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oxygen | jjk

If you get caught, you'll both die. Jungkook wants to be yours anyway.

○ Pairing: Mafia!Jungkook x f!Reader

○ Rating: Explicit/18+

○ Genre: Mafia, established relationship, angst, smut

○ 9 / 100 Drabble Challenge (Mafia)

○ Word Count: 2,053

○ Warnings: Organized crime, toxic relationship, emotional manipulation, infidelity (MC's boyfriend is Yoongi *gasp*), MC is actually kind of sick in the head lowkey lmfaooo, marijuana (is it a jai fic if weed isn't at least mentioned?), casual conversation about being murdered, dom!reader, sub!Jungkook, gunplay, consensual sex while under the influence of alcohol, unprotected vaginal sex, orgasm control, hair pulling, rough sex, pain kink

○Notes: I was never here. I repeat, I WAS NEVER HERE.

○ Post Date: February 13, 2024

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○ What was Jai listening to? Oxygen - Jackson Wang

“I fucking hate you.”

Jungkook tastes blood as he watches you stumble up the marble stairs, break-ankle stilettos grating into the stone like his molars grate against each other when he chews the inside of his cheek.

It takes three steps before you give up, bending to slip your finger under the thin black strap that hugs each ankle to keep the red bottoms in place. Off-balanced from holding your leather jacket balled up under one arm, you teeter on one foot, and Jungkook has to fight the urge to grab your waist.

Air rushes out of Jungkook’s nostrils, a scoff that mixes with the wind. It’s one of the last days of summer before autumn cuts the nights short and chills the air. If Jungkook could have his way, he would be sitting out on his balcony right now with a fat blunt and his phone on silent.

Instead, he’s dealing with you.

“Are you just gonna stand there, or are you gonna fucking help me?” you snap, words slurring together when you pout through them.

Jungkook tongues the inside of his cheek where he’s bitten into the fleshy skin. The metallic flavor mixes oddly with the aftertaste of his half-smoked blunt from earlier.

“Thought you said you hate me,” Jungkook sucks his teeth, tattooed fingers squeezing your bicep to steady you while you unclasp your shoes.

“I do.”

“Hmm.” Jungkook exchanges a grip on your arm for the heels, black and deadly like the Glock clipped to his waist.

Your dress rides up far enough that your asscheeks are exposed when you bend down again, your skimpy black thong doing nothing to cover you. The sheer pair is one Yoongi bought you for Valentine’s Day last year. Yoongi hadn’t batted an eye when he dropped thousands of dollars on a lingerie set that he isn’t even patient enough to appreciate on your body before he rips it off.

Not Jungkook, though. Jungkook is patient.

“Carry me,” you whine, pushing up against Jungkook’s side, nimble fingers wrapping around his wrist and tugging.

Jungkook knows not to look up at the columned overhang, but the many cameras lining the mansion's exterior weigh heavily on him as he helps you up the stairs to the front door.

“I can’t,” Jungkook grits his molars, jaw flexing beneath taunt skin, “And you know that.”

The keypad at the front door unlocks with Jungkook’s thumbprint. Inside, the foyer is dark. It’s nearly four in the morning, and the rest of the guards are either monitoring the cameras or asleep. They’re all lower-level and easily bend to Jungkook’s will, meaning none of them will rat you out for slipping off in the dead of night to go party with your friends despite being under strict orders not to leave the house until Yoongi returns from his business trip.

As second-in-command, Jungkook should be in Japan with Yoongi, handling what will likely be one of the largest arms deals in Bangtan’s history. But Yoongi is paranoid, and paranoid men don’t leave their girlfriends with just anyone. Especially when their girlfriends are trouble.

And you? You’re trouble in a tight little black dress, hips swaying as you walk with new purpose through the foyer, your leather jacket thrown on the floor for Jungkook to pick up as he trails behind you — always trailing, following just a half step behind you, only in front when he puts his life on the line over yours. And he does, has the scars on his body to prove it, scars you like to bite to remind him of everything he’s willing to lose for Yoongi. For you.

There are only three types of rooms in the house that don’t have cameras installed: bedrooms, bathrooms, and arms rooms. You like to have Jungkook fuck you in all of them.

Tonight, it’s one of the basement-level arms rooms, the one Yoongi likes to use for entertainment because there’s a full bar and a conference table typically littered with guns, drugs, and money.

And sometimes, if Yoongi is in a shitty mood, girls.

You don’t care what Yoongi does, though it wouldn’t matter even if you did. As Bangtan’s leader, there’s no room for criticism of the boss — unless someone wants to lose a limb or their life, and Yoongi is known to be trigger-happy.

You learned that from him.

Jungkook lets out a shuddered breath as you drag the muzzle of his gun from the middle of his sternum down his abdomen. The metal is cold, and you move slowly, taking your time over every hill and valley of his muscles, painting goosebumps across his skin until you reach the waistband of his underwear.

The chamber is empty, but it still makes Jungkook’s heart jump in his throat when you press the gun against his clothed cock.

“Yoongi is going to kill us one day,” you whisper, rolling your bottom lip between your teeth to bite back a smile.

Jungkook leans back with his elbows against the table where you’ve sat him at one of the chairs. You’re in your heels again. Jungkook loves it when you stand over him, a powerful force far too often squandered by Yoongi’s overbearing leadership and desire to be the most feared person in the room. It’s one of Yoongi’s greatest mistakes.

You’re gorgeous, stripped down until all you’re wearing is another man’s Valentine’s Day gift, your own body a present Jungkook has the unholy pleasure of opening again and again — but only after you’ve opened him up, gutted him like a fish.

Or blown him open, a bullet bursting like shrapnel to cut him from the inside out. Jungkook would let you do it.

Jungkook stares up at you with innocent eyes that tell nothing of the secret horrors his hands have done, of the horrors he has endured and inflicted upon others. He stares up at you with innocent eyes and his lips wrapped around the muzzle of his gun that you hold with your finger on the trigger.

“Bang, bang,” you giggle as the gun clicks, and Jungkook lets you slide it further into his mouth, the tangy taste too similar to blood and nothing he hasn’t tasted before.

Maybe it’s fear that makes Jungkook crave you. Maybe Jungkook has a death wish. Maybe Jungkook likes the idea of you being his lifeline, the sole decider of whether he lives or dies. All it would take is one tiny confession twisted into a lie, and you could convince Yoongi that Jungkook came onto you and tried to seduce you.

Jungkook knows Yoongi would enjoy making him suffer if he thought Jungkook was treating you unkindly. Yoongi would enjoy violently murdering Jungkook even more if he knew just how good Jungkook treated you.

You don’t pull the gun back until Jungkook gags. Tears collect along his eyelashes, but he blinks them away as you toss his gun onto the table.

“You’d let him kill you.”

“Yeah,” Jungkook’s voice is hoarse from the gun, and it cracks when you sit on the table in front of him and spread your legs. “I would.”

“You’re fucking stupid.”

“So are you.”

Jungkook’s cock throbs as he watches you slip your thong down your legs. You drag his spit-slicked gun along your dripping pussy, parting your folds and getting the muzzle shiny with your arousal. When his eyes flit up to meet yours, you let out a broken moan, tongue slipping out to lick your bottom lip.

“Come here,” you beckon, the curl of your finger tugging Jungkook forward like a red string tied in a noose around his neck. He fits perfectly between your thighs, his clothed cock pressing against your exposed pussy.

“Can I kiss you?” Jungkook whispers against your lips. His body crowds yours, forcing you to tip your head back to look into his pretty doe eyes.

“Be a good boy and clean this up first,” you say as you hold up the gun in front of Jungkook’s face.

Jungkook doesn’t look away as he licks a stripe up the length of the gun’s muzzle, too turned on by how intensely you watch him lick and suck your juices off it. How eagerly he bends to your will is pathetic, but he doesn’t care.

When you toss his gun away to dig your nails in his hair and tug him into a bruising kiss, Jungkook feels like he can finally breathe.

You taste sweet, like whatever fruity cocktails you’d been drinking with your friends. Jungkook sucks your tongue, and he feels the vibration of your moans go straight to his leaking cock.

“Fuck me,” you moan with nails in his back, “And make it hurt.”

Jungkook helps you off the table to bend you over it. He may prefer sex that is slow and face-to-face, but Yoongi is coming home in a few hours, and sometimes, you like to punish yourself by denying yourself the sweet, sensual care that Jungkook prefers to give you. Sometimes you like it dirty and fast like this, Jungkook fucking into you with your wrists behind your back and your face pressed into the conference table’s cold, sleek surface.

