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vivisviolets · 29 days

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˖◛⁺⑅♡⑅~you received a lost package~⑅♡⑅⁺◛˖

🎁⁀➴ ✉ Energy check-in

📦⁀➴ ✉ Affirmations

📮⁀➴ ✉ Quotes

*cw* post longer than my temu package's tracking history 💀

˖◛⁺⑅♡⑅ -pick the package image you feel most drawn to- whatever caught your eye first upon seeing this post is most likely *your* pile!!!! but oh ofc you can also ease yourself, close your eyes, focus on your current state of mind/your life, and then ask yourself/spirit/God what pile has what you most need to hear rn! and pls pick more than one pile if you feel interested to do so!!! you may get messages you needed to hear across all piles yakno:))- okkkk byeeee-˖◛⁺⑅♡⑅

✉ pile 1

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✉ Page of Pentacles, King of Wands, Nine of Pentacles ✉

✉ Earth placements, Virgo/Capricorn/Taurus, fire placements, Aries/Sagittarius/Leo, divine masculine, divine femininity, heavy heart, earthy, warm/hot, -songs Only Angel - Harry Styles, Hate Me Harder - Kesha

✉ Woo- Look at youuu-!!! Look at you go more like- like, holy ish you should have seen me tapping into your energy and pulling out the cards one after the other with such genuine eassseee the heck... -but anyways pile 1s- you are REALLY setting your heart ablaze, it's like you're purifying your heart space after a period of purging energetically... In fact for quite a while, it was a consistent purging of- a lot for you. a total rebirth through a dark forest- you are literally an adventurer traversing through a fantasy land, following the pounding of your royal blood through your heart- knowing it will lead you to your glory- I'D SO READ THAT BAHAH- anyway though, you're really filling your heart with this fire. things and opportunities that fill you with joy and make you feel so warm inside 🎇🔥. I'm hearing a lot of self focus so projects around your passions or moving yourself up towards your goals! mmhm, I'm hearing a lot of different things for the collective- I'm seeing starting up a business, independent artists of various kinds, makeup or personal care focused products, you could be selling prints, monetized pages/videos, building a website- I'm seeing Jan Levinson with her candle side business😭😭... obviously you guys definitely don't house the shadow aspects of her character in your energy (tf am I saying 💀)- what I mean to say is after a lot of melting yourself down, you are now completely reforming into something that is completely personal and your own... like scented candle making 😭👍!!!!!!!!! okkkk I'm so freaking proud of you~ and if you've felt any heaviness just from you refilling your heart with so many opportunities- please don't let that cause you ANY doubts about your endeavors because OH👏- MYGOD👏 it's all going to go so well for you. no matter any circumstances or external worries. keep goingggggggg.

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✉ Nothing can stop me from reaching my goals

✉ Regardless, my goals always become bigger and better

✉ I always reach my goals

✉ Regardless of anything external I am fully capable of achieving all of my goals

✉ Regardless of my mindset, I am fully capable of achieving ALL of my goals

✉ My goals become better and better

✉ I find fulfillment in my goals

✉ My goals always bring me so much joy

✉ My goals always bring me so much abundance

✉ I love building up my goals to infinity and beyond

✉ I am so good at doing what brings me joy and energy

✉ My goals orbit me

✉ My dream life is already waiting for me

✉ My dream life wants me

✉ Earning my dream life is as easy as breathing

✉ I am made of my dreams and desires

✉ My dreams and desires always become mine

✉ My dreams and desires are already mine

✉ Joy and abundance fuel my dreams and desires

✉ Joy and abundance fuel my goals

✉ Every single step I take brings me closer to my goals

✉ Achieving my goals is easier then ever before

✉ My goals have been deemed to be mine

✉Achieving my goals is so easy for me because they are already mine

✉ My goals love me

✉ My goals work for me

✉ My goals work towards me

✉ I am so happy for all I have accomplished

✉ My goals reward me daily

✉ I am rewarded daily because my goals are extensions of me

✉ I am so abundant

I have always been so abundant

Everything is an extension of me, and everything rewards me

✉ Everything is an extension of me, and everything flows me to where I desire to be

✉ My work is my creativity

✉ Creativity flows through me

✉ Creativity has always been my birthright

✉ I am made of creativity

✉ I am creativity

✉ I care for myself easily

✉ My goals allow me to relax

✉ My goals love when I care for myself

✉ The more I relax the more my goals flow to me

✉ I fully trust my goals

✉ I am fully deserving of my goals

✉ I fully deserve my goals

✉ I fully deserve and allow my goals to orbit towards me

✉ I align myself fully with my goals

✉ I am aligned to my goals

✉ I align myself fully with my desires

✉ I am aligned to my desires

✉ I align myself fully with my dream life

✉ I am fully aligned to my dream life

✉ My goals are mine.

