers obviously. and also after this i'm going to start reblogging xvi things including spoilers tagged #ffxvi so. be warned.
i guess i'll link my demo impressions because this is basically a continuation of that.
a mite predictable so far....... though i did think cid was gonna crystallize instead of regular dying.
GODDDDDD i wish there were a chatlog. or at least that dialogue were progressed manually. i don't have the focus for this shit when i can't even rewind it.
i love the combat a lot. which is weird to think seeing as i'm very much a turn-based fan and really. don't play action games ever. but it feels very kingdom hearts to me? there's even shotlock.
THE BIG MOMENTS ARE SO SO GOOD. A+ ON THE MELODRAMA.
clive is prime whump material and i love it.
some of the worldbuilding is a little baffling... mostly ORCS? REALLY? WHEN THERE ARE SO MANY CLASSIC FF OPTIONS TO CHOOSE FROM.
personal preference i guess but i feel like they could chill with the "mature content" a bit....... how many sidequests do we need to drive home how shit Bearers are treated. how many random sex workers does one game need.
i was going to complain about linearity, but things opened up nicely soon after i thought it, so props there LOL
i know it's supposed to be "dark" but like.... i want to fall in love with a game world. i want to wish i lived there. i want unique local flavors and COLOR. most of this so far is just generic medieval squalor. even places like the treno slums had beautiful waterways and plucky npcs and... COLOR...
jill feels like......... an afterthought. sometimes she's there; sometimes she's not, and it doesn't seem to matter either way. she barely talks. we haven't seen shiva in game since we first met back up with her. there's a vague implication that jill's doing important things but that's kind of it???
jill update: okay Things Happening but like. now she's out of commission? i'm getting sacrificed-for-man-pain vibes. i don't know; it's too soon to say that, but it just doesn't feel great.
the state of the realm UI is SOOOOO good. it's a bit of an overload in the way xiii's datalog was, but it's fine if i remind myself i can read things Later.
oh my god i love shotlocking a zillion enemies in a tornado.
i really love mid but "midadol" sounds like a pharmaceutical.
CANON GAYS?????
ultima looks like a tumblr lumpy-faced reptilian oatmeal man.
the voice acting is so good. like clive's screaming and crying reminds me of dub gaara's "MY BLOOOOOOD" which is the highest compliment i can possibly give.
oh my godddddddd the fighting at twinside is giving alexandria. again, in the best possible way.
okay seriously where the fuck is leviathan though. i keep wondering when leviathan is going to show up and i'm starting to think he's... not.
jesus christ i couldn't stop thinking about clive and joshua and dion today. i want to eat them.
look i KNOW clive and josh had a really good reunion moment in twinside but consider this: i want another one. i think they should have had another one at the hideaway. i want more tenderness. i deserve more tenderness.
they pronounce "chocobo" AND "popoto" with a short o in the middle like "chock" and "pot" and i'm so uncomfortable.
ARE YOU KIDDING ME. WE LIKE JUST PROMISED JOTE WE'D KEEP JOSHUA SAFE AND NOW WE'RE SPLITTING UP. i'm so afraid everybody will die.
all the xiv references ;w; for some reason it's the quest names that keep getting me??? "through the maelstrom" this time.
i REALLY really wish jill's character didn't just revolve around clive.............. is my impression but i don't know if that's entirely fair of me. like if i made a list of bullet points i don't know that she's any worse than say, tifa with cloud. but it Feels worse. i WANT to love her, but i'm just not feelin' it.
god i want to be able to switch between two eikon/ability sets. i want a single-target setup and a trash mob setup. not even to switch mid-battle; i know that could be OP, just switchable in the menu.
i legit panic every time joshua leaves the party. like NO we're supposed to be WATCHING HIM??????? EVERYBODY IS GOING TO DIE IF I LET MY GUARD DOWN. also i love him. i can't stop thinking about him. continuing the proud tradition of square enix joshuas (being loved by me).
