#the tags after this will just be annoyed ranting so if you dont want to potentially ruin your mood dont read further

[nthflower]

Tumblr is always like social norms are evil and stupid and hurt people that doesn't fit in (which is extremely true and I say this all the time too)

But the moment someone do something here stupid everybody is like turn into hive mind and bully them.(not racism or bigoted stuff like terfs idk I am talking about just weird things)

Like people preach be yourself, current social norms are fucked up then mock you for not following Tumblr culture or whatever.

#people who make angry posts to other users about tumblr etiquette etc. #like how dare you spam liking my blog how can you not know this is wrong why are you not thinking #or how dare you asking them something because you cared you clowns go learn unwritten tumblr interaction etiquette rules #we love people who dont understand social norms easily tho 😌 #ughhhhh i am angry #and this is not about me btw all my interactions in Tumblr was amazing following and follower #but some other post that u saw #like yeah they are annoying maybe why are you mocking or smugly mean about it just teach them whats wrong #like its my neurodivergency i know but i genuinely can't see sometimes not wrong i only can find patterns but not explain them #and if you tell me instead of mocking whats wrong here i can then see my problem and just fix it and also it would be amazing for me too #i would also develop as a person #this is my strategy irl tbh first i explain someone what's makes me feel wrong and bad about their thing #then if they don't understand after a while and its hurting me i just then be angry to them and say okay this persom is stupid/annoying #anyways i just especially after starting therapy stopped judging people even when how much weird weird they are #i cant know without asking and i can be same too #rant #long long tags #i should learn telepathy so much i want telepathy its only communication way that would satisfy me

[aemondtragaryen-archived]

💭

#i need to rant so I’m going to do it in the tags #I went on spring break with a friend I made this past fall when I transferred to my current university #and we have known each other for quite a few months before we planned it and I thought it would be fun #but during the trip she was really mean to me #like making fun of me for anything being passive aggressive and just making me walk on egg shells the entire week #by the end I was gaslighting myself and just overall felt terrible #I saw her the week after we got back to get a purse I let her borrow but after that I did not see her at all #and she hasn't reached out to me #which is so weird bc before the trip we would hang out almost every day or every other day getting lunch together all the time etc #but I don't want to reach out to her at all but also im annoyed she isn't reaching out to me like I wasn't the one who was horrible #and the worst part is after the trip she was super nice again like right as we got off the train #and it is very clear she thinks everything is fine and nothing is wrong. that is to say she thinks what she did to me was not a problem #and it is so hard to be friends with her because how tf am I even supposed to be okay with her #but now I feel so lonely bc with my other friends I dont see them as much as I saw her so now I feel so alone and lonely #and I dont want to complain about this to my friend bc she heard enough about it already #but now I feel like im starting over bc I only have more casual friends now :(( #ugh I feel like shit but it really annoys me that she isn't reaching out. I dont even want to see her I just want to be like #no I cant see you blah blah blah #yes that is childish no I do not care! bye

[alchemiclee]

as a fellow introvert; we are social creatures. introverts who purposefully see no one for months on end are usually just in a cycle where its been so long since they’ve hung out that it’s too intimidating for them to do anymore. i 100% feel tired after hanging out with my friends but i DO also feel happy and refreshed! tl;dr - you’re super normal lol. try to reach out to a couple people just to chat this week <3

thanks for reaching out I really appreciate it❤️ but I have to rant a bit. I allow you to ignore it!

I wish to not be a social creature because going too long without having a friend to talk to or not having someone to talk with almost daily feels bad and it's so hard to have a friend when I need one D:

i've been reaching out to people for the last few weeks or so but they don't reach back. try playing games with people but they play with their other friends or dont feel like playing. invite people to hang out but they say maybe and never give an answer or don't respond.

I don't want to bother my closest friends in our group chat too much in our group chat but the chat is mostly me sending messages with no response and even couple times saying I need a friend when I was having bad days but they didn't want to chat and I dont want to force anyone to entertain my lonely depressed ass. (especially when all I really needed was to talk about the new star rail stuff to distract me but I don't think they've finished it yet so I don't want to spoil) they live together so they always have to socialize and probably make each other tired without needing to add me to it.

so i've also been trying to reach out to new people, like joining twitch chats again for the first time in years. but that never goes well and doesn't satisfy my social needs. too many people talking at once and being the new person no one cares about and all....getting to know a new is very exhausting. but it's so hard to just be able to skip all that getting to know each other stuff jump straight into talking about a thing we both like (in this case it's star rail and cosplay and maybe art) I don't have enough already-known people to reach out to and i'm too tired to do the small talk dance until it's appropriate to jump into special interest territory. being autistic is so exhausting. I with to be one of those rare autistics I sometimes hear about that have 0 interest in social interaction at all

so as you can see, i'm trying. so hard. to the point I'm exhausting myself. it's been too much work for no payoff and makes things feel worse when the outcome isn't what I need and its constant reaching with no one grabbing my hand back. so I keep making annoying tumblr posts about it. i'm so sorry to anyone that reads my nonsense 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 this is a normal thing with me but it's usually kept to my other blog that's reserved for more serious posts like this but I tried posting here as a way to "reach out" and see if it invites any friendly friends or something but I don't think i'm doing it right...