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✉ pile 2

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✉ Eight of Wands (reversed), Seven of Pentacles (reversed), The Lovers

✉ Air placements, Gemini/Libra/Aquarius, earth placements, Taurus/Virgo/Capricorn, numbers 8, 7, 6, 1111, stops and starts, "air headed"/emotional/flightly described personality, healing unresolved wounds/fears, -song Love Is An Open Door - Frozen (2013)

✉ Oh my pile 2s :'), I'm pretty quick to ask how are you? seeing the certain reversals I got- one of them (Eight of Swords reversed) is definitely way more positive and a really good step in the right direction for you, it feels like a breath of fresh air!!- but it has a heaviness to it, it's a step in recovery from some baggage... and then the next one to come out felt like a real wammy- (Seven of Pentacles in reverse)... I got interrupted after a moment of being engrossed in your energy pile 2s, I feel you had a period where you felt this sense of freedom after a long while of realizing a lot of mental limitations you had that did not serve you- and so you jumped into trying and doing the opposite of those imitations!... but something might have happened that caused all that newfound sense of freedom to deflate in you- and you feel like you've gone right back to square one of how you used to feel- is that right? I find myself asking questions instead of being sure in what I am telling you, maybe that's the state that you're in currently of having all these why this? and why is that? with no feeling of hope in finding any answers, that right? <-- SEE?? there I go putting the questions back onto you instead of giving you answers:')- I'm so sorry. I'm hearing it might not have even been a big thing to have offset you as much as it did, just some sort of small trigger- it might have even just been your own pent up discouragement rearing its head at not seeing enough movement o headway in a certain aspect of your life, even with all the personal changes you were trying to create... I'm using the word trying a lot- omg this is so saddening😭... Ok, I'm going to pull myself out of this dark and dreary pity party (I don't say it in any mean way love ❤️) and take you up with me- because this place sucks and because I have got to offer you some help and some love- it's what you freaking deserve!!

-You have to address your feelings. you have to feel these emotions that are connected to all the limiting thoughts you have. you might be the type to be very flighty when it comes to your emotions- and there is a bright side to that trait that is beautiful and free and I don't think you should get ride of that!! but you're relying and using the shadow aspect of that trait by continuing to fly away to the externals first as to fix the limiting beliefs when really, the way to fix the external- is through the internal. do it for yourself, do it out of love for yourself. give yourself the space, time, patience and love that you deserve. heal your discouragement by allowing it to just be a feeling, and allow it to past like all feelings do. once you start healing and spending time and love on yourself- literally EVERYTHING in your life is going to blossom- love and freedom will be blossoming!!!! and you will be soaring stronger then ever before. oh my gosh-goodness I've gone on, but again- you deserve patience, love, and a space for healing- and I hope I was able to be that my pile 2s~ 🕊

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(*reading your energy I know you may be cynical to these affirmations- again please address your limiting thoughts babe because they ain't getting you no where no how, and allow yourself just a little bit of trust. you don't have to even believe the affirmations, just read them/speak them. allow them <3.~*)

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✉ I allow myself to heal

✉ I am patient with myself

✉ I allow my internal healing to play out

✉ I have full trust in my healing journey

✉ The more I allow myself to heal the more free I become

✉ The more I allow myself to heal the more I receive what I desire

✉ The more I allow myself to heal the more I accomplish

✉ The more I allow myself to heal the better and better life gets for me

✉ I align myself to love

✉ I align myself to joy

✉ I align myself to abundance

✉ I align myself to peace

✉ I align myself to my self love

✉ I align myself to my inner joy

✉ I align myself to my inner abundance

✉ I align myself to my self peace

✉ I am in alignment with myself

✉ I am capable of receiving all that I dream of and desire

✉ I am capable of giving and receiving love

✉ I am capable of self love and self care

✉ I am always capable because I am enough

✉ I am deserving of healing

✉ I am deserving of what I will accomplish

✉ I am deserving of love, healing, freedom, and to know myself better

✉ I deserve to be healed

✉ I deserve to be limitless

✉ I deserve to love myself

✉ I deserve love

✉ When I change, my reality follows

✉ I make the choice to heal myself

✉ I make the choice to love myself unconditionally

✉ I make the choice to allow self growth

✉ Regardless of anything external, I allow myself full self love

✉ Regardless of anything external, I allow myself to fully heal

✉ I release what no longer serves me

✉ I release what does not serve me and reclaim my energy

✉ I call all of my energy back to me

✉ My path ahead is full of healing, love, beauty, abundance, joy and freedom

✉ I trust my path

✉ I will be successful

✉ I trust that my path is full of abundant success that expands

✉ I am already successful

✉ Success is already mine

✉ I trust that success will flow into my life

✉ My success will build and expand

✉ I know that my success will be full of all my desires

✉ I am deserving of my success

✉ I desire to be successful

✉ I allow my success to flow into my life

✉ I trust my success

✉ I trust that success always finds me and I always find success

✉ Everything I desire will find me

✉ Everything I desire will flow into my life

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(*idk why but extra quotes for you~ ur favored fr~*)

✉ pile 3

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✉ Three of Swords (reversed), Ace of Wands (reversed), Nine of Swords (reversed)

✉ Air placements, Libra/Aquarius/Gemini, water placements, Cancer/Pisces/Scorpio, numbers 2, 222, 2222, 1212, 2424, 444, old connections, not needed, present-day path, planting seeds, blunt/honest/levelheaded/practical/mature/grown described personality, "he said- she said-", divided energies, feminine intensity, masculine intensity, commonly used emojis 💗, 🔥, 💀, -song Bloodline - Ariana Grande, Stray Kids (?), Enough - Jess Glynne

✉ For the first time in maybe over 3 years, my brain began to play Bloodline by Ariana Grande as soon as I tapped into your energy- I'm getting you may definitely have prominent air or water placements, more so Cancer, and Libra- other air and water placements too and oh gosh I'm realizing that those are Ariana's signs in her big 3- I do not think I'm connecting wrongly though,- I'm seeing that there are some of you that are either listeners/relate to Ariana, and the other camp is completely indifferent/are not in that fan base at all in which case I'm probably turning you off of this reading 😭😭- yea I'm totally seeing 2 separate camps in this pile rn, this divide of either very fem/fem baddies (that whole Thank U, Next album was very much in that whole aesthetic)- or very masc aesthetic/personality (not gender specific btw- this is fully afab/amab safe)... I randomly typed a fire emoji and heard the word "lit" immediately- so for my masc group you guys are described like that and or aim for that aesthetic- but my fems here are seen as that too 🔥 I'm hearing, like that description isn't gender-expression exclusive 💗🔥. again now there's more music coming through- for my mascs it's K-pop, K-indie, K-rock, K-Metel.. This is so weird to hear because i know nothing about that scene (someone here likes jazz tf- okkkk😭)... two very different and... stubborn- towards each other?- energies rn.

