#truly seems you're not

[twelves]

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#to the person who's obsessed with me and every time i post on one of my other blogs sends ppl asks about how i'm this or that #are you okay? :/ #truly seems you're not #i created those blogs 4 years ago #to post stuff i didn't wanna post here mostly because of copyright issues #and now (since 2020) that i don't really post anything here #everything i find goes to these blogs #and others that i also created for this purpose #i myself blocked half this fandom so i wasn't worried ''no one would reblog from me'' :) #i also just wanna go the most unnoticed as possible here since i've had my fair share of dramas for a lifetime #that's why i every other day find stuff and never get credit for it #not that i want it anyway #i just wanna go unnoticed so i post everything on blogs that are basically ghosts #(also kinda obvious but i share it so y'all can have it??? not like i'm getting something out of this lol) #now about harry #i can like him today and dislike him tomorrow and it really doesn't matter #none of this exists your labels don't exist i couldn't care less if you call me rad houie whatever the fuck #i'm the most comfortable i've ever been now that i don't care about stupid stuff and stupid people #you need to go outside see the city see some birds touch some grass idk #i hope you can get over me and get well soon <3

[uncanny-tranny]

So often, twink death is framed as a bad thing. However, the "twink death" for trans men* is frankly one of the most healing things you will bear witness to (pun intended).

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #nonbinary #honestly i hated being called a twink pre-t because so many people treated me like... lesser for it? #like... 'i think you are effeminate (and less of a man)... but i /guess/ you're still a man🙄! hope that helps' is how it sounded to me #and so often it seems like 'twink death' is just... fear of aging in a world that hates the realoties of the human body #i have compassion for the fear of aging however it will pretty much always be harmful to the person experiencing it... #...in that they too will age. no matter what you do to prevent aging it will still happen... #...i don't think fear is the fault of the individual - it's a systemic issue. however i think it's needless suffering... #...you certainly do not have to /like/ aging and it can truly suck at times. i just want people to think about why they fear it y'know? #anyway that's what i think motivates this apprehensive attitude about people and how they change and whatnot #though my twink death isn't me becoming a bear (in the future who knows but for now not so much)

[dengswei]

if evil why sexy?

@asiandramanet creator bingo — free choice — hei long | burning flames (2024) episode two

#burning flames #cdramaedit #userdramas #asiandramanet #photopeablr #mine | all #blackandwhiteedit #mine | gifs #burningflamesedit #jeremy tsui #tvedit #xu zhengxi #dailyasiandramas #perioddramaedit #asiandramasource #cdramasource #adnbingo #CARRIED EPISODE 2 #YO THAT FIGHT SCENE WITH PETER THO WAS SOOO GOOD JESUS #THEY GIVE JEREMY A WHITE WIG AND DRAGONS AND EXPECT ME NOT TO BE OBSESSED ???? #i didn't even know he was /in/ this drama and he shows up looking like this?!?! #this scene was worse to colour than yi city 😭 #truly in my b&w era it seems #flashing tw #noo jeremy don't retire you're too sexy to retire #can you tell i made this gifset after i finished watching ep 2 but let it sit in my drafts for like 2 weeks

[mayomkun]

Insane how many social cues humans have and you're supposed to know them all without being told

#and how they varies in different cultures #people and their funny complicated social structures are interesting to observe but not when you're in the situations #a group of people that fit together is a wonder to me because people are so so different #there are so many hidden rules they know but don't talk about and they just. know how the water flow and go along with it #and most of the time people seem to know how to do that so naturally #truly amazing when you think about it #meanwhile I think it's one of the most difficult thing to deal with #a single gesture or sentence could mean a lot of things and there are endless ways to response to it #I never meant to be offensive or unpleasant but then before I knew it I already did something wrong asfgjk #it's not their fault they misunderstood because I didn't get the hint. I just wish people tell me things directly sometimes #I study people like a bug but I'm also. a bug #delete later

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

ah yes, she's concerned about the aggressor and attacker who was invading them six months ago. something is wrong with the empire right now, poor edelgard; whatever could've happened to her? :(

like... what. why do you care about what's going on with her specifically when she's the person who made the decision to invade leicester? does the whole war just mean nothing to marianne? it's just totally fine that all those people died in a war edelgard started? poor edelgard, something happened to her after she started her attack? you're concerned about the leader who gave the order to attack your home?

hopes has stupid lines but this one is top tier of the top tier and just an excuse for more edelgardjerking from the writers.

