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twice-inamillion · 4 months

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The Company

Taeyeon and IU’s Plan

Smut and Story Building (Sex, Deep Penetration, Defloration, Creampie, Fingering, Blowjob)

Chapter 3

4,315 Words

(IU finds out that Taeyeon has been looking through her phone that filled with her sexual experiences with her boss. Taeyeon is convinced by IU to get a taste and comes up with a plan. Taeyeon gets more than what she can handle. OC gets a little surprised but is more than happy to accept it.)

A few weeks pass, and every time Taeyeon stays at IU’s apartment, she notices hints of your sexual relationship with IU. Anything like cum covered panties, cummed covered skirts and marks on IU’s thighs and chest.

She can’t hold on any longer; she needs to confront her friend about the type of relationship the two of you have. Taeyeon tries to find the looks for the best moment to talk to her about this.

“I’m going to ask her today; I can’t wait anymore. It’s awkward every time I see the two of them together.”

Taeyeon arrives earlier than usual and prepares dinner for the both of them, “Some pasta would be nice and easy to do. She changes into some comfortable clothes and gathers all the necessary items to make the meal.

“Taeyeon, I’m home.”

“Welcome back. I made dinner for us.”

“Aww, that’s nice of you. Let me change.”

“Okay, I’ll set the dinner table.”

Taeyeon sets the dinner table and waits for IU to take a seat before serving her. “What’s the special occasion?”

“Nothing much. I just got tired of ordering takeout and wanted to make something homemade.”

“Haha, you should do this more often.”

“I’ll try, only when I’m done early. Anyways, how was your day? Don’t think we have talked comfortably in the past few days.”

“Hmm… nothing much. Just the same old thing. You know, helping with ranking the trainees, setting up meetings, and doing my duties as the CEO’s assistant.”

“What kind of duties do you have?”

“Just busy stuff like going over his daily and weekly schedule, setting up his meetings, sometimes bringing him his meals or some do simple tasks.”

“Seems like he has you overworking yourself.”

“Ah, no, that’s not true. He also has Irene as the secondary assistant. We share the tasks here and there. It's not that bad, actually, once you get used to it. But there are times when it does get busy, and I come home tired.”

“Is he nice to you?”

“He can be a bit tough, but he treats me nice. He asks how I’m doing, buys me nice things like jewelry, and gives me spending money.”

“Seems like the two of you have more than a boss-and-employee relationship.”

IU smiles and tries to play it off, but Taeyeon teases her, “Omg, are you and your boss something?” IU can’t help but grin, causing Taeyeon to push deeper, “I kind of figured the two of you were a thing. Is it actually a thing or work sex?”

“Haha, why do you want to know? Are you perhaps interested?”

“No! I just wanted to ask since you have been acting a bit differently.”

“Hmm.. okay. I’ll tell you, but don’t tell anyone else, okay?”

Taeyon is now completely invested in finding out their relationship and eagerly nods, “Yeah, I won’t tell anyone.”

“Okay, remember how I told you that my family has financial issues?”

“Yeah, of course. You said that your family was struggling really back, especially your mom.”

“I wanted to help her somehow, so I contacted some people and became his personal assistant. This meant I had to service him at the workplace and him “personally.” I knew it was bound to happen and did it for my mother’s sake. So I had my first time with him. I thought I would hate him, but he’s really caring. He and I aren’t dating; it’s just a work relationship. I’ve been with him for a bit over a year and learned that it’s better to take the initiative and serve him than for him to act on it. If he has to ask for it when he might fuck you based on his mood, and trust me, that might be a bit dangerous. So I learned to read his mood and service him.”

“Oh wow. I didn’t know it was that serious.”

“The pay is really good, and the benefits are much better. This is one of the reasons why I have this apartment, and my mom is living in a nice house.”

Taeyeon hesitants but asks, “By the way, how far have you gone? Like, what do you do?”

“Well… the first few times, it was just regular sex, then it was a handjob and blow job. As time kept going, we would do more stuff, like me giving him head in his office or having sex in there too.”

“Have you two done anal?”

“Ahh, I haven’t, but he’s done it with someone else.”

“Who?”

“Irene, his other assistant.”

“He fucks her too?”

“Yeah, and let me tell you this. Their relationship is much different than mine. She didn’t want to service him and learned the hard way. Anyways, are you interested?”

“What do you mean?”

“Don’t try to hide it, Taeyeon. I know you looked through my panties in my hamper and went through my phone.”

Taeyeon panics and lies, “No, I didn’t do that.”

“Don’t lie, that phone is something that he gave me. It screen records every time someone tries to log in. So I know that you’ve been looking at my videos of him fucking me.”

Taeyeon panics, and it shows. IU reads Taeyeon like a book and teases her by asking, “Are you interested in him?”

“Ahh, no! I’m just interested.”

“Lies, I’ve heard your moaning during the night. I know that you’re sexually interested and frustrated.”

“No, you’re wrong.”

“I mean, if you are, and I know you are. It will make my job easier. There are so many things I have to do, and if he’s busy with you, then that means I have to spend less time servicing him. What do you think?”

“Umm… I don’t know.”

“I’ll even help you. I’ll tell you the best time and even get him a bit tipsy for you, haha.”

“You’ll help me?”

“Yeah, you’re my friend. It’s not like I have anything to lose. Look, I’ll even show you some pictures from today,” as IU pulls out her phone and shows Taeyeon a video of you getting your cock sucked and you cumming in her mouth and face. IU notices Taeyeon slide her hand between her legs and rubs herself under the table, “Don’t tell me you don’t see yourself being in my place. Just imagine his hot cum on your face and going down your throat.”

“Hmm… you said you’ll help me, right?”