Ok, I'm going to actually get into what's going on as best I can for the collective- I'll be honest, this energy is all over the place, and I'm having a hard time reading or relating specifically to just one group of people rn like- 💀💀💀... I'm hearing the phrase "he said- she said-" so honestly I could be describing two people who are in/were in a relationship of some kind, a feminine and a masculine- (again, afab/amab safe!! and take what resonates) so you could be the feminine reading this and this is about a masculine who's heavy on your heart, or you could be the masculine in this and this is concerning your feminine whom you're really messed up over. and for both of these situations, it's really mutual that you two cut each other deep in the heart space 💀- like fr there is history that has occurred between you two and something happened that really made the mark that you guys left on each other's hearts- open up and start bleeding... and I'm literally just standing here watching the intensity of you two gazing at each other-... I'm seeing this scene of the feminine wanting to close her door but just continuing to stare at the masculine who could have stormed off but instead is still standing on the welcome mat, staring back into the eyes of the feminine- AND I'M STANDING IN THE HALLWAY OF THIS APARTMENT COMPLEX LIKE... I'm just trying to pass through to go feed my cats 💀...

I fr don't know what to say,- and that is so not like me at all. I'm just so heavily in this energy and there are literally two energies coming in and are weirdly connected to each other- AND they are both stubborn as hell. YOU TWO ARE BOTH stubborn as hell 😭. in fact, you two are so similar that when you have a problem with each other- no one can get a foot in the door to help. because you two are literally so on the same level mentally, that you can literally continue your intense stare-down with your friends trying to get in the middle to put the situation on ice- but you both continue to set each other's souls ablaze... you two need a retreat away from each other BAHAH 💀. God, again I do not know what to say because not only are you stubborn and intimidating asf, you are also very mature (referring to a singular person again whew), and you have the (emotional) receipts to back up how intense you can be- (I cannot figure out where to put this but it keeps weighing heavy that some of you are even parents/have young kids you have to be thinking about constantly)- you know bullshit like the back of your hand and I know you'll def be eying my words rn like a hawk... wasn't I suppose to give you affirmations 😭????? *nervous laughter fr* jokes aside- I'm going to stand my ground to you,- I can feel it and see it in the eyes I'm being shown- you've been through a lot. you have a past that is heavy and it's weighed on you since you were just a little girl/little boy/little child. you had to mature fast in the way you did out of your own survival. and that has done what it has done- but what about now? yes, you can do and act however you want to. you've earned your living! as you believed you needed to, had to, and would do- but for someone so confrontational about other's behavior- why can you not do the same for your own? you're usually right with the conclusions you come to about situations and other people with all the shit you've seen- so why not face yourself with that same focus? just as you question other people's behavior, already knowing the truth about them- you can do that very thing to yourself.

question yourself- why does this person trigger you the way that they do? when this person triggers you, what are you reminded of? are you reminded of another person or situation? are you reminded of your family growing up? are you reminded of your father? or mother? or relatives?- does this person who triggers you- remind you of yourself?... do the heavy walls you built when they were required to survive, serve you now? because I think it's what's inside the walls that needs stabilizing.

WOOO I just gave tougher love then I have ever done before- but I freaking had to get through to you love!! I really hope I did, whatever vulnerable emotion you are feeling right now if you've read this far of what I've channeled for you- please know that you have people you can go to with these emotions. this isn't like when you were growing up, you are safe. you are safe to be fully you, every piece of you that you had to lock away or armor up is safe now- thanks to the life you are building for yourself. I'm hearing a saying about how when you cut a tomato, you get a bunch of seeds- and you can plant those seeds, and with your work and patience, you get more tomatoes!! and that's what you've done- taken the small seeds and grew things up for yourself. so please enjoy all your hard work, PLEASE- show all those parts of you love. plant those seeds that you had to lock away and allow them to blossom and finally see the sunlight you created. again, I really am seeing that you do have safe options to turn to for support, definitely personal support- friends I'm mostly seeing- people outside of your old family/upbringing...

if you're in an intense relationship of some kind (said person could even be someone you've known since childhood/earlier years) like what I was channeling earlier, then I'm seeing that could be a perfect opportunity to turn to people for support- and oh my gosh honey you're going to be so loved. you already are, people love you and want you to open up more to them- I'm just seeing you opening up more as being both healing and strengthening for you, but also for your relationships 💗. this is so sweet, you have some sweet people around you that you fully deserve (for those with kids I see you taking so much more healthy joy in being a parent and you connecting with your little ones so beautifully- I'm seeing dancing in the kitchen especially 😭💗). but just to be inclusive to everyone here, you of course don't have to open up to others- I see seeking some professional guidance of some kind would also be incredibly beneficial (also spiritual guidance if you have an interest in that), and also you of course always have yourself. so go inward and see how you can show up for yourself better!!!

