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invinciblerodent · 6 months
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I see your "oh Astarion doesn't fully even like the PC until some ways into act 2" headcanons which are all well and great, but what if I raise you an "Astarion is far fucking gone down the deep end by as early as the party (at least if the 'relationship' started some time earlier than that), he's just so zonked out of his gourd on fear and emotional trauma that he's consciously-subconsciously suppressing any romantically-inclined feelings he might have", and a Big Gesture in act 2 (which isn't really all that big at all, I mean you mostly just either kill one thing -potentially without lifting a single finger- that was already on the way, or talk to one woman and treat him with basic respect) just knocks him over the head with a realization like a steel fucking chair
in my interpretation at least, he is pretty much fully pining from the tiefling party night on, but believes it to be perfectly rational concern over his beautiful master plan maybe not working out as intended.
like he may have to consciously hold himself back from fangs-out sneering at anyone who shows the PC any attention, and yet has not a single shred of doubt in his mind that it's because if someone else succeeds in charming them, he won't be able to secure his spot as their Number One Very Special Precious and Protected Lover Boy. (No yeah, that is both fully reasonable and a rational thing to want to be to someone you don't actually give a single shit about. Trust him, he knows. He's so profoundly normal about these things.)
what can I say, I love characters who are just emotionally fkin illiterate in one way or another, send post
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ka-freaking-boom · 5 months
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Morning After
Seven Deadly Sins AU
Lust Soap x Wrath Ghost
Warnings: NSFW, Attempted Coercion, Violence.
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Soap flopped back into the bed, the cheap springs creaking as he settled with a content sigh, the man next to him following his example with a low, satisfied groan. Soap’s full pink lips curled into a smirk as he stretched, the delicious ache of sore muscles causing his dick to twitch where it lay limp and wrung dry against his sweat-slick thigh.
“That was good. Maybe we could do this again sometime?” The smiling nameless man to his right turned on his side in order to face Soap, who was grinning at the stained ceiling with half-lidded eyes. The disgusting undertone of insecurity in the question snapped Soap out of his post-orgasmic haze, causing the Scot to roll his eyes with a mocking snort, his bedmate frowning at the unkind noise.
“Nah, Ahm going ta have ta pass. It was fun, but yer not good enough tae come back ta fer seconds.” Soap sighed as he sat up, rotating to plant his feet flat on the floor before pushing up to stand. He listened with half an ear as the man behind him scrambled to his feet as well, confusion clear on his face as he watched Soap search for his discarded clothing, which seemed to be scattered about the cheap motel room.
“I'm sorry- What?” The man stuttered and Soap let out a heavy breath, his mounting annoyance ruining the perfect afterglow that he had been basking in up to that point. The Scot ignored the man’s desperate inquiry in favor of bending down to grab his briefs when he spotted the corner of the gray cloth peeking out from under the small table near the kitchenette.
He pinched the fabric between his fingers and dragged it out from its hiding spot, pulling them up his legs to rest in their rightful place over his lower half. Soap licked his lips at the sight of the damp spot on the front of his briefs directly over his groin, the clingy material doing its best to reawaken his endless libido. 
“Aye.” Soap casually clicked his tongue when he found his jeans, slipping them up and over his legs as well. He let the waistband ride low enough to shamelessly show off his delicious V-line, the suggestive grooves tracing a straight path down to his slowly refilling cock. “Ahm goin' ta hav' ta pass, mate. Ah wish Ah could say that it was a pleasure.” Soap gave the man a lazy two-finger salute as he threw his jacket on, leaving himself bare-chested in favor of just carrying his stained shirt. 
The whole reason for Soap’s sex-scapade in the first place happened to be because of his ruined shirt. 
Earlier that night, the man he’d bedded had somehow managed to trip and spill his sour-smelling drink all over the fabric while Soap had been returning to the pool table that his siblings had claimed with food for himself and Gaz. Fortunately for the dumbass drunkard, Soap had convinced his siblings to let him handle it and he'd found a way for the clumsy idiot to pay him back for soaking one of his favorite shirts in alcohol in a way that wouldn't end in a bloodbath.
Or, at least he’d hoped. He was actually a bit disappointed with the guy’s performance if he was being honest with himself.
“Wait, hang on a sec!” The man spluttered as he rushed to catch up with Soap before he could make it to the door, blocking his exit with his body as if that alone would be enough to keep Soap from leaving. “You could stay for another round and we can see whether or not you’re not impressed after I'm done with you." The insistent man’s attempt at seduction was subpar at best and Soap would know since he practically invented the concept. 
Soap rolled his eyes up to the ceiling, trying to channel Price's seemingly infinite patience, before shifting his gaze to take in the messily-dressed idiot that he had taken to bed. This was why he hated indulging most humans with a vengeance, they always ended up turning into little whiny bitches that were desperate for validation. He much preferred the big, dangerous types that could give as good as they got and keep up with his stamina.
Soap let his tongue wet his lips, his eyes glazing over as he recalled the last time he and Ghost had fallen into bed together. Neither of them had paid any mind to the loud crack of the door slamming into the opposite wall as they burst into their shared hotel room, both of them far too occupied with trying to devour each other that Soap had impatiently forwent digging around for his keycard in favor of simply kicking it open.
Soap shivered with barely-contained excitement at the memory of Ghost shoving him down onto the mattress so violently that Soap had actually bounced a few times before he was stilled by Ghost draping himself over him, taking both his wrists into one big hand and pinning them above his head. 
The man's gaze was an alluring mix of dark, covetous and hungry as he slowly rolled his mask up just enough to reveal the bottom half off his face before slithering down Soap's body. The tip of his nose brushed lightly over Soap's skin, the Scot’s core muscles rippling at the ticklish sensation, before Ghost's thick hands gripped at his hips, each of his heavy breaths fanning out across the bulge in Soap's pants as he leaned in-
The delicious fantasy shattered when noticeably slim and uncalloused fingers curled over his bare hip, pulling Soap out of his daydream and throwing the smug male in front of him into sharp focus, the sudden close proximity very much unwelcome.
“Change your mind, baby?” The man purred and Soap reached down to wrap his own thicker fingers around the offending wrist, letting his grip rest there for a moment before he suddenly tightened his grasp, the fragile bone unceremoniously shattering with a loud crunch when Soap jerked the limb into an unnatural angle.
“Not a chance, mate.” Soap answered casually as the man’s high-pitched scream of pain echoed off the walls. When the other man's knees buckled and he fell, Soap released his grip in order to let the trembling body drop, watching with thinly veiled disgust as the man curled into the fetal position while cradling his broken wrist. 