(but I am going to a con tomorrow with someone I haven't talked to in like 2 years. but we don't have anything in common anymore so theres not much to talk about. he's the only person who responded to me after trying to reach out for like a month but I fear it will only exhaust me being around too many people and not help this gross need to have a deeper connecting socialization D:)

#i dont know how to ask for attention without asking for attention because attention seeking is bad and annoying #the more needy and annoying you come off the more people will ignore you. saying i need someone to talk to or hang out with gets me ignored #but being vague gets me also ignored???? like just trying to start a convo by throwing things out randomly doesnt work either #so if i cant be direct or indirect or invite people or ask to be invited or anything else ive tried ehst do i do? #how do i satisfy this stupid social need im cursed with? it takes me a month or 3 to recover from socializing so its not like i always ask #but its still too much. and “you need to find the right people” isnt helpful. because how!!! ive been looking for that for 30 years lmao #i just need someone to invite me and always invite me every time and always reach out first every time (well not every time. just dont make #me be the one every time because thats how it usually seems to go) #but no one wants to do the work and tell me when its ok to bother them. if i bother someone too many times in a row and get no response #then i will stop and wait. and wait. and wait. and give up eventually. or after certain amount of rejections i give up. #so that i dont come off as needy and attention seeking and obnoxious. if people want me they can come to me. and when no one does #that just feels bad. i hate that it feels bad. i wish to make that stop. i wish to turn off feelings. #i cannot figure out the line between bothering someone too much or just enough. how much am i required to push people #and how much is too much where i snap the line while trying to reel them in? because ive snapped more times than ive caught #or the bait just gets completely ignored and i get bored of waiting #oops im slipping into metaphor territory now. that means its time to stop saying words. #hopefully no one reads my annoying tags. i just needed a free space to ramble and vent amd tags are lile little whispers to do that in #but also it is autism acceptance month. people should be adopting a local autistic(me) person to show them what having friends is like #lee rants #im being super particular about how i need to socialize right now as well. dont want trauma bonding/life talks/depression sharing type stuff #only want special interest light hearted goofy fun talks. but those are so hard to do. its easy for people to default into doom conversation #but its hard to keep them on my topic of interest and to stay positive 😭

[reefyslider]

How dare you say we piss on the poor

#yes i am way more invested in the overworked blorbo poll that id like to #the tags after this will just be annoyed ranting so if you dont want to potentially ruin your mood dont read further #oh my god the question is literally which is your FAVOURITE overworked blorbo #not which one is MORE overworked #it doesnt matter if the character is a child or an adult #who do you LIKE more??? #at this point i hate molly just because how much people annoy me #yes it is extremely childish but i do not care #i hope susan wins and that people would stop getting so invested in these polls #im people #OR THAT PEOPLE LEARN TO FUCKING READ #uuggghhhh #im annoyed at myself and everyone who insists molly should win bc shes more overworked #insist she should win bc you love her smth or bc you like her more out of the two

[yrieso]

tonight i am thinking about how it really pisses me off when i tell people my dads deaf and a lot of people's immediate response is "im sorry" like bitch i said he's deaf not DEAD why do you feel the need to say im sorry. like really, why do you think you should apologize for that? huh?

#it's just. hmmm urg. it's infuriating!!!! #next time someone says that im gonna say ''and im sorry yours is brunette. you see hoe stupid that sounds? that's how stop YOU sound rn'' #like idk it might be different if he went deaf later in life but my dad went deaf when he was 4 months old so it's not like #i've had the experience of having a hearing dad and suddenly i don't??? it's literally been my whole life AND his whole life too #im too tired to really articulated my thoughts on this but i feel like i shouldn't really have to explain #why it's so stupid and frustrating to me when you tell me you're sorry my dad is deaf right after learning that #my dad being deaf has had almost 0 negative impact on my life and it's actually given me a lot of cool things #like i wouldn't have learned sign language if he were hearing!! do u know how cool it is to #know a whole other LANGUAGE with your parents and how good it feels to flex that you know more than #your siblings bc they only know the basics of asl #because it feels SO GOOD to flex that #i get to watch tv with my dad at loud volumes that my friends dont get in their house #i learned to read earlier because i was always used to reading captions on the tv and im a quick reader too #when YOU flick the lights on and off your dad would be annoyed. MINE knows im trying to get his attention and he can't hear me #if i don't want to see what he's saying i just take my glasses off. problem solved. #idk i have a lot of thoughts about this but i've ranted and rambled enough in the tags #yriesodottumblrdotcom

[cakeheavenly999]

Practice After School

toxic!jamil viper x fem!reader wc: 1443 tags: jamil is toxic/choking/not enough prep/cervix kissing not beta read!

hi hi hi everyone! this is something i made for fun! i had some jmeal brainrot and i needed to post it! i made this really fast so dont worry about mistakes!

the basketball court was empty. all of the basketball club members had gone back to their respective dorms for the day. except jamil. he was angrily dribbling the ball against the linoleum as you sat in on the bleachers with a frown. nrc had lost yet another game. according to jamil and his long rants, it was the fault of ace and floyd arguing over the ball and floyd gut punching someone on the opposing team. had they not had so many fouls and a sense of teamwork they wouldve had the game in the bag. It had pissed him off and you would be the one to face the consequences of his teams actions until jamil had felt better. he had stayed after school for about an hour now and the sun was starting to set. the soft swoosh of the mesh net caused you to lift your eyes from your phone as jamil continued to practice with his audience of 1. you didnt mind waiting and watching. but jamil only looked more and more frustrated with each layup and rebound.

it was time to go. at least for you. you wanted to change out of your outfit of black leggings and your oversized nrc sweatshirt and your long white socks that stuck out of your sneakers. you stood from where you sat in the bleachers, making your way down to the court where he continued to practice. his long braided bun was starting to fall loose and he was shimmering from a thin film of sweat coating his cinnamon brown skin. he was panting softly as he dribbled mindlessly. back and forth, switching from his right hand to his left. his grey eyes were locked on the mesh net and you could see his pink tongue poking out from the corner of his lips. “jamil?” you called his name, and he didnt hear you. let alone notice you. “jamil!” you snapped him out of his concentrated state and he snapped his head in your direction. his eyes scanned over you and he looked annoyed that you had called his name. “if youre tired of waiting then just go. stop acting like im holding you captive here.” he scoffed and went back to dribbling. his practice jersey had fallen untucked from his shorts. jamil was pushing himself too hard. 

you sighed and crossed your arms over your chest. “you dont have to take everything out on me. its not my fault the team lost.” you clicked your tongue and the sound of dribbling had stopped. you had his attention. 

