#sorry i got sad :(

[usakkhae]

Oh I miss qMaxo so much.

He was such an interesting cubito. His lore got a little confusing in the end, but it was fun to watch and theorize about it. And it was so sad that the fandom didn't care.

The best thing I did this year and in the Qsmp fandom was to start to watch his streams. I had so much fun in the community, was part of so many things. And I still am because even if qMaxo really never comes back I'm still going to watch Maximus, I'm still going to draw fanart of his cubito and cry about him with the friends I made these last months.

And I'm happy with this.

But oh I miss qMaxo so much..

#sorry I got sad #qsmp maximus #qsmp max #qsmp

[sweethangman]

Alex G please stop

#alex g #sorry i got sad

[olli-online]

shout out to everyone who was taught from an early age that ur own emotions and problems aren't significant because your job is to fix the adults around you instead and now are completely incapable of being truly vulnerable with people because you see your pain as unimportant and not worth caring for and if you see someone sad you take it as a personal failing and will eat yourself alive about it because your one job is to fix but you just can't. not me though definitely not me

#sorry i got sad #will be normal again soon

[rossithepixie]

Probably got too personal/emotional on that “would you love me if i was a worm” post. Apologies. I’ve probably just been up too long.

#the pixie speaks #sorry i got sad

[psychoticwillgraham]

‘if you’re so goddamn lonely like you keep complaining about, just say fuck the anxiety and go back to doing weekly sessions with the boys (aka the guys I play with at the game shop, I just call them The Boys) so you can make some real, in person friends. it’s all you at this point. they miss you and are worried about you because you haven’t shown up since early December and they care about you. so you need to just push past the anxiety and fucking go.”

ok mom, but have u considered this: I don’t think im human and therefore feel awkward as fuck when presented with a room of real actual people bc idk how to interact with humanity. basically: im too fucking autistic for this shit. she’s right tho, it’s all on me to take the initiative at this point. still don’t wanna tho

#im the happiest I’ve ever been in my entire life but im still self sabotaging hangout attempts #and isolating myself from the rest of the population #i wanna make friends SO goddamn bad. just so i can feel a little bit normal for once #but my brain LITERALLY won’t let me #im so terrified of being rejected by everyone bc of how i talk (stuttering all that shit. yknow. it’s the schizo spec shit) #and how MUCH I talk and my bizarre tangents and inability to simply make contact #im so goddamn off putting to the average person #that I’M the awkwardness embodied #im the common denominator of the awareness #i truly think that I’ll forever be alone bc nobody will be able to handle me #or accept me for who I am #kooky speech and all #sorry I got sad

[the-bl0b-x]

sometimes you crash, and it feels like you'll never be able to stand again. no one to help. no one to talk to. just alone.

#blob's art #sorry i got sad

[14dayswithyou]

💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖

For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!

The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^

What's been added to the 3.5 version?

📺 Streamer Mode!

I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.

Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh

This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!

⚙️ Custom Pronouns!

It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;

Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!

💗 Choose how others perceive you!

You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.

For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!

📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!

You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3

Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!

I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;

I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao

📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!

You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!

Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!

I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;

It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)

🖤 Additional Scenes Update!

Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!

If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.

After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga

🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!

I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!

I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.

Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.

How to download and play the update?

(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!

Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)

Enjoy!!

#14 days with you #14dwy #💖 — 14 days with queue. #🖤 — updates. #🖤 — spoilers. #I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately #Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️ #(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly) #OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll— #—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;) #However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing) #So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from— #—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue #—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3 #Aaaaaanways!! 😮‍💨 #My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks— #—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!! #This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v; #Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe #🖤 — shut up sai.