#DCB Three Hopes Run #like no sorry if someone attacked the country i live in and then suddenly their army was a mess #i would /nooot/ be concerned about the leader who ordered an invasion of my home #you'd never see a character being like wow i sure am worried abt dimitri and claude #who are just defending themselves and fighting for their lives out there #but here we get marianne being worried abt the person who declared war on her people #this game tries so so SO hard to make edelgard seem justified and doing a good thing #and also has tons of characters being like wow i sure do just want the best for her #like no i would not want the best for someone who invaded my country unprovoked #being worried abt the civilians in the empire is one thing bc the imperial army was out of control #but just wanting edelgard specifically to be okay? uhhhh. seems like this was just #the only way the writers could keep it in their pants without having shez make a sex joke at edelgard like byleth can #like does marianne not realize the end goal here was to defeat and thus kill edelgard? #it doesn't happen bc of the plot bc thales' magic and yadda yadda #but ultimately without that happening she would've had to be killed to be truly defeated #she's not like claude who would prioritize survival. she would fight to the end #like if you're that concerned about the person who started this war then why are you fighting against her? #either join her side or stay out of the war. really don't understand why anyone from leicester in ag would be worried abt her #they can't even use the classmates excuse bc they weren't even classmates for that long (and it's a stupid excuse even in gw) #but like no rly this game just has ppl love up on edelgard for absolutely no reason #she comes in and starts killing their soldiers for her conquest and marianne six months later is like wow i sure am concerned abt her!! #literally like imagine someone from crimea being like ''im concerned abt ashnard''

[evilkitten3]

the absolute worst thing in fanfics is when itachi betrays the akatsuki and kills kisame. like my man did not spend three-eight years politely babysitting itachi's 5'7" emo ass for this kind of disrespect

#naruto #naruto shippuden #akatsuki #hoshigaki kisame #uchiha itachi #also. and i understand that i'm biased. i genuinely don't think itachi would be able to defeat kisame in a fight #at least not nearly as easily as some of y'all seem to think #kinda insane how itachi is overhyped in the fandom to the point where people seem to think he could wipe the floor with anybody #like no in fact he could not do that #yes he has incredible natural talent and is a terrifying opponent in his own right #but a character's strength can only truly be measured by one thing: how long they'd last in a fight against gai #and kisame would last longer than itachi #mainly bc gai would need exactly one kick to actually connect and itachi's ribcage would turn into powder #sorry but it’s true #gai showed up and itachi fucked off so fast you'd think shisui had come back from the dead to question his life choices #nah if you're gonna kill off kisame you gotta give him a better death than that alright he fucking deserves it

[chirpsythismorning]

I haven't been active in the byler fandom, why would redditors be mad at the play being canon?

Most, not all, but most active reddit users on the ST sub have been bombarded with byler evidence for the last year. So to remain sane through it all, they have resorted to insisting that almost every detail fans come across and try to share on the sub, are just mere coincidences.

This is because they've realized that if they are considering other really minor details meaning something bigger, that means they might have to start considering the possibility that the details pointing to byler are also intentional. This is how they cope.

You would think after saying 'it's just a coincidence' for the hundredth time, they might be starting to rethink their position on things, but the reality of the situation just isn't setting in I guess (aka they don't want it to happen so they are refusing to let themselves truly consider it until they have no choice).

The reason I still partake in the reddit sub, despite losing braincells over half the takes on there, is bc there are still a handful of users that are really smart and do great analysis on the supernatural side of the show, in particular things I have no knowledge on at all and would greatly benefit from looking at to expand my understanding of things and different perspectives.

The really smart ones that exist are usually indifferent to the romantic arcs in the show, although they do have a milkvan bias bc the straight bait is straight baiting. And so these are the few posts theorizing, that consider the details meaning something more, that just so happen to get support from the hardcore milkvans on there. And it's bc as long as it's coming from someone who doesn't think byler is going to happen, they will listen.

I will say the one thing that is sort of obnoxious about all of this is that regular fans without any ship bias, will pop on there semi-regularly with a post, accompanied by basic common sense questions like, 'wait this makes no sense...' or 'why did they do this this way?' in many cases, with the confusion surrounding the build up of Mike and El and Will's role in all that. These people aren't milkvans or bylers, they are just fans picking up on obvious subtext and they are looking for insight about it from fans. And every time they get bombarded with condescending and bitter milkvans that are having to defend mike and el's honor, and s4 really made this a full time job for them lmao. That sort of resentment has manifested into hating anything and everything that considers deeper meaning in relation to Will and Mike, but especially in Will's case. Because that's the thing, they have to deny any importance of Will's role bc Will being important fucking terrifies them. It means that everything could be important basically. It's their worst nightmare and they will hound you for even speculating something. It's insufferable to watch unfold honestly.

