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[tuliptic]

Let Me Describe Your Aura

Hello, I'm back again. I have this in my drafts for a very, very long time (since last year), and I have finally completed it. This was meant to be a short reading for Instagram, but well, it ended up longer than what I expected. Tho I posted it there, you can still read it here. Honestly speaking, this reading ended up quite different from what I've expected and I don't really know what I was hoping to get from this. Maybe colours? And vibes? No idea. But still, I hope you all enjoy the reading.

As usual, close your eyes, breathe in and out, make sure your mind and heart is calm. Then, open your eyes to see which pile talks to you the most/draws you in the most. Once you’ve found your pile, scroll down to the respective parts to see what are the messages for you.

Pile 1    -     Pile 2

Pile 3    -     Pile 4

Disclaimer: This is solely for my entertainment purposes. Take only whatever that you feel like it. If it doesn’t resonate, it’s okay to just drop it. That aside, I do not consent to my work or here to be used by third parties on this platform or other websites.

Decks used: Luna Cat Tarot Deck  (Major Arcana), Linestrider Tarot Deck, Starcodes Astro Oracle Deck.

Pile 1:

For some reason, it gives me a very Uranus vibe? It’s like you’re a person who’s constantly on board with change as you constantly get involved in almost everything possible. You also give me the feeling that you’re… Not satisfied. You are not satisfied with a lot of things, especially with finances. Imagine the hierarchy of needs. Every time you fulfill one of them, you constantly seek to fulfill the other level.  You’re constantly pushing yourself to achieve better and achieve more, but with this, you’re unable to have some form of balance and may have some conflicts with people you work with. I wouldn’t really say it’s insecurity, but there’s some form of fear and being “not enough” for others that I’m seeing here. Perhaps you come from a big family, and you feel that you have the responsibility to feed everyone and to answer to their needs as well as wants.  There’s an inner child in you that is trying to nurture yourself despite all the rush that you’re putting yourself through, sending you messages so that you can take a break from time to time. You not only receive messages, but you also send them out as well. Some (or perhaps, most) of you may like writing memos or notes for your loved ones.

Tl;dr: Instead of saying aura, I would say that there’s this air of uncertainty that you bring with you. You wouldn’t be called a wildcard, because there’s still some elements of earth in you, aka a sense of stability. But still, many may wonder how to approach you without feeling threatened, I guess. For some of you, you may also have an air of authority, or maybe an RBF, hence the fear towards you too.

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Pile 2:

For some reason, the first thing I’m picking up here is that you like to present yourself as mysterious? However, there is some secrecy involved here that I’m seeing, and you may be good at redirecting conversations or attention to other people. Butterfly effect as well? It’s like you’re fluttering away and not caring about what you’ve done or what are the actions they’ll take.  You have swords and court cards here, and I’m feeling that you’re that person, providing mental insight and stimulation to people around you. Just that there may be some concerns with how you present yourself, how you word yourself, and how people can be easily offended by you. Honestly, I’d say that they’re more offended to you as a person instead of your words or what you do. It’s like… They’re threatened by your presence. Pile 1 makes people feel threatened by their nature, but for you, people are threatened by what you’re capable of bringing - an unwanted change. It’s like seeing you will remind them of what they’re lacking and how much comfort they’ll need to give up, and hence, you may feel like an outcast most of the time, feeling that you do not belong to anywhere.  Still, I’d say, people who are close to you, especially your friends will find comfort in you. You’re a good listener and will be able to provide valuable insights. They’ll be glad that you’re on their team with whatever project you’re working on. If you’re ever interested in working on a collab, do it. You’re meant for it. 

Tl;dr: For you, your aura would be swords-ish, sharp but clear. You know how a sharp and strong sword can be used as a mirror? Yeah that. That’s you, reflecting the fear of others. It’s difficult, but with time, I believe you’ll be able to work along with it.

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Pile 3:

Hmmmm. Harmonious, I’d say. That’s the first word I’m picking up. I kinda have an image of an orange cat sleeping in the sun, probably the warmth, coziness and fuzzy feeling that it gives. You may have heard your friends or people around you describing you as a fun or sunny person, or that you’re like the sun, bringing warmth to people around you. You may also have a lot of passion projects and most of them are incomplete as of current, the same goes with how your life is right now too. Remember to continue whatever efforts you’re putting in. The rewards will come at unexpected times. Another thing I’m picking up is that you like to go along with the flow. Good things happen? Great! Not so nice things happening? Aww sheesh better luck next time. Kinda feeling. Or perhaps, this is what you portray yourself as. I’m getting a weight on my chest eventho there are happy cards. Probably it’s because you put up that mask so that people around you won’t see the pain you’re in.  Vulnerability sounds like a theme that you’ll need to explore, understand, and wield. It sounds difficult and probably painful, but it is needed for you to be able to understand the various facets of life. You’re very perceptive, or perhaps, you have a gift in it. But then, to be able to utilize that skill of yours, you’ll need to expand your knowledge base, experience the various emotions, look into all the tiny things that life has for you. 

Tl;dr: Some may say that you’re a person of culture but you know you’re far from that. Still, people generally like you with how amiable you are, and how you put an effort to make people around you comfortable. However, people will not cross you because you have respect for yourself too. There may be some similarities to Pile 1 with the earthy energy here, so you may check out Pile 1 if you’re drawn to it as well, especially if you have Saturn energy.

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Pile 4: 

A Chinese idiom came to my mind when I see this pile: 与世无争. It means there’s no quarrel or argument with the society, but it generally means a way of avoiding conflict in a passive way. As though you want nothing to do with the current world. Not sure if it’s correct to say that you’re disappointed with the society but there’s some apathy in here, not having much hope with the people you’ve seen. With this, you may have decided to keep yourself closed from the people around you. Not to use strong words, but you may detest the world and build a utopia in your head, imagining a world that is ideal to you and the rules you live with. Majority of the cards here are in reverse, which explains the dejection and dissatisfaction I’m feeling here. I am having problems in describing this pile and it’s making me scratch on my keyboard because of how I’m unable to phrase words. Still, despite all of that, you’re a very capable individual, especially with the King and Queens in your reading. You may have more feminine energy or may present yourself in a more feminine way than others, tho there’s a chance of you rejecting it. People may come to you for help and advice not only because they trust you, but also your words are able to assure them that things will be alright. You have quite a lot of resources on your hands, may it be finances/monetary resources, knowledge, or even network/connections, and you use them according to your needs and values. There may be some… Unconventional skills that you have. I’m not sure what they are, but it’s up to you to figure out how you want to put them to good use.

Tl;dr: This pile is the most difficult pile for me to write as the energy is all around the place yet focused at the same time. It’s very conflicting and confusing, which may be the aura that you exude. There is no clear definition of good or bad in this reading, but more of what you want yourself to be and how you’re going to work on it. 

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[elysiansparadise]

Goodbye 2023...

I would like to thank you all for being with me this year, for your supportive comments, and for loving my content so much. I feel deeply delighted with the fact that I enjoyed making content and in addition to that, I was able to share my points of view and the little I know with you. I hope that this new year brings many positive things to you, lots of health, prosperity, love and happiness. I send you a big hug.

I thank my mutuals for filling the dashboard with interesting and fun posts.

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[sun-pluto]

PAC: What Have You Fallen In Love With Throughout the Year?

A collab with @tuliptic

Hi everyone! @tuliptic and I have worked hard on this pac collab and we hope it brings some cheer and guidance to those who need it this winter season :D This is meant to be both a self-reflection session and what to look forward to; Matz and I have done alternating parts for each pile. This is my first time doing a pick a card for the masses, and we’d appreciate feedback nonetheless!

When you’re ready, take deep breaths, hold for 3-4 seconds, then slowly breathe out. Take your time, and look at the 4 pictures given below. The piles go from left to right, top to bottom. Choose any pile with your intuition, not your eyes— you may choose more than one. 

Pictures are our own, borders were taken from here.

Pile 1 — Pile 2

Pile 3 — Pile 4

Pile One

What have you fallen in love with throughout the year?

What have you fallen in love with throughout the year?

Seven of Coins rx, Six of Wands, Nine of Swords rx, The World, Queen of Wands (The Moon rx)

You’ve fallen in love with the ability to see through the veil and cut to the truth of things. Disillusionment. This is the pile that has found their perspective zooming out into the big picture, and has connected with their divine guidance and intuition. You’ve managed to finally get things done and feel productive, while also setting fears down to rest. You’ve achieved some goal or found victory, and that has brought your drive and inspiration back to life. You feel lighter now, your burdens have been lifted; you’re falling back in love with the world and what it has to offer. This is all because you’ve understood what needs to be done and saw the higher perspective. There's wisdom to you that you’ve earned, like you’ve climbed up to the mountain top and have seen how far you’ve come.