You look forward to the tender bruise you’ll have on the apple of your cheek and against your hips from where Jungkook fucks you hard enough that you slam into the edge of the table. It’s a gamble, wondering if this will be the time Yoongi finally notices.

Sometimes Jungkook wonders if Yoongi already has noticed, and he’s just biding his time, waiting for the opportune moment to kill you both.

“Fuck, jagi,” Jungkook moans. The table squeaks and grunts as the force of Jungkook fucking you pushes the table back and forth across the floor.

“Do I feel good, baby?” you gasp, twisting your hands in Jungkook’s so you can wrap your fingers around his wrist, too, to have something to hold onto.

“So good,” Jungkook whimpers, tightening his grip on your wrists. “Can I cum? Please?”

Your skin is probably chafing from how hard you’re being bounced against the table, but all you do is moan and clench around Jungkook’s cock, taunting him.

“Jagi, please,” Jungkook begs, hips faltering slightly. You’re so wet and creamy. There’s something about fucking you in the arms room that always makes you feel and sound better.

“You wanna cum? Baby boy wants to cum?”

“Wanna cum so bad, you feel so, fuck, so, so good.”

Jungkook lets go of your wrists to dig his fingers into your hips and pull you onto his cock with each thrust. You lift off the table slightly so he can wrap one arm around your waist and slip his fingers through your folds, playing with your clit as he fucks you. He knows he needs to make you cum first before you’ll let him.

"Just like that, you're doing so well," you pant, pussy clenching and pulsing around Jungkook's cock so hotly that he knows you're going to cum soon.

Luckily, it doesn’t take long. Jungkook has you so worked up that you cum once he pinches your clit, rolling it between his fingers while you writhe and squirm on his cock, whimpering his name.

“Come on, baby,” you moan, “Cum for me, now.”

Tilting your head up, you let Jungkook kiss you. He squeezes his eyes shut as he cums inside you, mouth hanging open and completely useless to kiss, so you press light kisses along his sweaty throat instead.

“Thank you,” Jungkook whispers once his body has calmed down, gently easing out of you. His hands shake as he collapses into the chair and pulls you into his lap.

You kiss him properly this time, sliding your hands through his sweaty hair. He’s pussy-drunk, fucked dumb, nothing but static in his head as your lips glide with his. He could stay like this, pliant like clay in your hands, let you mold him into whatever you want him to be. Let you make or break him. Jungkook doesn’t care.

“Tell me you love me,” you demand, nails sharp against Jungkook’s scalp.

“Jagi,” Jungkook whimpers when you pull his hair, “I love you so much. I love you more than anything.”

“More than yourself?”

“More than myself.”

You hum into the next kiss, and Jungkook feels his body melt.

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mochiimac · 1 year

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About Love Prologue

My head gets messy when I try to hide

The things I love about you in mind

Pairing: Hybrid!BTS x Fem!Reader

Summary: Becoming a best selling thriller author? Part of the plan. Living in the city and isolating yourself from everyone? Part of the plan. Inheriting your late uncles home in the woods, his sassy assistant and fortune after he died mysteriously? Not part of the plan. Oh, and he failed to mention the 7 'surprises' he left you as well. And come to think of it... was his death an accident? Or is your imagination going wild again?

Genre: Hybrid!AU

Warnings (if bolded then this chapter contains these elements): Fluff, Hurt, Comfort, Angst, Death, Abuse, Smut, Violence, Dom/Sub, Non-Con Elements, Slow Burn, Trauma

Rating: M 18+

WC: 3.3k

Notes: I’m so excited to get this story going! Thank you for sharing interest in About Love and please enjoy

Tag List: OPEN- DM only! If you commented before 12/10 I added you, but from here on out DM only - I might lose you in the comments <3

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The year is 2222.

It has been 150 years since the first hybrid was created. What started as a curious scientific breakthrough soon turned into a global sensation. And with hybrids becoming an obsession amongst the human race soon businesses began to profit over the creations. Hybrids were no longer living souls, they were seen as property to own; an item to show just how wealthy a man or woman was. As each generation came and went the amount of hybrids in the world boomed.

Currently hybrids can be seen from any class family and are adopted or purchased for many different reasons. Some adopt hybrids to help give them better homes, some adopt for help with businesses, and there are those who adopt for reasons that are not humane in the slightest. Laws were made, only dehumanizing them more with the need for them to wear leashes and have permits to even travel without their ‘owner’.

You always wanted to adopt a hybrid, offering a home with freedom and a chance at a better life. You knew there would be an opportunity one day…

Just not like this.

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Everyone has that moment in life where their world suddenly shifts and everything has changed. In the blink of an eye their plans are thrown out the window, gone with the breeze while they stand and watch. Uncertainty plaguing their mind as they wonder the bid question: what now?

Your moment happened several weeks ago.

In a ten second voicemail.

“Excuse the mess, I wasn’t expecting you so soon.”

“The boxes are excused. The leftover takeout on the counter however… is not.”

Various boxes filled the tiny apartment, items placed on counters and tables in an attempt to organize, well, your life. For years you had lived in the tiny one bedroom apartment, located right in the heart of the city and now you had to pack it all up in the span of a few weeks. The hardest thing to pack were the shelves of books you had collected since you were young; each box weighing too much for one person to lift alone. Well… for you to lift alone. You blamed it on your occupation: you were an author after all, not a fitness instructor.

But perhaps your help could lift the boxes that had your knees shaking… Maybe.

Jackson Wang, a tall handsome man nearing his thirties, stood in your apartment as he surveyed the small living space. He stood out from the soft colors of your home with his black suit and black wool coat. His dark hair was styled well, face clean, and eyes alert. They scanned you over once before reaching the kitchen area again, a small twitch in his jaw.

This was the second time you have met and in those brief moments you have quickly learned that while the man held high standards to his appearance (and living space from that comment) and had a tongue that might sting. But you knew he was kind and had a good heart. Hence why he was there to help you move… that and he was getting paid.

But you just want to believe he genuinely wants to help.

“So are you planning on opening a library soon?” Jackson’s gaze was zeroed in on the boxes upon boxes of books, the Chinese takeout long forgotten now. His tone held amusement despite the wide eyes as he stepped closer to the mountain of a pile. The boxes were stacked high, almost as tall as he was.

“Absolutely, I’ll let you know when I open so that you can be my first customer.” The retort had you grinning as he scoffed, crossing his arms. Truth be told you did feel a bit bad for him: you told him you had some boxes. And you thought you did… until you packed everything and slowly the pile got bigger.

His finger brushed against one of the boxes, the amusement gone from his voice as he whispered. “Takoda loved to read. He always had a book to recommend.”

The air felt chillier as silence fell between the two of you. Takoda Spades. The uncle you adored, the one who helped you get into writing and becoming an author. The very man who encouraged you to be your own person in a world where everyone expected you to act just like a Spades. The very fact he was no longer alive had been a dagger in your heart. A month later and the wound still feels as fresh as it was that morning when you received the very short voicemail from your father. Not even ten seconds long. You weren’t surprised however; the two were completely different people. Your father was greedy and wanted to control everything. Takoda was giving and wanted nothing more than peace. Which was why he was the only one you kept in contact with and trusted in your family.

The two of you were the black sheep in the family: the insane old man and the disappointment of a daughter. A dynamic duo in your opinion.

Your gaze glanced to see Jackson staring at the books with a slight frown, lost in his own thoughts as well. He was Takoda’s assistant for nearly a decade and now his job was to help you adjust and be your assistant if he chose. In his will he had left some of the immediate family certain assets and all of which were known homes and various items Takoda had kept. You were the last one to be seen about what was left for you and that was on purpose: to not raise suspicion. As far as the family knew you were left nothing but a small sum.

But that was far from the truth.

Takoda left you a large home located in the mountains and forest, a home not even you were aware of. That and nearly all of his fortune was yours. A fortune made from being a Spades and other work you didn’t know of. Jackson was a lifeline for you and was guiding you through this new chapter in life. You just hoped he wasn’t too burdened with this. Takoda’s death must have been hard on him as well.

As if reading your thoughts he turned to look at you, tight lipped smile. “And now I’m stuck with another bookworm. Alright… let’s get some of your boxes to the new home.” A part of you was thankful he didn’t let the silence dwell nor settle on the solemn feeling that seemed to come and go. Instead it was back to business, back to his witty mouth.

“Right, I was going to start with the books and… what else…” You glanced around to see what else could go without being needed. You were grateful for the break in the silence and embraced the distraction. It was something you both needed.