I say all of this bc it's important in the context of the play, given that there are a lot of theories out there swirly around, theories that mostly reside on Tumblr. Many of those theories are viewed by redditors as being crack theories that have no evidence supporting them (bc they come from bylers), like the weirdness around Alice not being in the play (and potentially connecting to Karen), or the fact that they insisted the silhouette of Henry's actor right before the cast announcement couldn't be him bc he was too old to be Henry (umm time shenanigans, duh), or that the truth about Brenner's involvement runs a lot deeper than everyone assumes.

And so naturally, leading up to the play, a lot of active (very vocal) redditors in both the main sub and the Hawkins AV Club sub, have commented on posts related to the play, trying so hard to convince others (themselves) that this play is not canon and we shouldn't waste our time with it because it wont matter in the context of everything going on in the literal show. They go as far as to insist it's not canon, even though it already was said to be canon.

And now with this post, they are again having to face the reality this show is a lot deeper than they have had to insist it to is combat byler speculation. All byler evidence is seen as reaching to them. And they'll do everything they can to insist anything bylers are speculating is delusional, which includes theories surrounding the play. All of that denial has led us to this moment, which will only hurt their ego as time goes on and they are being hit with sign after sign after sign... that it might just be that deep.

#byler #stranger things #the first shadow #'it's not that deep you guys' #'ya'll are reaching' #what's your favorite milkvan argument? #mine is 'the duffer's aren't that smart guys' #truly never gets old #oh so you're saying endgame byler would be smart... you said it not me. #not trying to make this about byler but i did #bc full serious... before byler was even a thought in reddits head back in s1-2... they fucking loved theories #i can go find theories from 6 years ago about twelvegate and owlgate and birthdaygate and dozens more all bc they were open to everything!! #critical thinking is not encouraged on there anymore #anything considering possibilities based on literal evidence is going to be shot 9 times out of ten #bc all of those details have always been hinting at something they do not want to accept #the details are stacked against them #and their time is running out it seems #can't wait for this play to drop and it starts to set in that plenty of details they refuted tirelessly were actually hinting at something

[zaritarazi]

enough of the grace granted to fence-sitting jews, to the jews that are too scared to stand up to their mommies and daddies about palestine, so they come online and tone police. i am humbled by the grace nonjews have shown these jews. as a jew that has never been a zionist, who has no zionist family, and who grew up around many other anti-zionist jews, you have been far kinder to these genocide-abetters than i ever could be. and so as a jew, i see your grace, and i personally respect you and your commitment to equal and social justice.

but you don't owe these cowards a fucking thing. when they come on and say "this is a dogwhistle but this is a legitimate palestinian charity" ignore them. they can get with the right side of history, or they can stay with their congregation. you aren't required to hear them out. you don't owe them a single thing.

these spineless cucks will decry nonjews tokenizing anti-zionist jews to say "antisemitic" things, and then those antisemitic things are literally... things that the iof is currently doing. on video. daily. so tokenize me all you'd like. i have lots of other antizionist jewish friends i grew up with- we're all white jews, tokenize them, too. until palestine is free, until those cowards remember who their fucking G-d is, don't waste your time on them. from the river to the sea.

#antizionism #jewish blogging #palestine #jewish antizionism #incidentally did you know? some jews believe if you are truly beyond repentance that g-d will simply turn your soul to water #no eternity for them or anything! just boom. water. you cease to exist. the sea is literally where you're going #i'm not going to be arguing about this. i don't argue. i block and move on. i block fast and i block early #i wasn't going to bring up my personal history because i didn't want to seem like i wouldn't collect these people. #but don't worry i'll get it in full #wah wah wah i'm unlearning this is a dogwhistle shut the fuck up nobody likes you especially not g-d

[danmeichael]

both ad lib lovers and the summer hikaru died to something really interesting wherein they take typical genre conventions and set-ups of BL and place them into a genre other than romance, while still portraying the romantic undertones. where the summer hikaru died does this with horror, ad lib lovers does this with comedy.

as opposed to hikaru's focus on horror, in ad lib lovers, jealousy, desire, and a fear of inadequacy and loving someone more than they love you is portrayed through the lens of improv. this accurately depicts that having a crush on someone as an adult is humiliating.