[ribbittrobbit]

couldnt stop thinking about this awful tattoo

#roboto as a font choice is wild #fabian seacaster #also he looks like a sad brooding fuck boy #i just got the first ref i could find sorry lmao #d20 fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #maximum legend #the club of questionable neck tattoos

[darby-rowe]

🗝₊˚⊹♡ — thinking of daughter of hephaestus!reader awkwardly trying to flirt with luke castellan

luke first approached you in need of a new sword after some child of ares completely shattered his old one.

at first, you were confused as to why luke chose you specifically. but after the initial confusion wore off, butterflies immediately flared up deep within your tummy when the realization hit. luke chose you.

of course, you tried to rationalize the decision. all the other hephaestus children who were on blacksmith duty clearly had busier workloads. you, on the other hand, had your schedule cleared.

but still... the way luke smiled so politely at you, spoke to you with a gentle respectfulness — you were almost convinced he was thinking of kissing you. almost.

usually, your clients would leave and come back when you were finished, but luke stayed and watched your every move. asking you questions, humming in agreement and nodding his head, keeping his eyes on you. the whole exchange had you on edge, but every time you cracked a joke and heard him laugh, your already tense muscles loosened up just a smidge.

luke watched in awe as you hammered the glowing metal into his desired shape. you made it look so easy, and you didn't even flinch when some of the sparks caught on your uniform.

"and this... doesn't hurt? like at all?" luke asked as you handled the metal forged from fire.

and all you could do was smirk at him, sweat appearing on your hairline. "not at all, pretty boy,"

you gulped as those words left your mouth, but luke didn't seem to mind as he let out a breathless chuckle and looked down and away. was he... blushing?

you took the nearly-finished piece and plunged it into the bucket of water sitting off to the side, hearing it sizzle and watching the water boil almost immediately.

"sounds like a benihana's!" you commented, voice raised over the sound of sizzling metal. your face burned as luke looked at you with confusion and your face fell. "you never... been to a benihana's before?" luke shook his head, and you wanted stick your head into the forging fires.

when you handed luke the finished product, his face immediately lit up. taking a step back, he began to test it out, and you watched with slightly parted lips as you took your front-row seat for luke's swordsmanship.

"this is incredible," luke said, genuinely. "thank you so much. you're a life-saver,"

before you could say anything else, luke was already off to who-knows-where, but not before he's stopped by a couple of aphrodite girls who began to ooh and ahh at his new toy. dressed in all pink, smelling like luxury and springtime.

you pressed your lips together tightly before forcing yourself to swallow down the lump in your throat.

no time to feel like shit about yourself. you have to get back to work.

series masterlist.

#♡; dally writes! #FORGING THE CRUCIBLE. #divider by saradika #divider by cafekitsune #sorry the angsty ending #i got sad #luke castellan #luke castellan x reader #luke castellan x you #luke castellan imagine #luke castellan fanfiction #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #x reader #x reader fanfiction

[lilyimmsim]

the crows would have absolutely loved monopoly

#i feel so sad they never got to play #au where all they do. every day. is play monopoly #thats the heist thats the plot #them enjoying and bickering #all six of them #cuz all six are happy and alive #(im ignoring kiwi sorry guys) #kaz would get waaaaaay too into it #wylan would be incredible #nina doesnt even care about winning she just buys the properties #that kaz goes for #they never let jesper be banker even though he begs to be every time #the only person who can be banker is matthias #inej secretly moves her piece extra steps and only kaz realises #but he doesn't say anything even though he wants to win #soc #six of crows #ck #crooked kingdom #kaz #inej #kaz brekker #kanej #matthias helvar #jesper #wesper #wylan #wylan van eck #inej ghafa #nina

[soosoosoup]

scrapped john dory and branch

#soup scraps #dreamworks trolls #trolls #trolls branch #trolls john dory #this was made alongside 'john dory and branch' piece #got a little embarrassed and backed out eheh #it's messier than usual but i still hope yall like it :) #btw jd is holding bitty b’s glasses inside his vest #Branch is definitely taller than jd. #he just exudes shorty energy sometimes #both of em do tbh #so maybe... pretend this is an au where branch is younger? maybe jd came back to a gray branch pre trolls movie #he'd be more angry than sad though imo #tried a slightly different style #they've got them bishonen eyes lol #sorry i haven't been able to work on any new pieces this week #hopefully it'll be different next week :) #excuse the messiness #trolls fanart #my art <3

[baalzebufo]

posted earlier about how fake peppino doesnt like its reflection because it reminds him that its not the ‘real’ peppino and kind of shatters the illusion. but also i wanted something a lil sappy because, despite being freaked out by his clone, peppino is a good egg. so, This