"EVEN LEVIATHAN THE LOST IS HERE" OH THANK FUCK.
uhhhhhhhhhh active time lore is absolutely giving me spoilers? MAJOR spoilers??? what the hell????????
reverie givin' me legend of dragoon vibes. like wingly stuff. i love it.
daaAAAAAMN zantetsuken OP????? but as it should be tbh. i love it.
hey
hey
HEY
i'm sad.
for real i. i feel like i'm not as upset as i COULD be because i was really emotionally preparing for Everyone to Die through the whole game. but wow. this still hurts.
i actually got maliciously spoiled with "clive dies" before i even got the game in my hands and partly succeeded at not letting that ruin the experience for me, but. damn i had a little bit of hope that it was a fake spoiler until i saw his hand.....
jesus christ though. ow.
i mean it was a largely satisfying ending. the fights were good. the Moral of the Story felt a lil heavyhanded but i do love the Power of Friendship. it could have been a lot sadder. but i'm such a sucker for a real happy ending o|--<
i think trying to brute force myself into liking jill more has made me like her less;;;;;;;;; i will try a different approach. her getting left behind for the end didn't help though. for the record i'm talking about liking her as a character. she's a perfectly lovely person.
holy fuck i'm emotional about joshua though.
oh no the post-credit scene made me sadder. it feels like a character flaw of mine but anything about losing magic, ever, makes me SO SO SAD. even when i KNOW it's supposed to make for a happy ending. like in kiki's delivery service when she can't hear jiji anymore??? fucking destroys me and not in the good way.
and joshua........... o|--<
i've really been looking forward to finishing so i could go look up shippy things but i just feel like. oof. now. i need to marinate for a while first. this isn't the time for shipping.
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Being the party's toy
Cositas are here.
This is a continuation of PTJ6: What things can we consent to? and getting my face fucked.
It was a very long and eventful night so, this is simply what I remember, with a little help from my Owner.
Saturday afternoon
On Saturday, we went to a Sadomasochisn with Shibari workshop, given by the amazing Drux. My Owner learned brand new ways of torturing me (yaaay :'D). They learned how to tie my tongue using string or sticks, how to torture my feet by keeping them bent back with rope running inbetween each toe, torturing them all. They also learned how to leash me from my crotch, and how to safely use rope to make me stay in a position if I don't want to get choked by it. There was a whole thing about tying my hair with rope, but it kept failing again and again. Guess my hair is too straight and soft hahah. The teacher eventually managed to do it, but sadly we weren't able to replicate it afterwards. Having built up my fears and their excitement, the class ended and so we returned home, new torture techniques now under my Owner’s belt.
Preparations
That night, we had a very exciting event coming up. A friend of ours (@musingsformyowner) organized it. It was a small BDSM event, with no more than 30 people participating, and it got us very excited.
We'd finally gotten around to building, tagging, revising, categorizing, and contextualizing a page with my Use List, inspired by the CNC List concept I wrote about a month ago. On this list (english version coming soon to a tumblr blog near you) they'd made me write 115 ways to use their toy.
It wasn't that hard to write, since they made it my only entertainment after two days of forced boredom chained to their toilet, but the greater work came after it.
We read through the list together and one by one we made sure the items were clearly understable, added descriptions where necessary, and my Owner split them into three categories:
Owner. These were uses of their toy that they wanted to keep exclusive to them. No-one else is allowed to use me in these ways.
VIPs. These are ways only VIPs can use me. Which is to say, a short list of people they have decided to share their toy with. These are basically @musingsformyowner and @snuffxunt. So. Yeah. Evil mfs.
Everyone. These were things everyone was allowed to do to me.
At the top of the page we put some big blocks about my limits, relevant rules I had which must not be broken, and my safewords. After that, we just sent it to the BDSM event group and some other relevant friends, and that was it.
The Event
Once everyone had arrived (it was kind of overwhelmingly crowded and loud but I was alright, I was with my Owner), we started a round of presentations as usual. Each of them said their names, pronouns, any desires they had for the night, any limits on what they didn't want to see so that we compartmentalized the space and organized ourselves accordingly, and then continued on to the next person. They got to my Owner and they presented themselves, reminded people of the list, and said:
"I'll have my toy here chained at my feet or standing next to me all night, and you're all invited to use it in accordance with the list. To do so, just come over and ask me. I want to see my toy being used tonight so I'll stay close, and when you're done you just hand it back to me and I'll take care of it."
Didn't really have much else to say when it was my turn, which felt really nice. Just a toy, don't even get to present myself. After group agreements were settled on and everyone had had their say, the night began ✨
Which...is kind of awkward, there's always the risk of everyone's just sort of standing around not really knowing what to do, and it slowly building up as the mood changes each time someones initiates some play.
That's why some people (like my Owner) usually have something prepared to do as soon as the event begins. In our case, it was putting on my toy uniform.
They locked my mittens around my hands, and then locked a chain looped between both ankles and wrists. They also placed my collar around my neck and tightened it until it choked me, just a little bit, just enough to be a tiny bit annoying but to make it so that speech came out a little...choke-ey?
