#your girl is losing her mind

[psychedelic-ink]

man living with toxic relatives really is the worst, you come home and you just deal with more bullshit when you should be relaxing

#sil talks.🎤 #your girl is losing her mind #everything i do is wrong #ive been told i might be 18 but i have an experience of a highschooler #even tho my aunt literally does not know what i did in turkey and believe me it ain't highschooler lever #and when I ask her something it's always why are you asking me google it #like maam arent you supposed to be this super experienced 50 year old why are you bitching at me when I ask question about a country i just #moved to 2 months ago #like god damnit #i dont know how much of this i can take #and im not even mnetioning her constantly saying “the new generation doesn't want to do anything” #the new generation doesnt know how to use google #the new generation doesn want to work #the future of coorparate america is screwed because the new generation doesn't know how to do anything #WHO RAISED THAT NEW GENERATION????? #YOU #YOU DID #SO STFU #her kids literally don't know how to communicate with other people and when i do something I'm constantly in the wrong lmao #mind you she knows my manager loved me and I'm getting a raise this week #and after i told her she said i have experience of a highschooler and I'm not ready for new york #well i sure as hell ain't gonna be ready for it living with you #god i hate it #ah and also me needing to hide my hips #delete later

[hajihiko]

Pride month 🏳️‍🌈 bi-poly King and Queen 👑

#Hajime hinata #Ibuki mioda #Hajibuki #Is that a thing? #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa #Hello it's me your local friendly polyam who will never ever shut up about it #They're def not the only polyams on the ship but they're the ones who most strongly claim the label and flag #♡ x ○○ #Ibuki is bi but like loses her mind over girls very easily

[ghost-proofbaby]

a man said the most eddie-coded thing about me that i genuinely cannot stop thinking about it days later but he doesn’t know that i know he said what he did

#my friend said i’ve got a special flavor of trauma from my childhood #and he immediately goes ‘i wanna know what it tastes like 😏’ #i’m haunted #he met me twice and just alluded to eating my [redacted] #and i’d let him ! #this is why i’ve been mia #him: don’t judge #the girls in question; not judging but losing their fucking minds #such casual rizz someone fucking sedate me #i also have a story time about how he paid for my (well mine and my best friends) dinner and it gave me BUTTERFLIES #anyways boys #be careful with what you tell her best friend #she’s loyal to me first 😤 #i don’t think y’all wanna hear about my love life but this is the most exciting it’s been in a while #eddie munson would 100% joke about ‘tasting your trauma’ idc

[milfhandholder]

With the recent babygirlfication of Sebastian, do you think they'd babygirlified Grell if they get the chance to?

#imagine seeing her and you lose your mind but she looks like every waifu girl in modern anime #they took away her Trans Swagness #would still love her idc #I miss my wife #kuroshitsuji #black butler #grell sutcliff #kuroshitsuji grell #kuroshitpost

[pocketgalaxies]

oh also still still STILL thinking about "people hate me because of you. and i'm a victim." just bc it's so simple and heartbreaking and unfair

#like. what do you do when you go back to your own torture chamber and you're attacked for being the torturer. #how do you DEAL with that. without losing your mind #obviously i'm extrapolating i doubt that was her Literal Torture Chamber but you get what i mean #and ofc w gwen. when this hatred that doesn't even belong to you is so strong and present within your own chest #that this girl can't even look at you anymore #text #nova shh #critical role #cr3 #laudna cr #angst tag #delilah briarwood #hi natalie reading this! i'm trying to put some stuff in the delilah tag but it's 11pm this is all i got rn

[littlebigplanet]

right on his lawn huh

#im losing my MIND why did they put her in shelter woods. evan im so sorry #imagine waking up and theres just some random woman setting her rv up on your doorstep. like girl #evan macmillan #the trapper #dbd #dead by daylight #this is going in every tag i think im hilarious #actually i hope people recognize this as a tails gets trolled reference. otherwise this is. embarrassing #🫀