You have a new beginning ahead of you and you’re not going to waste it, you have this emotional relief to you because of this, yet you have a determined fiery spirit. I feel like these are my old, wise souls.

Why did this happen?

Hermit (Fool) 

Six of Pentacles, Four of Wands, Three of Wands (Ace of Pentacles rx) + additional oracle cards

It’s telling you that it’s time for you to go back to your roots, to retreat and revisit your childhood, to be aware of the state of your inner child and indulge in whatever that used to put a smile on your face. There is this innocence that you’re called to return, to review how you’ve started the year, how you’ve fallen in love with whatever you’ve started, and whatever you’ve put on hold. You’ve been through so much that it’s time for you to do something that you’ve always wanted to do.

There’s a community that you’ve gotten throughout this time, and you’re also reminded of the part they have played in your life throughout 2022 – how they’ve helped you and how you’ve helped them. The small things in life and in the community that slowly built up into who you are. Giving back to the community is something I’m feeling here as well. Once you’ve reached the peak, only then you’re able to give back to what has helped you.

Why were you hesitating, why were you fighting it? Don’t you fight it, don't you hide it. Going back to something old may feel new and scary, but it’s worth stepping into it.

How did it help you during the year?

Ace of Coins, Six of Coins, Page of Swords (Eight of Swords) 

需卦 - To Wait, To Replenish

Your ability to unveil helped you see past limiting beliefs, restrictions, or anything oppressing you to put it bluntly, even if you were fighting against your own beliefs and walls. There were a lot of difficulties seeing your potential or even yourself clearly this year, either because of external influence or internalising limiting beliefs. There was a sense of shame about you, maybe criticism from superiors/colleagues or even friends and family that plagued you and followed you around like a shadow. You thought you couldn’t achieve what you wanted, your fears seemed too big to overcome, you felt out of control and pitted against.

However, your ability to see past the darkness and into the horizon saved you. You built yourself a shelter that spared you from the tornado of people’s opinions and projections; from your own self-doubts and fears. You’ve endured so much while still having that belief in yourself that you’ve painstakingly built, and now, you’ve waited out the storm and replenished yourself in vengeance. You managed to see past all these doubts and put it to rest, you grabbed every opportunity that turned out advantageous, especially regarding your material wellbeing (housing, finance, career, etc.). I see a lot of abundance here, and you’re not afraid to share this with those you treasure too. You found hope and ran with it, and look where it got you! You allowed yourself to shine and be curious again, and that’s something to be proud of.

What have you learnt from this?

The High Priestess, The Hanged Man (The Fool) 

Four of Swords, Eight of Pentacles, Ten of Cups, Knight of Wands (Two of Cups rx) + additional oracle cards

The entire year flew by but you’ve learnt to trust your intuition as you surf through the tides. Not to mention that there were some times that you’ve learnt to look at things through a different perspective the hard way. ‘Hard way’ as in something that happened or someone literally stepped up to shut you down with different facts and points of view. Especially when they have to remind you that you’re the victim. It’s difficult to accept that you were the fool in the situation but you’ve learnt.

You’ve also learnt about the importance of being at peace with yourself. There may have been times you did something that does not align with your values, and after doing them you felt so torn and weirded out.

You’ve felt you needed some rest with how life has been zooming past. Sure, you’ve learnt things, you’ve established amazing relationships, you’ve learnt the importance of interaction and reaching out to people, but there’s now a lack of emotional balance that you should be replenishing in yourself. Too many activities out there are making you slowly lose your sense of self; a sense of discord that has been messing within you. Probably it’s due to some worries of you getting replaced, that you’re not doing enough, but you’re reminded that there are a lot of things only you can do. Cast that fear aside, do not destroy yourself to be someone else.

How will this propel you forward?

Ten of Wands rx, Five of Coins, Nine of Coins (The High Priestess rx) 

复卦 – To Return, To Revive

For this pile, self-reflecting on all the things you’ve been through this year will be your greatest asset, as I feel you’ve learnt quite a lot of lessons. Where there are endings (letting go of limiting beliefs, end of unhealthy habits and coping mechanisms), it means there are new beginnings, and this is what I see for you: although you will definitely come across more obstacles in the future, this trait you’ve built and fallen in love with is going to unveil more opportunities and prosperity in places where you think you’re done for. You’ll be able to see opportunities or new ideas in places where you felt nothing could come out of it or that it’s fruitless. This could be talking about business opportunities, education or career advancement, old friendships and relationships, etc. You will find something new by analysing the past and uncovering a new pathway that could help you progress.

When you’ve made an error, the wisest thing to do is to return to where you started, as if you move forward, you’ll only set yourself up for more mistakes and failure. That being said, returning to your past can give birth to something new and progressive in the future when you’ve learnt from it.

There may be a period of time in the future where you’ll feel blocked from your intuition/inner guidance, however this trait/ability to unveil will help you bounce back. In times of despair and loneliness, your ability to cast away lies and deception by reflecting inwards will help you find your way out of any darkness. When you feel stuck and look back, you’ll realise how much you’ve gone through, and this can motivate you to push forward as all these (future) problems/obstacles seem smaller than what you’ve faced already. Your burdens will not feel so heavy anymore.

Extra advice and messages:

Justice, Emperor, Moon (Death) + additional oracle cards

Treat yourself well, do yourself justice. Set boundaries and do not fear them. Change. A lot of people fear setting boundaries, worrying how it’ll affect your social circle, your work circle and all. Thing is, people who are good for you will respect those boundaries and you’re not necessarily stopping all connections. You’re merely filtering who and what’s good for you. Practise courage each day and understand that what pleases us most shapes us. You wanna be someone comfortable to be with? Surround yourself with people with that quality. Remember the wise words of Marie Kondo, “Does this bring you joy?” Sometimes it doesn’t matter whether or not the person you’re with is actually good. If your perception of them is negative, do you still want to attach yourself to them? (Taken from Tumblr but it’s good so I’m including it here).

Sometimes the darkness of the night is scary but with each darkness only we get to appreciate the daybreak that brings hope. Open your heart to accept the fear and move into the light slowly but steadily, allow yourself to love and to be loved. You may have the feeling of building your own home or getting one, and you’ll achieve it, no worries.

Pile Two

What have you fallen in love with throughout the year?

Ten of Wands, Seven of Coins rx, King of Cups rx, The Magician rx, King of Wands (Queen of Cups)

You’ve taken to treasure your emotional endurance through it all, you have the ability to hold fast and go deep into your emotions, to transmute your pain into perseverance. Emotional strength and grit. You’ve been through so much this year, either being triggered or being reminded of your hurts and trauma during the year; it was like you had fallen into this dark hole where you couldn’t get out of for a long time. This is the pile that has been doing shadow work a lot, or at least has been revisiting old wounds, fears, doubts and your darkness over the year.

However, you’ve realised and fallen in love with how strong and transformative you are. You are seeing the deeper lesson and meaning behind your struggles and you’re transmuting it into skill and wisdom. You might still feel stuck, or stagnant and burdened, but you are healing even if you don’t realise it. You’re brave enough to still trudge forward and that’s all you will need. Trust me, there’s a lot more in store for you, you got the King of Wands as your last card and Queen of Cups at the back of the deck – know that you will feel emotionally fulfilled and healed soon due to your own grit and hard work.

Why did this happen?

The Devil rx, The Sun rx (The Fool) 

Ace of Pentacles, Ace of Wands, Seven of Swords (King of Pentacles rx) + additional oracle cards

This all happened for you to break away from a certain unhealthy habit or environment, to show you that over-optimism is not gonna help you from your worries, from your problems. You’ve gone through a lot and due to your circumstances, you were unable to leave. So you could only bear with it and pretend that everything is alright until everything just falls apart, which we will discuss in the other section of the reading.

Only by breaking away will you be able to have new beginnings, to be able to try new things, to invest your money and energy in new stuff that you’ve wanted to try without needing to hide or sneak around. Just make sure that your financial situation allows you to spend and invest.

For some reason, I feel that the new interest of yours may have some investigative themes? Maybe psychological related like MBTIs or enneagram, or even tarot? Where you feel drawn about how it linked with your life. Or maybe purchasing an astrology or tarot reading?