Scenes from a Hat
We went back to the group and found that those who hadn't gone to the shibari-themed section were forming a circle around a hat.
The game was: each person stepped up to The Hat™ and randomly picked out from it a paper with a kinky practice to engage in, then they spun a glittery bottle (courtesy of one of the littles in the group) that would pick out who would be at the recieving end of that practice.
Of course, this being a BDSM event, there was great emphasis on consent and consensus, so anyone could refuse without any offense.
My Owner placed me in the circle, excited to watch people using me, and then it began. Throughout the game, people kissed (quite a lot, seems like there were more papers for kissing than for the other practices ahsah), they tied each other up, spanked each other, kissed each other's feet, walked each other on a leash on all fours and instructed the other like a pet, and at one point, near the beginning of the game, the bottle spun towards me.
"Spanking"
Everyone asked my Owner if it was ok, because they held my consent as established, and then the person who'd picked out the paper approached us and we departed from the circle a bit.
They seemed really excited. Honestly, it was also a relief to me since I'd played with them a couple times before, so we had already established some form of physical trust, which couldn't be said for everyone there.
After making sure everything was alright and consulting on intensity and such, they ordered me to put my hands on a coffee table and started spanking me. They made me count outloud, increased the intensity, and asked my Owner to pick a number for how many I had left.
It was a great way to start the night. We were both feeling a bit nervous about presenting this dynamic to the group, but having the first person who used me understand perfectly how it worked eased a lot of anxiety, since they were constantly consulting my Owner and disregarding me a bit, which is what we wanted.
Curiosity
It was fun, walking around the place, barely able to stand straight, my mittened up hands being pulled down by the chain attached to my ankles. People looked at us, specially those who had never played with me before.
Some people asked to see the mittens, and were of course allowed. They grabbed them and found them quite amazing, which was nice. Some people approached to ask for the list, and spent some time reading through it.
Ragdoll toy
At one point, one very excited friend approached my Owner. Ah. Fuck. Back when I had sent the list to the group chat, I remember them saying it awoke evil in them. Great.
I was sitting on the floor at the feet of my Owner, as I spent most of the night.
After being granted permission by my Owner, they started grabbing me and thrashing me around the floor, always staying in sight, as agreed. They pulled my hair and moved my head around, they grabbed a long dark wooden paddle and started proding my body with it, until they pulled and pushed me into being on all fours, holding me there by the hair, or by pushing with their feet on my back, they paddled me harder and hareder until I tapped out.
They had some more fun moving me around like a ragdoll before returning me to my Owner, who then pampered and patted me on the head.
"Good toy."
UwU
"Stand up, I'm going for a smoke."
I complied and we headed out. I was used to hold the lighter and whichever implements they needed while we rested from the noise and chatted with a couple friends.
From the door to the shibari area we heard loud, loud aggresive laughing and cursing as from tickling.
Amazing.
Meanwhile
Other things we watched happen, most of them while I was chained by my Owner's feet.
A sadistic cat tie up, suspend, and torture @musingsformyowner with their claws, ending the session by making them orgasm by suddenly slapping their genitals for just 10 seconds.
Everyone gathering around to watch someone being asphyxiated with a plastic bag by @musingsformyowner while getting their chest tortured twisted and slapped. On their face, eyes closed and a big peaceful genuine smile, visible through the rythmically inflating and deflating transparent plastic bag. Everyone clapping in the end.
The person who was torturing twisting and slapping said chest also getting happily asphyxiated with The Plastic Bag™. Everyone clapping again.
Someone being spanked over a spanking bench.
Someone having a non-asphyxiating sort of kidnapping-looking bag over their head, and clothespins on their chest, being congratulated by a person outside the scene on the pretty-looking bag. "Thanks!"
Someone getting their hands tied to their chest, the rope wrapping their torso, and legs also tied together at various points. Then being lifted off the ground gracefully by someone shorter than them, and being walked over to a sofa where they were placed and held while struggling fiercefully against their captors and laughing.
Two people roleplaying as students, with another one playing their civics teacher grabbing one of them (@musingsformyowner) by the hip from behind and asking in their ear: "What are human rights?".
@musingsformyowner as the student, being groped and handled answering without taking a beat, moaning out something like: "Human rights are a fantasy supported by capitalism to control the wellbeing of the population by fragmenting our desires and experiences and putting them in a hierarchy that excludes and denies the reality of marginalized populations while making us celebrate some people being respected as people." I love nerds.