alright whew I know that reading might not have been for everyone but it was strong so I know that this reading is for someone💗🔥 so it was a pleasure. anddd my apologizes for the full read yikezies 💀-

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✉ I am safe

✉ I create a safe space for myself

✉ I have created a safe space for myself

✉ I am in a safe place

✉ I am safe to express and feel my emotions

✉ My emotions are mine and I am free and safe to express them

✉ My environment is safe and fully mine

✉ I choose to feel safe

✉ I allow myself to be vulnerable

✉ I allow myself to feel what as hurt me

✉ I allow myself to be bitter

✉ I allow myself to cry

✉ I allow myself to be angry

✉ I allow myself to grieve

✉ I allow parts of me that do not serve my highest good to pass

✉ I allow what does not serve me any longer to leave my body and exit out of my life

✉ I allow the most vulnerable parts of me to be healed

✉ I allow the most vulnerable parts of me to exist

✉ I respect my vulnerability to be as it is

✉ I love my vulnerability

✉ I allow myself to be patient towards my life

✉ I am patient with myself

✉ I allow myself to release control in my life and surrender to my healing journey

✉ I have released control and am now in a state of healing

✉ I allow myself to prioritize my needs fully

✉ I am my first priority

✉ I allow myself to feel taken care of

✉ I am taken care of

✉ I allow myself self love and self growth

✉ I am focused on giving myself the love I deserve

✉ I allow myself to be emotionally open

✉ I am emotionally open towards myself

✉ I show up for myself

✉ I allow myself to connect to my heart and give love to those I trust

✉ I am open to people I trust

✉ I am shown who I can trust and I allow my heart to open

✉ I am protected and surrounded by people who I trust

✉ I am protected and surrounded by love and those who I can love safely

✉ I am protected and surrounded by abundance and success regardless of any externals

✉ I deserve to be trusted and I am worthy to share my trust

✉ I deserve to be loved and I am worthy to share my love

✉ I deserve abundance and I am worthy to share my abundance

✉ I deserve success and I am worthy to share my success

✉ Trust is my birthright

✉ Love is my birthright

✉ Abundance is my birthright

✉ Success is my birthright

✉ Stability and loyalty is my birthright

✉ Regardless of others actions- I am deserving of trust, love, abundance, success, stability, and loyalty

✉ I accept the truth that it is my birthright, and that I am inherently deserving of trust, love, abundance, success, stability, and loyalty

✉ I allow myself to live my life knowing those truths

✉ I allow myself to breathe through my whole body and begin to shed all that no longer serves me

✉ I trust myself and I trust my journey

✉ I allow myself to be healed

✉ I am capable of being healed

✉ I am healing

✉ I am healed

✉ I allow myself to view my life as my own

✉ My life is my own, and I live by my love, joy, and peace

✉ I allow myself to see life as enjoyable

✉ I am capable of viewing life as enjoyable and all that can bring me joy

✉ I enjoy viewing my life as fun and full of joy and peace

✉ I allow myself to have fun with myself and those I love

✉ I am capable of having fun with myself and those I love

✉ I love having fun in my life and sharing that with those I love

✉ I fall in love with myself, and find someone to share it with

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✉ oh praise be we're done~ byeeeee till next time

✉ ✉ ✉ love, vi~♡

#୨୧┈♡ vi post #୨୧┈♡ vi pac #pac #tarot #pick an image #pick a picture #pick a pile #pick a card #pick a card reading #affirmations #self concept affirmations #self concept #affirm and persist #omg this was so so fun thooo affirmation pacs!!!! i cant wait to make another one soonnn♡#....thats shorter lolll

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mraculous · 1 year

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*slams eighth shot of whiskey* okay listen i gotta get this out before more episodes come out, invalidating it all, but can we TALK about the adjusted dynamics of the lovesquare, stick to the end for me losing my mind about ladrien

I never read the bible so no spoilers there, but spoilers for the tfou apocalypse up through elation/exaltation

Ladynoir. The classic. The OG.

We're in a unique position with them because, Ladynoir has historically had 2 distinct dynamics: 1 when Ladybug thought Chat Noir was just flirting and he thought he had a chance, and one when she knew he loved her, and he knew she didn't.

When she was oblivious, it was flirt central! it was cute! light! fun! In the second, it was sad (we the audience knew that lb DID in fact love cn back, just, behind the mask. yakno, the classic, the og) and somewhat frustrating bc we wanted CN to chill tf out, which, eventually, he did, all the while still loving his lady

Now? NOW???? Y'all it's BOTH

Chat Noir doesn't KNOW (yet) that Ladybug is in love with him. He just thinks she's flirting, or testing him.

But Ladybug DOES know. She KNOWS he doesn't love her. When CN was in this phase, flirting to an oblivious LB, he still had hope that she would love him or at least he lived for the moments she flirted back, but NOW?? Ladybug knows!!! She knows exquisitely that CN does not love Ladybug anymore. (even though we AND LB know that he does love her, just behind the mask)

It's just such a beautiful reversal chefs kiss mwah

I basically just keep thinking of that sad look CN gave her when Glaciator was screaming about how CN should love LB, and that little comforting pet she gave him. Tears.

the other sides under the cut

Adrienette. Our cute blushing oblivious babies.