[corfisers]

i really need to finish this one day

#one of my fave ideas but i keep getting stuck or starting over. third time's the charm hopefully #anyways. posting it as an excuse to rant because i'm losing my mind over this rn for no reason #incoherent but i just need to Talk or my brain won't shut up #you ever think about how fucked up it is that aoi feels guilty over what happened. i do. i think about her a lot #he can't even look at me. we aren't even blood related but he still had to go to jail because of me. i still love him #in reality none of it is her fault. it shouldn't be about doumeki in the first place. baby girl you were 15 when it happened. #you can say that yashiro is cruel in his dismissiveness (on the surface) of doumeki's trauma but you can see where he's coming from #you got a glimpse of what your sister was going through? of what i went through? and now you're sooo guilty over it? and who does it help? #doumeki's so focused on his own feelings that he ignored aoi when they were living together. “saves” her by pure chance #proceeds to focus on his guilt and ignore her again. if yashiro didn't get involved she'd be sitting in the rain for god knows how long #yet she still loves and to some degree idolizes him #yashiro and aoi both saying that doumeki isn't the type of person to be a yakuza too. doumeki's good doumeki's better than that #and then ch 24 happens. where yashiro says that he's going to throw up and doumeki's response is “i probably won't stop even if you do” #“guess i am like my father after all” and yashiro still goes “you're not. you're pure and im the problem” #(touches doumeki's face. rare gentle gesture. he's gentle afterwards too before leaving. man.) #he's not cruel enough to repeat what he said in the earlier conversation and he doesn't actually believe it anyway #but i wish yashiro was cruel there. it shouldn't have been about doumeki and his feelings. again. #something about yashiro throwing a knife at another person and it flying back at him huh #for all the talk about how doumeki supposedly romanticizes yashiro it really is the other way around. always has been #which is a whole other conversation but yeah. everything about aoi and yashiro in relation to doumeki makes me so fucking sad #but this is also what i mean when i say that aoi doesn't haunt the narrative per se but still has this weird presence? #she's in the parallels. she's in the brief but important mentions. she's in the “your sister was lucky she had you”. #wips tag

[thestarsarecool]

This just in: Yoko genuinely believes that John had a vision about a man on a flaming pie who told him the name of the Beatles.

“[John] wrote a piece called ‘On The Dubious Origins Of Beatles’, and the basic line that we all laughed at was something like “I had a vision and a man came unto me on a flaming pie and said ‘You shall be Beatles with an ‘a’, and so it was.” We took this to be Goon humour and a sort of Biblical joking – “and God said unto thee ‘come forth’, and he came fifth”. That’s very much the humour that was going around Liverpool at the time.

Now, it turned out that we couldn’t have this in the Anthology because Yoko believes that John did have a vision. I’m very friendly with Yoko now so I don’t want this to look like a snide thing, but it genuinely intrigues me that she thinks this. And the way I tried to put it to her was, you can say, “I had a vision” and people will go “OK”. You could say, “A man came unto me”. “OK, it’s starting to sound a little biblical, but it’s all right, still.” “On a flaming…”. “Yes, this is OK, it’s even more biblical”. Now, if you’d have gone to the word “chariot”, we would be all right. Or if you’d gone to the word “phoenix” we would be all right. But the word “pie” is a dead giveaway. “A man came to me on a flaming pie?” I know, in my mind, that John didn’t have a vision about this, but the way Yoko puts it is, “If it’s OK for Paul to dream ‘Yesterday’ then it’s OK for John to have a vision.” So these are the kind of things that cropped up. It’s only a difference of opinion so it doesn’t matter vastly. We’ve tried to make our point, she’s made her point and we’ve arrived somewhere in the middle.”