Just know whatever that has happened doesn’t stop you from receiving and accepting the joy and happiness coming your way. It’s difficult but you’re called to make changes towards a new you.

How did it help you during the year?

The Empress rx, Seven of Swords rx, Page of Cups rx (Ace of Cups rx) 

革卦 – To Change, To Revolutionise

You’ve managed to direct your own life and find a strategy for yourself in spite of everything; you’re pouring your own cup. Seeing how all your cards are reversed, something is telling me you had to learn to invent yourself once again, much like upending what you thought was your life and who you were. This year was particularly painful and difficult because you felt cut off emotionally or had creative blocks. For some, there was a hidden sneaky energy around you that you had to protect yourself from, and could be the thing that triggered past memories and wounds. Either that, or being secretive and sneaky about something had uncovered something about you that triggered you. There might’ve been chaotic life situations where there were too many things going on, wounds or old hurts coming up, fluctuating relationships and friendships etc.

Self-love and healing was super important, you really had to emotionally nurture yourself and this helped you in the end. You retreated within yourself this year, there was a lot going on outside yourself that urged you to look within. Sometimes, you have to reopen and treat an old wound in order for it to finally heal properly; you have to mend and shift broken bones to set it back right. This was painful for you, but it’s over now, you did it, and there’s only healing to come. I really feel like hugging this pile because of how lonely you might’ve felt, but know that there’s light on the horizon now. You’re almost there.

What have you learnt from this?

The Devil, The Tower, The Magician rx (The Chariot) 

Seven of Pentacles rx, Queen of Cups, King of Swords, Hierophant rx, Ace of Cups rx (Ace of Pentacles) + additional oracle cards

You’ve learnt that there are some things in life that are out of your control and that it’s okay. As long as you break free and make a jump, take that action to step out of your element to get yourself back. Sometimes, it’s difficult to step out of your comfort zone, but when things get desperate, you’ll be surprised by what you’re capable of doing. There’s a lot of hidden abundance that you have, may it be friendship or connections, and they’re the ones helping you out of whatever situations you were in. Provided you’ve decided to break free from those chains that were binding you down, then they’re there willing to help you.

You are probably having some flashbacks as you read this, where you’ve been more in tune with how you’ve been feeling the entirety of 2022. This is the time where you’ve felt the most… Unappreciated. Whatever you’ve done or worked for others have been looked past, and you can only regulate your emotions as it is, rationalising their actions as you try to cope with whatever you’ve been feeling throughout those times.

Still, no matter how much you’ve tried, passive aggressiveness or showing medical documents that you needed help, your cries and pleas were turned away. And you just… Lost your balance. But I believe quite a number of you saw this as an end to something oof and a new beginning to something yay.

How will this propel you forward?

The Sun, The Fool, Six of Wands (The Tower) 

小过卦 – To Slowly Progress, To Lay Low (Stay Humble)

What did I tell you? All your cards here indicate a happy, curious and renewed sense of perspective and life. There’s a lot of abundance that you’ve reaped because you’ve torn everything down to its base foundations, and now it’s time to build it back up.

You’ve made changes to yourself that have enabled you to strategise and move through life with grace now. There’s advice here about navigating through this discreetly now that you have this power, you’ve literally adapted and overcame and now is the time to weave your own story. Brick by brick, keep this on the down low as the cards are saying to keep progress slow and steady, focus on your daily life and what you can do in the present. There’s something here that wants your manifestations and progress to be discreet and stay in the moment while it’s being done. Exercise self-control fully.

You’ve broken down self-constructs that don’t serve you, and now you’re finding brightness and happiness while exploring something new/discovering something. A lot of you are discovering a new road you haven’t walked down before (a major life shift, career change, new relationships etc.), and the cards are saying it’s something to be celebrated. There’s victory and fulfilment up ahead with Six of Wands being your last card, you’ve got this!

Extra advice and messages:

Wheel Of Fortune (Lovers) 

Ten of Cups (The Star) + additional oracle cards

This is the time where the cogs turn and align cuz the Universe tells you that things are about to turn fine, hope has always been there and they’re now falling onto you. For some of you, you may find romantic love who wants to love you, who wants to bring a new fun into your life, to start something new with you. You may find it weird or what not, but open yourself to new possibilities, welcome the new beginnings that are about to come into your life. Let your heart be open to love as it manifests, especially for those who have been wanting to love and be loved romantically. Idk why but there’s a thought of pets? So maybe some of you may start to get your own pets or find comfort with your current pets.

Stand still and listen to your life, know that peace is an asset and that it’s time for you to claim it, along with prosperity and joy. Change will be prominent and you are called to embrace and adapt what is to come. There’s this constant theme of a new you, which I believe is what you’ve been called to welcome into your life. The year 2022 is ending soon and 2023 is saying hello from the other side. Isn’t it a better time to welcome a new you to walk towards? Life’s a constant journey and sometimes, just go back to the roots, go into the kitchen, make yourself a warm drink and allow peace to flow all over you.

Pile Three

What have you fallen in love with throughout the year?

King of Swords rx, Ten of Coins rx, The Hanged Man, The Empress, Two of Cups rx (Nine of Swords)

Discernment and judgement. You’ve fallen in love with the ability to cut away things that no longer serve you. The year has given you new priorities and shifts in perspective, and a rejuvenated sense of hope for the future and what it may bring. You may have been plagued by responsibilities and burdens that led to a lot of sleepless nights and self-doubts. Changed family dynamics, financial loss or difficulties, or relationship breakups could have occurred. However, through these events, you have discovered inner truths, found self-love and poured your own cup, which are the result of you facing these fears. And it all turned out for the better.

You’ve received abundance and creativity tagged along with rest and self-reflection; you’ve tapped into your well of inspiration and ideas. By contemplating and sorting through your own fears, you’ve nurtured and set yourself free. You’ve found prosperity in what was initially a loss. Not a lot of things chain you down anymore, you’ve aligned with yourself and the path you want to pursue, and most of all, you’ve wisened yourself in your principles and in setting boundaries.

Why did this happen?

The Empress (The Chariot) 

King of Pentacles rx, Queen of Wands rx, Knight of Pentacles (Six of Pentacles) + additional oracle cards

A chance for you to be gentle to yourself. There’s a lot of mentions of joy here in this question for this pile and personally, I find it significant to let yourself be enveloped in a gentle happiness, regardless of your past.

Here, you are very much called to be gentle with yourself. You’ve probably gone through some financial mishaps due to your own actions and you’re now much more introverted, shy and probably ashamed of what you’ve done, where you’re trying to reestablish your sense of self and what you should be doing. Finding confidence and resolving those issues are your priority now, as you’re probably now more practical. But then, even though these all had happened, please be kind to yourself, maybe visit your childhood a lil. Explore something in the past, and pay attention to what you’ve seen. Small things can also bring great happiness.

Don’t underestimate your childhood. Appreciate it and you may find something fun coming along. Whatever you’ve gone through, know that it’ll be all worthwhile as life is also an exploration, where we grow as we fall.

How did it help you during the year?

Two of Swords rx, Eight of Swords rx, Page of Cups rx (Six of Cups rx) 

讼卦 – To Come Into Conflict

Discerning and letting go helped you be the change you wanted to see. It helped clear your path ahead of you and lightened your worries. You got yourself out of the rut you found yourself in, took needed action to resolve problems, and poured into yourself. You focused on you instead of depending too much on others.

I sensed melancholic energy from this pile, perhaps you might have reminisced a lot of things and felt nostalgic; you’re far away from home or you just got out of a relationship. Cutting toxic energies though, is essential and sometimes leaving and letting go is necessary, and this is how your ability to resolve this helped you. When all the cards are reversed here, I take it to mean all the energy is directed inwards, meaning you connected back to your inner child and what they wanted, and sought to live out their hopes and dreams in your daily life for the better. This has helped you find your sense of wonder with the world again. There is a lot of rejuvenation in this pile because of the trait you nurtured, and this is similar to one of the previous piles, so check it out if you feel drawn to it.

What have you learnt from this?

The Chariot rx (The Moon) 

The World rx, Justice rx, Six of Swords rx, The Moon rx, Seven of Cups rx (Nine of Swords) + additional oracle cards

You probably have felt that the world is against you – the universe is not doing you justice. You probably have flashbacks of different situations but they mainly yell at you about the fears you’ve felt and how you’ve constantly been feeding your delusions that everything is fine when it’s already burning. I can’t phrase myself well enough but think of the meme of the dog sitting in a burning house saying “It’s fine.” It’s that kinda situation. The feeling of unfairness and delusions, thinking it’s what you deserve and not at the same time. It’s a conflicting energy yet it makes so much sense at the same time, mainly because of the fear that’s deep seated in you.

