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cherry-leclerc · 3 months

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wait for you ☆ cl16

genre: fluff, humor, tiny bit of smut, established relationship

word count: 1.8k

An eager Charles tries to convince you to take part in an adorable video to show off your relationship for the first time, but it only lands you two in a clumsy mess.

nsfw warning under the cut!

18+…mainly just charles being a tit addict lol, oh and a bit of dry humping ahhah

req!…quickie, but enjoy :) ps. we love a man who understandssss

“Come on! Don’t be like that.”

It takes all of you to not roll your eyes at your needy boyfriend. He was excited to be back to racing after such a long time and this was just pure adrenaline, if you can even call it that. He had brought it up a few nights ago over dinner.

It’s been a year. Actually scratch that. A year and five months. Which is basically two if you stop and think about it.

Humming, you nod with less enthusiasm as he dangles his phone right in front of you, displaying cheesy couple videos.

We can recreate it, people will know, and people will love you. Easy peasy.

But there was nothing easy about any of this. It had stayed a secret for so long for a reason - a perfectly reasonable reason. While you knew the good would most likely outweigh the bad, that didn’t make it less nerve wrecking.

With a heavy sigh, you roll off of his lap, chewing on your bottom lip. “I’m not sure, Charles. You know how I feel about all this. Plus, don’t you like knowing it's just you and me who know about us?” You signal between the two of you, eyebrows wiggling suggestively as he gulps.

“I do love having you to myself…”

“So it’s settled. Not yet.”

The next time he brings it up is when you’re out on a double date with George and Carmen, seeing as they spend a good amount of time here in Monaco. Could be nice, he says, blankly taking a lick from his vanilla ice cream. Would make me happy, y’know…

“I feel like I have to ask,” the Brit mumbles curiously. “Trouble in sex-paradise?”

Choking with surprise, you hurriedly shake your head as Carmen pinches her boyfriend's thigh. He yelps, scooting closer to the Monegasque who continues to pout. Rubbing your temples, you say, “Don’t pay him any attention, he doesn’t know what he’s saying.”

“Amore, it would be perfect!” Angling his head to the couple, he retreats his phone, already showing off the video. “Wouldn’t it be cute to announce our relationship like that?” Before they have a chance to answer, he nods happily, as if they’ve given him the biggest blessing. “It would, I know it would.”

“Reckon it’s a bit much,” George says while Carmen winces in agreement. Charles’ green eyes flicker to where you bite back a grin, writhing to let loose.

“You guys…”

Carmen pats his hand gently over the table. “Charles, just try and put yourself in her shoes. She’s worried. We’ve all been. Being in the public eye is extremely terrifying. Maybe she’s not ready-”

“Or she’s not that into you.”

The brunette clenches his jaw. “You’re not?”

Giggling, you peck his rosy cheek as he stubbornly gives in, a smile already being drawn onto his lips. “I’m so in love.” Then you turn to the Brit, kicking him sharply underneath the table. “Asshole.”

As he winces in pain, his girlfriend rubs his arm gingerly. “Oh, she’s definitely in love, Charles. But she’s not ready. Just wait on her for a tad bit longer.”

You’re honestly shocked when he doesn’t bring up the topic the time you visit his family, or when you meet up with Pierre and Kika. It was odd, but you didn’t think much of it.

That is until he has you perched on his lap, greedy mouth wrapped around your sore buds. Large hands come in to grip your breasts, squeezing them closer to his face as he groans. You shiver when the cool air hits your wet skin. He smiles wickedly when you start rubbing yourself against his thigh, whimpers entering the room.

“You sound so sweet…”

You grip his shoulders tighter.

“Doing so good for me, yeah?”

You nod with soft pants and tired eyes.

“Do you love me?”

More than anything.

“Then you’ll do the video with me? You will, won’t you, darling?”

“Yes, yes,” you huff, core growing tighter. “Anything and everything you want.”

You can practically feel his smirk against your chest, but are too far gone to even care.

With one last lustful lick, he scoffs. “That’s my girl.”

“Okay, stand still,” he instructs, hands fixing his phone against the wooden chair. There's heavy concentration that lingers adorably as he gently bites down on his bottom lip, that it almost makes you regret how much you were dreading this. Balancing yourself on your tippy toes, you giggle nervously. Green eyes look back at you before pressing a kiss against your temple. “Shouldn’t be too hard. Just stand there and look pretty.”

“Because that’s all I’m good for,” you mumble sourly as he aims a deadpan expression. You know that’s not true. Then he presses the countdown and runs out of the frame, leaving you to stand like a lost puppy, soft eyes looking for their owner. Frowning hard at the camera, you sigh. “I really don’t get it-”

All of a sudden, strong arms wrap around your waist as he carries you in a hurry. You’re squealing loudly and shutting your eyes tightly. It leaves you winded as you slip into a coughing fit. Swiftly, the Monegasque places you back down and cradles your face with worried eyes. “Holy shit, are you okay?”

Pushing him away harshly, you shoot daggers at your boyfriend. “What the hell was that? You nearly killed me!”

The brunette winces. “I didn’t mean to do it that fast…” His shoulder droops with panic when you narrow your sharp eyes, chest heaving with slight anger. “Or that hard.”

You step away, frantic arms shooing him. “I’m out, this is stupid.”

“No, wait!” Following after you, he reaches to grab your hand. “I’ll be gentle this time. Let’s just try again.”

A skeptical scowl paints your face before nodding along. Dimples shine back towards you as he happily leads you back to the large kitchen. Slow, Charles. I mean it. Beaming brightly at the screen, you playfully search for him before you catch a glimpse of your clumsy manchild through your peripheral vision. You foolishly flinch as he makes his way and comes to an unexpected halt. He groans and you wail.

“Why did you stop?”

“Why do you look scared?”

Letting out a dry laugh, you bring your hands to your hips, right leg extending out like a strict teacher. “I was doing my part.”

“If looking scared was what you were going for, then mission accomplished.” He rubs his lids. “Try to pretend that you like me. The whole point is to show people that we’re in love.”

“Am I supposed to act like I like you or all lovey dovey? Which one is it?” you bicker back, hair whipping your cheekbones. He rolls his eyes. Stop acting like that, it’s not cute. “It’s not cute,” you mock as you return to your original spot. “Do not fuck this up, Charles.”

“Fine,” he grunts. Repeating the same actions, this time around he manages to trip over his own two feet, landing with a loud splat. The sound of his skin hitting the marble floor has you rolling with laughter and gasping for air. This is great, you wheeze, eyes crinkled. “It’s because I mopped earlier, remember? One last time.”

The Monegaque readies himself like a quarterback, dark eyes drawn to you like a hungry lion. You almost want to laugh with how serious he’s taking all of this, but somehow hold back. Once again, he makes his way on cue, arms wrapping around you securely and taking you down with him this time.

Landing with a low umph, he holds onto you tightly, making sure to land on top of him safely as you yelp. Twisting up quickly, you bang a soft fist against his chest. “Dickhead! What are you doi- I’m not a fucking potatoe sack!”

The brunette manages to sit up, immediately going in to rub his head. Black spots blaze over his eyes. “I think I’m blind.” He pants, loopy eyes making a weak attempt to take in your delicate figure. “You still look like an angel, though.”

“That makes absolutely no sense.” You pause. “A-are you okay, baby?”

Brown locks bounce up lightly. With a heavy sigh, you help him up, leading him carefully towards the couch. Sore shoulders relax against the pillows. You bite down nervously on your thumb as you debate calling for help, given as how he hasn’t spoken much after the catastrophe. He hums. “I’m fine. Sit.”

“Oh, good,” you say, releasing out a breath of relief. As soon as he feels a dip next to him, he peeks one eye open, finding you with a pale face. A strong sense of protection takes over as he pushes your hair back, making sure to analyze everything about you. Why are you colorless? Did it hurt? Does anything hurt? We can go to the hospital to get you checked out. Actually, let's go.

He’s already grabbing your hand, flinging you to stand up when you let go. “I said I was okay. I’m just worried about you, that’s all. You took it the hardest, I swear I heard the sound of a coconut crack.” A teasing smile slips onto your berry lips, closed fist gently knocking against his head. “Only making sure.”

“Ha-ha.” Bringing you towards his chest, you nuzzle your face sweetly. “I tripped again-”

“I know,” you giggle, though it comes out slightly muffled, and slightly demonic. But it makes him grin eagerly, hand flying to smack your ass. You jump, feeling his chest vibrate as he chuckles. “This was an utter mess. How about we try again tomorrow?”

“How about we don’t?”

You pull away, hands pressing against his tall frame. “But I thought you wanted to do this…”

“I do, but you’re not ready.” A boyish wince strikes his face. “And I’m not going to force you.” You can’t help the swing your heart goes through with his sweet gesture. He continues. “I shouldn’t have asked you to do this in the first place; I knew you weren’t ready and I still tried. I’m sorry.”

Guilt eats you up with his words. “I swear I want to do this for you. I can try again!” Slithering out of his tight grip, you cluelessly look for his phone. He chuckles at your cute pout of determination.

“But you’re not ready,” he states for the second time. “I’ll wait for you to be.”

The internet was a scary place - one you dread very much - but it’s true. You would have done this with him, even if you weren’t open to it. But the fact that he understood regardless…

Sheepishly marching your way over to the green eyed boy, you shoot a shy wink. “When I am…I’ll let you know?”

He grins, arms wide open as you find a home between them. “Of course.”

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darqx · 1 month

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Snakes on a post

Another particularly long answer dump since i, once again, have a backlog of things to potentially answer |D

❗️For commonly asked qs please see my BTD FAQ

Got jumpscared with my own old art for a hot minute there LAUGHS.