Tbh team? I'm not sure where this one will go! Don't have a lot to say about it that the show hasn't already. Adrien fell for Marinette hook line and sinker, we all saw it coming we're all just happy to be here. Marinette is afraid to love him and "no alya he's just a friend" I'm just thrilled to see where this goes

(especially now that Adrien has kissed Marinette???? AND that he knows she doesn't love him anymore??? I Am All In)

(but also we the viewers have just a little drop of sadness/frustration too in this because, like, We Know!!! we've been here the whole time!! You DUMMIES YOU LOVE EACH OTHER and this is RIDICULOUS and UNNECESSARILY TRAGIC just LKAJSD;FLKJ anyway)

Marichat. Okayokayokayokayokayokayokayokay

In Ye Olden Dayes, Marichat was the sin ship. But even before that, it was always the side of the square where there was no performance, no pretension, just two people who were friends (but didn't know how good) hanging out with lots of chemistry but no blushing.

But now WWHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOO BOOI I mean the fact that marichat was the first side to consensually, of sound mind, and in the canon timeline, kiSS is bonkers to me, congrats to taylordraws for predicting the future I guess

But! Now!!!! They love each other!! If they're ever around each other again it's going to be a bluSHING NIGHTMARE especially since them being together caused Marinette to almost get akumatized, and that they both understand it can't work, there'S THAT HINT OF SADNESS r u sensing a theme

But okay, that thing I just said 20 words ago, them being a blushing nightmare, it's because this is the side that's in love with each other. Marinette < - > Chat Noir it's a two way door okay and that's what ladrien used to be and what ladrien was based on. But now we have the ladrien dynamic + sads + MORE KNOWLEDGE + EVEN MORE DRAMATIC IRONY and frankly I'm alive

Ladrien. *smashes whiskey glass on floor and screams*

FOLKS. WHEN I TELL YOU. I AM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH FOR LADRIEN CONTENT NOW MORE THAN EVER let me tell u why

I'm a longtime Ladrien stan. I just think they're neat. I just think they should kiss. A li'l smooch. The first fic I ever wrote for this fandom was a ladrien "almost kiss UST" one shot.

But now? NOW??

Ladrien is now the Marichat dynamic. Marichat and Ladrien have flipped. Before, Ladrien was the two way love street, and Marichat was the platonic "no pretenses" street. Now, Marichat has taken on Ladrien's vibe (with some extra Sadness TM), so what has Ladrien become?

You'd think, oh it's just marichat now, no pretenses, they know they don't love each other, easy, *kisses you on the mouth* NO.

Picture this. Ladrien bathroom balcony scene. Or Ladybug saves Adrien. Whatever. All the reasons the show has given us for our heroes/civilians to interact outside their partnerships. With Marichat, they're cursed by knowledge. They know they love the other, but that the other doesn't love them (or so they think). With Ladrien, there's no such curse.

For Adrien? He looks at Ladybug, the girl he used to love. Used to. Past tense. All those pictures on his phone, his silly date ideas, his puns and flirting, that's all in the past now. She made it clear she doesn't love him back, and besides, he loves someone else now. He'll always love her like a friend, of course, she's his best friend, but... anything else is too hard.

For Ladybug? She looks at Adrien. The boy she used to love. She probably still does a little bit but it's different now. How it used to be, all that flailing around, the ridiculous schemes, the presents, the obsession, that's done. He might think he loves her now, but, no, she loves someone else. Outside of the mask, she's still his friend, of course, but, how it was before? It was just too hard.

Basically: THE BIG SADS. These two are exes, they're forlorn lovers, they're each other's "one that got away." But without either of them truly knowing why, or how, or even with the benefit of a real "we were together, now we're apart." These two moved past their unrequited love for each other through sheer force of will and lack of communication and now... now what are they?

I for one am frOTHING AT THE MOUTH TO FIND OUT

#miraculous ladybug #adrienette #ladynoir #marichat #ladrien #adrinette #ml spoilers #ml exaltation #ml elation #thank u for coming to my ted talk I haven't done a piece of writing for this show in a long time #(aAND ALSO I'M PHYSICALLY RECOVERING FROM BURNOUT FOR MY PROFESSIONAL WRITING JOB) but hey #exaltation says write i fuckin write #emma.txt #*#*writing

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aboheadcannonsandmore · 1 year

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I sadly don't see too much Beta love. Most brush them off as a background character. And I've even read some where they're just known to be disliked and called evil. Which sucks, after taking multiple quizzes, and getting beta all the time. Do you have any love to share for this neglected dynamic? 💕

Hello! Yes I have tons of thoughts about Betas!

I do think Betas get tossed to the side in many fics and it is a disservice. Betas are the middle ground, the valley between mountains, the single aunt with no kids who gives the best Christmas gifts. Betas can be many things (included evil if that’s what the writer wants).

In a very simplistic view, Betas are not ruled by instincts and therefore have none. Personally, this is a reductive view on an integral part of a vastly diverse AU. Betas, unlike their two partners in crime, have a choice when it comes to their mating patterns. They are not on a cyclical pattern doomed to repeat itself. This allows so much more freedom for a writer.

One of my favorite HCs I rarely see is what I would term “fluid Betas.” This is not to be confused with the trope of changing subgenders completely. In this small portion of the ABO universe, Betas are the calmer of the dynamics but float between Omegas and Alphas and fill the gaps. This can mean that in an Alpha dominated workforce, they may placate more often. Or if they are in an Omega dominated friend group, they might be the one to pay for the meals (to support yakno).

I also enjoy the stories where Betas are more common than Alphas/Omegas simply because it is biologically exhausting to go through mating/heat cycles. For this reason you may see subgenders in general being referred to as a “relic of the past” or an “unfortunate medical marvel.”