“youre so quick to blame everyone else. but hey, if youre so perfect? carry the team next time if it bothers you so much.” you huffed with annoyance as his face began to contort with anger. jamil had no right to be such an asshole to you. even if you usually took the verbal abuse (and rarely physical) he still had no right. your eyes locked with his and you could feel your body suddenly growing heavy. “do you have to be so mouthy?” he asked you a question. jamil was using his unique magic on you again. it wasnt the first time hes used this spell on you. it wasnt that you liked it, but you did always feel extra turned on when he did. the lack of control left your thighs trembling and your cotton panties sticky. “im mouthy because youre mean to me.” you spoke honestly as you swayed back and forth. jamils eyes were scanning you over again. “undress, just the bottom half.” he commanded with an uncaring tone. why should he care about being ‘mean’ to you. he would apologize by getting you something expensive as his im sorry gift so he wouldnt have to say it himself. and you would be staying by his side as always. 

your hands were slow as you hooked your thumbs into the waistband of your black leggings and pulled them down along with your seamless, dark brown colored panties. you went to take them off along with your shoes until jamil grabbed you by your arm. “youre moving too slow.” his grip was so rough. you flinched in your hypnotized state and yelped when he tossed you to the ground. hes just in a bad mood. your heart raced as he pulled on your ankle, slipping between your legs as your bunched leggings and panties locked him in place. you sat up on your arms, watching in a daze as jamil nudged his shorts down to expose his hardened cock. long, and not too thick. it always hit your cervix, even when you cried out that he was too deep he wouldnt stop. jamil would impale you over and over with his cock until your pussy was overflowing with his pearlescent sperm and you felt that familiar soreness in your tummy. you struggled to fight back your soft moans as he rolled his hips back and forth against your throbbing pussy. the veins and the feeling of his tip rubbing against your clit made you shudder. you wanted more. but pride was preventing you from begging. “whats with that face?” jamil asked. he still sounded annoyed. you looked up at him and winced when his other hand wrapped around your throat and pinned you against the hard linoleum floor. he was so rough when he was mad. but where others saw pain you found pleasure. “im sorry jamil.” you apologized under a moan and he started to squeeze. your lungs started to burn from the lack of air and you noticed his displeasure. “no, you know you arent supposed to use my name during sex. are you an idiot?” he growled and you shook your head. 

“m’sorry master.” you whimpered as he smacked his cock against your slick opening. “sorry for what?” he growled and demanded an answer. “sorry for being mouthy.” you wheezed out as he relaxed his hand and allowed you to breathe. “very good.” he purred with another smack of his hard cock against your opening. he adjusted himself to be lined up with your entrance. with a shallow push, he had fit the tip of his cock inside. jamil was throbbing, a soft ‘fuuuck’ left his lips as you moaned with the desire for more. you wanted all of him buried inside of you. he gave your throat another sudden squeeze which pulled a strangled cry out of your mouth. jamil began to force the rest of his cock inside as your thighs shook. the lack of air. the familiar fullness. the disrespect. you enjoyed it. you always did. 

“open your mouth. stick out your tongue.” he commanded with a firm tone as you relaxed your jaw and stuck out your tongue per jamils command. he gathered up saliva in his mouth, and spat on your pink tongue. your heart was racing again as you savored the taste of his spit. when he told you to savor the taste, you were delighted to. his hips began with slow and shallow thrusts, the sound of skin against skin echoed in the empty gymnasium as he began to move deeper and deeper inside of you for that special spongy spot he loved so much. you were getting hot in your sweatshirt, but you didnt have the power to inform jamil. you allowed him to fuck you against the linoleum floor. his free hand steadying himself above you as he pounded into your tight hole, finally smacking your cervix. “so deep master…” you whined as tears pricked your eyes. over and over again he smashed the tip of his cock into your cervix where he knew he would bruise you. where he knew you would end up sore and struggling to walk. jamil fought to bite back his moans and shook his head. his braided bun finally falling loose as he hunched over you to continue drilling you with his cock. all of his anger. all of his frustration. he planned to fuck it into you. you couldnt take much more and quickly came unraveled. your legs shook from your orgasm as jamil fucked you through it. the slick coated his cock and he was able to move faster. with the stutter of his hips and the strangled threat of him on the edge of cumming, you leaned up to kiss jamil. you were rewarded with a small peck as he snapped his hips against you. falling boneless as his cock pulsated and filled you with his thick sperm. you could feel it overflowing from your hole and pooling beneath you with the mixture of your slick. 

you loved it. 

#꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱hentai! #jamil viper #twst jamil #jamil x reader #jamil x yuu #jamil x mc #jamil x oc #jamil x you #jamil x y/n #jamil #jamil viper x reader #jamil viper x yuu #jamil viper smut

[player1064]

Carraville drabble prompt: wine tipsy gary or carra getting too sweet and mushy and complimentary and just TOO MUCH in the comment section of the other's instagram.

I LOOOOOVE TIPSY CARRAVILLE AND I LOVE! LIGHTWEIGHT GARY!!

just a short n sweet one, bc I woke up to this prompt in the carraville discord and couldn't resist

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[Image:  Jamie mid rant, he’s wearing his glasses and reading out something from his phone]

gneville2 he is so fkin annoying ❤️

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gneville2 posted a story

[Video: an awkward selfie angle of Gary – his phone lying on the table or propped up against a glass – he’s resting his chin on his hands and is nodding and humming while you can just about hear Jamie ranting in the background]

gneville2 active listening 🤔👂

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23_carra shared a story by gneville2

23_carra he fell asleep at table not 5 minutes later 😂🥴🍷

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@GNev2 8 premier leag titles jamessssss

@GNev2 ‘dominated europe’ my arse. got more ucl titles thn him

@GNev2 GOT MORE THN TITI & @MicahRichards TOO!! whts cbs want w that lot

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[Image: Jamie standing up doing match commentary]

23_carra I bloody love football (posted 2 years ago)