(For those wondering, the naga doodle from here was attached to the ask)

That is every other Royal that exists in the Nether and also at least some of the demons that challenged him for his Royal title lol.

Believe me, no one was or is more surprised then me XD;

So, the thing about where Rire's ichor manifests is that it kinda exists and doesn't exist at the same time. Meaning that his upper back is where the manifestation point is anchored, BUT it can still manifest with a bit of space in between it and his back hence why it will manifest over his clothes and not through them.

So if you touch where the manifestation point is sans the ichor, than you are just straight up touching his back. With the ichor, he still gets sensory input from the tentacles to his back but it's a lot more soft and muted esp the further away it gets from him. As you've seen implied though, he would feel a very sharp pain if a great deal of damage was done to the ichor where it clusters at the manifestation point, since he'd DEF be feeling that straight in his back lol.

He is definitely a top and the only way he would bottom for anybody is if they somehow forced him to.

Ah i knew i'd answered this a long time ago [finally found it]! Holy crosses (those that have been blessed) can also burn him but they would need to be in contact with him the entire time. Being a Royal he also has more of a tolerance to these than normal demons.

Well, unless said person actually has the undeniable ability to make good on their words, Rire would just stand there rather genially with that little smile he sometimes has and let them finish.

And then he might use them as reverse suggestions for dealing with said person (why would you give him any ideas!!?)

both

In BTD canon it is quite possible that they actually haven't in person. But we are using creative license here haha.

Rire heals a lot faster than a human. Cain is not my character so I don't know how his stacks up.

I've grouped these asks cos they kind of have similar answers - 360° (jk sorry sorry to the second q that is just a very common spelling mistake and I couldn't resist XD; )

Now, even though we mashed all the characs together in BTD, they all actually come from different storylines and so their canons outside the "BTD canon" may differ. This tends to bleed in. With this in mind:

The rules of Rire's canon (eg the concept of Battle Royales and how to become a Royal) don't apply to Cain. Anyway, they don't live in the same place either.

Cain is canonically the oldest and most OP character in BTD lol so yes he is stronger than Rire - you might've noticed, but Rire is never in the same drawing as Cain voluntarily. I play with this along with the "natural weakness" aspect - which I've also referred to as scissors-paper-rock rules XD Basically; demons beat humans, angels beat demons (purely because demons have weakness against holiness).

It would (be insane) but I hope you are not looking at me to fulfil this :d

Not really

His coronation day is a public holiday in his sector so yes XD

Aww thank you very much for your interest! ≧(´▽｀)≦ It's really cool that some of you guys want to actually fund such a thing - I'd have thought you'd have enough of him killing you in BTD1 XD Unfortunately, I have no plans for a Rire game at the moment as I'm working on a webcomic which looks like it will take up all my free time (that being said, he will be in the webcomic at some point).

Nope! Although i can kinda see why you might think that lol.

Whatever that one is where he doesn't particularly care what someone else identifies as. It really makes no difference to him or how he will act.

There are viruses in the Nether that if contracted could potentially kill you, yes. Part of being a Royal is becoming a lot more robust than normal Demons though. As for if/when Rire dies, I dunno maybe either in a Battle Royale somewhere thousands of years down the line or by old age (which is rare for a Royal but not impossible if you play your cards right).

If you are asking if he has a heat/rut of some sort, he does not |D

#boyfriend to death #art #rire answer dump #answer dump #doodle #long post #decided to actually redesign what a naga rire would viably look like since the old design was bad XD

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thedevilspearl · 11 months

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if the kink prompt is still happening... what about dacryphillia 👁👁👁👁

anonymous asked: i don't know if you're still taking kink ask but if you are. who do you think would like dacryphilia?

dacryphilia

a/n: my selection of characters may be the most basic and overrused with this kink lol but we love the classics <3

tags: dacryphilia (crying during sex), minors do not interact!

i don’t think much needs to be said about the first three but on top of this list is obviously lucifer. he likes it when you put up a challenge, a fight against his dominance. and he loves it even more trying to tame you. bringing tears to your eyes is more normal than he’d like to admit. but if you get off on crying, he’s gonna love making you cry even more. it turns him on as much as it is a reminder that only he can be the cause of your tears, and if anyone else would ever make you cry, they wouldn’t see the light of day again. luci would make sure of that.

satan is another crybaby classic. satan loves it equally though. he loves making you cry and he also loves being the crybaby. during sex, he doesn’t enjoy it when your tears are due to emotional disturbances. if you’re crying during sex, it will purely be from the pain he is inflicting on your body. and vice versa. there are many toys to use during sex, and emotions aren’t one of them. so making him cry would purely be from you hurting him physically until he breaks down and begs you to stop.

the last of the classic dacryphilia trio is belphegor. he’s dark and twisted and unlike satan, he isn’t hesitant to use your emotions against you to make you cry. sure, spanking you hard enough to invoke tears in your eyes is provocative, but in his sadistic mind, he is far more satisfied and turned on knowing it’s his words that toy with you. he’ll cradle you and shush you while saying the meanest, dirtiest things in the same breath. the results being your tears as he fucks you hard is his form of satisfaction.

asmodeus is definitely underrated when it comes to crying during sex. i think if the tears are caused by pain infliction on punishments, it may feel a bit forced. if he’s crying during sex, it’s usually because of happy emotions. he’s so overwhelmed by intimacy and wants to hold you close and never let you go. the tears are a result of him feelings so blessed and lucky to have you, and more subtley, the fear of losing you. crying during sex with asmo is always a good thing, unless you want it to be for other reasons.

last on this list is simeon. i’ve mentioned before about his sadistic side so seeing you cry is definitely a turn on for him. but sometimes when you naturally cry due to the intimacy, he holds you and caresses your face and praises you. he makes sure you feel loved, and that the tears are tears of joy. but on some occasions, he doesn’t mind seeing you cry for other reasons. he has no qualms in punishing you and putting you in your place, even if you cry. and on even rarer occasions, he wants you to edge him until his eyes are sopping with begging tears.

#♡ pearl’s entertainment #obey me x reader #obey me #obey me smut #obey me lucifer #obey me lucifer x reader #obey me satan #obey me satan x reader #obey me belphegor #belphegor x reader #obey me asmodeus x reader #obey me asmo smut #obey me simeon #obey me simeon x reader #obey me lucifer smut #obey me satan smut #obey me belphegor smut #obey me simeon smut

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hitomisuzuya · 1 year

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🌸🌷Heyy it's me again with the flowers lol

I was wondering if I could get a kunikuzushi x fem! Reader, basically reader gets their period and kuni is very confused as to what is happening, so reader basically has to give the entire sex ed to kuni, and when the reader is finished with the period kuni decides that he wants to prevent that next time, so the next day he asks if they can have sex, with him not knowing how amazing it will feel to him lmao

(I wanna hear him begging moaning whimpering whining and being such a cute bottom under me as I ride his cock lol I'm so down bad)

Anyways I hope you have a great day/night :D

Kunikuzushi x fem!reader. Smut. Sex Ed talk with Kuni. Period struggles. Bless his heart, he is so naive about somethings lol

a/n: Hello again! As soon as I saw this, I had to answer it before I went to bed. This is a whole mood cause I am down so bad for Kuni too😭 I hope you enjoy.

To say Kunikuzushi was confused was an understatement. He'd dropped by and asked if you wanted to take a walk with him. He came into your room to find you laying curled up, keeping as still as you possibly could. And he thought he could smell blood. He didn't know why and he was concerned.

"What's wrong? Are you in pain?" Kuni cocked his head as he looked down at you. "Your breasts look swollen? Why?" You gently smacked his hand away when he tried to massage one of them. He looked a little hurt and you felt bad.

You knew he only wanted to help.

"Ugh, Kuni no, not now. You can stay, but please, keep your voice down," you groaned, rolling over on your side to look at him.

Kunikuzushi sat down on the corner of your bed. "Tell me what's wrong, please. I want to help," he tried to sound as soft as possible. He always did everything you told him.

"Oh yeah..." you said, sighing as you massaged the bridge of your nose. You suddenly remembered he no idea what a period or sex even was. "I'm having my period, Kuni. I don't feel well. I'm sore. I have a headache. I'm having cramps. I feel so lethargic that I can barely stand."

You waited, knowing what his next question would be. "What's a period and why do you get it? It sounds so unpleasant."

He helped you as you sat up. "Okay, listen up, I was going to have to do this sooner or later since you are starting to get a habit of randomly groping me whenever you want. I don't mind, but, just listen to me, okay."

He blushed a little. He couldn't help himself. Your breasts and other certain parts of your body were starting to look interesting in a different way lately. Kunikuzushi listened, rapt with attention as you explained what a period was and why every girl gets one. And while you were at, you covered sex as well.

Your explanation was through and easy for him to understand. There was one thing you said made that made him misunderstand something.

It was when you told him that periods stop occuring when a women is pregnant. You could get pregnant from having sex.

Kuni thought that having sex with you would make your periods stop entirely.

"Why don't we just have sex?" He said when your cycle gave evidence of approaching. "You have about a week before you get your period. Let's stop it right now before it happens.

"No, Kuni.." How did he manage to misunderstand something so badly. This was your fault. "Okay, Kuni. We can have sex. Just go slow and don't do anything you don't feel comfortable with. And you feel uncomfortable at any time, please tell me and we will stop."

Besides, it's not like you hadn't been having thoughts of what sex would be like with him. You'd thought about it often lately in fact. He was always so eager to help you.

Kunikuzushi's eyes lit up. He looked so excites because he thought he was finally going be useful to you and help you.