At some point, while at my Owner's feet, they detached the chain looping around my wrist and leg cuffs and reattached it, making my collar join the loop. They then tightened it until I was just a curled up little ball toy and they walked over to sit somewhere else across the room.
It was just a few meters, but I had to crawl and drag myself over there with great effort, while people started watching and laughing.
I loved it so much, the less I can move the better, specially if it’s because of my Owner, and specially if I can’t get out on my own..
The Auction
Preparations
Finally, when everyone seemed tired and happy, when the night usually comes to a close, the auction began. One of the organizers had brought bags full of candy we would use as currency, and people were starting to write numbers on pieces of papers and putting them in The Hat™.
Someone went around and had everyone who wanted to participate as a buyer pull out a piece of paper, and get that many pieces of candy. Each person got to pull papers 3 times until the candy was out.
In the meantime, 6 people were going up and presenting themselves to be auctioned off later. There was a sadist degrader top, a sadomasochist switch, and someone I didn't quite get to hear present themselves.
They asked if anyone else wanted to be auctioned off, and my Owner stood up.
"I'll be auctioning off my toy here, we have an extensive list of 79 ways you can use it freely, it has wonderful hair for grabbing and pulling, and it can sing and maybe even dance for you! Thank you."
The auction itself
The first auctionee went up, presented by the wonderful @musingsformyowner, and was bought by a single piece of candy after a small silence by a person sitting in the back on a couch.
The second one had some more fight, with the couch person getting now two of the five auctioned items.
The third one, the sadist top, was bought by friend of mine, and so was the forth one, the masochist bottom.
The fifth one was a human piece of furniture and bondage, who was bought and promptly instructed to become a footstool.
And then it was my Owner's turn, I was brought to the center of the room and presented by @musingsformyowner:
"And now, presenting [Owner]'s toy! Which is being kindly lent to us for tonight, and comes with a list of 79 things you can do to it! You don't even have to think about what to do you can just look at the list and choose one, and it also includes the toy's Owner's supervision so you don't have to worry about anything! No worries, only pleasure! Do I hear one piece of candy?"
It worked amazingly and quickly there was a flattering battle between my friend who bought #3 and #4, the person who bought #1 and #2 (and had been kept betting for everyone since), and the one who was using #5 as a footstool. It went around until finally, the footstooler bought me, and I was greeted by the cheer of the small group of people who had saved up the pieces of candy for them.
Then, @musingsformyowner were actioned themselves, and after an intense battle between the buyer of #1 and #2, the buyer of #3 and #4, my Owner, and my buyer, and was eventually sold to my buyer for about double the maximum that we'd gotten to before.
Rented toy
Once it was over, everyone started the following scenes at the same time.
The buyer of the sadist (#3) and the masochist (#4) got #3 to instruct them in how to punch #4, using them as a punching bag while wearing boxing gloves. Afterwards some other things happen I didn't get to see, but in the end, they were making the sadist spank the masochist over and over, but...the paddle broke. The sadist literally hit the masochist until the thick wooden paddle split in half. And...it was the masochist who had built it. Quality testing!
The buyer of #1 and #2 tied the auctioned's hands behind their backs such that they were sort of stuck to each other. Attached to #2's thigh, there was a strap holding a large tentacle dildo, which @musingsformyowner was happily and skillfully putting down their throat.
The buyer of the footstool #5, @musingsformyowner and myself, had very clear ideas in mind. They had decided that they would make me sing. So they asked for permission from my Owner, and then they did. Of course, as soon as I was ordered to sing, any and all songs I've ever sung just vanished from my memory, so it took some insisting and googling for lyrics (the hardest thing for me when singing) to start singing an a capella version of Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat's "Close Every Door", and then was told to sing The Lion King's "I Just Can't Wait To Be King" which I kiiind of did. Both of them were particularly difficult because any singing is hard when your throat is being constantly slightly choked by your collar. They then were instructed by someone else to sing, so they sang Les Miserable's "On My Own" beautifully. After which, they headed towards me and asked my Owner to see the list. They spent some time reading through it, time in which I enjoyed the image of me singing about being held captive because I'm not even a person while @musingsformyowner sucks a tentacle dildo that's strapped to a person's thigh. When they were done, they grabbed my face and spent some time pulling my hair, moving me about and slapping my face over and over again. They then made me kneel and poured some hot wax on my shoulders and arms while making me hold something on top of me. At one point, @musingsformyowner approached us just to place a tight latex hood on my head that had only a hole for the mouth, which made everything else much more intense. Amazing hood. Then, now joined by a person who helped pay for me, they kept doing sensation play, adding some ice cubes and a large heavy metal chain that had been kept in the freezer the last few hours. In the meantime, the my little friend (as in, friend who is a little), who's bottle we'd use before for The Hat Game, stood behind me and started braiding my hair. Just a toy for literally everyone to use. At all times, I felt my Owner close, sometimes even holding my hand, taking care that the flame wouldn't get to close to my hair, and reminding them if they approached some limit. Everyone understood the dynamic perfectly.