“Yeah, I’ll take care of everything. You just got to follow my advice, and you’ll be good.”

“Okay, I’ll do it,” causing IU to smile.

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“Is that the last schedule for the day?”

“Yes, sir. You’re done for the day. Are you planning on dining out?”

“No, I just want to go home and rest. This was a busy and long weekend; I wanted to have a drink and relax. I’ll probably go out tomorrow.”

“Would you still like me to service you later tonight?”

“Hmm… actually, how about we share a drink?”

“It would be my pleasure, sir.”

You gather all your belongings and head to your apartment with IU. The two of you wait for the elevator and can’t help but notice the large height difference between the both of you, almost a foot apart. The elevator door slides open, and the two of you enter and scan your keycard to the top floor.

Arriving at the top floor, you walk down a long hallway towards the single, large door on the floor and insert your code to enter, “Finally, back home.” The two of you take your shoes off, leave your items on the table by the hallway, and sit on the large couch.

“Would you like me to serve you the usual?”

“Yes, please.”

IU heads towards the kitchen and to the alcohol cabinet and grabs a bottle and two glass cups. She pours the both of you a drink and walks back. “Here you, sir.”

“Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

“I like your initiative, Ji-eun. You’ve become a reliable assistant.”

“No, thank you, sir. For the opportunity to serve you and the help to my family.”

“Ahh, yes. How’s your mother doing?”

“She’s doing well, thanks to your generosity.”

“No need to thank me; it’s all due to your hard work.”

IU grabs the bottle once more and pours another drink as you enjoy the view from the top floor of the building. Watching the sunset is one of your favorite things after coming home from a long day.

“Would you like me to order you takeout, sir?”

“Sure, that’d be great.”

“What would you like?”

“You can choose.”

“Okay, I’ll place an order.”

You place your drink down and change into something more comfortable while waiting for the food to arrive. IU sets the table, cleans a bit of the living room, and places your items where they belong. “Would you like another drink?”

“Yeah, I could go for another one.”

She serves you another drink, and you take small sips as you continue to enjoy the view from your living room couch. You and IU have a small conversation about some of the schedule for next week and about the process of the trainees when IU’s phone pings. “Sorry, sir. It’s the delivery person; I’m going to go down to the lobby and meet them. I’ll be right back.”

“Okay, sounds good.”

You walk to the kitchen, open the fridge door, and grab a couple of beers for the meal. You wait for IU to arrive and check your messages. When you hear the door ring go off, signaling that IU was coming inside.

“Sir, I’m back.”

“Nice, I grabbed a couple of beers for the two of us.”

“Sir, I met Taeyeon in the lobby and asked her to join us. Would that be okay with you, sir?”

“Yeah, that’s fine.”

“She’ll be coming up in a few. She just went to get changed.”

“Okay, let's get the table ready for three.”

After a few minutes, the doorbell rings, and IU opens the door for Taeyeon. “Hello, sir. Thank you for allowing me into your house.”

“It’s no problem; you’re welcome anytime; come take a seat.”

Taeyeon sits on the couch across from you," Would you like a beer?”

“Yes, I’ll take one.” he grabs a beer and opens it. She crosses her legs, and you catch a glimpse of her not wearing any panties. You try not to look at it, but you can’t help but admire her thighs.

“The pizza is ready.”

“Thanks; actually, do you think it would be better to eat here in the living room since it’s pizza?”

“We could do that,” says IU.

“I’ll help you, Ji-eun,” standing up and helping bring the plates to the living room table.

With everyone sitting down, you all grab a slice of pizza and a beer and start to eat. You ask Taeyeon about her week and if she’s comfortable as the vocal coach.

“I like it here; the place is beautiful, the staff is nice, and the trainees are very hardworking.”

“That’s good to hear. Better than SM, huh.”

“Haha, yeah, it is,” she laughs.

IU mentions that she’s been hearing positive feedback from the trainees ever since she started and congratulated her on a good job. Taeyeon smiles and puts her feet on the couch, giving you a better view of her private area.

You try not to look, but you can’t help your curiosity and eye her every time she moves her legs. IU notices this and asks, " Taeyeon, would you mind passing me a napkin?”

“Sure,” and she reaches for the napkin, allowing you to get a glimpse of her cleavage under the oversized shirt. IU looks at you and smiles, knowing that the plan is working.

“Like what you, sir?”

You turn around to IU, “What do you mean?”

“I asked if you liked what you saw.”

You see IU’s smile and turn to Taeyeon and see her smile. “What’s going on?”

IU says, “What do you think, sir? She wants you.”

“Is that true?”

“What do you think? I wouldn’t give a show to just anyone,” says Taeyeon.

“Hmm… So the both of you planned this.”

“You catch on quick, sir.”

“Okay, I’ll play your game. Taeyeon, you must be aware of the type of relationship I have with Ji-eun, right?”

“Yes, I’m aware.”

“And you’re fine with that?”

“Yeah, I am.”

Calling her bluff, you stand up, walk towards her, and extend your hand. “Alight, since you want to play, we can go right now.”

“R…right now?” looking at IU, who only smiles.

Knowing what will happen, she takes your hand and follows your lead to one of the bedrooms. The both of you hear a small chuckle from IU, and her saying, “Have fun,” before you close the door.

“You want to play? Let's see if you’re game,” and sit on the one-seater coach in the room.

Taeyeon stands there, confused about what you mean. “Strip.”

Taeyeon is caught off guard by your command and hesitates. You repeat it once more, “Strip.” Understanding you’re serious; she stands before you crosses her arms, and removes her oversized shirt and then her loose, small shorts.