“How about some old clothes of yours?” Jackson nodded towards your room. “Summer clothes perhaps? It’s too cold for them.”

With a nod you went to your room and brought out a box full of clothes that couldn’t be worn just yet. Unless you wanted to freeze to death. Placing it on the counter you moved to grab a box of paperback books and slide it on the floor. “I’ll help you load them in the car, just let me grab my sweatshirt…” You reached for the hook to find it gone. Frowning you looked down to see if it had fallen…

“No need Heiress, I can easily take these to the car.” Jackson smiled, the clothes box in hand as he headed to the door. “Line up the boxes that need to be taken today for me.”

“For the hundredth time it’s Y/n and really, I can help-” Your words fell on deaf ears as the door opened and shut with ease. Setting your teeth you shook your head at the closed door and decided to just follow his instructions. It wasn’t like you could carry the boxes easily anyway.

Jackson made quick work with packing it all up in the SUV, lifting each one with ease. It was impressive, given that you lived on the fourth floor and the elevator was broken. You watched from the window, wary of sending your things off to a far away home that you’ve never been to before with a man you had only known for a month. Met twice.

Not a single drop of sweat was on his head as he returned back to your apartment with the last of the books.“I have room for a couple more boxes, surprisingly enough. I didn’t even think we could fit your entire library in there without a million trips. I feel like I’m delivering a truck to Barnes and Noble.”

“Har har,” You spoke flatly as you eyed the apartment once more. There were necessities that you still needed to have until your last day.

“Old blankets? Ones that you most likely should throw away but instead toss them in the closet for company that never comes?” His smile went wider as your eye nearly twitched at the man. You grumbled past him, moving to your room as he chuckled. You were beginning to learn that he enjoyed pushing buttons and watching you react.

One large box later and he was heading to the door. “I’ll be back next week for more boxes,” He spoke over his shoulder, easily opening the door with one hand. “If the trash is still on the counter when I’m back I will quit.” He sounded dismissive, as if he didn’t care, however you watched his eyes look over you once more before nodding and leaving.

A silent way of making sure that you were okay.

‘He does have a point…’ You grabbed a trash bag and made quick with cleaning up the mess of the past few nights. Nights that were spent juggling packing, sorting, writing, and all the fun adulting things. It only took a few minutes to clean it all up, already feeling better than before. Less clutter in your eyes to worry about.

Your butt made contact with the couch for a solid second before music flooded the apartment, loud and demanding. Groaning you stood and walked over to the kitchen area where your phone sat, your best friend’s name illuminating the screen. You were expecting this call, especially after telling her about your plans for the day.

Weeks prior you explained your situation to her and your other two close friends which caused them to immediately look up Jackon’s profile. Jessi has deemed him the most handsome man alive and you knew she wanted updates on him.

Her voice came out quick, the words nearly blending into each other. “Please tell me he is still hot, that he’s still lickable-”

“Jessi, chill!” You laughed at your best friend, closing your door as you went back inside. The apartment felt less crowded, seeing that most of your moving boxes that were scattered were the books. “Aren’t you at work?” Amusement laced your words, wondering what her coworkers were thinking if she was near them, hearing her questions. Then again it was Jessi.

“I don’t care about them! Tell me if he wore a suit. He did, didn’t he? God he must look so good with a suit on, sleeves rolled up… Did you at least try to give him a good fu-”

“He’s still handsome and he’s helping me with all… this.” Your hands gestured around you, as if she could see you. “This… new life. This… strange and new life I have to live.”

“Mmm… your life has gotten crazy hon. I’m sorry for it… I know I keep saying that but I am. You were close to your uncle.”

Jessi has been your friend since you were a teenager, having known Takoda as well. She understood how he stood by you when your own father wouldn’t. The man helped you embrace your dreams and build your confidence when everyone around you wanted to tear it down. And when that voicemail rocked you to your core Jessi comforted you through every step. Never once letting you down or leaving you alone for more than a few hours at a time.

“I know, thank you for being here for me.” Walking into your room you sank into your bed, “Without you and the others… I don’t know what I’d do.” A small smile played on your lips as you thought of your small friend group.

A snort came from her end. “Go insane most likely. We are your Sanity Squad after all. Speaking of sanity…” There was shuffling before a door opened and closed. Her words came out in a hiss. “I’m hiding in the janitor's closet to ask this but… did he actually die of natural causes?”

The room felt colder again. Instinctively you reached for the plush blanket you always cuddled with when you needed to feel secure to find it gone. Huffing you shuffled under the comforter, curling up with the phone to your ear. Takoda’s death was suspicious to you… a man of great health who lived a healthy lifestyle suddenly dies? And no one would tell you exactly how? It got your brain working overtime. Especially when your family didn’t dwell on the details.

“I’m slowly reading them.” you began, mind being clouded with thoughts once more. “They just… don’t make sense. There were several different pathologists that viewed the body but only one of their statements was documented.”

“Let me guess: that dude is buddies with your dad, right?”

“Wouldn’t doubt it…” You muttered. “But other than that, I haven’t gotten too far. It’s… difficult? I guess that’s the right word.”

“And terrifying. Your family basically owns this city. Thank god that new house is out of city limits.”

You agreed, but something in your heart weighed down. Your instincts were letting you know that Takoda gifting you a house outside the city without the knowledge of anyone else knowing of it was done on purpose. Maybe it was the writer in you, but knowing Jessi felt the same way made you feel better.

Less like an insane writer who went off the deep end.

Sensing the uneasiness Jessi was quick to shift the topic back to Jackson and was drilling you about him as you laughed at her questions and tried to calm her down. “Shouldn’t you be going back to work? You’re still in the janitor's closet, right?”

“I have no want or intention of going back to work. Now… please tell me his arms looked good carrying those boxes. Like imagine having them wrap around you, hearing his panting as he-”

“Oh my god Jessi!”

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Snow crunched under his boots as he made his way to the front door, stacking the last of the boxes right outside the front door. He even made sure to clear snow away, not wanting to let the cardboard get damaged along with the items inside. If he had it his way he’d place the boxes from Y/n’s apartment inside the foyer where they would be kept safe from the harsh winter weather. But Takoda’s letter was strict and clear, which spoke a lot since the man himself was usually laid back and even a bit of a jokester. Jackson could see how the pen that the late man used was nearly indented in the paper, written with earnestness.

Do not go inside the home without Y/n. Do not linger too long. Be quick.

Jackson at first thought Takoda was being dramatic, maybe a bit delusional on writing the letter like this. Shouldn’t he inspect the home at least once before Y/n arrived? What if someone broke in? But judging by the dense woods and lack of tracks he didn’t notice anything out of the ordinary. But that didn’t stop the hairs on the back of his neck from rising.

He knew he was alone. He didn’t see a single soul around, not even tire marks in the freshly fallen snow. Yet… yet his instincts told him otherwise. He was far from alone. He was being watched carefully. Jackson couldn’t determine where these unknown eyes were coming from, but he knew it wasn’t too far. And that he overstayed his welcome with each passing second.

Not even a minute later he was back in the car, gripping the steering wheel as he drove away from the mansion-like house. The note had clear directions on things he shouldn’t do as well as things he should do. Things that made him confused, but his trust in Takoda was unwavering. He was a good man with a large heart. But still Jackson wondered what on earth was going on in that house…

If only Jackson knew he was not far off from the truth. If had focused on the woods to his right he would have seen a pair of amber eyes glowing against the darkness.

Watching his every move.

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Everything was soft, so soft… and smelt so good…

Crispy, sweet, a hint of spice… female… he couldn’t help but let out a soft groan as his body reacted to what his senses were picking up. He stretched and buried his inside the soft material as soft rumbles echoed in his chest. His nose flared as the scent invaded his very soul, body full of mixed emotions as his eyes flashed from gold to a soft lilac spontaneously.

He adored the scent, craved it, and wanted to be smothered in it. It was fruity and mouth watering, his drool nearly escaping his lips with each intake of breath. It was like biting into a juicy apple that was fresh and cool. He could pick up a sweetness that held a soft spice, so much like a vanilla and cinnamon concoction made just for them. The scent was a walking bakery that had his head spinning in the best way possible. But there was just one problem…

She wasn’t there.