Without another word, Soap opened the door with a click, moving out into the hall and leaving his most recent lover cowering on the floor of the skeevy motel room. Soap whistled an upbeat tune as he took the stairs two at a time, eager to get back to his siblings, who he'd ditched back at the bar. He had no doubt that they would be exactly where he had left them since they never bothered relocating if Soap went off to play with a new toy.
They were considerate like that.
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khaleesiofalicante · 3 months
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Ok yeah. I'm not done, and I'm making that everyone's problem😌. Sooo, other random thoughts!!
I remember in LBAF I, Selena said Rapunzel was her favorite princess when he asked David to tell her a story the first night he arrived at the NY Institute, but pretended not to know it so he could tell her anyway (CUTIES!). The thing is... I didn't realized that was foreshadowing for her powers until recently and I was like WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE?! But same, Rapunzel is my favorite, my first princess crush lol
That Never have I ever fic lives in my mind 24/7, Dani!! And it was so heartbreaking and traumatizing, and omfg Rafael, what are you doing?? I love pain, I need more :)
Where dreams come true was also AMAZING. It was so adorable I wanted to stab myself 🥺🥺. Milo Thatch was my crush since I saw that movie and came out of it bisexual without realizing it LMAO.
Also now that I'm thinking about it, I had a lot of crushes when I was little, but I didn't realize it until later... Is this a bisexual experience????
When you’re married to Magnus Bane, you don’t question whether God exists. You know he does, and you know damn well you’re his favorite. Malec really be saying the most profound things about each other with so much devotion and going on with their lives as if it didn't just destroy mine??? I love it🥰
At this point there's no way David isn't a direct descendent of Jonathan Shadowhunter. There have been way too many connections with him looking like Raziel to be a coincidence😤 istg if shadowhunters start to love him after/if it happens I will kill someone 🔪
I was wondering if the rest of the Lightwood-banes ever found out about what happened to David in IALS? Because he and Max said they wanted to keep that to themselves, as they felt so much of their lives were already shared (good for them). But I'm really curious how they would react🤔
I've read "Good boys go to heaven but bad guys bring heaven to you" like thrice and I'm always laughing like the first time. Those two are so horny and down for each other (no pun intended!) since second 1 in every universe 😂😂
I realized I am a dumbass, because I was reading the name Gabriel as you would say in english and not spanish... SPANISH IS MY FIRST LANGUAGE AND GABRIEL IS FROM SOUTH AMERICA AM I AN IDIOT? ffs, my dad's name is Gabriel, my mind took so fucking long😂
Also, what do you mean some people pronounce Rafael as Rafa-yel??? That name I read it right from the first moment, I've always liked it a lot lol. I'm still confused as to how people say the nickname though, because it is written as "Rafe", but I've never heard that nickname to someone named Rafael, just "Rafa". Idk, I just say the full name lmao
I just want David to be fucking happy and I'm ready to get into a fistfight for him ok??? The way everyone keeps describing him in LBAF with a sad face and knowing something is up because David used to smile even in his sleep?!?!? 😭😭😭
I love how Jackson literally looked at David and went: "This is the gayest, horniest, most fucked up person with traumas I've ever met. I'm keeping him. This is my human now. I will protect him at all costs and kill for him without hesitation." In every universe, makes me soft 🥰
You better pay for my therapy, because now I can't hear the word "louder" and not have war flashbacks of that asshole of Malory 😡
Fun fact: I use art and music as foreshadowing A LOT. Including rapunzel - and Paradise Lost and some other stuff in LBAF V hehe.
I might write David's Never Have I Ever next. It's the only one I have a proper/concrete idea on. But I keep second guessing like "could it be worse????" lmao.
MILO THATCH GIRLIES ARE BISEXUAL I SAID WHAT I SAID.
No one else other than mavid family ever finds out about what really happened to David. It's what he wanted so they let him have that :)
NO NOT YOU PRONOUNCING GABRIEL LIKE A WHITE PERSON NOAH WHAT IN THE HECK.
Jackson rights only. Always.
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valkyriesexual · 2 years
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i'm trying not to wear myself out anticipating where the next attack on our civil rights is going to come from, but i'm also worried about getting blindsided by shit i didn't even know was possible to take away. is there anything that you think should be a bigger part of the conversation post-dobbs?
This is such a good and important question.  If you guys aren't listening to the Strict Scrutiny podcast with Constitutional Law Professors Leah Litman, Melissa Murray, and Kate Shaw, you should definitely start.  
They can get a little wonky with some of the deep dives into stuff like the Armed Career Criminals Act and stuff, but if you stick with it, it’s really insightful. I've gotten a much better understanding of where this maximalist super-majority conservative SCOTUS is going next.
Which is to say that I can't take credit for this answer, the Strict Scrutiny hosts are true Cassandras.  They have been 100% right about everything coming down the pipeline, and by listening to their coverage, I definitely feel like they've flagged (1) the thing that's already happened that didn't get enough coverage, and (2) the thing that's gonna happen that will destroy the remaining vestiges of a functioning federal government.
The thing they flagged that doesn't get enough attention: Shelby County +Brnovich v. DNC have fucking GUTTED the voting rights act.  
Per Shelby County, states with a history of discrimination no longer need to get DOJ permission to enact new voting schemes... and guess what they all did in the wake of the case? Enacted schemes that will dilute and suppress the votes of minority communities, and the votes of democrats/progressives in general.
And, per Brnovich, even if you can prove that the Republicans have found a perfect proxy voting restriction which is facially neutral but disparately and disproportionately makes it harder for minorities (particularly black, hispanic, and native american communities) to vote, that doesn't violate the voting rights act.
So take Arizona.  A huge part of Biden's win in 2020 was by winning Arizona, which happened in large part because of huge turnout from native american communities.  In the wake of their turnout, Arizona Republicans have enacted a scheme to make it much harder for native americans to vote.  If native americans' access to the ballot box is restricted in Arizona, the ability for progressives to ever win in the electoral college, the senate, etc., becomes much much harder than it already is.
This becomes even more repugnant when you think about Alito's dumbass facetious gaslighting "reasoning" in Dobbs.  "Women are not without electoral or political power".  This supermajority conservative SCOTUS has already done the most to enshrine minority white republican male rule by gutting the Voting Rights Act.
The second thing, which is COMING, is the destruction of the administrative state, which will begin with the overturning of Chevron / the end of Chevron deference.  Chevron deference is a policy of judicial deference to an agency's understanding of what a statute allows, so long as (1) the agency’s understanding was not unreasonable, and (2) Congress has not spoken directly to the precise issue at question.  More clearly, it means that the court may not substitute its own interpretation of the statute for a reasonable interpretation made by the administrative agency.
Now, Neil Gorsuch's mommy was an administrative agency official in the Reagan era.  Neil has mommy issues.  Rather than working out his mommy issues in therapy, he's using SCOTUS to destroy the administrative state.