In front of you is a completely nude Taeyeon. She has small breasts and a clean, shaven cunt. Without saying a word, you scan her body, from her feet to her head. She turns around and gives you a view of her behind, “Amazing. I can’t believe a member from Girls Generation is standing in front of me, nude.”

You signal her to approach you and say, “Come over here.” You grab both her hands and her right in front of you. You lick your index and middle finger and rub her lower lips. She moans at the sudden touch of your warm fingers against her cold skin. Using your two fingers, you trace and swirl the outside of her lips until you feel her moist.

You remove your fingers, pull her towards you, and pick her up. She suddenly yelps from being picked up and notices you walking towards the bed. You toss her onto the bed and watch her reaction as you spread her legs wide open, giving you an embarrassed look. She tries to cover her pussy, to which you tease her and say, “I guess you’re all talk and no game,” giving her a smirk. She gets offended and removes her hands out of pride, responding, “I’m not all talk; I can back it up, too.”

“You’re sure about that?”

“Yeah, I am.”

“I’ll give you one last chance to back out.”

“Don’t need it, I can play along.”

“Alright. Let’s play.”

You remove your shirt and shorts and toss it to the couch. Taeyeon’s heart begins to race as she’s focused on your boxers and sees you pull them down, revealing your semi-hard cock. You pull her towards you and her folds once you say, “You have a really nice pussy right here.”

“You think so?”

“Yeah. I can’t wait to fuck you,” grabbing your cock and pressing it against her lower lips. She pushes your cock away and says, “Wait, you’re not going to wear a condom?”

You stop and are surprised by the most ridiculous question and reply, “What do you mean a condom? I only fuck, raw. Why? You don’t want to?”

No, I was just wondering. I heard that it’s important to wear a condom.”

“I check myself regularly, so I’m good. Are you?”

“No, I’m good.”

“Okay, then we’re all good to continue, right?”

“Yeah,” turning her head around and thinking of all the possibilities of fucking without a condom.

You grab your cock with your right hand and give it a few pumps and press it against her lower lips. You look at Taeyeon and see her face of anticipation, waiting for your next move. With your hardened cock against her entrance, you smack it against her folds right before inserting yourself inside of her.

Taeyeon groans from the pain of your cock making its way through her tight walls. “Fuck… you’re so tight!” as you shove more of your cock inside her. Due to the pain, Taeyeon grabs onto the bedsheets with all her might.

Suddenly, Taeyeon screams when you shove your whole length inside of her in one go. “Wait…Wait… pull out, pull out, you’re breaking me!”

Seeing her in pain, you pull out your cock, and caress her cheek, “Are you okay?” Taeyeon replies, “You’re too big; I thought it was going to die. Give me some time to get myself together.”

‘Wait… don’t tell me” as you look down and look at the tip of your cock covered in a thin layer of red.

She nods her head in tears and says, “Yeah, it’s my first time.” You’re surprised by her comment and would have never known that this would be her first time, but the idea of being her first man makes you hard again.

You grab a tissue, get yourself cleaned, and reassure Taeyeon that you’ll make it pleasurable. She nods and wipes the tears off her face before you move on to insert yourself once more.

With your cock at the entrance of her, slowly insert your length; Taeyeon groans from the slight pain in her walls and begins to stretch to their limits, “Ow… you’re still too big.” You get on the bed, get on top of her, and begin to kiss her neck and play with her breast as you move inside of her.

Taeyeon slowly forgets about the pain and focuses on the pleasure of your kissing and her tits, “Hmm, yeah… that feels good, don’t stop.” You move towards her breast and take her nipple into your mouth as you play with the other. She continues to moan and let free of her nipple and continue to thrust your cock.

Taeyeon wraps her arms around your neck now that she’s comfortable with your length. You increase the pace of your thrusting, causing her to moan and even laugh, “I can’t describe the feeling, but it feels so good!”

“Just wait, it's going to feel better,” as you place her into a mating press. With her legs pushed back, you do a strong thrust, each other’s pelvis smacking against each other. “How do you like that? Can you feel it deep inside you?”

“Ahh.. yeah, I can feel the difference. My womb is taking the shape of your cock!” Her hands move towards her breast, pinching and twisting her nipples as she feels her orgasm coming.

Seeing her pleasuring herself, you can’t help but tease her as you focus your focus on her clit. Taeyeon yelps, asking you to stop because she can feel an overwhelming feeling approaching.

Instead, you place it between your thumb and your index finger and give it a nice pinch. This causes Taeyeon to instantly cum, as you feel a rush of fluid covering your cock. You pull out and enjoy the scene of her orgasm as her body violently shakes. You watch as she rides her orgasm and decide to tease her, so you insert your middle finger and begin to thrust inside her cunt. “Don’t… don’t do that, you’re going to make me come! Stop!” It didn’t take her long for her to reach her second orgasm. “Ahh, fuck! I’m cumming!” as a gush of fluid sprays and her body spasms.

“Wow, I didn’t have to do much. Seems like you don’t relieve yourself often, but that won’t be a problem now that I’m here. You’re going to be a good fucking with me, but now that you had your fun, it’s my turn.”

“Wait, what are you doing?”

“I need to get my fill too, you know.”

“Please… wait,” not letting her finish her sentence as you insert your cock inside. She throws her head back and screams, “Oh fuck! You’re going to mess me up inside!” Her walls tighten around your cock, not used to having your massive length inside of it.

“Your walls want to squeeze my cock, fuck you feel so tight.” You start to pump your cock inside her slippery walls, feeling all the grooves and crevices of her meaty flesh.

You listen to the beautiful sound of Taeyeon’s moaning as you thrust inside of her for what feels like ten minutes. Taeyeon is a complete mess; her hair is ruined, and her body is all sweaty. The tipsy sensation has disappeared, and let her know that you’re about to reach your peak, “Fuck, I’m about to cum.”