Comments (290)           gneville2 🍑🍑🍑

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Comments (150)           gneville2 so unfortnute lookin

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Comments (110)           gneville2 nvm its good face just shame abt th scouser thing

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Comments (300)           gneville2 take it OFF james

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Comments (270)           gneville2 hiiiiiii gorjus           gneville2 georgious           gneville2 gorguose

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[Image: Selfie of Jamie, red from drinking and smirking at the camera.  Gary’s arms are loosely wrapped around him and his head is resting on his shoulder, eyes closed. From the positioning, he must be sat on Jamie’s lap]

23_carra after just 1 bottle… he wouldn’t last a day in liverpool 🍷🍷

Comments (430)           23_carra COULD EVEN SAY HE BOTTLED IT 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣                     gneville2 that dont even make sense though does it

#GOD they are so insufferable I adore them #also please imagine that all of Gary's tweets and comments are made while he's ignoring jamie's rant #but jamie is too Into It to notice that gary's not listening #carraville #drabbles

[wisconsin2002]

(Okay I'll keep this Short cause I'm annoyed as I had a better written post earlier for this topic but tumblr had an error and all my shit got deleted and I can't be bothered to write it all again as I just don't care all that much anymore) very well then lets continue

"ANDREA IS NOT LIKE AMITY BLIGHT!"

Thank you. I Almost forgot to hear that for the 455th time in this fandom.

Okay let me make things perfectly clear.

If you dont like Andrea. Awesome. I Respect that cause it's your opinion

If you outright hate her and think she should stay a bratty instagram live bitch.

Cool... Sweet...you do you man.

If you're chill and think she's redeemable but not exactly a good person yet.

EVEN BETTER. Completely respect that.

But PLEASE... For the love of lucifer

Don't go to every fucking Mollandrea shipper or Andrea stans looking for small crumbs of content of her and start saying

Idk where that argument even came from and quite frankly idc anymore. I'm just tired of hearing it because

YEAH YOU'RE RIGHT.

Andrea is not Amity.

But that still doesn't stop Andrea from following a path of growth in her life and becoming a more open minded and caring person. Many characters have gone down that path of growth and redemption way before Amity was even written into existence. Or did yall really think that Amity was the first ever character to get a redemption arc? And therefore every character who makes that positive change in their life must be like Amity? Nah fam characters have had and will continue to have redemption arcs way after Amity has completed her story.

Now the other argument I've seen is Mollandrea is taking away attention from Molliby.

(in general. I don't give a flying cockadoodle pickle who Molly ends up with if she ends up with any of the girls. I'm just here to see Andrea grow as a character. But I know there is Mollandrea shippers out there and this next section is in their defense)

Mollandrea is taking away attention from Molliby? Really? 💀

I know yall don't even believe that lie.

You sit here and tell me with a straight face that Mollandrea has had more content and attention than Molliby, even tho Molliby is 95% of content in this fanbase. Yeah I call bullshit.

Mollandrea shippers literally take their asses to Devían art and or Instagram tags to find content of the Ship cause there's little to none here at all. How did yall reach that conclusion? Count the fan arts, fanfics, and on top of that the content of the show itself and you come running back to me and tell me with a straight face Mollandrea has more content and it's taken away attention. Go ahead I'll wait.

Idk man. I wanted to bring up more to this topic to talk about but I've lost the care for this topic when tumblr completely deleted the progress in the post I was working on primarily the first time.

So enjoy this little "rant" I guess. Idk wtf I would call this tbh.

#the ghost and molly mcgee #andrea davenport #mollandrea

[woweekazow33]

CW AND TW: sh, angst, and Grim generally being a bitch

Your name is Grim Balinsky, and you just majorly fucked up. You are a freshly thirteen year old girl, standing in front of the person you loathed most, Evie Cooper. You would indeed call yourself a Bitch, but you wore that tag with pride. Your auntie always said that Bitches were hot, and thats what you believed your entire life. Yet you dont exactly realize that being a bitch isn't that great.

''Excuse... Excuse me?'' Evie said, in a faux warning tone that cut off your infant monologue.

''You heard me. At least when I put my wrists to a barcode machine they dont count me as laundry detergent from isle 9.'' You glared at her as you repeated your former sentence, watching her face fall as she realizes what you meant.

''Oh... Oh my god!'' Evie gasped, suddenly gripping at her sleeves. It was obvious, she never wore anything else but that stupid hoodie. It was tacky, just like her stupid snake obsession. ''You... You fucking bitch!'' You giggled, you loved getting called a bitch, it made you feel... Powerful. You then remembered people were watching, and you sighed.

''Listen, if I were you...'' You paused dramatically before leaning in and whispering, ''I would just shoot my brains out already.'' And then you left, hearing the whispers and shaky breaths fade as you left the room.

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Your name is Evie Cooper, and you.. don’t know what to do. You are a freshly thirteen year old girl, standing in front of the person you thought you were pretty good friends with, Grim Balinsky.

''Excuse... Excuse me?'' you said, not quite understanding grim’s comment, you had never been the brightest

''You heard me. At least when I put my wrists to a barcode machine they dont count me as laundry detergent from isle 9.'' She repeated, glaring what felt like a hundred daggers into you. Your face dropped immediately as you realized what she meant…

''Oh... Oh my god!'' You gasped, suddenly gripping at your sleeves. The sleeves of your favorite hood. It had a snake on the front to go with your obsession, an obsession Grim called tacky.. and maybe it was, but what did you care. ''You... You fucking bitch!'' Was all you could think to say… and then, she giggled, she fucking giggled. You didn’t know it was possible to be this angry, you didn’t know what to do you were just so angry. With all these people watching... honestly what could you do?? All you know is you didn’t want to cry.. you wouldn’t cry, you couldn’t let her win.

''Listen, if I were you...'' She paused dramatically before leaning in and whispering, ''I would just shoot my brains out already.'' And then she left. She left you in a crowd full of people. people who would try to console you, then whisper and gossip behind your back. You stopped talking to Grim after that..