This should be a huge, giant, enormous thing on the top of everyone's minds right now. The existence of the filibuster in the Senate means that absolutely nothing legislatively will get passed outside of a budget reconciliation bill. That means anything not related to the budget: immigration, climate, healthcare, gun control, reproductive rights, etc., is NOT going to be addressed legislatively.
The only part of the federal government that is actually functioning right now, due to 2 asshole "democrats" who love the filibuster more than they care about any legislative priority (Kyrsten Sinema & Joe Manchin), is the administrative agencies. That's part of why winning the presidency is so important for progressives. The president gets to appoint administrative agency heads. By appointing competent progressives to the the energy department, the commerce dept., the dept. of agriculture, etc., that's how some things can actually change.
This is also one of the reasons that Trump wasn't actually able to do as much destruction as he wanted. He simply didn't understand the power of administrative agencies, left vacancies, and failed to follow the administrative procedure act, so a lot of his policy goals (as much as you can say that Trump had policy goals) were left unfulfilled.
There's a really good book that I recommend everyone read to get a whole new perspective on the importance of the administrative state: The Fifth Risk by Michael Lewis. It highlights the wide-ranging scope of various agencies and the extraordinarily important work that they do.
SOOOOooo to bring it all together. Administrative agencies are really the only functional part of the federal government at this point. They can act to address issues as they arise, in large part, because of the judicial policy of deference as established in Chevron. For example, in the absence of specific legislation, OSHA was able to act to help mitigate COVID risk in the workplace. Dept. of Transportation was able to institute mask mandates on interstate travel. After the fall of Roe, the CDC was able to make medication abortion available via mail with a telehealth visit.
But when Gorsuch authors the opinion overturning Chevron, the holding will say that agencies cannot act without explicit legislation. And we cannot pass legislation because of the Senate/filibuster. And we're unlikely to ever win a large enough majority in the Senate to overcome the filibuster due to the gutting of the Voting Rights Act. Without the administrative state, there's no vestige of a functioning federal government. No ability to address climate, to mitigate the impact of Roe, everything.
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bookoformon · 3 months
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3 Nephi 19, Part 2. "Into the Water."
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As with praying, people like to crap their straps over about Holy Baptism because they do not understand it. To confer the power of prayer, for which one needs to know someone with the Authority of the Holy Ghost, one must first fully understand Baptism. In the second half of the The Book of Mormon > the Immaculate Conception and Birth of Christ, Jesus reveals a series of sacraments and sacred powers that elevate the mind higher and higher into the Myseries of Discipleship.
One cannot just say "I'm a Jew so I'll eat Koser, thanks", or "I'm a Christian so I'm going to go get dunked today. I'm really looking forward to it." One must engage in the disciplines correctly or one is a dumbass performing rituals that will yield not one fruit of the vine and fail Discipleship.
There are four steps named in the following section regarding Baptism and Conference with the Holy Ghost. They correspond to the Four Directions:
North= what is hidden by God.
East= what is knowable by man.
South= what is intellected by man.
West= what enlightens man.
11 And it came to pass that Nephi went down into the water and was baptized.
12 And he came up out of the water and began to baptize. And he baptized all those whom Jesus had chosen.
13 And it came to pass when they were all baptized and had come up out of the water, the Holy Ghost did fall upon them, and they were filled with the Holy Ghost and with fire.
14 And behold, they were encircled about as if it were by fire; and it came down from heaven, and the multitude did witness it, and did bear record; and angels did come down out of heaven and did minister unto them.
The Values in Gematria are:
v .11: the Value is 6069, ואֶפֶסו‎‎ט‎, "And Ephesus." We begin at Zero, the Reality that is coming up behind us. We have no idea what will happen to the world next, but we should. To Conference with the Spirit of God and become a witness to the Eternal is a desire to know of God what the future holds and how to perform in it according to His plan. He is strong, we are weak, He knows, we do not.
To begin a zero is to enter into the water naked, humble, aware one is fragile without the Help of God. We are not the first generation of mankind to be worried about the future. If we study the scriptures, however we should have not one need to worry.
v .12: the Value is 6104, ו‎אאֶפֶסד, "and I'm sorry." Repentance is required if the Holy Ghost is to be an effective partner during a Conference. Verse 12 says Jesus chose certain persons for the purposes of Baptism, certainly He did not choose arrogant persons who refused to give up the root causes of their sins. Persons like this cannot be a saint.
What is the affect one wants to have on the world? This is the essential question one must ask of the self in order to enter into the Self of God.
v .13: the Value is 11813, יא‎חג‎, "a holiday." The Fire of Knowledge results in Shabbat. Shabbat means one is no longer attached to the root causes of sin and has instead become attached to looking good, feeling good and acting like it, meaning the effort required to be a problem free person has paid off.
Only a happy, problem free person can be an instrument of God.
v .14: the Value is 11353, יאג‎ה‎ג‎, yaga G, "the moment is now to be fertile of God."
The feminine noun γη (ge) means earth (hence our English prefix "geo-") but predominantly as fertile and producing ground. In translations our noun may be interpreted as earth, land or ground but always with the underlying idea of being fertile and bringing forth. 
We forget humanity and the world itself circles God and heaven. They are supposed to have contact with them through the scriptures and become fertile and grow.
"The earth is the not a place or territory or particular substance, but "that in which things grow; anything in which whatever grows". Dry land sits in between sea and heaven.
It sprang from the sea (Genesis 1:9, 2 PETER 3:5), which represents the formless beginning of all growth. And it evolves to be like heaven, which contains its final form (MATTHEW 5:48, 6:10, REVELATION 21:1-2)."
Our final form is a place of muck that reeks of death. If we curb the urges to be mean, make war, make babies (blech) with a cheerful heart, bury the dead and clean up the messes there should be no trouble on this world. Thus is the full explanation of the Sacrament of Baptism in the Holy Ghost.
If the world does not become a more illuminated place, the Sacrament has not taken place. Without the fruits of the actions, the actions are futile. One must therefore approach Sacraments with caution and ensure the Witness, the Self is taken up, absorbed with its place.
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kaitoustarlight · 1 year
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HO HO HO! It's your Secret Santa speaking! I got the honor of being your Santa and I hope that I can whip up something nice for you! I can't believe December already starts next week. ;v; For what it's worth, your prompts made me chuckle so I'm pretty sure I'll be able to make something for you. Speaking of which, do you prefer the boys or gals of DCMK? Have a good day and hopefully not too much Christmas stress! Take care! Your Secret Santa <3
Ooh, getting this anon ask is making me both so excited and nervous ahahah, since this is my first time joining any sorts of exchange events like Secret Santa. I'm quite looking forward to making and receiving fandom-related gifts :D
Hmm, that's a hard question, since I love them both. Like, the gals are so badass (I aspire to be like that ngl), while the boys are so cool and smart (and occasionally dumb too, because, boys.) If I had to choose, I'd probably pick the boys, because I hecking love KID :D. Phantom Thieves just got that mysterious vibe to them yanno, and KID is such a gentleman! Even though under the mask he's a dumbass genius magician, pfft.