“Wait… what did you say?”

“I said I’m about to cum. Where do you want it?”

Puzzled, she tries to come up with an answer, and it is taking longer than what you’re used to. Not wanting to hold it in any longer, you decide where you want to bust your load. Feeling the weird feeling of your cock throbbing your cock she says, “Outside, do it outside,” but it's too late.

The amount of time she wastes on deciding, you end up making the choice for her. You pull your cock out and do one last thrust when you hear her say she wants you to cum outside. Instead, all she hears is, “Fuck! I’m cumming!” Her eyes widen when she hears your comment, and she is bombarded with a large wave of cum flooding her womb.

She cries, “So hot! Pull out!” That only makes you want to shove your cock in deep and paint her womb white.

After finishing your orgasm, you notice Taeyeon looking at her bulging belly, filled with your load. You pull out and watch as she presses her fingers on her stomach, causing a large amount of cum to ooze out. “I told you to do it outside.”

“You took too long, so I made a choice. Plus, I normally cum inside of my girls, so there shouldn’t be an issue, right?”

“But I’m not one of your girls. I’m not IU or Irene.”

“Yeah, you’re right. You are not them, but since you took my hand, you’re mine now.”

“You don’t own me.”

“Haha, says the person with the cum of their boss inside of her.”

She sees your smirk and realizes that you’re right; she does have her belly full of your cum right now. “Don’t smirk.”

“You know, I’m right. How about another round?”

“Another round?”

“Yeah, I mean, if you’re up for it.”

Taeyeon’s pride doesn’t let her back down; she wants to wipe that grin off your face, even if it means going another round. She looks down at you and notices your hardened cock. “Alright, I can do another round.”

“Haha, alright. Let's change the scenery,” as you extend your hand. She takes your hand, and you walk her to the balcony. She looked down and saw the campus and trainees walking in groups back to their dorms after a long Friday night.

You kiss her nape, which causes her to shiver, and her nipples harden. “Put your hands against the railing.”

“Why?”

“Don’t worry. Just let me lead, and enjoy.”

“Okay.”

You raise her right leg up in the air, and with your left hand, you position your cock to her entrance. “What are you do… ahhh” as she feels your cock penetrating her cunt once more. The both of you spend the whole night fucking throughout the penthouse, the balcony, living room, kitchen, and shower. Every time you move locations, you make sure to make the two of you get to orgasm.

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Taeyeon wakes up on the bed, looks around, and notices you are gone. She gets up and looks at the many stains throughout the bed, which makes her remember the night she had. She takes a cold shower to wash the stains of fluid on her body, “Ugh… I feel so full.” She presses her stomach and notices a white cream liquid oozing out of her. Pressing her belly harder, a gush of cum squirts out, covering the shower floor cum, “Fuck…that’s too much.”

After her shower, she changed into her clothes and walked out to see you in the living room, reading a newspaper. She walks towards you, “Good morning,” to which you reply, Good Morning, Taeyeon.”

As she walks towards the kitchen, she turns around to ask if she could grab something to eat when she sees IU on her knees. “Ji-eun! What are you doing?”

IU turns around with a smile on her face and replies, “Good Morning, Unnie. I made breakfast, by the way.”

“Why are you going down on him?”

“Oh, I’m having breakfast too. Want some?” as she holds your cock in her hand.

“No!”

“Come on, it's good.”

“No.”

“Are you sure?”

She looks at her friend’s satisfied face and remembers the videos she has masturbated to before. She looks at you and back at her, giving her a reply.

You woke up this Saturday morning full of energy. After going on a run early in the morning, you return and enjoy the breakfast your assistant, IU, made for you. You give her a treat as a reward for a job well done.

You turn, you’re done reading your newspaper, set it on the table, and enjoy the sight in front of you. “It’s nice to see two friends sharing a meal together,” you say with a slight grin.

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kimbappykidding · 6 months

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Part One Here

You and Suga agreed to go on your first date right after the latest award show and you were excited. You were promoting at the moment so couldn't wait for a nice night to blow off steam. You just had the show to get through and as you walked out of your dressing room to go to the bathroom and bumped straight into NCT, something told you it was going to be a journey getting there.

You saw the boys from NCT at the same time that they saw you and you both paused. It never felt chill when you saw them but this was definitely more awkward than usual. Back when you and Taeyong had been together all the boys were friendly with you and you knew them all well. There was always one of them calling Taeyong at odd hours or turning up at his or yours because they were stressing about something or needed advice. You never minded and liked the boys but looking back on it, even when Taeyong was with you his work followed him. When you broke up the boys didn't know what to do with you. They'd avoided you mainly but then when you started hooking up they were friendly again and would all chat with you. Now you guessed you were back to being ignored so took a breath and prepared to pass them. You couldn't see Taeyong and it looked like it was just NCT127 which was nice because you really didn't want 20+ guys staring at you.

You put your head down as you got closer when suddenly you heard your name. You looked up and saw Johnny and Doyoung smiling at you. "Hey, how are you?" Johnny asked and you paused before going over. "I'm good, how are you guys?". "Oh we're fine" Johnny said and Doyoung said "I like your hair". "Really?" you asked "I wasn't sure if I could pull off pastels" and then you began chatting about hair colours and some of the other members joined in. It was nice and you were really touched that the guys were still friends with you. Then Taeyong appeared. You froze wishing the ground would swallow you up at how awkward this would be...but then Taeyong smiled.

As always, his smile made you feel like everything in the world was okay and you relaxed.