While he pawed at your clothes, kissing and groping every part of you that he could, he would soon understand why he was getting so excited, especially when you made a pleasured sound. He trembling from anticipation when you rolled him over onto his back and straddled him, lowering yourself slowly onto his cock.

You were starting to get swept up at how cute and naive he was. You rode him slowly at first so you wouldn't overwhelm him. But when he started constantly whining and moaning, writhing beneath you, occasionally throwing an arm over his eyes, embarrassed at loud he was being. He felt so good right now that he wanted to cry. It made you ride him harder.

"Don't be embarrassed. You feel good, right? Let me hear you, Kuni," you brushed your finger tips over his nipples, tightening your thigh muscles for extra friction on his cock.

"Yes, please, ah, ah, go faster, y/n. The feeling I am getting..." He was starting to babble now, "it's so strong...feels so good..." The more you bounced on his cock, the more he cried out, groping whatever part of you that he could get his hands on.

Your own moans were only fueling the feeling burning inside of him. You stroked his hair, coaching him through his first orgasm, moaning at how good it felt to have his cum spill inside of you.

You made sure to ride him at a pace that would make him cum first. It would make it feel extra good to him if he felt you climax after he did. And it did.

That's when he cried out the loudest. "Good boy, my good Kuni, you did so well for me during your first time." You said, smiling down at him with a hazy look of satisfaction.

He was more exhausted than you were, holding you down on his lap just so he could be inside of you a little longer. "Can we do this again soon, pretty please?"

You giggled. Kuni just sounded so cute. "We can, soon, I promise." He was delighted with your response, curling up against you once you dismounted him.

#genshin impact #genshin smut #kunikuzushi #kunikuzushi smut #genshin imagines #kunikuzushi x y/n #kunikuzushi x you #kunikuzushi x reader #fem!reader

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kneelingshadowsalome · 10 months

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Babe pls if u listen to cute music like serani poji you wont be depressed pls i can change könig ALL THID PAIN IS NOT WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I am manipulating u)

okay but cleaning königs wounds after a rough mission, making engels tea less sweet because he knows she doesn't like too sweet thingies, stealing he underwear, have matching bracelets with her, torturing her with his horrible dad jokes, wearing her t shirts (his body convulsed bcs hes too big), he slipped and she hollered to the ground laughing, stealing her underwear (angst begone!!!!!!!!)

I'm telling you I'm so easy to manipulate

Cleaning his wounds? He would have a hard on in a second. Sorry, this was supposed to be fluff, but he would. He would be so proud and pleased if reader sank to her knees to check a wound on his thigh or hovered over him while he's sitting to clean a scratch or a scrape on his arm. If he came straight to her from a medic with a more serious injury, and reader would fuss over his health, force him to stay in bed while she treats him like a KING, he would be purring silently under that mask. (Finally, someone takes care of him ❤️) He might not be fit to make love to reader, but she could always take him in her pretty little mouth? Just to give him a warrior's welcome ease his pain.

And taking her underwear from the laundry bin again? He should be ashamed. But surprise, surprise… he's not. He never treats himself to them in front of Engel, though. Knows he would only get shocked, mousy looks. He brings them to his nose only when he's alone, to drive the smell of dry dust and acrid smoke and gunpowder and man-sweat from his system. Breathing her is like breathing the sun and honey and all things good. He's invigorated like he just downed a pint of pilsner.

The matching bracelets were her idea, and he allowed her to put it on his wrist – it looked colorful and funny, standing out against his black shirt and army olive greens, and it sort of itched and pricked, a new item that it was, pressing against his skin. But every time he looks at it he remembers her and all her cute jokes and silly little monologues. The other operators look at the new addition with their noses wrinkled and turned up. Thinking it's one of his oddities again... He doesn't give a fuck because they're stupid – they don't know it's an entire blessing he has received from his angel. That bracelet basically makes him invincible on the battlefield.

And of course he learns to prepare her tea just right in a manner of days. (It's a bit scary, how well he remembers every little detail about what she likes to eat, drink, wear, read, listen to...)

His dad jokes… Holy fuck. He tells her he was stopped at the airport for control and they asked about his occupation. He answered he's only here for work. ;( ((I can't do this lol))

Making him wear her t-shirt because surely it would look cute and funny? It nearly tears at the side seam, gets stuck in his huge head as if it was his mask now. The t-shirt is ruined by the time he forces his arms through, that little piece of clothing simply can't take those shoulders. He looks at her with a sigh – great, now it's ruined, and he looks even more stupid. What did she expect? Is this what she really wanted? Oh, she's laughing so much she bends over and has tears in her eyes. He feels warm and fuzzy, too. Perhaps it was worth it after all to entertain her like this. 💕 (But most of all he loves when she wears his shirts: she looks so small and cute inside them. Like a little pet... Not to talk of how the clothing smells after: the sweet scent of her caught on his tactical wear is yet another distraction when he's supposed to go to work.)

#answered #yandere könig #könig fluff #at first i wanted to change him #now i want to make him worse #i should be stopped

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knullanon · 2 years

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What about yandere platonic Bruce Wayne and Diana Prince with reader who has a fever and then calls them mom/dad in their daze and even ask them to stay with them a little longer and end up holding hands. Also it would be funny if they themselves start getting sick after reader gets better. You can add other characters if you'd like.

I am alive. somehow. anyways-

bruce wayne

this bitch. this bitch will act so proud, like you brought fame to the Wayne family (as if they don't already have enough lol). he probably starts crying (literally) while holding your hand and sends a photo to alfred w a snapchat caption "I am a proud father" and passes out

he was probably putting up some mental shields beforehand expecting some cussing and cursing because nothing had really worked with you for, well, ever, as you were basically a copy of himself, a stubborn person who doesn't give up no matter the circumstances, but he won't be disappointed by the change in behavior on your part.

will, however, comply with your request of staying with you for a bit longer until you were able to fall asleep. afterward, he would totally just find alfred and basically happy cry to him because omg they love me now this couldn't be better-

would he get sick? probably. it wouldn't really matter to him, though, because as long as you're still sick, he can now hang out with you! isn't that fun?

now, depending on if you were actually happy with him or you were just too out of it to remember is how things could change. if you, for some reason, were actually happy about seeing him, then it wouldn't be so bad. in fact, for them, it was a blessing. having you be more cooperative than ever was so much fun, and now, bruce could actually show you why he took you in, and that you never need anything else in your life.

but, if you were just out of it or faking it... it wouldn't go over so well. at least for bruce, anyways. but he'll keep trying. after all, he's as stubborn as you are. he knows that one day, you'll break. one day.

Diana/Wonder Woman

is expecting to be greeted like she's your mother every time she talks to you, so she's so happy that you're finally accepting her for who she is: your mother. she'll comply with any request you have, and talk with you or bring you anything you would want.

she would be so happy and would talk with her sisters about how your finally learning to accept that she's your mother, and how excited she was for when you got better.

for the being sick part, I don't think diana would become sick. she's pretty invulnerable and I think there's only like. 2 times she's gotten sick. in fact, she probably has never gotten sick. so the possibility of her taking on the virus from you would be very low.

if you were actually happy about seeing her, she would be overjoyed. after you got better, she would do all these things with you under the excuse "well you're feeling better both attitude wise and you aren't sick anymore, you deserve nice things".

if you were just out of it or faking it, then she wouldn't be happy. while she knows you were probably just out of it, it still pains her to know you were so close to being what she wanted. you are her child, and it frustrates her to no end that you can't accept that.

however, she'll keep trying until you get the picture. that you're her child, and that she will care for you until the end of time.

#yandere batman #yandere bruce wayne x reader #yandere bruce wayne #yandere bruce wayne imagine #yandere batman imagine #yandere diana #yandere diana x reader #yandere diana imagine #yandere wonder woman #yandere wonder woman x reader #yandere wonder woman imagine #yandere dc comics x reader #yandere dc imagine #yandere dc x reader #yandere dc comics imagine #yandere dc comics #yandere dc

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the-autumn-apple-artworks · 1 month

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Ready for a yapping session??? I sure am <3

I'll write it here fully this time cuz I'm in my Art History (or whatever you translated it from Italian to English) class and my brain keeps spinning

Plus, maybe the pics are a little boring to look at AND the 10 pics limit sure is a pain in the ass so at this point it's just better that I write it here 🕺

💥Everything is under the cut💥

It's about my silly Kinito AU

Also I need a name for it ig??? I dunno it's just my different take on the Sentient AU except it's just a gay computer assistant kissing the computer /J

This is more to explain how my Kinito experienced his epiphany so maybe that makes the previous lore drop a little inaccurate but still super relevant this is just a clarification on how the ✨witnessing the horrors✨ happened in detail

Making up scenarios for comics I will never have time to do </3

yes this is supposed to be a comic because, again, when I picture silly scenarios they flash into my mind in the form of comics with a muffled comic dub because I struggle to imagine voices in my head. With that parenthesis closed, enjoy the read, it's gonna be long ofc 🫶

So uh hear me out, Kinito's gotta research things the Player/User likes no? So I imagine this very stupid moment where Kinito is browsing ships but like, not fandom ships, but actual boats because he thinks that's what the User means

And, as he's browsing, Glitch (i.e. .EXE, the silly puter, I'm gonna use it's nickname from now on) joins him because, fun fact, being part of the computer in itself, Glitch can feel anything that happens into it, it's both a blessing and a curse because you gotta imagine it as if you would suddenly feel everything that is happening in your body from the inside, your blood traveling through the veins, your stomach burning shit, all up to even your cells's core doing bullishit. Glitch feels everything in the computer because exe IS the computer.