You’ve learnt the importance of timing. You now know when to move, and when to not move. The definition of movement strongly depends on what you define. It may be financial or investment, it may be moving places, it may be moving jobs, it may be leaving a place, etc. But the main part of this is the word “move”, which you’ve learnt through the hard way. Know that no matter how terrible of a person you think you are, your intentions and heart still deserves to be known by the people you trust, by the people you’ve connected in life. Know that friendship is also a form of abundance which you’ve failed to see at times.

Let go of self criticism, know you have what it takes, and you’ve learnt to treasure what are the important things that matters to you most.

How will this propel you forward?

Two of Cups rx, Five of Wands, The Hanged Man (Queen of Swords rx) 

涣卦 – To Scatter, To Be Changeable

Your pile has been getting The Hanged Man and Two of Cups reversed quite a bit, so I’m assuming there’s a lot of inner work and healing you still have to finish. Your ability to cut has been serving you well, but this point forward the cards are urging you to be emotionally open and reflective. The divination cards point to resolving conflict peacefully, and one of the tarot cards here is the Five of Wands – in your future, there may be more conflicts to follow, but your mental clarity and what you’ve learnt from past events will enable you to resolve this wisely.

You’re moving through life with strategy and a sense of efficiency now. You know what’s good for you, how to set better boundaries, and how to reflect to make decisions. You have more energy to pursue your goals with enthusiasm and drive. You’ve found a sense of purpose that you’re currently driving towards and it’s helping you move forward to achieve.

Extra advice and messages:

Judgement (The Chariot) 

Strength, King of Pentacles (Nine of Wands) + additional oracle cards

Do not judge yourself. The world is already doing that, so stop judging yourself over everything you’ve done, over every mistake you’ve made. And you should be walking away from it. It’s gonna take a lot of strength to walk away from this self criticism, but it is possible. Start by being kind to yourself, allow yourself to make mistakes, give yourself a chance to learn.

Change is needed, change is coming. Take your time to go through those changes, be patient, and then you’ll reap the rewards from it. Your dreams will be inspiring you and guiding you through them as you attract the things you’ve manifested. Do not be afraid as your guides are with you. Remember to be grateful to what you’ve gotten from the universe and people around you, and always look inside you. You are worth what it is you desire.

I feel like this pile already knows what to do and how to get it done, so there isn’t much message I can get for this pile.

Pile Four

What have you fallen in love with throughout the year?

Death, Seven of Swords, King of Cups rx, Queen of Swords, The Fool rx (Three of Coins rx)

You’ve fallen in love with being independent and being self-taught. I hope I’m not being too crass, but this pile seems like you’re appreciating the fact that you’re able to cut cords and sever ties easily. This seems like a culmination of the other piles except you’re proud of this fact. This does not have to be unhealthy – knowing what’s good for you and how to align yourself is crucial, plus it allows you to plan ahead and be decisive in what you want. Remember to just keep this in moderation, this power also comes with accountability for your actions as well as its consequences.

Another transformative pile, you’ve renewed yourself after uncovering another facet of yourself through life events. You have this independent and business-like energy to you that you couldn’t see before but are appreciative of it now. You may have a sharp tongue and realised the power of your words, while also bearing a sharp mind. You’re appreciative of the fact that you can be cunning and that you’re no fool. Over this year you might have encountered difficulties especially regarding teamwork with others, communication and relationships. However, this newfound appreciation for working independently has given you self-confidence and the ability to speak for yourself.

Why did this happen?

The World, The Hierophant, The Sun rx (The Fool) 

The Emperor, The Sun, Six of Pentacles, The Magician rx (Queen of Cups) + additional oracle cards

There are quite some nice things that have been happening to you and you’re called to remember where you’ve started and to not have your ego inflated, because whatever it is, it can be taken away again. There’s The World here, however I do not think of it as something positive. If anything, it serves as a warning here, to not be a fool to let your pride eat you up.

You’re also called to fix your attitude now, pronto, else you’ll lose the shine. Remember your roots, remember your childhood, remember who you wanted to be. Do not be manipulated or manipulative to others. Know that you actually have the power, especially in the field of intuition, emotions and finances. But once again, do not attempt a game where you can’t deal with the negative outcomes. You hold a lot of strength and power, do you choose dignification or nah?

How did it help you during the year?

Five of Cups rx, Two of Cups rx, Knight of Cups rx (Queen of Wands rx) 

遁卦 – To Evade, To Self-Preserve

There is this stalwart energy to this pile. You’ve found an inner drive to you that you kept to yourself, you didn’t use it to demean or criticise others, but instead used it to help yourself improve and learn. There might have been problems with your relationships with others, but after all that hurt, you chose not to self-pity but instead learnt from these past transgressions to build yourself back up. This insulated feeling you have built for yourself could have stemmed from people around you backstabbing or putting too much pressure on you – you might not have received much kindness from those around you.

This sharpness of both mind and tongue has led you to pick your battles wisely, you did not start fights you could not finish; you did no harm, took no shit. You did what you could to get out of the situation you were in, you were smart enough to evade and stand strong in yourself at the same time. Most of all, you are not victimising nor putting yourself down, which is what’s helping you drive forward. This self-confidence and drive will get you far, you’ll turn the tables and attract the right people as well sooner or later.

What have you learnt from this?

Judgement, The Star, The Devil, The Empress (Temperance) 

Six of Pentacles, The Hanged Man rx (Ace of Pentacles) + additional oracle cards

Flashbacks of you judging people probably will be prominent? Although whatever you’ve said is not wrong, they probably can be worded better. You actually realise and learnt your own flaws and have been slowly learning to be gentle with yourself. Cups seem really evident here so… I hope y’all don’t have any drinking problems or having drinking as a coping mechanism. Drinking as celebration is okay but not for coping. Being gentle with yourself doesn’t talk about addiction and constant drowning in ways that you “think” that “help” you. Balance is needed in everything.

Once again, you’ve been reminded to remember who you wanted to be, and to take some time for yourself for some self introspection. You’ve probably learnt to be more generous with your finances and help but most importantly, you’ve learnt to see things from people’s perspective the hard way. It feels like other people have been yelling off at you to make you understand their pain. But once you’ve amended your ways for the better, better things will come to you. Life is a cycle, a circle. What goes around comes around.

How will this propel you forward?

The Emperor rx, Ace of Cups, Queen of Cups rx (Seven of Wands rx) 

蹇卦 – Incoming Trouble

Before I make my points, like what Matz said above, both of us are pulling out Cups cards a lot for this pile, hence there is this emphasis to connect more with your emotions; connect back to your heart. Find solitude and peace to work your complexity out. Mind and heart can and should work together, there is no need to separate them. Find a pathway for them to connect and flow, allow yourself to continue to forgive and let go, and you should be able to deal with what is to come.

Soon, this ability you’ve fallen in love with will help you push forward in your goals, and continue to help you in your perseverance. You will be determined and driven to action, you’ll be ambitious and grounded enough to succeed. This ability has given you street-smarts and wisdom that will help push you forward and overcome any obstacle, however you may be feeling despondent and drained right now, hence the call to connect back to your soul and what makes you soft again. The Emperor reversed and Queen of Cups reversed is paired with the Ace of Cups – there are going to be great opportunities for emotional fulfilment and relief in your future, however there needs to be balance in both your masculine and feminine sides.

In the divination card, the space above the mountain symbol has changed from air (communication problems) to water (being emotionally overwhelmed/blocked), signifying trouble ahead. For those of you who resonate with this, Matz has already said, take time to be with your emotions. Acknowledge them. Your feelings deserve to be heard and felt, because you deserve to move forward. Do not be brash or impatient, what’s to come will arrive in its own time.

Extra advice and messages:

The Emperor (The Hermit) 

Knight of Pentacles rx (Two of Pentacles) 

Square/semi-square/quincunx - Tension, South Node - Past (Vesta - Hearth) + additional oracle cards

First message I’m getting is to not be an authoritarian. Have your authority, but do not use it to oppress others. Be kind, be responsible with the power you hold. Balance is needed in every aspect. Tensions are not gonna help, and do not let past tensions pull you down either. Focus right now in the present, be here with willing hands and heart to help those who are in need. Remember that good partnerships are made of equal amounts of positivity and you need to focus on wholeness. Wholeness of the entire team, the entire group.