Thank you and have a good day as well!
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Reader's relationship with Baji
Summary: Continuation of Medic!Reader idea, but with my best boy: B A J I
Relationship: Mostly platonic, could be read as something more
Warnings: Slight mentions of math and homework.
Other Links: (Original Post) (Mikey) (Draken) (Emma) (Mitsuya)
Prepare for trouble...
And make it double!!
Because, let's be honest, Baji is a menace on his own
But
With your brain
and his brawns
You're an
u n s t o p p a b l e
f o r c e o f
p u r e
e v i l
At first, he's pretty sceptical about you joining because
look at the size of it
i could squish it
and it would die
But then you hold your ground in a fight
And prove that you're worth your metal
And his vicious mode turns into
p r o t e c m o d e
The entire gang is hell bent on protecting you
But when it comes down to it,
Baji is like your guard dog
You guys are like the vine that goes;
"gEt YoUr fUcKiNG dOG BITCH!!!" "it don't bite" "yES IT DO!!!"
Just
give me Protector Baji™ any day of the week my good friends
He’s a total dumbass but you love him so much
Would totally share his peyoung yakisoba with you and Chifuyu would tag along
There would be less for each individual, but with all the conversation and the laughter, it somehow took you guys so much longer to finish it
Now, as far as he's always been concerned, the only way to beat your enemies is with you fists
But then you introduce him to blackmailing and his eyes are officially
o p e n e d
With you now able to pick his battles for him, he is able to get the maximum degradation out of the punks that are foolish enough to stand against him
Would ask you to help study with him
Would try his absolute best
bless his heart (T-T)/<3
But he wouldn't be able to understand half of what you're saying
Would enthusiastically be like:
OH I THINK I'VE GOT IT NOW!!! :D
But wouldn't
And you've gotta be like
baby </3
hunny
yes i love you T-T
but no
And his face drops momentarily along with the shattered pieces of your heart
But then he gets right back into studying the question and trying to understand it
protect this large child at any costs
It's really good practice for you and when you become a doctor, because you have to be able to evaluate what it is your patient is feeling and understand it in smart doctor-terms, then you have to be able to dumb it down to a level that the patient will be able to understand
Luckily you're a quick learner and pick up on how to explain whatever it is that Baji doesn't understand in a way that he will
Be patient, he's really trying his best
It's something about the way that you remain calm and keep coming up with new ways to explain things to him which really helps him to keep a level head
He can get really stressed about his grades but your constantly calm and positive attitude really helps him out
You guys would totally end up having several study sessions a week and Chifuyu would be there to ofc
Absolutely a hype man
Will treat you like the deity that you are
You wanna go bash these dudes up
Where are my pom-poms I got cheering to do
You wanna go drown this dude
He's already standing at the beach waiting
You wanna stab this dude
Here's a freshly sharpened knife just give me a moment whilst I go grab my camera
You're a part of the LGBTQ+ community
Bitch wait a moment, I'm ironing my flag
You wanna join the BLM protest
Here's a plane ticket, let's go fuck up some Americans
Would totally let you braid his hair
LIVES for the feeling of your hands in his hair
Because you’ve always got to be gentle but fast with medical care, you’re incredibly skilled when it comes to intricate designs and threading
Comes out looking like he belongs on Hot Topic
Would beat up anyone who says it isn't cool
Wears that shit with style
After you braid his hair, you would warn him that he shouldn't leave his hair in like that overnight
Would leave it in anyway
You wake up the next morning to 1000+ messages from Baji frantically wondering why his hair is now wavy, with 35% of the messages being images of him doing his morning routine but with his hair curly (i.e. brushing teeth mirror photos, cooking breakfast, eating breakfast, shirtless, just got changed, etc.)
And you would yell at him over the phone about how you warned him not to wear it overnight
And he would yell back that you didn't tell him this was going to happen and that he thought you were joking
You both look like maniacs to the other people on the streets screeching into your phones about braids and hair - especially Baji
"IT'S NOT MY FAULT, I TOLD YOU THIS WOULD HAPPEN!"
"NO YOU DIDN'T!"
"YES I DID!"
"WHEN?!"
"I SAID 'Make sure you don't leave that in over night Baji.' AND YOU SAID 'Sure thing y/n!"
"I REMEMBER THAT!"
"THAT'S BECAUSE IT HAPPENED!"
"YEAH, BUT I THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST JOKING!"
"WAS IT FUNNY?! WAS I LAUGHING?!"
"WELL IT ISN'T ANYMORE!"
Then Chifuyu, who's walking with Baji and sick of hearing you two yell would butt in,
"Guys,"
"WHAT!!" You both simultaneously yell.
"Sorry Chifuyu.." You quickly slip in afterwards and Baji mumbles an apology afterwards as well.
"It's fine, look, it doesn't matter who's fault it is, all we can do now is try to fix it."
You realise Chifuyu's right, so you ask Baji what he's done to try and fix the situation so far, figuring that you could bring a straightener or put it in a design or smth
"Oh, well I just finished brushing it, but that didn't seem to help."
"YOU BRUSHED IT!"
"THAT'S WHAT I SAID!"
"ARE YOU AN IDIOT?!"
"APPARENTLY!"
So that's how you ended up spending that morning
Needless to say, from that day forward, whenever you braided his hair, he made sure to take it out after only an hour each time just to make sure, even when you assured him it was fine
"That's how I ended up in the situation to begin with."
"HUH???"
Cue another argument
He's still salty and will never get over it
Would go shopping with you but totally end up getting you kicked out no matter where you go
You're lucky you haven't been arrested yet
The boys have decided to keep a running tally of the amount of times that you've had to fix them up
Baji is loosing
Or, as he likes to look at it, winning by a mile
He is currently the MOST frequent of your patients
Just, every other day he wanders in covered in some injury or another, sometimes leaning on or being dragged in by Chifuyu, but with the most shit eating grin on his face like,
"You will not be able to believe what I just did."
And you stand there like,
"Yeah, I think I can."
So he sits down and gives you the most animated story of your life about some dude that got on his bad side
Or a snake he thought would make a fun pet
Or that car that was just begging to be set on fire and you're like
"Huh, sue Baji. I'm sure that's exactly the correct way to approach that situation... moron."