"Hey Y/n" he said coming closer "guess who they're making go down that weird podium in the middle of the stage?" he asked and you smiled "you?". Taeyong nodded "yup" and the boys all began to point out that he was the leader and it should be him. Taeyong joked back with them and you smiled watching them all banter for a while before Taeyong turned and the angle made him look so beautiful. You immediately blushed and looked down trying to hide your thoughts but it had been almost instinctive! You'd just see Taeyong and wanted him, he didn't have to do anything he just looked so good to you and you realised he probably always would. You sighed and Taeyong heard you and looked over. You felt his eyes on you and quickly looked away "I have to go, see you later" you called and walked away.

Taeyong watched you go with a frown. He could tell you were upset, he knew you so well he only had to see your eyes to figure that out and he wanted nothing more than to rush after you and comfort you. But he wasn't your boyfriend and he was probably the last person you'd want to see so he let you go and focused on his group but that was easier said than done. For the rest of the night, Taeyong couldn't get you out of his mind. To be fair you were never far from his mind but seeing you earlier definitely amplified that and Taeyong spotted you in every room without even trying. That's why he noticed Twice leave without you. He frowned wondering if they'd forgotten you and was craning his neck to see better when he heard one of his members gasp slightly. It was Doyoung and Heachan rushed to hit him and then shot Taeyong a very fake smile. Something was wrong and he started scanning the area when Johnny called "no!" but it was too late. Taeyong's eyes had landed on you and Suga, walking away together. Suga opened the door for you and you disappeared into the night together.

Taeyong recalled you were producer friends and he'd always thought Suga looked at you a little too brightly for it just to be a friendship. Apparently, he was right because you didn't even come to the after-party where all your other members were. You and Suga had gone off together and Taeyong tried not to imagine what you were doing together. Taeyong had no idea that was your first date and in his mind, you'd moved on the second you left him. "Hey stop it" Taeil said to him and he blinked "stop what?". "Torturing yourself over Y/n. For all we know they're collaborating over a song together and it's just work". "They'd really do work at 12am on a Friday after an award show?" Taeyong asked. Taeil shrugged "we've worked worse hours" but he looked down and Taeyong knew Taeil didn't believe his own words. "The point is, we have no idea what's going on" Johnny took over "so there's no use stressing over it". Taeyong sighed "I should just go home, I'm not feeling this". "Want me to come with you?" Mark asked and Taeyong shook his head "I want to be alone but thanks" and headed off, the guys watching him with a worried expression on his face.

"Why did they break up again?" Jungwoo asked once Taeyong had gone and Jaehyun shook his head "Taeyong never really said, just that Y/n got tired of how things were". "What does that even mean?" Mark asked and Taeil shrugged "well how much could they have seen each other? Taeyong was always the first one to arrive in the morning and the last one to leave. Maybe they just didn't have time together". "That sucks" Haechan said and Mark laughed but Haechan didn't smile. "I'm serious, that's gotta be the most painful reason to break up. Not because you don't love one another or have grown apart but you can't be together". "Why can't they?" Doyoung asked and Haechan frowned and went to explain again but Doyoung shook his head. "No I know the reason but can't we do anything to help him? Take some of his work from him or something?". Johnny shrugged "that's not a bad idea". "Yeah but Taeyong's a perfectionist" Jaehyun pointed out "would he even let us?". "Maybe...for Y/n" Jungwoo said and the guys all paused. Surely if anything would motivate Taeyong it was you. "If she's not with Suga" Mark said and all the guys winced but it was true, that could be the fatal flaw in their plan.

Meanwhile, you were across town on your date with Suga.

So far it was going really well. Suga looked amazing and had made you laugh the whole car ride here. You were on your third drink and were feeling a little affected by the alcohol, that's probably why you flinched so hard when you saw a guy who looked like Taeyong walk in. Suga noticed and looked around "what?" when he saw the guy standing near the door and he frowned "do you know him?". You shook your head "no he just looks like someone I know and I thought it was him". Suga nodded and inspected the guy "he kind of looks like Taeyong" and you blinked in shock. Suga smirked "is that who you thought it was?". "Yes actually" you laughed and Suga smiled "but aren't you two friends, why would you be anxious to see him". You paused "I guess we're friends but it's complicated". Suga smiled "I think I can guess how". "He was the guy I was involved with" you said and Suga nodded "I thought it might be him, so you dated, broke up and then got back together?". You shook your head "we were still broken up we just fell back into old habits". Suga nodded "I get that it happens, I saw the two of you chatting earlier and you seemed like friends. That's good". You nodded "we're on good terms but I can't ever imagine being friends with him it's too..." you were going to say painful but decided against it. "It's just not a good idea" you said and Suga nodded "fair enough" and he changed the conversation.

You had a few more drinks and then Suga made sure you got home and walked you to the door. You had a kiss goodnight and walked in very excited to tell your members. They were all waiting up for you and screamed when you told them you'd kissed Suga. You told them all the details of the date and they gushed over everything from Suga complimenting your producer skills to him letting you connect your phone to his car to play what you wanted. You smiled brightly as you told them everything and the girls were genuinely thrilled for you. You'd left out the biggest thing though...although the kiss was good it wasn't as good as your kisses with Taeyong. They didn't compare to his kisses and you didn't stop thinking about Taeyong the whole time.

You hoped the Taeyong effect, as you were calling it in your head, was just a product of him being your most serious boyfriend. When your brain thought of romance, love, sex or anything along those lines it thought of Taeyong. It was a habit which your brain had learned but habits could be changed and the brain could learn new connections. So you carried on dating Suga and tried to re-enforce to your brain that this was your new relationship now. This was the new go-to when it thought of anything romantic and it seemed to be working. Suga was impressive, cool and hot. Dates with him were always special and he made you smile a lot. You were sometimes in awe of him and you felt that as you watched him in the producer's booth.