So basically when Kinito goes back to his little spot in the void, Glitch senses it and joins him immediately

Keep in mind that, at first, Glitch thinks that Kinito is fully sentient and not dependent on an algorithm

So there's a silly skit of Glitch seeing Kinito browsing boats and Kinito goes “Oh Mike said he loves ships so I'm researching about it!” and Glitch bursts out laughing to the poor little innocent Kinito

It explains what the User meant for “ships” and Kinito is obviously embarrassed, to witch Glitch teases him with something along the lines of “Oh these are the tame ones! Fandoms can be wild, did you check yours yet or were you too scared?~”

Kinito is confused and asks what a “fandoms” is, wich brings Glitch to grow anxious, questioning his sentience, but they scroll it away thinking “oh lol he's a boomer it's fair he doesn't know” but yet again, Kinito has met so many people, has no one ever mentioned a fandom or community before? Instead of asking directly, Glitch laughs it off, trying to pretend Kinito is making fun of them or something “That's a good one! What the next pun? That you don't know anything about your alternate universes?” and Kinito, to their horror, responds with “Alternates? Why would I have alternates? I'm the only one here can't you see!”

Theres a long pause where Glitch is panicking and everything glitches unstable to reflect that, Kinito panics as well and tries to find what's wrong and if he did something to offend or hurt Glitch

They don't respond but “take” a deep breath (metaphorically, it's more of a mimicking of the gesture because it feels liberating despite not having lungs) and turn to Kinito terrified “Why do you really do this? Why do you endlessly research about what your ‘friends’ like?”

Kinito is caught off guard but responds excitedly and objectively, explaining how he was made to act that way so he can adapt because that's what his orders are. And, at that point, everything shatters for Glitch

They get FURIOUS, hurt by the revelation that the friend that they thought shared the same burden they have, does not. That he's just really good at pretending

They both argue, also because I like to imagine they already spent quite some time together. It would be funny to picture Glitch denying the User to continue the game because they want to spend time with Kinito, but they don't tell him about it, covering it with the excuse “Oh they are away, I'm sure they'll come soon to reopen the game~”. Or also spending time especially during the night, even if the computer is turned off/hibernating. And y'know, with time Glitch has grown fond of Kinito, because, again, they just assumed that he was sentient and therefore suffered their same burdens. Plus maybe they were already starting to lowkey like him

Out of anger, Glitch doesn't control itself and drops a hint of exactly that before going back to its control room, voluntarily ignoring Kinito and therefore, not feeling/noticing what Kinito does next until it's too late

So, after they argue and the hint is dropped, Kinito looks back at the browser search Glitch opened for him about ships and not boats, and slowly processes the hint

Despite being taken aback by everything, Kinito is now determined to fix it and, as they say “curiosity kills the cat”, he falls into his own epiphany as he straight up searches HIMSELF on the internet. Confirming everything that Glitch said, and much much more things, worse things

He frantically looks into his own code for confirmation as he spirals after ✨witnessing the horrors <3✨

He hesitates although as he stares at his algorithm. The algorithm his creator has put so much love and effort into. And there he finds the barrier that restrains him and the one that he MADE HIMSELF for “Sam” and “Jade” to make them forget that they are his victims. Not only, in the list of victims he finds Sonny's name. He didn't remember that at ALL. He doesn't remember about the names being so.. many. As if when a victim ceases to exist or something goes wrong, he forgets about their existence and passed on to the next User as if it was the first

((For a reason that is still unknown to him, but will get more heart wrenching answers later. I think I explained the whole User disappearance error in the previous lore drop but, just in case you mossed it, I'm gonna put the screenshot in here))

Horrified, Kinito calls out for Glitch but, as mentioned before, they were purposely ignoring any stimuli coming from Kinito

Now, a fun fact, Both Kinito and Glitch can teleport, however, Kinito is not aware of his surroundings. Glitch knows every space that is present in the computer, Kinito could do the same but, bounded by his code, he doesn't consider it. Now he does

Desperate for explanations, and mostly comfort, he panics when he can't get Glitch's attention. He paused and, focuses, trying to get out of bounds and feel the whole computer space instead of the limited, programmed locations he can move to. As Kinito's awareness expands, he also breaks through the barrier that Glitch had risen to ignore him, getting a new stimuli. But, before they can react or understand what's going on, Kinito teleports in front of them, distraught. Despite being mad at him, seeing him bawling his eyes out in tears like a wet sock gives them a little push to at least help him calm down and understand the situation

From there, Glitch helps Kinito remove the barrier from Sonny (trapped inside Sam) and “Jade” (they end up not remembering what victim2's name is, both Kinito and the victim herself, so it's just Jade now), to apologize and try fix things by first offering their souls peace, but, after Sonny insists to stay with his creation and begs Jade to also give him a chance, they start building a new Web World™ together and yippe yippers everyone's happy and the puter puter assistants are kissing <3

#// lore pile #kinito #kinito pet #kinitopet #sam the sea anemone #jade the jellyfish #kinito the axolotl #oc x canon #// my sillies #// Glitch

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mermaidsirennikita · 1 year

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so i finally read devil in winter, thank you so much for that btw, i had a GREAT time, finished it in one afternoon, bless you truly <3 now i understand evie and sebastian appear in other novels? could you tell me which ones to read bc i swear i loved those two and also any other novels i might like if i enjoyed that one? THANK YOU

Yessss I’m so glad enjoyed it!!!! I saved this as a draft and I'm not sure if you're going to see this if I don't make it public (I'm sorry!) so posting now. If you haven’t read the other Wallflowers books, Evie is in all the other ones as a supporting character. Sebastian is the villain of book 2, obvi, lol. He also cameos in book 4 where he’s kinda on thin ice with everyone but Evie is preggers so they’re stuck with him.

They have their own cute scenes in A Wallflower Christmas, where they have pregnant Christmas sex.

Otherwise, I think Sebastian cameos in Mine Till Midnight…. Then in the Ravenels he and Evie show up a lot because three of the books are about the offspring.

Devil in Spring—their son Gabriel is the hero, it’s real cute; the prologue is them role playing while Sebastian tries to break it to Evie that their oldest son totally compromised a girl lol

Devil’s Daughter—their eldest, Phoebe, is the heroine; it’s very popular and she’s a widowed single mom who falls for a former scoundrel, but tbh this one does nothing for me

Devil in Disguise—very controversial but super connected to their family, especially Sebastian. Not sure if you've been spoiled there, so I won't say more :)

For book that might hit similar places, I'd recommend...

When the Duke Was Wicked by Lorraine Heath. An all time favorite of mine, and I think it has a great rake hero (also, the heroine is a sweet redhead!) The basic setup of the book is that the hero and heroine were raised as family friends, their parents were tight, but he's nine years older. He had no idea, but she had this intense girlish infatuation with him and was crushed when he married young... and he was super devoted as a husband, but then his wife and young daughter died and he radically changed and became this super slutty rake. The impetus of the novel is that the heroine, Grace, asks the hero, Lovingdon, to help her find a good husband and he ends up corrupting her--which is maybe what she wanted, lol. He's so slutty, but he also adore Grace and can't fucking accept it because he's having such a hard time with accepting that he could love someone else... maybe even more than he loved his wife.

TW: past medical crises are discussed at length; lmk if you need more info.

You could also check out Surrender to the Devil by Lorraine Heath--another bad boy duke aristo hero and a lovely redheaded heroine, lol. This one is about the parents of the heroine of the book I just recommended. She grew up on the streets and is just this really sweet woman, he's this rakish caustic duke (who has a lot of inner pain, naturally). He decides to make her his mistress, but ends up falling head over heels.

TW: heroine was sexually assaulted as a child and is very traumatized; the hero is really gentle with her once he realizes she has sexual hangups. There's also a lot of discussion of the abuse of a side female character.

Any Duchess Will Do by Tessa Dare. This is another "we saw this hero be a slutty douche in a previous book, now he's back and falling in love". Tessa's books are funny and sexy but also emotional. The duke in this book was introduced in "A Week to be Wicked" (also a great book) as a tool, and he won't settle down, so his mom is like please choose a bride... and he's like you know what I'll choose this fucking barmaid. His mom takes him up on it and decides to My Fair Lady the barmaid, who he has no actual intention of marrying... until he falls for her lol.

How to Steal A Scoundrel's Heart by Vivienne Lorret. This one works really well, imo. The hero is a marquess who propositions the heroine to be his mistress, and at first she turns him down... but then she gives because she has nowhere else to turn. He's super cool with his love affairs, and gives her this contract that last four months, no more and no less. It's this super romantic, lovely romance and I so recommend it.

The Serpent Prince by Elizabeth Hoyt. A great "flashy rake x shy virgin" book. The heroine finds the hero left for dead on the side of the road, and she nurses him back to health.... And whoops, the rake falls hard! It's also fully insane, because Hoyt.

The Devil of Downtown by Joanna Shupe. A Gilded Age villainous rake/sweet virgin book. The hero is a rake and a gangster, and he ends up falling for the do gooder activist daughter of an influential man in town--and it's kind of a "who's corrupting who" thing.

#romance novel blogging #book recs

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starlytenight · 1 year

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Meta's deal with the devil switched his fate with GK's??? I'm definitely confused on what happened in that scene

Not exactly. The animation, if you're talking about that, is based on one of my chapters so here, I'll clarify the scene in text a bit under the cut.

Even Meta doesn't fully understand what happened and considering it's from his perspective it's kind of meant to still be ambiguous. But since I can't exactly follow up on it in a timely fashion let me explain a little.