And he's all enthusiastic about his story
Then you gently turn his face towards yours to begin patching him up and he is complete putty in your hands
just,
the gentle touches
the dabbing of the cleaning cloth
the way your face scrunches in concentration
the softly whispered words of comfort
the way you wince every time you slip the needle into his skin, as if you can feel the pain rather than him
how you always tell him what you're going to do before you do it, so that he's prepared, so that it doesn't hurt as bad
his energy slowly dies down until he has is eyelids half closed
world only filled with your careful touch
just- urgh
give this man some soft attention
he really needs it
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enaelyork · 2 years
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Evil Grows with Love - Robotnik x Reader [Part 13]
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**** For all the story, follow my master list here ! ****
Author note : WARNING, some passionnate violence over there
NO SONIC 2 SPOILER IN THIS STORY
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Chapter promps : Robotnik finds [Y/N] at the bikers' bar and their collision is devastating.
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-Are you missing a shoe, Cinderella?
Probably she was missing a lot more than that.
When she arrived there, she forgot about this unfortunate detail and headed, haggard, to the scene of the crime.
Chaos was not enough to define what she saw there.
The police were already there and were questioning witnesses here and there outside the bar. From the faces of his colleagues, [Y/N] could guess who they were mentioning and the suspicions of a collective bad trip it aroused among the police.
What the hell was this thing able of?
Without being noticed, and it was difficult when you saw her outfit, she slipped inside the bar where a desolate silence reigned. Everywhere the witnesses of the spectacle were recovering from their emotions. She saw a tearful waitress covered in chili chatting with a biker, while another helped his friend get rid of the toilet paper that covered him completely.
I'm too late. she thought. And her anger rumbled inside her like a storm. If she hadn't wasted so much time, if she hadn't just wanted to neutralize the drone... Maybe she would have arrived in time.
A deep voice pulled her out of her thoughts and turned to the one who had called her.
Did Cinderella wear a leather dress and jacket? Dumbass. she thought, considering the boor who had just asked her the question. She had lost what little patience she still had.
-You better shut up or tell me what happened here.
- Not sure you believe me, doll…
Doll ? The last one who had called her that had ended up in the emergency room with his jaw dislocated. However, she settled on the stool next to this man, giving him a falsely sympathetic smile.
-Honestly ? Did you take a good look at me? I'm ready to believe anything...
No doubt he looked at her properly, and several times. She could almost see his eyes going back and forth between his missing shoe, her legs half hidden by his dress, the v-neck of it and the rest of her body, including her makeup already somewhat ravaged. She ignored it, he could look at her all he wanted as long as he told her what she wanted to know. The muscle giant dressed in jeans and leather rubbed the back of his neck. Probably was good for a neck brace for a few weeks…
- Are you a cop or what?
She giggled, did she really look like a cop?
- Relax, the cops are out. She began, a bigger lie than the guy in front of her. I came here because my car was out of gas, and when I saw…this…[Y/N] took the opportunity to comb through the room. No one had been able to react. This animal was endowed with exceptional speed, impossible to follow for ordinary mortals. Was this the source of his power? What had caused the discharge and destruction of the satellite?
-Two guys walked into this bar. The man began, taking advantage of the mess to steal an unopened and intact bottle of cognac from the bar. He handed [Y/N] a glass and poured some into his as well. A tall guy with blue eyes and…This weird thing.
- That weird thing? she repeated. Couldn't it be his pet? She said casually, sarcasm and irony was part of her.
-Have you ever seen a blue animal my beauty? Believe me, I didn't like those guys at all. Not from our home, not from our culture, and…
He didn't finish his sentence. Something seemed to have caught her attention and her gaze was now past [Y/N]'s shoulders, behind her. The commissioner had no time to see the reflection of the shadow that advanced towards her with a brisk step. A violent grip on her forearm closed before she had time to turn around and she felt herself being dragged to the back of the room.
Black.
Red.
That's what she saw in the outfit of the one who had caught him, but it was by smelling his perfume that she knew.
That she realized it was him.
The force with which Robotnik had dragged her there was increased tenfold by something whose origin he did not know. She could have resisted more, hitting or even biting, but the surprise had robbed her of what remained of her vivacity.
Her back banged hard against the wall as she heard the door slam behind them. It was now that she had to react, push him away with a kick or throw her bag in his face, but he didn't give her time. His tall frame swooped down on her and slammed a forearm against her neck.
-What's your damn problem?!
He literally spat out his words in dark anger. His whole body twitched in a rage he could hardly contain. [Y/N] saw it in his eyes when she glared at him, he was drowning in that anger, but in something else too.
Something she couldn't define.
-My problem is that I am trying to do my job and I left a target go. If you had been so smart you could have had it before me.
- If I hadn't had to look for you and recover the drone that you neutralized, i would have had that target! His grip on her neck seemed to have softened, yet [Y/N] was gasping for air, suffocated by her emotions.
-You're trashing my work, [Y/N]…and everything else.
She blinked, her breathing was rapid and her heart was about to leave her chest.
What did he mean by "everything else"?
This man was unstable, almost as much as she could be sometimes. Anything could happen now, including dying of suffocation on the doctor's arm.
- Do not reverse roles. You're the one wreaking havoc wherever you go just to prove you're better than everyone else...
His pupils dilated, [Y/N] could almost guess the force of the slap she was about to take on the cheek. But there was nothing, not even an insult, just that panicked, enraged, helpless look.
The doctor was distraught.
- And now let me go. she called. I have things to do.
She thought she finally knocked him out. To have hurt him enough that he stood there thinking about the violence of the words she had spoken. Ready to push him in turn, she felt a resistance of rare violence pressing her against the wall again.
- So that you escape me again?
The Robotnik's hand had gripped her neck tightly, the mark would be embedded there
probably some time when he would have removed his grip. He was using his
body as a barrier and this proximity put her in a panic.
-Get your hand out of there, Robotnik… she said coldly, she had taken her gun out of
her bag and the barrel was now stuck under the doctor's chin. Not not even his mustache quivered and he continued to stare at her with his hazel eyes with intriguing bursts.
-Or what ?
A void suddenly formed around them. A disturbing silence during which they both probably realized that it was the second time that day that they had been in such a close situation.
And how considerably it had degenerated.
He didn't show it, but the doctor was overwhelmed, uncertain. He hid it behind his aggressiveness and his provocations, but something in him reacted to her. It wasn't an unfamiliar feeling, but he hated it, he pushed it back every time he showed up and he always succeeded...
Until now.
He considered her for a moment, his eyes scanning her slender figure, the finesse of her neck and this dress which was in the colors of her own clothes. A certain bitterness burned in his throat when he thought back to what he had seen tonight through his drone.