#alpha/beta/omega #abo dynamics #abo #abo headcanon #alpha/beta/omega dynamics #omegaverse answers #omegaverse #omegaverse beta headcanons

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antiradqueer · 10 months

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About the "it's only ever the "cool" disorders that radqueers want" thing- It 100% is, and it's just because they think that it's "cool" or "quirky" to have those disorders, like "transbpd" mfs romanticizing the "crazy obsessive girlfriend" stereotype 24/7 because they thing it's "cute". As someone who used to be in the radqueer community, whenever "why do you only identify as "fun" disorders" would get brought up, radqueers would get super defensive and act like they don't do that and claim "oh but I identify as this non-romanticized disorder so that's not true!!" but never bring it up outside of that context. Almost like they aren't actually doing it because of "dysphoria" or because they "can't control it", they're just doing it because they wanna invade communities that they see as "cool" and "fun".

Like, there are obviously people who are experiencing *some* kind of dysphoria (because I know a couple people who *do* experience genuine dysphoria but absolutely hate radqueers/people who support "transitioning" or trying to "pass"!), but for one that's no excuse to actually invade those communities or pretend to actually have that disorder, and for two that's definitely not the majority of people because most people are just doing it for fun because they think "omg npd is so quirky thinking you're the best all the time must be super fun!!".

Slightly off topic but not to mention the "I'm cis(disorder) but also trans(disorder) uwu"... Like that screams internalized ableism

hi anon, yeah i agree totally, aswell theres alot of like infantilising and aesthetising disorders and disabilities and the like that they do with a ton of stuff in a similar way to the "transbpd crazy girlfriend" thing, yaknoe what i mean. alot of another thing i see aswell is like "how am i ableist/faking by being trans(disorder) im literally cis(disorder)" like. huh.

but like yeah i imagine theres some kind of dysphoria in there dont get me wrong, but like the people who just say they want some disorder "cus i can" or "cus its cool" and people who straight up lie and say they have the shit they dont have or pretend to have it are the actual worst. none this shit is a good reason to lie about having something or pretending like you do, like it does actual harm.

thanks anon

#anti radqueer #anti transabled

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relocatedheads · 2 years

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Mechanic!Eddie Headcanons

except this time he had a partner!!!

‘Can I read the previous parts’ you ask? ‘Show them the tapes, You honour!’ I bellow: Part 1 Part 2

(( Ohmy! lookie here... An Eddie Masterlist! ))

*cracks knuckles* lesss-mfing-gooooo

✁ he has his own work station, so slung into multiple drawers are photos of you both, your staple lippy, some hair bands that are actually yours but he says are his

✁ the photos definitely range from cute candid hill top picnic dates right down to pure unadulterated filth... cuffs, hands, bruises, body fluids...

✁ he absolutely loves you visiting him on his breaks

✁ you meet up outside the garage, him sitting on his bonet always smoking a ciggie, legs dangling out -> you job is to bring the lunch

✁ lunch is always some form of left over hearty family meal you had from the night before -> a cold roast / fresh Mac n cheese / fajitas

✁ Eddie gives me vibes of a good cucumber sandwich lover ---> he can never deicide if yous or Waynes are better tho

✁ when you join him for lunch, he’ll always take an extra 10 minute longer break

✁ he will always tell you about the things he’s fixed that day - even if you don’t understand:

“Oh! Dave - yakno the guy in the corner shop, sells cigs to the kids, weird head shape, looks a little too pale to be healthy? Yeah! Right! Him. Well he come in, and I don’t think ive heard a car scream for help as much as that thing! His cambelt was ruined- practically non existent!”

You nodding along as best as you could, getting completely stupped on one word “Cambelt?”

“Sits in the engine, literally looks like a belt. makes the car move. like so when you press a pedal, the car moves smoothly. makes a little pour noise when it’s old.” He lists, pulling a finger out with each sentence, and making a purring / clicking sound with his tongue at the end.

You nod. He immediately regains his enthusiasm, spiking his posture up, “Well, that! It was finished! Y/n, sweetheart, if a car could cry tears, she was sobbing. I’m actually surprised it still drove!”

✁ Sometimes if you were bored you'd surprise him and just come down to sit with him through his shift.

✁ that’d mean you’d either be keeping him company while he spoke in car to you mostly rambling to himself, you’d get to be his little tool passing slave, you’d get to offload your drama and personal stress while he was head deep in an engine ✁ “Sweethearrrttt, you know you love me?” *queue the Eddie Munson butter-wouldn’t-melt grin*

“What do you want me to get?”

“a round headed screwdriver and 3 screws, top draw on the left.”

“you’re lucky I love you, munson”

✁ oh my god- TELL ME HE WOULDN’T TEACH YOU HOW TO DO SOMETHING?!

✁ like change a tail light or something so small and delicate

✁ he’d froth at the mouth teaching you!! leant up behind you, guiding you hands around the place, if you got oil on them, you’d just rub them over his uniform like it was nothing AND HE’D GO CRAZZZZYY

✁ None of you can’t convince that you wouldn’t be there enough for the other boys to love having you around too!!

✁ STOP- wait one of the younger lads didn’t know you were Eddie’s partner and kinda sorta had an infactuation for you and totally learnt the hard way you were taken..

✁ yes I am talking about Eddie catching some sort of wind about this and like brutally and almost totally unexpectedly throwing you against something and just kissing the breath out your lungs.