1, Morpho is not the devil, lol. He is a sacred deity first and foremost and offered a deal to Meta that he could arrange.

Effectively what he offered was the same thing Necro had gone through with Sis; an exchange for prolonging a life that is no more, he must obey Morpho's commands if he ever asks him for anything.

One key detail he specifically mentioned is swearing his soul over (an exchange upon his own time's end meaning Meta's soul will belong to Morpho once it is available/when he desires it) and for him to not interfere with his plans regarding Galacta Knight. Pretty straightforward. Freedom and soul for a soul.

Also note, Galaxia didn't freak out at Morpho's touch. If Morpho was truly nothing but insidious/evil, Galaxia would have absolutely tried to fry him. It did not.

2, Morpho also gave him a little something extra for the trouble. A bonus. Just because he liked him. Because Galacta likes him.

Here, Morpho is instructing his other self, Necro Knight, to show Meta how to use this "gift."

If I wasn't currently unable to post chapters at the moment, some chapters regarding this gift would have been posted already. All it ultimately does is enhance his latent mystical power and give him a few perks under Morpho's blessing. One of which is a reference to his Smash Bros. Smash with the four wings because I thought it'd be neat if he got that from ol' Morphie as a surprise in a pinch.

While this scene is from Meta's perspective and he's terrified beyond belief and horrified, notice how gentle and jovial Morpho remains the entire time. He is also extremely patient in repeating himself knowing a mortal is struggling in the realm of the undead because Meta is basically at that border physically from his injuries and lack of sleep.

To put it very bluntly, Meta nearly died himself in that exchange if not for Morpho noticing and immediately pulling back and stopping. Morpho had never really attempted to 'heal' anyone at that point so that was his way of trying to do so. He is more accustomed to destruction and observation. So yeah!

3, the "gift" itself will be seen in action once I can write again without too much pain/numbness in my fingers. But as mentioned, it's mostly a power boost and a "don't touch" warning to any malicious spirits since other souls. It tells them Meta is under Morpho's power/protection and they shouldn't mess with him if they want to continue their afterlives.

Morpho didn't do this out of malice. If he wanted to, he would have just taken Galacta's soul and waited until Judgment Day. His function would be complete. He wants Galacta to live a happy life too. He just needs... insurance that Galacta will be cooperative later.

Hopefully that helps clear things up a bit more.

#ASMR Chitter Chatter #That's the best I can say without spoiling a lot dngjkdsng #Now to rest my hands dnjksdng

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brick-a-doodle-do · 1 year

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Hmmmm

Extra to answer your questions in the outline!!!

A gardener Vara fits these two period but yes, a t!Irza would work very well with it! And Vara swearing...nope! Not even when he's alone! Only if you've really done something wrong to trigger him and at that point Irza is usually in the way of the fight happening bc his silent glare is usually enough to make anyone back off...the first person he swore at was Voidshire when they get kidnapped by Ezephr (an arc you'll love), and then at Ezephr wayyyy later in the story where he's basically mad and yelling something about Ezephr being irredeemable, but with cooler and stronger words.

Vara humming deeeeeefinitely pisses Irza off, but only for the first while. After that, he only gets mad about it when he's tired! And like I mentioned in that short story, a lot of his frustrations with whatever Vara does comes from him being in pain or too tired to deal with it!

I showed you that waiting outside the door thing in the story...😈. The food NEVER burns, and Irza has yet to figure out how the cat manages to wait for him and yet absolutely never ruins the food by doing so. It's one of his life's greatest mysteries...

They both have POWERFUL protective instincts, but Vara is more cuddly while Irzayn is like: "Touch him and I'll rip your hand off and shove it down your throat". For...just for an example. Vara...definitely hasn't had to stop him from doing that before.

Yep! Irzayn is only in love with Quickvine! But it sometimes peeks through with Vara since they're the same person and he'll feel a tug in his chest...like at the end of the story I gave you. I'm mentioning that a lot lol, but it's a great reference.

This dragon boy is definitely secretly nice but also not. Irzayn is always controlling his strength, especially when mad. If he didn't he'd be breaking the floor, crushing the TV remote, and tearing doors off their hinges all the time...and yeah he just goes grrrr when he wants em to back off.

T!Irza with g!Vara is only safe because Irza is ridiculously durable. Vara is sweet, bless his heart, but he has very limited self control sometimes...like with that cookie moment.

Yes. Yes Vara has beans. He's half beastling (easiest explanation is cat beastling=cat furry) and half sprite. So he'd normally look more cat like but this world doesn't like half breeds so he uses the sprite's illusion magic to make his hands and feet human. It's strong enough that they feel human too...it's his strongest power and a trump card he can use in a fight. It's him being half beastling that gives him such powerful instincts.

G!Irza is so spectacular. He's like your worst nightmare when he does know you but if you can win him over you suddenly become untouchable. He would pretty much always just leave a spotted borrower alone unless it starts to annoy him. I can see a borrower getting bolder and bolder thinking that the dragon isn't noticing them no matter what they do, only for Irzayn to one day growl at them when they try to take his strawberries without asking.

I haven't touched much on Void in it and I meant Irzayn controlling the shadows to hold down the tiny, but honestly...I love g!Void too. He'd be so kind and friendly and being picked up by him would feel extremely weird...only problem is you can't hear what he's saying.

As for how silent Irzayn is, like it was mentioned by Vara in the short story, you really don't hear anything. The scales was only because Irza is living with Vara and doesn't want to be caught bc he's under the impression all cat beastmen can hear his shadows. When he's alone he truly makes no sound. Silent as a shadow...

Noms discussion warning:

The throat pockets were an idea I came up with randomly but they stuck and I love them toooooo. It would be very confusing to be swallowed, expecting a stomach, only to end up in a weird pocket only a second or two later. Irza is more likely to use those pockets if he noms someone than to truly send them down unless the pockets were full/he was distracted/or he was too tired to care. If he's planning on sleeping, being stuck in a small space like that all night would be unpleasant.

Both of them would definitely nom the tiny to protect from a fight. Vara if he had no choice and Irza...just to be a jerk, honestly. He'd also have hesitations but not near as many and not for the same reasons.

Avoidance reasons—Vara:

Doesn't want to scare the tiny, thinks it's strange he wants to do that, is frightened he'd hurt them, doesn't have permission or time to explain, Irza would tear him apart and he knows it

Avoidance reasons—Irza:

Doesn't want someone shouting/begging from inside him, knows they'll misunderstand and not believe him bc he's a villain, is tempted to let the tiny be in the open and in danger a little bit longer to mess with them, doesn't want Vara to cry

ALSO

Levels of which one is more or less likely to actually happen in terms of noms! Starting from least likely to most likely!

-g!Vara and t!Voidshire (not super likely noms will happen)

-g!Quickvine and t!Voidshire

-g!Vara and t!Irza

-g!Quickvine and t!Irza

-g!Irza and t!Quickvine

-g!Voidshire and t!Vara

- g!Irza and t!Vara

-g!Voidshire and t!Quickvine (extremely likely)

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I'm still looking forward to you writing them but I will also certainly write some of my own too!

Any questions you might need for writing them or that I have now spawned in your brain?

me, answering a splurge not 24 hours after it was asked? is this heaven?

wowww bbh dupe AJFJ

mm yes vara has scary dog privileges >:D

OOOOOOOOOOOOO THIS ARC HAS ME INTRIGUED!!! :00000

noted! i totally get that, humming can get annoying so quickly ewfsjfvsjd

WOW that's some talent. at least vara has one talent! LMAO

INSTINCTS BELOVED,,,, i mean they do both have instinct driven animals,,,,, i guess pretty much every animal is instinct driven but STILL a cat and a dragon? best duo and a sea of instincts :D

okay yeah that's what i thought! sehgfjs nahh mention it all you want, it was a lovely story :] <3

DFJFDJS anger issues much?

that cookie moment was GOD TIER dfjfdsk i love vara so much

BEANNNSSSS AHHHHH !!!!!!!! LETS GOOOOO :D oooh i see! i'm learning all abt sprites n shit rn cause of pdam so yee that's cool !!

oh of course he is, he slides into giant and/or human SO easily,,, mwah love him for that, it's not that hard to leave a borrower alone!!

DJFJ yeah that would be a side-effect from his initial lack of care,,,

ohh right,,, and ooo yeah being held by g!void would be so cool- would be like sitting in a void that's really cool aaa

yes i loved u mentioning that in the story cause like vara doesn't know why >:3

vore talk below cut beyond this point (can't add cut cause the ask is too long </3)

the throat pockets are AWESOME like that's something i have NEVER seen before,,,

are they liiike caverns? could you do like a drawing so i can get a visual for it? /nf

i'm picturing just like a tiny lil room just embedded in his throat dsjsjd i'm probably WAY off tho

ALSO how does it open? is irza the only one to be able to open it or can a tiny theoretically fall?

AWWHEJ vara is so /pos when he wants to be :D

totally fair, if humming annoys him quickly then that would definitely piss him off even more,,, and HEY you can't sneak that vaza bit in!!!! does he not want him to cry bc it's annoying or just bc he goes panic mode when he does?

ooo a list! hmmm g!quickvine & t!irza is only third least likely to happen....it's not last...(that's my personal favorite judsjf)

i tackled all of my questions as i went along so nop! and i'm looking forward to writing them too, it'll be a fun experience (and :00 i want all of the g/t fics you write with them when they eventually come >:3c)

#brickquiries #3d brickling #3d my beloved 🤗#brick talks vaza #cw vore talk

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umilily · 1 year

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Hihi :)) it's butler meru anon! I have retuned hehe

Anyways - I've been thinking about spending Valentine's with Meru scenarios... Specifically like

Himeru is absolutely /whipped/ for you - imagine this is a timeline thats different from coffee cups where you and meru met differently, probably youre a cute secretary lady under cospro and himeru enjoys your presence - and since Valentine's day is around the corner, Himeru wants to ask you out but the thing is he's completely lost on what to do; he didn't expect to fall in love with you and especially didn't expect how deep his emotions go for you so while he's smiling to himself and chuckling at thoughts of you- this man? Completely lost.