-You changed to impress the idiot?
She blinked, giggling nervously. Damn, did he come back with that f*cking dinner thing again while she was pointing a gun at his chin? The remark made her smile nervously.
-I changed because the other dress reeked of your perfume.
-Ah yes?... So, if my perfume bothers you so much, why are you still here? You could back off.
He was right, [Y/N] knew she could easily push him away, that his grip on her face was strong, but not strong enough for her to escape. And yet, she stayed there.
Relatives. They were way too close and it was way too dangerous. [Y/N] felt her legs shaking but she had to make sure he didn't know.
-I'm threatening you with a gun. I can pull that trigger and blow your skull off.
-And me with my fingers… A simple little pressure on these gloves, and whoever is currently in contact with your cheek would send you a delicious electric shock before you even pull the trigger.
-An electric shock, you say?
His voice had become shaky. Her eyes fixed on his, she saw exactly what she wanted to see in the doctor's pupils. His awareness. The discharge, she was the one who had just sent it, blinking, keeping her face so close to his.
- Well then? I'm waiting for it, Thunderbolt at first sight...
She hadn't taken her eyes off him either, but something different was beginning to form between them as the space narrowed. Robotnik was still holding her face firmly between his fingers, but his other hand seemed to be slowly moving to her hips. Chills. Tremor. The thunderbolt had probably already struck a long time ago, when they had not expected it.
It seemed to him that she was breathing faster and harder. He too, something enveloped his body so that he only saw her, felt only her, down to the slightest of her reactions. His eyes fell on her lips, not a single second had passed that he hadn't thought about it since the last time.
Their fight was not about having a winner.
It consisted in knowing which of the two will yield first.
Only a few seconds between those words and the impact, that of his mouth against hers, pressed against each other with more violence than the detonation of her weapon, with more intensity than the electric shock that could come out of his glove.
The weapon was still frozen under Robotnik's chin, but he could feel that her grip was now uncertain. The weapon was no longer there because it threatened him but because it did not know where to go. [Y/N]'s mind was focused on something else, overwhelmed by his all-consuming kiss, overwhelmed by him, his presence and her body pressed fully against his. She bit his lower lip in an almost animal growl and felt Robotnik's grip tighten around her hips.
Last time
It felt like the last time
Even more devastating.
Her heart was no longer able to take the shock he was causing in her, her soul was not ready, her emotions, those she had always suppressed, were slowly rising in her.
No
Fear was what was mixed with the mad desire she felt for this man.
Fear is what made her pull away from him, gaze into his and read desire there.
He was deeply in the same state
Her legs were still struggling to hold her up.
"No…" she breathed. It was barely an audible sentence. We can not…
The doctor's gloved hand slid slowly down her cheek to reach her neck. With this man everything was possible including that he seizes the opportunity to electrocute him.
- We can't what?
Silence. They looked as if seeing each other for the first time. And it was probably the first time they had seen each other that way.
She saw him, the sparkle, the one that let her know he had answered the question himself. His features twisted in a kind of mild panic and for the first time, the doctor was helpless.
He knew, but he couldn't put it into words.
Words, [Y/N] could easily pronounce inside her, but she couldn't say.
To fall in love.
That was it.
Sadness, frustration and anger overwhelmed her then. But it was Robotnik's that was the most devastating. In the space of a second, his hand tightened on her jaw again and Y/N thought he was going to break her bones. Too surprised to pull the trigger on her gun, she pressed her foot against the doctor's abdomen and threw him against the wall. She had to run again because it couldn't happen. Not with him.
With nobody.
She rushed off without even looking behind her, without even seeing the panic in which she left the doctor. Robotnik was drowned, annihilated, paralyzed. His body was shaking violently and he channeled everything he felt into a dark anger.
Anger was the only thing he allowed himself to feel. The rest didn't matter.
But her, what she had awakened in him, it was insurmountable.
She opened the door, found Stone next to the bully she had been talking to. Had he noticed her ravaged face? Reddened neck, cheeks and lips? Had he seen the tears starting to roll down her cheeks as she stormed off? It didn't matter, what mattered was running away.
And never see that man again.
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oikawaplssteponme · 3 years
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The Apartment: part 2
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▪️part 1
pairing: Kuroo Tetsurou x fem! reader
ratings/warnings: swearing
synopsis: You knew that living with your three best friends, Kuroo, Oikawa, and Bokuto, would be a wild ride. It’s never a dull moment with those three. Let’s just hope you can keep your huge crush on Kuroo a secret when he is only a room away.
a/n: hiii💓 enjoy part 2! im excited for the next part, it’s gonna get interesting ;)) as always, requests/asks are open and so is the taglist! just ask and ill add you :) enjoy xx
Two: clean up good
You had made it through your first week at your new place. It was easy to make yourself feel at home with your friends around. It was a lazy Saturday morning. You and Kuroo were making breakfast while Bokuto was at the gym and Oikawa was still asleep after a 7 hour facetime call with Iwaizumi the night before. You pranced around the small kitchen gathering stuff for breakfast as Kuroo washed the dishes.
“Did we ever end up buying orange juice?” you asked.
“Yeah it should be in the back of the fridge,” he explained. You headed over to the fridge and grabbed the juice. Kuroo went over to set the table and you tried not to get distracted by him. His perfect bedhead and raspy morning voice took your breath away.
“What?” he asked, noticing you staring. You jumped.
“Uh the tag of your pants is showing,” you said, which was true. Kuroo spun around himself as if to try and see the tag and you just laughed. Kuroo tucked the tag back in his pants.
“Geez Y/N, why are you looking at my ass?” he joked. Your face got hot.
“I was making sure Oikawa didn’t steal it,”
“What did I steal?” said a sleepy Oikawa, who just woke up. Kuroo covered his mouth in an attempt to not laugh.
“Oh nothing. Breakfast’s ready,” you smiled. Kuroo and Oikawa went to sit down and you handed them their plates of food.
“Did Bokuto say when he would be back?” you asked. Kuroo shrugged.
“Not sure, he said-”
“HEY HEY HEY!” The door slammed open to reveal a sweaty Bokuto holding his volleyball bag.
“Perfect timing Bo,” you smiled. Bokuto set down his bag and went to join all of you at the table. You began to eat your breakfast.
“Guys I have the greatest idea,” bursted out Oikawa. Kuroo looked at him with wide eyes and a mouth full of food.
“And what might that be?” Kuroo muffled out. Oikawa stood up from his seat and cleared his voice.
“We should have a party!” Oikawa exclaimed. You looked at Kuroo and Bokuto, then back at Oikawa.
“A party?” Kuroo questioned.
“Yes, a party. Ever been to one Kuroo?” Teased Oikawa.
“Hey I’ve been to a party!”