✁ Maybe you’re telling him about your day and the kid walks on the floor, Eddie catches him looking over and he just.. in milliseconds goes from kneeling on the ground changing a tire cap to having you pinning to the bench you were sat on, lips lost in his !!

✁ I imagine if you enjoy an oil stained, gasoline smelling Eddie, he’d relish in it. Like you’ve just met him on the floor and you just kinda flat line for a moment as the vibe / smell / aura of him just drowns you. He obbbbviously knows so he just stands there googley eye staring at you with this stupid smug smile.

✁ little does he know your knees are weak! your tummy is a home for all the worlds butterflies! you could get on your knees and not get up for a week whenever he’s like this

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effervescentdragon · 2 years

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Late to the party but true catholic guilt is me thinking of Pierre’s cross bouncing between his tits every night when I pray

I feel the need to point out that may actually be counter productive from what I've gathered of Catholicism, but it sure is hella lot more fun than, yakno, repenting and stuff. I mean .....

.... i mean you're on your knees anyway

#akira answers asks #catholic guilt anons #lovely anons #unhinged f1 content

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boneasin · 1 year

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MY INTERNET WENT OUT FOR LIKE 3 DAYS BUT IM BACK NOW

anyways,

I got an idea, what if Dark Choco comes home to Dark Cacao but soon after Dark Cacao dies due to Affogato poisoning him and the poison finally taking effect, or that the poison just weakened him and he got sick from something else, Dark Choco is very upset by this and starts getting angry at everyone and everything for his Father’s death.

he turns to the power from the crystal thing in his sword and puts it in his mc fucking eye and goes full fuckin angry and helps the kingdom a lot but he does that so his army could be stronger because now he’s hellbent on killing Affogato and anyone who had helped him.

I’m mostly basing this off the description of Dark Choco’s armor outfit and the fact that armor is only found in the citadel which means that Dark Choco turned back to the darkness after coming back to the citadel, and he wouldn’t return to the darkness due to Affogato being there so I think it’s more metaphorical as in Dark Choco left being evil but came back to being evil in his rage about Affogato killing his Father rather then going back to the cookies of darkness, yakno?

#dark choco crk #dark choco #dark cacao #dark cacao crk

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tuckerrule · 1 year

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i want to kill girls not in an incel way but in a righteous justice from god way yakno what i mean

#archer.txt

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vomitpremium · 2 years

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You are absolutely right about f1nn5ter, that entire situation has rubbed me the wrong way for so goddamn long. Like, I am absolutely all for deconstructing gender and all that, but that doesn't mean you can turn it into a goddamn spectacle.

I feel it's hard for me to speak on his situation, becuase like, yes he's allowed to do whatever he likes and more power to him if he still remains cis at the end of all this or even if he doesn't. I kinda think I'm just feeling petty and feel like its just unfair that it comes so easy to him. People are giving him so much money to do what I struggle everyday to mostly even fail to achieve...

Like, I know that I have no right to say that he doesn't deserve any of it, and that's not what I'm saying. Maybe I'm saying I deserve to have what he's got haha

Just feels unfair yaknoe? Like a kick in the balls

#jchall110 #ask

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corpus-chorus · 2 years

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(same anon as last) but i think the appeal is bc there isn't this like. insane power dynamic between dark and anti that a lot of abo tends to have that can be kinda hard to read? then again i dug around in your other abo fics and they're really nice (SSC, yakno) as well. maybe it's just bc they're genuinely well fleshed out and feel moderately believable as characters regardless of the source? idk but i'm excited for whenever you next update. I can't help but ask what JJ's been up to in that universe, if you've thought about it at all.

I totally get what you mean about the power dynamic thing. Like, I do love me some power dynamics, man, I really do, but I especially like then when there's some . . . idk, nuance to them? I like giving different kinds of power to different kinds of characters, and power play works so much better for me when there's a balance between the characters, you know?

I especially love writing Anti and Dark in here, because this Anti is just??? Incredibly competent?? Like, he's one of few characters I've written before that pretty much has his shit together, so I get to focus on his kind of discovery here without feeling like he's in some crazy turmoil, it's just kind of . . . idk, there's tension, but it's the "oh this is new" kind of tension, if that makes sense, lol. Also love the chance to write incredibly repressed Dark lmao

But I am delighted you decided to ask about JJ of all characters, because he's literally one of only two others that I had any thoughts/plans for. He was supposed to be in the first fic, but there was just too much going on, and I decided to cut him, and there's a good chance he won't make it into the sequel either, so.

But originally I planned on having him as a Beta that ran his own, uhhh, questionably legal group? He's got a core group of specialists, most of them hot headed Alphas that he's got especially nice control over. He's also mute because you'll pry mute JJ out of my cold dead hands, and he's got a fairly steady working relationship with Dark.