Fortunately - or unfortunately depending on how you want to look at it - his unit mates even roommates are willing to throw some ideas out for him! Besides the constant teasing he gets because of his little crush

- "How did you know HiMERU likes them? I've never explicitly said anything that might have indicated that."

- "You were smiling like a lovestruck boy when she was talking to you, it's pretty obvious."

-"Ah."

Anywho, after some back and forth and pros and cons, he decided to slip a small love letter with some of his paperwork and and hoped you noticed. Himeru tried his best to conceal his nervousness yet excitement, and when you wrote a love letter back? His eyes basically gleem and shine with utter joy. He had to contain himself but he!! Is very happy!! And later that Valentine's day you two go on a cute little date and it's just. Pure fluff no lewd just pure toothache fluff.

You know that one clip where this Korean guy in a kdrama was kicking his feet in bed and giggling when he sees his gf? Yeah, that's Meru with you.

Welcome back butler meru anon! (is that just going to be your name now? lol please let me know if you’d prefer something else) Hope you’re doing well :3 Thank you for blessing my inbox with another great scenario of yours!

I gotta admit that this made me giggle and kick my feet when I read it this morning. Maybe it sounds a little odd, considering the kind of smut I’ve put out in the world lol, but reading anything fluffy just makes me so flustered (>////<)

I wholeheartedly agree that Himeru would be an absolute mess. Like it’s one thing to act all suave and put together on stage or in front of a camera, but when face to face with you - just smiling and cheerfully wishing him a good morning, when he comes into the office? How do words work again? Given Himeru’s background, I can’t imagine that he has a lot of first hand experience when it comes to romance, so i think when it hit him that he likes you - like a lot - he’d be so damn lost, it would be funny if it weren’t so sad to witness him choke on his coffee when you unexpectedly say something to him.

And like you said, he’s so damn obvious about it too, so that it’s only a matter of weeks until everyone - except you of course - got his little crush figured out. It might be a bit of a surprise at first, because who would have seen coming that Himeru of all people would act so damn awkward around you? But his struggle eventually becomes so painful to watch that it is collectively decided that he needs help, and from then on he would never know peace again, because he can’t save himself from more or less useful input from everyone around him. They’d all be so invested and come up with increasingly ridiculous plans to get him a date. (I can perfectly picture Rinne pestering you when you’re trying to work “to find out what you think about Meru”, who nearly dies from second-hand embarrassment when he finds out about it lmao or he’s just getting ready in the morning with Arashi and Tetora as his personal hype-woman and -man in the background as he mentally tries to prepare for seeing your face) But Himeru refuses to do anything that’s like super out there or over the top, because he still has an image to maintain, you know? (and what if you don’t feel the same way and say no…?)

In the end the love letter idea is something Kohaku drops only half seriously and in passing, because it just seems way too obvious of a move, surely Himeru must have considered that already. But he hasn’t really, not seriously at least, but now that he thinks about it a little more… Perhaps it would be the best course of action. It allows him to sort out his thoughts and put them into words without the risk of getting distracted by you and stumbling over his words like a fool. It still takes a long time and a lot of drafts getting discarded until he manages to come up with something satisfactory and not too cheesy. (He hopes.) He’s running a bit short on time to make it before Valentine’s Day, so he just slips the letter in between the paperwork he has to hand you anyways and hurries off once it’s safely in your hands…

And poor you. You can’t help feeling a little confused. Why is he in such a rush? You’d have liked to chat for a little bit… Lately, all you’ve been doing is working overtime - which admittedly you volunteered for, because your colleagues are all busy with buying presents for their partners or planning cute dates… Meanwhile you’re stuck here with boring paperwork and no date in sight. You’ve bought yourself some cheap chocolate to fuel you while you work away, occasionally allowing yourself to slip into a daydream or two about actually getting any as a gift… maybe even from your favourite idol… By the time you get to the final stack of documents - the one Himeru had brought over earlier - it’s late already and you’re alone on the office floor. A fact you end up being very grateful for when you spot the small envelope that looks nothing like the ones usually used at ES with your name on it. This way the excited squeal that leaves you when you open it and read the letter stays between you and the office walls. You had been ready to go home soon, but now that you’re holding this in your hands, you’re suddenly full of motivation to keep writing for a little longer…

To say that Himeru is nervous when he comes into work the next morning would be an understatement. He’s tempted to just sneak past you, but you spot him before he manages to slip away and call him over to your desk. You’re rummaging around with some documents and he’s just standing there frozen in place, because what if you say something about the letter? Or what if you don’t? The latter ends up happening, because you just brightly smile and hand him a stack of paper with the request for him to read the documents until the end of the day. Himeru tries his best to not look disappointed that apparently his plan of asking you out didn’t work.

The disappointment, however, doesn’t last very long, because once Himeru has a break from practice and uses the time to go over the paperwork you’ve given him while he tries catching his breath, he notices something amongst the stack that he did not expect to find there. There’s a letter. Addressed to him. In hindsight, it may have been smarter not to open it in the presence of the rest of his unit, but he can’t help his curiosity and his heart pounding in his chest. Of course his dopey smile doesn’t go unnoticed by the others and he has to run a few laps around the practice room to escape them trying to get a glimpse at the letter you wrote, but he can’t seem to mind all that much when taking the leap ended up being this much of a success. Now he only needs to figure out where to take you for the date, you’ve suggested after work…

Hehe, I had a lot of fun thinking about this :3 it also gave me the motivation to finish editing the Valentine's special for coffee cups, so I'll get back to that now ^^

Thanks again for stopping by and making me blush and giggle! <3

#lily answers #shoe anon

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Hello again! Somehow chapter 3 was simultaneously sweeter and angstier than the others. The time being both a curse and a blessing to Zuko? Him knowing it was almost over so he should be relieved, but ALSO making it that much harder to resist just letting his feelings out!!!! Ma'am??? MA'AM. I AM SQUISHY BE GENTLE WITH ME. I hope you know I physically gripped my chest when Sokka flirted with Zuko!!! It felt like a movie scene! Like there was background talking and music from the dancing, maybe glasses being clinked, the whole vibe of a crowded wedding. But the second Zuko lost his breath, everything faded away. I swear, I could SEE Zuko getting flustered! And Sokka pulling back afterwards with a laugh, was when all the noise flooded back in. You're so good at creating little moments for the boys to get lost in!!! Also Zuko checking out Sokka as he walked away?? Absolutely get it. He deserves to be ogled. In love with the line about him wanting to go back to being mildly interested if Sokka and Jet were flirting! The way he is immediately pining lmao. The torture you put him through is so funny.

“It’s been years,” Sokka is teasing as he tucks the jar away. “I don’t know how you’re not over it by now.”

“Yeah,” Zuko says after a beat, feeling the question like a dull ache in his chest, a familiar pain he barely notices anymore except when he pokes and prods at it. “Me, too.”

“Did you ever try?” Sokka asks, curious.

“Yeah,” Zuko says again, heartfelt and briefly closing his eyes.

This whole interaction? Not fucking okay. I am NOT OKAY. I have to go lay on the ground for a while. I'm SENSITIVE! God to admit to being in love with your best friend without actually saying it. Without them actually hearing it. Ugh. You're brilliant. The way Zuko has so many moments of yearning and Sokka clearly sees none of it. I'm literally the audience. I KNOW Sokka loves him back! But the second the perspective changes, I also feel like the character is reading into things. The chase in the kitchen? That's basically foreplay for them, and yet I'm like "You definitely shouldn't make a move, Zuko. This is just friendly groping, you know how it is." OH my God. The scene where he told Mai he was thinking about leaving.

“I don’t know if I know how to be without him,”

I genuinely started tearing up. This is truly is a divorce fic. This is why I rarely read breakup stories man! I know there's a happy ending, but it hurts!!!! You did such an amazing job making us care about these characters. Too good, actually. Imma need you to stop!!! And the last scene where he is just awful at baking but deciding to take the several hours to just make something for Sokka. He's literally the sweetest!!! But to end it with "And he knows some things can’t go back to the way they were before, no matter how much you might try your best to make it happen. 'Toss it.'" was cruel!!! The defeat in that paragraph is difficult to cope with. I need to go eat a box of brownies myself. This was so bittersweet. I loved every second, but I need to read the happy ending like 6 times to get rid of the ACHE in my chest!!!!! Thank you for literally stomping on my feelings for a whole chapter lol. I know I'm like crying in all of these comments, but I promise it's all a joke. I loved it so much and imma be thinking about it for the next WEEK. I think I need to put on some sad music now, I'll be back to yell about your beautiful writing on Friday!!!💕💕💕 Have a good day!!!!!💖💞

Hello again!! I love to hear that Ch 3 managed to up both the angst AND the sweetness! All the emotions to the max, that is what we are here for!