#not fandom #the summer hikaru died #sokuseki ad lib lovers #is it weird i could talk a lot about how well executed ad lib lovers is #like OF COURSE i can talk about the summer hikaru died and horror as an allegory for queer coming of age #but ad lib lovers seems significantly less narratively dense on the surface but is (in my opinion) so perfectly executed #the mix of diagetic and non-diagetic comedy is so fantastic and both are executed really well #it's also INCREDIBLY grounded in a way a lot of manga focused on comedy really aren't #oh my god stop talking this was supposed to be a joke post oH MY GOD #it truly feels like two guys trying to be funny. i believe that their act is funny in-universe #as well as finding the non-diagetic jokes that are for you the viewer really funny. #reframing common BL tropes for couples getting together as them getting their COMEDY DUO together #while also doing a really good job of developing a very sincere (if goofy) romance just outside the boundaries of the cliche works so well #i think there is a tendency to undervalue the effort that goes into making comedy work #comedy is seen as the lowest common denominator #but this is a manga that is just mechanically incredibly well executed on top of being really enjoyable #in my opinion idk #AND ANOTHER THING another thing these works share is societal. #horror and comedy are two places that queerness was historically allowed to exist in media mostly unquestioned #you are allowed to be queer if you're the butt of the joke #you're allowed to be queer if you're the monster. #in this way that makes them such a poetic canvas to explore a genuine and sincere love story between same-sex characters

[slasherscream]

Hi, may I ask a question regarding rebloging. I really don't like posting content of any kind on any of my social medias as I hate attracting to myself(I'm still anxious about the few times I've left comments or requests). But after learning how important rebloging is on tumblr, I've been feeling guilty, I do follow and ❤ as I assume those keep me anonymouse, but not reblog. I don't want content creators to feel unappreciated, but I'm nervouse about having a viewable blog. I'd love your opinion.

hello! i completely understand social anxiety. i have really bad anxiety myself. even with other writers! i get writer to writer intimidation. i think some blogs are way too cool to interact with me and i have to hype myself up before i so much as like their post.

you know what i do?? what you're doing right now. if you read something you enjoy on someone's blog, just leave them an anonymous message saying you enjoyed it.

they get to know someone read what they wrote! you don't have to have any direct attention on you. the writer, knowing people are actually reading what they post, writes more!

writers want engagement.

when we do it for free, like in fandom, that's the only type of reward we experience.

if you enjoy high quality fic/imagines/drabbles/headcanons it really is a case of finding a comfortable way to engage with the people to make fandom fun, or watch fandom die out.

especially as capitalism pushes more and more of us to monetize our hobbies. here's the thought process that will eventually happen for a lot of writers: why bother writing on tumblr? no one even reads what i make. i never get any sort of engagement besides likes. i might as well go try and get paid for it, at least.

and that's how you lose the more experienced writers. and, in one tragic swoop, discourage new ones from taking their place. if that amazing writer didn't get any engagement i really won't because i'm just starting out!! the cycle is vicious.

fandom is dying out because we don't interact with one another the way we used to. anon asks used to be way more prevalent. you don't have to bring attention to yourself or make yourself uncomfortable to make a writer's day. even a couple of heart emojis and a "love how you write" might stop someone from quitting.

#bee talks #this is a long response but the problem is getting worse and worse #this is okay to reblog #it might seem stupid but i am NOT a writer who writes for themselves #very few of us truly are i feel #fandom #yandere #and im speaking up for the ones rn who think they're being attention whores to ask for more from our fellow fans #you're not being greedy you're not being passive aggressive and your writing is incredible no matter who you are bc YOU wrote it

[crystallizsch]

I FORGOT TO SAY IN MY LAST ASK IM SORRY but I think your ocs are very cool 🤸‍♀️ I was scared to send that last one tho omgjskfnsnmd I haven't interected with anything on here at all yet but you were so nice???? I have now gained the courage to Start Doing Things, I thank you kindly 💃💃💃

AAAH YES YES I'M CHEERING FOR YOU JUST

✨✨Start Doing Things ✨✨

whatever you start doing I hope you find joy in it!! 😤✨ It makes me happy to hear that i gave you that little push 😭

ALSO thank you so much I'm so glad you like my little sillies as well 😭💕😭💕

#RAHHH im slow at answering asks #also im obsessed with your use of dancing emojis anon #you seem very fun :0 #and also i relate #why is sending ANON asks scary hgkdjsfksdlj #but i'm so glad that you chose to send it anyway 😭 #it truly made my day 💖 #anyways psa: do whatever makes you happy 😤💕 #when you finally Do The Thing it feels so great #which is admittedly easier said than done bc it's easier to think about it than actually *do* it #it's also not a race always take your time at your own pace #and in the end when you're happy with The Thing it'll be very satisfying :D #[— #✦'-asks #✦'-i-have-thoughts #—]

[imwritesometimes]

for sure for sure gonna be watching The Film of all time tomorrow. my personal nye tradition. my go-to depresh pick-me-up film. 2016 cinematic masterpiece. the nice guys.