#SORRY i got my tragic monster trope in the funny pizza meme game #alloyart #fake peppino #peppino spaghetti #also gustavo is here #UM sorry for all the doodles in the tag lately fjkskj im just. im feeling very Inspired lately #i will try to make more 'finished' art someday soon i prommy... #inspired by a drawing i saw of fake peppy looking in the mirror and being freaked out... made me sad #pizza tower

[nicossunshine]

“Jason was so boring” “Jason had no personality” what are you talking about

Jason Grace was a child soldier and the son of the KING OF THE GODS. The pressure on him was so huge and the training of the Roman legions was so intense all he ever really did was train. As soon as he was old enough he was put in positions of leadership and power cause he’s the son of Jupiter, leader of the gods, he must be a natural born leader, right?

But his entire character arc revolves around him realising that he can be more than what the Romans made him into, that he can have his own opinions, his own hobbies, love who he wants, live where he wants.

He was the first person to start defending Nico, the first to accept Nico and tell him sincerely that there was nothing wrong with him and that everyone at BOTH camps would accept him and have his back - and if they didn’t they’d have Jason to answer to.

He was sure to always give Reyna the credit she deserved and constantly felt guilty for when he made her shoulder the responsibilities. Throughout HoH he’s got half of his mind on her, praying she’s okay, tracking her progress in his dreams because gods FORBID anything happen to that brilliant woman whom he loved platonically but wholeheartedly.

When they found Leo again after he was at Ogygia, Jason recognised in an instant just from the way Leo was sitting that something was off. When everyone pestered him with questions, Jason took charge to get the limelight off of Leo as much as possible, and checked in with him the minute they were alone.

Jason Grace is fiercely loving, always looks out for those who need support, always sides with the underdogs, always does what’s right even when it’s hard, often does what’s expected even when he doesn’t want to, but if he can take the burden off of someone else he will ALWAYS step up.

He has the honour and bravery of a soldier and carries all of the trauma and doubt that comes with it.

And on top of all of this he was just seventeen years old.

Jason Grace isn’t boring, it just took some time for us to understand why he acts the way he does - always composed and in charge. He is not perfect, but he was always trained/expected to be, and watching the perfect mask crack and seeing his true inner thoughts throughout HoO is what makes his character so interesting.

#sorry that was long #but now that he’s gone I just feel very protective of him #jason grace was never boring #and I’m really sad we never got to see him fully grow into his own person #I LIVED for his interactions with Nico #he was like the big brother he never had #and his moments with Percy were also amazing #jason grace #heroes of olympus #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #nico di angelo #reyna avila ramirez arellano #leo valdez

[sunlitmcgee]

i miss pre outpost arc dream smp. i wanna happy stim over lore again

#sorry i got sad #just thinking #about stuff #i miss things #i miss a lot of things #i feel really empty about it rn #i want cbench back for a bit #i think that would make me happy

[longelk]

pairing requests i got for valentimes🙂

#the only one that wasnt reqed was amber/rebecha i was sad no one reqd pikey wikeyyy #inscryption #my art #grimora #leshy #p03 #magnificus #kaycee hobbes #prospector #angler #woodcarver #goobert #james cobb #pike mage #lonely wizard #rebecha #luke carder #i got Most of the pairs from my inbox but if i missed u im sorry.. only so much i can make myself do in a week LOL #i might get you later. maybe #blood

[skrs-cats]

rut was really good im such a sucker for anything that just wants to be uplifting and genuine. so, here is them :3

#brightheart #cloudtail #warrior cats #art #i wanted to draw the designs they used for the map but i cant find official ref sheets anywhere wahhjksdf #god whenever anyone makes a video w these two it never fails to make me cry. #swiftpaw too T-T #ALSO IM SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO RESPOND TO THE LIONBLAZE ANSWERS YOU GUYS SENT #I WANTED TO ANSWER W DRAWINGS BUT CAUGHT UP W ART FIGHT AND I JUST. got burnt out w drawing lion #i think #which is a... problem that you can imagine #. how sad i am about