Transformation is on its way to you. Breathe in, breathe out. Know that your guides and your intuition is helping you to be better, to open up new possibilities. It’s up to you to step into new beginnings that are opened to you. Manifest whatever that you want, may it be work success or relationship success. Return back to the heart of the house, to make yourself a cup of tea and rest.

Thank you so much for reading and interacting!

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[psychelis-new]

pick a pile: "How do you face your fears together?"

take a breath and choose the photo or number that calls you the most to read about how you and your romantic partner or friend can work together and help each other facing your fears. romantic partner includes: current partner, future spouse/partner, destined person. i needed to add friends as well cause I feel for some of you one of them could be of help as well. thanks @ceyrann / @tuliptic for the suggestion!

don’t take the reading too seriously. only take what resonates with you and leave the rest. if you're not called by any pile, let this reading slid as it may not hold messages for you. if you're called by more than one, there may be messages in each of those piles. remember that is a general reading and some things may not resonate with you. energies can change and readings are based on present ones (as you read); you're always in charge of your life.

(photos found on unsplash)

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pile 1

You or your person may really be an overthinker and be self judging a lot or/and fearing others' judgement. I feel it's more you and your person is gonna help you quiet your mind. You may really hear a lot of voices in your mind, especially when you start overtinking whenever something happens to you (even small things, but ofc it depends on your emotional stability: sometimes even a small thing can take up a big room and it's fne as long as you're willing to not let it take over you but realize it's not the reality of things). Your person will help you ground yourself. They will help you by not letting you overthink too much. They will keep you in the present moment, and help you see things from a different point of view. they will share with you their reality too, which won't be as twisted as yours (cause of past traumas possibly). You have probably grown up in a pretty strict environment, and had to deal with tough situations which made you lose contact with your real self worth. Your person will be able to read inside of you and guide you through it all. As said, they will ground you. It could be that also your person may occasionally end up in the same rut, despite they feel a little more healed or they are gonna take it less deeply than you when you'll be together. It seems you will help each other see the way out thanks to the love that connects you. You will hold each other hand and be together, by each other's side, when you need that the most. You will be encouraging each other. It's gonna feel safe to be open and vulnerable with the other. I am hearing "safe place", you'll br that for each other. You may also fear that someone may come in between you two or actually some people may judge you two being together (this is probably mostly your person, but it doesn't have to). I think that you will help them realize that they only have to be happy for themselves, and do what they need/want for them, and stop caring about the rest of the world and what they think or don't. People will think and judge anyway, why caring so hard? For some of you, you may fear communicating with your person or find blockages of any type (or vice versa), especially at first. But you two will be able to get over it by working together and finding common ground. I am feeling lot of love and respect and appreciation from this bond. Lot of comfort and safety too.

song: you are enough | sleeping at last

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pile 2

I feel you may have some fears similar to pile 1 of not being good enough/deserving (so if you wanna check it please do it), but also.. you really feel crashed by your fears, and these mostly regard you not being able to reach something in your life. You may feel like there are too many things coming in between you and your goals and you let all this take over you. You may feel stuck, you fear not being able to make it. Probably atm you have a lot to do that doesn't depend on your will, or are going through some big stuff... just be patient with yourself. You don't have to make it now, you have time. If right now there's something else going on, it means you need to work on that first. Your success will come. The time to succeed will come. Even if you're losing your hopes. Always believe that you will make it, but also let things develop at the right time: it doesn't have to be now, it doesn't have to be that if you're not seeing any result now you won't ever be able to make it or receive it. Take a breath. I think your person will help you by literally reaching you down the hole you dig yourself by overthinking your situation and seeing your dreams as unreachable and too high above you. Your person may literally lend you a hand and take you out of that rabbit hole, not just by supporting you but also planning with you, helping you physically with all the endeavours you have to deal with. You may also collaborate together on something, maybe an idea you had but you cannot put into practice... they will help you financially or just by supporting you emotionally and materially. They're there to help, let them know how they can do that. Speak to them. Your person seem more stable than you, despite at times they may stress over not being good enough or the "right" person to help you, but they are totally willing to work on this and help you, so they may even just try and get over this fear they have. I kinda feel that they may be able to do anything for you, you're their strenght, even if you don't see it or if you believe you're not strong: you are, you really are and it shows by how you deal with all the things you go through the way you do. You help them get over their fears just by being with them, you give them the reason to not be scared anymore (despite they at times fear losing you). And their will to help you is indeed caused by this need to give you back all you do and did, even unknowingly, for them. It seems you changed them for the better. They have someone and something to fight and live for now.

song: rain song | epik high, colde

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pile 3

This pile's fears are all about emotions. Are you scared of seeing and understand why you feel something? Are you scared of giving names to your fears and insecurities? To your emotions in general? Are you scared of loving freely? Of crying? Of feeling?... of living? It feels like you can only reach to a point and then stop cause it feels too much, too scary, too uncomfortable to reach further. I mean, it's ofc okay, you need to do this only as much as you can, but... you should try to get further, maybe? Only to know yourself a little, to understand what is blocking you and scarying you so much. You don't have to do it alone: this type of trips are tricky, they may hide lot of hidden stuff and it's good to have someone to lean on... I think your person will be this for you. They will help you deal with your emotions. They will totally "wake you up" to your emotions, to life. They seem not scared of digging down inside. But for you it's different.. you may have build up walls to protect yourself cause of past scars and traumas (maybe from your childhood too). They will help you go past them, being more you, more vulnerable. There's nothing wrong in that: it only helps you being more open and creating deeper relationships. Your person won't oblige you ofc, they will always remind you that it's your choice, that you need to decide what you want to do with yourself and your life, that the last word is yours. But I think somehow they will convince you trying to take baby steps into that direction. They'll probably be more extroverted than you, more impulsive, more open, while you're more the opposite (ofc it could be vice versa: your person being the one I just described). This person will help you realize all your boldness inside, that it is not too unsafe to let go sometimes, to live fully, to not fear consequences of actions, to... leave your mind at home? Are you really overthinking this much? :) They'll teach you how to celebrate, to feel fully everything you experience, and not close off to the beauty of it, being a positive or a negative feeling. Your person seems a bit reckless. They may not fear too much, they just wanna experience everything. You may help them gain a balance in this, to not be "too much", and just enjoy but also think about the consequences sometimes: despite it's good to just let go, at times it's also good to know when to stop, when to say "okay, now I had enough of this". I have this feeling you (and them too, probably) may be a loner and/or feel lonely, but in two different ways. I think people at times tend to leave you a little "aside" cause you may seem a bit too serious or blocked. While for them.. it's more on them, they decided to go on their path, and it's okay if others don't care too much about following them. Kinda rebel without a cause.

song: like i do | tracee ellis ross, kelvin harrison jr.

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pile 4

I think you (and your person) may need to work on intimacy. Not just the physical one (despite for many of you it's this one mostly) but the emotional one too. Being emotionally intimate means to be open and vulnerable, not just as in pile 3 but mostly as being able to talk about your darkest parts without fearing being judged (cause there's nothing to be judged for; and if someone does that, it's them projecting themselves on you, not you). As for being physically intimate, you may have past traumas or simply had experienced something that made you feel scared of being touched, not just as for 18+ things but also hugged or caressed by others. This is a scar that needs time and patience to heal. That needs you to be patient and kind with yourself. That asks you to start reconnecting with your body and giving you the physical appreciation you deserve and need. Whatever type it is. Take your time to know yourself, your body, your emotions and how they move in your body. It wasn't on you, it wasn't your fault, whatever happened (or didn't: maybe suddenly people stopped touching you or showing you physical affection. You did nothing wrong. Take time to grieve this, and remind yourself it wasn't on you: it was the other not being able to give you what you needed cause of their own emotional problems, be it just an hug when you were down). Dance, do something you enjoy (anything artistic), move, walk, exercise, paint... realize that you deserve all the intimacy you're going to experience with your person. They will be there to help you too, by working with you and your fears, taking things slow, not rushing anything: if you haven't been in a relationship before, don't worry. They will give you time to get accostumed to them and the whole thing.. it'll feel like you have a buddy, but you can also count on them being there for you and show you that you can be loved and showed this love physically too. You're not awful. You're not awful. You're beautiful. Do not close off to this. Your person will probably fear starting things too fast, of being too impulsive (they may be impulsive at times), they also need time to trust or to be intimate, so it won't be a problem cause of this too. I think you'll be able to work together and follow your own timing. You seem very connected, on the same page, and honestly... despite I am seeing you may both like to take things slow, it may even happen that, for a few, you'll feel so connected you'll jump into something immediately (and yeah again your person's fear... to let go too soon when they actually want to take their time with you, and follow you. They may be more into physical stuff than you and more used to hug and other physical displays, or they will probably be very attracted by you and need to take care of you and touch you/hug you faster than how you may feel like it's okay cause of your trauma). Just try to not be too scared and remember to talk about it all with the other. Emotional intimacy starts with communication. Take your time, nobody is rushing you two. Unless you two are willing to rush things a bit... up to you. And ofc: start slow (holding hands, a hug, a kiss on the cheek...), but start. It's the only way to get over this fear of intimacy and... being touched for something good, which you may have not experienced for a long time now.