His hand gripped the material as the fear of losing the scent was already setting in. Despite just receiving the item only minutes ago his anxiety was rising. Scents only last on clothes for a few days when out in the open like this, five days at max. A low growl crept up his throat, knowing it would be another week for him to come back. He didn’t want the stranger to return, didn’t like the fact that he got to be near this scent, meanwhile they had to wait and cling to whatever was brought and left on the doorstep. He bet he got to be close to her…

The mere thought had the low growl growing, teeth baring as his body went stiff. Instincts were high and alert, his body already welcoming the new bond without so much as a second question. But that male was keeping her from him. From all of them. The stranger had you placed somewhere far, a place that he knew wasn’t safe because they weren’t there to protect you.

A hand gently ruffled his locks, easing the growl down as well as his emotions. He must have leaked it into the bond, but he couldn’t help himself and deep down he knew they felt the same way. She was out there in the world, alone and without them. Without proper protection and safety, so much could happen.

And they haven’t even had the chance to meet her yet.

The hand kept soothing away his worries, despite his anxiety bringing them back. With every new terrifying thought came another wave of peace from his pack mate. It was hard, having the scent right before him and yet not the owner. His instincts were on edge, much like the others.

Their mate was out there while they were trapped inside.

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I watched all the Chinese idol survival shows so you don’t have to (but you should anyway)

About three years ago, I watched 创造101 Produce 101 China, and it kinda changed my life. Yes, really! This show dragged me down a rabbit hole that eventually led to me watching many more Chinese shows and listening to almost exclusively Chinese music. I’m even branching out to cdramas now. All under the guise of, um, improving my listening comprehension!

OK, so “all the Chinese idol survival shows” might be an exaggeration. I’ll be talking about these three classic idol group survival shows from the “golden age” period of 2018-2021:

>> 偶像练习生 Idol Producer/青春有你 Youth with You (iQiyi)

偶像练习生 Idol Producer

青春有你1 Youth with You 1

青春有你2 Youth with You 2

青春有你3 Youth with You 3

>> 创造101 Produce 101/创造营 Chuang (Tencent)

创造101 Produce 101 China

创造营2019 Produce Camp 2019

创造营2020 Chuang 2020

创造营2021 Chuang 2021

>> 以团之名 All For One/少年之名 We Are Young (Youku)

以团之名 All For One

少年之名 We Are Young

Here is the order I actually watched these 10 seasons in:

创造101 Produce 101 China

青春有你2 Youth with You 2

创造营2020 Chuang 2020

创造营2019 Produce Camp 2019

偶像练习生 Idol Producer

青春有你1 Youth with You 1

青春有你3 Youth with You 3

创造营2021 Chuang 2021

以团之名 All For One

少年之名 We Are Young

I started 创造101 Produce 101 China in late 2019/early 2020 and finished 少年之名 We Are Young on Christmas Day 2022. I was literally tearing up. Three franchises, ten seasons, something around 1000 contestants, and three years of my life.

In order to refresh my memory for this post, I rewatched almost all of the performance clips from these shows. I didn’t watch the initial evaluations or any practice room videos (it’s simply too much content). It was simultaneously fun and exhausting. I will go over why you should/shouldn’t watch each season and give any other notable remarks. Let’s get started!

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>> 偶像练习生 Idol Producer/青春有你 Youth with You (iQiyi)

iQiyi rebranded the series by changing its name from 偶像练习生 Idol Producer to 青春有你 Youth with You after the first season. However, they really didn’t change much about the format at all. From what I’ve heard, iQiyi doesn’t have as large a budget as Tencent, which you can see reflected in the show’s production quality. However, I’ve long felt that this franchise has a real charming quality that makes up for lack of flashy sets.

偶像练习生 Idol Producer

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Why you should watch it: Though not China’s first idol survival show, this show was the first of a new era. It’s iconic! The theme song is a bop, 10/10. Also, I had heard of all of the winners before I watched this season, so there’s some real cultural relevance. I can’t believe it was nearly five years ago! The whole top 20 remains iconic to this day. In most seasons, there are at least one or two popular contestants who I don’t really like or don’t see the appeal of, but that wasn’t the case this season. This season is also a lot shorter than later seasons, so it’s easier for those who are new to survival shows.

Why you shouldn’t watch it: As I mentioned, there is a lack of flashy sets/stages here. The background of the stage often looks empty. There were some performances that were better than I remembered, but there were others that were...not. I’m pretty sure 黄明昊 Justin was 15 when the show began, which shocks me in a BAD way. And if you’re a Jackson Wang fan, I think he barely appeared in the second half of the show.

My picks: 郑锐彬 Zheng Ruibin, 周彦辰 Zhou Yanchen, 蔡徐坤 Cai Xukun, 王子异 Wang Ziyi, 朱星杰 Zhu Xingjie, 周锐 Zhou Rui

Favorite performance: PPAP A组 PPAP group A This was a powerhouse group. And it was hilarious to watch the boys’ reaction when they heard the whole song and realized the style was not at all what they had initially expected! They totally pulled it off though.

Iconic moments: 蔡徐坤 Cai Xukun’s outfit (and ego) in the initial evaluation, B-A-L-A-N-C-E, when we realized 朱星杰 Zhu Xingjie can sing too, 林彦俊 Lin Yanjun's platinum hair, one of the songs was called Mack Daddy which causes me great distress to this day, 周锐 Zhou Rui aka 周美锐 Zhou Meirui, I’m still laughing over 朱星杰 Zhu Xingjie’s resemblance to 胡巴 Huba.

Verdict: Though this was not my first idol survival show, I think it would be a great first foray for anyone. It’s iconic for a reason. You should watch it (and I might rewatch it).

青春有你1 Youth with You 1

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Why you should watch it: This season is the forgotten child of the franchise, but it still had some great performances and a lot of talented contestants. The theme song is also probably my favorite out of all ten theme songs! It was love at first listen. Personally, I enjoyed this team of mentors more than the first season’s. I also feel that the vocal-based performances were stronger this season. For instance, there were great performances of 李荣浩 Li Ronghao songs.

Why you shouldn’t watch it: I feel that some of the magic of the first season was lost, and overall the contestants were not as memorable or charismatic in my opinion. There were also several contestants I found extremely irritating and some contestants who ranked much higher and last much longer on the show than I feel they should have based on their skill level...but I won’t name names.

My picks: 夏瀚宇 Xia Hanyu, 李振宁 Li Zhenning, 周士原 Zhou Shiyuan, 连淮伟 Li Huaiwei

Favorite performance: 隔壁泰山 A组 Neighboring Tarzan group A This is a very unusal song, but it’s so catchy and memorable. 夏瀚宇 Xia Hanyu really made this performance for me. And this song still gets stuck in my head months later!

Iconic moments: 冯俊杰 Feng Junjie and 夏瀚宇 Xia Hanyu trying to outdo each other, 胡春杨 Hu Chunyang looked angry 24/7 for no reason, they literally got 蔡依林! Jolin Tsai! as a mentor, 李汶翰 Li Wenhan was everyone’s older brother, their performance made me fall in love with the song 耳朵 Erduo, they kinda did a steampunk concept which I love.

Verdict: It’s not necessarily a must-watch, but I still enjoyed it. If you’ve fallen into the black hole of survival shows and want more, I think it’s worth your time.

青春有你2 Youth with You 2

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Why you should watch it: As iQiyi’s first time with female contestants, this season was highly anticipated. iQiyi stepped it up with subtitles, got Lisa from BLACKPINK as a mentor (I saw people say they came for Lisa and stayed for the trainees), and made a lot of content available on YouTube. As a result, some of the performances from this season have millions of views. It’s well deserved—a lot of the contestants are overflowing with talent and charisma. And honestly, you should watch this for 蔡徐坤. He’s a great MC/mentor to the girls and was truly a highlight of the season for me.

Why you shouldn’t watch it: This is the only season that I watched week by week as it was airing. It was EXHAUSTING. iQiyi started pumping out two episodes a week, doubling the overall episode count. I was literally burnt out by the finale. So if you watch this, please take it slow. Also, I forgot how much they did that thing where they cut away from the performances to show other contestant/mentor reactions and then have to go rewind on the performance...it really drives me nuts. They overdid it for sure.

My picks: 刘雨昕 Liu Yuxin, 喻言 Yu Yan, 王承渲 Wang Chengxuan, 刘令姿 Liu Lingzi, 许馨文 Xu Xinwen

Favorite performance: 不奉陪 No Company This was a tough choice! I went with this performance because I actively sought it out for relistens. That’s so rare for 主题考核 theme evaluation songs for me. All the members got to shine yet they were a very cohesive team.