“A study group with drinking doesn’t count dumbass,” Oikawa huffed, “anyway we should have a little party. Nothing too crazy. Just an excuse to get some people over here and to dress up.”
“Oikawa I don’t know if you’ve noticed but I have 3 friends and they are all in this room,” you said. Kuroo laughed.
“You are so lame,” joked Kuroo. You rolled your eyes.
“I’m down to have a party,” chimed in Bokuto.
“Thank you Bokuto! Come on guys, we can dress up and invite some people and have a little fun. It can be like a house-warming party,” said Oikawa.
“I mean it doesn’t sound too bad. When would we have it?” You asked.
“Tonight!” exclaimed Oikawa.
“Tonight? Isn’t that a little short notice?”
“Let’s be honest. None of you had plans anyway so we might as well do it today. And I already told Iwachan that the party’s today,” smiled Oikawa.
“Okay so what’s the plan?” asked Bokuto, becoming instantly excited.
“I’m taking Y/N shopping with me for outfits for everyone. Kuroo you clean and Bokuto you are on food duty. I’ll make some calls and you guys invite whoever else you want,” explained Oikawa.
“Why do you get to pick what we wear?” questioned Kuroo.
“Because I know damn well that if I let anyone of you pick your outfits the three of you would each end up wearing sweatpants and that is not how I would like people to see my new apartment.”
“Shittykawa you do know we live here too right?”
“Precisely why I won't have you looking like idiots. Okay party is at 7 tonight so get a move on! BREAK!” Oikawa clapped and left the table. You looked at Kuroo and Bokuto.
“Well I guess I’ll see you two later. Have fun cleaning,” you smiled.
“Of course he gives me that worst job,” pouts Kuroo.
“Hey, at least that means you get to read the labels on the cleaning supplies and judge them,” joked Bokuto. Kuroo gave Bokuto a playful push before getting up from the table too.
After you finished eating, you took a bath and got dressed to go shopping with Oikawa. Just to annoy him, you wore a pair of sweatpants and a sweatshirt.
“Toru, are you ready?” You shouted. Oikawa came into your room, nicely dressed of course, holding Kuroo’s car keys.
“Let’s go before he notices,” he whispers. You laughed and started heading towards the front door.
“OIKAWA!”
“GO GO!” You and Oikawa ran so fast out of the apartment you almost tripped over yourselves. You hopped in the elevator.
“Kuroo is gonna kill you one of these days,” you said. Oikawa chuckled.
“Not if I get him first.”
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You and Oikawa drove until reaching the store that Oikawa wanted to shop at. You went inside and began looking around.
“What are you buying for Kuroo and Bokuto?” You asked. Oikawa hummed to himself as he looked at the array of dress shirts before him.
“I really want to force Bokuto to wear a nice lavender button down with some grey pants. And as for Kuroo...I’ll see what you pick out first,” he explained. You sighed and went to look at the dresses.
None of the dresses really caught your attention. A lot of them looked too plain for you or Oikawa’s liking. As much as you hated to admit it, as you looked through the dresses you couldn’t help but think about what Kuroo might like. He probably couldn’t care less about what you wore but the thought of him noticing you made your heart flutter.
“Y/N!” called Oikawa. You turned around to see Oikawa holding a beautiful dress. It was made out of a shiny, almost silk-like material with thin straps. It was a gorgeous shade of red and had black lace along the v-neckline.
“You have to get this one,” said Oikawa. You took the dress from his hands and took a closer look. It really was a beautiful dress.
“Do you think it’s too much?” You asked.
“Of course not. You would look amazing in it. And it’s red...you know who likes red?” he teased. You smiled, knowing how Kuroo always complimented you when you wore red.
“I don’t know...do you think he’ll like it?”
“I know that the second he sees you in that he will confess his undying love for you.”
“Oikawa, I doubt he likes me.”
“Maybe seeing you in this dress will change his mind. Come on just get it!” You looked down at the dress.
“I’ll get it, but only because I like it,” you said. Oikawa nodded.
You bought the dress and Oikawa bought some stuff for Kuroo and Bokuto. The two of you headed back to your apartment. As you walked down the hall leading towards your door, you could smell smoke and hear yelling. You looked at Oikawa and shrugged as you opened the door.
“YOU BURNT IT?” Shouted Kuroo.
“I DIDN'T MEAN TO!” Pleaded Bokuto.
“Alright children what happened?” You asked. Kuroo and Bokuto stood in the kitchen looking at each other.
“Well you see Y/N, I was making the rice and then I decided to go to the bathroom and then I decided to sit on the couch and before I knew it I was asleep. And then I was very RUDELY woken up by Kuroo,” explained Bokuto.
“The rice is incredibly over cooked by the way,” said Kuroo.
“Thanks for the clarification,” you joked, “it’s fine Bokuto, I can remake the rice.”
“Thank you Y/N!” Bokuto picked you up for a tight bear hug.
“Well while Y/N redoes the rice, you boys can go get dressed,” Oikawa handed Kuroo and Bokuto their bags of clothes.
“I swear if you bought me-“ began Kuroo.
“Have faith my dear friend. You will look almost as good as me tonight,” smiled Oikawa. Kuroo rolled his eyes and took the bag. Kuroo and Bokuto headed towards their room to get changed. Oikawa did the same and you went to fix the rice catastrophe.
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After you made the rice, you cleaned up around the kitchen. You washed your hands and checked the time. It was getting close to 7, so you rushed over to your room to change.
“Oikawa I'm coming in,” you said before opening the door. Oikawa was finishing buttoning up his shirt. He wore a light blue button up shirt and dress pants. He looked amazing as always.
“Do these pants make my ass look good?” He asked. You looked at the pants, seeing no significant difference in his butt.
“Absolutely. You have such a dump truck back there,” You laughed.
“I hate you,” Oikawa gave you a playful nudge before leaving your room. You took the dress out of the bag and laid it on your bed. It really was a beautiful dress.
You changed into the dress and stood in front of your mirror. The dress fit you perfectly, hugging you in all the right places. You put on a simple silver necklace and did a light face of makeup. You thought you looked beautiful. You felt beautiful.
You took a deep breath and opened your bedroom door to meet your friends. You didn’t dress up often. After all, your best friends are a bunch of guys. So if they didn’t feel the need to dress up, neither did you.
You walked out the door and Bokuto, Kuroo, and Oikawa stood in the living room, hyping each other up. Bokuto was very pleased with his lavender shirt and he looked great. No surprise that Kuroo took your breath away. He wore a neatly pressed navy shirt and dark grey dress pants.
“Hi boys,” you smiled. They turned to look at you. Each of their jaws dropping one by one.