— Paul McCartney, Club Sandwich Interview, November 1st, 1995

#my quotes #this is both genuinely hilarious #and a little worrying #the mental image of paul trying to explain to yoko that john was telling a joke #and yoko just straight up refusing to understand #it's so funny #I feel like paul would lose his mind #and I kind of love that even though the story was left out of anthology he made sure it was never forgotten #by making it his album title #petty king #but also?? #yoko genuinely not being able to tell that john was joking concerns me #like girl that was your HUSBAND #did she just not get his sense of humor? #or is she just willfully reimagining him to fit with her artistic vision #also the line about yesterday is so nuts #you get the sense that she thinks paul is just making that up #or she just doesn't have any respect for his ability #or she is just being ridiculously petty #or she just genuinely believes that john had visions #but paul saying #it genuinely intrigues me that she thinks this #is so funny #paul mccartney #yoko ono #john lennon #the beatles #beatles #flaming pie

[eddiemunsongf]

the thing about when people say “oh, eddie was just comforting chrissy because he’s such a good guy” or even “his first response to seeing a girl in distress was to make her feel better hes so scrunkly!” is like.... that’s just not what happened there. eddie’s first response to chrissy’s visible distress was to be defensive and haughty. he thought she was scared of him, and it hurt his feewings, so he was brusque and then tried to bail completely. he had a very “sorry to be an imposition >:(” energy. 

it wasn’t until chrissy reassured him that he wasn’t the problem, and beyond that, asked him to stay, that eddie relaxed. i love eddie a lot, but it was chrissy who was instinctually kind and empathetic here. she was the one who put her trust in a relative stranger, one most of her peers mock and judge and even fear. maybe he was her only option to get drugs, but she chose to open up to him and be vulnerable. he just reciprocated. 

#chrissy cunningham #eddie munson #eddissy #eddie x chrissy #stranger things #i understand this take if you havent watched this scene 1k times with a magnifying glass #but i have and trust me the turn is the moment she says she doesnt want him to go #and then do you ever feel like youre losing your mind? gives him something to play off of #im pretty sure ive said half of this before or in tags or something but #i really wanted to call attention to the CHRISSY of it all #chrissychrissychrissy #eddie gets so much credit for being a Good Guy in this scene #but it was her!!!! it was her!!!!!!!! #also im biased but #this is my honest read on that scene from eddie's perspective: #1- pretty girl who he maybe already likes is waiting at his dealing spot so hes hype (arrives smiling) #2- shes acting super weird and freaked out so he assumes its about him and is put out and just tries to bail #3- she expresses the minimum possible amount of interest (doesnt want him to leave) #4- recalibrating..... #5- practically stimming & immediately shooting his shot as hard as a man possibly can #like comfort where? #excited -> brooding -> peacocking =/= comfort #thats a man with a crush babes #mp

[miametropolis]

ten in the journey’s end makes me so goddamn mad…rose punched through MULTIPLE dimensions, tracked you through all of time and space, single-handedly saved Donna while you were doing fuck all in a market, gave EVERYTHING to find you again and ALL. SHE. WANTS. IS. FOR. YOU. TO. LOOK AT HER!! WHY WON’T YOU LOOK AT HER ITS ROSE!! ITS THE HEART OF YOUR HEARTS!! YOU COULD EACH DIE ANY SECOND NOW HOW MANY YEARS HAVE YOU SPENT WISHING YOU ACTED SOONER HOW MANY YEARS HAS SHE WAITED FOR YOU, BURNED HOLES IN THE UNIVERSE FOR YOU AND YOU’RE STILL! LOOKING! AWAY!