Iconic moments: Bad Guy was the ultimate dark horse, how no one knew the song 想见你想见你想见你 Miss You 3000, 王承渲 Wang Chengxuan defeated the evil quads, 乃万 Nineone basically replaced Jony J as rap mentor, seeing 刘雨昕 Liu Yuxin with a wig was terrifying, they let the girls wear shorts if they didn’t like skirts #feminism, I still think about 张钰 Zhang Yu and 王清 Wang Qing’s initial performance all the time.

Verdict: I don’t think I could rewatch this season due to its length, but if you can commit the time, I think you should watch it. I’m sad I’ll never get to see a second 青春有你 Youth with You female season.

青春有你3 Youth with You 3

Watch on iQiyi (English subs, no VIP needed) Watch on iQiyi (no English subs, no VIP needed) Watch on YouTube (no English subs, missing several parts/episodes)

Why you should watch it: This season was probably the one I felt most emotionally invested in. I feel like I got to know the boys and was in it together with them (parasocial relationships, I know). And the friendships between contestants were so touching. Like 青春有你2 Youth with You 2, this season was also extra long, but I watched this season after it aired, going at my own pace. There were so many charming contestants and memorable performances. The dancing especially shone, but we got some great vocal moments too. I think iQiyi did a really good job picking songs this season.

Why you shouldn’t watch it: Sadly, the finale never aired. Due to the infamous milk-wasting scandal, the show was cancelled (but a winning group still formed and debuted). Even though I knew this before watching the show, it was still quite sad to never see a conclusion. Additionally, I believe this show started with more like 120 contestants, and I felt that increased number. Lastly, there was some painful singing and lots of very uninspired rapping. I feel like the gap in skill between the contestants was larger, and some of the teams felt very unbalanced as a result.

My picks: 姜京佐 Jiang Jingzuo, 杨昊铭 Yang Haoming, 十七 Shiqi, 徐子未 Xu Ziwei, 张思源 Zhang Siyuan, 连淮伟 Lian Huaiwei

Favorite performance: 燕尾蝶 Wings of Love This performance was everything I could ever dream of. 徐子未 won the world over instantly. He has the voice of an angel. Love the song, love the concept, love everything about it.

Iconic moments: 罗一舟 Luo Yizhou and 余景天 Tony Yu Jingtians’s friendly rivalry, 徐子未 Xu Ziwei’s back-to-back victories, Yuta’s adorable accent, 王南钧 Wang Nanjun would not shut up about 竹 Bamboo, touch 梁森 Liang Sen’s head for good luck, 刘隽 Liu Jun dances like he’s possessed (in a good way), that 雨爱 Rainie Love stage was a trainwreck tbh.

Verdict: Despite the scandals and lack of a finale, it was worth the watch for me. I feel so fond thinking of this season. Truthfully, season three has surpassed season two for me.

>> 创造101 Produce 101/创造营 Chuang (Tencent)

I read somewhere that Tencent officially licensed the Produce 101 name from Mnet, making this franchise more “official.” For season two, they ended up changing the name to 创造营 Produce Camp. The Chinese name remained the same for seasons three and four, but the in English they started promoting the show under the name Chuang. I think they wanted to beat iQiyi in the contest to see who can have the most titles for the same show.

创造101 Produce 101 China

Watch on Tencent Video (English subs, no VIP needed) Watch on 腾讯视频 (no English subs, VIP needed) Watch on YouTube (no English subs) Watch on YouTube (no English subs, episode 7 here, episode 10 here) Watch via Produce 101 China Subs (English fansubs)

Why you should watch it: This is the only season I’ve seen twice, so that says something I guess! This season holds a special place in my heart as my first survival show, so I rewatched it earlier this year with some friends who hadn’t seen it previously. One thing that stood out to me about this season was that it felt like there were several dark horses who started to shine closer to the middle/end of the show. I liked this because it’s boring when the debut lineup is completely predictable! And if you’re not already a 孟美岐 Meng Meiqi fan, you will leave as a 孟美岐 Meng Meiqi fan, guaranteed.

Why you shouldn’t watch it: Not gonna lie, I was not a huge fan of this mentor team. I am fine with these people individually, but together it was not an ideal combo in my opinion. They collectively made some very odd decisions that I strongly disagree with. After my rewatch, I’m just kinda done with 黄子韬 Huang Zitao. I also realized there were a lot more instances of...rough singing than I remembered, so be warned.

My picks: 孟美岐 Meng Meiqi, Yamy, 刘人语 Liu Renyu, 许靖韵 Angela Xu Jingyun, 吴映香 Lucia Wu Yingxiang, 李紫婷 Mimi Li Ziting

Favorite performance: 别人家的小孩 Other People’s Kids This is one of the most iconic performances (and one of my favorites) ever from all of these shows! It’s so unique and really has everything you could want. It was truly a perfect collab performance.

Iconic moments: When they had to tap 杨超越 Yang Chaoyue so she wouldn’t miss the beat, 王一博 Wang Yibo’s blue hair was gorgeous, Triple A group reunion, Look What You Made Me Do with creepy marionettes was perfect, when 陈嘉桦 Ella went barefoot on stage, 黄子韬 Huang Zitao literally screamed at them all, I’ll never forget the iconic 乐华 Yuehua performance.

Verdict: Even the second time, this was a season filled with surprises. It’s not perfect, but I think it will manage to charm you anyway. There are some real hidden gems here.

创造营2019 Produce Camp 2019

Watch on Tencent Video (English subs, VIP needed) Watch on 腾讯视频 (no English subs, VIP needed) Watch on YouTube (no English subs)

Why you should watch it: This was the first ever male season I watched, and I remember being apprehensive. I ended up having a lot of fun! This season really tugged at my heartstrings with the touching friendships between the boys and the intense 导师推荐生 mentor recommendees segments. I felt like I went through the wringer with them as they were forced to repack all their belongings, endure the brutal F班 demotions, hike across the beach, and more. There were countless hilarious moments too. If I were to rewatch, it would be for 周震南 Zhou Zhennan AKA 南南 Nannan. He just dominates the stage (despite his short stature)!

Why you shouldn’t watch it: I’ll admit, this season probably has the greatest number of contestants that annoy me. Sometimes it’s for no good reason...I just look at them and go ugh. The first round especially has some pretty painful singing, so be warned of that as well. Also, my rewatch made me realize I remembered very few performances from this season, which probably isn’t a good sign. Also, a lot of the performances were very short, sub-three minutes, which personally bothers me.

My picks: 周震南 Zhou Zhennan, 高嘉朗 Gao Jialang, 姚琛 Yao Chen, 陆思恒 Lu Siheng, 李鑫一 Li Xinyi, 贺俊雄 He Junxiong

Favorite performance: 开门见山 Kaimenjianshan I’ll admit that this performance was not as good as I remembered it being (probably because now I’ve heard the original by A-Mei many times), but I picked it anyway to acknowledge the amazing 高嘉朗 Gao Jialang.

Iconic moments: 张颜齐 Zhang Yanqi giving away jars of 老干妈 Lao Gan Ma, we never saw 王晨艺 Wang Chenyi again, 姚琛来了~ (Yao Chen is coming), when 周震南 Zhou Zhennan had his hoodie on but his ears were sticking out omg, try saying 李昀锐 Li Yunrui's name ten times fast, they had 30+ year old men here, this was the OG 乘风破浪 chengfengpolang.

Verdict: Among so many seasons, I don’t think this season stands out that much, but I still remember it fondly. If you want a good laugh and some fun, check it out.

创造营2020 Chuang 2020

Watch on Tencent Video (English subs, VIP needed) Watch on 腾讯视频 (no English subs, VIP needed) Watch on YouTube (English subs, missing episode 3) Watch on YouTube (English subs, missing episode 3) Watch on Viki (English subs, no Viki Pass needed)

Why you should watch it: They went all out on the sets, the location, the accommodations, everything. The performance setup was that the seats were in the middle and various stages were located around the perimeter. The seats would rotate to face the stages!! Some of the stages were stunning. I also want to mention that there were some great vocalists this season and I feel like they got to shine, which always makes me happy. The best round by far was the second round (专业方向). We got some beautiful vocal performances and intense dance performances.

Why you shouldn’t watch it: This season felt messy to me. I think they tried to mix things up, but not everything landed. The beautiful sets almost got distracting…they were more interesting than some of the performances. Several very talented and promising contestants never even made it past the first round. And since the final group only had seven people, the finale was just a frustrating experience. I never want to hear that 小摩托 xiao motuo song or 夏天的风 Summer Wind again. I don’t feel this season lived up to 创造101 Produce 101 China (unless you wanted MORE comments about weight/thinness).