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Your name is Tobi Harris, and you are indifferent about the situation. You are a freshly thirteen-year-old child who doesn't know how to reply to what snakeLord or glamorousAgitator is yapping about.

This agitating, annoying, bothersome, prick was going on and on about what she did to snakeLord. Grim apparently told her to end it all. You sigh watching the chat logs slowly be filled by her stupid rant. You could never understand why she thought being scum was cool.

gA: BRO!! evie is so annoying

gA: i like

gA: met up with them during lunch, y'kno

gA: n then

gA: i saw their... y'kno

gA: and like

gA: i had 2 call it out!!!

gT: their what

gA: their!!! y'kno!! scars..!!!

gA: no one needs to see that!!

gT: damn

gA: and then guess what i told them!!

gT: what

gA: I said, wurd for wurd...

gA: ''You heard me. At least when I put my wrists to a barcode machine they dont count me as laundry detergent from isle 9.''

gA: and then!!

gA: ''Listen, if I were you. I would just shoot my brains out already.''

gT: wow so cool and quirky

gA: IKR!!! I just cant get their face out of my head!! LMAO!!!

gA: she looked so stupid, abt to cry n shit!!

Switching to the tab with snakeLords conversation to silence the constant pings. Evie was blabbering about how much of a bitch glamorousAgitator is. did you really care? No, but any side is better than Grims.

SL: TOBO

SL: I

Sl: TOBI

SL: HELP??

SL: I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF I THINK

GT: what are you yapping about

SL: UH

SL: i’m gonna turn off my caps..

SL: so like-

SL: uhm

GT: spit it the fuck out

SL: GRIM

SL: IS FUCKING

SL: MAKING ME UPSET

SL: what am i supposed to- HOW DO I RESPOND??

GT: seriously what are you yapping about

SL: basically they like

SL: geeze.. how do i even explain

SL: she just like- IN FRONT OF EVERYONE

SL: so much things- basically just OUTING ME dor

GT: dor

SL: shhhhh…

SL: FOR like

SL: then they told me to like- kms BASICALLY

SL: AND THEY WERE GIGGLING

SL: GIGHLING!!!!

SL: after she said my arms looked like barcodes

SL: IN FRONT OF PEOPLE

SL: i thought this was all for shits anf giggles

GT: WHAT.

SL: i think

SL: maybe

SL: grim might not like me

SL: BUT WHY ARE THEY SUCH

SL: why are they so mean and they like- they ENJOY BEFING A BITCH

GT: language

SL: i think

SL: i’m going to try and explain everything that happened..

SL: in ONE MESSAGE(ikr, shocker) to get it out of my system

GT: woah

SL: SO we were like- goofing around or at least i thought we were?? thinking back now they DEFIANTLY don’t like me.. but anyway we kinda were in an argument and just OUT OF NOWHERE she just fucking “At least when I put my wrists to a barcode machine they dont count me as laundry detergent from isle 9.'' and i called her a bitch because WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?? and you know what she does??? SHE GIGGLES. SHE FLIPPING GIGGLES(there i you cursed for you) AND JUST- then she leans in and tells me i should KILL MYSELF and just- walks off after that, leaving me with this crowd of onloolers.

SL: and that’s basically what happened

SL: i think now

SL: i’m going to sleep

You yawned, watching as Evie sent her last message. Instead of giving her the advice she wished for you got up and went to your kitchen. That BLT in the fridge was calling your name

~

I wrote for Grim Balinsky (both her pov and the pesterlog)

@terrifiedtrinket wrote for Evie Cooper (both her pov and the pesterlog)

@rainyswrld wrote for Tobi Harris

#ao3 #homestuck #authors #alternative #books #reading #homestuck kidsona #kidsona #homestuck oc #homestuck fankid #angst #no comfort

[changbeens]

Sorry to butt in but as a creator seeing all this go down from afar i just need to say something

Time after time after time after time i see the same arguement being made about reblogs and liking and requests and it always comes from "doing this thing gives me anxiety" and "doing that thing annoys me" and its like.......you have options here?

1. Dont post on tumblr

2. Dont request on tumblr

3. Dont be on tumblr.

If your experiences with reblogging give you so much anxiety and the fandom creators you follow ask for merely a reblog for their content bugs you so much then why are you here in the first place. It truly baffles me that people just have the audacity to be rude or inconsiderate of others rather than just mind their own business and curate their own experience for themselves

Its truly as if people do not recognize that creators on here are not bots, we make this content for ourselves because this is our hobby and its something we love and sometimes we want to share what we love with others, which is why requests even exist, to spread our hobbies to others. So yeah, the least yoh can do is fucking reblog

The ONLY excuse for not reblogging is if A. The cc doesn't answer the ask or tag you so you have no idea if they posted it in the first place or B. You send an anon and just forget to come back and check later. I know I've done the ladder on accident before, but it doesnt mean you should be arguing against reblogging content that we put HOURS into. Yes its a hobby but its a time consuming hobby so yeah a reblog would be nice

I dont get why we constantly have to have this conversation over and over and over. Like, think about it. You wouldn't ask your friend to paint a portrait of you and not hang it on your wall, or display it somewhere? Thats mean, and your friend would be hurt, so why are you doing it to us? You wouldnt buy a piece of art just to throw it in the garage never to be touched again.

Please for the love of god, get a grip on reality

Im sorry for the rant 😭

everything you said is exactly right. i wrote out a post (actually i wrote out 3 posts and deleted them all lol) about it after publishing that ask and i likened it to requesting a painting too. i also likened it to me buying a changbin photocard but then not putting it in my binder with the other photocards and just leaving it in the envelop it was delivered in

sure, all i do is make movie posters but sometimes they take 5 hours. i could spend that 5 hours making posters for other people or playing genshin but i spent that 5 hours making a movie poster for someone that had requested it. i really dont think its too much to ask for a lil reblog if i spend 5 hours working on something specifically for you

[the-fandom-at-the-moment-blog]

I'd like to request more on the speedrunning AU pls

Gladly!