Suga had invited you over to his home studio so he could show you some things and just to hang out. The second you walked in you were impressed because Suga had the high-tech stuff, technology you didn't even have at your official recording studio. You asked Suga to show you how it worked and he gave you a quick demo and played around making some random song to show you. You watched as he plunked notes and a beat out of thin air and were so impressed. He demonstrated all the cool stuff he could do with his technology and had actually created a song by the end of it! Suga was enjoying himself so didn't realise you'd gone quiet until a minute later. "Y/n?" he asked realising you hadn't spoke and he turned to see you staring at him with a very serious expression. "Wow you're so good" you said and Suga smiled because you looked turned on.

"I am huh?" he asked coming closer and you nodded "you just made a song to show me how your tech works, like that wasn't a song you'd been working on or anything right?". "Nope" Suga said and you shook your head "you're actually amazing, how are you that good? I've never met anyone as talented as you and it's so...". "Hot?" Suga asked and you smiled "took the words right out of my mouth". "Funny" Suga said looking you up and down "that's exactly what I was going to say to you" before kissing you.

You and Suga had kissed before but this was a lot more passionate because you were both excited. So the kiss turned more and more needy and you loved it. Suga was decisive and knew what he wanted which was a quality you loved. You were enjoying yourself but as things started progressing you began to become very self-aware of the situation and exactly what Suga was doing because the only guy you'd been with recently was Taeyong. You were familiar with Taeyong and enjoyed being with him and your brain was confused what was going on and why Taeyong wasn't the one here with you. Suga had different moves and although they were good they were new and it took you a second to process that. Suga noticed your hesitation and paused "are you okay?". You nodded "yeah I'm good keep going" but the second Suga continued you flinched. You reacted on instinct and slightly pushed Suga away from you.

He froze as did you and he quickly moved back from you "are you sure you're okay?" he asked. "I'm fine, I'm fine" you said "I don't think I can sleep with you tonight but I think it's just because I haven't been with anyone but Taeyong in a while" you said "it's just a learning process, I'll get it eventually" you said and Suga smiled. "Y/n you're not meant to learn to like someone, it should already be there". You blinked "no but I do like you! You're cool, hot, funny, sweet and so nice" you said "please don't let this convince you I'm not into you". Suga looked at you unsure but his expression wasn't unkind. "See I have no doubt you like me and do think I'm attractive" Suga agreed "I can see that much in your eyes but I don't think that means you're into me or want me. Partly because it's just not there but also because you want Taeyong".

You blinked shocked to hear Suga say that. That thought had been lingering in the back of your mind for a while but hearing someone say it aloud shocked you, let alone Suga. "I...that's preposterous! I ended it with him, we broke up over a year ago". "I know" Suga said "but you two clearly had a good connection and something special. Just because it's not logical to want him doesn't mean you don't want him. The heart's emotional not logical". You sighed "but I don't want to want him! It didn't work and those problems won't just go away! I want to want you!" you cried and Suga could tell you were upset. He gently approached you and hugged you which made you burst into tears.

Suga soothed you and calmed you down. A few minutes later you pulled back and sighed "I'm sorry for wasting your time". "Don't be silly!" Suga said "you did no such thing, I enjoyed spending time with you and you don't owe me anything by dating me". You smiled "see you're the perfect guy!" and Suga laughed. "Just not for you" he said softly "and I don't know what the issues between you and Taeyong were but I think if you both want this badly enough you'll find a way. You can do it".

Suga's words stayed on your mind constantly. You had no idea if they were true and part of you was terrified to find out. Plus it wasn't like Taeyong was just waiting for you with open arms...or so you thought.

Taeyong had been in a worse state than even lately. The guys noticed how he didn't seem to sleep. He'd be the last one to get home and the first one gone in the morning. He threw himself to work to an unhealthy level and his appetite was way down. He soon started losing weight and didn't have his usual sparkly smile. He forced it on stage but the guys could see this wasn't something he could healthily maintain and so they decided to sit their leader down and tell him their plan.

Taeyong rushed through the door and started calling for his members. "Johnny, Taeil, Doyoung?" he called before running into the living room and stopping dead in his tracks. All the members were sat there, calmly waiting which wasn't what Johnny's "SOS GET HOME NOW!" text had suggested was happening at home. "What going on?" Taeyong asked "what's wrong?". "Nothing's wrong hyung he just need to talk to you" Haechan said and Taeyong frowned "I was in the middle of work, what's so important I had to rush home to talk about it?" he asked. "You" Doyoung said simply.

"We've noticed how unhappy you've been" Johnny said "and we know it's because you miss Y/n". Your name immediately made Taeyong freeze up and he sighed "this is about Y/n? There's no use talking about her. She doesn't want me and we're done". "But that first bit isn't true" Taeil said "Y/n never stopped wanting you, the problem has always been she wanted more than you could give. You weren't around enough to properly spend time with her". "So?" Taeyong asked "differing words don't change the meaning. She's not here and can't be". "Why?" Mark asked "surely if things changed you could be with her". "Yes" Taeyong nodded "but for that to happen I'd have to leave NCT and do you guys want rid of me that badly?". That was met with a chorus of disagreeing voices. "No of course not!" Jungwoo cried and Jaehyun shook his head "that's not what we're saying". "We just want to help you" Yuta said and Taeyong looked at him "help me? But how can any of you help me with that? You can't date Y/n for me". Yuta smiled at the idea "we're not suggesting that hyung but how about we help you out so you actually have time to date her?". "Help me out?" Taeyong asked and Johnny nodded "you do so much hyung but there are a lot of us, let us help you and then you can get your girl". "What would you help with?" Taeyong asked and all the guys started giving suggestions making Taeyong realise they were taking this seriously and had put thought into this.