My picks: 王柯 Wang Ke, 华承妍 Hua Chengyan, 刘些宁 Liu Xiening, 苏芮琪 Su Ruiqi, 朱主爱, Joyce Zhu Zhu’ai, 王一桥 Wang Yiqiao

Favorite performance: Manta There were a lot of performances I liked, but I really struggled to pick a favorite. I ultimately went with this because it’s one of the most memorable dance performances I’ve seen on these shows.

Iconic moments: That thin waist contest was simply the worst, they were in a literal castle, we all went crazy for the band and 王柯 Wang Ke, 朱主爱 Joyce Zhu Zhu’ai won the collab stage, wtf stop filming 姜贞羽 Jiang Zhenyu, I want to ride that cute train up the mountain, 毛不易 Mao Buyi did not want to talk, pretend that 吴亦凡 Wu Yifan wasn’t there.

Verdict: This season was competing against 青春有你2 Youth with You 2, and I chose to prioritize 青春有你2 Youth with You 2. I would make the same choice now. If you decide to watch, just be warned it may be a frustrating experience.

创造营2021 Chuang 2021

Watch on Tencent Video (English subs, VIP needed) Watch on 腾讯视频 (no English subs, VIP needed)

Why you should watch it: I wasn’t sure I was going to watch this season because of its international theme. Having foreigners is nothing new, but such a large number was certainly going to alter the show’s dynamic. Well, I watched it anyway. Overall, I’m glad I did. There were some talented and lovable contestants that made this season all worth it. The mentor squad (mostly 宁静 Ning Jing, 邓超 Deng Chao, and 周深 Zhou Shen) were so entertaining. Lastly, compared to the 2019 season, there were more popular vocalists this season, which I 100% support. I’ll be honest, I didn’t remember a lot of the performances from this season, but I ended up pleasantly surprised by how many great ones there were!

Why you shouldn’t watch it: It felt like there was so much focus on Nine and Patrick, Santa and Riki, the Intersection boys, and eventually Lelush as well. The other foreign contestants honestly had very little impact. This didn’t ruin the show or anything, but sometimes I got a little sick of the Santa and Mika show, you know? Also, none of my favorites made it into the winning group unfortunately. While I acknowledge the talent of the winning members, for whatever reason I wasn’t really that invested in most of them.

My picks: 俞更寅 Yu Gengying, 井胧 Jing Long, 林墨 Lin Mo, 奥斯卡 Oscar, 张星特 Zhang Xingte

Favorite performance: Lover Boy 88 This performance was simply infectious! I even made my friends watch to it. 林墨 Lin Mo is so charming. And 张腾 Zhang Teng and 张星特 Zhang Xingte’s vocals were perfect. Just wish it had been longer!

Iconic moments: Mika and 曾涵江 Zeng Hanjiang = my last two brain cells trying to communicate, I still can’t believe Lelush went viral worldwide, 刘宇 Liu Yu broke the Produce curse, Nine and Patrick only learned Chinese for how long???, Caelan kinda does look like Leonardo DiCaprio, Oscar AKA 熊熊 Xiongxiong, the 网红 wanghong group was so talented actually.

Verdict: I think this season got more international attention than 青春有你3 Youth with You 3, and while I prefer 青春有你3 Youth with You 3, this season is worth a watch for its uniqueness and improvements over the previous year.

>> 以团之名 All For One/少年之名 We Are Young (Youku)

I watched both seasons of Youku’s shorter-lived franchise in 2022 only after (and only because) I had finished the other two franchises. I think Youku had a smaller budget and thus tried to stand out by shaking up the traditional survival show formula. I think they made some poor choices and some good choices. I don’t know the story behind the name change between seasons, but the seasons are so different from each other that it makes sense.

以团之名 All For One

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Why you should watch it: I’m going to say a lot of negative stuff below, but I wanted to add at least a few positive words. During the finale, the remaining contestants sang S.H.E’s 你曾是少年 Wings Of My Words, and I don’t think I’ve ever gotten so emotional over a performance ever. 任家萱 Selina was a delight throughout. I also really grew to appreciate 奶茶 Naicha and what a great and thoughtful leader he was.

Why you shouldn’t watch it: As I mentioned, this show had some unique features that made it stand out. The contestants formed ten groups of eight, and the composition of the groups remained unchanged throughout. Entire groups got eliminated together. This created a dynamic where some really talented contestants went home too soon due to their group. It also meant that some groups were popular really just due to having one popular member. In the end, one group won...but I guess they realized this was a bad idea, so they formed a second winning group of the most popular contestants from the non-winning groups. I didn’t like this format and felt is really negatively impacted my viewing. Personally, seeing new team lineups form is one of my favorite parts of survival shows. And because the leaders were constant, they had there was too much focus on them. Also, the mentors were so harsh all the time. Maybe it was deserved, but it really bummed me out to watch them constantly talk about how disappointed they were.

My picks: 奶茶 Naicha, 田书臣 Tian Shuchen, 龙泓昊 Long Honghao, 赖煜哲 AJ Lai Yuzhe, 热亚提 Reyati, 赵品霖 Zhao Pinlin

Favorite performance: 饕餮 Taotie This was not one of the performances that stood out in my memory, but it stood out to me when I did my rewatch. I feel like they really nailed every element, and I don’t think the other teams could have pulled off this song.

Iconic moments: 何展成 Jonathan Ha gave up on speaking Chinese and 袁娅维 Tia Ray had to translate for him, the 王霏霏 Wang Feifei and 孟佳 Meng Jia reunion, 龙泓昊 Long Honghao’s beautiful dance to a Shawn Mendes song, I’m not sure why 奶茶 Naicha chose milk tea as stage name, AJ vs. the hidden snacks, they made 周艺轩 Zhou Yixuan perform a UNIQ song.

Verdict: Maybe you can skip this one. I definitely didn’t devote my full attention while I was watching it. And it felt like the show and the mentors were being mean to the boys all the time.

少年之名 We Are Young

Watch on Youku (no English subs, VIP needed) Watch on YouTube (no English subs) Watch via We Are Young Subs (English fansubs)

Why you should watch it: They improved on basically all the issues I had with the first season, and I was pleasantly surprised. Also, this is basically a 青春有你1 Youth with You 1 mini reunion with a few 偶像练习生 Idol Producer alums plus some future 青春有你3 You with You 3 contestants. It was so wonderful to see how the contestants I already knew had grown, and I loved seeing them get new opportunities to shine. There was surprisingly a lot of good raps/rappers on this show! Also, there were some truly incredible performances this season that aren’t like anything I’ve seen on other idol survival shows. And I enjoyed almost every performance—there were only a few that I disliked or thought were, um, not good. The mentors did not always agree...but I don’t care!

Why you shouldn’t watch it: Because they have to be different, when doing the initial evaluations, only about 50 contestants advanced to the next round. This was nice because it meant fewer names/faces, but wow, it felt so mean. Sometimes I wished they had stuck to a more traditional format. Besides that, I don’t have much else negative to say!

My picks: 郭震 Guo Zhen, 寇聪 Kuo Cong, 胡文煊 Hu Wenxuan, 左林杰 Zuo Linjie, 李希侃 Li Xikan, 崔少鹏 Cui Shaopeng, 杨超文 Yang Chaowen

Favorite performance: Don’t Start Now I don’t think I’ve ever seen this exact concept on one of these shows before. This performance was instantly a standout for me, especially because it had some of my favorite contestants!

Iconic moments: They literally had a corgi, 林 (Lin) MUA, everyone shipping 薛恩 Xue En and 程潇 Cheng Xiao, 胡文煊 Hu Wenxuan in a CROP TOP, 胡彦斌 Hu Yanbin told 寇聪 Kou Cong to wear less to show off his body what, 崔少鹏 Cui Shaopeng’s entrance through the pink smoke, 左林杰 Zuo Linjie really bungee jumped with his eyes closed, how 郭震 Guo Zhen, 左叶 Zuo Ye, and 胡文煊 Hu Wenxuan were in the same group four times without anyone noticing.

Verdict: This season ended up being better than it had any right to be! I think it’s worth checking out, especially if you are missing the boys from the 偶像练习生 Idol Producer/青春有你 Youth with You series.

>> Conclusion

If you actually read this entire post, I’m thoroughly impressed. If you, like me, have spent way too much time watching these shows, feel free to send me a message because I need someone to commiserate with.