song: wonder | shawn mendes

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[cosmictulips]

Hi hi tuliptics main here and I like our interactions so much can we fix a tag for it? OvO

oh yea go ahead =D

we should call it something dumb like tuliptalk lol

#CAUSE WE TULIP AND WE TALK #idk I just woke up

[jinxstrology]

I just completed Say My Name and now I gotta work on Wonderland. Lovely. Really. I love how you're feeding me into these.

I even reblogged it, I'm nothing if not an enabler

EVERYONE GO FOLLOW TULIPTIC THEIR PAC READINGS ARE WELL THOUGHT OUT MASTERPIECES

#answered #ceyrann

[ceyrann]

Hello to my lovely friends and moots and other people here who've received readings from me:

Please help to go to @tuliptic and leave a feedback via the askbox thanksssssssssssssssssssszzz

[estudionada]

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[tuliptic]

What Is My Purpose Here On This Land

This is for all, but especially for those with existential crises. We’ve wondered what we are meant to do, do we have a purpose being on this planet, and many more questions continue to feed our brains. 

Close your eyes, meditate on this topic and ask yourself the question: What messages does your weary heart need to hear? Breathe in and out, make sure your mind and heart is calm. Then, open your eyes to see which pile talks to you the most/draws you in the most. Once you’ve found your pile, scroll down to the respective parts to see what are the messages for you.

Pile 1    -     Pile 2

Pile 3    -     Pile 4

Disclaimer: This is solely for my entertainment purposes. Take only whatever that you feel like it. If it doesn’t resonate, it’s okay to just drop it. That aside, I do not consent to my work or here to be used by third parties on this platform or other websites.

Decks used: Luna Cat Tarot Deck  (Major Arcana), Linestrider Tarot Deck, Flower Petals Oracle Deck, Sweet Dreams Oracle Deck, Starcodes Astro Oracle Deck, self made lyrics deck.

Pile 1: The Rose

A card to represent you: The Chariot

One funny thing when I was shuffling this deck was that this card came out tumbling. It was like.. Upright, reverse, upright again. I’m taking this as a sign. You like taking the wheel. You’ve been through the ups and downs as you journey ahead, sometimes lacking direction, learning self-discipline throughout the process, learning the importance of strength and will, finding balance, and driving to where you are right now. There’s this determination that you’ve gained from past experience, and you’re still driving ahead. A word of advice is to be aware of your own focus level, and to take a rest when you’re tired. The journey of life ahead is long, and it’s always alright to take a break now and then. For some reason, I also feel some of you may be travelling right now, or intend to travel in the future. Make sure to prepare a proper itinerary and have emergency numbers saved! 

1. What is my role here on earth? - The High Priestess

First word I’m picking up is healing. You’re the person who answers to the cries of help, being the Universe’s hands in providing aid to those who pray for it, to be that gentle beauty without losing your thorns. You’re called to be the healing energy, to be the kindness that people need but may or may not deserve. Not to put a burden on you, but you probably tend to be kind and subconsciously heal or watch over those who need your help, even strangers, and even people who do not deserve those kindness. (There’s this nagging behind my head that reminds me of the people in Gotham who did nothing yet yells for help/salvation, instead of fighting and protecting their “loved” ones.)

2. Have I achieved it? - The Fool

You’re only starting on this journey. Or maybe have yet to start on this journey. You probably realised this uhhh ability of yours very recently, or have only decided to really start doing something on it. See, realising this ability/skill doesn’t mean you have to do something about it. You may realise your skill for art but not continue cultivating that skill. It’s the same. You’ve probably stopped all those questions and try to take out that first step to do it. You’re killing your doubt step by step, betting in yourself and trusting in yourself to do something entirely new. (Yes, ITZY’s Bet On Me is playing as I write this.)

3. How to achieve it? - The Sun

There are so many things embodied in this card: brightness, hope, ray of hope, and more to come. What I’m feeling from this is mainly warmth, asking you to just be this Sun, to shine just as you are. It’s gonna sound weird but imagine healing rays? I’m cringing and having a weird face as I type this out. But yeah, just be who you are, to continue doing what you do. Just know that your presence is like a walking energy-purifier, lifting up the spirits even by smiling to strangers or wishing them a good day. You can attempt to try doing something else, for example, being more active in volunteer work in nursing homes and shelters, playing a part in activist activities, or even taking up counselling courses to help people out. These are only some of the many ways that are available. Most importantly is that you do kindness with kindness, not to have any ulterior motives behind them.

4. Why do I need to do it? - Seven of Wands rx

The world is changing, more and more people are experiencing a feeling of defeat and overwhelmingness, including you. All are called to make a change, and this is your part in the pledge to make a change. We have arrived at a time of change, and actions need to be taken. People have been fighting among themselves, you may even have been having conflicting thoughts and contradicting beliefs. Peace has been taken away, and instead of fighting to get back that same peace, it’s time to recreate a new peace that will work for this new world. A new structure is needed, and you’re one of those first few people who are tasked to build things anew again.

5. What can I learn from it? - King of Pentacles rx

What you’ll be learning is not only based on what you’ve experienced, but from what you’ve observed. You saw the fall of those who have been obsessed with earthly riches, those who have been paying attention to the materialistic realm, and have forgotten to nourish their soul and mental energy. The downfall was harsh and painful, reminding you that balance is needed in every aspect. From there, you’re gonna continue spreading kindness, letting the scars of the past be a reminder of what has happened, and how you’re gonna redirect the course of your energy.

6. How am I supposed to transform from it? - Knight of Pentacles rx

Self-discipline will take you to a lot of places, and will also be able to take you to places that you thought you never would’ve reached. This gift of yours, this purpose of your is not to let you be more spiritual, but to be more down to earth. You’re supposed to be the bridge between the spiritual themes with the practical, existing world we’re living in right now.  From this, you’ll also be able to get connected to your roots, your family, your ancestry, even get connected to your race. I hope I do not get into trouble with how I phrase myself here hshshs. But y’know how colonialism has affected a lot of things, like religion and even language. I don’t quite remember where I heard it, but Tagalog or Filipino, languages of the Philippines, have Spanish influence in it. Or how Christianity kinda replaced the other folk religions with how it’s being brought in. So yeah, you’ll need to do the dissection to find out which was the original, which you wanna connect with. You define your own roots, and you take charge of it.

7. What is the self-fulfilment level? - The Tower

Whilst you dream, you clear your mind of all negativity and your spirit will be refreshed. With that, you’ll charge ahead, doing everything you can until you feel that you’ve changed the world. It sounds really idealistic, but if you need to remember the catastrophic energy that The Tower brings. The change is not gonna be small, and you can’t do it alone. You’ll work ahead, without knowing how long it’ll take. You then make friends on the way, working towards the same goal but with different tasks, slowly but steadily paving and painting a new path. Just like the straw that breaks the camel’s back, your tiniest effort shatters the restrictive and unhelpful rules that were oppressing the people.  That’s what you’re meant to be, that’s what you can achieve. But I need to remind you that this self-fulfilment level differs for everyone. One can feel content by doing small things, while some want the satisfaction that comes with doing great things. They are all valid and powerful acts in their own ways, and no one can deny the effort and effect that comes with it.

Overall energy: The Fool, Ace of Pentacles

Overall, you’re called to take actions to start a new chapter of your life. You’re the main character of your own story, you’re the one who decides how you want to paint your journey. However, whatever that you’re intending to do, remember to not do it alone. A solo trip is fun, but a journey? It’s best to have people joining your cause to support each other. Remember that there are other animals in The Fool, cuz one is  a guide and the other is a guard/support. The energy of rebirth and transformation comes heavily in this pile, and sometimes, it can destroy you in the process. Proceed with caution and with faith. We are praying for you as you travel.