I dunno, maybe I'll get a chance to add him back in, but for now he can just live in our heads anon :]

#ryo rambles #ryo's writing rambles #y'all do not understand how much this au lives in my head #it's been years now that it's been knocking around #and i'm so glad it's finally out there #also yes anon we stan safe sane consensual doms here :]#alpha/alpha

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tinytrucks · 3 months

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I've got no choice but to sit and wait now. I've got to wait for the low income apartment complex to potentially contact me, thats a couple months at least. I'm thinking at LEAST two (?) months. Hopefully only two. I don't want to wait much longer than that. If I could move out right now I would. It feels like I shouldn't still be doing laundry, doing dishes, helping with the kids and etc. I was broken up with, there feels like there should be some sort of separation with that but there hasn't really been one at all beyond no "I love you"s or kisses. Thats actually all that we dont do thats relationship like. I suppose we don't hold hands and such so there's that. Anyway, I really wanna get outta here. Its not that I feel any huge negative thing being here, he is a good guy and I no longer feel any sort of...like... anger or resentment toward him or anything it just feels like with my own space will come a huge sigh of relief and sort of a weight off my shoulders even though I know its gonna be a huge struggle no matter what. I just wish I could inject some patience into my body. I just dont know quite how long I have to wait for the low income people to call me back. It could be ages to be honest. There is no real time line so what in the world am I supposed to go off of? Maybe whatever apartment I sign the lease to I can just go month to month. I know the rent is usually more when you do that though. Wonder what the penalty for breaking the lease would be because that's more likely what I'd have to do.

You know what man? Thank goodness I thought of this place to let out these random words cuz I have no idea where else I could let this stuff out. Its just random thoughts and there is literally no one else I could talk to about these types of things to. I suppose I never really had someone to talk about these types of things to. The random stuff. It was never him. It was sort of my best friend, I could talk to him about random stuff but not too often. So this is good, I'm glad I found this again.

So right now its near the end of January, I've got to wait, if I'm being honest with myself, till probably April to move out. Ugh that feels so incredibly far away. Literally it makes me want to throw up. Especially knowing I'm paying bills and such that I could NOT be paying. But I also very much do not want to go back to living with my parents. How do I explain to my parents that I dont want to live with them? Especially when it makes financial sense to live with them lol I just dont want to..../emotionally?/ ...live with them? I dont even know if that how to describe it. I just really badly don't want to live with them again. I want to go from this space to my own space. Whether that's low income or regular it doesn't matter to me. The thing is...I could save hundreds or dollars if I get the low income one. ARGGSDF!! Idk what to do!!! No one can make the decision for me, truly this time. Wowza. And this time people are actually waiting on the decision. Well, I mean, I'm still waiting on the people to call me back but yakno they're also waiting on me to make a decision.

Anyway, I think that's all for now. I want to keep writing just to get the sludge out but there doesn't seem to be any other words particularly. See you later. self.

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total-drama-takes · 1 year

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how wrong is to analyze peoples fanfic? like not necessarily critique but just observe what kind of person they are, because there are some interesting fics out there.

i guess it depends what u mean by analysis. generally to do it in ur head or in private is totally fine and cool but imo i wouldn't put it anywhere public unless u have explicit permission from the author.

to me personally (as someone who has written like 150k of fic for a different fandom) i would be interested to hear it but idk if i'd want it posted anywhere if i havent seen it first yakno, but every writer is different and has different boundaries

#idk if i got what u mean by analysis tho lmao #so i could just be saying random shit #ask

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refloralisation · 2 years

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I think i just got hatecrimed??????

1. Saw a cute german girl at the cafe, went over said hello. Shoot your shot, yakno

2. She flirted back

3. HOLY SHIT SHE FLIRTED BACK. CAN’T BELIEVE THIS WORKED!

4. First legit sexual encounter since breaking off my engagement, then having friends die over the past year and general life is actually hell drama. Drunken fumbles don’t count.

5. Okay keep it cool, meet her back at her hotel.

6. We’re kissing. WE’RE KISSING.

7. We stop kissing. She puts her hand on my throat, gently. Then says, “you like that, you dirty n****r”

8. We stop. Did she just-?

9. She did.

10. I get up and start leaving.

11. “I didn’t mean it, it slipped out” etc etc

12. “I’m into raceplay but I should have asked”

13. “Just come back, it’s not a big deal”

14. Back in my room now, kind of reeling.

What the hell

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antiradqueer · 9 months

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Sorry to have to say this publicly, it's just aggrivating.

The most active anti-radqueer blogs are anti-paraphilia (meaning that something out of someone's control if they develop it makes them inherently evil and broken and not their actions) and I'm happy to see one of the loudest ones log off for good. If you want people to not go to spaces where their urges to contact will be encouraged, you cannot push paraphiles away from your community.

One of the last anons they responded positively to was someone saying that someone anti-contact needs to go to therapy because of even having a harmful paraphilia in the first place. Anti-contact!! You know, the people who do not act on their paraphilias and instead find coping skills through fiction, roleplay, kink/BDSM, etc. Trying to find ways to engage with something like a substitute for it that does not cause harm since repression can cause harm as well.

It's gross how the anti-radqueer community treats paraphiles with harmful paraphilias like this. It's frustrating as a paraphile myself, and it feels like anyone who is anti-radqueer only tolerates me or sees paraphiles as okay if something out of our control is something that caters to them and not our actions. How the anti-radqueer community treats paraphiles will push paraphiles over towards radqueers because then we at least have people saying we are not inherently broken for how we are, and often are this way through trauma.

excuse you we dont talk about socks poorly in here, regardless

anyway i just generally dont give my stance on alot of things here so everyone feels comfortable talking, it only seems fair, thats why i let all kinds of asks in here and mainly comment on the parts that id understand/agree with, and i kinda wanna keep it that way cus alot of my opinions cant be boxed under just "anti" or "pro" (yaknow cus theres alot more complex shit than just hating or just liking)

but yeah i get what you mean, im honestly still trying to wrap my head around it, but like at my age i wouldnt really be able to do that yaknoe

also theres like, how many anti radqueer blogs.. i can only think of me, anti rq zone, and all the sunset paras. i might just be missing people cus they dont show up in tags lol

#anti radqueer

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