"Guys this is all really sweet but I think we're overlooking one thing. Y/n's moved on. She's dating Suga and if I'm honest I saw it coming. They always got on and he's her type. She doesn't want me so thank you for everything but I won't be needing your help". "But hyung we have to do something to help you" Jungwoo said and Taeyong smiled "I know I've been pushing it lately and I will try and reign it back in". "Well on that note then how about we take the afternoon off and rest? You need a good meal and an afternoon with your friends". Taeyong paused as he had a million things he wanted to do back at work but he heard his friends' concerns so nodded. "That sounds great" and all the guys cheered.

Once again your Twice members only had to look at you when you got back from Suga's studio to know something had happened. The story spilt out of you and you told them everything from still wanting Taeyong and how that made you feel like such an idiot. "Y/n you're not an idiot for loving someone" Nayeon said and you looked at her "aren't I? For loving someone I can't have? Not to mention for not being able to love a much more suitable guy". "Y/n you can't force yourself to love someone nor should you" Jeongyeon said "and the fact you still love Taeyong...maybe it does mean something". You rolled your eyes "Taeyong's not going to change overnight. There's no use going down that road and I don't want any more pep talks". "Fine" Jihyo said and you blinked shocked she wasn't going to try. Jihyo knew you really just meant you were scared and didn't know how to say that. She challenged you and kept eye contact with you until you folded. "How do I even...what am I meant to do?" you asked tears forming in your eyes and Jihyo caught you in a hug.

The girls comforted you the best they could but you were still terrified and had no idea what you could do if anything. So you fell into a rut. The girls had never seen you so monotone and you avoided everything you could. Work, friends, anything social...you hid yourself away as if giving up. Nothing the girls could do could get you out of your slump and they were worried about you. "Do we talk to Taeyong?" Tzuyu asked and Dahyun shook her head "and say what? We can't betray her trust like that". "Well what if we didn't tell him anything?" Mina asked "what if we just brought the two of them together". "To do what?" Momo asked and Mina shrugged "to see one another. I remember before Taeyong could tell just from looking at Y/n if she had a cold or was okay, stupid stuff like that. Maybe he'll see she's hurting and help?". "It's worth a shot" Sana agreed and Jihyo sighed "time for some tough leader love then. What's the next event where NCT will be present?". Nayeon quickly scanned their schedule and came back with some charity event taking place next week. "Perfect" Jihyo said and taking a breath, she made her way to your room.

You hadn't fought Jihyo when she said you had to be at this event but you weren't happy. Luckily they had a free bar which you were making full use of. You were on your third drink when you spotted Taeyong. He was surrounded by his boys and you could barely see him but still he caught your eye. You looked away as if it burnt and headed in the opposite direction but Taeyong just followed you.

He followed you through another room but lost you in the ballroom. He sighed confused when he felt someone next to him "hey Taeyong, are you okay?" Jihyo asked. He nodded "yeah I'm okay I was just wondering how Y/n was. I saw her and was about to come over but she ran off". Jihyo nodded "I saw her come through here and was going to head over to her but then I saw you. She's outside over there" she said pointing to some doors. Taeyong hesitated "should I go? She looked upset". "I think there's some things you need to discuss" Jihyo said carefully and Taeyong paused "oh okay" and then hurried through the doors.

"I'm fine Jihyo!" you said when you heard the doors open and heard a chuckle follow. "Wow am I glad I'm not Jihyo, the way you said her name could kill" Taeyong said and you spun around "Taeyong I...sorry I thought you were someone else". "Yes Jihyo, what did she do to deserve such anger?". You sighed "it's complicated but I kind of don't want to talk about it". Taeyong nodded "okay well do you mind if I sit with you?" he asked recalling how to get you to open up to him he usually gave you time to feel comfortable and soften. You nodded to him and sat in quiet for a few minutes before you spoke "I've just been in a terrible mood lately and a bit of a slump. I'd love a night off from it". Taeyong smiled "well why not take a night off?". You looked at him with raised eyebrows "yeah I'd love that but it's not so easy to opt out of a bad mood". Taeyong smiled "I know trust me but you know the best medicine to help? Alcohol".

Despite you explaining you'd already drank and didn't feel anything Taeyong blamed it on your "super-human" tolerance and insisted on doing shots. He returned with a whole tray full and an hour later they were all gone and you were feeling better...Taeyong probably had something to do with that too.

He had experience working you out of moods and you smiled more with him than you had all week. "It's so horrible too!" you cried "because I know I'm being moody and mean to my members but I can't help myself" you admitted, "like I have this self-destructive desire or something". Taeyong shook his head "you're not a self-destructive person Y/n. You're just having a shit time and you're allowed to have a shit time! You don't always have to be cheery and happy you know?". "Huh, I never thought of it like that" you admitted and Taeyong smiled "good thing I'm here right?". You nodded before looking down "yeah but not at all the time". Taeyong paused "well I can be, you have my number and if you ever need me Y/n you only have to call. I'd be there in a heartbeat". You nodded but knew you'd never do that. it would be a slippery slope and would lead to your craving Taeyong more and just falling for him all over again...as if you'd ever fallen out of love with him.

"What is it?" Taeyong asked noticing you were hard in thought and you shook your head "do you ever feel like fate fucked us over?". You didn't swear too much, Taeyong recalled you probably only swore twice the whole time you were together and so hearing you say fuck made him laugh. He chuckled and nodded "a little, why? Do you?". You nodded "majorly" and Taeyong nodded "why? I agree but why". You sighed "because no matter how hard I try all I want is you".