“Damn sexy, who are you trying to impress tonight?” cheered Bokuto. You covered your face out of embarrassment.
“No one...” you whispered.
“I knew that dress would look perfect on you!” said Oikawa, giving himself all the credit.
“Wow…” Kuroo’s voice trailed off. You two locked eyes for a split second.
“We clean up good,” you smiled. Oikawa grabbed your hand and pulled you into a group hug with Kuroo and Bokuto. You held your friends tightly before breaking away. You turned to look at the front door, hearing someone knocking.
“Alright idiots, let’s get this party started.”
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eclipsing-maestro · 5 years
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Meet the character - Vitale Maestro
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(Shes mute so parenthesis meaning shes speaking in handsigns)
► Name ➔   …… ( Just call me V )
► Are you single ➔ …. ( Nope, happily married )
► Are you happy ➔  …. ( I’m calm...I think )
► Are you angry? ➔ …. ( Some temper here and there )
► Are your parents still married ➔ …. ( Yep, slowly recovering from being apart due to rescuing my little brother from running away )
NINE FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ …. ( Though my life exists in another universe not of this one, Caelum Isle...now abandoned was where we “Maestros” reside, hiding out beliefs and existence, somewhere in the First. Nobody knows it exists, but I know where, unless you wish to adventure within the Empty but I already pointed a checkpoint and can get there with a snap of a finger)
► Hair Color ➔ …. ( Jet black....usually some white highlights depending on my powers after affects)
► Eye Color ➔  …. ( I have pure ghost white eyes, not to mention black sclera...my eyes weren't always like this, but until I started to embrace my true self, my true power, it'll remain this way forever, no turning back into having normal eyes again. My eye sight how it is? well, theres lots of things I can see with and through it, but there are some flaws where things look very artificial...divisional. But, y’know, its nice )
► Birthday ➔ ….. ( Dece-...err... 16th Sun of the....6th Umbral Moon...still trying to get accustomed to Hydaelyns calendar haha ) 
► Mood ➔  ….. ( Kind of blank, sometimes tired but very focused when it comes to doing a mission )
► Gender ➔ ….. ( I’m a boy..... just kidding, I’m a female, but I do get mistaken as a male from time to time, cant blame my tomboy personality )
► Summer or winter ➔ …. ( Winter, I’m not too accustomed to the heat of Summer )
► Morning or afternoon ➔ ….. ( Both, but mostly I like the mornings )
EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ ( well...I do.... I grew up with him so he was a childhood friend...its like he could read my mind and feelings but he understood and accept every piece of me, even my own flaws. He’s saved me many times, though after my childhood I haven't seen him ever since...we both have had a rough life but when we reunited, we were at odds at first, but decided to fix our friendship again. He was my first bestfriend, my first love...and always will be. People get confused if he and I are even in a relationship, cus no matter what we always acted like childhood best friends, pulling pranks, acting like goofballs and jokers, and even fight side by side when we are out of on missions. Hes my partner in crime but hes well....more than that)
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ ( Well.... not much of something I believe in, but there are times where things just click later on)
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ ( Never had a relationship ended, still with my childhood friend....or technically childhood crush, and we both are still in love with each other til this day )
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ ( Had some old friends who did to me, so I had return the favor.... )
► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ ….. 
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ (Well I did hug my husband.... when I woke up in the morning and he was brushing his teeth and....okay next question please!!)
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ ( Not interested )
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ …. ( Yeah, not to mention I shattered my mind until I went genocidally insane....but thats all in the past... just making amends now )
SIX CHOICES
► Love or lust ➔ ( Mainly love....I mean...sometimes you can get crazy when you're in love....right?)
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ ( Definitely both! )
► Cats or Dogs ➔ ( I love them both, but I'm more of a dog person )
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ ( A few best friends....one or two would suffice )
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ ( Would mostly like a romantic night in, it just has such a serenity to it, but sometimes some Wild nights out are fun too, going to some clubs, getting drinks, maybe an arcade or an amusement park )
► Day or night ➔ ( Mostly night time )
FIVE HAVE YOU EVERS
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ ( When I was a kid, yep, mom would want to kill me haha.... not literally, its just a joke...haha )
► Fallen down/up the stairs ➔ ( Sometime.... okay yeah a lot haha )
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ ( back then....I do, and it did hurt, and it hurt others if I lose myself... )
► Wanted to disappear ➔ ( Invisibility magic, I'm down for that! besides the joke, it crossed my mind a lot )
FOUR PREFERENCES
► Smile or eyes ➔ ( The eyes.... cus there's more in it then what we know )
► Shorter or Taller ➔ ( I have no preference in that )
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ ( I would say intelligence... attraction doesn’t mean shi-...errr… matter to me. I think whats on the inside is more attractive than whats on the outside, and even intelligence can be attractive.... which is why i fell in love with Jaydes….whos my husband and childhood friend, if I didn't mention his name in the previous questions I mean...) 
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ ( Is that even a question? Of course a Relationship, why would I do a hook-up?.... I prefer romance and loyalty over anything... anything just to wake up in the next morning, next to the one I love, and knowing that I am loved )
FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ ( Only my parents, my uncle, and most of my siblings....we all had our... fall outs in the past, but we did our best to bury the hatchets as time goes by....some of them I’m still trying to recover with.... my dumbass brother I still have a bit of my fall-outs with, and another one I never met... but shes somewhere out there.... another story my mothers family despises me to the core because she fell in love with my father, who is from a bloodline, the Katsuo, the my mothers bloodline, the Shiranuis, still bearing historic grudges against each other, even if that hatred subsided, some Shiranui’s out there still believe that hatred is neverending, leaving them a bad reputation to our world) 
► Would you say you have a “messed up life” ➔ ( If you ever looked deep into my eyes, you'll probably know that I have )
► Have you ever ran away from home ➔ ( I did....it was a big mistake... all i wanted was to start my life anew but I... abandoned my family who still loved me, even Jaydes….and....sorry I should stop talking about this.. )
► Have you ever gotten kicked out? ➔ ( Well, in Family wise, not really )
FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ ( A bunch...but only those who weren't really real friends. though Hate is a strong term, I lived my life of hatred and wrath, so I'm trying my best to find my inner peace and maintain it )
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends? ➔ ( Those who are true and real, I would consider them very good friends.... but its kinda hard to open but im doing my best to be real to them...hopefully they'll be real to me too..)
► Who is your best friend ➔ ( In Hydaelyn, two good friends, and another from a far off universe, different from mines too. The ones in Hydaelyn, they are both from the Steppe, funny thing is we almost look alike but even with my differences they're still around with me. )
► Who knows everything about you ➔ ( Not much, I just remain a deep mystery but its no big deal to me, I enjoy being an unknown, its very comforting )
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