#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOURE HUGGING HER??? FRENCH THAT GIRL!!!! #MARTHA WAS MORE EXCITED TO SEE HER THAN YOU!!! #somehow stephen moffat returned…. #we really need to explore what the fuck would have happened if the metacrisis ten never existed bc WHAT was he going to do about her… #they were all alone inside davros’s little cave. just the two of them. and every glance she gives him is so full of love and care. #and he can’t look back. why can’t he look back #what happened. #what happened to if I believe in anything I believe in her what happened to how long will you stay with me #what happened to the way he looked at her on Christmas Eve as they charted out the stars #WHAT HAPPENED!!!! #the entire arc of doctor Who from seasons ONE to four has been that Rose Tyler is the center of the Doctor’s universe #one touch from her reanimates him he’d bend worlds for her he couldn’t save the world but lose her #she looks into the time vortex and rearranges time and space for him he kisses her and saves her and saves her and saves her #when he loses her he FALLS APART #he spends 12 episodes descending into literal suicidal madness for GRIEF of losing her #and then he gets her back. #SHE comes back #SHE defies the laws of UNIVERSES to get back to him #AND HE DOESNT !! LOOK !! BACK!! #im losing my mind #doctor who #rose tyler #tenrose #timepetals #tenth doctor #10th doctor

[furoruisa]

Also Eric was hurt about the cheating so he gets a free pass

BUT THE GIRLS! REALLY AFTER S1 WHITNEY WITH THE CREEPY COACH THEY JUST SAID "don't tell him" "was he drunk?" Like bfr girls, Dan was telling everyone about he and Bela having sex, she's 18/19!! That man is 30 or more!! Aren't we seeing the problem here?

#i know they're young but girls this happened to Whitney!!! #like the red flags let's see the red flags #i need a break #tslocg spoilers #i love them but girls pls see the full picture #also people really saying is what Eric deserves #yeah and Bela? Bela deserves better that to feel like she is a thing and that sex is her only tool #the sex lives of college girls #bela malhotra #sorry guys I'm losing my mind over this #is realistic to ignore your trauma and pretend?yes but i don't want realistic i want Bela to heal

[palepinkycat]

we all do what we can.

#dragon age fanart #dragon age oc #mage #dalish elf #artists on tumblr #art tag #oc:veronica #oc:aedan #// we won't have a thing so we've got nothing to lose / we can all be free / maybe not with words / maybe not with a look / #but with your mind // #THIS SONG. it's so perfect for both of them even though they're both have a completely different understanding of freedom #i like lenka but i love my baby girl vera i feel like her 'relationship' wit aedan has so much more depth #there's no glory and fate in their story they start off as two totally different people who definitely don't get along and then they #work hard to find common ground and build trust with each other #they slowly start to explore each other and become very close #they realise they're trapped in the same golden cage with no way out and they are the only people they can trust there #idk it's just despite all the terribble things that surround them their relationship is just so wholesome #i'm a sucker for two supposedly ruthless assholes being so gentle and caring with each other :')

[nerdynikki94]

10-1 says when we finally reach Mac and Dennis Break Up episode on the pod (you know, in like 10 months), Rob will be coming in hot, and go on a fucking 'Rob Justice' rant that takes up like 45 minutes of the pod, and the last 5 or so minutes they spend talking about Danny's hilarious performance of "OOHHH!!! BOTCHED TOE!" & "I need some trash to plug up the cut!" or like Charlie’s little dance at Dee’s apartment and his cheeto fingerprints on the walls. Possibly the 'can't eat cat food because he’s not a cat' blooper. (Shit, while writing this, I'm remembering just how good that episode is, and how easy it would be for them to run out the clock, talking about anything but the elephant in the room).

Like, I don't know; I just genuinely can't see RCG openly acknowledging Macdennis seriously on the pod (despite how gay the episode's commentary was... like talk about boxes full of Macdennis). I'm not saying they don't see it, but I don’t think they want to talk about it, because once they do, it will kind of force them to officially take a side on it, and I think they want to avoid the inevitable backlash, either way (plus they like leading us on).

I'm not sure if I'm afraid of this or if it's what I'm hoping for. Like, I think if they talk about it, it means they've permanently decided to take it off the table. Hearing them say 'Macdennis' aloud feels like a really bad jinx.

What about Season 16's air date; does that matter; like have they planned a special pod for once that airs? Rob's tease about Mac needing a boyfriend has to mean something macden, doesn't it? Are they possibly planning to push that pod back because they can't won't acknowledge it yet? Will we be getting supplementary call-in, themed, or special guest pods in the near future to further prolong the pod's season 5 coverage (a.k.a. one of, if not, the gayest season of Sunny).