#going to experience symptoms of the stigmata #going to gnash my teeth and climb the walls of my enclosure #no rum balls this year :/ but belvedere! and my most favorite chicken tacos #things are rough rn y'all I won't lie. the uhhhh house problems. like. it's not good. and of course right before new years! #right before my birthday! #right on a three day weekend so I can't get anyone to call me back! #like I'm telling you. it sure does seem like I'm just fuckin cursed bro. #but. tomorrow. the most film all time. fck it! FUCK IT! I'M DROWNING AND I SEE RICHARD NIXON FUCK IT #this is her protest group. the birds can't breathe. killers bees. at least you're drinking again. #a masterpiece. truly. #erin explains it all

[malhare]

well anyway i'll just try and retype what i HAD sent off-anon that you didn't get because i clearly Am shadowbanned, there's no such thing as harmless ai, like sorry, there's just not. it's all stupid dumbfuck breaking bad alaskan crab fishing posts now, but when the internet becomes essentially unusable by next year, if that, the people with mindsets like yours are going to be very sorry. the technology is advancing faster than anyone had initially thought it would and it's just gonna continue to get worse. that post looks just like the cast doesn't it? bet ai is gonna be real fun and harmless when the Really bad people take advantage of it. this is a US election year. use your brain. there's no such thing as harmless ai. the funny stupid shit you keep feeding it is going to make it so much easier to use for the really nefarious shit that's bascially a guarantee at this point. and btw no it wasn't just "one ai post" you have an entire "ai generated" tag so. shrugs

At first I was just going to ignore this, but actually and genuinely I want you to ask yourself: Was this productive? Did this cause any real change? I don't use AI apps and never have, I have reblogged two (2) AI generated images. I'm not even the OP.

You obviously need a better and more productive outlet, or less free time even. Might I suggest doing some activism or community work in the real world? Volunteers are always needed at food pantries, but personally I like the Humane Society.

#Guys Im sorry but tumblr user Malhare reblogging breaking bad alaskan crab fishing doomed humanity #AI will never be stopped now and will be used nefariously forever because I reblogged a post #Like truly I understand where you're coming from but choose your battles holy shit #This just makes you seem disingenuous and needlessly aggressive towards a complete stranger #asks

[laurelwinchester]

spn stans are so terrified of women existing within the world of the show that they will literally rewrite canon to say "dean never truly loved any woman" or they will say absolutely absurd shit like "jensen ackles just doesn't have chemistry with women." and yet they still insist that they're not at all misogynistic or biphobic.

#i do realize that i have written this same rant about five hundred billion times but like. how does it keep getting worse???? #aren't new generations supposed to be better? and yet with every new wave the misogyny seems to run even deeper #yeah i have A LOT of thoughts about this new popular 'dean wasn't actually bisexual he was gay' headcanon #y'all have so many internalized issues that you need to work on #but you won't because you've convinced yourselves that you're the solution and not the problem #when in reality you're just the same old problem dressed up in brand new shitty justifications #and the thing is....supernatural is fiction yes but this line of thinking definitely impacts real life #and that's how you end up with outwardly progressive people spouting conservative bullshit and pretending it's what being truly woke is #the poison drips through folks the poison drips through #spn fandom discourse #supernatural #dean winchester #jensen ackles

[phier]

NO RETURN

#glaze really doesn't work well for my pieces #my art is way too dark #glaze ruins the nuance of it #but i truly dread posting unglazed work online these days #so i guess until better protection comes along #you're just gonna see bad versions of my stuff #it's a shame cause i really like what i created #seems a shame to post the butchered versions of them #thefailureartist #phier #personal art #burned bridges

[katabay]

hey everyone :') I'm having trouble with my paypal account right now and I was wondering if anyone else has had this problem: currently, I can't log into my account because it wants to send a security code to an out of date phone number. and. the whole reason I wanted to log in was....to update my number.......because I no longer have access to the old one......

the customer service line is automated and I can't get a real person, and the chat function requires you to login (which I can't do!!!!), and I'm just. uhhhh. trying to find out if there's a solution to this before I like…..send a DM to their support twitter......because you can't send support emails anymore........

#im like. very upset abt all of this lmao #it truly seems like the only thing to do is to DM their support twitter #and ngl this is like. augh. i high key want to cry. there's no reason for it to be like this?? if you're going to keep increasing your fees #can't you just. use your profits to hire people to answer customer support........