I honestly have this weird feeling that a chapter of my life is over. I have so many treasured memories from watching these shows—moments of laughter, tears, shock, pride, and more. They’ve provided a way to ground my language studies and engage with Chinese pop culture. They made me feel less alone during earlier COVID times.

Well, I’m off to find something to fill the survival show-size hole in my heart...maybe I’ll just rewatch 偶像练习生 Idol Producer.

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Jealousy, Jealousy

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pairing: jealous!dom!heeseung x reader genre: smut word count: 1.5k

summary: y/n is dared to expose her and heeseung’s sex life, and she thinks it’s boring, so she wants to make heeseung jealous to really get him to fuck her how she wants

warnings: jealous!dom!heeseung, sub!reader, openly talking about your sex life, degrading, rough sex, first time squirting, rough sex, reader calls heeseung “sir”, very much a sir kink involved, jealous sex, no prep, party at jackson wang’s house, ass slapping

shortenings: y/n > your name f/n > friend’s name

!WARNING! contains +18 content, MDNI

„what about you, f/n?" one of our friends asked her, her face lighting up with a red shimmer all over. „it's uhh, what should i say... kinky?" she was stammering while answering the question. probably because we were sitting in the cafeteria and it was lunch break so everyone was here too. „don't you want to tell us something more explicit?" sunoo asked her, curiosity visible on his face. she just shook her head as a no and turned to me.

„and yours, y/n?" she asked, raising her eyebrows suggestively. „it's just vanilla i guess. kinda boring, and honestly, i want more... something more powerful or rough..." i said. as we were talking about our sex lives, some of us had the experience i wanted with hee. he was just too much of a softie to do anything more than vanilla with me, and it wasn't enough.

„if you say it like this, we need to find a solution now. mission ‚get y/n fucked good' starts now." she said, raising her had as if she's commanding someone. the others agreed, trying to find out how to make my sex life more interesting.

„i have an idea!" f/n shouted out of no where, almost making me jump. „tonight, the party at jackson's house. we'll go there, invite hee too and you'll wear the cutest, most revealing, slutty outfit ever and tease him. what about that?" „i don't think that's a very good idea but we can try..." and honesty i was scared for myself, because i had never seen heeseung angry or jealous, so i didn't know what i should be expecting now.

in the evening we were waiting in front of our dorm for hee to come pick us up. and not even a few minutes later a black mustang pulled up in front of us. „hop in, ladies. hoon's also with us tonight!" he said as he rolled down the window. i entered in the front and f/n sat in the back next to hoon.

the car rode was mostly silent. i was staring at hee, he was wearing an all black outfit, casual with a t-shirt and some ripped jeans and combat boots. he eyed me up and down, looking at my tight, black dress and the heels with the thin straps that were attached to them. "look hee, we're matching!" i said excitedly with a little giggle, trying to act as innocent as possible in front of him. and he didn't even react, he just hummed and nodded befrore turning his head back and driving off to the party.

when we arrived, me and f/n made our way to the dance floor immediately, just vibing to the music. i saw out of the corner of my eye how hoon and hee made their way over to the bar to get a drink and sit down. both of them sat there, man spreading and keeping their eyes focused on us. i could feel hee's eyes on me, he was staring holes into my body.

as i felt someone dance behind me, i quickly turned around, taking a look at the person. it was a guy, about my age i would guess. he was handsome, not going to lie, but heeseung was a thousand times better for sure. "hey pretty lady~" he said with a flirty tone. "i'm sorry, i've got an amazing boyfriend, please leave me alone." i tried to get him to leave because slowly this guy was really creeping me out with his stares. "but you could still dance with me, no?" he aksed, putting one of his hands on my waist.

just then someone punched him straight across his face, making him fall to the ground hard. when i looked to the side to check who it was, i saw heeseung. his face contorted in a mix of anger and jealousy, his hands clutched tightly against his sides. maybe i went a little too far... i thought to myself as i saw him turn to me with nothing but anger in his eyes.

he pulled me out of the party by my wrist, his grip so tight it hurt. i could hear f/n scream something, but i didn't understand what it was because of the music.

heeseung dragged me to the car, opening the passanger seat's door and letting go of my writst to gesture me to enter harshly. then he walked over to the drivers side and got in, angrily closing the door and starting the engine. he pulled out of the parking, his hands clutching the steering wheel tightly, making his veins bulge out. the thought of those fingers inside of me made me tingle.

it didn't take us long to get to his house, considering the fact that he was speeding almost all the way here with a sports car. he got out again, coming up to my side, opening the door and pulling me out harshly. i tripped because of the heels, my ankle twisting downwards, which made me hiss in pain. heeseung turned around again, a glimpse of worry in his eyes, but it quickly dissapeared again. he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder before locking the car and making his way over to the entrance of the house with large steps.

not even a second after he made his way into his bedroom, he threw me onto the bed and pulling off his shirt before joining me. he didn't hesitate to pull up my dress, telling me to take it off right now. as i did that, his eyes were lingering on me.

i pulled the dress off completely, just sitting there in my lacy underwear because i didn't wear a bra under the dress. he made me lay down by pushing me harshly, not even caring to pull off the lace panties, just casually ripping them. "no bra, lace panties, short dress... you're such an attention seeking slut." he spat out, i could feel myself getting wet and a tingling sensation being spread all through my body. it was happening. finally he was going to be rough with me.

"you know, today, you don't deserve my mouth, nor do you deserve prep. you will take me raw." i felt as if i couldn't breathe anymore. it was as if he turned into a whole new person. "but- but hee-" he slapped my thigh as he interrupted me, making me yelp out. "it's sir for you, remember that." i nodded quickly, shutting my mouth as i didn't want to make him even angrier.

"now turn around, ass up face down. i don't want to hear anything from you." again, i didn't say anything against it and just obeyed what he said. a loud slapping sound filled the room, red handprint probably visible on my ass.

i could hear his beld unbuckling, and a zipper being pulled down before shuffling and sound of clothing falling to the ground. the matress dipped behind me, and soon later i could feel the tip of his cock teasing at my entrance. he didn't waste any time and pushed in right away, not letting me any time to adjust, and just starting to move with harsh thrusts. i tried my best to hold in the sounds, but i just couldn't stop whining and moaning.

so his hand met my ass in a harsh slap again. "didn't i tell you do be quiet?" he said with a harsh voice, in a way i have never heard it before. "oh- fuck, sir! please, slower. please sir, slow down!" but instead of replying to me, he just went faster.

"god- sir, so close, so so close." i whimpered out after a few seconds. hee's hands were on my waist, pushing me down onto the matress, using me for his satisfaction. "come on, come on my cock. let me know how good i make you feel." he bent down and whispered into my ear sensually. "yes, yes. oh fuck, sir!" i couldn't hold it in anymore, my body overwhelmed with all of the pleasure. my legs started trembling and hee wrapped an arm around my body to keep me upright.

i could feel something wet dripping down my legs, waves of pleasure crashing over my body. "fuck, doll. oh, you're squirting for me?" he teased, fingers meeting the sensitive bundle of nerves. "what?" i didn't realize what i did until a few moments later, when his thrusts stilled and he came. i counld feel a warm sensation spreading inside of me, warming me up.

"so good. oh god i didn't even know you could squirt." he said, caressing my back with one hands and helping me get up with the other one. "let me get a warm towel to clean up, hm?" and he was already gone, into the bathroom. a few seconds later he came back out with a wet towel in his hands, and started cleaning the both of us up slowly. gently dragging the cloth over my body, trying not to hurt me with it.

"this was amazing. you should make me jealous more..." he said, crawling up next to me, to lay me down onto his chest and cuddle up closer

#enhypen hard thoughts #heeseung hard thoughts #heeseung #enhypen #enhypen smut #heeseung smut #lee heeseung smut #lee heeseung #lee heeseung hard hours #enhypen hard hours

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here2bbtstrash · 2 years

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this is my current obsession. 😭💜 any member, whatever comes to mind for you, bb! 😘

TAAAASTE, CLARE. also - the way i actually managed a proper drabble 😩 look at me GO

send me a song to turn into a drabble! specify the member you want OR let me choose~

pairing: taehyung x reader wordcount: a lil under 500 contains: exes hooking up, infidelity (reader is cheatingggg 🤐), bathroom hookup lol, cunnilingus, hair pulling, dom/sub and brat tamer mentions, tae says noona oops, dacryphilia if you squint oopsoops, tae is subby yet bratty yet maybe in love ?? 🤪

“That’s the thing,” Taehyung huffs a laugh as he sinks to his knees. “It’s never gonna work out with him.”