I should have clarified before but only Caleb and Essek (and to some extent Fjord) are speedrunners

The rest are other type of youtubers/streamers!

Fjord wasnt even a gamer when he accidentally joined a speedrunning community of obscure categories. The people of the community dont cheat, but they use debatable tricks. He started playing normally after meeting Caduceus

Caleb was in a very toxic speed running community where he and his peers were forced to be constantly competing. He ended up leaving and going dark for years but he started a small channel of his own where he worked on speedrunning alone. Not having the techniques of the community was hard, but developing his own and joining foreign speedrunning communities helped him find a style of his own that helped him maintain a status. He also has an account where he uploads pictures and videos of cats and Frumpkin. He also has cat ear headphones

Essek was a very famous speedrunner on the community of Xhorhas. What other people dont know its that he cheated in two of his top runs, which is holding the community back since they are trying to copy his techniques. He eventually leaves and only appears on the channels of the other Nein.

Jester plays a variety of content, but shes known for having a pastel cute persona while playing games like Doom or Dark Souls. Streamers usually have rules of not receiving food as gifts, so instead of pastries her dans send her plushies and craft that resemble cupcakes and bear claws and other sweet things.

Veth was a youtuber known for her science videos with her husband, until one day she just stopped appearing on the channel. Couple of months later a new channel appeared where she did tinkerings of all kinds, each one wilder than the last one, with caleb appearing to help her in some of the videos. Finally she reunited with Yeza and they started doing videos together again, leaving her other channel for crazy and dangerous stuff she and Caleb come up with

Yasha does streams of her just walking through nature. She only speaks when she finds an interesting flower and wants to tell her followers about it. Sometimes she brings her harp along and plays it

Beau started as an educational fitness channel but it made her so mad that she straight up started uploading conspiracy theories and videos of her and yasha (safely) fighting. She has a whole tag on her social media of her just annoying the fuck out of caleb

Caduceus:every day he does a stream of him taking care of his garden. Once or twice a week one or more of his siblings are around and it turns into a talk show. He also records with Jester videos of them playing stuff like Slimer Ranchers or Terraria. He doesnt like minecraft. Whoever who suggests it gets booed by the chat. No one knows what happen or if its a joke but he finds it amusing

Molly/King is one of those content creators that dissappear for months, drops a masterpiece snd then dissapears again. He will do anything from music to philosophical rants to cooking to ocultism. No one knows what his deal is except that he can be seen in every channel of the Nein. Some people think he is one problematic creator that dissapeared pnce and never returned

The chaos crew also has a channel. Their best summary is "do not try. Not even outside. Why would you want to"

They all end up having a channel together where they play games and hang out. None of them knows who created the channel

Theres two videos of Jester slapping Caleb. The first time someone found it Caleb just tagged Jester so she could relive the moment

They sometime collaborate with other channels and its the most out of context and chaotic episode those channels have

Oh also magic is still pretty much a thing

Caleb ends up creating a channel to educate people about magic basics.

#also they all live in a house together #a tower to be specific #my post #critical role #critrole #caleb widogast #essek thelyss #mollymauk tealeaf #essek theyless #kingsley tealeaf #jester lavorre #fjord stone #caduceus clay #yasha nydoorin #beauregard lionett #veth brenatto

[alchemiclee]

i've noticed people still find my posts even when I don't tag them. I'm still relearning tumblr after years of not using it. does that mean people search keywords and find my posts that way and tags dont really matter 🤣

because sometimes I just want to rant into the void and not be seen and don't tag things, but people still find my stuff. so that means they might reply to those rants and i'm like fbbdndjdsj no you weren't supposed to see that.

like the time I complained about kav/haitham relationship making me uncomfortable at one point because the way alhaitham talked to kaveh reminds me of how my dad talks to me and I can't stand his attitude and how he treats me. so it made me feel annoyed or something and I did a rant for myself to get it out of my head. but for some reason a few people got really mad at me for it and "educated" me in the replies on why that kind of relationship is ~good and perfect~ gfhfjdkkddk why don't you try being in my shoes ya shippy nerds lmao your ship isnt more important than my irl feelings. anyway, just let me rant sometimes and don't look at it, don't perceive me lmao

#do i have to censor words so people who dont follow me dont see certain posts and reply to them without understanding the context #because thats annoying 🤣 maybe ill just start tagging certain things as “dont reply” if its one of those posts #lee rambles #words

[hshouse]

This should probably be a tags rant on my own blog but I have an nda so I get wary, but anyway I work for an author/influencer, not even a big one but someone who’s been writing online for a decade, and the amount of unsolicited opinions and hate they receive for mundane stuff on a daily basis is mind-boggling.

So when I see stuff like what went on with Anne, I just think abt how much of this ish goes around not just to celebs/celeb adjacent, but to average ppl. I mean, take the kind of anons you get just doing your thing in this corner of tumblr! (I love your thing btw, keep being your hella lucky, hella confident self, it’s an inspiration.)

All that to say I am just so concerned by the bigger issue, which is this normalization of “posting anything on the internet ever means open season for strangers to publicly shame/drag you” —like would ppl really walk up to someone at a cocktail party and say their negative ig comments or anons to their face? Idk I recently read a piece about “comment culture” that has opened my eyes to how counterproductive all of it and yeah I have no solutions but I just don’t want it to be seen as normal or ok.