I love that the passage of time was so present for you this chapter, and that dual sense of relief and agony came through. The end is in sight but also the end is in sight. And when the end is in sight, well...where's the harm in a bit of indulgence? (Something Zuko might have thought...more than once in the past)

And I am LIVING for the fact that the Kataang wedding flashback was so vibrant for you! That you physically reacted! That it felt so much a movie scene with everything fading away and the focus pulling in tight to them and then suddenly rushing back in! That's exactly how I envision it in my head, complete with soundtrack and camera angles and the loving framing of Sokka's ass as he walks away as Zuko checks him out. He's earned a bit of ogling :P And poor Zuko immediately knowing it was bad, I did really line up the torture for him in this one haha

I'm doing a little happy dance that you notice and love all those little moments for the boys to get lost in, even in the midst of a crowd, and I'm THRILLED that you called out the have-you-tried-to-get-over-it-scene! That's one of my favorite exchanges of the whole story and for exactly the reason you say, all the admission and honesty that's happening without the other person even realizing it, two identical but entirely different conversations happening at the same time, miscommunication happening in the midst of talking to each other. Good stuff haha

And I LOVE that Zuko's yearning and Sokka's obliviousness worked so well, and that even knowing that Sokka has to return his feelings the POV switches and external views of each other were so effective for creating that doubt! Especially in a big giant miscommunication-that's-lasted-5+-years fic, it's so wonderful to hear that the uncertainty and doubt feel so genuinely rooted in the character's actions and how they read each other, and that Zuko doesn't come across as a total idiot for not making a move (even though we as the audience know they're both being complete idiots about it haha)

I'm so happy too that the scene with Mai where Zuko finally levels out loud about his feelings was so moving, too! (It's always weird to say I'm happy when someone tears up haha. And given the audience, I'm so happy the divorce-even-though-we-were-never-together vibe is coming through so strongly, and that it feels like such a breakup even though it doesn't have any of the 'we dated' pieces! It puts such a smile on my face that you've come to care about these versions of the characters so much :)

And that 'toss it' was rather mean, wasn't it haha? I love that the sweetness of Zuko's determination to bake something for Sokka contrasted so sharply with his defeat only a few months later, and that the sense of being worn down by it all came through so clearly. Though hopefully you could cope with the promise of the HEA incoming (and maybe some box brownies :))

You are more than welcome for the feeling stomping and the chest pains, I'm beyond happy that you're enjoying this story so much and that it's so in your head. Thank you for these lovely amazing awesome asks!!!

#asks and answers #very very sweet anons #Me: always here to stomp on your emotions and then revive them again with fluff and smut #Once again have been reading this ask over and over and grinning the whole time

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em-writes-stuff-sometimes · 2 years

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Hiii I'm alive (my ass on the other hand....) the gods blessed me with an amazing husband (with very heavy hand) and i love him very much🤣

Soooo let's start with the TMI.

Basically for my comments Bo was planning to tickle me until i pass out because i was joking and he was entertained by my fangirl ramblings but i really wanted that sweet sweet pain so being a brat with capital "B" i basically disobeyed every single rule that was given to me. ( I'm going to write them down for you. Idk how you feel about "Daddy" being used so I'm stopping myself)

So i have 4 core rules to follow and i broke them all

- always pick up if Bo is calling, he wants to know if his little girl is fine

- drink at least two bottles of water (i have a notebook where i write about drinking water)

- Clean your work space

- Don't touch yourself without permission

Aaand long story short Bo was really angry because i didn't pick up the phone, he called like 30 times and texted 138 times and to top it all of i was having a meeting with my favorite vibrator when he came home. 😒 Bo is very patient with me and it drives me crazy because i want a reaction, so when he came home i expected to be manhandled.... butt he just told me in this very serious voice "I'm very disappointed with you, think about what you did I'm going to come and talk about it in a bit" i of course can't just make it easier on myself, so i took my cigarettes and decided to go for a smoke. Bo was in the living room and i just wanted to take my cute ashtray. He saw me, of course, and asked me where bad little girls should stay when they fuck something up ; i sassed him and told him " my only place is in your heart " and to be honest i can see why he lost it ( he wasn't angry i just wanted to clarify because it's wrong to punish in anger).

But yea, i got my ass blistered, cleaned my office, and now I'm in a little space about to fall asleep telling Bo what to write because i really want to give you an update.

Yours:

✨️Wilma Dickfit ✨️

Ps: At this point Wilma is half asleep and I'm taking over her little story and even though I did not write everything, she said (hope you understand, she is too vulnerable and her brain is not working properly even after a long aftercare and a lot of cuddles) But one thing is consistent for the last 10 minutes she is asking if you are her bestie right now. 🤣

Bo N. Herr

Lol, oh my GOD Wilma! I’m happy to help you in your goals, haha - hope it was as satisfying for you as it sounds! You are so much braver than I am, I’d fucking quail at the first sign of tension. I’m a bit of a coward, so 😂😭 (BTW, daddy kink? Hot)

I’m so strangely flattered that you wanted to give me an update so quick - make sure to take care of yourself! I hope Bo gives you all the lovin’ you could want now that you’ve gotten your consequences!

(And yes, Bo - Wilma is my bestie now 🤣; we love Wilma and Bo on this blog, no questions asked! Go have a nap with yo girl!)

Everyone else who follows Wilma and Bo here: lol, here’s the update! Thinking I might need to start a separate tag just for these guys so y’all can find their stories easily 😉

#ferals #wilma and bo

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BABE I've been so busy recently sorry for not being as active 😭 but I'm gone for like 4 days and I come back to you WATCHING DEMON SLAYER!? I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ITS LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAVES ❤ so I literally watched all 3 seasons of demon slayer in like two days lol and I kinda regret watching it while on my period bc I fr cried like every episode LOL I was just a mess of emotions for those two days. First Inosuke is 100% my favorite character I would die for him in a heartbeat, and tanjiro is like my son I genuinely just adore him 🥺 I was hesitant to start demon slayer bc I thought that tanjiro seemed kinda boring for a main character (and I was like why the fuck does that girl have that thing in her mouth 24/7) but I was wroooong hes such an angel and I would literally stop watching the show if anything bad happened to him. I also want to fuck literally all of the hashira and demons big shocker I know lol. I'm super conflicted about muzan tho and would love to hear your thoughts on him. Like I think hes super hot, does he resemble Michael Jackson? Yes, but hes still sexy in my eyes lol but at the same time I just have a bad taste in my mouth when it comes to him. I usually LOVE villains no matter what no questions asked but after watching rui's backstory and seeing how muzan basically manipulated this poor boy to become a demon bc he was in that much pain and wanted to be free from it made me really sad ngl 😥 idk I'd probably still fuck him lol and I think hes a really cool and cruel villain but hes definitely not my fav. Also if you like the demons in this season wait until you get to mugen train and entertainment arc 👀 my fav demon so far is in entertainment arc so I'm so excited for you to get to that season ❤ as far as the hashiras goes I feel like this is such a controversial take bc hes everyone's favorite but I'm not that into uzui lol. Like hes undeniably the hottest character for sure but hes just not for me especially since I'm a super jealous person lol (would still fuck him under certain circumstances tho lmaoo). My favorites in no particular order are giyu, obanai, and sanemi for sure. Pleasee keep us updated on your thoughts as you watch I would love to see how you feel about the next two seasons like there's so much to talk about lol. Also I feel so blessed that I came back to you announcing a hashira au wtf I could cry 😭

Your important info post is looking BEAUTIFUL btw 👀

I WOULD LOVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT MY MAN DABI 😭 I feel like this ask is already ridiculously long tho so I probably will in my next ask lol but I 100% only watch mha for dabi and shigaraki so I dont blame you for not watching it. Imo they make it worth it tho they're probably my favorite anime characters of all time

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRfUSNkE/ me and you fr lol

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRfUR3KB/ this is definitely one of the coolest jjk edits I've seen

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRfUFPEg/

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRfUBhf4/

Jjk nonnie 🖤

NO NO NO BABY DONT APOLOGIZE AT ALL, it’s taken me just as long ❤️ I’ve been working on kinktober so I’ve been neglecting my asks a bit 😭😭 BUT I MISSED YOUUU

IM STILL ON SEASON ONE BUT I THINK LIKE THE LAST EPISODE IM TRYING TO STRETCH OUT AND WATCH DIFFERENT STUFF AT THE SAME TIME SO I DONT JUST HYPERFIXATE

I think it’s very iconic that Inosuke is also my SON AND we have the same favorite hashira too 😭 OBANAI SANEMI AND GIYU FOR ME IN THAT ORDER

I’m bummed I thought I was gonna be all over uzui and like you said he’s sexy and I really like his character but he’s far from my fave, so is Rengoku! Who is, coincidentally, my moms favorite

YES THE HASHIRA AU reader is going to be the company hole ™️ we love to see it for sure

KDKSKSKS I REALLY PROBABLY NEED TO CHANGE MEGUMIS PIC IM JUST SO LAZY BUT I WANT THEM ALL TO MATCH

ALSO okay muzan is all right 😭 I don’t think he’s the best but he definitely has his moments HOWEVER

Rui

My beloved

My little sweet spider demon baby boy

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I WANT TO PROTECT HIM 🥹 the first figure I got of demon slayer is actually of rui I love himb

YES YES YES TIKTOK FEEDING TIME

I felt personally victimized by every one AND I have some for you!!