You roll your eyes as you hook a leg over his shoulder. When the point of your high heel drags over the bare skin of his back, it’s only a little on purpose.

“You need someone you can be mean to.” He blinks wide puppy dog eyes up at you, and you hate that you just proved his point. The diamond on your ring finger catches the bathroom fluorescents as you wind a hand through his dark hair.

You wiggle forward slightly on the sink countertop, other hand fisting the pulled-up fabric of your dress to expose your pussy for him, your panties dangling off the ankle that isn’t hiked up over his back. You can already feel the way you’re dripping with anticipation.

“When I said use your mouth, this isn’t what I meant, Tae.”

At this, he complies wordlessly, and you breathe a sigh that’s equal parts relieved and appeased. It’s fucking good, the steady and familiar flick of his tongue over your clit. And it feels even better to be able to give orders to someone who can follow them again. You’d forgotten the little thrill that shoots up your spine at the feeling of telling a man what to do.

“Tastes good, noona.” Taehyung barely pulls off of your slick folds to speak, and his voice comes out wrecked. You wonder if he might cry. “Wish we had more time. I don’t wanna rush.”

You tighten the hand in his hair until he gives a soft hiss at the pain. “Well, we don’t have time, Tae. And you’re wasting it.”

Despite your hand pulling him so taught that his head tilts back slightly, Taehyung smiles, eyes glinting. “You like it.”

Damn him. You don’t have time for a brat taming, and you know he knows it. It’s exactly why he’s doing this shit. “Make me come, TaeTae.” You spit the nickname out at him, paired with a harsh tug on your handful of his hair, and he outright moans.

“T-t,” he has to swallow down the first attempt at the word, take a second to gasp an inhale. “Take your ring off.”

“Taehyung, I—”

“Please.”

The waver in his voice makes you cave. Wordlessly, you unwind your hand from his hair to slip your engagement ring off, setting it gently on the counter next to you.

“Thank you,” Taehyung murmurs, ever the polite gentleman. “Now pull my hair again.”

When you do as he says, he lets out another little whimper. The warmth of his breath teases over your center as he leans back towards you, as he stops just shy of making contact.

His eyes flicker up to meet yours. “Missed you.”

#taehyung smut #taehyung x reader #bts smut #bts x reader #nabiolive #song drabbles

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mintimingi · 2 years

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Sub!Bts thoughts

Yoongi is a baby. He thrives off of attention, despite what he'll tell you. Sometimes he'll catch you staring at his beautiful face and immediately blush and get shy.

"Why are looking at me like that" he says looking down at the floor.

Namjoon is just a himbo. Big scary muscles but not a single thought behind those eyes. Boy is so happy to do anything you ask without hesitation.

Taehyung as adorable as he is he's a baby. He'll whine whenever he doesn't get what he wants. He always needs a weekly punishment just to keep him in line. But of course despite how much trouble he causes you of course still love him. And love punishing him.

Hoseok is a real dream. He fucks good, always so sweet. He's the type to love you being as rough as possible with him. He'll be there sweetest boy ever but still want you to fuck him like a bitch .

Seokjin is so sensitive to anything and everything you do. You can't even kiss the man without him getting needy and trying to slip in his tongue. And if you can't do it in public it makes it 1,000x better when you can finally hear him whimper into your kisses.

Jungkook is a selfless lover. He likes giving his all to you. You wanna tease him for hours? He'll do it. You wanna fuck him till sunrise? That's fine just be extra sweet and give him extra kisses.

Jimin is like Jungkook buuut he does like adore any attention you give him. Any complements you give him he takes to heart. And will fully believe.

#dom!reader #gender neutral reader #sub jackson wang #sub kpop #sub!idol x reader #top reader #kpop smut #sub bts #sub jimin #sub jungkook #sub namjoon #sub yoongi

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fvrxdrm · 2 years

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twinkle twinkle where’s the star? passed out in the back of my car

Pairing(s): Chamber x F!Reader

Warning(s): Smut, no dialogue, 90% brain shitting than smut tbh, reader being a girlboss, sub!chamber, dom!female reader, prolly makes no sense, mentions of smoking, cannibalism and addiction but all of them are metaphorical (don’t do drugs, kids)

Just a little something to warm me back up into writing.

And yes, Daddy Wang’s a huge inspiration for this.

*****

Every time the need struck, his mind came up with a gazillion reasons not to give in. Then, out of nowhere, he would be there, pursuing his addiction, waiting for his next fix, and hoping he could make it through this "therapy" for his constant desire for solace. Chemicals quickly contaminated everything you and he were, from the air in his lungs to the sickly yellow film smothering his skin. The smoke had its entitlement, to be closer to you than some subway creep breathing in your face, touching as if random yet calculated. The inner monster had been attacking him every day, but he had encountered not only no resistance but also new habits of feeding the conscience, of self-cannibalizing all that could have saved him. The attack was the worst kind of pleasure that could possibly exist after all this time, yet it was all that was left for those scavenging claws.

And once again he’d found himself taking a hit of you in the back seat, several inches deep buried into the warmth of your core and several beats counting with the hangover pounding every surface of his head. Chamber’s eyes were trained on you, eyelids a fraction too slow to blink, and his pupils blown wide as you descended and ascended onto his throbbing cock. You got him blowing away hot into the night with his brain deteriorating down to a short circuit and calculating zero when your clammy hands warmed his neck.

He felt the lack of breath throughout his body, that feeling of being winded through the process of exerting a moment of grime. His lungs were being worked up to bring in some much-needed oxygen, but even then he felt as if he was drowning in the air, sunken way too deep trying to breathe you in and hold you in his chest.

His hands shook against sticky leather as his fucked out eyes fondly sauntered back and forth between dots of sweat trickling down from the tips of your hair to the space between your breasts. He found it easy letting the dampness burn his lips when he grazed against your skin once again. It let him take a fresh new hit and sink further into the black hole he threw himself in, and you shuddered in that dwelling minute. Every splitting second drove you through every crossroad that existed to reach the point of delirium. He’s had you whimpering out his name and breathing hot in such a confined space, never a moment missing as he tickled every nerve in your body. It was the anticipation of being together in a way that was more than words, in a way that was so tangible. Chamber piloted his hands to glide down to experience the mess that you were on his lap, to amalgamate with the grunge of the sex. He was diving back into the belly of the beast again as he got himself high and drunk on your body and temperament. He felt so done up and worn out in the back of his car but he relentlessly licked his plate out of deep hunger regardless and never stopped thrusting into you just as you never stopped meeting his hips with a licentious slap to yours and his skin.

Sporadically, his ears would tingle at the breathiness of your whispers. They had him raising hills on his skin and putting him in his place when you were noticing that he was beginning to throw a fit, too eager to follow the control of his subconscious.

You would bounce back onto him with a little more force, blowing the small amount of air he had left out of him and ultimately getting him to get his shit together. You let him feel every bit of your sex-driven impertinence and just like that you were bringing bad back, let him feel the disrespect in your body. He had himself a bad girl who had way too many options but he knew you were capable of how to walk it like you talk it and was never one to play games. He found his comfort in his shackles…for now. It was a privilege of his in that untamed occurrence to walk into the cold to bring the heat of a moment with a brave willingness and seek you out.

To let you be the girlboss that you were and pull him back every time he’d quit.

What you wanted was what you needed. It never was a question once the bond and intimacy stretched expeditiously into your thoughts, dreams, and wishes. The weight of your prudence over you and him was dusted away because once you were in love, everything you wanted to do was fun. It was the right kind of play and your imagination was known to run wild. You just liked it when it was cold and then the ice would just melt away spontaneously quick with a little gasoline and a match like a quick slow-burn pinching through the motions. Once you crossed the line, you put the sweat up in the back seat like a mosh pit, clutching onto Chamber’s skin like a madwoman ready to dig her grave within the man’s body.

Never once in the last minute did he ever turn his eyes away from you. They were as steady as they could possibly be in such a tight moment of time, and there you saw the brownest colors turn into an even darker and more bitter shade, the nicotine smoke that continued to inflame beyond his eyes as everything around you began to burn hot. He had the look in his eyes pouring up all over you while you rode his body nicely. And there he felt you coming and he couldn’t escape, wretched at how fast the night had to quit. He wouldn’t dwell on it, though, because he knew he would keep coming back to you, passed out in the back of his car and blacked out from the night before, going back to cruelly stumbling over the sweet pages of your relationship arc.

#valorant chamber x reader #chamber x reader #chamber valorant #valorant x reader #valorant chamber #valorant #Spotify

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