(That last paragraph felt like a close-out for a soap opera). 📣Stay tuned for the scrambled ramblings of a donkey-brained nutjob that rants and raves about nothing but her obsession with the worst fictional gay couple you know! Will the middle-aged dipshits ever kiss? Who knows?

I fucking doubt it.................. unless 🥺?

#the brainrot is fucking real! #somebody come get your girl. she out here losing her damn mind (that's me 🤡) #macdennis has made me fully feral and unhinged. #seriously. can you guys believe we still have to wait another like 10 days for a new episode of the pod? #i literally had to really reel it in on this one. because it was really hard to stop. #is anybody else overthinking this shit as much as i am?

[genspiel]

.....................well now i'm just thinking about how echo and noise could've provided a really interesting exploration of mental illness and trauma and stigmatization but canon kinda missed the mark on that one huh

#pandora hearts spoilers #tre reads #pandora hearts #echo #noise #i'm currently not coherent(?) enough to type out Actual Thoughts about this at the moment but i do think it's worth keeping in mind........ #something something noise being isolated as “different” and desperately clinging to the one person who kind of understood #but then being used by that person and still losing herself anyways and. and. and #hell even vincent's shit didn't get fully unpacked in ph #dude 1000000% had ptsd. you literally cannot convince me otherwise lmao #but his “redemption”(???) happened so fast you could blink and miss it #can't even call it an “arc” lmao it's more like an immediate 180 degree turn #like no dude go back and unpack that shit. your flashbacks and scissorly compulsions aren't gonna magically go away just because- #-some pretty girl forgave you lmao. that's not how this works |D #(also we need justice for ada btw?? she deserved so much more than just being oz's cute little sister and vincent's target-turned-salvation #(like. why is her only genuine hobby shown from vincent's pov and turned into comic relief. like literally wtf) #i actually feel really bad for noise. like. can you honestly look me in the eye and tell me that you wouldn't have turned out like her- #-if you were in her situation #i never really liked her but i also don't think she's an inherently bad character or anything #(or at the very least she's really no worse than vincent. and god only knows how many people are lining up to forgive HIM) #she's just a very very traumatized and lonely one who never got a chance to heal until right before she LITERALLY FUCKING DIED #she and vincent both make sooooo much more sense as characters once you've learned their backstories #i just wish we could've seen more of the actual healing process for both of them instead of just. glossing over it. god fucking damn it

[fellhellion]

guess who had to backtrack the entire nightsong confrontation because she assumed the tiefling rescue mission was part of assaulting moonrise towers

#I AM SO DUMB #but. on the bright side I got astarion romance advancement (IM FINE….) #and the funniest Balthazor death ever #okay so story time: imagine you are tunes. you have a bug that’s stopping u from long resting and resetting all ur aoe spells. you don’t yet #realise this bug can be circumvented by an npc killing ur girl then reviving her - you get down to nightsong you prepare to fight #you get bodied three whole attempts. #let’s trying surprising balthazor and not even triggering his opening dialogue you say! #you get bodied three more times #alright! you seethe - unable to use your best buffs and debuffs as a bard #fuck this guy let’s see if we can move his skeletons - see if it changes were the corpses are summoned #so you painstakingly sneak-push every bone pile u can feasibly reach until they’re all piled neatly at the cliff face ready to be walloped #by the grenades you’ve been stockpiling for 60 hours. but you don’t have hope #surely they’re all just going to spawn in the same place anyways and I’m going to have wasted time #you have Shadowheart cast silence - AND LO AND BEHOLD? THE BONES ARE WHERE THEYRE SUMMONED #YOU BODY BALTHAZOR #YOU CACKLE SO LOUDLY THE DOG SLEEPING ON YOUR FEET JERKS AWAKE #YOU LOSE YOUR MIND U CANNOT BELIEVE THIS WORKED #tunes talks bg