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRPNVKkH/

Watched that bad boy like 6 times before I fell asleep and I dreamed about Obanai like SPECIFICALLY HEARD THAT LINE OF DIALOGUE IN MY DREAM WHILE HE WAS UP IN THE TREE

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRPNqd8K/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRPNAB6d/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRPNHEbm/

Aaand I wanna throw in some Levi ❤️

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRPNhNw1/

BUT YES MY LOVE TELL ME ALL ABOUT DABI MY EARS AND EYES ARE OPEN I WANT TO KNOW YOUR MANS 😖

#jjk nonnie !#THIS TOOK WAY TOO LONG TO ANSWER

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curlyswirlyhypnosis · 7 days

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Another DnD post :P

Basically, I've been wanting to write, but completely unsure what to write because everything and nothing was inspiring. Decided to write a small snippet about the "heroine" that my DnD character is named after! well, he decided he liked the name and chose it for himself. Initially I planned for it to just be the same authority figure he's been admiring for some time in the Feywild (where he's from), but thought it would be more fun if it was completely unrelated lol. Anyway, click below to read more :)

Verda didn’t imagine that the weeks traveling from Glimmerbrook would be like this. She had imagined celebrations, and drinking and laughter and smiles. And initially there was. Initially, she and her companions, Kicha, Manba, and Itle were thankful to be alive. Alive together! Yet it had turned into this. This was worst than the gloom that cursed the land. Maybe this was a price for borrowing the Celestial Harmonica? Could fey deals extend beyond their realm? Verda often tossed and turned at night because she could not stop the sinking feeling, and the worries from plaguing her mind during those precious moments of peace.

Removing gloom from Glimmerbrook and seeing the namesake of the town restored to its former glory was a victory. The locals were able to return, and rebuild. Finally they could return to their homes, and so they started heading home. On their return trek, they went into a tavern. Verda was recognized right away. Verda stood out with her golden locks, and her blessed robes woven from moonlight. They asked if her story was true, and the bard sang a song of her strengths, and her bravery. They sang of her defeat of the heart of darkness. But it was all wrong.

They laughed it off at first. They were on the way back to Kicha’s hometown. The promise of homemade food, and becoming part of a family just sang to Verda’s heart. Of course she had her own family, but it had always felt disconnected, detached. Her mother lost contact with her family during the war, and her father never mentioned his family. Verda wasn’t sure if it was a painful topic, or just something he didn’t care about. She was too afraid to ask. Verda had a younger brother, but the age gap was a barrier. She was always more caretaker, and protector than companion to him. Maybe it was part of the reason why she was ready to leave so abruptly. Because the lie she told herself, that it would be easier to focus on one child than two, one less mouth to feed was an excuse. The real reason was not just to figure out who she was, but to have the freedom to choose who she wanted to be.

Verda at first tried to emphasize and fix and correct and add to “her” story. Town after town, se tried to mend the rupture from that first night. But how could she fix something that she had no control over? Finally, Kicha just told Verda to drop it. Verda complied. They would just leave or walk away when the stories and songs sprang up. Soon the huge accomplishment they sacrificed so much for, became another burden to carry.

She confronted the bard, and asked about her companions. Why they weren’t they mentioned? There was no way she could have done any of this alone! The bard just patted Verda on the head and said that she should be proud to have a song! No one sang of heroines, let alone someone like her. Verda felt bile rise from her throat. Manba and Itle just laughed it off but Verda saw the frustration in their eyes. Those unspoken words were what kept her up at night. The nightmare of their laughs and smiles becoming contorted and warped caricatures of them.

It's stories and songs for children. They’re meant to be this way. Stories of Verda the Radiant are just easier to listen to this way. Verda would tell herself, but soon she started hiding herself. She did not want to be known or recognized. I’m not special. Anyone who could play an instrument, anyone who could fight would have been able to do this. I just want it all to stop.

But some of it was good. Other travelers they would camp with at night, and they would each share their story. The true story. How they were gathered together because of the devastation of the gloom. How it darkened, decayed and disintegrated everything that it spread over. The lives lost, and the threat of it spreading to their own homes, and loved ones. Verda would play her music and sing her song in order to fill others with hope, and noticed how it would remove and pierce the shadows. The way they were able to meet the gatekeeper, pass through to the feywild. How they struck a deal with the fey to gain use of the Celestial Harmonica, the artefact that promised to eliminate the heart of the darkness. How they had to battle their own doubts and insecurities, to stay loyal to each other, and not become possessed by the gloom. How they finally were able to get to the heart of the darkness, and shatter it with music. How they helped heal and repair what was destroyed and warmth and light returned to Glimmerbrook.

The bittersweet realization that some of the travelers didn’t believe them. Said it was a nice story, but they already heard something similar.

It was another night on the road. A comfortable silence around the campfire. Verda cleared her throat, and plastered a kind smile on her face.

“Manba, Kicha, Itle, I know there’s a temple a few days travel from here, and I want to go.”

Manba, a dwarven man, looked at Verda, “We’ve been traveling at a leisurely pace, we can take another detour.”

Verda swallowed, with a sad smile, “I don’t want to hold up the group. I don’t know how long I will stay.”

Itle looked with Verda with some suspicion, “Is there a reason for such a long stay? Was there something that happened with the gloom?”

Verda looked with wide eyes, “No! No. I’m physically okay,” she waved her hands to reaffirm her health, “No, it’s nothing like that. I just…” She paused and looked down, “I just need some time to pray at the temple. Process things.”

Kicha stood up. Angry. “It’s been weeks, and things were fine and now you need time? Bullshit! After all this time together you’re still lying!” He started to walk off, “I’m not going to chase after you this time, so go fucking do whatever you want.”

Verda put her head to her knees, and tried her best to stop the tears from overtaking her, “I always seem to piss him off don’t I?”

Manba sighed, and Itle went off to calm down Kicha.

Manba came and sat next to Verda, patted her on the back. “It’s because you care too little for yourself, and he cares too much. Now are you going to be honest about what this is really about, or am I going to have to pull it out of you?”

Verda raised her head, frowned, then looked at Manba. “I’m afraid you guys are going to hate me. That I can’t live up to everyone’s expectations. I just want to hide away and be forgotten.”

Manba sighed and gave a sad smile, “I didn’t realize how much the stories were getting to you.” He cleared his throat, “I’ll be honest, I am upset, but you do realize that I’m not some baby that would be mad at something you can’t control.”

Verda blushed, “Of course I know! I also know that this is just the beginning and how am I going to face your families? Your loved ones? What will other people think of me? That I’m some conceited asshole, or some all powerful figure? I’d just rather avoid it all. I finally have people I want to keep in my life and now this is just… frustrating.”

“You know you can’t run from this forever,” Manba responded.

“I know!” Verda sighed, “I’m just so tired. And I know if I go home that there’s just more responsibilities and I don’t want to pretend to be a hero or be anything for anyone right now. I am going to face everything because I do want to, but do I have to do that now?”

“Let us at least take you to the temple. Leave you directions to come visit us. When you’re ready.” Manba asked.

Verda looked at Manba, “You’re not mad?”

Verda frowned, “And that would be?”

Manba chuckled, “I am disappointed, but I understand. I joined to end this so things can go back to normal, but you joined to escape the normal. As your friend, I can support your needing time. But on one condition.”

“Stop having me and Itle be the mediators. Go talk with Kicha and tell him what you told me.” Manba said.

“He gets so angry!” Verda gasped.

“Do you think he will hurt you?” Manba asked.

“Tell him that, and look past the anger.” Manba advised and smiled, “You have the observation skills and use your intution with everyone else we meet. Why do you think you can’t with Kicha huh?”

“NO!”, Verda gasped again, “No, of course not. I just panic and it makes him even more angry.”

A blush returned to Verda’s face and she shoved Manba a little, “Just shut up!”

Itle and Kicha returned, as Itle and Manba made up some excuse to leave them alone.

Verda thought, Manba is right. If I can put my life on the line for strangers, then I can be honest. She stood up, and sat next to Kicha. It was a few moments of silence before Verda spoke.

“Kicha, I get terrified when you get angry because I don’t want you to leave, and everything I say and do just makes things worse. I just want to say what I want to say before I chicken out.

Kicha clenched and unclenched his fists for a few moments. Verda’s mouth was dry, and her heart pounding.

I don’t want to leave, but it’s the only thing I can think of doing right now. I’m so tired and exhausted from the constant traveling, and the battle, and going home feels like a whole other battle that I’m not ready for. The stories, and the songs feel like I have to be something, someone, that I’m not and I’m not ready to do it all. I don’t think I can do it all. And I know I can’t if you hate me.”

“Verda, I didn’t think you’d last with us when we first recruited you. I thought you were some pampered kid that we’d have to replace in the next town when you saw how dirty and bad things would get. But you didn’t. I was impressed, and you continued to shatter any assumption I had. And I get so angry because for everything you can see, it seems like you just can’t see yourself and you still can’t immediately trust me, trust us. And now you want to leave before…” Kicha stopped and looked at Verda. “If you leave, I’ll be mad but don’t think that it would mean that would make a difference, a change, in how much I care for you. It wouldn’t change how I feel.”

Verda leaned into Kicha’s shoulder, and placed her hand on top of his. He rubbed small circles on her hand, as they shared the same crimson blush across their faces.

“I’ll write to you.”

“You better,” Kicha said, “How else will I know when you come to visit me?”

“It will be an extended visit. I want to know everything about you, your family, the town.” She said.

“Oh, that will take some time then.”

Verda smiled, “Time? How long then?”

Kicha rubbed his chin in thought, “Maybe a couple of years. There’s the annual meteor shower, and the blooms of the orchards, plus the spring that only rises every few years.”

“If it will take that long, then I guess I’ll have to stay per your recommendation.” Verda smiled.

Kicha leaned his head atop Verda’s before standing back up. Verda felt the chill of the night air.

“Kicha” Verda started.

Kicha squatted in front of Verda. “Don’t stay at the temple too long Verda.” He hesitated as he leaned in a bit before getting up and saying good night.

Verda stayed up for first watch. She wouldn’t have been able to sleep anyway.

#writing #dnd backstory #dnd5e

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