Taeyong sat up taller and was jolted awake like you'd passed electricity through him. "What?" he asked and you sighed again. "We tried dating and it didn't work. We tried hooking up but that didn't get us anywhere. I've tried dating other guys but it didn't work. Suga was perfect too. Good looking, successful, similar interests, impressive and so hot but I couldn't... with him. It just felt wrong" you confessed. "So you're not together?" Taeyong asked and you shook your head "see what I mean? Why would the world attract me to you but make you so unattainable". "I'm not unattainable Y/n I'm right here" Taeyong said and you shook your head as he came closer "Taeyong we've been here before". "No we haven't" he said grabbing tour hand "Y/n I want you, I need you, there will never be anyone for me except you". "But we didn't work" you said and Taeyong shook his head "well things are different now. Work is a lot more relaxed, I can finally be the boyfriend you deserve". "But what happens if it gets busy again, things will just go back to how they were" you said walking away but Taeyong followed you. "Even if they do, I've discussed it with the guys and they've agreed to help me". "What?" you asked and he nodded "to be completely honest they came up with the idea. They noticed I'd been miserable and worked out why we broke up. When they did that they also decided to do something about it. They all came to me with suggestions of how they can help". "Really?" you asked in quiet disbelief and Taeyong nodded smiling softly "Johnny offered to make sure the sessions start and end on time, Mark's happy taking the lead on rap sections, Jaehyun will help coordinate all our stylist appointments, Taeil said he'll step up and do any promotions I can't, Doyoung said he'd make sure everyone was out of the house time, Yuta will assist with Japanese pronunciations, Jungwoo is going to keep everyone motivated and Haechan promised not to misbehave". You smiled "that's so sweet of them" and Taeyong nodded "it is....Y/n after you broke stuff off I just assumed we wouldn't work too but when all the guys started coming up with those ideas I realised it was possible and I wanted to fight for you". "Why didn't you say anything before?" you asked and Taeyang shook his head "I thought you were with Suga and wanted you to be happy so I thought I'd bow out...but then I saw you tonight and I miss you" he said "I want to be your guy not Suga". "Well I think that's already been decided" you replied and kissed him. The kiss was a long one and you both only pulled away when you had to but still stayed pressed up together, hands clutching each other. "Fuck I've missed you" you said and Taeyong laughed "who the fuck are you and what have you done with Y/n?" making you laugh until he kissed you again and he didn't stop all night.

1 month later "Okay we need to stay late to finish this" a manager said and all the guys began to smile. Taeyong stood up to say his leader speech but the guys beat him to it. "We can't I'm afraid" Taeil said and the manager blinked "you can't?". Johnny nodded "per our contract, we're limited to certain hours a day and we've passed ours today so we'll all be leaving in 20 minutes as agreed". "Per your contracts?" the manager asked "are you really turning into those sort of idols? The one that don't want to work?". "Oh we'll work and we work damn hard" Jaehyun said "but we also know the limits". "We won't break them because there's too much to lose" Doyoung said. the manager shook his head in disbelief and looked to Taeyong. "Are you going to let them do this or be a leader?".

Weeks ago Taeyong would've scolded the boys and said they would stay until the job was finished. This time though he just smiled. "I think the boys couldn't have said it better. Some things are more important than work and money and I will never make that mistake again". The manager knew he'd lost and the boys all got out exactly on time.

"I love this new Taeyong!" Haechan said as they walked out together and their leader smiled. "Yeah he's so much more relaxed and fun!" Mark said before Johnny cut in "and happy! That's the main thing, he's happy". "Oh yeah that too" Mark said and Johnny rolled his eyes.

Taeyong nodded along with Jonhny because it was true he was happier even since he'd gotten back together with you. He just felt balanced and settled for the first time since you'd broken up. He was eating normally again and had already put some weight back on which you were so thrilled with. He was sleeping properly and overall just looked healthier! The boys knew he was happier because he smiled and laughed so much more now. Laughter among other noises were sounds they frequently heard coming from his room and they couldn't be happier for their leader.

"I guess Y/n's just that effective a treatment for sadness" Taeil said and Yuta laughed "duh the person you're in love with works for when you're sad!". "Shhh!" Taeyong said because they'd just come to the square where you were waiting for him. "She can't hear us" Yuta said "plus even if she could she knows you love her". "Yeah but I haven't said it properly to her yet since we got back together and I want it to be special" Taeyong said going even pinker as you waved to him. "But didn't you do that the first time you told her you loved her?". "Yeah but I feel like she deserves another confession, all things considered". "You're so romantic Taeyong" Haechan sighed loudly so you could hear and Taeyong shot him a glare before smiling at you "hey Y/n".

"Hey" you said kissing his cheek "now why are you so romantic? What were you saying about me?". "No reason" Taeyong said and you pouted and turned to Haechan "what was he saying about me?". Taeyong thought the guys would rat him out in a second but they all refused to tell you. "You'll enjoy the surprise, hang in there Y/n" Johnny said and Jungwoo assured you it was worth the wait. You eyed Taeyong skeptically, still pouting until he pulled you to his side and kissed you making you forget to be angry. This was also Taeyong's little trick of getting the boys to go and leave you two alone and it worked because when you opened your eyes they were gone.

The two of you started walking towards a restaurant for your date and you looked at Taeyong "you really won't tell me?". "No!" he said adamantly and you sighed "fine but it better be worth the wait".

It definitely was. When Taeyong told you he loved you again (literally the next day because he couldn't wait longer than that) a calm elated feeling settled over you because you knew this was exactly where you were meant to be all along. You were home.

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