Whoops, sorry, this got long, but I know you’ll have good boundaries and not publish if you wanna be done with this topic lmao. 😘 Sending love and apologies for using your inbox as a place to vent. 💕

hi bby,

oh this is so interesting. I will def read the article. and I am honored you like my blog. Yeah, I dont remember where I saw this but someone wrote that the creation of the comment feature on the internet was a huge mistake. After you take a step back and think about, you cant ever go back to that mindset. We should behave online how we behave in real life. What do we do in real life when someone says something weird/annoying/etc??? we gossip about it with our friends. We dont go off on the person??? like thats not how society works. Online should be like that. I think it is fair game to go to your own pages and rant. freedom of speech and all that. but the culture of SENDING these things to people (famous or not) is so toxic and dangerous. a comment you typed in 20 seconds can stay with someone for the rest of their life (I have one from 6th grade that I will remember on my grave). that's a lot of power. everyone should yield it with care.

[something--wicked]

I.am.tired. "can we all agree that billy is a villain and" or "can we all let him be a villain" No. We cannot ALL AGREE. Why WHY are people so obsessed with their viewpoint being the one and only true one of a planet over 7 bilion people? You want to see Billy as villain? Go ahead, the fuck do I care. But why have the arrogance of wanting everyone to agree with this? It is SO annoying I don't know how to deal with this anymore... Sorry for coming to you with this but you and several other blogs I follow are my heroes for having the energy and courage to call certain people out on their bullshit with class and facts while I can't and instead hide behind anonymity... Thank you. <3

hi anon im sorry im just now seeing this message!! but yes i agree and thank you for the kind words. i welcome you and anyone else to come to me with anything if you wanna chat or if you just want to rant its totally fine!! my response under the cut bc i went on a bit of a rant myself lol

I agree that it is extremely annoying and exhausting (which is why i dont really get involved, instead i just say things in the tags and reblog things others have said) because honestly i dont have the time or energy to constantly fight a losing battle against strangers on the internet who dont know me or my life. Honestly you shouldn't give me much credit because i dont fight nearly as much as others in this fandom do, i sort of just mind my business most of the time lol. I commend the ones who do actively engage with antis and try to have discussions with them! If i were better with words and had more time id be right there with them. Honestly, the reason its so bad right now is because st is so popular in the mainstream rn. Once the hype dies down, itll get better, and once the show ends itll get wayyy better. (honestly thats why im glad my favorite shows are older/lesser known. Like, no one is getting this worked up about fringe lol)

When it comes to antis, unfortunately, people have always been obsessed with their viewpoint being the correct one. Since our species gained sentience the thing weve used it for the most is to fight with other humans over who is right and who is wrong. religion, politics, wars are fought in the name of one viewpoint being right and better than the others. Not to compare fandom drama to literal war and historical events, but you see my point. Its just the way people are. People can be kind and arrogant and nice and nasty. We all have the capacity and the right to get upset when our views are challenged, but what matters is how we respond. I literally used to be a billy anti, (i was 17 and still living with my abusers, had a really fucked up worldview) i wasnt rabid about it and didnt really talk about it but i agreed with people when they said he was racist and a bad person and didnt think twice about his character. (honestly forgot he existed until recently.) but eventually, i grew up, i got out, and i got help. I didnt even like billy until less than a year ago. im 23 now, and im a very different person than i was when i was 17. I went back into the st fandom spaces when st4 came out and somehow ended up in the billy corner, and i listened to what they had to say. And i realized that i was wrong, and changed my opinion. I started to see what i couldnt before. I even talked to my therapist about it (and even her, my 72 year old fan of stranger things therapist, agreed that billy is the most complex and interesting character) and using him and his story, I was finally, after almost 6 years of being free from my abusers, was able to talk to her about what I went through and start processing my trauma. I realized how similar lives me and billy lived. I realized that i wished someone would have helped him the way my loved ones helped me. I wish all antis had the capacity to have calm back and forth discussions about the media that they claim to be fans of, but not everyone is capable of that. This is the internet. Most people here are incapable of that. All media is meant to be discussed and interpreted and debated. Its an art form meant to make you think, not something to base your moral compass and worldviews on. Despite that, Billy’s story is something that many real people go through, and insisting that someone who relates to his abuse and wants to explore it in a fandom space (art, fic, etc) is an evil person just because you personally don’t like his character is just straight up disgusting.

So for the ones who just want to ask questions and discuss things, thats fine. Most of us are happy to talk. For the ones who just want to troll, invade our space, say inflammatory things and hurt people just because we have differing opinions on a fictional character? The best thing to do is just block them and move on. Because they dont want their minds changed, they just want to cause drama for the sake of drama because their own lives are so sad and empty that they need a strangers vitriol to fill the attention void. They're just schoolyard bullies, desperate for a reacton. And i deal with them the same way i dealt with bullies in my school days: id stare blankly at them until they got bored or uncomfortable and left me alone. Because all they're looking for is a reaction, and i refused to give them one. I deal with anon hate the same way. Before i started posting about billy, i got anon hate maybe once or twice in the twelve years ive been here. Now, i get it at least once a week. And im not even a dedicated billy hargrove blog. I just post whatever catches my eye at that moment, so i cant even imagine what its like for the people in the fandom who are completely dedicated to billy. But my followers have never and will never see the anon hate i get, and the senders will never see my response to it. Because you know what i do with anon hate? I delete it. I delete it and forget it ever existed. Eventually, when they see that im not responding, they give up and stop. Its slowed down considerably, so i guess theyre getting tired lol. Non-reaction is a totally valid way of handling harassment, and the most successful one, in my experience. I dont need to fight to prove to strangers behind a screen that im not a racist or an abuser or evil just because they say that i am for liking a fictional character. I know im not racist, and i know im not an abuser, and i know im not evil. Im a regular person who does their best to be kind and respectful to everyone and be better every day. Im a regular person who goes to work, hangs out with friends, takes care of family, looks at silly little memes on the internet, minds my business, and lives my life.

Dont ever feel bad for not engaging in discourse. Whether its because its taxing to your mental health or you dont have the energy or because you just dont want to, youre not obligated to do anything. You arent losing points by sitting back on the sidelines and letting others fight. Its social media, not a life or death warzone. If all you wanna do is reblog some posts and chill then more power to you. Thats what i do for the most part. I very rarely ever get involved in anything, cuz im content to sit over here in my corner and reblog things, and not let things people say on the internet affect me in real life because none of it matters. Just because antis forget that life outside of internet fandom exists doesnt mean we have to as well.