At one point, my buyer's footstool, who was left there the rest of the night, had a sub layed on top of them by their Dom, and they both did a full waxplay(i think?) session right on top of the footstool, which we could now rebaptize as a bed.
Wrapping up
We were. All. Exhausted.
Some of us had done other intense things during the day, but even for the ones who hadn't it was about 5:30 in the morning already, so we started gathering around for an after talk.
We all got some moment to say how we felt, if anything had bothered us. Everyone was mostly the same, had had an amazing time and was now very very tired. The little was taking a nap in the middle of the room, as they had some hours before, while people were spanking each other around them.
We got home, and then-
Sunday
we slept most of the day, my Owner took great care of me through cuddles, pampers and amazing food. Sunday pretty much dissapeared, we had a nice rest day and watched some shows.
All in all, an amazing night for both of us. I later got messages from some of the people who'd use me checking that everything was alright.
It was, everything was amazing, and I'm so glad I could be there with my Owner, who kept me at their feet, controlled and taken care of. Just their small little captive lion toy.
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#i truly feel like sometime i am missing something with how feral some trek fans get over certain ships but perhaps that is on me
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
💚Happy Valentines day💚
Here have a stab wife in a cute outfit
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#4
if anyone knows how to add working music player to a tumblr theme let me know XD ya girl is struggling
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#3
Watching everyone flip out SNW is like watching a train derail. Like this is why I don't interact with the Spirk/Tos side of star trek. I have so far seen some ridiculous comments from Kirks new actor should be heavier and should basically just Shatner again to Spock is GAY as if it was ever confirmed in canon other than a one off joke in lower decks.
How about instead jumping straight down the writers throats for a story we don't even know yet. We wait a see. If Kirk turns out to be an Aos style interpretation, what is actually wrong with that. If Spock turns out to be straight, bi, pan, gay what does it actually matter when all anyone is going to do is retcon things through fanfics and fanon. LIKE NO SHIT HE IS WITH T'PRING THEY ARE ENGAGED. God forbid this might be a decent coming out story or a story about struggling with sexuality.
I don't know y'all, this is all just giving me flashback to how Michael was treated when she was announced in Disco and now look how beloved she is
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ehehe hi love :> hephaestus & titans for the lil ask game? 💜
Oh hohohohoh do I have a rant about art incoming dkfjhasljfjdsal
Hephaestus- What is your favourite form of art?
Ok! so i have some very strong thoughts about surrealism. One, I absolutely love love love the 'pure psychic automatism' that Breton spoke of in one of the surrealist manifestos. I believe Freud and his dream interpretations laid the basis for it (I could be wrong it has been a long time since I took Art History). So 'Pure psychic automatism' was basically "“psychic automatism in its pure state, by which one proposes to express—verbally, by means of the written word, or in any other manner—the actual functioning of thought. Dictated by thought, in the absence of any control exercised by reason, exempt from any aesthetic or moral concern.”
this was at first usual kept to writings but I believe Max Ernst really brought in the visual aspects that were picked up by people like Dali.
Two, and the main reason I love surrealism is it is just unfettered from 'normal' art. You just let your mind wander and either write or draw your meaning in whatever pops up. Some of my favorite surrealists are Dalí
The Hallucinogenic Toreador, uses a technique called 'paranoiac-critical method, which basically is the artist invoking a paranoid state in the viewer from what I remember.
The other artist I really love is Zdzisław Beksiński. His work is usually split into two periods, one is a utopian realism that focuses on the doomsday like landscapes and architecture and the other is more abstract figures. Personally I love the utopian realism.
i don't remember if this one has a title but this is a fucking amazing piece.
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Started the year off with Space Opera by Catherynne M. Valente. Really loved the idea of this no name band is a fucking bop in outer space XD. Really good light read and fun, basically space eurovision but instead the prize is you get to live.
Then I read 1984 by George Orwell, fucking god I love this book so much. The themes are just peak, the fact that we are basically living in this timeline is just peak like wow. Five stars. Great book. Take it from the random internet person.
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