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Pile 2: The Mirror

A card to represent you: The Sun

You attempt to be a person to bring warmth to people around you. The Sun shines warm lights, and that’s something you enjoy as well. But sometimes, when anger gets hold of you, you tend to burn people around you, accidentally or on purpose. You don’t really use the reason “I didn’t mean to”, because if you injure people, you totally mean it. It’s probably due to them crossing your boundaries repeatedly, and you didn’t want to hold back any longer. But still, the card wants to remind you of who you wanted to be. Do not let anger cloud the true you. Let out that anger at the right person, and go back to who you are, the warm and accepting you.

1. What is my role here on earth? - Judgement rx

I don’t really wanna use the word here but you’re called to learn the karmic lessons in the past, may it be the current past or your past lives. There are times that you hold on to your values, yet the world continues to challenge you, which may have made you question what is the meaning of you being here, what do you need to do to get out of this cycle of unfairness. Instead of fighting it, it’s time for you to discard the mask of pride that you’ve been wearing, and accept that unfairness is a part of life that you need to go through. Once there's acceptance, you can build a new structure (structure on how you go through problems, or building up new values or habits, or anything else that can help you). Humility is what you need. And stay away from humiliation. These are two very different things. People taking credit over what you do is… Something you need to be aware of. But. If there are people out there who take credit over what you do yet accuse you of copying or shit like that? Fight.

2. Have I achieved it? - Seven of Pentacles

This is something that will take long to achieve it, but you’re still on the way. You probably have noticed this… Thing? That things have been unfair and that it is too tiring to live, and you’re somehow somewhat struggling through life. Sure, there are times that are fun, but you know that fun does not last long and once it’s time, you continue crashing the waves and pressure life gives you.  You feel like you’ve been doing this forever, and things just don’t seem that they are turning better. Have faith that it will. Belief is a skill that comes with birth, you just need to hold on to it, believing that things will resolve in the end. Which it will. The struggles will become lighter eventually, because hard work and effort pays off.

3. How to achieve it? - The Magician rx

There are some other untapped talents in you, and it’s time for you to unlock them. You need to be able to find them and develop them. It’s not something you can easily access to, but it’s something you’ll need to practise and to get good at, and then to use them wisely. This untapped skill of yours may be something spiritually related, with you standing in between humanity and spirituality. You need to be aware to not fall into people’s traps, and to make sure that you do not manipulate others in the process. I feel that this pile may have some talents or skills in manipulation and deception (either you’re aware or not), but you can choose to not do so. Remember, if you choose to do so, there will be more things that you’ll lose. The Magician talks about alchemy, where you use one thing to exchange for another of equal value. 

4. Why do I need to do it? - Nine of Wands

There’s a resilience that you need to learn, encouraging you to pay attention to your rights, believe in yourself and defend your position or property. It is time to gather your experiences and life lessons, to reflect on what life has shown you. There’s this hint of spirituality that you’re also called to evaluate - to see what it has to offer in your life, to see how you can use this to make it another life lesson/asset of yours. You need to remember that the process of learning can be difficult and challenging, but you can also make it fun, make it lighter. Unlike in school, where you learn without passion (for most people), you are now learning new things because you’re interested in it. So yeah, learn through playing and experimenting, celebrate each growth and resilience you’ve unlocked. I hope I’m making sense here.

5. What can I learn from it? - Four of Cups

I doubt that many who pick this pile are happy with meditation, but this is one thing you’ll be learning. There’s a need to reevaluate yourself, and realigning values within you. I’m having some difficulties in forming my words, because it feels like your pile already knows about this, but in some sense, refuse to do this, refuse to acknowledge this. You’ve probably heard a lot of this kinda talk, where you need to do this and that to achieve that enlightenment. You really didn’t like that, and you still don’t like it.  Yet, this is needed. You need to go through a long while of silence, a time of reflection, to make changes and to be reborn again. It’s difficult, you may cry again and again, because you’ve been in darkness for so long, slowly giving up on whatever ways are out there. Know that it can’t be any darker than this, and it’s also a chance for you to recognise light, and to embrace that light.

6. How am I supposed to transform from it? - Five of Cups rx

You have to accept pain has been crucial in your growth, and walk away from it. It’s time for you to move on, and you’ll find yourself to be more… Accepting? Acceptance is a huge theme in your reading, where you acknowledge that this has happened, and you accept it, and then move on with life. As long as you accept something has happened, that weight will be slowly lifted away from your shoulders. You won’t be able to move when you’ve been crushed by all those unhappiness (or even happiness) that you’ve been holding onto. Focus on wholeness, learn how to take things up and put them down, continue on with the journey of letting go.

7. What is the self-fulfilment level? - The Hierophant

The Hierophant is often related to religion, and it being paired with spirituality speaks even more so. I’m not saying that achieving enlightenment (don’t mistake it with the Buddhist term, please) IS fulfilling for you, but it is one step to achieve what you wanted - release. Life’s burdens have been pulling this pile down, and what you want the most is release, release from responsibilities; release from fears; release from expectations; release from this endless cycle that has been trapping you. You’ll need to invite in a new thought to be released from what has been tying you down, and it’s time for you to be reborn again.

Overall energy: The Lovers, Eight of Cups

There are times where you need to make decisions between two choices that were offered to you. Oftentimes, you want to pick neither, but life decides it for you anyways. Either paths will lead you to where you’re meant to go, so why not stand still for now and listen to your life? Looking at it may be distracting, as there are a lot of worries and neon lights around. Make a cup of drink, sit down, put on your earphones and play some soft music. You might be able to hear something.  One thing I have to mention is that there’s a heavy Pluto and karmic energy I’m sensing from here. It’s like… A huge circle, a cycle, where things happen again and again. You’ll need time (and a lot of time) to complete this cycle, only then you can break free from there. Some may feel dejected, but do remember that every step you’re taking right now is bringing you closer to the end. The Mirror is also here for you to reflect, to see who you are, and to see who you are Inside.  Make this promise that you’ll be kind to yourself, appreciate each step that you’re taking and celebrate the small wins.

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Pile 3:  The Key

A card to represent you: The World

This pile is giving me a very comforting and secured energy. Paired with this card, those who picked this pile may have completed a project, or have achieved one of their goals in life, or are close to closing an existing project with success. You may also be one of the fixed signs (Aquarius, Taurus, Leo, Scorpio) or have them in your personal planets.  Another thing I’m picking up is that some of you may be looking out for new projects to start when you haven’t reached the end of the current project. Take a step back, do not rush into things quickly. Sure, an end speaks of a new beginning, but you need time to plan a proper project and to recuperate from the exhaustion of the previous project.

1. What is my role here on earth? - Three of Swords rx

I’m seeing more of a guide here. You have been through difficulties in life, and from those, you’ve gained experiences, insights, knowledge and wisdom. With that, you’re tasked to guide the rest who are going through a hard time this round. It’s difficult because kindness isn’t something everyone is equipped with, and for you, especially, you may find it a lil bitter. This is where you challenge yourself to step outside of your comfort zone, to try something that you’ve never thought of, or even detest. But you gotta do it as the path you step on is the road to growth and illumination.

2. Have I achieved it? - Knight of Wands

You're charging towards it, albeit a lil reckless. You do have the passion in it, and you’re more than willing to be the change, even wishing that the change is something that can change the world. You can’t wait to experience the storm and thunder, wanting to feel the same scale of impact.  However, you need to remember that passion can dissipate quickly, like how it started. There might be transits in your life, maybe Mars is transiting one of your personal planets right now, which gives you that impulse of wanting to achieve something. You are in control of your response, but the actions of other people and events are not. Do not be dejected when people reject you, but continue ahead without that recklessness.

3. How to achieve it? - Ten of Swords

You will be able to achieve it by going through defeats. You’re one who learns through actual defeats, the pain, remembering the falls of life through your body and soul. From there, only then you can compile those you’ve learnt and observed into a book, for your own and other’s references. At this phase, you may feel pulled between one path or another, and pushed to make a decision. It can be quite tense, but don’t avoid it. These tense situations build your strength, getting you ready to fly. Do not bend; do not submit defeat, continue ahead to chase after your ideals. Let that resolution and will to be your light.