#long post #ask #anonymous #sorry its long i had a lot to say ig #billy hargrove

[weirdsht]

hi its me after days of election breakdown im back to give my 2cents about this whole clownery

I am telling you now that if you click that read more there's going to be a long rant ahead, but at the same time please do read and spread awareness, we badly need it

Philippine Election 2022 is a joke

In the first place Bongbong Marcos SHOULDN'T even be allowed to file COC for this election. You're telling me someone who has a lot of cases against him eligible to run for the highest position in our country? What a fucking joke.

but ofc because of their connections all of the appeal for his disqualification were trashed and he was allowed to run.

Despite all that you would think that Filipinos would be in their right mind and not vote someone who's a criminal and doesn't have a concrete platform nor credentials right?

lmao wrong

I don't blame them, this is the result of years of whitewashing and manipulation of information in our textbooks. People were made to believe that Martial Law was a golden era. If you want to know the truth, you have to dig deeper yourself.

Still, the youth is woke and wouldn't vote for him right?

That's right but democracy is a fucking joke here

People in comelec (commission on election), were appointed by our current president. Said president is the father of bbm's vice president, Sarah Duterte. Aside from this Imme marcos, bbm's sister, also hold a position there.

So you see how much of an advantage they have

Unfortunately it doesn't end there. Let me list some of the things that happened during the election

There were a lot of broken VCMs. People were made to make a decision to either wait or leave their balots to the people there

For those who waited for the SD cards they were waiting FOR HOURS, I even saw places who stayed for more than 24hrs just to exercise their right to vote.

People were killed and there were evidences and reports of vote buying

Despite having a very slow connection, the partial and unofficial count came so fast. And don't even get me started on the consisted 47% they have showed throughout the count (a straight linear graph? seriously?) and them saying that they see nothing wrong with it

and so many more

But still Comelec has the audacity to say that this election was peaceful? what a load of crap

You know what's more annoying about this whole thing? International articles

Why do they gotta emphasized the landslide? Why do they make it seem that all of us wanted this? I know we're clowns right now, we're the whole fucking circus yes. But this country didn't just stand down and took it.

As if there weren't protests about the whole thing

As if it really was clean democracy that made this whole thing happen

I would love to be proven wrong. I would like to swallow all my words during this election period and say to his supporters "you were right his a decent leader, maybe i judged him hastily" but if we were right and this country goes even more downhill, I am taking everyone of you accountable

That being said, I encourage everyone to please spread awareness. Many are already being red-tagged (red-tagging, for those who don't know, refers to the malicious blacklisting of individuals or organizations critical or not fully supportive of the actions of a sitting government administration in the country. This can lead to an individual being killed.) Our country is on the brink of being under martial law once again. Bbm hasn't even won yet but violence is already prevailing to the people trying to speak up.

and for my fellow Pinoys. Hanggat hindi pa tapos ang bilangan may pag-asa pa. Hanggat alam natin na hindi tama ang nangayayari tayo'y lalaban

Oo, kay hirap at sakit mahalin ng Pilipinas. Nakakasawa at nakakapagod ipagkaban kasi parang paulit-ulit nalang. Ngunit wag tayong titigil, ipagpalalaban pa din. Magpapahinga pero hindi susuko

never again

dont ever forget

#i cried midway writing this #sat here for like 1hr crying while writing this #90% crying 10% writing lmaooo #le rants #halalan 2022 #elections 2022 #ph elections 2022 #martial law #laban leni #let leni lead #kulayrosasangbukas #spread awareness

[germposting]

RE: TLOU discourse revival. 1) OH MOOD and 2) u forgot the TLOU 2 haters coming out of the woodwork to spam unhinged gif ridden rants all over again (I've blocked at least three who are posting at an hourly rate)

i mentioned that the tlou2 discourse around abby is going to be a doozy in the tags lol :p the hboverse stans are going to be soooo annoying about it once they reach that point. especially since hboverse is confirmed to be splitting tlou2 plot over a couple seasons, which means we’re gonna get more joel content aka kindling for the fire once he dies lmfao…. i stopped watching tlou hbo after the episode in jackson tho. when they copied the exact dialogue and blocking between ellie and joel during the confrontation in the game -> the show, i packed up. i was like “oh okay, so this is the exact same down to the movements? why am i watching this? i already saw this before ten years ago.” tbh i dont think the show handled the line between a new adaption and the old content all that well, bc they didnt add in any new variables to the mix so it felt like watching the same story with different actors too often. i wanted some better changes!! like the bill and frank episode and the henry and sam deep dive!! but everything felt the same, with the minor changes being ??? questionable as to what their purpose was. why make tess get beat up and defer to joel so much when in the game she was the one running things? why have that zombie kiss her? why have ellie kill riley? idk! i was just disappointed with the show and the new fans are really annoying lol not to be gatekeep-y but i really wish this hadnt hit mainstream audiences :/ atleast when it was just a popular game, the gamerboys were the only ones being annoying, and they were really easy to tune out! but now its like the gamerboys got turned up tenfold and theyre just repeating the same talking points that we’ve already been forced to listen to since 2013 yk? i dont care if you hate abby! i dont care that you think joel was right! i dont care if you think the WLF group were bad people but that somehow you still think ellie is a good person! stop yelling at me ive heard all of this before! they are talking about it as if these are new revelations theyre having, and i guess for them it is, but for us its like… okay go on youtube and find a video essay about tlou2 from 2020 and i promise you everything you think has already been said in that essay and it was worded better than your pov hot take tiktok is. lol.

#sorry for using ur ask to rant!! #i just have issues with the hboverse #even tho it started out strong and i really liked it at first #i was very quickly disappointed by it #bummer! #i could handle the show tho if it werent for the new fans being so annoying tho!! #pokki vents