4. Why do I need to do it? - Two of Wands rx

There’s a fear in you, not knowing what you are meant to achieve. This could be a personal goal for you to focus throughout your lifetime, building yourself up, giving you an unnamed courage to find your inner power. I feel that you may have subconsciously (or maybe consciously) compared yourself to people around you, wondering where in life you are, what you’re meant to do. To counter that, you need to set a personal goal, to have some sort of inner alignment, and figure out what you want to achieve. Do you want to appear as a confidant people turn to? Are you keen on sharing thoughts and experiences to make people’s lives a lil bit easier? Try taking a notebook and writing your goals down, and see what you need to do, or what you should stop doing to achieve that. It’s time that you activate a certain switch in you to be that fire (either to warm or to destroy. It’s up to you).

5. What can I learn from it? - The Hierophant, Ace of Pentacles

I feel that you may be even able to start something, maybe a support group or a club, especially in a religious context. There’s some form of finances involved in it, so yeah, maybe a support group where you guide others, and others guide the others, and let the leaves of the tree expand. Finances will be involved in terms that there are donations coming in, which you may use to assist those who are financially needy.  You’ll be able to accept this new side of yours, and be more willing to reach out your hands because you could physically see how this chain of kindness continues on, holding on more hope that things can actually change for the better.

6. How am I supposed to transform from it? - Judgement

It is time for you to reevaluate your life, what meanings you want to fix to your life. There may be a calling to change your life or open your heart to new possibilities, to new responsibilities or a new field of work. The horn in this card symbolises that there may be a wake-up call from the world around you, telling you that it’s time to stop being in your head, to see the world for who it is, and how you’re supposed to make changes, or answer to those changes. Change can refer to something tangible and immediate, or the whole way one sees life. In fact, you may have already changed without realising it.

7. What is the self-fulfilment level? - Five of Cups rx

There’s a release from pain and suffering. The pain and suffering does not necessarily mean something physical, but something that’s more on a spiritual level. Y’know how sometimes one can feel… Empty and blank? That. That is actually suffering on a spiritual level, because you have no direction, no guidance, and sometimes that could feel suffocating. Some out there could just go along with life even though they have no idea what to do, and it’s cuz their direction of life is to go along with what the journey has to offer. What you’re doing right now is just standing there and looking blankly to where your eyes are looking, which increases the weight in your chest and legs.  Through this, you’ll be able to find a proper direction and the awakening that comes with it will elevate you. Walking again after you’ve been standing so long will be uncomfortable at first, but take small and steady steps. You’ll find yourself running again soon.

Overall energy: The Star, Four of Swords

This reading talks about hope and rest, and how they come hand in hand. I felt a weight on my chest as I was typing the self-fulfilment part, because of how heavy the desperation and feeling of loss is. Know that The Star is shining a gentle ray of hope, consoling you that things will be better. The Star may not be visible all the time, especially in the daylight. But know that she is always there, and you can hear her whispers in the night, when you think you’re about to fall. Be kind to yourself and share your beauty as well as knowledge with those around you. But remember to take rests as well. You can’t afford to do much when you’re having a burnout. It’s alright to fall, but remember to rest and stand up again. Your passion is your greatest drive, go for it.

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Pile 4: The Word

A card to represent you: The Magician rx

I feel like you’re currently standing in the middle of two different things, two very different and distinct fields (like science vs arts, realism vs spirituality), not knowing where to head to. There’s some sort of pull from both of them and you’re feeling very, very torn.  However, remember that the Magician is someone that has a lot of skills, and has been acting as the bridge between the physical plane and the spiritual realm for a long time. You, also, have the skills to bridge between the various fields/things that are scattered across. As the bridge, you can see the connecting and overlapping points, and you can build out from there. You honour differences and expand.

1. What is my role here on earth? - Two of Swords rx

Your role is to take out the blinds that were covering the people’s eyes, including yours. You are called to stop them from hiding or shying away from the truth, making them see what is the truth, calling them to face reality. For some reason, I feel that you may have not been very liked at home due to this nature. Your parents may think that their reputation or status as parents should not be challenged, but you couldn’t care less about it. What you cared about was that justice and truth be upheld, and you won’t hesitate to rip anyone apart if they tried saying otherwise. This, in turn, has created quite a huge confrontation when you were growing up. But are you stopping there? No. You will continue your role of wake up call, but only once or twice. You’ve understood that there are always people out there who want to run away from the truth, and you’re not gonna waste your effort and time on them.

2. Have I achieved it? - The Chariot rx

You’re currently in a fallback. You took a step back to look at the options available and to reevaluate the situation. You realise that you were having a narrow goal and vision tunnel, which will cost a lot of meaningless sacrifice. You may have thought that it was okay to let your horses run without holding the reins, but now is not the time. You’re now evaluating and weighing the pros and cons, which are the items that you want to invest your time and energy on, finding out where your passion lies. A word of advice: Do not be afraid to try multiple things. Nothing is fixed in stone. Just like you may discover a new favourite dish later, you may also discover a new skill that is useful.

3. How to achieve it? - Page of Cups rx

First of all, you need to kill your doubts and fears. Fear is one main thing that’s stopping you from trying new things in different fields. There are always new things out there waiting for you to try, there are new opportunities that can’t wait to come to you. Being protective of your own energy is important, but you need to get out at times, to talk to people, to learn their ideas and train of thoughts, to see things from their point of view. This way, instead of tearing down the blinds covering their eyes, you’ll be able to verbally convince them to take the blinds down themselves, which is a much gentler way. Be honest and true, even to your fears. Accept them, and they might reward you with something special.

4. Why do I need to do it? - The Fool rx, Knight of Pentacles

I’m seeing some form of heavy responsibility here. You are not tasked to enjoy or to have fun, but to be like a defender, a protector, even a fighter or truth. Unlike The Fool, who goes on new journeys having fun, you are stationed at a place, guarding the gates, making sure those who enter are those who have earned it. This responsibility is not randomly placed on people, but it chooses those who vow to bear witness to the truth. Obligation is a word that’s also relevant here, where you’re also willing to bear this duty. Not sure if you’re doing this because you want the truth to be known or you just wanna spite people by forcing them to look at their wounds. It’s all up to you.

5. What can I learn from it? - Page of Wands

It’s like… A stone egg hatching. You thought that it was a stone, from its rough and hard exterior. But in reality, it’s actually a dragon egg. You learn that miracles happen in various forms, and that one really needs to think of the various possibilities and potentials you hold, even the ones that sound impossible. It’s alright to fail, it’s alright to fall, as long as you continue to climb up and attempt, you’ll be able to see the glory that’s arriving your way. Glory is a huge word but it is what it is. Stop losing focus and get that glory in your hands.

6. How am I supposed to transform from it? - Eight of Pentacles

You can transform into a gem by polishing and honing your skills. If I were to compare and describe, I’d say that you’re a jade as compared to other stones out there. It takes a skilled master to recognize the green under the hard and dusty exterior. Now, you’re that skilled master, and you’re gonna trim and polish the rock to reveal the gentle green in it. It can only be done little by little, and repeating the process until you see that gleam of green. And that’s what you’re gonna do. You’re gonna polish your skills day by day, night by night. Repetition of the task can sound mundane but that’s needed for you to be able to gain precision. This precision can be used in a lot of places, such as knowing the fine line of breaking the truth harshly or choosing to not say a single thing. Sometimes, people have their pride, and that precision will be able to help you to observe which line to cut, where to stop.

7. What is the self-fulfilment level? - Ten of Swords rx

Through this, I’d say that you’ll be able to let go of the past hurt that you have. There is a lot of anger and pain, especially when you recall how you were treated unfairly. You weren’t in the wrong, but you still get attacked. Now, you’ve learnt how to see things from their side and handle them properly, you’re now able to move on from that anger. It’s difficult, but at least, that chapter of your life is ending. You can close that book, and move on to the second book of your trilogy. Life’s a journey, make the rest of it worthwhile.

Overall energy: The Star, Seven of Cups (Strength hidden behind that keeps wanting to show up)

The Word in this picture is Love. Redirect that love to yourself, allow hope to shine on you, and accept that gleam of hope. Opportunities are coming, but you need to learn how to differentiate them from the illusions or wishful thinkings you’ve made. Fret not, you have the strength, the power to discern them according to your inner code of morale. You have what it takes, so practice courage each day. There’s a new you in the future that’s waiting for you. They seem eager, and prepared to take you onto a new journey, to see the new sceneries that come along with it.

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Thank you for reading!

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